#might be a challenge but lets try it
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Introducing: Irunova and Kuitikkantra, Ancient lovers or besties or colleagues or whatever the fuck you know
Irunova is bold, brash, and tbh kind of a nosy ass sometimes. Despite the deliberate, elegant air it tends to put on, Irunova is pretty impulsive and is often quick to dive into new projects for the hell of it. If it gets in over its head uh no it didn’t, it meant to do that.
Kuitikkantra (aka Tikka) might say it belongs in the trash, but that’s its anxiety talking. It’s kind of shy and doesn’t like face-to-face interaction so it genuinely has no fucking idea how it ended up with Irunova. Tikka likes to stay organized and prefers to carefully gather as much information as it can before getting into a situation, which… does not always happen when it is with Irunova! Whoops! But that’s ok
I drew these two so much during June and didn’t know how to introduce them so just take this for now lol
#kirby fcs#Kirby ocs#neither of their species have sexes nor a cultural concept of gender so it's its/it's town over here#Irunova's nosy as hell and likes new shit so it might be inclined to try out one of those newfangled social genders if it saw some idk#it would probably get a kick out of ''women'' hell yeah let's put on the flowy pretty clothes those ''women'' tend to wear#Irunova#Kuitikkantra#Con finish halcandra infopost challenge: Failed. post Ancient halcandran out of context
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Come one, come all, join me in my batshit crazy idea!
Welcome to the idea I probably should have kept locked away with my Matt Jackson/Brody King timefuckery fic.
Will you choose to fill it out based on fics you've already written? Will you write new ones based on a Bingo that speaks to you? Will you cross fandoms, or stay in one? Will you do what I plan on doing and try to hit blackout with all new fics in wrestleverse? It's all up to you!
My only request is that you tag me if you play the bingo game so that I can share in your Bingo adventures :)
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O5: 5+1 - Communicable Horniness, HangMox
B3: Hurt/Comfort - Work at a Smile, Go for a Ride, MoxMatt
G5: Superpowers - I'm Not Immune to You, ClaudioNick
N5: A/B/O - Pulling the Tide to My Body, MoxSeth
G4: PWP - Hurt Me So Good, HangMatt
N3: Free Space (smut) - Run It Like a Circus, MattAustin
B1: Body swap - Our Skin Connects and Makes a Shrine, DannYuta
B5: Fluff/Schmoop - Lightning in a Bottle, HangNick
G1: Coffeeshop AU - No More Hesitations, KrisWillow
G2: Royalty/Regency AU - You Play the Love (I'll Play the Lead), ClaudioNick and MoxMatt
I4: Crack - Kiss is Cosmic, KrisRuby
I5: Time loop/time travel - I Still Got Your Name on Your Tongue, HangMox
I1: Hatesex - What's in Your Hands, ClaudioNick
N4: Marriage Fic - Honey, to Say the Least, You're a Doggone Beast, ClaudiYoots
B4: Sex Pollen - Now Our Bodies Interlock, EddieRicky
O3: Pornstar AU - A Little Bit Camera Shy (But You're Still a Star), DannYuta
I3: Werewolves/Vampires AU - Hungry Like the Wolf, ClaudiYoots
O1: Snowed In/Huddle for Warmth - Like a Photo That's Been Overexposed, TayaAnna
N1: Only One Bed - Light Me Up like a Moonbeam, KrisWillow
I2: Magic AU - I'm Only Human (You Are Something Magic), Breynolds and Gen
N2: Tentacle Fic - Do Something Wicked To Me, HangMatt
B2: Fake Dating/Fakeout Makeouts - Part Time Soulmate, Full Time Problem, DannYuta
O4: Sexworkers AU - A Proposition (If You Want It), RickyDanny
O2: Kid/Baby/Pregnancy Fic - A Few Little Love Affairs, HangMox
G3: Amnesia - Supernatural, Cocky, - House of Black polycule/ensemble
#FF writer bingo card#I'm POSITIVE this has been done before#But I figured I could easily make my own with tropes I'm comfortable trying#Look please don't ask me why tentacle fic is on here I don't know either#That and a/b/o are some of the only things I've never written or considered writing and I made the mistake of wanting to challenge myself#Work has been hell okay I need something else to work toward#And this might give me the satisfaction of accomplishment in a way outside of my career#LET ME LIVE DEMONS INSIDE MY HEAD#in which Sara writes
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Love putting this bitch in silly outfits
#gopher art#sketchbook#mortal kombat#mk subzero#kuai liang#you might notice that ive drawn multiple Kuais in this same fucking white fur jacket + blue shirt combo#i cant help it. its a fucking LOOK. LOOKIT THIS MIDDLE AGED MAN WORK IT#im trying to fill at least two pages a day. today ive done three. hope i can get another in#its not one of those little challenges that make you hate art its just that i wont let myself swap sketchbooks until im done#and i dont want this one to fall apart in public ehdhejd#the jine (denim jean spine) will only hold her together so long#so expect more silly bullshit like this
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how cool would it have been to see adam & the exorcists in full angelic armour. crusader style. ( joph vc )
#she pleaded begged cried on her knees to make it happen. but they wouldn't let her :(#she's like ' if you're committing war crimes in hell... might as well look slay while doing it. '#her reasoning for this? pretty angel women in armour 🥵 also adam is there ig.#anyway i do think she would've known about the exterminations because... uniforms gotta come from somewhere. under a strict contract.#tbd.#anyway anyway. let me try to write verses (impossible challenge)
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Looks like I'm going to have to make an audio masterpost, because there are some audios missing from my tag...
