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particular-one · 1 year
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PLEASE THE NEW DAN HENG WAS SO GOOD 😭 my angst heart loves that the fact he never got to hear reader's last words would haunt him forever. He probably lays awake at night in bed imagining the event all over again and daydreams you dying in his arms instead of by yourself while he got help 😢
You so get me on the Oikawa simping. If you ever decide to release the hottest mixtape on why he's the most dedicated lover then I will stream it 24/7 😤. And mr.tetsurou!! He would never willingly make a fool of himself but once you get some alcohol in him 🥴 all his repressed feelings are about to come out!!!
I can't think of any requests but I see you currently have 8 in your inbox so I'm soooo looking forward to it on top of whatever you have in your drafts! Also I saw that you're closing matchups soon and that you're willing to do additionals so can you do 3 more for me with the info I sent since you already posted mine, please? (Only if you have the time and energy of course!!! I won't be too greedy for your writing and interaction now heheh) for the fandoms.....ummm...argh, this is so hard because I literally am in all those fandoms 😭 If any characters from any of your given fandoms jump out at you then I'll take them but if nobody comes to mind then I'll choose genshin, honkai and you can literally choose the last one for me hdjsks IM SORRY IM SO INDECISIVE 😣 we literally have all the same fandoms so it's so hard for me but I promise I'm not picky and I'll love whatever you write anyways so no stress LOL
I'm sitting in the doorway and just took my shoes off as I write this bc i got the notifs that you posted but i hope youre having a good day/night wherever you are!!💕💖
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teehee oh that was definitely the intention. i think it just adds to the heartbreak even more that he should have stayed by ur side for your final moments.... oh well! i love to give my comfort characters the biggest hug but simultaneously dump a truckload of angst on them .... whoops. wooHOOO oh yeah. watch me become oikawa's defense lawyer AND brand new pr manager, just going "dw sweetheart i will take care of you".... but in all seriousness, there is just so many layers to him that i really love abt him!! tbh he's probably the first few characters i really invested in analyzing, which is what got me into literary analysis and writing haha. waaa thank you! 🥹 ngl most of the stuff in my inbox are matchup requests but i rlly enjoy writing those anyways. i still have an angst idea that i would like to write out (it's been sitting in my brain since yesterday ngl) but i still have one more final to finish so maybe later this week! oh! but an anon did request for a scenario for kuroo and oikawa based on our convo so! 👀 hopefully i can get that out pretty soon<3 and on the topic of the matchup, definitely, yeah!! i think i did genshin for u already BUT i can always do a second genshin since there's lots of charas if u'd like :> keeping the last fandom a surprise till i post it. thanks for the ask as always and take care of urself! <3
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zombiesun · 3 years
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hi! i hope you're doing well :) i'm not sure if you've been asked this before or if you're comfortable with sharing it... may i ask how you started your spiritual journey, how you found what works for you in terms of practices, etc and what advice you would give to someone who's just getting started in figuring all of this out? ofc i know it's very subjective and personal, so i hope this isn't too invasive... if so pls delete this. i guess i just find you inspiring in a sense & i like the way you talk about these things. anyway, i hope you have a good day and i wish you luck with everything <3
I am doing well! I had a rather lovely day today. I have been asked this a few times before but it was a few months back and I’m sure those asks are buried deep within the tags. I’m making this a read more because it’s a long story which will be made longer with my advice. 
I think my spiritual journey started in many individual ways that eventually converged together to create the path I’m on now. The first is that my mother has the gift of intuition, something that was passed onto me. One of my earliest memories is her sitting me down as a nine year old and telling me “you’re always going to know more about people then they will know about you. you will never lack in people wanting what you have to give, but you always be alone.” which was a really terrifying thing to be told so young and something that haunted me for years as it was proven to be true. I didn’t see it as magic, my mother considered it a spiritual gift and I shelved it away because it didn’t feel much like a gift. 
