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I love seeing you on my dash too, you're too sweet

Some pics of our evening sky. And the place where I went with my girlfriend this summer. I hope it's able to help 💜

Thank you so much. This pictures and the fact that you send this are really making me feel so warm 🥺🥺🥺💜💜 this feels like fresh air. What a lovely place and i'm sure is fill with lovely memories

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you know when you have a gap in ur teeth u would spray water through it…connie would do that after u squirt in his mouth like the menace he is

NAHHHH LMAOOO

personal hc i added in here, we call connie nunu 😋

imagine connie just made you cum atleast three times in a row, this time he’s determined to make you squirt on his face. “nunu…baby, stop!” you cry out, arching your back. connie just giggles into your cunt like a child, almost kicking his feet because you taste so good. “not until you squirt on my face, baby..” he smiles, looking up at you.

with a few more sloppy kisses to your cunt, you squirt with a loud moan, a few cries mixed in there. connie chuckles before he opens his mouth and gulps down the clear stream gushing from your cunt. he saves just enough in his mouth for him to smile, pressing his tongue to the back of his front teeth, your squirt spurting from his mouth, back onto your sopping cunt. you look down at connie with a frown. “con’! why would you do that?” you ask, rolling your eyes.

“sorry.” connie smiles.

Writing a complex character such as Dazai is actually really hard even for people who understand him because he is, as you said, extremely unpredictable. I don't know exactly what to tell you, but I'll try to help a little bit!

The whole thing about Dazai is that he doesn't understand humanity. He understands the basics and why people do what they do because he is analytical and has been studying people's behavior and human connections forever. But he doesn't feel connected with humanity and empathy the same way other people do. He perceives others from like, the other side of a barrier. He studies them carefully. Manages to care about them deeply sometimes. Even deeper when they're able to see him and get to him (Odasaku, Atsushi, Chuuya, the whole agency in fact means something to him). But there's always this layer of disconnection and apathy and emptiness he doesn't know how to get rid of. It's like he cares, but he actually doesn't because he rationalizes everything and turns it into a game of chess, more or less? And I think that frustrates him. He isn't used to caring about people because he doesn't understand them, but he takes an interest in the people he finds amusing to study and once he cares deeply, they're taken away from him (that's why he mourns and regrets Oda's death so much. He feels like the world takes everything away from him the second he manages to feel human). Hence the whole thing about not feeling human (amongst other things). He cares and yet he is realistic. He has regrets and suffers and feels pain and he can care about others (ignore all the people who keep portraying him as an emotionless monster, please) but he doesn't drown in self-pity when it comes to all the people he has killed and his past because he can rationalize that. It was another era. He has moved on. And if it's for the greater good of the mission or his journey to find something to live for, he doesn't care how many random people he has to kill (when he was younger he valued other people's lives way less, of course. Now that has changed because his apathy is something he doesn't turn into cruelty and instead uses to rationalize plans and help the world and the agency. Basically, when he was part of the mafia it was kind of "I don't give a fuck about random people" because he genuinely didn't feel anything for them, but now, even if he doesn't genuinely care for them, he protects even random people because that's what the image of kindness Oda had planned for him). Oda tells him that, if the good side and the bad one are the same and he hasn't found anything to live for yet, why not help the world while he's at it? And it's such a beautiful thought because Dazai has this issue with understanding humanity and making bonds. But he understands, now more than ever after Oda's death, what living and killing means. He might not actually care that much for society and its well-being, but maybe he can find something to live for in the light more than he would in the darkness. He keeps wanting to kill himself, right? He keeps trying. But he doesn't actually want to. It's common sense. If he truly wanted to, he already would've done it. "I don't like pain" is the most common thing to say when you don't actually want to do it. I think that, unlike Nikolai, who actually craves to die as a representation of freedom, Dazai only wants to keep trying and trying to find a reason for living. Chuuya was that thing when he was in the Mafia. Chuuya and Oda, because Chuuya is quite literally his soulmate (in the sense of bringing amusement to his life and also making him feel human, as his ability is the only thing that can help Chuuya. And also Chuuya not being human but being the most empathetic and emotional of all the people Dazai has met in the mafia) and Oda was the first one to actually understand him and see him for who he is, something I don't think he'll ever find again and that's why Oda's death fucked him up so bad. He found a place to belong and somebody to live for, and then he dies and leaves him alone? It's not fair, but he'll try to fight for good and live in the light if that's what Oda wanted for him. As if Oda knew him better than he knows himself because I also think he has a hard time with his own perception and personality.

