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the-everlasting-dream · 5 years

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What a year its been...

This is my one and only chance to say it but 2nd Feb marks the day I decided to fully join the Choices fandom on tumblr. My little blog is one year old! Brace yourself, this is the story of how I came to be... like an X-Men origin story but weirder, not as cool, way more tacky and severely lacking Hugh Jackman

I actually downloaded the app in January and started by playing HSS, unknowingly buying diamonds with the few that PB gives us to start with. When I quickly realised I had to BUY diamonds to keep playing I was like HELL NAH! At this point I’d never spent any real money on an app before and I wasn’t about to start now.

That is until I started playing TRR....

I started playing what would become by favourite book just as a way to get diamonds for HSS because I was determined to finish that one to the end. I stuck to my guns, tapping half heartedly through the chapters, not really reading the dialogue until we got to the scene in the Beaumont mansion where we had the option to follow Drake to see what the Beaumonts were up to and I was like huh there’s more to this plot than meets the eye. So much more shit that went down behind the scenes and immediately resolved to pay closer attention to the book.

Still wasn’t buying diamonds though. I thought Max was a hoot, Hana was a delicate flower, and Liam was sweet - the tag line for book 1 was something like ‘Will you win the prince’s hand or will you fall for another?’ and I was like Of course imma snag that prince coz he’s MUTHAEFFING THE PRINCE WEREN”T YOU PAYING ATTENTION!’

Still not keen on Drake though. And I was missing so much of the main storyline (and his) by not paying I was like OK FINE I’LL BUY INTO IT JUST THIS ONCE

Still living on that poor uni student life so I only bought the scenes I REALLY REALLY thought were worth it. And that was not many. It didn’t take me until the scene at the Lythikos when I realised hmm it weird we didn’t get to kiss that Drake guy, I’ve kissed Liam but not him like????

Anyways the Liam playthrough was getting kinda boring like mm kay you’re never around but for some reason you’re obsessed with MC (and I didn’t know it was called MC, I just called her Althea which was Liz’s OG name which never really suited her IMO) so I tried to focus more on the other parts of the story was kinda non-plussed, like well that was fun i guess...? LIke he’s cute but he doesn’t really set me on fire.. Mkay lets try this Drake dude and see whats up with him.

K cool so I wzs playing the game (or rather the game was playing me) focusing more on Drakey boi THEN IT HIT ME I was like damn wow theres a lot to this dude I don’t notice right away when mindlessly tapping through, like his sarcastic humour and guarded nature - I’ve always loved characters like that (I’d just finished my obsession with Cassandra Clare’s Infernal Devices series and he reminded me of Will for some odd reason) then we got to the Beaumont scene AGAIN and I was like GODDAMN THE ANGST IS GOOD HERE (didn’t buy the study scene so my dumbass missed out on kissing DW... AGAIN)

I made it all the way to the finale with out that scene and when I realised I hadn’t had that first kiss, I was mad and restarted the book (we’re on restart 2 btw) and obsessively bought all the Drake diamond scenes. My fam was out of the country so I binged the whole thing in like a day or two after which I was overwhelmed with a lot of feelings and emotions that I didn’t know what to do with and I just sat there trying to process them and failing like

THEN I WENT ON TO TUMBLR...

And I binged all of @mrswalkerwrites and @angstymarshmallow‘s drake fics but I just couldn’t take it. I STILL HAD THE FEELS AND IF I DIDN”T DO SOMETHING SOON I WAS GONNA SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUST

Then I came across a theory by @chantelle-x0x who wondered like what IF Drake secretly knew how to waltz but didn’t wanna teach MC coz he was in love with her and THAT DID IT

IT WAS LIKE I WAS POSSESSED I COULD SEE THE WHOLE SCENE PLAYING OUT IN MY HEAD PERFECTLY AND I NEEDED NEEDED TO GET THIS ONTO PAPER. It was a blur writing that first piece and a race against time before the insporation ran out, I hadn’t had a strike of creativity like this since my Hobbit fanfic days and I was determined to see this through.

After I was done, it was 2am and I didn’t know what the fuck I was doing so I unknowingly posted it up on tumblr under the name Waltz Time and peaced tf out and passed tf out only to wake up to almost a hundred notes overnight like

People actually LIKE my ramblings..? They are saying nice things about my brain fart.. what..? I don’t know how to process these emotions and now I have MORE emotions????

