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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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The Earth that Overlies the Sky
#help I’m on an art craze#I really really love area zero#Area zero aesthetic am I right#Paradox pokemon#pokemon sv#pokemon scarlet and violet#Pokémon#my art#roaring moon#Salamence#Area zero#the hidden treasure of area zero#miraidon
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Say hello to my wife everyone
#carrie#carrie 1976#carrie movie#carrie fanart#fanart#myart#horror#horror movie#i am in a carrie craze if you dont havn’t seen my instagram#we are actually married#i love carrie sooo much#shes so real#me when i see carrie#i love her#my wiiiiiiffffffeeee
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@ninathekillerzblog khkhkh I am glad you like my Nina, I like violent little girls i suppose, khkhkhh
#The 2020 redesign just looks girl boss i am too cool for school#and it's boring#crazed fangirl just hits home to me#we already have jane why we need another one#ask ticci toby#art#my work#creepypasta#ticci toby#creepypasta ticci toby#ticci tobi#creepypasta nina the killer#nina the killer#I like the first design of Nina#She loves jeff so much she wants to kill him ain't it sweet
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dio’s big list of murder drone theories
so hi. it’s me dio. i’ve been cookin a bunch of theories i think you guys will like so I’m gonna masterlist em here. these range from “serious” to “crack” so be warned (nothing extreme dw)
Nori will be french (Semi-Serious)
Evidence gathered -
1. In episode 2, Khan holds up a manual that has 3 languages; Russian, English, and French. These can be linked to Yeva, Alice, and by proxy, Nori.
2. The colors of the French flag, red, blue and white, make what? Purple.
3. As seen in the 7&8 teasers, there is a secret underground cathedral. Cathedrals are French architecture. Perfect to experiment on a FRENCH drone, don’t you think?
4. The French love pissing off the English. Like how Nori pissed off Alice. Coincidence? I think not.
5. Russia, France and the USA happen to be world superpowers. Hm.. powers.. like the solver.
Foreign Accent Syndrome & The Solver (Not expecting it to be canon)
Evidence gathered/Reasoning -
Alice could suffer from foreign accent syndrome (shortened to FAS) , a condition where it makes the afflicted person speak in a completely different accent in their native language. Linked to brain damage and strokes, the disease is thought to sever connects to the part of the brain that controls your lip movements, thus giving you a different accent.
67% percent of people who suffer from FAS are women, like a majority of the solver users, and we know the solver is notorious for messing with people’s brain. A lot of Russian viewers have pointed out Doll’s bad accent (which I’m well aware is just the VA not natively speaking Russian, but hear me out!) Doll has an American accent due to FAS and the solver messing with her brain.
Thad being the solver’s “spy” (Semi-Serious)
Evidence gathered/Reasoning
1. Consistent purple headlights in episode 4
2. Lack of vocal interactions
3. Eldritch J afflicting him (cannot be good)
With Doll and Uzi down deep under the surface, the solver has no one of the surface in order to do.. whatever. Not sure yet, but it seems like it choose Thad, possibly due to a closeness with N and Uzi. Whatever he has, it cannot result in him being normal in any way whatsoever. I just refuse to believe it. Interestingly, he also happens to be named after a disciple of Jesus who warns of heretics and is literally the patron symbol of hope.
The cross (Serious)
Evidence gathered/Reasoning-
The cross in the episode 7 teaser everyone is going crazy for, I know! But it being upside down will not necessarily represent an evil. Instead-
- A cross upside down is representative of St. Peter, who requested to be crucified upside down because he did not feel worthy of dying the same way as Jesus.
- An upside down crucifix, however does actually represent the devil, and would represent the solver in this case. The key difference is that a crucifix has Jesus’s body on the cross.
Uzi is clearly holding a cross due to the lack of Jesus. This makes me believe that she herself doesn’t feel worthy of something; my top pick is she doesn’t feel worthy of sacrificing herself for the better of Copper-9 and the universe, and gives into the solver as a result.
JCJenson is cover-up business for a cult (Serious)
Evidence gathered/reasoning -
1. Humans are not too concerned with events surrounding the solver- in fact, they seem content being around it. Tessa seems to be the only one to care.
2. JCJenson products and products of Cyn/Solver share a lot of characteristics
3. A very cult like area sitting under JCJenson labs is very suspicious
My best guess here is that JCJenson summoned the solver for money/power in exchange for giving the solver test subjects and sacrifices such as Nori and Yeva so that they can grow. However, the cult slowly began to corrupt the company until they became just a cover up- quickly switching to space travel to help spread the solver while still advancing their robotics. The Elliot’s were possibly a family who disliked this idea and made special leaps to make sure the solver didn’t infect their house; which failed, just look at episode 5.