I collected crystals and strange objects I found. I made shrines on my shelves and when I was nineteen, I made my first altar but it wasn’t to any particular deity I just felt drawn to make one. I’ve always felt a really strong connection to the Greek goddess Hestia ever since I was a child and even though I didn’t worship her I did feel a pull to honor her and sometimes pray to her. I was raised by an extreme fundamentalist and a reformed Jewish woman, my childhood was a strange marriage of the two. I had an antagonistic relationship with G-d and the church but a deep longing for spirituality. I bought tarot readings and denied them and resented people who could connect to things that I couldn’t see. One of my closest friends in high school was an aura reader and would message me when my energy shifted from furious reds to depressing blues to ask if I was okay. She told me there was a place within my mind that imitated the inside of a cathedral with dripping white candles from floor to ceiling and me in the middle glaring and wordlessly demanding her to step away from something private. 
The first magic I did was creating sigils. I don’t remember where I learned how to do them but I would draw them out on a leather bound journal with the tree of life stamped on it that a friend had gotten me from a caravan in Utah. I would make them when I was sitting listlessly in church services manifesting changes that seemed impossible but would soon create a strange timeline in my life. I moved to Portland and went on a date with my then partner and showed them how to create one that they would hang over their bed and then I taught a class to my clients and they all drew them out creating small little futures. Many of them were witches and we did ceremonies under the full moon, every night we would go out to the garden and burn incense and herb bundles (once, a full wheelbarrow of dried grass) cleansing out the dark energy that clung to that place and manifesting quietly for a better future. 
I moved away to join AmeriCorp and fell into a spiritual emptiness. I taught myself the Hebrew alphabet with the intent to learn how to pray in my mother’s language. I had a team leader who could read energy and see the true selves of people and told me I was suspended in darkness and that she could only barely see a sliver of light. I had never met someone who could see me so clearly and she made me want to see clearly again too. After I graduated I moved back in with my parents and bought my first tarot deck. Well, I told the universe that I didn’t want to spend money on a tarot deck/altar and if they wanted me to have one then it would have to provide. I worked at a thrift store and found a pack of cards in a bin of clothes I was sorting and bought them for less than two dollars and then on a walk found a tree struck by lighting. There was a ring of of wood that was almost fully off that acted as perfect altar base, a badger skull, a perfect crescent shaped piece of food, and charred piece of bar that twisted into itself like an offering bowl. I took them all and as I walked home crows circled around me and rain fell over me but not behind or in front of me. It was probably one of the most magical experiences of my life. 
 I moved in with a practicing tarot reader and witch and lived with her for a year. She taught me many things, but most importantly how to exist with magic in an ordinary way. I studied magic for a year, taught myself different forms of divination, started selling my readings after months of doing my own, and started seriously doing deity work. I didn’t work for the majority of 2020 and focused almost solely on magic and inner work. When I moved out, I continued to do the same, focusing more on the magical and emotional world then the physical. I embodied the Hermit, cut off unhealthy connections, delved selfishly into my personal world and hoarded my energy and time so I could fill it with more knowledge and more knowing. It was incredible and difficult. I tested the universe many times and was always provided for. 
You are correct, spiritual paths are very personal and subjective and mine is as individual as yours will be. My advice is this: figure out what draws you to spirituality and pursue it. It’s a serious practice, I am not one for spell jars or herbs or collecting hundreds of magical tools. You don’t need much to do magic, just time and patience. I also always say this in questions but do SHADOW WORK. It’s important to know thyself when you’re dealing with a practice that is heavily influenced by your own energy and self assurance. I would start out small, I got into tarot first, then other forms of divination, then manifestation work. I also would suggest learning how to ground, protect, how to draw/close a circle, meditation, and how to communicate with your understanding of the universe (signs and symbols, angel numbers, etc.) I know that’s pretty vague but my experience in craft was just....following my impulses until it got somewhere. There really isn’t a perfect, set way to get into this practice outside of self trust and understanding. You already know what you want to do, what draws you to it, what makes you curious about magic. Follow that. I wish you the best of luck.
