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doctober day 7: family
aka 3 brothers just hangin out ^_^
bonus (dedicated to all of the older siblings who got outgrown):
#my arts#back to the future#bttf#marty mcfly#verne brown#jules brown#michael j fox#doctober#doctober 2023#my sketchy wip arts#watched most of s1 of the animated series today (shoutout synthsays) for the 1st time while drawing this n im sooooo uwu for them WAHH T_T#also knowing how tall doc is i just assume his kids would be tall too. so. rip to marty ur a short king <3#also also the time skip bonus thing was partially inspired by that part in the game where doc says the boys are looking into colleges#so they are all (supposed to be) the same age in that one. like 17-18ish :)#also also also i was soooooo close to not doing full body on this one ;w; but i was like COMMIT !!!! so voila#and on TIME AGAIN YAHHH we goin strong on this streak B)#also also also also i think its lowkey cute that they all share similar elements in their designs <3 they are family fr#(okay enough w the ALSOs lmbo im stopping now.) but yeah i love them a lot <3333#and this is the pic doc keeps in his wallet BYE
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Cant write but still want to do shit? Heres a little doodle of my version of the "Golden Trio" (as of rn) in my fic :)
My apple pencil DIED and I cant find the fucking adapter so I had to draw these little shits with hands only. Thankfully Chibi style works even better when these guys are 11-
EDIT Another doodle + Fic link (if desired)
I forgot earlier- heres another little doodle of how I picture Daphne (though I need to make her features a bit sharper, or the eyes at least- shes giving too strong "lamb" vibes)
AND the link
#lil guys#and lovely lady#slytherin pride#i love them so much#harry potter#frog vibes#theodore nott#theo lowkey has hypersomnia#blaise zabini#blaise: talks a lot#daphne greengrass#daphne: listens (and judges you)#slytherin#slytherin boys#slytherin girls#golden trio era#hp fanfiction#hp fanfic#harry potter fanfic#harry potter fanfiction#fanfic fanart#hp fanart#harry potter fanart#wizarding world#pureblood culture#pureblood society#chibi art#chibi style#little doodle#sunnys doodles and do dads
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Seeing the new fans rip into Holly after reading the books for the first time and seeing bits of discourse about it is so??? yeah
#lockwood and co#like y'all holly isn't perfect none of shroud's characters are but you need to remember how subjective lucy's pov is#like remember her meeting flo?? hell#even george at first?#she doesn't like new people#she's gonna show that with holly#idk i love holly a lot i never disliked her and once you realise lucy is the unreasonable one READING THE HOLLOW BOY IS LOWKEY FUNNY#like girlypop stays bitching the whole way through#idk#lucy carlyle you have so much going on i love you sm#congrats on your depression (im right)#anyways
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Today on PCE Reads Winter Butterfly Again (spoilers if yaint read it) :
We know I’m a huge Style Girlie, and I’ve said before that this fic is the one that introduced me to Cryle as a ship. And I love both this Kyle and this Craig, but the destruction of long term relationships in this story is HEARTBREAKING!!! The nuance of Creek (Tweek’s character in general holy shit), the crumbling of Style and the broken trust that they try to make work after the fact, just GOD!!!
I love the slow wedge jwink drives between Stan and Kyle. The sweetness of their relationship beginning to unravel due to lost faith in each other, secrets, the emotional turmoil, the GUILT?!?
Kyle in the beginning of this story really spoke to me too. I stumbled across this fic for the first time when I was extremely depressed, never leaving my apartment, and throughout the past couple months of that phase of my life I’ve read it multiple times, seen myself in him. His melancholy throughout is so tangible dude, like I know I read a SHIT TON and this remains one of my favorite sp fics, even though my favorite pairing isn’t endgame lol
Yeah I’m a chronic rereader what else is new
#south park#PCE speaks#my thots#style#cryle#creek#fic recs#Winter Butterfly by Jwink85#I’m not kidding when I say it altered my brain forever#and also made me tolerate smut#lmfao#seriously tho this story influenced a lot of the way I think of Kyle#not just appearance wise but his personality too#I just love Kyle#also I definitely am in love with this Stan she lowkey did my boy dirty tho
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SIX SIX SIX FORBIDDEN ANGSTY ROMANCE WITH KAVEH?! Inspired from the song shameless by camilla cabello. Reader and kaveh are spies from opposing agencies and they encounter each other at a party (for one of the missions) inside a huge hotel.