Then I reblogged a couple of things, made a playlist that I’m sure nobody cared about, started a mini series that I didn’t intend to get so long. But the more content I saw the more I needed, it was like a new drug, a new obsession like no other and when I saw people like @choicessa and @boneandfur writing such amazing fics I was just like WOW I wanna try to do that too

And on 2nd Feb, I posted No Turning Back and finally converted this to a choices blog and the rest is history.

Along the way I’ve made so many wonderful friends including @chantelle-x0x who reached out to me first and was my first offical internet friend, @meeraaverywalker @walkerismychoice @tmarie82 @boneandfur @littleblossom-18 @srawesleyghuewrites @heartoffire-ice @simplyaiden-blog @likethetailofacomet @sleepwalkingelite @bobasheebaby @topsyturvy-dream (whom I got to meet in person this year!) @abbiebishops @mfackenthal @debramcg1106 @theroyalweisme @writtenbycandy @blackcatkita @angstymarshmallow @enmchoices @client-327 @lizeboredom @trr-fangirl @callmetippytumbles @speedyoperarascalparty @zaffrenotes and I’m sure I’m missing so many of you.

I was humbled and stoked to learn that I had a fangirl when @quartzandarrow sent me a message about my The Revelation Series (which I still intend to finish... eventually) and that I had a mysterious stalker in @ooo-barff-ooo who had been silently following me since the early days when Waltz Time was all that was on my masterlist and TRUly knows my blog better than I do.

Especially my Team Thirsty gals @quartzandarrow @drakewalkerwhipped @choicessa whom I consider internet sisters and talk to every day - I don’t know what I’d do without them.

I’ve learned so much and grown so much as a writer and I just want to thank you all for supporting me and being my friend despite how inconsistent I am. I’ve got lots of things planned for the next year so hopefully you’ll consider checking them out ahah

If you’ve made it to the end, I’ve wasted enough time but just

THANK YOU

love elle x

#personal #long post #it just kinda happened by accident.#thank you beautiful people #its been a great year

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artificialqueens · 6 years

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Hold On To Me Chapter 10 {biadore} -imafuckinglibra

Hello, Konichiwa, Bonjour, Hola, Aloha, Guten tag, Namastê. You know, I saw you’re looking like you wanna fuck me on the table backstage. Woos…this shit turned out super fluffy. Summary, mkay. Roy in hospital, Danny freaking out, Raja and Shane does a thing (not that thing) and then Danny taking care of Roy and fluff ensues. K bye.

Danny’s heart sank and his world started spinning. Shit! Shit! Shit! He dropped to the ground clutching his shakey knees.

Hospital. Roy. Hospital. Roy. Nothing else went through his head except those two words.

“Where are you? If you want to come see him Raja’ll come pick you up we’re still waiting for him to get admitted.” Shane’s voice was a strange mixture of fear yet calm. How the hell he managed that was a fucking mystery his voice trailed off and he could hear a commotion in the background.

“What did they just say about getting up!? I’m…hold on…” Danny could hear Roy arguing about something with Shane in the background.

‘At least he’s still okay enough to fight…okay it’s okay, he’s okay.’ Danny tried calming himself down.

“What’s up?” Aaron asked bending down beside him with his hand on his knee.

“You can go on ahead I uh, I have another ride don’t worry. Thanks, man.” He smiled at his friend. Taking a deep breath to center himself before he stood up.

Aaron threw his jacket over his shoulder and with a hug goodbye he walked out. Shoving the still embraced and bickering Cracker and Aquaria out of the hall with him.

“Shane? Court?” He asked when the voices on the other end had still not spoken.

“Sorry about that.” Shane’s voice more panicked than earlier. “Sorry for calling but…”

“I want to come see him.” Danny interrupted before he could finish.

“Okay…wait outside Raja’s leaving right now.”

“On my way, sweetie!” Raja yelled somewhere in the distance.

“Who are you talki…” Roy’s gravely voice could be heard in the back followed by what sounded like some very loud painful vomiting and a few people’s worried shouting.