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tinyyoungblood · 3 years
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hi!! adore your work love. could you maybe do smth where stark!reader has to get her wisdom teeth out but HATES the dentist so she brings her boyf peter and her dad w her?? and then when they get home the avengers are all waiting with like comical amounts of flowers and stuffed animals and then reader says some funny shiii and thor thinks she’s like dying lol. idk if that made sense but i’m getting my wisdom teeth out soon and i’m scared😭 thank u so so much love u babe
pairing: peter parker x stark!reader
a/n: tysm lovely :,) i rushed through this like my life depended on it, but i hope i’m not too late. either way, i hope you’re okay! it’s frightening but those bad boys gotta go because we don’t need that kind of energy in our lives. enjoy x
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wisdom teeth? more like wisdoom
y/n has to get her wisdom teeth removed and it’s the singular most dreadful thing she’s ever had to do, which says a lot because her dad is tony richling stark
doing dreadful things she doesn’t want to do but still somehow end up doing just because she can is a personality trait at this point
no one really makes a big deal out of it since ~death~ is part of their job description, but y/n is terrified
and when a stark is terrified the only thing that will keep them one step from insanity is researching the hell out of it
that information will be info dumped into every conversation for the next few weeks leading up to the appointment
“y/n you need anything from the store?” "no thanks, did you know the side effects of getting your wisdom teeth out include ✨sudden death or blood clots✨ tho” “……..i have a coupon?”
the day of the appointment, peter comes along and literally doesn’t let go of y/n’s hand. he keeps touching her to let her know that he’s there and it’s so. adorable
he would rest his hand on her knee, gently stroke her back while holding her, or just play with her hair
happy drops them off and he’s too Cool™ for emotions but he knows y/n’s a wreck, so he just fist bumps her with a single nod and she almost breaks down bc it’s really affectionate
y/n is sitting in the dentist chair and genuinely nothing is happening yet, but she’s squeezing peter’s hand like it’s a sponge
peter might have a high pain tolerance but he’s in pain pain and he prays that his hand won’t just explode on him
the dentist notices how peter tries to keep it together and chuckles
“you okay there, son?” “yea it’s fine, had a better time when a building fell on me tho haha” “pardon?” “oh i mean i didn’t have a good time, i just had a better time”
because y/n is running Anxious Town™, the dentist gives her a sedative to help her relax 
plus, an injection of local anaesthetic to numb the tooth and surrounding area
she doesn’t feel anything and it’s GREAT
the procedure is quicker than expected and now the real fun begins
she tries to walk but she falls down so peter scoops her up bridal style and happy stays glued at her side
y/n doesn’t mind although she literally doesn’t recognise them and they’re practically strangers to her
but girly sees an opportunity and tries to flirt with peter bc why wouldn’t she
“you’re pretty” *blushes* “why thanks” “you should let your girlfriend know” “i should let her know i’m pretty?” “so you do have a gf? :(” “yea it’s you” “:)”
they stop for gas and peter goes in to get some water for y/n, and in her infinite wisdom, she decides it’s burger time
her mouth is completely numb and she’s practically leaving a trail of drool behind her, but she’d kill for a burger right now
so she wobbles around aimlessly for an hour on some random parking lot as if the ground might just magically open up like a rabbit hole and lead her to five guys
she’s going places. not back to the car. definitely not five guys. they’re closed. but places
peter finally finds her and he’s drenched from head to toe in sweat. he doEsn’T wAnt tO tALk abOut iT tho so she lets him take her to subway instead
normally, she would know that peter’s usual subway order is bread-lettuce-jalapeño
but in her drugged-up state, it had simply slipped her mind so now she’s staring at him like he’d just murdered someone right in front of her
“that- that’s your order?? no meat or anything just bread, lettuce, and a little spice?”