When they both reach a VIP room to get their mission done, the owner of the room comes in and so they have to hide in a secret corner. Bodies touching, eyes searching for each other in the light sneaking in and breaths competing in speed.
All their previous encounters, rough words, soft touches and whispering conversations along their gazes come back like a bitter memory to them. They want to touch each other. Melt into one and fuck this forsaken life. But they cant. Their hands are just wandering over one another, fearing to touch another yet burning inside because of the intensity. So their glazed eyes try to satisfy what their heart and bodies cannot.
Anyways hows your day?🤩🤩
ok this took me a while to answer bc i was thinking about how i feel about this LMAO
mmm despite being on opposing agencies you two are on amicable terms, in fact you quite enjoy his company. and of course because your bosses hate each other, they would send their best to try to secure this highly classified and lucrative mission away from their rival.
and so all dolled up you get, in your best dress as you make your way into the ballroom, an intricately designed mask on your face as you scan the crowd for your target. but instead of the objective your eyes land on a familiar figure, one whose eyes are already looking at you.
despite the sea of people between you two and the mask covering half your face, you still managed to find each other. and maybe you could blame his brilliant red eyes for being hard to miss, but you have no excuse for how your legs start to walk towards him, nor the smile that graces your lips at the thought of meeting him once again.
kaveh can’t lie and say that he didn’t first think about possibly crossing paths with you again when he received this mission. knowing the importance his boss placed on it, it was obvious that part of the reason why was because his rival agency—your agency—would be competing for it as well. would it be unprofessional of him to be excited for a mission just because he might run into you? kaveh doesn’t spare it a second thought as he makes his way into the party, he himself dressed to the nines as per the dress code. though that isn’t the only reason he’s put in the extra effort to look nice.
his breath catches when he finally spots you, even with the mask on he knows it’s you. from the way you walked to your dazzling smile, kaveh feels his heartbeat quicken as you approached him, his own two feet taking him to you and meeting you halfway.
pleasantries and smiles exchanged as you spoke, keeping a comfortable distance between each other despite the small tug in your heart to take another step, lean a little closer. but you easily quash such thoughts, your mission still in mind as you spot your target out of your periphery.
with sharp eyes, you observed your target, disappearing behind a door with a lady on his arm. it doesn’t take much to piece together that they are looking for a more private spot, and if you were to get close you needed to blend in. a plan quickly formulates in your mind, your eyes shifting back to the man in front of you.
it doesn’t even take a second for kaveh to catch on, spotting the target of the mission and putting two and two together. in his mind he knows what you’re doing, he knows that as you take a step forward, closing the distance between you two, and your eyes softens and your body language takes on a more flirtatious undertone. he knows you’re just putting on a show, in a party full of masked people, it’s not uncommon for two people to meet and follow each other behind closed doors.
and so he lets it happen; he lets you lead him by his hands, your smile pulling him in and soon you find yourselves in a hallway right behind the same door the target has entered. just as quickly your body language changes again, now more professional and serious. although kaveh knows this mission is just as important to his agency as it is to yours, right now he just can’t find it in himself to care about it all. he’ll gladly let you take it, and face the consequences later.
he watches as you navigate your way in the unknown space, trailing behind you while still maintaining a keen eye of his surroundings—a skill that was drilled into him since his early days on the job. the hallway leads down several doors and prior reconnaissance of the building telling you which doors lead to what. if your target is as high-ranking as you were told, an intelligent guess leads you down the hallway, deeper into the building.
the further you go the less doors there are, now just a long continuous hallway turning into a corner. the carpeted floor helps to silence your steps, but in turn muffles the steps of waiter you can’t see just around the bend, exiting the room after serving an important guest that you can only assume to be your target.
with no where to hide in the empty hallway, getting caught sneaking around where you aren’t supposed to be would be detrimental to the mission. the server’s trolley was already turning the corner and you needed to do something now, something that no one would question what two people in a secluded hallway are doing. you’re quick to think your feet, an apologetic look in your eyes when you turn to kaveh before pushing him gently but as quickly as you can against the wall.