Danny’s heart grew heavy, a sinking feeling about it being real that Roy was in the hospital scaring the shit out of him. He slammed his locker shut forgetting half of the things he wanted to put away and ran outside.

Sitting down cross legged in the middle of the parking lot so he couldn’t be missed no matter which way Raja was coming from he waited patiently.

With trembling hands he lit a cigarette, burning his finger accidentally when he wasn’t paying attention and couldn’t keep his hands still near the tip of his cigarette.

He took a deep inhale of nicotine and held it in his lungs for a second longer hoping it’ll ease his anxiety while wiping his runny nose with his sleeve.

It was as if all the tears and emotions he had been holding in all day were begging to be released all at once.

He knew he liked Roy, more than any other guy he ever had before but suddenly all his feelings were brought to the surface. His worst fear of losing Roy realized. He couldn’t even spend a day without him what would happen if something really bad happened to him? How would he…no. No. He can’t think about it.

With an exhale he wiped away any sign of distress quickly and tried distracting himself by watching the cars. Trying to figure out which one would be Raja’s, his little game ended up lasting longer than he’d have liked.

Soon enough though a familiar sleek black Mercedes rounded the corner at a dangerous speed and Danny slowly stood up walking to where he saw Raja entering. He half expected Roy to climb out seeing as it was his car, his heart aching when it was Raja instead who opened the door for him.

“You don’t have to put that out, I won’t tell Bozo we smoked in his car if you don’t.” Raja joked to lighten to mood lighting a cigarette as well. Despite the older’s efforts the ride was long and silent, an uneasy tension lingering in the air as they drove to the hospital. Danny’s stomach spinning fast and seemingly never ending like the wheels of the car they were in.

“You got him into drag right?” Danny asked taking one of Raja’s conversation baits.

“Yes ma’am. I’ve modeled and done drag all my life. I did make up he made gowns it just seemed right, like the perfect pair.” Raja smiled at him.

“Perfect pair? So you…”

“Oh hell no we never dated or anything, we kai kai’d a few times but when you’ve been friends for 10 plus years it happens.” This didn’t make Danny feel better.

Instead it just ignited his jealousy and insecurities. How was he supposed to compete with this inhumanly beautiful creature?

“You know, you seem like a nice kid so I’ll be honest…I’m a pretty open queen, but I’m still on the fence about you.” Raja’s eyes were focused on the road, avoiding Danny’s.

“What? Why? What did…what I do?” Danny stuttered thrown off by his comment.

“But! But he does seem happy with you. Besides the whole ‘Oh no I’m a terrible person!’ or ‘What the fuck am I doing?’ 3am drunk rambles I get he seems happy with you.” Raja nodded as if he was reminding himself of something more than he was reassuring Danny. “And I genuinely like you, you’re a cool kid. Just know if you fuck this up I’ll be the one who has to fuck him and hold him and feed him vodka till he’s okay again. I’ve been there done that, don’t want to do it again. And I will physically murder you if I have to.”

After that the conversation went dead again.

“Hey, we’re here…yeah…yeah…yep, what room?” Raja called Shane when they started making their way into the building.

Despite his anxiety being through the roof Danny couldn’t help but stare in astonishment at Raja and how effortlessly cool and ethereal he moved and acted.

Even just walking through a fluorescent lit dreary hospital corridor his hips swayed as if he was on a high fashion catwalk with all the spotlights on him.

“Knock knock.” He tapped on the open grey door before walking in smiling at presumably Roy or Shane inside. Danny had no idea who though, he was still standing outside, his legs unable to move. “I brought the babe, you’re welcome.”

Fear, anger, heartbreak, longing, anxiety, confusion, more fear…it was all crashing over him once again. He took a deep breath closing his eyes as he took a step forward into the doorway with his head tilted down.

“Oh for fu…What the fuck are you…I’m calling deportation!” Roy groaned. “Hi, Noriega.”

Danny kept his head down when he opened his eyes still too afraid to look at Roy in the hospital bed in case it was bad, tears immediately flowing down his face and his body shaking though.

He tried to wipe his eyes with his sleeves but the tears seemed to flow faster than he could swipe them away.

“Okay that’s unnecessary just come here.” Roy sighed holding his arms out.