meanwhile at the compound, sam and steve are ordering everyone around bc they want to decorate this place before y/n gets home to surprise her
they take it very seriously too. they’ve watched like one HGTV show and said it’s our time
they finally get home and tony gives y/n a big hug, asking her what took so long
happy tells him that she was keen on getting burgers bc apparently someone has taught her that stressful times call for ~cheeseburgers~
he proceeds to look at tony with a pointed look
tony just shrugs and goes “she was a problem child. we don’t mention her dark past”
she’s swaying on the spot and keeps grinning like a fool and thor just stares at her weirdly before elbowing bruce and whispering loudly,
“what’s wrong with her? is she dying? should i start collecting leaves, i know this remedy—"
no one can tell if y/n is just happy to see the newly decorated home or if she’s just delighted to see everyone but then she goes around hugging the entire team
she doesn’t even acknowledge the sky-high pile of teddy bears and flowers everywhere bc she’s just squeezing everybody
y/n is so high, she just starts to spill all of her feelings about everyone and they’re already so overwhelmed by the hug chain they can’t take this too
“wanda i just want you to know that you’re like my big sister and you’re always taking care of me and i know you and vision are just going to make such good parents one day”
“bucky you absolute PRICK, you FIEND, you’re the best chess player ever and that’ll never change and i wouldn’t be good without you, i hate to say it but you deserve happiness even after you made me lose five times in a row yesterday”
“dad, you’re so strong and smart, even though we’re like never on the same page, you’re always along for the ride, i want to be like you when i grow up, i swear i’m gonna try to be as good to the avengers as you were to us” “aww- wait makes you think i'll be the first to die“
“nat you’re such a bitch about your protein shakes but you’re my best friend and i wouldn’t have it any other way, you can try out as many make up looks on me as you want”
“bruce, brucey, i would live with you in your lab for the rest of my days if i had to, whenever you ask me to hand you stuff i feel useful and important”
“laura’s way out of your league clint i have no idea how the fuck you got her but don’t lose her and i want to be your next child’s godmother”
“steve…we’re your family now. we’re always gonna be your family now. okay?”
“loki you’re not fooling anyone with your attitude, we all know you’re part of the family, you were just misunderstood and messed up bc of your dad–FUCK him by the way–but i realised everyone deserves as many chances as they need because of you”
“sam i would genuinely kill anyone who wronged you, even if they cut you in line at the grocery store, i would knife them no hesitation”
“thor, you poor golden retriever have been through so much, on my way here i made a wish on an eyelash for you bc you deserve better, your postcards always make my day, love you”
she mumbles something to peter that no one else can hear but he blushes and chokes back a sob
y/n orders hot soup and bucky brings it to her but before he even has time to react peter drops everything and ZOOMS across the room in .3 seconds
he barrels into bucky so hard they both go flying, but peter just smoothly rolls out of it and onto his feet like some kind of super ninja
“DUDE WHAT THE HELL” “😠 y/n is not supposed to drink hot liquids 😠”
all of this happens in mere seconds but sam has filmed it all and now slow mo clips go viral online of some mysterious kid knocking over the winter soldier
y/n’s a little in and out after that, but when she fully regains consciousness, she’s on a pile of blankets, surrounded by the team on the floor <3
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let me know if this is actually comforting lmao stay hydrated pals
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raw-lesbian-energy · 3 years
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Too Much Energy
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[Image description: Anonymous said
could u maybe do a fic with lee marcy and ler anne and ler sasha? maybe marcy is too energetic and they try to get rid of some of her energy? marclee haha]
MARCLEE IS BEST LEE I LOVE HER SM,, Anon I had a lot of fun with this request and it was definitely a good break from the plot-heavy story! Hope you enjoy!
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Summary: Marcy Wu has way too much energy for Anne and Sasha to handle, so the two friends work together to help tire out the wound-up teen.
Fandom: Amphibia
Pairing: None
Features: None
Word Count: 1,034
Warnings: This is a tickle fic! If that’s not your thing, just keep scrolling.
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“Ooh, you guys have to hear about this!”
Marcy was practically bouncing on the spot, reading yet another paragraph from her extensive notebook of Amphibia. Anne and Sasha were leaning tiredly against the couch, neither of them sure how their friend still had so much energy.
Normally, they were fine with hearing their friend ramble, but today had been a bit more taxing after having to deal with some unwelcome giant bugs that were threatening Wartwood. Marcy had been a big help with her notes on them, however the one info dump led to another, and soon the girl was reading her entire notebook to her two friends.
