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hidekomoon · 25 days
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is anyone still following married at first sight usa? the reunion is so confusing because everyone is accusing everyone of lying. the women (well, minus chloe) have this great solidarity and they really want to show that they’ve all been through the same abusive marriage but it just doesn’t add up. the men all seem like they didn’t like their spouses (well except for michael, and orion maybe) and decided to pretend for the time of the filming in order to look good, which i get to a degree (this is reality tv we’re talking about).
i have trouble believing cam manipulating anyone, but then it’s always the ones you least expect. however, how would he come up with the story of clare still having a boyfriend during their marriage? if it’s a lie, it’s too big to be believed, so does it mean it’s true? and maybe it’s my personal wariness towards psychologists but clare doesn’t seem sincere to me & i’m sure she has what it takes to manipulate someone and lie to herself to keep thinking she’s ‘a good person’ afterwards—wait a mf second. he asked for a ‘european’ bride? my bad yall can cancel him if you want
austin and becca on the other hand i think they were just ill-matched. there was lots of potential but when you come on mafs you have to care about the optics. it’s just not realistic to pretend like you don’t care and ‘all we need is each other’ and blah blah blah. austin looks super traumatised too. as they both said, it’s an exhausting process (and they shouldn’t’ve taken part in it lmao) and the story with the producer? that was post decision day. it’s just preposterous and irrelevant
emily and brennan were never gonna work, he just didn’t care about her and i agree she deserved better than the way he handled it—she wasn’t at all what brennan needed nor wanted so it was never gonna end well anyway
so maybe the real villains… were the experts, the production, and the structure of the experiment? (who would’ve thought)
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songmingkis · 3 years
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MOVED TO @HONGSEOKKIE
impulsive decisions were made......... 
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thebigqueer · 3 years
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hiii! could you write a fic/headcanons of leo, nico and will. i had no idea that was a ship until recently and i love it!!! and i want to read how they get together. in my mind solangelo is already dating (bc leo is in no condition to date after canon) and after leo comes back (after toa5) they became friends and eventually they confess to leo (when he already got over calypso and is better emotionally y'know?). no pressure if you don't feel like writing this tho :)))
hhhh anon im sorry i absolutely would love to write this for you into like an actual fic but it takes me a long time to write fics :(
but! i can def give you headcanons! after all they’re like fics but in outline form and much less grammatically correct! but if i do make a fanfic, i’ll be sure to post it. maybe you’ll like it! can’t make any promises i’d write it anytime soon though cuz i have a few more projects on the line but you know... i’m def considering making one after everything i’ve written in this post...
okay exactly yes i totally agree that leo only gets with them after he’s emotionally stable & after toa5
this is straying from soldezangelo a little but i made a post here about what i personally think should have happened w/ leo’s ending in HoO, if you’re interested in reading it. i’m gonna make the following bullet points based on that
but tldr: i’m just basically saying that i wish caleo ended up leaving ogygia as friends so that leo didn’t get that forced romance on him
so he stays at the waystation for a while with calypso (only as friends; like they’re staying there and are really adorable friends) and all the while he’s really thinking only about himself and his well-being. he goes back to high school and keeps up with that project he’s doing w/ other kids and giving them opportunities to make things (GOD THAT WAS SO CUTE)
then leo decides that maybe for the winter, he’ll go back for a trip (i also hc that piper and percy and annabeth go to chb for the same winter so that some of the seven see each other!)
there, he meets will and nico, but i think mostly he’s interested in talking w/ nico. so they talk a lot. nico expresses how angry they were for leo dying like that and scaring everyone, and leo says he’s sorry but he had to. i think this also provides nico and leo the perfect opportunity to talk about jason, since they were both really good friends with him. and nico also understands that it was leo’s decision and his sacrifice. but they also talk about how leo’s sacrifice kind of... felt weird. since in the end, they still lost the storm but the fire lived on (ehehhehe idk if that made sense but i was tryna be smart lakjsdlfkj) 
i think that opportunity ultimately provides nico and leo to get along a LOT better with each other, and they both realize that they actually have been through a lot of similar feelings. by which i mean theyre both so fuckin mentally unstable and they relate to one another.
nico talks about how he’s been in a relationship with will for a while, and leo’s happy for him, really. but i think a small part of him is jealous, too. not because “oh god here’s another couple im supposed to worry about after ive just started getting over this ingrained idea of needing romance to solve all my issues and feeling like i belong,” but more because i think leo’s always been a little attracted to nico since they were on the argo II with each other. i don’t think he ever acted on those feelings, especially since a lot of the people on that ship were more judgmental towards nico and he probably felt like he had to be as well (by the way, none of this is an excuse to leo’s treatment of nico, or, by extension, an excuse for anyone’s treatment of nico on the argo II.)
leo apologizes to nico about how he treated him, and nico smiles and tells him it’s fine. like, nico has had his own bout of personal growth as well, especially in the past year. he doesn’t - and won’t - forget how people treated him, but now he’s learning to just let it go, in a sense. 
and i think this is when leo and nico kind of develop underlying feelings for each other. 
leo and nico probably hang out a lot, but will also joins becuase he’s nico’s boyfriend, and nico loves to have him tag along. so i think leo feels a little intimidated by will, like “damn my crush is really just bringing along their boyfriend huh??” 
and leo’s like. so jealous. like “ugh why does this hot golden ray of sunshine have to ruin everything. why is he always around. he’s so fucking distracting. like hello i’m trying to simp for nico but he’s so gorgeous for the both of us.” and then it hits leo that oh wait oh fuck he actually likes both of them and that “intimidation” he was feeling was mostly just him being attracted LMAO
leo and will get a bit closer through nico, and then i think the two of them are like very joke-y with each other, and they totally connect with each other about texas and being absolute fucking NERDS (since they are both canonically absolute dumbass nerds HSDHFSLFKDJ)
and leo’s struck with how cute he is omG 
and then nico’s like “wow they’re both so glowy aslkdjffdj HHHHH” 
and then will’s like “damn they’re both so dark and mysterious” 
and also not to mention they all totally relate about mental illnesses, abandonment issues, and the like. i mean, after everything that’s happened to all three of them (since will has been through like two wars, has lost two brothers, and has probably lost a lot of lives and feels guilty for it) they probably really relate to each other about always feeling... this dark uncomfortableness inside them. a void. they get really deep about mental health, and i think nico actually suggests to both of them that they should all talk to dionysus, just like he does (because, as we all fucking know, love cannot fix mental health and it doesn’t matter how much they’re all attracted to each other, they will not cure each other just because they’re in love) 
i think somewhere in the relationship between will and nico, a tension starts to build up a little. they’re not really sure how to exactly deal with teh fact that they like leo (and neither of them actually admits it to the other because they like the other as well and they really are not in the mood for a “”””love triangle”””)
but the funny thing is, they probably all talk about it with dionysus in their separate times. and Mr. D is just. he’s so done. 