without a word you kissed him, hands finding its way to his cheeks as soft lips pressed against each other, albeit a little rough and messy. kaveh doesn’t need a word; his hands wrapping around your waist and he pulls you close, easily keeping up with you as the server lets out a shocked gasp when he finally turns the corner. you hear a flurry of sounds as the poor worker scurries past you two making out against the wall, apologising profusely with his head down.
out of the corner of your eye, you make sure the server was gone before pulling away, taking a generous step away as you compose yourself. not the most graceful kiss but you needed it to look believable. you bowed your head a little, muttering a stiff apology before continuing on your way, as if it was all in a day’s work.
kaveh doesn’t say a word, his eyes merely following your figure as you walked away. the wall behind him was cool in contrast to how hot his body felt, supporting him in such a crucial moment where he felt his legs turn to jelly with you so close to him, invading his senses so suddenly. no amount of providence could have possibly prepared him for how good it felt to have you close, how your body felt pressed against his. how right it was.
and he can’t say it doesn’t sting when you march on forward, seemingly unaffected with only the mission in mind while he was left reeling, a little out of breath and his mind a mess. what is a man to do? does he run after you? and what then, what could he possibly say to you? or does he leave quietly and give up probably the closest chance he has to learning how you feel? the seconds tick by as you get further and further from him, and kaveh makes up his mind.
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a/n: i think it’ll be funny if the bosses of the opposing agencies are actually like lovers to enemies and that’s why they hate each other LMAO also i hope that everyone that read through this whole thing was jebaited by suggestive angsty romance and instead got soft pining and longing YIPPEEE
#my day was great btw i went to watch barbie with my friend and got to catch up with her 🫶🏼#u guys remember when people were laughing about how ridiculous it is when in movies people can’t recognise each other with a mask on#and then covid happened and we all realised it is ACTUALLY difficult to recognise people when half their face is covered lol#anyway reader is ME btw#kaveh my love 🫶🏼💝💕💘💞🫶🏼🥰#my soft boy he deserves to be loved tenderly !!!!!#yea no angst bc i’m not in the mood for it#i like forced proximity but not ACTUALLY close bc i get lowkey claustrophobic#so just like forced to be in the same space#also i didn’t think i was gonna write this much#but there’s a lot of build up ig#i also listened to that camila cabello song in full for the first time bc of this ask#didn’t really vibe tbh but whatever#six.writes#genshin impact#genshin impact kaveh#kaveh x reader
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Cup of China 2023 - Adam Siao Him Fa and Shoma Uno during the men’s victory ceremony
#this photo is everything to me I want to frame it put it on my wall stare at it forever#i’ve been lowkey hoping for something like this the whole off season watching adam’s ig and following him posting about his training#I love this boy and I love that he’s the kind of person who keeps quiet and works hard to get what he wants (like shoma)#and I do love his skating - his two programs were my favorite last season after shoma’s#but he really clicked for me at worlds on that first monday of practice (ik I will never shut up about this sorry)#was it the last group of men? it was pretty late and adam went in the group after shoma#and I was already shaky after seeing shoma practice with my very eyes#the way shoma practices is really like a machine - relentless and single-minded and unstoppable#and that night he was really hitting it (and popping a lot of jumps but he was still not holding back)#I think it was the night shoma did more jumping passes than the rest of the other men put together#and then adam’s group came out#and I ended up being unable to look away from adam because I saw much of the same qualities in him#and it went through my mind that of all the guys I’d seen there he was the one that reminded me the most of shoma#(lol it’s always shoma in the end isn’t it)#(and I love that shoma had already recognized his qualities too)#(I was so devastated when worlds went the way they did for adam sdghjkk)#but last season he still didn’t have what it took to fight at the same level with the guys at the top - or the consistency#that’s why this win feels so precious and meaningful#adam kept it together and delivered once more - it wasn’t just another one-time win in france#and to do it like that! tired from back to back assignments jetlagged and with boot issues!! On bad ice!!!#he knew that if shoma went clean it would have been hard or impossible for him to win#but he went for it with all he had and fought hard - i teared up towards the end because I was so worried he’d let his sp mistake get to hi#can’t wait for gpf but no matter how adam does there I’m so proud of him 😭#this was hard for me to watch because I also wanted shoma to win but I think Adam needed it more and it ended up being a deserved win#and I think it will motivate shoma for nhk and I’m so here for it! or literally: will be so there for it afsghjjfghgdh aaaaaaaaahhh#adam siao him fa#shoma uno
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OHMYGOOOOOODDD CATIE YOUR LITTLE DOODLE ART OF BOY KING LIL SEB ITS GORGUS!!!! CANT WAIT FOR THE MORE HEADCANONS PLEASE DRAW MORE ITS BEAUTIFUL!!!!<3333
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH THANK YOU ELLE!!!!!!! 💕💕💕💕 HE IS MY PRETTY BOY 🤭 THANK YOU FOR INDULGING MY NICHE AUs 💕
I would like to draw a lot more :D I think it's a lot of fun to look at historical eras and try to make parallels and connections!(either through my OCs or my F1 boys) But god, when I look at old paintings for ref, the level of detail in the clothing is a bit scary... but I still think it's very interesting to do research into it and design it :)
Bit of historical rambling:
I said in the tags that this AU could really only be Vettonso, and I will explain why. I mean obviously at first, I was only comparing that statue to Seb because uhhhh he looks like Seb!!! But I researched a bit more into that era and guess what's happening at this point: The Spanish War of Succession. Which was when the Spanish Throne was up for grabs, and the two main candidates were a Spanish Duke and an Austrian heir to the Holy Roman Empire. See where I'm going with this?
