the worst thing about fionna and cake that nobody talks about is when they say "holy shmow zow". like what the fuck are you talking about. that isn't a thing. i hate it so much, like, inexplicably. actually no it is explicable because its fucking stupid. sorry. im really normal and i have very normal and reasonable feelings about normal things.

the school arc to me is so good because it drags ciel out of his position as a powerful figure and literally places him in the shoes of the person he could have been. the circus arc ALSO drags him out of his position as big bad queens watch dog/head of the phantomhive estate but the school arc feels like a mockery of a future that never was. this is what he could have been had his parents not died. and even then its NOT because he will never be that kid.

he never was.

one things I've noticed is once you've been mobbed or group bullied before you see signs ahead of time and try to get ahead of the curb just to be let down again

I just started a new job, I started in person suddenly I was seen as "antisocial, loud, unqualified" and every sterotypical attribute to black people including being repeatedly called "prioritized" by people who have offices while i'm in a cubicle

I could tell by today (I told my boss I was getting my ID) they were purposefully trying to be frustrating and gaslit me about it

the girl who usually lets me in was no where to be seen and someone WAVED at me and kept walking, I was eventually let in and told how I was a priority and they weren't when they got their ID.

Along with people coming up to my cubicle to peek at me and leave

Along with that my landlord called me greedy after forcing me to go to the store with her like....theyre wild in this City.

omg new cat at my parents

I thoink i should legally be allowed to strap any landlord i like to theunderside of a pirate ship ride so they get deli meated by the mechanisms forever and ever and ever and ever andddd also i should getpaid a million dollars for being cool and tall and having normalguy slay

Aaaaaa I might be “falling in like” with someone I haven’t met in person, this is very strange new territory

putting together a potential pet budget and realizing that adding a family member costs a lot of money

toestalucia / lunarcry / flovverworks

gran of granblue fantasy. captain of a crew of skyfarers, might not guess from first glance though. getting more powerful for each half year that passes. kind of struggling more too. big fan of dreams people call impossible. / multi, including lanna of island of happiness&sunshine islands. pop star who’s currently staying at the island as a break. really terrible at singing, but loves it with all of her heart. fishing is her hobby. / akira of promise of wizard. isekai life. cat lover. wizard lover. average person enters a weird elevator and gets called sage and tries their best to befriend twenty-one sage’s wizards. will compare u to a cat.

all written by stardust, anyway lets hang out

yesterday i got to see new order AND the pet shop boys live, in concert, and i am SO happy i could die. this show was three years in the making and it was everything i expected it to be and more. here was the fit from the show

on a less posi note i got another call from my doctors office saying 'oh can u come in today or tomorrow for ur labs? u had one done 3 months ago and u RLY need to get this checked/compared to that one!!' and its like. i talked to a nurse on the phone abt that appointment LAST WEEK!! (it was supposed to be this last monday) telling her that my insurance got cancelled and i absolutely had to cancel that appointment bc i cant pay for the 1. walk in fees without any copay 2. and the labs pay on top of that. the fact they called me again abt it rly did kinda upset me its like. i Know You Think I Need This But It Feels Like You Just Want Money. and did not listen to me the first time we talked abt this, last week!!! and making it sound so Urgent AFTER i said i cant afford it just freaked me out like They Have In Their Files that I have anxiety so Why Did they DO That. After I said I Cannot Come! and i felt rly embarrassed over the whole thing having to be like 'ya i cant afford it' even tho ik thats a reality for a lot of ppl besides myself yk. lol (': basically the Mood today is fuck the american health care system (hint: that is the Mood everyday)

oh cool, my state was the first one to pass one of the current... 245 bills to strip away trans rights being voted on in this country. im fine. it's all fine. it's gonna be okay!..?

remembering a fun marble hornets trans wrights element throwback where i managed to show up for one of their first convention features & while this was ofc already [serious "hmm...Not Cis: me??"] occasions i wasn't yet out or anything like well time to suffer being known & perceived thusly....while i Was out by the same occasion the next year like well here i am again, different name, binder, no plans to give anyone any rundown about this thing, hope it goes smoothly anyways and/or i'm effectively giving a reintroduction anyhow even though i May have been up to more memorable things that last time....no conversations needed to be had, i think i had the impression i was recalled as the same person but it was an entirely chill time, just this as like an early and pretty unique Occasion of like, here's people who know me from In Person (and ig Kind of online, i also don't recall ever like distinctly linking said in person appearance to onlineness lol. it just may also have not been an unsolveable mystery or a mystery at all. but mostly in person, and that's the element i was focusing on anyways) and my showing up transly in person with a whole other name this time as the major difference really lol. like well hope this goes swimmingly....And It Did. and at some point not eons later ya boy tim with some cringe comp sincerety like oh let me make this post somewhere about how an epic element of being a known internet creator is meeting new & various people including explicitly the [mh fans are like exclusively The Gays. and then some unfiction posters] factor & i'm like lol well you're welcome. just doing my part. but fr that was neat like i'm glad to get chill indirect & direct trans validation from internet horror series contributors in that immediate period of coming out & having to sweat it like damn wasn't at this point last time around

MAN........ rly missing the early 2000s internet experience of pixel doll bases. I feel like those are really fucking hard to find still being made??? Like KawaiiHannah was and still is the shit those r stunning pixel art I adore them. But I do have trouble finding n remembering the names of other old school pixel artists who were around at the same time (Ichitoko on dA is also an incredible pixel artist tho they sadly went MIA years ago)

But I can never find new ones being made or any pixel artists still doing that?? It was SO much fun and I mean the KH ones r still right there so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

It feels like a relic from old deviantArt days or smth. Like the websites where you could make rooms n houses entirely out of isometric n 2D pixel art assets?? Who else remembers n obsessively used those

I MISS THAT SHIT so fucking much,,,,,

still thinking about that person who tried to dunk on me earlier. i think i figured out why they assumed i was a twt refugee in the same post i addressed to my new twt refugee followers in the tags & im pretty sure its that they thought that my pfp. was a selfie. of me. and not hit youtuber danny gonzalez. & holy shit thats so funny to think about

Hm. I am getting the distinct feeling that either revanced broke or some apps are doing smth real shitty