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vespertin-y · 3 months
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boxwinebaddie · 1 month
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STAN HAS THAT K CHOKER RIGHT? DOES THAT MEAN KYLE HAS AN S NECKLACE? like he could totally stack his s necklace with his star of david one
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you know i love a lil matchy-matchy moment~
and actually, i accumulated a lot of different asks actually, mostly, interestingly enough asking me about the same roundabout thing: if jersey wears rings, how he feels about jewelry, if he has any tattoos or other piercings, stuff of the like, etc.
but i never got around to answering those because i'm kind of a perfectionist and i get all worked up in my head about how i'm going to answer things because i want them to be perfect ( i keep trying to structure nsfw ask like it's a nine page research essay, smh ) buuut
basically, as we all know well, jersey is…Particular.
particularly abt himself and what is done to him/on him.
( okay, fair warning: the rest of this answer is very long and i just talk a lot about the former question about jersey/his attachments to material things and also physical-emotional things — people — you do not have to read all that...the short answer is yes, kyle does stack a stan 's' necklace with the star of david, i talk about it more at the end, but this intro part is a lot of exposition and information. so if your curiosity does not end there...perhaps i can further it below xx )
a lot of it ties into his ocd and this need to control every aspect of his life, not being able to put it in anyone elses hands but his own because he's scared of that improbability...that margin of error.
it keeps him up at night.
for that reason, even though he has a ton of health issues, diabetes, etc. he is extremely Defiant and Volatile in doctors offices. like, he will start throwing shit, rip ivs out of his arms, ask you to explain what you are giving him In Detail and will probably still refuse to take it.
tbh, the only reason he's taking any medication at all is because he really loves sheila and she is extremely worried about losing him </3
( jersey is a mommas boy, i said what i said! )
but he takes his own blood sugar, pricks his own fingers, runs all his own tests...he really does not trust anyone else w/ that kind of thing. which ties into piercings because he does...think that they're…lowkey, highkey *jersey vc* Hawt, i’m sorry; it's true.
i do think it's his...Thing.
the man really just wants a little hot topic emo boy accessory display for a boyfriend and he is right for that. cute, shiny, edgy. i respect it.
eye candy, arm candy, if you will?
( jersey is extremely partial to candy, ofc <3 )
and idk, maybe it's just a me thing, but to me, jerseykyle, specifically, is very conceptual and is intrigued by fashion and stuff, but because when he was overweight growing up, he was sort of just shoe-horned into all this oblong, ugly clothing, whatever would fit or they could afford. so he never really got to be able to wear things he wanted to, until about right now and it's been really liberating for him? idk? aaa
i love sleek, chic, dark academia, tired 1940s evil classics professor, thrift store couture jersey in his dollar store blazers and italian loafers. like my man is an off duty model, forreal. i am obsessed with him.
and actually he really Likes tattoos and piercings and dyed hair and thinks all the little rings are cool because you're like this living art form, this distinct individual, there's a uniqueness, a cool rebellion there he can’t create have within himself, so he combats/masks it as disgust and disinterest because he doesn't like to process his complicated feelings and also doesn't like forming attachments...especially...
...to things he's inexplicably Drawn to.
which is why, initially, upon even just bearing witness to raven of crimson dawn, kyle freaked out because he was like immediately Extremely Attracted to him because he checks all these little boxes in his brain, but his brain, of course, is corroded by mental illness and trauma, so he immediately projects extreme amounts of hostility in raven's direction because he is like you're all chaos and disorder, you're a mess, you throw caution to the wind, You’re Unpredictable.
when he’s actually obsessed w/ that capricious energy?
like he makes fun of stan for all his punk rock boy 'hood ornaments' and 'anarchical embellishments', but his heart starts racing every time stan winks at him and his little eyebrow piecing winks back, or he runs his tongue over that lip ring kyle got hyperfixated on, partially because it's pretty, which...rip, not even joking…
if stan comes out in the support rock, fuck a rockstar tank top, the tiny pants and sports that little lip ring chain thing that connects to the cuff on his ear...it does something seriously ( down ) bad to kyle's brain and stan is immediately getting Railed. soz if you were waiting for stan's autograph, hes gettin ky's all over his body. woops.