Danny walked forward slowly dropping onto the bed covering his face with his palms. His tears now flowing even heavier as his sobs grew when he felt the familiar warmth of Roy’s strong arms surrounding him. Goddammit he missed his arms.

He missed Roy.

“Hey, it’s all good, it’s all good. I got you.” Roy tried shushing him rocking him in his arms, his voice considerably groggier than normal before it became panicked. “Dan…wait, someone…”

Shane grabbed his leg and told him to get up quickly. He tried looking back at Roy to see what was wrong but Shane turned his head back holding his face still. Danny wanted to ask what was going on but when he heard some violent vomiting behind him he figured it out.

He turned around when the room went silent again, his heart dropping and his skin running cold at the sight of Roy.

His skin abnormally pale, sweat around his temples, moisture around his reddened eyes from throwing up and various tubes and wires running up and down his arms with a few around his chest.

“Wow you don’t have detention for once how did that happen?” Roy joked. His dimples lifting around a small smile, clearly an attempt to make Danny feel better more than anything else. He saw it wasn’t working and reached out to tug on his hoodie. “Come here, baby.”

Danny climbed back onto the bed hesitantly cuddling up to Roy, his head in the shoulder of the arm wrapped around him rubbing his back.

Seeing Danny there was a complete shock for Roy and even though he pretended that he wanted to kill Shane for calling him he was actually very grateful. Having Danny there lifted his spirits despite the teen clearly being a complete mess.

Raja and Shane looked at each other knowingly and quickly made an exit leaving the pair alone, closing the door behind them to give them some privacy.

“Did you give him the speech?” Shane asked slyly grinning at his much taller friend when they were out of ear shot of the couple.

“Oh yeah.” Raja grinned throwing his arm around Shane as they walked down the hallway to the cafeteria. “Scared the shit out of him, I think we did good.”

“You stink.” Roy commented but when Danny looked up in panic he snorted. “Kidding! I’m kidding, you do reek of smoke though.”

“You reek of hospital…and a bar.” Danny said softly, his voice breaking at the word hospital.

“I know I’m sorry, told you I’m from New Orleans.”

“Why are you here? Why didn’t you tell me you’re here? I was fucking freaking out all day because you weren’t texting back and then you weren’t there in…” Roy shushed him when his mind started spiraling with his mouth firing out everything as it came up.

“It’s all good now it’s okay. Which question do you want answered first?”

“Are you dying?”

“Oh god I hope not.” Roy laughed but when Danny scooted closer pushing himself up with his hand on his stomach he winced. “Okay ow, gentle bitch.”

Danny’s eyes flicked from Roy’s face to his hand, quickly lifting it up afraid of hurting him again. “Shit, sorry!”

Roy took the raised hand into his own, giving the back of it a kiss holding it against his cheek to enjoy the feeling of skin on skin contact.

“It’s not that bad, don’t worry. Are you okay? You look like a fucking mess and that’s coming from me.” He examined the redness around one of his knuckles. “What happened here?”

“Accidentally burned myself. And yeah I’m okay. Just thought you left and that yesterday was goodbye goodbye so I don’t know…”

Roy let go of his hand and ran his cold fingers over Danny’s damp cheek, lifting his chin with them so he could give him a small kiss.

Probably wasn’t the best time but they both needed it so screw it.

Roy tasted of vomit and…blood? But it didn’t stop Danny from leaning in further for a kiss, his hand cupping Roy’s stubbly cheek to pull him in closer.

“It wasn’t meant as goodbye goodbye, but I get it.” Roy pulled back from their kiss, dropping his head into the pillow turning it to look Danny in the eyes. The young man with his hand still on his cheek now playing with the fluff that had grown from not doing drag in a few days.

“After that thing yesterday I was same as you I guess. I needed to not think or feel anything so I went to the bar, drank myself under a table and got my ass kicked.” He shrugged as if all of this was as mundane as wiping your ass.

Danny’s hand halted and his eyes went wide already watering up again. He leaned in again for another kiss to show the boy he was fine. “Hey, I’m good now learn to listen, bitch. They said I can go home tomorrow.”

“Nurse said you can only have 2 visitors so I’m heading out, and if they ask you’re Courtney’s brother we didn’t mention the student thing don’t worry. Show him your stomach though it’s gnarly.” Raja leaned into the door interrupting them. Roy thanked him and he left almost as fast as he had appeared.

