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m1v4mp · 8 months
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midnight.
IN WHICH… you are a godly individual in his eyes. Brilliance. Beauty. Worthy of everything he gives to you, even his silly little offerings.
WARNINGS… obsessive behavior, yandere! Childe
INFO… gender-neutral! reader + Childe (referred to as “Ajax”)
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Tartaglia, The 11th Fatui Harbinger
“Please… I’m begging you, forgive me for my wrong-doings… I only did it for you… so I could continue to adore you peacefully—to love you warmly, to worship you tirelessly…” Ajax pleads desperately, his body trembling as he kneels before you. His nails dig into the fabric of his pants while he clutches his knees, leaving imprints of his pathetic desperation as his knuckles turn pale from the pressure. With each passing moment under your silent and cold stare, his breath becomes heavier, his heart pounding in his chest. The weight of his longing intensifies, consuming his every thought as he teeters on the brink of insanity.
Ajax has only ever sworn is complete devotion to three things : the Tsaritsa, his family, and the people of Snezhnaya. But only one of those subjects knowing that he is a cold hearted, sadistic, and empty human being; if you can even call him that. Never would he ever have imagined that he would be praising someone like you.
His dull eyes have rarely filled with tears. But when it comes to you, they pour. They just don’t stop. With you, his tears drop to the floor with frequency like a running faucet. But never does it come from sorrow, oh no. It always comes from desperation… adoration… love… and obsession. Just like right now as you sit and stare at him while he shakes.
“Please… say something…” He begs, his gaze barely meeting yours from pure nervousness.
You stay silent for a little longer before letting out a small, frustrated sigh. You stand up, your chair creaking just the slightest bit from your departure. You stand in front of him and bend down slightly, taking your finger under his chin and tilting his head up towards you. Your face holds a neutral yet cold look, making this an even more anxious situation for him.
His lip quivers as if he wants to say something, though he fears it will only end him up in more trouble.
As Ajax's lip quivers with fear and anticipation, you maintain your cold gaze, studying him intently. The silence hangs heavy in the air, intensifying the tension that surrounds both of you. Finally, unable to bear the suspense any longer, Ajax musters the courage to speak, his voice barely a whisper.
"I... I did it all for you," he stammers, his words laced with a mixture of desperation and devotion. "Every action, every sacrifice, every ounce of my being... it was all in the name of your adoration. I wanted to prove my unwavering loyalty, to show you that I would do anything to earn your love."
His confession hangs in the air, the weight of his words sinking into the depths of your mind. You remain silent, your expression unreadable, as if contemplating his sincerity. Ajax's heart pounds in his chest, his mind racing with a thousand thoughts, wondering if his declaration has reached you in the way his actions have not.
Suddenly, a flicker of emotion passes through your eyes, a glimmer of something that Ajax can't quite decipher. Is it amusement? Happiness? Or perhaps... a hint of intrigue? The uncertainty only fuels his obsession, his desire to unravel the mystery that is you.
With a sudden surge of determination, Ajax reaches out, his trembling hand gently grasping yours. His touch is hesitant, as if afraid to break the fragile connection between you. "Please... allow me to prove my devotion," he pleads, his voice filled with a newfound feeling. "I will do whatever it takes to earn your trust, to be worthy of your love. Just give me a chance."
You withdraw your hand from his grasp, leaving Ajax momentarily confused. But then, to his surprise, a faint smile tugs at the corners of your lips. It is a smile that holds both mystery and promise, a glimmer of recognition that ignites a spark of hope within him.
"Very well," you finally respond, your voice carrying a hint of intrigue. "Prove yourself, Ajax. Show me the depths of your devotion, and perhaps... just perhaps, I may consider granting you the place you seek in my world… or heart, rather."
Ajax's heart soars with a mixture of elation and fear. He knows that the path ahead will be treacherous, scattered with challenges and sacrifices. But for the chance to bask in your presence, to earn your love and adoration, he is willing to traverse the darkest depths of his obsession.
He’ll do anything for you, just say the word,
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AUTHORS NOTE… first writing on here; this was fun to write, it’s my joy to make Ajax tremble <3
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m1v4mp · 8 months
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malakai / he.they / 19
navi. (you are here)
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