but!!! it's mostly bc stan had the courage and hedonism to put something through his lip and live with it. that he could get other piercings, get tattoos, let people handle him, put his life into someone else's hands, let them have control for a second, knowing they are executing the thing you want/need without you doing it...
it's literally All a control thing.
or rather, an inability to lose it.
because he's very particular, yeah, about what he likes and doesn't like, he won't wear any fabrics that itch or bother him, he won't buy something if the hem pisses him off, if he has to wear something he doesn't like, he will bitch and moan the entire day about it. and while it's good to have that level of self-assuredness, it's also kind of a self-preservation and self destructive coping mechanism for jerseykyle.
because he pushes everything out...
but doesn't let anything else in.
and a lot of that changes when raven/stan comes back into the picture, because when they were growing up, stan was this beautiful, glowing fixture of nonconformity, this pillar of strength that was twice as strong as he was, even though kyle was the fighter. because stan fought for self-acceptance and kyle fought for self-loathing.
and really...the reason why his ed developed in the first place was because gerald and society as a whole brainwashed him into hating himself and that people would only digest him if he was in small enough, beautiful, palatable enough pieces to eat so even though he acts out or throws punches: It’s All Within The Lines.
or the confines, rather.
of the person he thinks people want him to be.
but, idk, i'm talking too much. basically, gist is, kyle has a hard time handing over control to other people/being vulnerable and the final piece to that is...permanence.
a piercing...a tattoo...is Permanent.
i mean, sure, they close up and you can get them removed, but you are irreconcilably changed and altered. you are different now.
anddddd sigh, the jersey can't say i love you ask strikes again! because jersey can't say i love you because it's handing over control, because it's vulnerable because it's...permanent and he has extremely deep-seated commitment issues because of all of that.
which means he rarely, if ever, makes said commitments.
so when he Does...
it's a very special thing indeed.
because jersey has no tattoos or piercings on his body.
save for the sun/moon one he got on his ring finger for stan ( i can never decide if i want jersey to have the sun tattoo because he is the sun or if he has the moon one so he can wear rae around with him )
*** ( i also think it's possible he might get little hebrew things for his mom or idk, something very important later...i'll think about it more )
and...One ear piercing.
i was going to go at this in more comical and dramatic way in an old post, but basically, i think kenny/bebe/craig someone basically joked about there being reduced earring piercings at claire's and they should take kyle because he's the only one without pierced ears and jersey gets really defensive about it and everyone's like ooooh! kyle's scared to get his ears pierced, so the competitive and aggressive side of him that hates to lose briefly outweighs the neurotic side and is like "fuck you!!! let's go right now! i'm not scared of anything!"
and he gets there, stan's with him, and he is...freaking out in the little plastic chair with some eight year old girl next to him ecstatically getting her ears pierced for her birthday, bc he's going to have to let someone...do something to him/inflict something on him.
( which actually, i think, is what is really beautiful about j.k and r.s' relationship and dynamic, is that jersey teaches raven that you can't just let people do things you don't want them to do to you just because you feel like you should ft. his sexual trauma and stan teaches kyle that it is okay to let other people in, to do reckless things, to allow yourself to feel and enjoy simple pleasures w/o fear. ft. his ocd
lmao, is there a branch in my eye again? y is it Watering )
and ravenstan is like, mi amor, they are just your ears, you will be okay, i will hold your hand…
everything will be fine, i swear. :’) <3
and he gets hyped up, ready to go, the 16 y/o piercing his ears tells him she'll count to three and pierce on one.