“Stomach?” Danny asked looking down. Roy nodded giving him the go and the teen slowly pulled down the blue blanket off him. Lifting the hospital gown up exposing his grey underwear stained red from where he puked on it earlier.

A dark redish-blue bruise around his navel with red spots splattered over it and a matching one on his ribs now very visible. He gently trailed his fingers over it to examine it but not hurt him.

“I was trying to get in my car to…not important nevermind, but was too fucked up to actually get it open when some guys jumped me. They took my wallet and my phone, that’s why I didn’t text you, I’m sorry I had you worried.” Roy clarified placing a small kiss on his cheek watching the lanky fingers on his abdomen move.

“Or anyone.” Shane came in holding a can of Pepsi and a sandwich, the sight of food causing a loud growl to erupt from Danny’s gut. “Figured you’d be hungry since you just came back from school, guess I was right, hope this is okay?”

Danny sat up when Roy gave him permission to eat and started unwrapping the meal Shane handed him, “What do you mean?”

“He didn’t tell anyone. He walked home but called me earlier on his house phone of all things asking me to pick up his car and drive him to work because he overslept. When I got to his apartment he looked like death and after telling me why I brought him here.”

Danny looked behind him at Roy but he reassured him he was fine and continued calmly rubbing his back as he listened to the rest of the story chewing his food.

“We waited for almost 2 hours till he started throwing up blood and they finally admitted him. But, while we were waiting this idiot told me what happened yesterday so I had to call you! How can you let this poor baby go like that! You monster.” Shane crossed his arms glaring at Roy.

“I didn’t let him go I just didn’t want to be caught! Listen, sneaking around fucking a 18 year old at…”

“19.” Danny interrupted because apparently age was what was important here.

“I thought 18?”

“Nope, 19.” Danny took another big bite, “My birfthday wath Thaterday.”

“You’re birthday was…what?” Roy tried sitting up but a sharp pain shot through his abdomen. “Nope, nope, nope. Going back down.”

“And you do go down very well.” Danny joked wiggling his brows at Roy.

“Shut up and eat your shit.” He pushed the giggling face away from him.

“I want the details later by the way. You can’t be too shabby either seeing as he…” Shane grinned at Roy, the smugness practically dripping off his face. “Roy. Tell our little Danny boy here why you were so desperate to get in your car in the first place last night.”

Roy’s pale skin became flushed both from embarrassment and anger and he had to drop his head to avoid Danny’s stare. “Have you uh…have you ever seen The Graduate?”

Shane’s grin grew wider looking at Danny waiting for an answer. The teen nodded unsurely which somehow made both Roy redder and Shane grin wider.

“You know how, in…in the end, uh he…he runs to stop the wedding and they drive off.” God he was stuttering this is ridiculous. “I was planning on driving to your house and…you get the idea.”

Danny’s eyes went wide, almost as wide as his mouth. Shane excitedly nodded at Danny laughing loudly, embarrassing Roy Haylock was truly the best day of his life.

“I was wasted!” Roy defended raising his voice a little too high.

“Okay don’t break a rib…Daniela,” Shane turned back to the teen who was now just as red and looking down at his hands. “Would you like to stay or should I take you home?”

“Can I stay?” Danny asked looking back at Roy for an answer.

“Why?” He wanted Danny to stay obviously but what to do with his feelings were still too unsure for them to be alone in a small room.

He knew he wanted to be with him, clearly, he nearly drove to his house at drunk as fuck at 4am to tell him that but their situation was too fucked up, especially now thanks to Shane. Shady bitch.

“I don’t know, to take care of you…Mrs Robinson.”

Roy protested at first and read him for getting the name wrong but when the pain in his gut got too much to handle he gave in, curling over to one side like a wounded animal.

Roy’s motto had always been ‘Never let a bitch see you sweat’ so for him to be this vulnerable hurt his ego more his injuries hurt him physically.

“I need you.” Roy reached around to grab his hand. “Just distract me.”

“What?”

“When you had your concussion, fuck this shit hurts.” Roy’s voice was strained, the pain clearly affecting him too much which made Shane run off to leave them alone but also to call the nurse and ask for pain meds.