SLKDJFKLSDHFLJSDKFSDKJFSFDLJK - Mr. D falling asleep at night thinking about this soldezangelo thing because he thinks it’s really funny that they all like each other but don’t wanna admit it
he totally suggests that nico and will talk about it together, and after lots of hesitation, will is probably the first one to come outright and say that he likes leo as well. and nico’s like “OMG WHAT ME TOO. like i really like you but i also really like leo...”
so they’re both actually really relieved, because they didn’t really want to break up with each other but they didn’t really want to keep lying to each other, either. 
and they tell leo, and then leo’s so happy because lKJSDFJLSLDFK YALL I LIKED YOU FOR THE LONGEST TIME
and bada-bing, bada-boom, ya got yourself a little soldezangelo!!!! 
i hope you liked that!!! i’m actually tempted to make this into a fic now, but since it’s already in headcanon form is there a point? hmm... imma think on this though. thank you SO MUCH for the ask!!!
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yeetussfetus · 3 years
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hehe thawn
ok ok ok so ik that this was an idea so long ago but i wanted to write something and like this is all i could come up with pls dont come @ me 
Eli looked at his comm, which beeped out a “NOT RESPONDING, NOT RESPONDING” every few seconds. He let out an angry sigh and shut it off, too tired to think. You weren’t responding to any of his calls and he was going to need you on the bridge soon, and he wanted to make sure that Thrawn wasn’t the one who has to go and find you, since Thrawn was always lenient with you about these things.
Truly, he had no idea how a man of such elegance and high standards fell for someone so feral, but oh well. It’s not that you didn’t do your job, it was just more of your personality. He remembers someone describing you as a raccoon in someones trash bin at 3 am, and honestly, that description fit you just well. From waking up in the early hours to make a full course meal, to climbing through the vents instead of walking through the halls, it was a wonder how you even got into the navy. Even more of a wonder on how you befriended so many higher ups.
He turned to the nearest lieutenant, and said, “stay here, I’ll try and find her. If you don’t hear from me by the time Grand Admiral Thrawn comes back, tell him to find her himself.” As he left, he let out a tiny strew of curses towards you and your little stupid antics. Of course, he still was your friend, but he was tired of having to remind you about how to be an adult.
He looked down at his command and saw that you were in… a stormtrooper living area? No, wait, you were in a nearby hallway. What the-
Now more curious than tired, he almost rushed past other officers towards the lower levels of the Chimera, not really caring about how late he was to the meeting.
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Finally, reaching the hallway, he turned and surprisingly, the door was closed. It wasn’t locked, though, so Eli opened it: just in time for a shopping cart to be launched straight at him. He slammed his fist on the control panel again, and the doors shut, and a few seconds later, he heard a loud BANG from the other side of the door.
He opened the door again to reveal that it was none other than you in the cart, and you almost looked happy: almost. But when you turned and saw Eli, you were expecting a tirade of concerned mom friend instincts and for him to drag you back to the bridge, telling you that Thrawn wanted you or that you were late to a meeting. What you were not expecting was for him to enter the hallway, close the doors, and say, “I’m going next, or else I’ll snitch.”
Realizing that he was serious, you said, “Oooohhh, Eli, you know snitches get stitches-” 
“Did I stutter.” 
“... no and fine, but then give the rest of them a turn.” Eli looked behind you to see maybe 4 stormtroopers who were very confused on why a commander was there and why he was talking to you, but then again, you had asked to join them on their fun, and you worked close with the Grand Admiral of the ship, so it wasn’t the weirdest thing they had seen.
Rushing the cart back to  top of the almost slanted hallway, Eli hopped in and grinning like a madman, you launched him down and for once in his life, he didn’t really care about what anyone would think about his unprofessionalism.
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Thrawn was checking the clock every minute, wondering why not only you, but Eli was late, which for you, wasn’t that much of a problem, but for you and Eli? Something was up, or at least, something was wrong. He looked around the room, to see that every officer in the room seemed… tired. Deciding to reschedule the meeting, since it was more of an optional one, he told the officers who arrived to take the rest of the day off, and that the meeting was to be rescheduled another day. Then, he headed out of the office to find you and Eli.
Following both of your comms was easy: what he wasn’t expecting was for you two to be near the stormtrooper quarters. Why would you be there? At this point he was almost concerned about why you would be there. He walked a little faster trying to wrap his head around the fact that you would be there of all places, but hey, it's you, he couldn’t figure you out if you had a list of things you would do on a daily basis.
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Reaching the hallway that your comm stated that you two were in, he hears- a wheel. A few wheels of some kind being dragged away from the door. Then, it suddenly stops. He listens closely and he was able to hear your voice, and then Elis. It sounded like you two were arguing. Of course, he wasn't able to figure out what it was about. Thrawn decided to open the door, and take a look at what you were doing. However, he chose the wrong moment to open the door, because unlike Eli, he didn’t have time to close the doors, as he saw you and Eli in a shopping cart, rolling down straight for him. 
Realizing he couldn’t just close the doors, he slid against the walls as you and Eli rushed by him with the shopping cart. He looked up the hallway and saw that whoever you two were with leaving already. He sighed and decided to let it go for them, but of course, not for you two.
He stood back in the middle of the doorway as you hopped out of the cart. Eli tried to follow, but you motioned for him to stay in the cart. He slumped back down in the cart, knowing that he could just pin the blame on you, but instead he just crossed his arms, waiting for you to say something since it seemed like you had a plan. Thrawn straightened up and stared you both down, before asking one simple question.
“Where did you get the shopping cart?”
You held up a hand with your pointer finger, and at first Eli was expecting some bullshit lie, since it wasn’t actually you or Eli to acquire the cart, but it was actually the troopers.
What he wasn’t expecting was for you to grab the handle of the cart and start booking it to wherever Thrawn wasn’t. He felt himself go to one side of the cart then another as you twisted your ways around the halls. Thrawn simply sighed and then, too tired to deal with your bullshit, he started to chase after you two. 
Eli looked behind you to see Thrawn running after you two and started to panic. “_____, why the hell is he chasing us?” “For fucks sake, you think I know- wait he's chasing us.”
You looked over your shoulder to see that yes, Thrawn, your boyfriend, was chasing you and Eli through the ship. What was even scarier was that one, he was tall, he did actually look like a murderer, and two, his face was darkened, and the only thing you could see from this far was his blood red eyes. 