...and she pierces on Three.
i'm not sure if it's bc she pressed too soon or because she thought that if she surprised him, it might make him less nervous, but it does not!!!! kyle FREAKS out!!!! his ocd goes haywire and basically has a nervous breakdown at freaking /claires/ bc she pierced his ear before she SAID she would and destroys the confidence that he built up to let himself be vulnerable.
it seems like a Silly thing...but i think it says a lot, yknow?
and though it was a serious blow to his ego, kyle only has...one ear pierced because he panicked and could not get the second one done. and it, to this day, is one of the only asymmetrical things abt him. which, i actually think is important to him coping w/ his ocd
( similar to how kyle, sorry slight nsfw, having stan have to ask for things if he wants them, helps him, in a seemingly innocuous way, build confidence in himself/not let things just 'happen' to him without his consent ) because having only one ear pierced means he has to deal with being lopsided and that, everyday the earth doesn't crash into the sun...means that he's okay.
also a cute thing about the one ear piercing is that i think kyle wears like this cute little gold sun dangly one that has a similar ambiance to the sun and moon glasses chain charms? it's his signature.
and other than showering, sleeping, etc. he only really ever takes it out when raven is going off somewhere far away :( and he switches it with a little stan silver earring ( idk kyle feels very gold jewelry bc of his orange hair and stan feels v silver bc of his blue eyes and stuff ) and stan sometimes takes kyle's with him on tour...AAAAA i'm sad
on the subject of rings, since someone else asked me, kyle does not wear rings even though he does like them/they're pretty because they're heavy, they clank against his pen when he's writing, the sound pisses him off...but he wears stan's lil silver emo boy rings when he's away and gaslit himself into liking the sound because the sound it makes against his pen reminds him of the sound it makes when stan is excitedly scribbling song lyrics and singing to him aaaaa IM :(
WHERE WAS I GOING WITH THIS AGAIN?
oh, yeah.
extreme mental illness.
so jersey never makes adjustments or accommodations for anyone, and when he does it's a big deal...but really...
it's because Stan is a big deal to him.
stan is EVERYTHING to him.
and kyle thinks it's cute that at every show and every concert, stan always wears the little spicy k charm on his emo boy choker ( and got the little even spicier inner thigh tattoo w kyle's name on it...anyways )
so, he starts wearing a little s around his neck for stan.
which, initially, i'm sure you're like...oh God.
jersey making an adjustment to his very specific cartoon character outfit alignment of things he wears every day, things he wears at home, things he wears specifically when going out depending on the environment...this sounds like a recipe for disaster. this is a big change for him. he's gonna spin out or short circuit his brain.
but...really? it feels as easy as Breathing.
because for one of the first times in his life, kyle got something that he didn't just get for him, w/ selfish intentions or bc he needs to be in control...he got it...
to make stan happy. :)
and it does make him very, Very happy, indeed.
which is really funny to me because jersey is super annoying and just starts wearing it and pretends like he doesn't know what's going on bc he's bad at ~gestures~. so stan comes home, sees it and immediately is like *big stan eyes* 'what are you wearing??'
and kyle is like, ‘oh, this? i've had it forever, it's was just in the back of the closet. why? is it wrinkled or—‘ and stan is like 'no, dummy. the NECKLACE' and kyle, playing dumb, trying to act nonchalant because he's kind of embarrassed abt having emotions is like 'oh, that. y'know. just something i'm trying out...' and stan is like
'kyle broflovski, are you wearing a necklace with my initial on it????' and kyle is like 'alright, woah there, mr. celebrity. but not eeeeverything is about you, okay? that s could stand for anything.'
and stan is like *genuine heart eyes wowza because kyle is being annoying but stan loves dumb annoying kyle that's why he wears his lil possessive emo boy k charm on his choker everywhere* 'okay, well the k on mine stands for kiss me or kiss me kyle or whatever you want just, come and kiss me please' kshdlkshd <333 eWW
anyways...they're Gay. they're in love. they having matching tattoos and earrings and wear eachother's intials around their neck. nbd.
but...in a very longwinded format, i hope this answers your question baby and hopefully some other questions you have abt jersey. i'm sorry that was a lot but i literally could talk about jersey forever, like he is so fascinating and bc he's our narrator and he's such an unreliable one, it's hard to understand how his brain works.