But the Spanish Duke ends up getting the throne, rightfully, but the Austrian ends up becoming the Holy Roman Emperor even though he wasn't first in line, so who really won in the end!
Lmao I think this AU would end up being: well, guess how we can reunite the Austrian and Spanish bloodlines again....arranged marriage plot!! Canon Divergence in both the matters of them being replaced with Vettonso and also with the war not happening
God help me, I read way too much about the Habsburgs, I blame my trip to Austria 🤧 My German prof, who is from there, always seems kinda proud of the history so I wonder what he'd think if he knew I was looking into it this much....and bastardizing it
#i get way too into the historical research#like making a red string board about how this f1 driver = this historical figure#this one is moreso i guess just about the whole thing btwn the spanish kingdom and the austrian empire#like yeah i have specific historical figures in mind about who would be who in the context of it#but yeah more about the general political situation and climate of the time i guess#so now i have 3 random AUs. i think I mostly make them bcs i like to research history soooo much +#and its a lot more fun to try and implement that knowledge rather than it living in my head for no reason#i still think the nandopoleon one is the best(which ive not really posted about here)#that one to me like weirdly lines up way too well#but anyways hehehe boy king sebby!!!!! love him!!!#the guy whos in that statue(Joseph I) is lowkey so irrelevant like in the greater historical context#hes still an important figure but i guess i would describe him as a plot device#so yknow seeing that statuette i more think of seb and how it reminds me of him :D#thank you for the ask elle!!!!!#as i said im glad people are interested 😭 cause even to me these AUs are all really out of the blue#catie.rambling.txt#catie.asks.#boy king au
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Actuallly, one last personal life story this week kinda just to air it out? One of my coworkers who like graduates high school within the next month was serving with me on friday and he just out of nowhere looked me dead in the eyes with a like smile on his face but a kinda lost… helpless look in his eyes and said in a kinda scared desperate voice: “I think I might be depressed”
And like we aren’t really close? I’m his manager and he’s a team leader and he does talk to me a lot but just like over silly things like star wars and he asks me to watch movies and listen to music he likes sometimes, so my first thought was it’s a joke right?
But he’s not the kinda person to joke about that? And we were…. Kinda busy…? So i sort of just started asking him if school was almost over, cause he’s in a bunch of ap courses and had a lot of tests that week so i knew that was probably part of it
But then, i didn’t really… talk to him about it? And I didn’t close for once and forgot to circle back?
So all weekend I’ve been worried about him cause he’s literally just this… kid who is super smart and leaving us for a great college in the fall but is starting to get depressed and he clearly trusts me??? Which is horrifying, like of all the people he chose me to confide in???