Enough to scare you, you turned back to continue your way through the ship as Thrawn chased you down the many hallways, and Eli was the one with the most terror in his eyes, since Thrawn seemed to be gaining on the two of you.
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Tarkin walked to the bridge of the Chimera, expecting you to be there. However, surprisingly, you weren’t, and neither was the deformed fruit Thrawn. His mood quickly decreased as he turned towards the nearest officer. “Where is commander _____?” The officer stood there for a second, before he explained, “Well, sir, she is… um…”
Tarkin was about to insult the man for his slowness in responding, when Kallus appeared in front of the doorway. “Commander _____ is pushing Commander Vanto in a shopping cart while they are running from Grand Admiral Thrawn.”
Tarkin turned towards Kallus with a confused look. “What?”
Kallus pulled out a datapad that showed a few security footage that were picked up, showing you pushing Eli in a shopping cart at full speed, while Eli was screaming at something behind you. Suddenly, Thrawn came into view, running straight for the two of you. Tarkin immidialy started to move out of the room, mumbling something along the lines of, “I’m gonna beat that son of a bitch to death” as he walked out of the room. 
Kallus stood there for a moment, then shrugged his shoulders and moved on with his life. This wasn’t the weirdest thing he has seen happen with you two.
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lmao pls take this i had to shoot myself in the foot to get this /s. anyway if yall wanna send in a ask i guess just send it in. is it technically request?? idgaf just send it in and ill try my best. 
oh also big thanks to @fallenrepublick u really helped me get inspired for writings
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dramazones · 6 years
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Oh Wow! Im finally here with a headcanon birth chart and analysis for jamie!
i'm on mobile so I cant even put this long ass post under a read more i am so fucking sowwy but anyways a lot of this was inspired from dewmie-in 's meta posts and also i rlly love astrology so pls follow them first of all or else ur a fake fan shhfhgjsjkfkd
☀️ ♓︎ Pisces Sun ♓︎ ☀️
There is no doubt that Jamie is a pisces sun. Some of the well known characteristics of a piscean are being the artistic ones, the ones more in touch with their emotions and the absolute dreamers of the zodiac, I can assure you this as a mercury and moon piscean!
And it’s quite obvious that these traits 100% match up to jamie’s surface character being a big theater nerd, writer, poet, and as an actor, he HAS to understand emotion in all its forms! While being the more compassionate of signs, that also comes with sympathy, and maybe even empathy.
to which he expresses when he tells steven that a good story with a quality protagonist HAS to include said protagonists struggles as well, now this might be a reach but perhaps this was self projecting after his own struggles in kansas, maybe even foreshadowing ooOoOh
(“a real hero must struggle” jamie struggles living in kansas, moves back to beach city, nails his first production and gains management position @ the theater, aka his heroic ending i guess idk, then more theater related accomplishments as mentioned in letters to lars ofc)
☽♎︎ Libra Moon ♎︎☽
One of the biggest desires for any libra placement is balance, And the moon sign being the emotion sign, Libra moons desire an emotional balance as much as they do in their environment. Libra Moons can also be known as a “people person” while typically depending on the study of others to lean their own nature.
Jamie fits the Libra moon description being a sort of people person himself. Though he’s capable of keeping a friendly conversation with just about anyone, There’s also no doubt that this guy has severe anxiety that affects his communication with others along with his emotional stability (even affecting him physically). The thing is that he’s managed to keep the anxiety and his social skills much more balanced the more we see him or i guess as time passes, not one of them overpowering the other. (see venus in scorpio as to why he limits himself socially as much as he would his anxiety)
While he desires emotional balance that also comes with a feeling of frustration and defeat when things are even slightly out of balance (also a symptom of anxiety ; easily irritated/defeated) such as his improv performance in letters to lars, ending his performance within a minute after feeling overwhelmed as it started going south.
So while there are several moments of him maintaining an emotional balance he also has another side of the scale that’s less balanced (astrology word play lmao) such as a general lifestyle balance, also nonexistent for jamie (even though your lifestyle heavily affects your behavior) in a sense that he lacks of a healthy sleep schedule being a mailman AND an actor, one occurring from the early morning to the afternoon and the other job occurring at night. Probably irrelevent but its MY sleepover and Ill add as much necessary info in this birth chart reading as i please.
Im also including buddys book as an example because though it was only jamie being the faceclaim for buddy theres no denying that since historical friction theres at least some parallels between the two characters sharing the same traits (being writers, returning to beach city to prosper in their careers, being absolute drama kings)
♀️♏︎ Scorpio Venus ♏︎♀️
One of the biggest aspects to Jamie’s character INCLUDES being an absolute sucker for romance so lets get this bread and talk abt his relationships w/ everyone and his views on love uwu
Scorpio being a water sign means healing is one of the largest aspects to the sign. Healing nonetheless comes with a relation to trauma being from the planet representing death itself. Life and Death go hand in hand to define each other, ya feel me.
while were on the topic of death lets bring back the parallelism between jamie and buddy thats been around since historical friction. in the play buddy is presumed dead up until william reaches beach city. ok. so hear me out. perhaps that was foreshadowing for jamie’s traumatic near death encounter with topaz and aqua. remember how I said the water element represents healing as well as trauma??? It all kinda ties in yall...
ANYWAYS It’s safe to say that Jamie is a person that’s been through his rock bottom AND trauma already (his death if you will), struggling to live a happy, or even regular (lets face it as far as we know the only thing he came back to beach city with was sunglasses, bitch was broke) life in kansas, the abduction, its not something you can heal from overnight. While he does show symptoms of severe anxiety (to say the very least) even after the abduction he’s also grown closer to working on healing, moving on from his overwhelming fear of rejection by prospering in theater (him coming back to life if u will), and as for anything directly related to the abduction is unknown, but its very likely he’s working on moving on from that on his own as far as we know!!
which brings up the next trait of a scorpion venusian! They prefer to be a mystery in order to protect themselves as a result of fear of getting hurt for trusting/opening up too much. The first time we see jamie since the abduction is during the re-election in dewey wins, where he doesn’t seem affected at all. Yes, Jamie is a pretty open book for the most part (see dewmie-in’s analogy to in/out of the closet in historical friction) however theres also moments where he limits himself, or perhaps another side to himself, a far more passionate side…
Holding back tears during his drama zone and waiting until hes alone to be excited abt delivering his letter in love letters, playing it cool when earning theater director position in historical friction, not to mention his room SHOULD play a very huge role in his secretive side. (see brodingle’s post on jamie’s room, his casual side vs his passionate side)
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the venus in scorpio (or any scorpio placement rlly) also remains a secret not truly by choice, but theyre also studying others of interest. being an actor, Jamie should know a thing or two on body language and raw emotion as he sees it.