“Mar-Mar, you need to take a break.” Anne told her, fatigue clear in her voice. “You’ve been talking nonstop for like, three hours now.” Marcy fell silent at the statement, blinking in surprise as a small blush of embarrassment crept onto her face.
“Oh, my bad.” She said sheepishly. “I guess I got carried away, but Amphibia is just chock full of interesting things! Like, did you know that-” without even realizing, Marcy started into another ramble, making Sasha sigh and rub the bridge of her nose in frustration.
“Psst-” Sasha heard a whisper next to her, looking over and seeing Anne with a small yet mischievous smile on her face. She silently pointed a thumb to Marcy, wiggling her fingers after to mime out her plan. Sasha was quick to catch on, gaining a smirk as both of them looked back up at Marcy. The raven-haired girl hadn’t even noticed her friends yet, still rambling about some kind of carnivorous plant.
“-it’s a lot like a venus fly trap, actually.” She explained. “The difference is they also have a paralyzing venom that can- eep!” Marcy cut off mid-sentence as she felt hands grasp her sides, hauling her off the ground and carrying her back to the couch.
“Sasha, put me dohown!” She squeaked, the hands on her sides causing a small bout of giggles to escape her lips. Much to her surprise, Sasha did put her down…by unceremoniously tossing her on the couch. A small ‘oof!’ came from Marcy as she tried to upright herself, only for her two friends to suddenly be sitting on either side of her.
“Sorry Marbles,” Anne said, leaning against her, “but you’ve got too much energy, and we need to do something about it.” Marcy wasn’t sure what she meant until she felt hands on her sides, earning a high-pitched squeak followed by bright, bubbly giggles.
“Hehehey, wait!” She managed, the giggles soon overwhelming her words. Anne grinned at the sound, skittering her fingers over her friend’s exposed sides to test her reactions.
“Still ticklish as ever, I see.” Sasha mused, feeling Marcy starting to lean against her in an attempt to scoot away from Anne’s tickling. Of course, this didn’t work as Sasha held steady, leaving the raven-haired girl stuck between her two friends. Her cheeks turned pink as a goofy smile spread across her face, which Anne couldn’t help but coo at.
“Aww, you’re so cute, Mar-Mar!” She said sweetly. Marcy’s whole face turned red at Anne’s words, starting to thrash more as she felt the tickling creep up to her rib cage. All three had ditched their armour earlier, as it was a warmer day, leaving all of Marcy’s worst spots exposed.
“Ihihihi’m nohohot!” She squealed, tossing her head back and almost hitting Sasha by accident. The blonde had been able to dodge it at the last second, but the action flipped a switch in her mind and she rounded on Marcy in an instant.
“Alright, you asked for it!” She cried, wrapping her arms around Marcy’s chest and pulling her in, effectively trapping her in an iron hold. Fingers dug into the hollows of her underarms, earning a high-pitched shriek that was immediately followed by frantic laughter. Her legs kicked uselessly as she tried to pull herself free, only for Anne to sit herself on Marcy’s thighs to hold her down further. Four hands tickled at her sides and underarms, kneading and spidering and squeezing away at any spot they could reach.
“GuhuhUYS-!” The cry was hardly noticeable through all the laughter, and Marcy quickly realized there was nothing she could do but submit to her ticklish fate. Her ears had turned red at that point, eyes screwed shut and tears pricking in the corners of them. Despite how hard she was laughing, though, she still seemed to have plenty of energy.
“Man, I’m surprised she’s holding out this long.” Sasha commented to Anne, having to raise her voice somewhat to be heard. Anne nodded in agreement, and deciding to test Marcy further, moved her hands down and drummed her fingers against her hips. This earned a squeal that was so high in pitch that it actually left Anne’s ears ringing, causing her to pull away.
“Whoa, you good, Mar-Mar?” She asked. Sasha had even stopped, loosening her grip and allowing Marcy to catch her breath. The girl was a blushing mess, her hair frizzy from her struggling and a goofy smile still plastered on her face.
“Yeheheah…” She panted, brushing her hair back with her fingers, “just…g-gimme a sec.” Anne and Sasha exchanged a glance, both of them smiling softly as Marcy worked to compose herself.