So my plan is to get him something. Like physical that he can hold that will remind him that people care about him and are rooting for him and like i know that’s not going to cure depression but like maybe it’ll make him feel a little better
#i wanna buy him a crystal that is specific to what i think his situation is#but he is NOT a crystal boy#but it’s the thought that counts right…?#it just needs to be physical and he can hold it a lot#a compass???#like dumb follow your heart type shit???#HOW DO I CIRCLE BACK TO HIM ON THIS#I’m gonna have to actually start watching his movie recs cause i honestly NEVER DO#but i jUST FORGET OKAY#I DIDNT KNOW THAT HE TRUSTED ME LIKE THAT?#I THOUGHT HE JUST LIKED ATTENTION (and I mean this in a really positive genuine manner) AND I GAVE HIM ATTENTION#i kinda hate that my love language is goft giving#like if I had MORE TIME IT WOULD BE BETTER BUT THIS IS KINDA URGENT BECAUSE I LOWKEY LEFT HIM HANGING ON FRIDAY???#i feel so so so bad#And we don’t text because he’s a CHILD#so i couldn’t just text him???#I’m fucking 23#reaching out to an 18 year old?#i know it’s to check up on him but i feel like it’s kinda weird and awkward still#i’m just rambling at this point#if you made it this far sorry 🙇♀️#but also if you have any advice on what to get him!!!#i’m all ears
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just wondering and take all the time you need but do you have any plans for taking dotf off of hiatus or is it going to stay on the back burner for awhile? either way is completely fine i was just curious
its gonna be a hot second because im fixated back on undertale, so im picking back up on those fics that i started a few years back. for i am naught but a puppet bound to the whims of his adhd. HOWEVER i do have chapters 21-23 completely finished! ive been kind of considering, because it will likely be a while before i start posting again, if i should just drop the chapters i have finished now rather than wait until i finish chapter 30. because if i wait it will be a WHIIIIILE. unfortunately. not THAT long probably because dotf is easily my favorite thing ive ever written and i love it so much, but it will be a solid minute.
#asks#dotf#especially want to post 21-23 because the content in them…. idk i went crazy#i love vos’ pov hes so insane#and dont even get me started on the monster by lady gaga chapter#i listened to that song on repeat for HOURS#he ate my heart… he a-a-ate my heart#anyway let me know if you have any opinions on the matter it wont take a lot to convince me to post 21-23#ill do the usual wednesday updates for three weeks if thats what you want#in the mean time. if you like undertale aus boy amd i writing shit for that#none of my undertale fics are as Wild as dotf though mostly because kaon and vos are off the shits always#but nemesis & nike’s first arc is a mix of a survival horror and a dating sim if thats your thing#not to hawk my other fics#im rambling now ive lowkey talked myself into posting 21-23 so if you want to stop me speak now or forever hold your peace#okay done rambling thank you for the ask i love to talk#if you couldnt tell
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my embarrassing fact is that in my fifth grade interactive journal i asked my teacher to give me math problems for fun
#basically it was kinda like weekly pen pal time w the teacher#but in a journal#i couldnt spell half the words i was writing but i was asking for challenging math problems ok einstein (derogatory)#joking dont bully ur past self!!#i was also convinced i was in love with every single boy in my class even tho i def wasnt#she wasnt very smart#im allowed to do that bc i dont think its rlly misgendering even though i had started experiencing gender dysphoria#its complicated ok#i choose not to think abt it a whole lot#unrelated but i had a dream last night that my dad read my journal#bc in dream land i left it at home even though its literally at college w me#it was lowkey the worst experience of my whole life!! and it was a dream!!#teehee#rambles#winter shut the fuck up
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huh. definitely need time to process the whole episode but initial thoughts on the ted lasso finale are some parts of it i loved with my entire being and some parts i don’t really know that i liked/agreed with. obviously you can’t please everyone but hmmmm didn’t like a few things there. incredible episode, still iffy on if it’s an incredible series finale but as i process it i’m sure i’ll come around
#i’m DYING to talk abt this with someone#please feel free to DM me and talk about it cause i have so many thoughts#i think as i process it i’ll really love it#cause boy did that make me SOB#not the ending i was hoping for and there’s a few things there i honestly rlly didn’t like#like i’m in love with some parts of it but other parts really don’t feel right#the whole jamie and roy fight felt SO ooc i lowkey hated it#but everyone is bound to hate something so i’m not too mad#just need to process#it feels like there’s a lot of loose ends though. very haphazardly tied up#i really wish i had a person in my life who watched#ted lasso#ted lasso spoilers
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girl you’re so right with the nsfw headcannons u posted earlier i loved them
plEASE!!! i love you, thank you!!!! i literally thought i was going to have to delete them five minutes after posting them in shame and gaslight all of you into thinking that they were a figment of ur imaginations, but you all seemed to really like them which!!! aaaa!!! i am still writing the more for fun, random nsfw meme w/ way less Lore attached to it
BUT because i am impatient/don't know when i'm gonna finally finish, you guys were all angels and i am allergic to not sharing things: you can have my favorite random little nsfwish hc under the cut which i honestly just thought was cute tbh. :)
live laugh love ravesey world domination...Literally if ur kyle, lmao. <3
-pastes sh*t straight from my post bc i'm lazy lmao-
-so raven is my fruity edgy boy jewelry king and jersey does make fun of him 25/8 for being a walking hot topic accessory display case btw, ( which like, kyles,...baby...please do not pretend like u didn't just spend half the current word count on my fanfiction wanting to hook urself on a certain sexc rockstar boys tacky hot topic display case skeleton hand lip ring like a goddamn fish smh ) esp. The Choker,
which...okay, sidebar, but before they were happily #hating and jersey kyle actively thought he 'hated' ravenstan, one time our punk rock prince was giving poor kyle what i like to call the Risque Raven Runaround, which is super effective, and in fight or flight response to getting flirted with/majorly sexually frustrated by said rockstar boy...