And finally, The venus is scorpio is a devoted, passionate, and emotionally attached lover. in love letters he falls for someone easily, and even if he learned in the end love at first sight isnt real he is most definitely the type to fall easily based on emotional connection alone! Also, his fear of rejection can easily play into his love life as well. Being in kansas getting constantly rejected and returning back home out of not just defeat but most likely homesickness as well. He missed his stable job. he wants stability, loyalty, commitment! yeah ok thts all i got for now ladies!
♂️♍︎ Virgo Mars ♍︎♂️
Mars being the planet of impulsiveness, energy, initiation and “doing it” being born under the sign of doing it efficiently and orderly gives a handful of traits that completely match up to Jamie and the way he puts out his energy into the world
Jamie has been the type to not just instantly put his energy into something new, but he’s also put his energy into mastering said thing! While Mars is the planet of impusiveness, Virgo is the sign of patience, the Virgo mars is a firm believer of practice makes perfect, and striving for overall perfect, which does in fact get overwhelming for Jamie the perfectionist.
In historical friction, though hesitant, he was not afraid to critique and analyze dewey’s writing skills. And although he was anxious again to go against deweys script and use pearls version instead, he went with pearls because he desperately needed to execute his first play flawlessly. this also occurs again in letters to lars, when his improv performance doesnt go as planned he doesnt just end it from there, in fact, he still has that sense of patience to critique his cast members on stage before getting completely irritated when they dont comply. imo its important to note this duality of patience and impulsiveness because this is an anxiety inducing combination that heavily matches up to Jamies energy.
it’s also important to bring Jamie’s room back in this, because while it was creepy as shit its also FILLED with books, and has really fancy stationery meaning he is in fact a writer. The Mars in Virgo is an attentive to detail oriented person, and being a writer, Jamie not only reads others’ works, he records his own with plenty of detail as seen in his love letter to garnet. Its in his nature by now to have an eye for detail as seen in his room, his costumes, his writing, etc.
Its very likely that his venus and his mars sign do sort of relate in a sense of the way he will present himself. The virgo mars wants a deep connection as the next person but refuses to express that “passionate side” as much as others, preferring to remain casual or present a “cool exterior” which plays into the venus in scorpio’s preference for a secretive side or to remain a mystery.
lets also not forget Jamie’s mime performance in Sadie’s Song. His body language easily read as excited and desperate for perfectionism. Theres no denying he spent time and energy into his act, probably studying mimes and all lol
plus the virgo mars being an attentive to detail type of person, scorpio venus’ silent study on their person of interest and libra moon’s dependance on the study of others to learn how to express emotion when and where and how all tie into each other. Jamie depends on detail before well, doing! he is the type to not just think before acting but hes also gotten quite anxious overthinking as well!
The Taurus Ascendant is a sucker for stability, loyalty, especially to their passions with change being their biggest weakness, very fitting to Jamie. Stability is what made Jamie return to beach city from Kansas because he was not used to such a drastic change in an unstable life, doing the absolute opposite of prospering in his acting career, another big desire for a taurus rising btw, they thrive for success!
They also need a sense of security and any chance at risking that security is a big no-no for the Taurus Ascendant. Jamie’s constant fear of rejection, his anxiety before a production that could make or break his career, he desires a sense of reassurance and security that will assure him that things will not turn out as horribly as his anxiety’s (cough drama zone cough) made it out to be.
⬆️♉︎ Taurus Rising ♉︎⬆️
now, in Reunited, hes completely moved on from garnet at this point. This takes places after the abduction, the only thing that would really be on his mind rn is healing and finding peace again with himself and in his surroundings. while hes handled this healing process alone (as far as we know) hes also learned about what he wants for himself including his love life. seeing garnet extremely happy and married and all makes him defeated for a moment not because “uUuuUUhH shes the one that got away!” its because he truly desires a passionate and devoted relationship as ruby and sapphires! which brings up the next topic!
In relationships, the Taurus Ascendant won't easily break up with someone they gave their heart to. Jamie wants a partner thats going to be as devoted and passionate as himself. He needs that sense of commitment and loyalty from someone and probably wouldn’t handle something as emotionless as one night stands for example! Any taurus placement has the same desires for romance as scorpio placements to be quite honest here, im just sayin as a venus in taurus and scorpio rising lmao.
🌊 Water Dominant 🌊
Ok so the thing is heres the thing. Out of all four astrological elements, Jamie exudes water energy the most, then earth, then fire, and lastly air. He’s not just an emotional person, he’s also an optimistic person, even when he overthinks things, he continuously looks into the future rather than his past so I think its important to note he also has that “psychic” aspect to him as well as having a strong sense of someone else’s emotions as much as his own.
let me also add in dewmie-in’s post where they point out tht jamie does in fact have a literal reocurring theme with water so even if he turns out to like not be a water sun sign in canon (highly doubt there will ever be a canon bday for him lmao the entire point of this post tho) theres no way hes gonna not be associated with water coincidentally. so if u didnt read their post tldr: being a fucking buffoon in the literal rain, throwing letters into the ocean, staring at the ocean on his free time, (aka during working ours, worlds okayest mailman) cries easily, buddy dying in water, jamie nearly being killed as instructed by a gem named aqua, jamie surviving in water after being THROWN off the ship. (i added a few more btw hshfhhdjd)
so yeah thats that on that, theres plenty more planet placements than that in a birth chart but i just felt like doing the usual ones i guess :P
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squidgirlfriends · 6 years
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snippet from a little au i cooked up while visiting nyc, the
geo-jumper au
They walked in silence, Pearl keeping a watchful eye out for anybody who may have been lurking along the dead-end street where they’d been moments before.
Once they were a few blocks away, shots rang out. Pearl already had one hand moving to her dualies, secured at either side of her belt, but before she could take any action, Marina shoved her behind a nearby dumpster.
“What the hell are you—“
“It isn’t us,” Marina held a finger to her lips.
“What’s that supposed to m—mph—mrmphm!” Marina pressed her hand over Pearl’s mouth.
“If they hear your yelling, it will be us they’re after. Wait.” She whispered. Pearl glowered, huffing against Marina’s hand.
They waited for a moment, and sure enough—the Octarians were targeting someone running across the rooftops with impeccable speed. For a moment, the person disappeared. The Octarian foot soldiers relayed orders from their commander amongst each other. It was dead silent.
