OOMFIES!!!!! THANK YOU FOR 100 OOMFIES ♡
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Okay. So, with that out of the way, why did I said in the poster that if your Ghost get too humanized you should seek help before your inevitable death?
I had 2 reasons but you might have your own interpretation:
If your Ghost becomes (or remembers that it was) "human", it will forget how to be a Ghost. Simply put, it forgets how to revive or even heal you. Not exactly a good news for a Guardian.
Above reason, but after realizing that it doesn't have arms or legs or even a body and is just a ball floating in the air, its mental health deteriorates. And...let's just say you wouldn't even know how you died.
Take care of your Ghosts and don't let them touch the guard frames.
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Long angst-ish university AU prompt for your OTP
I keep thinking of a scenario where the inseparable high school sweethearts A and B end up going to different countries for university/college, and make the effort to keep in touch despite the long distance between them.
At first, they both keep spamming each other with pictures, finding the cultural tidbids endearing and fawning over their respective campuses, dorms and sightseeing spots, basking in their newfound independence - but as soon as classes start, they find less and less time for each other, and don't really have the time to keep tabs on one another anymore.
A has always been more outgoing of the two, so they fit right in from the start - they truly feel as though they've started LIVING, they rave about every lecture, they're constantly tagged in pictures of outings on social media and they find a part-time job as soon as the circumstances allow them to. They visit every nearby city in their new region, their Sunday nights go by as they (try to) study with their colleagues, sharing snacks and childhood stories as a bonding ritual. They miss B - they really do - but they truly believe that the self-reliant B is having a similar, maybe even better experience.
Whereas... the shyer, more timid B is quickly pulled back from their honeymoon phase into reality within as little as three months. Their new colleagues are nice and polite, though they don't feel themselves clicking with most of them; the lectures are fine but overwhelming, and getting shitfaced in a loud crowded club is deifnitely not as fun as they thought it would be. The one potential friend they made drops out before the end of the first semester, claiming that this education program was not what they expected. And really, B is FINE, the exams go FINE, the new environment is FINE, EVERYTHING IS FINE, B tells themselves one April morning as they contemplate staying in bed and skipping lectures for the fifth day in a row, fully in denial about their own depression.
So when A and B finally reunite after an year for the summer vacation, the bright-eyed, vivacious A has so much to tell that they don't know where to begin, seemingly reborn by their newfound independence and lifestyle, as if... happier. Without B.
A takes their dear B's silent discouragement as their usual timid reluctance, so they invite them to speak out first, curious to see what experiences the detail-oriented B has had, unaware of their inner turmoil. But really, having spent the last few months in a grey, desolate haze, alternating only between the echo of the lecture halls and the confined, narrow space of their own door room, what can B even say?
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My psychosis has gotten really bad this week and I started seeing faces a lot more than “the normal amount.” We have something in our brains that recognizes faces in patterns, towels at night, etc. However mine has gotten really unsettling so I see them in darkness, windows, corner of my eyes and doorways especially. It does happen the most at night but my illnesses always get worse at night so I kinda contribute it to that as well.
I was talking to my therapist yesterday and I saw a really gruesome face on my door and I stopped the convo turned my head to look at it and it disappeared and I told him and I think he knows I’m losing it 100% now 🤣
It’s so hard to be so aware that your mental health is in a full decline and there’s a chance that it will develop into something such as schizophrenia or just be permanent.
If you find yourself drinking heavily for a good period of time, please stop and consider the damage you will do to yourself and others. I’m still working on this but I’m at the point where if I suddenly stop, I can have a seizure and die so I’m slowly weaning off, and it only gets harder the longer you drink.
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