kyle stepped up to him, ran his nail across stans neck with aching slowness and basically threatened to 'replace that tacky too tight velvet vampire dog collar with my hand' if u keep talking shit, which was all bark no bite obviously, an empty threat/a joke, but uhhhh? the Crazy SOUND tht ravenstan made...kyle was like eXCUSE ME??? plZ
my whole fic is jersey insulting raven and him being like damn thats crazy u hate me...i also hate me...do u want to Make Out about it???
anyways! so i really don't think they fight, like, ever, they are so in luv, but very early into them #hating, kyle, who i will say that despite being the hottest most scrumdidilyumpious bad as hell man on planet earth, did display real human emotion ( surprisingly ) and got hella insecure and jealous about stans fans not respecting their relationship and a bunch of dumb tabloids saying theyre prolly Not Really Dating bc why would a celebrity settle for 'some guy'? which...
i want u to know that kyle calling himself Some Guy unlocked something extremely visceral in ravenstan because he showed up to his next show...w/ a tiny silver K charm on the iconic raven choker ;)
wHICH WAS HIS LITTLE EMO GOTH BOY VERSION OF WHEN GIRLS PUT THEIR BOYFRIENDS INITIAL ON A NECKLACE EXCEPT KIND OF HOTTER TBH HE ATE THAT LIKE HELLO?? STAN?? wHEW
kyle...ironically...was Gagged, he was sweatin oh my GOD, he was like Come Home RN sakhdlksahd and i would just like u All to know that
...the sexy velvet eboy k charm choker Does stay on during sex. <3
( which, ok tbh, guilty as sexually charged, ravesey are an i'm yours, you're mine possessive couple, but not in a scary toxic way, just in a mutually obsessed with each other, Everyone Fuck Off kinda way
so...Cute :') sahdlksahdlsad am...i delusional? )
buuuut, okay bonus because i love to laugh [ this is unhinged ]:
- i also want to say that jerseykyle knows not to be intimidated by ravens little dawn spawn minions trying to flame him on social media & shit but that does not stop him from saying out of pocket shit like
yeah!!! well just remember that while you're screaming his name at ur stupid concert, in a couple hours he'll be at home screaming Mine xx
wHIHDSIHDIHDDSLNKD AAAAA KYLEEEE!!!!!! jail jail jail stan was like kYLE!!!! OH MY GOD in the comments and kyle said See ;)
HEEEEELPSHDKLHDL
listen y'all...jersey kyle may be the villian, but he is MY hero, babey. <3
-toxic yaoi ceo uncle nina
#thank u for the love on my usfw hcs u guys were so real that lore was important and meant a lot to me#it also contradicts my normal style hcs so my brain was like shortcircuting when i was figuring their dynamic out#which is iconic i gotta say#nina stop posting weird little#N/S/F/W#headstannons and shit but also I AM LOWKEY OBSESSED W THIS ONE LIKE RAVEN WAS CUTE FOR THAT#my man is loyal with a capital l wearing the k necklace like ravenstanley marsh was a one man man out the gate#everyone and their mom threw themselves at rockstar stan and he was unphased like he was like I Am Spoken For#this nonexistent ass belongs to kyle matthew broflovski#AND MAD RESPECT TO HIM I TOO WOULD BE LIKE IF LOST PLEASE RETURN TO THE BADDEST MAN IN THE WORLD BB#ravenstan and jerseykyle are lightly hades persephone coded#but in an also not toxic like flowery writer girl metaphor way#but yeah ravenstan do be walking around in the kyley b k emo boy choker which i think is very sexc of him like go off king#kyle really was like i need u to come home rn so i can do crazy down horrendous things to u in the choker w my initial on it#ravesey world domination everyone...but literally#ALSO I AM OBSESSED W JERSEY KYLE THAT MAN IS RUTHLESS HE DOES NOT GIVE A SINGLE FUCK#HE IS UNHINGED ON SOCIAL MEDIA#LIKE THAT WAS SO OUT OF POCKET BUT HE WAS RIGHT LIKE WHERE WAS THE LIE STAN COULDNT EVEN ARGUE#I JUST KNOW THAT SCREENSHOT WENT VIRAL#if any1 even breathes near him wrong abt stan hes like#keep talking shit sweetheart bc ur wearing my sbfs teeshirt and hes wearing my initial around his neck <3 cry and cope :)#which is funny bc kyle seems really jealous but if anyone breathes Right near stan about KYLE??? OOOOOOF DUDE!!#he is in kyles lap kissing him all over the place like ooh babe whos ur friend? hi nice to meet u I'm Raven of Crimson Dawn :)#FUCKING BRUTAL LIKE OH MY GOD#STAN rELAAAAAAAAAAAX#-wheezes- i love...my sons...sm