“It’s okay. You’re okay.”

Danny popped one earbud into Roy’s ear and then the other in his own so they could listen together.

The soft guitar strumming of Look at me by Semi Precious Weapons playing as Danny took his place behind him, spooning him with his arm under Roy’s.

The man clutching his hand tightly to cope with the agony while Danny softly sang along to the song. Placing small kisses on his shoulder and neck with soft whispers telling him he’s there between his singing.

You look gorgeous by the light of my phone Please move closer dear, you know I live alone Subtlety is not my strength, so pay attention to my face Subtlety is not my strength but patience is, so I’ll just wait

If you wanna dance, I’ll dance If you wanna touch, I’ll touch If you wanna kiss, I’ll kiss Just look at me while we do it Look at me while we do it

“I didn’t mean to hurt you yesterday.” Roy suddenly said through gritted teeth when the song switched.

“I know.”

“I’m just so fucking scared.”

“I know.”

“I always plan ahead, shit this is really fucking bad.” His fingers between Danny’s grew tighter the tighter the stinging in his abdomen grew. “I never seem to be able to plan ahead with you, I don’t know what this is and that’s the scary part. Is sneaking around fucking in a closet during detentions really all we are now? I mean that shit is insane.”

“Isn’t that enough?” Danny pressed his forehead against Roy’s damp back.

“Is it?” Roy’s voice got low, so low it was barely audible.

They laid in silence for a while just listening to the music switch to Courtney Love waiting for Roy’s pain meds to kick in and he could finally calm down. Both mentally and physically.

He scooted around so they could be looking at each other, Danny’s eyes still puffy from crying matching the puffiness of Roy’s swollen cheek.

Their faces were only an inch or two apart, so close they could feel the other’s breathing on their lips. Roy brought up his hand that had the tube stuck to it with a white square piece of tape, his thumb gently trailing over Danny’s bottom lip before it moved down to his chin.

“I adore you.” Roy whispered.

“Please don’t die on me.” Danny whispered back.

Roy tilted his head when he saw Danny leaning in to close the space between their lips. No words needed - just lips. Slowly and tenderly saying what they each felt.

“I’m glad you’re here, I needed this. I needed you.” Roy breathed between kisses.

Their tender moment being interrupted by Shane knocking on the door. “I’m heading out, I’ll be back in an hour just need to run to the shops. Can you keep an eye on him?”

“Aye aye.” Danny saluted him goodbye.

“What time is it?” Roy suddenly asked looking at Danny’s phone to see it’s already 3pm.

Danny watched him confused at why he was suddenly so concerned with the time and where the remote for the tv was.

Flicking through the channels it hit Danny who was on every day at 3pm - Judge Judy.

“You’re such an old ass bitch oh my god.” Danny laughed scooting away from Roy when the nurse brought his lunch in.

“I love her I, I watch her all the time because she makes me laugh.” Roy clarified when the nurse was out.

“I cannot believe you actually watch this shit, man.”

“Shut up she’s smart and she’s funny and she’s a total bitch.”

“Mh-hm.” Danny’s lips pursed to hide his amusement. In all fairness he watched her every day too but he wasn’t going to admit that now after making fun of Roy. “Let me feed you!”

Roy furrowed his brows shaking his head, “Really queen?” No way his stomach could handle any food right now but definitely no way he could handle Danny feeding him.

Danny pouted crossing his arms but eased up when Roy surprised him by resting his head against his chest. His heart started racing and he was almost positive that Roy could hear it or even feel it. This was intimate and real and…so amazing.

They sat like that watching the rest of the episode about some mom who wanted money back for a bus ticket she bought her daughter. Danny’s arms now relaxed around Roy who was laying down with his head nuzzled up on his chest, his one hand between Danny’s knees.

Roy wasn’t usually one who cuddled up to anyone but he was in pain and Danny was there with his arms around him. Seemed appropriate.

“He looks like my cousin.” Danny casually mentioned during an ad break, the face tattoos and shaved head a popular style in the Noriega clan.

“Really?” Roy looked up at him, he wanted to make a chola joke when a sharp stabbing pain suddenly shot through his gut. He hunched over reaching for something on the counter next to them.