In simpler words: Dazai has a hard time understanding humanity because he feels disconnected from it by a layer of apathy and the fact that he doesn't understand basic human needs/actions because he doesn't share them. One of the things that makes us human is desires, right? Wanting. Loving. Longing. Dazai rejects all of that because he doesn't know what he wants and nothing he tries ends up making him feel whole. In "No Longer Human", actually, you can read things like "It is almost impossible for me to converse with other people" and "I have never known what it means to be hungry / Eat or die, the saying goes, but to my ears, it sounded like just one more unpleasant threat". So he isn't a monster, his brain just functions in a different way. He sees everything. Analyzes every little thing. He's smarter than everybody else and he's aware of that, but he feels lonely there and only wants somebody to understand or something to fight for. Oda gave him both things, and the agency gave him a reason to keep going because he genuinely cares about doing good and keeping them safe. I don't think Dazai's journey has ended, because he still fights against.... So many things with himself. His past. His future. His desires. But at least now he has a thing to enjoy and bring him happiness. His constant act of being "silly" isn't that much of a facade. I mean, I think it is because if he acts like a clown, nobody will ever see the true self he hides. But I think he ends up having fun with the agency and annoying Chuuya because he sees them respond to his behavior and he finds it amusing. I think being extremely smart and lonely and tormented can coexist with being fun sometimes.

As per writing in his POV.... It depends on what you want to write, really. I think his brain functions differently depending on his mood. I guess the most important thing is to keep in mind his surroundings because he's always hyperaware of every little thing. But it frustrates him not knowing how he's feeling or not understanding what he actually truly needs, often focusing on others instead of looking into himself, because every time he does, he only finds himself empty and craving for something he doesn't know what it is. In his worst moments, I think it's quite obvious he tries to fix things with distractions and impulsive actions like substance abuse. In his more analytical moments, it's when he becomes more apathetic and sees the world as his game of chess and people as only pawns. He knows he's human, he just doesn't feel like it. Fyodor has a sense of superiority Dazai doesn't share. He's smarter because his brain functions differently, but he is no God. He is no entity. He analyzes from the POV of somebody external to humanity but knowing quite well he isn't God. And when he's having genuine fun and feeling some type of care/love? I think he's grateful. The emptiness is always there, though. Always haunting him. In the back of his brain. But he sees hope in Atsushi and a place to keep his promise in the agency and maybe fulfill his heart. He might always have a fucked up perception of himself, but at least he's aware that doing the right thing fills the hole in his chest more than tormenting others. As I said, he likes it there (and Chuuya) because it makes him experience humanity even if he keeps telling himself he isn't human (No Longer Human quote: "You miss her, don't you?" / "Yes." / "That's human nature, I guess").

I don't know if I helped you?? I think it's a bit of a mess, sorry 😭 It's like 3am and I don't know if what I said makes any sense, but I really hope I was able to help you!

holy FUCK it took me fifteen minutes to read all of this and i'm glad i did because this is the most succinct and articulate analysis i have ever seen of dazai's underlying nature and his ambitions in relevance to the plot OP I THINK IF ASIGIRI CANT WRITE ANYMORE YOU SHOULD TAKE OVER BSD MANGA BC I THINK U UNDERSTAND DAZAI BETTER THAN HE DOES SOMETIMES TBH💀💀 aaaa jkjk i digress you were so real for bringing up the yozo/dazai parallels bc there's genuinely so many and if i still had my fucking BOOK :side eye: i could go through the intricate and profound commentary i left in the margins but alas my dear friend insists on keeping it longer. there's nothing more i can say on this topic bc i agree w you on everything wholeheartedly i think you deserve a scholarship to harvard or smth bc god DAMN you would slay as a lit or lang major

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i know this freak (affectionate) will absolutely kill to have any mark of you on him. brand your name on him with iron and watch his eyes roll back from pain and orgasmic ecstasy of being claimed as yours, tramp stamps and womb tattoos so he can point to exactly where he wants you to fill him up and wouldn’t dare let a drop go to waste on anyone else, bleeding bitemarks and blooming bruises, scratches down his back and a nearly lost voice do nothing but get him head over heels all over again at how thoroughly you claim him as yours.

put a collar and tug him by a leash, make him your loyal, filthy puppy that can only whine and beg for his master to breed him full of a litter and remind him of his place. grab him by his messy hair and impale the needy bitch of a husband you have on your cock as he desperately swallows everything you’ve graciously gifted him— and ignore the subordinate who definitely heard the loud gulps and sucking from under your desk as you watch your cum drip from the corners of his mouth and the adorable hearts in his eyes as he looks up at you.