hope this helps. <3
uncle nina, keeper of the cryptid jersey whore-lore
#okay i am sorry#i know this barely answers your question#but i got a lot of similar questions#and i wanted to answer them in one big ask while i was feeling inspired so here is a bunch of jersey trauma lore#i hope it's fascinating i find it all super fascinating#because he presents like this perfectly in control orderly well maintained militant self-satisfying self gratified thing#but it's just a front for the fact that he's scared of change and is scared of not being in control or making mistakes#like he is put together but a breath away from falling apart#stan teaches him to sit down kyle teaches him to stand up#also sorry kyle having a fascination with edgy boy things and piercings and stuff in particular is kinda spicy to me#i luv him like he really is like that man is a satanic abomination and i want to do terrible horrible depraved things to him#like he really saw raven of crimson dawn and was like oy gevault i have never wanted to cut my lip open on anything#more than on that mans lip ring holy hell oh my god he is so shiny and ripped up and his makeup is so cool#he is a celebrity he has no original thought he doesnt think abt anything thats why he has all those tattoos and piercings#but also y do i want to trace my fingers down them every time i look at him he reveals himself more to me i want to learn more#kinsey scale gay 6 jerseykyle everyone but specifically for dramatic crybaby bisexual punk rock boys w/ piercings#which...i think is incredible bc i do not think people would expect that from kyle...but people also thinks he cannot feel#BUT HIM ADJUSTING HIS WELL REGIMENTED LIFE TO INCOPORATE STAN INTO IT I WANT TO SCREAM#HIM LEARNING TO LET OTHER PEOPLE DO STUFF FOR HIM AND BE OKAY WITH THEM HELPING HIM#I WANT TO START FUCKING SCREAMING I COULD TALK ABOUT THIS ALL DAY I LOVE JERSEYS CHAR DEV#ok final thot is he does sometimes do a gold jewelry ring moment or somethin if he's feeling like its important to the look#but they are very insignificant things for aesthetics easily taken off or removed...its the important stuff he has trouble w#and makes it all the more rewarding i think <3#ily jers#okay last last small thing as far as like getting little piercings and random fun tattoos goes i just think he doesnt want any#boring king ik minus the ocd and stuff he just likes all his stuff to be very a-line and crisp doesnt like massive statements#like my man Is the statement like he has beautiful luxiourous curly red hair and green eyes and his nose a modern art piece#its too busy for him its distracting and u know thats what u have a hot rockstar bf for so u can pretend 2 read ur book#but the plot of the book is tracing ur sbfs sexc hip tattoos and helping him decide what belly button ring hes gonna wear#you know!!! The Plot!!! which kyles eidetic mem comes back but he does get distracted looking at stan a lot help
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fictionadventurer · 8 months
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August: Day 21
Adventures
Helped my little niece drink a little glass of lemonade and it may have been the most sweet and wholesome thing I've done all month
Writing
Wrote a few sentences of the first scene of my Goose Girl retelling
Made a post potentially finalizing the theme of this year's Inklings Challenge
Explained the rules of signing up for the Inklings Challenge
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silly-mode-cilia · 5 months
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doing research on writing and stem and how it's taught as an aspect of a research paper has given me a deep desire to write a like. thesis about this and get research on the experiences of my peers and go to the dean and go "hai bestie uhm fix urrrrrrr bio degree hehe see: my sources". what if i just did that Because I Could.
admittedly this is largely based on my own, fairly justified i think, opinion that many of my peers don't write scientific stuff well. from observations and group projects and such. but like. just the relationship between writing and the sciences...the perceived disconnect despite it's absolute vital role in developing identity and communicating findings and synthesizing understanding of phenomena in the context of past/present research/data UGH sexy
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likesaly · 8 months
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Meu and Mary for the ask game 🎤
Meu
My favorite thing about Meu is def her energy; Very fun and upbeat!