I assume this is because my account is only viewable on dash (because of adult content reasons), and that makes some of your posts unsearchable.
Ugh. That makes it really hard to keep track of the quick audio posts I make! Annoying!
#A site with a proper and functional tagging system please!!!#Bluesky has some really neat functionality with custom tagging algorithms so that looks promising.#I also might just cave and make myself a personal site as a directory...#Anyway I am trying to find my CNC audio post and I assume tumblr was like “Aww :) No.” and hid it from the search.#nyxrambles#Social media sites let me live challenge!!!
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i'm trying to make gifs again and it's kicking my ass
#LORD GIVE ME STRENGTH#once again i picked a flashy and red performace to gif#why am i doing this to myself#not asking for any advice and shit here i just need to let out my frustration#WHY is coloring so fucking hhfhahhHSDFHAHHFHHAHHQAWDAWFSDFSFGJJGHEJJHG#might just say fuck it and go gif something else because rrrRRRAASHDFASHDSDFGHSHNG#stfu#<- kamila try not to change the text post tag every 2 seconds challenge (impossible)
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My mom just sent a message to the family group chat suggesting that my siblings download the 'For the Strength of Youth' magazine on their Gospel Library app and talked about how much the youth magazines helped her testimony growing up and like, cool. Fine. Don't know why the 'sending random spiritual thoughts in the gc' thing started out of nowhere when it hadn't been a thing for a decade but this is just another one of those, and you're ofc allowed to talk about things that are significant in your life.
I don't think sending the 'What I Did When Someone Close to Me Challenged My Faith' article right afterwards was strictly necessary though 🙃
#hi bg mutuals 👋 i'm gonna vent about this from time to time. if any mutuals dont want to see it block the 'apostake' tag#trying not to read too much into it b/c I think I did last time something like this happened#and i dont want to make an ass of myself even if neither time would actually be in front of my parents#but like...i know that they know that one of my sisters is clearly PIMO#they went through her phone a couple weeks ago and i have no idea if they read my texts w/ her#but if they did they probably saw the conversation i had with her about some of the really common shelf-breakers#and telling her to take looking into it at her own pace b/c it's scary and overwhelming#(a conversation SHE started btw)#and when i talked to my parents about the larger context of that whole situation i talked about not having space to step back#and their response was that they give plenty of space b/c they dont make her go to seminary???#that's not the same thing as letting her openly question & potentially leave the church idk what to tell you#like. besties i dont know for sure what caused it (which is NOT making things better. it just feels potentially passive aggressive)#but from my end? it sure looks like it might be a reaction to that. probably not JUST that (friends exist) but.#if you think I'm whispering anti-mormon rhetoric into my siblings' ears just ask me. i'm very much NOT doing that#i'm just. talking? to them? when and if they come to me with questions?#and not making my answer 'well there's a reason our parents raised us in the church! ☺️'#(an actual argument given in the article my mom sent)#hate it. thanks#apostake#jay rambles#ok to interact#im not challenging anyone's faith. my patience though? INCREDIBLY challenged#gotta figure out how to work my way around a 'hey please dont send spiritual thoughts to the gc *I'm in*' talk tactfully#they've been pretty chill about me leaving over-all?? at least to my face#haven't pushed me to go to church w/ them; was fine with me not visiting for easter; didnt try to convince me to not drink coffee; etc#it's just. frustrating that they're not giving my siblings that still live with them that same grace#my sister's 17 ffs#it's very possible im way overreacting to the article. but what is tumblr for if not screaming into the void#religion#mormonism
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tifa honey... you gotta bring it up with him please i'm begging you...
#the poor communication trope didn't bother me in the original#but it's driving me up a wall in rebirth#like. girl. he literally knows there's something fucked up with his memories. HE TOLD YOU!!!#he doesn't need empty reassurance. he needs to KNOW#because THIS is what happens if you just let him try to figure it out for himself :((((((#in tifa's defense she does have a good reason to be TERRIFIED OUT OF HER FUCKING MIND at what cloud might do if she challenges his thoughts#it makes sense from a character perspective. but from a narrative perspective it's making me froth at the mouth lol#sighhh... gonna be a long wait for part 3 huh :)#rebirth spoilers#ffvii rebirth spoilers#being vague-ish but yeah this is about a certain first class mister fair
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and I awoke and found me here /
on the cold hill’s side.