Just as the Octarians lowered their weapons, powerful shots rang out at practiced intervals. Exact seconds apart; one by one, the Octarians exploded into bright green ink. The person on the rooftops came back into view, running down a fire escape and disappearing before her feet hit the ground. They were alone again.
“Do you think they were a jumper?” Marina asked, letting go of Pearl and looking around.
Pearl stepped up to inspect the green ink.
“This is no normal ink… this is what they’re all whispering about back at home…” Pearl spoke quietly.
“Special ink like that… you don’t think it could be…?”
“It was most likely her. The routes she’s been taking around the city’ve been completely sporadic ever since…” Pearl trailed off. “Ever since they took her partner.”
“So that wasn’t just a rumor, then.” Marina frowned. “The Squid Sisters really have been split up?”
Pearl wiped her hand off on her jacket.
“I guess so.” She paused, looking back at Marina. “Let’s get going before there’s any more excitement around here.”
(more on the au under the cut!)
a geo-jumper (or just jumper, for short,) is a person who can bend the laws of reality, and move over large areas in basically no time. like a teleporter, i guess? but the power lies within the person, it’s not anything technology can recreate, which comes into play with the plot later on... 
one has to be somehow related to a jumper to be a jumper themselves. putting it simply, it runs through the gene pool. 
though, to unlock the power within oneself, a special ceremony must be performed, ending with the jumper’s first jump, usually over a small area. 
on the squisters:
-they grew up with their large family in a small mountain town
-grampsy cuttlefish lived a bit farther out from the town, semi-rejected by the family, I guess? callie and marie visited him a lot, though, and he loves them lots. they love hearing his old war stories.
-cuttlefish is a jumper, and was the one who passed the power down through the family to callie and marie
on off the hook:
-pearl grew up thieving and generally fucking with some dangerous people, since her parents run one of the most dangerous organizations in Inkopolis. its not just a title, though, pearl can throw down. 
-all the ones involved or somehow associated with pearl and her parents call her parents the “king and queen,” and so pearl is the princess of their underground empire
-pearl is a jumper. her parents keep it hushed up
-marina grew up as a soldier/engineer for the octarian forces. shes one of the smartest, if not the smartest, though not one of the best soldiers
-marina is not a jumper
-she left the octarian army, and ran into pearl at night. pearl took her in, eventually warmed up to her
main plot:
basically it started out more or less the same as normal splat hero mode, great turf war and shit, but the inklings lost, and octarians (under commander octavio) won, they now rule almost like a dictatorship over inkopolis. normal inklings arent affected too too much, they just have a set of rules to follow, like curfews and proper respects to octoling officers when they ask for things, or patrol the streets.
one thing you need to know about the octarians, jumper power doesn’t flow naturally in their blood. since they’re so tech-savvy (lmao,) they tried every way to recreate the same power, but they found it was quickly impossible.
for this reason, if youre an inkling jumper, youre life is a million times harder. you’re basically illegal, since octavio makes the rules and stuff, he gave himself the right to capture any jumpers found on the street. since there was no way a jumper could be recreated artificially, they figured that maybe they could find a way to transplant the natural jumper power into a new host.
by the way, you can tell a jumper is a jumper because of the bracelet-like scars around their wrists. part of their “initiation ceremony” to become a jumper requires “breaking the bonds” of reality, breaking the metaphorical chains that bind you to the rules of this reality. 
once the octarian forces learned of callie and marie’s family’s power as jumpers, they raided the town, burned all the houses down and removed all the residents by splatting them and capturing their souls. callie and marie were out in the forest, upon returning home, they realized something was very wrong (the smell of smoke and such)
they ran to the only one left, grandpa cuttlefish. 
he took care of them, away from the town, and trained them. this part is still a little fuzzy in my head, but after awhile cuttlefish sends them to inkopolis, where there’s a secret bar, where the jumpers convene and have nice fun, where octavio can’t find them.
they quickly make a name for themselves, working by night as rebels. the squid sisters. 
rumors spread quick on the streets of inkopolis, but after successful months of pushing back the octarian forces, one half of the power duo goes missing. 
the princess and her knight take notice. 
anyways, this is literally super lame and ive already given up on writing the whole thing, so i figured ill just share the details, i might shit out some more little snippets in time, but we’ll see B”)
i also wrote this little summary in 3secs so pls excuse any mistakes or inconsistencies- have mercy on me yall  
 i think it started out as more of a squisters centric fic, but then it changed to an uber gay pearlina fic haha whoops!
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floaty-pickle · 6 years
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this postmortem felt so healing honestly. im gonna go back and rewatch it right fter i finish typing this up. them EXPLICITLY TELLING YALL that theyre friends (which is sorta sad that they had to do that but apparently some of you dont know how friends behave around each other, especially when theyre very comfortable with each other), shane straight up telling you hes always gonna be like ~that~ (i actually wrote a post about this and im so glaaaadddd he said it but also so maaad that people genuinely wanted him to change. ive spat truth since forever friends.), them just being really chill, teasing each other, ryans dumb reactions to the masterpiece that was this ep of the hotdaga.... i know its only been a week, but everything that has happened has made it feel like so much longer. i needed that to ground myself again. i didnt know how rattled ive been until just now, it feels like ive finally uncenched a muscle that has been tight for too long (i am fully aware of how dramatic i am rn, just fyi. i know.). 
i didnt really engage in any “fighting” or other things aside from making these few posts and after i blocked or unfollowed what feels like close to a hundred blogs (i was genuinely surprised by how many bfu blogs i was following tbh lmao) i didnt do much snooping or lurking (which im kinda proud of tbh), but i was always waiting for the next thing to drop? like, i obviously know that ive weeded out everyone im not willing to trust and only follow chill people now, but its hard to come down from that kind of nervous energy. this situation and the posts that i made have gained me a LOT of followers and attention in a very short amount of time, which is flattering dont get me wrong, always nice to see people are agreeing with you, but that was never my goal for this blog? (im probably making this sound like more than it really is, but considering i came into last week with maybe 60 followers this HAS been a very drastic increase, you should see the followers graph its absurd) i honestly just wanted this to be a blog where i compile stuff i like about bfu, where i can share some of my thoughts with other people. i dont want to be a name in a fandom (i was very involved in some other fandoms and i know that this position mostly attracts drama), i dont want to be anwhere near the centre of attention.
so that was a very very long winded way of telling you im finally gonna do that hiatus i talked about? its not gonna be a strict one, ill come back every time an ep or a postmortem  drops to look at the content you guys make, but im not gonna be on this blog every day. im not gonna be home for the next few days anyways, so now is really a good time to get some distance, remove myself from the fandom (thats a good thing to do every once in a while. reminds you that its just that. a fandom. a thing thats supposed to bring you joy, not throw you into a mini crisis because youre getting trust issues) and maybe come back when im not so tense anymore.
