"in a world of abandoned items and discarded materials, violet knew there was always something"

VIOLET BAUDELAIRE → my top 50 fictional characters [37/50]

One year anniversary for this bird. I love her so much, ngl didn't think that she'll have a grip on me

Is it just me or does the phrase "dumb Darillium River" make your ears ring too?

That phrase hurts me like crazy because it takes away how the post-Manhattan events affected her so deeply. And now that we have the added knowledge that she gets to see her parents in New York even after Manhattan, THORS now presents itself in a different light.

River's resounding "the Doctor does not and has never loved me" cements the implication that she and the Doctor had a huge row after Manhattan. What would you feel if the love of your life told you he "does not and has never loved" you? Certainly not happy.

Do you know what grief does to one's mind? No matter how brilliant you are, grief changes you. Grief makes you a different person. I would know, having experienced it myself. And River, in her grief, jumped into a headspace that shut out (or tried hard to) the Doctor.

Yes, she should have recognized it was him she had unknowingly dragged along on her space Robin Hood quest, but for her, it isn't him. It wouldn't be. Because that was the last thing she had heard him say.

Grief and pain clouding her mind, she proudly asserts that no, the Doctor isn't there. He won't show up for her. He has never loved her. But of course, she loves him. She's never denied that. But he proves her wrong soon afterwards. Because she is the Woman The Doctor Loves.

So, yes, on the surface level, "dumb Darillium River" seems to be what THORS had made River to be. But no, it wasn't. It isn't. It was about a grieving River and a chance for the Doctor to right his wrong. (And yes, we were robbed of that kiss. Homie here quite clearly wanted one.)

originally posted over on twitter.

Mind hazy lately sorry for the late return 🥺✨🌸

Amerie and me are literally the same person, look

She got suddenly dumped by her friends? I got suddenly dumped by my friends!!

Almost no one by her side? Same here!

She ended up hanging with ppl she never thought would hang out with her?? Omgs samesies!!!!!

At the end the reason why she got dumped didn't really justify it???? Omgs. Same!!!!

Now that she's back with the friend that dumped her she's anxious af and feels like it will suddenly happen again??? Dude. Same.

I figured out why none of the fanart of Coronabeth Tridentarius seems right to me, it's cuz she looks like my friend Audrey who sat two seats over from me in torts class my first semester of law school

Audrey is the second-most physically attractive person I've ever seen in my life (first place goes to my appropriately-named college friend Helen, who I know mostly from burlesque club) (it was a lot, guys) so I really understand where Gideon was coming from. Like if Audrey asked me to participate in an inadvisable sword fight against someone way more practiced than me I would totally do it

Day 119 | id in alt

I dont think she likes backhanded ass compliments, Mai.

cumbersome and heavy body

ok so I was already going through it after the preview but the ep doubled down and continued to explore buck's feelings in a way that was so surreal how messy and relatable and real it was. the way it portrayed his first gay dating experience as a bi adult: the nervousness and the overthinking and self-criticism and identity crisis and just mess that can come with it.

He is on-guard and ultra-aware. He is analyzing not just his surroundings but himself. He lies and hates it. He avoids telling Maddie, makes an effort of not saying it's a guy he dated, but when confronted he tries to downplay it: "Could be very much the point" VS "It shouldn't be though right". Because Buck knows that liking a guy isn't a big deal and should be normal etc but he feels and acts like a mess?? So he feels like a fraud. There are too many thoughts about expectations that clouds his thoughts. "I dont think you're a fraud, i just think that maybe you're not sure of your own feelings yet" Maddie says and it helps. The moment when Eddie makes that comment about him being single and he gets that distant look in his eyes and realizes this is the moment of no return as he embraces the words that he has been afraid to say out loud. The way the tension starts to loosen once it has been said, the way he can breathe. Buck deciding at the end to just allow himself to be and let himself crush on Tommy and see where that takes them, because he knows he likes Tommy, and that's enough.

accidentally invented a new form of no bedtime called 11pm glass of emergency-c + 4pm latte + 8pm cup of black tea + 9pm cup of black tea

I think they need to bring this specific Mac look back, jacket off the shoulder and everything

If your canon Luz and princess Luz AU met, because of some dimension travel shenanigans, what would be the first thing they’d say or discussb

canon luz, Very Warily: so, uh. belos-

princess luz: AWFUL. HORRIBLE MAN. I'M SO GLAD HE'S DEAD

canon luz: OH AWESOME. I KNEW I'D NEVER BE HAPPY ABOUT-

princess luz: ?? about What???

canon luz: ......never mind!!!!! let's talk about BOOKS,

well i'm gonna get publicly executed tomorrow ehe <3

@just-dol-headshots 👁 i can't wait to see what you'd put my baby through HBJERHFBHJERF

some people really still treat drugs like it's a fun little thing and im trying SO hard not to get mad about it

The Neverwinter crew gets no love and it's so sad because I'm obsessed with every single one of them and love just a god awful, falling apart at the seams road trip. Open your hearts people

i literally walked into this space knowing NO ONE, sat off to the side and told them, "I'm sorry, I'm like a cat. I have to just watch for a second, then I'll socialize more." and like. the entire group was just like YEAH MAKES SENSE. no one took it wrong. they just let me observe until i was ready to mesh in more. and now almost two years later I am now burrowed so deeply into this troupe that i wouldn't have the friends or opportunities i have without it.