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rrrrrrrrr im so frustrated with my writing. its just been weeks of struggle and whyyyy. idk i think i need to rework or rethink what im going for with this one or something, its like i can feel the threads of the themes i wanna do are sooo close to tying together but it just isnt quite reaching yet and so it reads like a stilted bland mess but the more i stare at it the further away it feels aaah
i know it can get there i kNOW it can, the ending and like aha moment is so cleaaaar that i think its almost too solid and thats why my beginning feels so fucked—like i just keep asking myself 'well if hes gonna get there in chapter 5, whats stopping him from getting there now in chapter 2??' i tHOUGHT i had reasons but now that im there i just keep instinctually writing him to have the connecting/realization moment anyway and like. if that's how it is then what even IS the story??? i need a break
#leaving for my parents for christmas tomorrow and while its always a little lowkey stressful there esp during holidays#itll be nice to at least have a different stress than this one for a few days lmao#mandatory writing break coming at a good time ig#anyway a lot of the real problem is that a big reason i wanted to write this fic is bc i wanted to explore tsukkis mental space during#the ball boy arc bc i feel like its an interesting transitional time for him in terms of like being after his big moment but then#he slightly regresses in that post match bathroom scene until yamaguchi sets him straight and like. i love just how furudate is showing#that growth isnt linear and so i wanna explore how tsukki would feel during the camp (which he didnt seem stoked to go to)#and in contrast with hinata who couldnt go but weasels in anyway and like how does tsukki deal with#that intensity of stupidity and passion in regards to how he feels about his own relationship to volleyball now#like i dont think its a straight line from blocking ushijima -> admitting yeah sometimes volleyball is fun#i think theres some wavering in there and oooo i wanna explore it but FUCK its hard??#why furudate why does tsukki deny extra practice the first night of rookie camp but accepts the second night??#i know why he accepts night 2 im excited abt that. i'm big time struggling with pinpointing why he says no night 1 in a way#that doesnt come off like 1 hes fully regressing 2 like im having him say no purely bc thats how it is in canon so magical ~plot reasons~#truthfully furudates reason is probably just 'was funny to have tsukki and kunimi say no in unison' and it isnt out of character for#tsukki to say no either but i also can feeeel it i can feeel the threads of a solid character developmental reason that will fit with#all the OTHER stuff im also trying to do lmao#i just need to piece it together in the right way in the right order and right emphasis#and its so cloooose rn but ugh it just feels wishwashy atm#and so. i struggle lmao#eesh anyway fun tag rant yay#heres to hoping not thinking about this for a week will help#x#....who wants to take bets on whether ill delete this later lol
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about to have a breakdown over character dynamics in the Young Justice show
#DICK AND WALLY!!!!#DICK AND TIM!!!#actually dick and just about everyone bc I'm FASCINATED by how all these relationships work#BART AND JAIME#slightly insane over them actually it's like PEAK adhd kid + anxiety kid solidarity i love them so much#M'GANN AND GAR#M'gann and basically anyone also bc she ranges from ''slightly awkward friend'' to ''lowkey den mom''#(i love that both m'gann and dickie have ended up kinda being den moms to the younger kids??? shfkjskfjsk)#I'm just. i didn't expect this show to actually be good skdjfjfjskgjdkgj#like yes it's kinda a sillygoofy cartoon sometimes but it's also got a lot of really good character stuff#which as we all know is one of the main things that will sell me on a story. so.#Lu rambles#yjtv#started watching this show for dickie (my best friend dickie) and... i am still watching it for him but also for the rest of them now#I'm love them all... eldritch horror girlie... hyper future boy... angsty clone dude... STICK BOY... small fangirl... etc etc etc.#beloveds