My least favorite thing is how we don't see more of her tbh, bc I feel like it'd be nice to see her more in Sweet Beach events tbh I'd think it'd be more interesting if she took Izuchis spot in other events or just made an appearance in them tbh
Favorite Line "My getup? Fortune-teller-esque, yes?! ☆ Quite witchy! But not much meaning to it, no!"
brOTP - Aira, Potete, Eruno and Sagara: I think this one is self explanatory
OTP - N/A
nOTP - N/A
A random hc I have is Meu probably sells crystal confetti and like those tiny jars people use for witchcraft; Also sells incense herbs spices and candles for anyone trying to get into fortune telling and divinations! (I know this is very specific but I am interested in witchcraft and really like crystals and realized this knowledge works well for her)
For song I'd say Crystal Hearts by Skeletonprince! (not really sure why but the instrumental hyperpop scene aesthetic in it reminds me of her )
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Mary
My favorite thing about her is the design: I like drawing her when I do bc I get use my glitter pens a lot w her!! My school friends also like her bc they watch me draw so yeah :3!!
My least favorite thing would probably be how flat her personality kinda but it makes sense for the character so I don't mind it as much
Favorite Line: "This is abnormal. To me, this is normal. But abnormal isn't always bad either." brOTP - Momori and HitoHito - Id say Mary becomes a pet cafe regular after the event and Momori is usually commissioned for her costumes for performing (it might as well be canon considering I think Momori said something about having an ice cream design she didn't really like or smth)
OTP - N/A
nOTP - Sakuma x Mary - I don't rlly like this one bc Im not a fan of Fan x Celebrity trope it's just not my thing
A random hc is Mary has went through so many aesthetics before picking her current one when becoming an idol to find her style
A song I associate w her is Wonderless by Peirce The Veil (I think it fits, may be a little ooc but listen to it pls)
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loverscrossmp3 · 2 years
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hi luvvy, 3, 11, and 13 for hold me like you mean it, pls! xoxo
clare!!! hi hello!!!! thank you for this xx
[ alright. so the thing with this fic is..... i was quietly hoping no one would choose it just because... it's definitely not my best work lol. so, let me preface all of this by saying: this was the second fic i had ever written in my life last year, and is thus full of things i would completely change if i were to rewrite it today. i won't hate on past-liv completely since i was only just beginning, but please do know it honestly does not reflect how i would write today lol. also pls don't go back and read it save yourself ]
3: What’s your favorite line of narration?
i had to suffer through 8k just now, cringing at every past word i ever wrote to find these lines. not perfect, but they did stand out to me a bit reading back!
(Plus, they’re still not friends, and yet not lovers. He wonders if Lily wants to be either.)
and this line:
He’s never been good at them, words, but he hopes she hears his I love you; his I always have; his I always will. 
11: What do you like best about this fic?
i think i like the premise of this fic more than anything. like, i really enjoy the idea of a fwb situation that's caused by trying to heal another's heartache which thus brings about all sorts of feelings of confusion and frustration!
13: What music did you listen to, if any, to get in the mood for writing this story? Or if you didn’t listen to anything, what do you think readers should listen to to accompany us while reading?
dodie's Four Tequillas Down is what inspired this fic, so i definitely incorporated the feel i got from that song, as well as nearly every other song on her album Build A Problem, to write this story!
fic q’s!
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bisexualhobi · 2 years
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Damn I was led by Twitter to believe Sana is a baiter or something. This girl I follow went off the rails today saying that people who thought the interview was lesbian activity have never met a lesbian, so naturally I decided to watch it. Lesbian activity detected. Maybe I’m getting old but that was like, a pick up for sure. People really hate femmes huh?
She must have run through half of the dykes in Seoul to be moving onto Wendy but god speed baby girl.
😭😭😭😭 the femme erasure... you're right
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ind1c0lite · 2 years
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I don't know
This week has zoomed on by and I don't think that time is real anymore
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LITERALLY
Time is fake and it stopped existing ages ago I'm convinced
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memorydragon · 2 years
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🌹!!!!!
I sadly haven't written anything marvel in years, so I can't give you much in regards to that, and tragically, while there's some gender-fluid and trans characters in my current fic, it's over 70k and I still haven't gotten to writing it yet. -_-;; But hopefully some Asexuality angst of sad chinese sword boys will suffice.
He took a deep breath and braced himself. He'd never told Da-ge this. He hadn't… He'd only ever spoken about this to a'Yao in the past. It had been hard enough explaining things to his own brother, and he still hadn't found the courage to bring it up with Uncle. "I-I don't want sex. Not with anyone. I'm not attracted to men or women, just… No one. So you were right. I can't do that."