#em draws stuff#the flight of the heron#ewen cameron#keith windham#approximately five hundred people have painted things about 'la belle dame sans merci' and this is based on henry meynell rheam's#lots of challenges in this one but I think it turned out fairly well!#some things I'm not satisfied about but a couple of months ago I would never have tried something this ambitious#let alone produced a result that I was at all fond of!#at the time I wrote out the rest of this I'd been staring at it for near three days and was just picking at details of leaves and such#but now that it's had some time to steep again it is making me Feel again...#as to the background I'll admit that try as I might marin always seems to creep into any kind of shore-painting I do#so if the feeling's a little off there it's likely owed to that#I am sad about THEM and I am sad about being FAR FROM THE SEA#I can be sad about multiple things in one art piece - it gives it Flavor
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EWWWWW
#why is it blocky now. why#also it saves searches which i know some ppl might like but to me it's gross.#it automatically will pull up the saved searches too which makes it mildly more inconvenient to just try and look something else up. to me#tumblr stop messing around and die challenge?#'search for h' why do you make it sound so pretentious. just let the letter pop up by itself
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Tbh I’m not even surprised at this point that Seph lied (or just didn’t tell the whole story in his post). I’m so sorry Ceci
Thank you, nonny. I wasn't going to answer this until I saw the response (I guess) that said he stuck by everything he said bc it was in defense of his friends somehow and to keep himself happy, and that he could've gone harder on me and run me off the site if he wanted to but didn't find it "necessary". I suppose that being brought up alone confirms what I've always thought about the vague posts, the misrepresentations, and the waves of anon hate having an actual purpose. The amount of people that have blocked me over a post that was completely untrue but taken as fact just because he said it, the sheer number of gross asks I've gotten in his name since I posted a response just clarifying what actually happened & what didn't, and his response more addressing anons than the actual issue says a lot. Most of the people that saw his post will never know my side of it or what really happened because I was instantly blocked and that's extremely frustrating. Not to mention just morally wrong. It would've cost absolutely nothing to clear things up and stop this from happening (I wouldn't even have blamed him for saying that he misremembered the order of things or just got misleading info secondhand or something) but I guess even that was too much for me to expect. Doubling down on misinformation and ignoring the uncomfortable effects is more acceptable. And it's very easy for people to sit there and tell me to let it go when they're not the ones dealing with it... yet.
#asks#anonymous#ceci speaks#negative#nonsims#not easy to let it go#when mutuals youve had forever block you because of a lie#or come to you in dms hurt over a lie#or see people u were friendly with completely believing it and being awful about you in the tags#or you like someones post and they block you immediately and you see they reblogged that post#or you try to look at a sims challenge you were doing and the creator of it blocked you after that post#and every day theres more vile shit said about you whether its anon or not based on things that never happened#oh on TOP of all the terrible shit thats happened to me the last month#when that happens to you then you can talk to me#but until then get fucked#whats the point of moving forward if youre continuously held back by things that never even happened#you might as well not give a shit tbh
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so yesterday i had someone comment on a post i made on IG telling me how "offended" they were because i'd simply ended my post with the phrase "end the occupation and free palestine." so much of what they said was actually insane racist islamophobic bullshit and they managed to end their comment by calling all muslims terrorists and literally parroted the "they want to kill americans" fucking horseshit.
the person that made this comment was by someone i've literally known since grade school. i'm not close friends with them but i've gotten to know them over the years and never once thought they'd say anything like this. i actually thought it was a bot account for like a full minute.
i'm sadly not surprised at the rhetoric because that's where we are. we're right back to twenty years ago during the post 9/11 / war in iraq / war on terror fervor kicked off. i'm just. i had to fight this shit twenty years ago and here we are all over again, except this time with the added benefit of fucking social media.
if simply saying "free palestine" is so inflammatory for you, then that is your fucking problem to work through.