Final Destination & an actual true important death (Serious)
Evidence Gather/Reasoning -
Final destination is a movie trilogy that is notoriously famous for having gruesome deaths and how attempt to escape death is futile. Since other episodes have been based off other horror flicks/tropes (I.E, episode 2 was based off Alien, episode 3 Carrie, episode 4 any slasher flick ever, etc) I believe someone important will “die” this episode and in a gruesome manner. J? Doll? Uzi? N? Fucking Khan? Who knows!
Teacher affiliated with the solver (Crack)
1. Orange eyes, like Alice had, suggests he was affected by the solver at one point
2. Wayy different from other worker drones, who are at most optimistic about death and at their worst having a panic attack. He simply does not care. About anything.
3. Knew something was up with Uzi before her solver was even revealed
4. Only worker drone who’s seen on screen drinking. Even if it’s just an alcoholic drink, we know drones can’t drink anything other than oil and batteries, so what’s in there?
5. No where to be seen during episode 4, considering he would have been an easy target for Uzi
Completely crack, I just like this theory cause it seems so out of place and different. I reviewed some cursive on the clipboard and apparently, his name might be Lu/Lou or some variant, maybe even Liam? Who knows it’s fucking funny lol
fish khan
fish fish/ fish
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#murder drones#murder drones theory#dio speaks#i wrote this at like 1 am#in a crazed panic#tell me if you have anything to add !!#i would love to hear your thoughts#:3#if you think I’m tagging every character you’re insane
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You ever read the way someone writes a character and think 'oh yeah, you definitely wrote for x fandom before this' and then one step further do you ever go back and get reinvested in a previous hyperfixation and realize you are writing your current blorbos in a distinctly fandom x-ish way?? Do I even have new blorbos or all they all just slight variations of the same bitch
#bean talks#directly inspired by rereading a previous hyperfixation from middle school#that i didnt even write fanfic for but i reread that first book well enough to recite it#and now i'm like. oh wow. i am writing adrien agreste in such a distinctly previous fixation way...#i didnt even remember this old blorbo was so similar to him ???#and now i'm like. do other people read my writing and think 'oh yeah you were definitely influenced by internet craze of 2009'#because appARENTLY they'd be right and i didnt even realize it#i kinda love that though. our previous interests all bring us to where we are today. even if it was cringe or whatever i dont care#our creativity is all wrapped up in everything we've ever loved and hated and experienced and thought about#and i like that even if it catches me off guard. nothing ever really leaves you because it's shaped the way you think about the world
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reasons to watch rise: "dad's idea is great. i'll go in there, turn up the leo, and she'll be beggin' to help us."
please support rise of the tmnt by watching the show and movie over on netflix!! 🙏💙
#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise ep many unhappy returns#rise raph#rise mikey#rise donnie#rise leo#rise splinter#rise april o'neil#rise shredder#i am absolutely obsessed with this ep✨#this is the ep i've watched so many times i've got it memorized#leo's outrageous confidence and splinter's increasing frustration with his blue son#and raph and donnie and mikey and april holding their own against crazed animal shredder for THREE DAYS#go in there and TURN UP THE LEO#'two data points??? you're hypothesizing with TWO DATA POINTS??? SCOFF.'#omfg donnie i love you sm
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the way i'm responding to comments on the touchstarved youtube trailer like i'm a member of the rss marketing team
#i lick the boots of rss i am their dog#anything for you honey. i will help people understand the cascada everytime we touch cover choice and defend it with my life#so many people asking “is this is anime” “what is the name” have you ever been on youtube before my guy. click that mf description#but i love my job and i love helping people understand why touchstarved is the right game for them#(crazed eyes)
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Toxic love story Jesus and Judas but make it a musical
#I KNOW JESUS CHRIST SUPERSTAR EXISTS I JUST NEED MORE#I just sometimes think about the kiss before the betrayal and I am completely crazed#name me a more compelling story of loss or guilt#like devotion turns to resentment turns to betrayal turns to forgiveness#the love was there but it was less important than their purpose#anyway one day I’ll write it myself if y’all don’t#jesus christ superstar#shitpost but is it really?
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It's really funny to me the random NPCs in skyrim who I'll suddenly just, fall in love with for no reason? And half of them are Dunmer???
#sometimes a random NPC will exist and not be relevant to any plots or big quests but they have 1 or 2 pieces of#unique dialogue or an interesting role or a cute face and i just.#i love them#okay weird segue but i think this is why i dislike 80% of the followers in the game and like every mod follower#they have nothing to them that i can glean a personality from or for the mods theyre all trying to hard to be a Fellow Main Character#meanwhile Erandur Aranea and Teldryn (told you it was dunmers) are all I Exist and Am Somewhat Interesting can i follow you? :)#and dip them low and smooch them#skyrim#crazee talk
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I have written two fics in two days.
TWO DAYS.
This movie broke me.
Send help.