He risked a glance up to see Nie Mingjue's confused expression. "You don't have to spare my ego."
"I mean that, Mingjue-xiong, I do. I-I don't want it. Ever.
He heard a sigh, but didn't look up again. "You'll find someone," Nie Mingjue said fondly as he reached out to pat Lan Xichen's shoulder. "You're young. Don't worry so much about it."
Lan Xichen felt his stomach drop out from under him. "I'm sure you're right," he said, smiling up at Da-ge. Nie Mingjue didn't believe him. He would not cry again.
Send me a 🌹  and I will give you a sentence (or more) from my current WIP!
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genpact-kinfessions · 1 month
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For the ask game~.
Perhaps my favorite memory in regard to my own..? I’d have to say a small beach day with the Traveler and her friends. Yes I say her for I remember mine being Madam Lumine.
She has quite the attractive friends in other regions. A few had caught my eyes. I would not mind if she oh so chooses to bring them along again back to Fontaine for I. Despite my greatness is quite timid in terms of actually speaking to others despite Madam Lumine offering to be my wing woman.
Nonetheless. I do remember the water gun fight and that flying beetle thing she calls Paimon managing to spray me in the face. I do recall my glorious revenge by having the high grounds… and what I mean by the high grounds is throwing a tantrum till Monsieur Neuvillette let me on his shoulders.
I still won regardless of what Madam Lumine says!
Yet, it is one of the happier memories I have.
💧🪞
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vespertin-y · 4 months
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who's your favorite danganronpa protagonist!
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first of all this is a hilarious fucking notif to receive. right up there with i-throw-pies-at-short-people asked: how tall r u, 10/10 no notes. second of all it's shuuichi so i'm safe
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FauSang? I'm not sure I ship it but I like their connection as the Two Smart Sinners.
Buy 1 get 1 free special!
I love the art of them tumblr has to offer, but honestly it doesn't compell me much, again with the cool bird analogy for Rodigreg, just with more bias (though this may be because i'm very tired and my emotions are dulled idk i'll update this if so)
I can see them bonding over discussing Smart Things together though so that's why they're high on the sense scale
But of course, I can't talk about this ship without talking about Fausangclair, primarily because it was technically my gateway ship to this one
Does it make sense? Absolutely not. What am I compelled by? Bias, delusion, a Dream, and oomf.
(I have an oomf who's an irl friend, we watched the Sinners get revealed one by one on twitter, and oomf immediately took to kinning/irl'ing Faust, then a few days later said that, in a bout of divine madness, he found out that Faust, Sinclair, and Yi Sang are in a polycule)
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paper-star-ships · 5 months
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Hey can I get some asks? Rough week ://
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choshinsei · 1 year
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"Oi, bro, I want to eat some ramen today, want to come with?"
Yuuji gets a blank stare at first as a vague sense of something sweeps over Choso. A light stirring in his chest at being called "bro" that he can't quite place. Maybe just a growing sense of camaraderie over how close they've grown, or something like that.
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"I don't have anything better to do," Choso states plainly. A little more distant, and less enthusiastic than Yuuji might have come to expect. "Lead the way."
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clefadrylcanines · 1 year
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May 3rd, Jonathan Harker’s journal
(Mem., get recipe for Mina.) I asked the waiter, and he said it was called “paprika hendl,” and that, as it was a national dish, I should be able to get it anywhere along the Carpathians.
I had for breakfast more paprika, and a sort of porridge of maize flour which they said was "mamaliga," and egg-plant stuffed with forcemeat, a very excellent dish, which they call "impletata." (Mem., get recipe for this also.)
Recipe blog casually interrupted by nightmares and the howling of wild dogs. I’m sure it’s nothing.
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bombz-n-bluntz · 1 year
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Man. Roadhog used to just. Do whatever the hell I said sometimes.
No need for pleases n thanks. Either he trusted me enough to go with what I said or trusted himself enough to get us out of whatever I do
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