“What do you think, Sash?” Anne asked, turning her gaze back to Marcy. “Has she had enough?”
“Don’t know.” Sasha replied, sitting back against the arm of the couch. “Girl’s got enough energy to power a city.” Anne chuckled at the comment, however Marcy seemed to perk up.
“Actually, Newtopia has been working on a renewable energYYY-!” A squeal left her throat as Sasha immediately started tickling her again, spidering her fingers over the teen’s ribs.
“If you’ve got energy to ramble, you’ve got energy to be tickled.” Sasha told her, though all that Marcy replied with was high-pitched giggles. Anne chuckled and ended up joining in again, doubling the electric sensations that were spreading through Marcy’s torso.
Anne and Sasha were right; she did have lots of energy. But having it be spent through her two best friends tickling her silly was more than fine by her.
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vocableyong · 3 years
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Author Info (+ a short rules feat. )
Hi everyone! 
It’s so weird actually typing this and intending to post it haha..
but
My name (or author alter ego name bc I’m cool like that 😌✨💋) is Anasa. It’s pronounced like ah-nah-sah incase anyone was wondering lol and everyone can just address me as that on here! :)
I;m 19 y/o and currently a college studenttt, (prayers for strength & peace of mind are appreciated 😭) 
now ->> our little rules feature!
 please be nice & respect others (this is a safe space yea? <3), 
critique and suggestions are accepted/appreciated when put kindly!, 
ask before reposting the blog anywhere outside of the tiny reblog button & please please do not steal any ideas!! (All Rights Are @ Reserved loll),,
I work hard and have so much fun creating my stories (even if it’s a short drabble) so I am just asking you respect that and pls also if you see my work anywhere else without my name/credits attached pls let me know!
Also i don’t rlly like cursing, *cue song* <whoop! there it is skjdal>,,
Fr tho, I’ll be using replacements and things like that a lot! The abbreviations can be whatever u like but for me (eg. lmao= laugh my apple off or smth (lolkjfgal pls it sounds so hilarious reading this back))
But yea! I would rlly appreciate if you guys don’t make fun of it pls <3, it’s just who I am shsks,, but i also 100% respect everyone’s personal preferences!, feel free to do you either way (as long as it is kind!) ,, 
Also I will not be posting smuts or things related to that. I would like it if we could refrain from relating my stories to those topics on this page just bc it makes me a little uncomfortable.,, (there may be a suggestive joke here and there, but nothing rlly 18+ ya feellll’a;e). 
^ w/ that, ig I will rate this blog 14+ ! and I will also add warning and disclaimers to my stories when needed just so that everyone feels safe while reading & if anyone finds one of my writes insensitive or have questions pls feel free to nicely reach out!
now that all of that is out of the wayyyyyy ))>
a bit more abt mwah😘 (i’m such a joke just ignore me skaj):: 
I am also rlly into music! I’m planning to be a music teacher at some point after college too,,
I’ve been a fangirl for probably like 90t03f years. Literally since I was like 7 lmaoo. I started as a Justin Bieber fan 🤪 -- And even now I actually do still have a lot of favorite artists and things of all genres.,, I got into kpop around 2017 and then ofc you know, it spiraled out of control from there as we all probably remember the endless videos after swearing we would never listen to kpOp MuSic🤢..
lol., i also like a lot of groups (probably too many to list but i can always update this if anyone’s actually interested)), 
for now tho// my ults (& a “few” other groups i strongly like) are bts, nct (incl. wayv), txt, blackpink, twice, itzy & then>> shinee, got7, atrso, stray kids, ateez, the boyz, girls’ generation, iz*one, and everglow//
ik its alot just for ults and strong likes! but the music rlly do be hitting the spot so....👀👄👀
anywayss i hope that you guys enjoy this little blog. I started it just to have a place to dump my creativity in the form of images and writing so yeaa. I genuinely apologize for the awkwardness and second hand embarrassment you might have felt through the screen, but I promise my stories are/will be better than this!
 lol., goodbye for now, and have a great day/night! also thank you for reading to the end!! <3
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