Just in time Danny grabbed the little kidney shaped bowl Roy was reaching for and held it out of him, rubbing up and down his neck gently as he spat up some blood and the small part of his lunch he ate.

This wasn’t as grand as pushing him in front of a bus and saving him miraculously just in time but hey this was as good a way to pay Roy back for being there for him so many times as any.

“Shit I’m sorry.” Roy’s voice was raw, harsher than usual from having thrown up already 3 or 4 times that day. “I…I’ll go…”

“No you won’t! Stay put.” Danny jumped off the bed to go throw the contents away in the bathroom. Returning with the now empty bowl and a ball of wet toilet paper which he held against Roy’s sweaty forehead.

“Thank you,” Roy swallowed his pride and took the assistance without a fight, except when Danny leaned in for a kiss. “What the fuck faggot? C’mon I just threw up, that’s nasty.”

“We’ve had worse.” Danny rolled his eyes kissing Roy anyway. The older blushing at the memory of them kissing to taste each others cum swirling in his mind. “Better?”

“Yeah…better.” Roy smiled and they resumed their previous position to finish the episode .

“Write me a note tell me I’m right or…tell me I’m wrong. I was wrong once in 1947”

“Isn’t that when you were my age?” Danny stuck his tongue out when Roy laughed at Judge Judy’s joke. Clutching his side in pain. Never try laughing with a bruised rib.

“Fuck you cunt.” Roy hit his chest.

“You know, I now totally get why you are the way you are.”

“I love her I wanna be her.”

“Listen, I’m smarter than your mother.” Judge Judy shut the girl on the tv down.

“Speaking of mothers and family and all that bullshit. Does he really look like your cousin?” Roy wasn’t letting this go, his inner nosey old lady had come out and he wanted to know more about Danny.

“He does, a bunch do actually but not John though. John’s my…Shit, John!” He jumped up frantically collecting his things.

Roy tried grabbing his hand but he was too busy typing something on his phone. “Dan.”

“Sorry I have to go.” Danny finally stood still and leaned down for a final goodbye kiss that turned into a final three kisses, Roy holding his hand tightly until the very last second.

“Now you can smell how stinky I am all day.” Danny playfully smiled draping his hoodie over Roy before he turned to walk out.

Roy was quicker than him though even when he was all drugged up and hooked his finger into one of the belt notches on his jeans, halting his movements.

“I miss you.” He let go of Danny’s jean and curled his finger inwards.

Danny bent down with his hands on the bed when Roy grabbed the sides of his face to pull him in for another kiss.

“I miss you too.” Danny finally admitted when they pulled back, their lips still pressed close together as if it was their life line and letting go would be life threatening. “Don’t die on me okay you old bitch?”

Roy gave another quick peck and with a defeated smile he watched him walk away. His smile becoming genuine when Danny pulled his shirt over his ass to avoid Roy pulling him back.

Roy held the old grey hoodie in his hands, examining the fabric between his fingers and savoring the smell of rose perfume, weed and cigarettes wafting off it.

He and Danny had an undeniable strange connection and he had no idea how to cope with it. He was technically an adult and Roy was only his substitute for the next 2 and a half months so after that it was fair game right?

But what did they do until then? Danny was still a kid, a senior in high school who was supposed to be feeling his oats, trying new things and living life. Was he keeping him from that?

“Chris is coming down next Friday for my super late birthday party thing.”

“Hm?” Roy looked up at Danny sitting by his feet, a lollipop he had randomly gotten somewhere stuffed in the corner of his mouth. Fuck he was cute.

Despite his prayers to any deity who’d listen Roy wasn’t cleared to go home the next day and had to spend another 3 days in the hospital. Just to be safe.

Turns out he had internal bleeding from getting gut punched so hard, not severe enough that it required surgery or anything drastic but not mild enough that it could go untreated either.

Thankfully Danny had visited him every day after school to keep him company and mostly just talk about what happened at school or just watch Judge Judy.

In that time they did have the chance to talk about their relationship though, relationship being a strong word but hey it fit…ish.

He had gotten some backlash from Danny when he brought up that their relationship should be open or at least have an option of being open. Danny blaming something about his venus sign making him possessive who knows.