you can ofc still message me, i met some genuinely nice people in this fandom those last days and im happy about that, but dont expect this blog to be callout central. that was (hopefully) a one time thing that happened because i could not let something like this stand without comment. some things absolutely needed to be said and im glad i did, because so many people messaged me saying they were afraid to do the first step and were glad someone finally said something or others told me they thought they were alone in their “opinion” and I GET IT. im absolutely not judging anyone for not wanting to speak up about something like this, especially in a fandom you are much more invested in than i am. i didnt know anyone before, so there was nobody i was afraid to “piss off”. ive said it before, bfu is not my main fandom. i would be sad to leave it, but if it came to that then id be able to deal with it pretty well. drama is something i have enough of tbh, i dont have to artificially create more by starting fights with weird people for attention.
soooo... uhhh yeah.... see you soon?
(one last thought: you can always, always cut out people that make you feel unsafe or uncomfortable. tumblr sometimes makes it seem like once you follow somebody youve entered an unbreakable contract and unfollowing is a big insult. its really not. unfollow people. block people. you dont owe anyone anything. you probably wont be able to change a toxic person, their behaviour or their opinions, but you can change the way they influence you, at least here on tumblr. unfollow, block, blacklist. youll feel better.)
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♡ s t a r  s h o p p i n g (6) ♡
@gggunner has messaged @andrew_palm, @tonytonynelson and @petersmithhh
gggunner: guys
andrew_palm: si señor gunner
tonytonynelson: wassup
petersmithhh: what now
gggunner: two words
gggunner: julies
gggunner: pool party
petersmithhh: thats 3 words
andrew_palm: DID U AND ROWAN HOOK UP
gggunner: what no thats crazy dude
tonytonynelson: thats a fat lie bro everyone saw yall takin off
andrew_palm: jamie said u guys had sex in julies garage
gggunner: thats disgusting andrew no
andrew_palm: idk thats what jamie told us
petersmithhh: whos “us”
andrew_palm: me, tony and jared
gggunner: no that didnt happen
tonytonynelson: lmao did she even ask for her o pen
petersmithhh: i hope u used condoms
gggunner: we didnt fuck
andrew_palm: what should gunner name his kids
tonytonynelson: tayden* bc gunners gonna be the kids last names
petersmithhh: lmao tayden jr
andrew_palm: AND ROWAN JR FOR THE GIRL
tonytonynelson: rowan gunner and rowan jr gunner wtf
petersmithhh: doesnt sound as horrible as tayden gunner and tayden jr gunner
gggunner: u guys
andrew_palm: i think their third kid could be named andy after me
tonytonynelson: andy gunner doesnt even sound that bad
petersmithhh: and grilled chicken for the girl
andrew_palm: grilled chicken gunner
tonytonynelson: i like the sound of that ;)
gggunner: YOU GUYS
andrew_palm: sorry what
gggunner: listen
gggunner; i’ll tell u what happened but shut up
tonytonynelson: um wow rude *white girl voice*
andrew_palm: ok dad :(
petersmithhh: fine spill the tea sis
andrew_palm: ur home of sexual
tonytonynelson: what
petersmithhh: what
gggunner: andrew please
andrew_palm: sorry go
gggunner: one second i was chilling w/ eddie turner and starlie holland right like we were just talking and drinking soda since julie isnt a smoker and were tryna respect that
tonytonynelson: when did u become a stoner
petersmithhh: aw ofc julies precious
gggunner: im not a stoner but i smoke from time to time. mostly a plug.
tonytonynelson: thats what i thought lol continue
gggunner: and then eddies like “rowan come here” and she was in the pool w/ scotty and kiarra so she came over and eddie was like “hes got ur bat”
andrew_palm: fuck eddie turner
tonytonynelson: thats fucked up
petersmithhh: was eddie drunk
gggunner: no lol i told him to say that bc i legit felt kinda bad bout swooping her shit
tonytonynelson: cuz shes hot?
andrew_palm: fiends gonna fiend unless the girls mildly attractive
petersmithhh: or maybe he has a conscience could be that
gggunner: thank u peter
gggunner: anyways i was like its in the car ill go get it and she was like ill go too so i was like ight
tonytonynelson: oooooooo she made the first move
andrew_palm: was she in a bikini
gggunner: no she wasnt like swimming she just had her feet in
tonytonynelson: whatd she have on
gggunner: does it matter
tonytonynelson: yeah
andrew_palm: yep
petersmithhh: please just continue the story
gggunner: adidas trainers w the cuffs rolled up and a tank top
gggunner: so we go to scottys car bc i put it in kiarras purse since she was supposed to give it to her and i like open the door and get it and shes like “nice of eddie to cover for u” and i was like oh shit
petersmithhh: oof
gggunner: but then i was like whatever she can see thru the bs and i said “yeah hes a chiller huh” and she smiled and dude not to sound like a girl but it was a nice smile u know
tonytonynelson: sure
andrew_palm: ya
gggunner: so i give her her bat and im closing the door and i turn around and she just kissed me
petersmithhh: are u sure she kissed u and u didnt just like bump into her on accident
gggunner: im sure
tonytonynelson: YEET
andrew_palm: damn get it gunner
gggunner: and it was kind of short but shes a decent kisser so i kept it going for like 30 seconds
tonytonynelson: tongue?
gggunner: a lil bit yeah
petersmithhh: u have sinned gunner
gggunner: ik so my hand was around her waist so i kind of moved it down to see if she would let me
tonytonynelson: the moment of truth
andrew_palm: the world is in shock! did gunner get that ass? click now to find out!
petersmithhh: oh boy holy water
gggunner: and she let me
tonytonynelson: panties?
gggunner: lace ones
andrew_palm: i mean not thongs but lace isnt bad
gggunner: she tied her hair up while we were making out too it was great
andrew_palm: shes tall tho
gggunner: im taller
andrew_palm: but shes tall for a girl
gggunner: so
andrew_palm: i thot u were into short girls
tonytonynelson: it doesnt matter a girl is a girl
petersmithhh: i thought that was some sort of feminist standup then i realized tony nelson was the one saying it
tonytonynelson: lmaooooo facts
gggunner: i had my hand in her shirt kind of but i only felt her bra bc a car came by
petersmithhh: i mean u were hooking up in the middle of the street
andrew_palm: and then?
gggunner: idk man we just like laughed and walked back and i thought i was gonna talk to her a bit more but she went back w kiarra and scotty
tonytonynelson: thats weird
andrew_palm: she did what
gggunner: yeah i just kept talking w eddie and starlie it wasnt a big deal
petersmithhh: has she followed u or anything
gggunner: no nothing
tonytonynelson: wait for her to come to u
andrew_palm: ya dont make the first move this time
gggunner: i was gonna dm her
tonytonynelson: nooooooo she’ll dm u just give it the weekend
gggunner: u sure?
andrew_palm: ya tonys right just let her dm u first
gggunner: ight
petersmithhh: thats retarded gunner u can dm her if u want
andrew_palm: no girls have to dm first
petersmithhh: since when
tonytonynelson: since most of the time
petersmithhh: i dm first
andrew_palm: ya but ur homologous
tonytonynelson: what
petersmithhh: what
andrew_palm: u know
andrew_palm: home of sexual
@gggunner has logged off!