you’ve probably, very likely have gone through the classic potions and experiments over all these years together: aphrodisiacs that leave you two going at it like feral animals for days on end with no breaks (as if either of you would dare think of such a thing), enhancements that have him gasping because he can feel you in his fucking throat!, and more hours spent with him stuck on your knot than you could reasonably guess because you’re husband’s a needy pervert that only needs his husband to satisfy every dirty little fantasy that fills his pretty little head <3 drag him into the cold waters of your homeland so you’re the only one who can warm him up with tentacles that caress and overstimulate him, bite his neck and take alllllll~ of the blood you want from him to see how stupid and delirious he can get and still beg for you, envelop him in your wings so you can watch him lick his translucent cum off your feathers <3

wow ur really busting ass with these dottie thoughts 😭

omgg branding dottore... it's a surprise because he's the one who brought it up in the first place! asking you to brand him, handing you a metal rod with your name carved on it 💕 he'd absolutely love the pain it brings! reminder that only u could hurt him like that,, he'd be staring at your name on his skin for hours and hours, he just can't get enough! he'd be so elated if you tattoo him yourself to be honest, marks with your name on it—he'd be sooo obsessed with it 😭😭 if he attends a meeting with a raspy voice, they don't question it... it's normal at this point 💕

ohhh dottore 100% develops a breeding kink solely because of you! u always fill him up so much his tummy would swell, makes me delirous and think about having your babies 😊😊 and a collar?? you bet he'd wear that EVERYWHERE, showing everyone who he belongs to and making all of his poor segments jealous with a smug smirk on his lips! absolutely into getting caught or getting fucked 'secretly'... you could pull him somewhere and tell him to he quiet but nah, he's being as loud as he could 💞

AND DOTTORE TURNING HIS LOVER INTO A MONSTER JDHFJHDDH... he's literally giving u so many traits that makes u look at him questionable bc 1. how is this ethical in a battle and 2. he's looking at you with such lustful eyes... really canon dottore is a monster fucker.. you'd probably wake up with 2 dicks n u gotta punish him by fucking his hole with both 💞 he has his own supply of aphrodisiacs that he made himself! and he makes them extremely potent that makes y'all fuck for sooo long... loves loves bug, darkened claws that makes his skin tear and bleed... loves your big maw with many sharp teeth... loves the tentacles that ties him up and keeping him pinned.. loves the knot that keeps you stuck inside him...

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Could you bring back the dad eren fics?, they were so wholesome 😭 maybe something with Reader being pregnant with their second child?

sighhhh i miss my man 😞 (eren jeager)

it was the day of you and eren’s baby shower for you twos second child. neveah running around with her cousins. you were sliding into a blue dress you’d bought just for the party, eren coming behind you and sliding his arms around your stomach. “i hope it’s a girl…” eren whispers into your neck. you smile at his words, grabbing one of your gold hoop earrings and putting it in your ear.

“i hope it’s a boy, i think ‘veah would have a good time with him.” you smile at the thought of neveah and you two’s new child running around with each other. “whatever it is, i know they’ll be happy n healthy.” eren grins, pressing kisses to the crook of your neck. “you’re so beautiful..” eren smiles, looking up at you. “thank you..” you whisper, kissing the back of his head and walking out of your bathroom.

you walk into the backyard and everyone greets you with hugs and kisses. “mama! when do we know if it’s a boy or a girl?” neveah asks, hugging your stomach. “in about twenty minutes, is that okay with you?” you ask, waddling over to a seat on the patio. “mhm!” neveah smiles, happily skipping away. you sigh and throw your head back, ready to get this party done and over with.

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you and eren are standing next to each other, a big grin on you two’s faces. you and eren were holding a big balloon, neveah holding the clothes pin steady. eren watches you while you nervously bite your nails. eren presses a kiss to your temple. “it’ll be okay..” eren whispers in your ear. you smile and look over at eren, kissing his lips.

everyone coos and ‘awe’ at you. “time for the reveal!” your mom grins, throwing her hands in the air. “three,” you take a deep breath. “two,” you exhale, shifting on your feet. “one!” she yells. neveah pops the balloon, blue powder flying everywhere. everyone hoots and hollers. you cover your mouth in shock, a cry slipping out. “it’s a boy, baby! can you believe it?” eren smiles, hugging you. <333

Guys he’s so special to me.it’s been five seconds did you know