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i read all 205 chapters of demon slayer last night in one 11 hour sitting. it was pretty good! surprise! the anime people have been raving about for the past several years is actually good quality. who would have thunk it. anyway i wanted to search up some reviews of the anime to see what other ppl thought of it but then i remembered the youtube anime community, with a few notable exceptions, is allergic to media literacy
#demon slayer#tanjiro is a very good protag and really embodies the themes of the story#very fresh too kind of like emma tpn#hes got a phat ass and wining personality like all other shounen protags but unlike most he isnt just talk#like he actually goes the extra mile to purposely be kind and it justifies why ppl like him so much a lot better i think#i was unfair in comparing it to bnha when i didnt even watch it#bc unlike bnha the author has a clear direction and kept things concise to drive home the poin#every character and plot point had a purpose#at least it does now since i havent had much time to actually pick at it yet#but anyway its got the standard shounen sexism but i think it was a LOT better than like. bnha or naruto#the girls are few and far between and arent as deep as the boys mostly#but i liked the love hashiras examination of womanhood in the taisho era#and the depiction of sex workers is surprisingly respectful#also the romance subplots arent forced (cough izuocha cough) like maybe you get the sense the characters have crushes?#but like! there are demons eating people! who tf cares! “im glad kanao isn't dead” yeah tanjiro me too youre such a romantic#but yeah the romance between the love and serpent hashira was pretty nice if lowkey#and otherwise i like how the ending just indicates that they may begin to like each other and the epilogue indicates they eventually did#how did it happen? idk! what the fanfics come up with would be better than what the manga would have squeezed in!#also i love how inosuke wanted a homoerotic sasunaru-bakudeku rivalry with tanjiro but tanjiro was too nice#and for the pervert/coward type character zenitsu was fairly likeable as well#i was worried nezuko was just going to be a glorified macguffin for tanjiro but she at least DID have agency sometimes#though i think they should have explored how she felt about the demon thing more and also show her casually with tanjiro#bc it feels like they only show her doing stuff when its a big angsty battle but i want her and tanjiro to annoy each other a bit!#shut up pandora
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just remembered in march how I scrounged through the entire ellabs ao3 tag on some sort of feverish mission after binging playthroughs of both tlou games in the span of about 3 days. who else here remembers that
#“who else here remembers that” <- did not do anything more than vaguepost about it out of weird shame#hiii guys this is actually what my last post was about lollll I am lowkey falling into ellabs again just a little#read some new fics these past few days#I know why actually it's cause I'm really in a narines mood again and narines does not have as much content to pick through#and narines is not the same as ellabs they're different in a lot of ways actually but I get the important stuff#and I'm filling the hole I guess#sorry anyway yeah that's what the last post was about#I actually just went into the regular tlou tag I was just bored#was maybe gonna rb some fanart of ellie or abby or smth cause I lovee those two girls sm#and I just saw someone's post bitching. tagged with every possible fandom tag too btw (although admittedly not the ellabs one at least)#and I was like girl that's fine your opinion is your opinion but you're so boring😭 also you don't get it#“they could never be lovers??” OH BOY I FUCKING AGREE. THAT'S NOT WHAT I'M HERE FOR#anyway who loves mutual destruction raise your hands if you love mutual destruction
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