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puppi-pico · 6 years
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Answer the questions below and tag some blogs to do the same.
i wasnt tagged, but i wanted to do this so i dare you to try and stop me.
GENERAL
How many people on Tumblr do you know in real life?
1-2 my best friend Fi has a tumblr, and my bf has one, but hes never on soo??? idk if that real counts. but yall should go follow my girl Fi @prettyboyhands shes amazing and i love her, so you should love her too
Do you want to change your name?
yes, i really dont like my irl name. thats why i go by Violette, or literally Anything Else
What time did you wake up this morning?
5:15a.m for school :/
What were you doing last night?
i dont remember?? i know at one point i fed my fish, but i dont remember much else after that. 
Is there something you can’t wait for?
tomorrow!! Fi is coming over and its going to be gay and great
What’s getting on your nerves right now?
i dont like being so far from my s/o. i feel like im missing out ig. its weird having someone live less then 15 minutes away, and then next thing you know they are in a completely different state. 
Do you have a crush on someone?
i literally fall for anyone because i was starved of basic decency as a person, and so any simple kind gesture makes me convinced ill love that person forever. but its always like a small love if that makes sense. not a serious love. maybe just a tiny fondness
What do you like about yourself?
 idk, i look cool i guess. ive been told i dress like a major asshole, but really, im just an asshole trying my best. i also think my eyes are pretty cool sometimes. 
WANTS
Kids: maybe? 
Get married: at some point thatd be cool
Career: yeah sorta
LASTS
Last drink: jasmine green tea
Last meal: mac n cheese
Last phone call: Bee, my grandma
Last text message: “Dyamond from statefarm” one of my really good friends
Last song listened to: gtg ttyl- blckbear
Last time you cried: earlier while doing dishes. was crying about lil peep IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU…
Made a new friend? yes, the love of my life @pretty-little-princess-love Fallen out of love?
yes, its been a year since that day. and it sounds messed up but im glad i realized some things, because if i didnt cut a certain person out of my life, i wouldnt be with the person i have now. 
Met someone who changed you?
definitely 
Found out who your true friends were?
somewhat
Found out someone was talking about you?
ha, that wet piece of bread from cheer ya. 
NOW
Eating: nothing
Drinking: water
Listening:pretty girl- clairo I’m about to: feed my fish then take a shower
WHICH IS BETTER
Lips or eyes? eyes
Hugs or kisses? hugs, but i love kisses too. 
Nose kisses or neck kisses? can i say both?? bc it depends. nose kisses are super pure and loving, and neck kisses are super personal and intimate 
Shorter or taller? taller ig. everyone is taller than me
Older or younger? ?? idk man
Hook up or relationship? relationship. i enjoy the feeling. hook ups just seem empty, dont like it. HAVE YOU EVER
Kissed a stranger: no?
Drank liquor: HAH yep
Lost glasses/contacts: no
Sex on first date: nope
Broken someone’s heart: yeah, we are still friends though, which is great! 
Been arrested: almost
Turned someone down: yes
Developed a crush on a friend: YES
Dated someone twice? YES
Been cheated on? yea :/
Kissed someone and regretted it? yes and no. he kissed me, and stole my first kiss basically. but it was ok i guess.
Lost someone special? sadly yes
Been depressed? yepp
Been drunk and thrown up? nope lmao
Talked to someone with the same name as you? no, they are always spelled completely different DO YOU BELIEVE…
In yourself: sometimes
Miracles: maybe? idk
Love at first sight: yes
Heaven: oof idk, not rlly..
Santa: i though this said satan oops. but still, no
Witchcraft: yes the only person im tagging is @prettyboyhands you dont hav to do it, but you can if you want <3
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chickenfetus · 7 years
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softly whispers all for the flower ask
baby’s breath: 5 things you associate yourself with
chickens/eggs
lance lol
cereal….. everyone in class is stealing my trademark…
water
memes
bleeding heart: what makes you heart go mushy?
fuck,,, my fav characters?? and if i like someone then them i guess? but rn my heart belongs to 2d
bell flower: what’s the title of the song that makes you want to jump around out of joy?
mm it changes?? right now its either this cover (its in japanese) or this song (english but its a tad bit scream-y)
evening primrose: what’s your sleeping playlist (give me 5 songs)?
its all soundtracks from anime lmao,, 
from kimi no na wa’s soundtrack we have this, this and this 
from free!’s ost we have this song that killed every mh shipper lol 
and lastly, not from an anime ost, its shelter 
none of these actually help me fall asleep but i like them,, hell i dont think theres any song that can help me fall asleep
forget-me-not: who is your favorite blog who isn’t following you?
miyu//keis does this ensure it doesnt show up i hope it does i recently followed them while lurking in the mi//sawa tag lol theyre a good graphic person??? idk what theyre called;;
daffodil: what is one plant that you want to have but can never get?
the succulent things but i wouldnt be able to care for it bc i succ (perfect match)
calla lily: are you more of a sunny day or a rainy evening?
im a sunny day and rainy evening person… ok maybe sunny day if im not directly under the sun because i do enjoy the sun’s warmth rainy days are nice too,, only if im indoors.. rainy evening is perfect,, as long as no bugs can get it im safe and secure and chill
foxglove: what is your favorite color and in what shade?
blue!!!!! is sky blue a shade
lavender: what is something that you’ve always wanted to be/have/get but can never have?
a cat…..
love in a mist: what is the latest dream that you remember?
ok ive had dreams every night this week but now i cant re oh wait i do remember last night’s dream but only the lame part,, ok so i dreamt i had a 4* hina on bang dream..,,, i dreamt of another thing but i forgot :-( the 4* was indeed a dream though sad i havent gotten a single 4* yet lmao my luck is awesome oh but i did get a 5* and two 4*s on enstars so thats cool
daisy: what is your favorite flavor of cotton candy, ice cream, and juice?