#this person commented a couple more times after i called them out on their racist remarks#including trying to pull the 'you support baby killers' bullshit#to which i said if you really condemn the murder of children#then by god you'd better be condemning israel who's been murdering them all fucking year. and last year. and every year.#and now this person has sent me multiple DMs trying to backtrack their fucking bullshit#and i haven't even read all of them because i don't have the energy for that. i just don't.#like until you retract your racist bullshit and apologize for it#then i am not giving you the time of day#i don't know you guys#i am not ready for this bullshit all over again; i mean i think all last week i was experiencing some trauma response to it#and by that i mean i dealt with this 20 years ago when i was in high school when i was one of maybe five out of 1500 that actively spoke ou#i don't remember any of my classmates ever saying anything to me; or if they did they certainly backed down if i challenged them on it#it came from the adults in my life – including teachers#when you're 15 years old and literally called a terrorist simply because you stand up and say 'hey this is a bad idea'#and when you are constantly bombarded with commentary about how all middle eastern people and all muslims are terrorists because ... ????#and when you are watching people get harassed and assaulted every single day simply because they *might* be arab because the government ...#... and the media said it was okay to do that#i don't know i guess i never realized it'd affected me until i started seeing the EXACT. SAME. RHETORIC. used *today*#and i'm just a white girl in montana like i can't even fathom the depths of pain this brings on POC who deal with this daily for years#it's just so devastating to see how quickly everyone has jumped on this 'let's kill all the muslims and arabs' train ALL OVER AGAIN#and seeing the horrifying responses by governments to shut down any pro-palestine speech or detain anyone who fucking looks palestinian#like this is just so so so so so so so so so so so so so bad#AND I'M ANGRY AND TIRED AND I NEED TO FUCKING SCREAM AND I'D LIKE TO SCREAM AT BIDEN FOR SUPPORTING GENOCIDE#sorry this is such a personal dump#i just needed to get it out there for my mental health ahahaha man i don't even know#i've already lost two close friends because they were upset that a palestinian on the news didn't condemn hamas in the way they wanted#like they're literally only qualifying palestinians by how they condemn others and not listening to what they're trying to fucking tell you#which is that the occupation and forced displacement of palestinian people is the root cause
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flash and micro era is commencing right now i listed them out and there are at least eight ideas at different stages bouncing around in my brain. we are so back
#there's one that's soooo almost ready to be submitted but i need to figure out one last part of it#2 of these might go over flash but who knows???#but i have two that i think are soooo close to submittable (lol) but i need to figure out one last component for each#i want to do a fun little write every day challenge in september but im also low key starting now to get into the habit of it#(and also because i actually dont know if im gonna be able to write every day cause i will be booked and busy a little)#ANYWAY! hope i can figure out this damn story!#i dont do a lot of simultaneous submissions so im really trying to get as many stories out there at one time#i only have one now and the magazine doesnt let you do simultaneous submissions LOL
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#okay so.#i’ve started working on my first big comp set of the year#and i’m pretty excited about it because i think it’s gonna be really cool#it’s the most complicated and detailed thing i’ve ever made#with lots of planning and research going into it#to the point where i might have to make a separate post explaining some of the details#because if i’m gonna put this much time into something i want people to understand every part of it you know#but i also have to remember not everyone will care that deeply either!!!! which is fine#anyway it’s gonna take me a few weeks to finish#and i’m trying to remind myself that i’m only tackling this thing as a challenge for myself and for fun#and not worry too much about how well it’ll be received in terms of notes bc let’s face it…it won’t get what it’ll deserve#so i have to be okay with that and accept that now before i continue working on it#and keep that in mind til the end#i hope to see it all the way through without giving up!#it’s hard! it’s really hard and nobody asked for it but i think it’s gonna look cool!!!!!!#i’ll never make anything this big again so let’s just start the year with it lmao#please look forward to it 🫶🏻
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I want to stream again but I'm afraid of people judging me or saying something stupid or people hating me over some little misspeak or something, which is unfortunate bc one of the reasons I started streaming was to challenge my fear of people judging me or saying something stupid or people hating me over some little misspeak or something.
#stuff sarah says#''i will do this to challenge my social anxiety and my anxiety in general'' *lets the anxiety take that away from me too*#i think it doesnt help that i worry about this stuff at work too so i come home anxious over silly little social interactions#and then my nerves are too fried to try and do smth that might make me anxious after#also i dont think its a coincidence that i stopped streaming around the time i stopped seeing my therapist#no one to calm me down or talk me down from the spiral ledge at least not consistently#if it gets bad enough ill bring it up with a few close people but i have to be like. wanting to throw up its so bad#like bordering on being unable to function well bad#bc otherwise it would just be all the time and past experience tells me that makes people hate me sooo...#im thinking of trying a schedule tho. so i can do it semi consistently#thay goes a little against my super casual approach but idk it might be casual enough#might do wednesdays and sundays#idk
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I’m pretty sure YouTube intentionally recommends things that you watch often less as time goes on.
#its got such a shitty algorithm#pandora let me subscribe annually again so i can start getting new music recs from there again challenge#i dont do montly subscriptions so when pandora stopped letting me subscribe annually i obviously cancelled#pandora has such a good algorithm and i found so much music i love there#i guess i could ask other people like some kind of neanderthal too#i also might try spotify again and see if its decided to work for me again#i was able to listen to an entire playlist on spotify some months ago so thats hopeful\
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