His defense was that they couldn’t be an official couple because of their situation and that he wanted Danny to at least have the freedom or opportunity to date…or whatever else (he didn’t want to even think about it). Keeping it open just so he wouldn’t miss out on anything in his youth.

Danny agreed hesitantly after a few final negotiations. Long story short they decided to keep their relationship text based only. With the exception for when they were in drag of course, Danny easily won the argument there.

“And Chris is your…”

“Best friend.”

“From Texas?”

“Mm-yep.” Danny let go of the candy with a pop. “We’ve never hooked up don’t worry…we’re not you and Raja.”

Roy rolled his eyes before looking down at his lunch that they had brought him 40 minutes ago that he still hadn’t eaten. Jealousy bubbling inside him just at the thought, maybe an open relationship or the idea of it did bother him a little.

Danny could see the green wheels turning in his head and decided to test the waters a little.

“But there’s this one guy Jay’s invited to the party for me that’s pretty cute, hear he has a bomb ass dick who knows it’s been a while…”

“Oh…yeah definitely. Have fun.”

Danny got on all fours and crawled up to Roy making sure he didn’t place his hands anywhere he could hurt him or on any wires. Placing his forehead against Roy’s so those dark brown eyes could look up at him and only him. “I’m kidding, you know you’re my man. And no other can beat your bomb ass dick.”

Roy resisted the urge to roll his eyes and instead leaned into a small kiss, little shit had him whipped and he knew it. His ego just wouldn’t let him admit it.

“When’s your birthday?” Danny suddenly leaned back on his knees sitting carefully on Roy’s thighs, probably the only place where he couldn’t hurt him.

“June 27th, why?”

“Cancer…ooh. Oh, that explains it, do you know your moon?” Danny ran his hands gently up and down Roy’s sides avoiding his bruises.

“My what? What the fuck are you talking about?” Roy laughed.

“Nevermind. When are you getting out?”

“Tomorrow thank god.” Roy took the chocolate pudding cup from his lunch tray and opened his arm, Danny immediately taking the hint came to sit next to him. The same position they’d spent most of their time together the last 2 days.

Peeling the lid off he gave it to Danny to lick clean first seeing his face light up like a toddler getting a treat. Between every mouthful he snuck Danny one too, the couple blissfully snuggled up with their snack.

Danny smiling contently when Roy snuck a kiss in before slipping the small white plastic spoon into his mouth. Taking another scoop he leaned his head on Danny’s shoulder so he could smell his perfume, it was sweet and felt so familiar it calmed him.

“We’re a couple right?” Danny suddenly thought out loud, taking the cup from Roy to help himself.

“Not if anyone asks.” Roy kissed his neck.

“But that still means we’re a couple right?”

“Yeah sure, honey.”

‘Honey. Shit that slipped.’ Roy internally panicked.

“Okay then like I’m your boyfriend right?”

“I…guess. Yes? Shut up.” Why did hearing Danny calling himself his boyfriend make him so giddy? “God I’m like one of my stupid students.” He thought out loud blushing and hitting his head on Danny’s shoulder.

“And isn’t it the boyfriend’s job…no, duty! Duty to drive his mans home after he gets out of the hospital?” Danny turned to Roy with a shit eating grin plastered on his stupid little face.

“You’re not driving my car!”

“But why?” Danny whined sticking out his bottom lip. Roy leaned in and bit it making Danny smile brightly. Roy really was the goofiest, sweetest guy when you least expected it. He let go of the lip between his teeth and moved his head up a little for a kiss.

“Fine but if you’re not careful I’ll fucking kill you!” Roy agreed and angrily stuffed the last of the pudding in his mouth. Danny’s idiotic grinning and swaying side to side making him look like a child. “You look retarded what are you doing?”

“You’re my boyfriend…you looooove me.” Danny singsonged his grin only growing wider.

Roy leaned over grabbing the back of his neck to pull him in for a kiss, the couple both smiling into it. “Shut up before I change my mind.”

“I pinky promise not to crash your car.” Danny held his pinky up trying to keep his face as serious as possible to show he meant it.

“One more rule,” Roy held his pinky up too. “You stay off the fucking balcony!”

“Whatever…I’m your boyfriend.” Danny repeated with a big grin.

“You are my boyfriend.” Roy took hold of his jaw pulling him in for another kiss.

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