cotton candy,, has flavours????? 
cookies and cream!!
i like water juice
painter’s palette: are you more of a singer, dancer, painter, or instrumentalist?
none??? i guess i paint when i have to although i rly wanna paint but im just a lazy fool
tulip: what is your most favorite make-up product? do you like it more natural, dark, or etc?
i dont use make up i am a youngin also what does the second question say i dont understand
waxflower: are you a bee or a butterfly person? a dog or a cat person?
neither lmao i have a fear of butterflies and bees… bees fear me i fear bees its mutual fear i like cats better but i like dogs too
sugarbush: do you have sweet tooth? if yes, what’s your favorite sweets? if no, why?
yes,,, i was gonna ask if it was even possible to have a favourite but then i remembered i do actually one although its more of a jellybean thing its poifull!!
sunflower: would you like to be a fairy or a mermaid?
mermaid bc i wanna live in the water
sweet pea: what would you like to call your significant other?
ok i just finished acca so naturally i still think abt it and jean called nino his ‘partner in crime’ so nnow i want one (a partner in crime i mean not a nino but thatd b cool 2)
sea lavender: can you swim? which strokes can you do?
yes i havent been in a pool in like 3 years oh boy,, breaststroke is the easiest lmao i forgot how to do any of the others
windflower: list 5 of your favorite blogs and explain why you like them
softshouyous, well i followed her bc she talks in her tags so thats one thing,, shes also super nice?? and helpful!!! a good friend and mutual!!!! im also comfy enough with her to like,, be sarcastic and we can shame each other freely.. without worrying abt offending one another,, theres also the fact that she understands me (ok this may b what i like 2 think and falen actually doesnt get me but its COOL) idk man i just love her,,, my bud whens our one year friendsivary i gotta search that up :0
(i almsot forgot to do the rest go me anyway) next is,, youhavebeentraceyd bc shes one of my first mutuals (sorry to the one who was actually my first) who i actually talked to!!! we both watch daiya and i didnt rly follow anyone who liked daiya previously and oh!! we had the same notps LOL i love tracey’s art and hell i think she dragged me to mochi hell kudos to u tracey idk i jsut enjoy her presence on my dash and get v excited to see her art on there we may not talk as much anymore but i still appreciate her a lot!!! bless u tracey and thank you!!! (for being alive i wish u all the best in life)
alpacarara i like her bc shes basically my tumble mum,, the mum i actually talk to and ask for help/advice she gives good advice too and shes v approachable,,,,,,, a v good friend,,,,,, u r appreciated by me,,,, yes........... shizu chan also appreciates ur existence momther,,,, thakn u 4 all youve done 2 helpme a good pal.... bless u,
clearly these r  getting hard bc my mind is goddamn empty rn but ill manage,, kacchan whose url is not spelt like that but thats ook bc one day it will be but now im starting to think i shouldnt leave it as that bc someones bound to stumble upon this extra post in the kacchan tag goddammit,, annYWay i like kacchan bc theyre friendly! and also v relatable,,,, theyre also kinda scary but thats ok bc its the good kind of scary idk man kacchan is just, great?? we dont talk but thats cool bc ik we’re still friends even if we dont have full blown convos!!!! id b 2 nervous 2 talk 2 them not bc theyre bad or anythign im just a ??? a bad conversationalist and also v lazy ok  thats besides the point i like kacchan bc kacchan is kacchan so??? theyre a good friend and we tag each other in things and i like that friendship its a good type of friendship,,, idkdkdk?? theyre just. chill not literally chill but just chill. this doesnt make sense anymre gomenasorry
lAST ONE uh hhhh every one of my mutual’s blogs why i like all of them?? bc theyre not problematic!! they post good content trademark and r lovely even if we dont talk much!!! i love everyone period
golden rod: are you more of a baker or a cook?
i am more of a Disaster in the kithcen
bloom: what is something that you would like to tell your children?
u guys shld b surprised yall even exist (if i am the True Parent)
if not,, then itd b u guys r with me and my partner in crime,, who is actually a real person,,,,,, be shocked idk im just trying t o make it clear that in the event i do get married id surprise myself bc me/?? have a good and lasting relationship????? impsossible 
peony: what is something that you wish your parents could’ve told you?
they shouldve told me to stick with cereal
prairie gentian: do you have a significant other?
doe s lance count
september flower: are you more of a sunshine or sunset person?
was this supposed 2 say sunrise,,,, anyway sunrise i guess bc im a morning person (when i WILLINGLy wake up by myself) on hot ass days sunset bc then i wont b sweating 24/7
bird of paradise: do you wake up early? do you sleep early?
yEAH LOL i wake up early on weekends bc i want to and i have to wake up early on weekdays so,,, i prefer not to sleep later than 12am bc i am Fear and in the event that i do sleep later than 12 its bc im talkin 2 a friend i like a lot
marigold: what’s your favorite tea?
water tea english breakfast,, havent had that in awhile tho
peruvian lily: what are the names of your pets?
i have non
hyacinth: do you name your plants?
i have nnone but i dont even nickname my pkmn so 
lilac: would you rather sleep and be cozy or hang out with your friends?
depends? on the tme??? if its late at night id rather b asleep and cozy if its in the day then maybe.. .. .
poppy: do you like to dip your fries or do you like it as is?
i like all of my food plain and dry (cereal) unless its noodles,, i need my noodles iin soup
dandelion: any special talent that you have?
drinking water
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kpoppin-aesthetics · 6 years
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i want to say that this isnt my first time writing and at definitely wont be the last. however, after starting a fic here on tumblr and posting it on my blog, i feel like the person who i thought i was, was a completely different person. when i write, i want to feel proud of my work and know that i wrote that work. but when i posted it onto tumblr here, i began to see the line dissipate into thin air. i began to seek attention and notes and waiting for someone to READ what i had written. but this isnt who i am. i dont want to be the attention seeking bitch who wants notes and followers and to become tumblr famous. i want to write because i want to show to the world my capable writing abilities. so, as you know, im taking a break to really think about who i am. it wont take long (i think) but after all the crazy stuff in my life (and testing and my attempt to get a high school diploma) im going to come back and fuck shit up and write gOOD ass fics for yall. im sorry im doing this and im sure some of you (maybe like 2 lmao) are waiting for me to release something on Through the Night (which i will this week btw. long awaited i know) and then ill become a floating ghost on tumblr. thank you for the support of my work and ill be back when im ready to face the real me and not the attention seeker that i became!
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