me: :(

"Jacobi survives the whole plot of w359"

me: :)

i hope dee kills dennis next season not even joking

So I get confused by Oleg like what is his ultimate goal, you think? What drives him? I get that he is endlessly devoted to Sergei but I feel like there’s gotta be something else.

i honestly think there just isn't. it's his drive and his ultimate flaw. every time he's in trouble it's because he let himself get carried away protecting sergey, the only time he tried to put distance between them he came back to land himself in a bigger mess than what he probably left from, and he's been told that he has bright future and he is wanted elsewhere if he were to ditch sergey but he's said that he's not interested.

i think part of why i love him so much is because he's one of those rare characters that just lets himself follow another person without literally anything else behind it. he put his trust in sergey long ago because after ending up at an orphanage he needed family and someone to protect and love, and that hasn't changed since and probably never will change at this point, ever. even though oleg is smart, handsome, capable and talented (he wouldn't have landed the missions with vadim otherwise), he chooses sergey at every turn, because it is the only thing that makes the world make sense.

his world revolves around a person, and what is life of not the people in it we love. i think he realized this latter part early enough, when he probably said fuck it to whatever it is he was doing and rushed to get sergey out of prison in the game arc. i think it's hard to accept it as the central part of his character because of everything else about him. (my huge vadim/oleg lover adores this btw because i think vadim can never understand this, on any level, and thinks himself a good reader of people and especially oleg and the fact that oleg isn't what he seems pisses him off constantly. i fully think they had a thing going on pre-game and oleg left him for sergey though vadim thought they finally had something that could last because oleg snapped out of his toxic devotion. he never did.)

anyway. yeah. i've thought about this a lot because it also used to not make sense to me. but oleg volkov wanted to find love in a world that didn't want him and that also didn't really put emphasis on men dreaming of love. he found it. whatever it is that everyone else thinks of their relationship with sergey, to oleg, this is real, true, undying love. he lets himself follow that forever and be at peace with it.

I’ve started rewatching Lord of The Rings with my mum and honestly it’s actually such a beautiful movie series.

My favourite character is always going to be Frodo but I have such love in my heart for Merry, Pippin and Legolas.

I’ve been telling my mum every little bit of trivia I know about scenes and stuff.

distant, small and blurry, but no less horrible >:3c

I want every program advertising instant animatics using AI to fuck off I'm doing this for my own creative learning not because I want it to be fucking instant and easy

I xcant sleep have i seriously been cursed to simply suffer forever

theres another member of zarbons species in the moro arc of dragon ball super! he transforms into a differentmonster form than zarbon

Yuzun! i know him! or well, i kinda know him. i'm not really caught up or invested in anything Dragon Ball related beyond Buu Saga, but i've learned somewhat about him.

i think he's pretty neat! and i'm really happy they expanded Zarbons race just a little bit with Yuzun. though you hate to hear how he went out... there's no peace for my mans race. i hate this solar system. fuuuck.

I never finished this one, maybe I'll do a new drawing with them one day, but I just wanted to share crazy ass n.1 with crazy ass n. 2 ❤

I'm watching the new Sad Boyz episode and Jarvis has been talking about Fall Out Boy for thirty minutes and I'm juuust. not enjoying it

i think men who call women whores or sluts should be decapitated they should be buried alive

I want to be a hater about the cyl results so I'm making my own post so i can bitch in the tags about it. The tags will get long so the tldr is BOOOO everybody but Alfonse.

I miss when loki was evil

Shen jiu is a rancid, horrible, radioactive level toxic of a man. Imagine being abused and tortured when you were a small helpless boy only to turn around and inflict it on a small helpless boy just like you. Also if you tried to make him like this misunderstood tsundere who was just weak and helpless i will kill you btw

picks up ned stark. honour will be the death of you. I just know it. get your shit together you're being an idiot.

i kinda want his gender?