(and prompts)
#lisa frankenstein#also does anyone want to beta#because i definitely just traumatized my best friend with the phrase 'to stitch on the penis he stole from her crush'#and I don't think she's going to beta for me anytime soon after that#for the record that sentence was not in the fic it was just the quickest way I could describe the scene to someone who hasn't seen the movi#she doesn't like horror but I love her anyway#but forreal though anyone who won't be traumatized by that shit and is just as crazed for Creature as I am hmu#I need a beta reader to shriek incoherently at about ideas
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things are going well in peterick google docs world 🫡
#i would write more tonight given how crazed theyre making me feel but im getting a migraine so FKJSDNFKS#an almost 2k word start is good. havent even gotten to the main part of the story yet i love u forever exposition#and again given how crazed i am i feel like this is gonna be long fkjdsn and w that. goodnight x#txt#peterick
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Do you have any fics in progress by chance? You’re such an amazing writer :)
Hiya!~ Thank you for the ask dear~
Honestly, despite how much I love getting asks like this, they always surprise me! It's still such a foreign concept that people not only enjoy my work, but are actively curious about it!
Aghagh and to answer the actual question, yes I do! I usually have at least 10 different prompts sitting in my google docs, but I find I have less WIPS since I'm a fairly 'get going on it and finish it in one - three goes' type of writer. Recently been a bit burned out of my hyperfixations, and finding it a bit hard to just write things (perfectionism kicking in).
That said, I actually have two started! One that's almost finished part one of two (A m/agnus a/rchives fic, two different focuses for the different chapters of snzdom~) and one that's been started, and is abouuuttt halfway done I think~ (A c/huuya centric fic as a so... sooooo late birthday gift for the amazing Hachii, which is turning into a new years/christmas thing too agghh ;-;)
Thank you for the ask!~ I always love getting uh... basically any asks haha~
#waterfallasks#thank you so much non!~#genuinely i love things like this- im always so excited to see ANY ask in my inbox~#whether its a question- a comment- a request- or just a 'hi' <3#i hope this is a good answer!! god i have SO many prompts and requests aghaughu#im so sorry to anyone whos requested things i promise i WILL be working on them again soon#that christmas craze is starting to end- a lot of irl things been happening too but#its starting to slow down so i think ill be able to get back into the mood soon!!!#that t/ma fic is eating my soul i am so hyperfixated on the show rn i might end up finishing it and pumping out like 4 more haha~
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i rewatched my favorite version of sweeny todd, because tiktok has been bombarding me with the revival of it!
oh boy.
now i can’t stop imagining... rainy as... sweeney todd... so i offer a messy sketch!
OHHH if you have the time, i highly recommend listening/watching sweeney todd, very good! you can watch act 1 & act 2 here! oh... i love mrs. lovett...
i wish i had more words to offer, but i feel as if i will just start rambling about topics that are simply unrelated...
#rainy dewdrop#welcome home oc#I AM SO SORRY FOR THOSE WHO FOLLOW ME FOR MY WALLY ART... I APOLOGIZE FOR THE OC CRAZE LATELY... BAH!!!#YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I LOVE MUSICALS IM SO...#this isn't an au... or i dont think it is... rainy fits in a weird way#probably because of the emotionally reserved part and usually just showing one consistently...#myart#ahhh the music...#it's a little amusing how i had started using tumblr to merely throw my thoughts out somewhere...#now i have an audience! how odd!#at least my thoughts are entertaining? not sure how to quite take it!#bahhh! im starting to ramble...#OH MY FRIEND TOLD ME TO WATCH PHANTOM OF THE PARADISE... I MUST GO!
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my ao3 is sad and empty and that is (first and foremost because i am very busy preparing for uni and all of thay but the more fun reason is) because i cannot stop thinking about transfem she/her regulus black and amab they/them evan rosier sorry
the transgenderiser has taken me over ! i go to write and i get stuck writing “he” for regulus black 😭😭
this is like my relationship with my transfem barty crouch jr headcanon which means in simple terms that it is a very bad sign because barty crouch jr is genuinely a woman in my head now 😭😭 this is what trans headcanons can do to a man who was sane like 6 years ago
#regulus black#evan rosier#oh my god they got transgendered#trans regulus#trans evan rosier#except im talking about transfem regulus sorry xx#she js beautiful to me#if even ONE person likes this post i migjt go crazy#and just only post about transfem fictional characters forever#im already working on a t4t wlw reg/evan fic im the kind of man who needs help#thats why the ladies love me#or maybe its not#the point is thag im crazed anyway#and im sorry for not posting i am TRYING
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idk what we call these girlies but this is my gender honestly
#when my hair is long enough I just might be crazed enough to go through the painstaking lightening process to go from dark to white hair#because I am so in love with this vibe rn#maybe later this year it’ll be long enough but I can serve this vibe already brunette#idk I’ll see but ya idk what trope this is#maybe like just a niche white hair version of queer coded antagonist#but they just got that someeethin#je ne sais quoi#Griffith the most obviously#berserk#inuyasha#jujutsu kaisen#death note
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