#losing my gd mind rn
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Baby for scale. Free them.
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hey do you know what would be a sad as fuck fic concept
yknow that trope of aizawa adopting various students. and when it’s todoroki there’s always that extra little bit of conflict because of endeavor, the number one hero, we can’t prosecute him, yada yada yada.
but it always works out, because fanfiction!
but consider. a version where it doesn’t work out. where todoroki—or really it could be anyone, i suppose, but todoroki is who i’m thinking of—doesn’t get adopted. and has to go home. where he finally managed to speak up, to ask for help, and it didn’t work. maybe, maybe he gets pulled from UA entirely. and aizawa just tries and fails and despairs for two entire years, because all the willpower in the world won’t actually change the law.
then, in the middle of a january night, as aizawa is preparing for his very last term with the class todoroki used to belong to, there’s a knock at the door.
and todoroki shouto asks if there’s still a spare room for him.
#bird noises#bnha#todoroki shouto#aizawa shouta#i’m so! thinkin about this now#theres not a lot of point to it. and ofc it could continue past that#but i’m so SAD about it you guys#everyone trying so hard and just. no. no! go back to your dad#and then how do you even….what is todoroki and aizawa’s relationship after that#like its been TWO YEARS#and he has every right to be like#mad about it#aizawa is DEFINITELY mad at himself#and theres the issue of shouto’s birthday falling where it does and his last term of high school#he walks back into 3-A like hi everyone#and they collectively lose their gd minds#idk i have Thoughts and Feelings clearly#if anyone wants to they can steal this from me god knows i cant write it rn#but you legally have to show me bc i DO want it in my life ty
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10 fucking days until tsats is out…
how just how
#losing my mind rn#tsats has always been a concept for the distant future for me that i’d say “don’t kys so u can consume this bit of media”#and it’s gonna be out in 10 gd days#in only 10 days i’ll actually be able to read it#but also 10 days is basically 10 years so hurry tf up#the sun and the star#tsats#nico di angelo#will solace#solangelo
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game is finally letting me take pictures with gaius. I guess you could say i'm handling it well.
#love when npcs Just Stand There because it lets me do silly shit like this#guess I should've switched her to her canon outfit for this huh lmao#I know i'll get more opportunities later on too so i'm excited. better setting so its not gloomy and dark#guys you have no idea how annoying I am rn. how over the moon my normal ass has been behaving#I love him so much. been smiling like a gd idiot for like. a while.#every time he shows up i've been losing my fucking mind#and now he's like. actually staying.#happy to finally start werlyt so I can SEE MY KIDS!!!!!! but also maybe i'll make it drag on so I can have more time with him#gaius sweetie they're doing some evangelion shit to your kids#sorry#our kids#i'm done now I think#wait hold on one last rot thought#their height difference.... cute....
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growing up and leaving the methodist church and watching their messy divorce from the outside is a wild experience. almost makes me want to go on sunday to listen in on the drama. not going to, obviously, but oh to be a fly on the wall
#I just KNOW my old church is losing their gd minds#I know their definitely staying w the umc and not switching over but still#those little old ladies are throwing up rn#me talking
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Tuvok:
Ok, first off: real world standards, he's not normal passing. Apart from the ears, he's just too autistic (sorry, "Vulcan" 🙄) to be considered "normal looking". He went to 1990s earth once and Did Not Pass as normal. But in universe, he would on the surface seem like a model Vulcan. And he is, kinda. But he's also so gd weird. (/aff)
Not even gonna get into how badly he wants to be Will Graham because obviously that's there too but we don't have all day. Anyway.
Obvs the emotions struggle is real as it is for any Vulcan worth paying attention to, if only because they were all only ever written by humans.
But also, tangential to him being Will Graham coded (but still separate enough) he is a total mind slut. You know how some characters will go "when I have a problem, I set it on fire" or shit like that? When Tuvok has a problem, he mind melds with it. Homoerotically if it's an option. Dude even got a mind std one time, despite the fact that's not even a thing.
And then whatever the fuck kinda thing he has going on with Janeway. Not even necessarily in a shippy way ("not romantic, not platonic, so devoted the lines blur") but like... not only is he unreasonably loyal to her but he does shit like not only letting her touch him whenever she wants but *deliberately offering her HIS HAND to hold* to comfort her when she needs it (reminder that hand touching is very intimate to Vulcans and can be likened to human kissing) and again, they're never even stated as romantic or anything, they're just friends and yet he is more loyal to her than he is to his own code of ethics.
Obviously part of all of it could be because Janeway (or possibly Kate Mulgrew) is simply Like That, she does do shit like tell her platonic subordinate "then be a good rat and find us the cheese" in a tone that makes me lose it, but it's not all her, Tuvok is also extremely not normal about it. I should submit Janeway too actually, I'll do her next.
Also, afaik Tuvok is the only crew member of Voyager (who makes it back) who had a romantic partner before the ship got lost in the Delta quadrant and remained loyal the entire seven years they were lost. I *think* Samantha Wildman also did but she's a minor character (so she could've been getting it off screen) and she started out pregnant so once born Naomi both kept her busy and was a living reminder of her husband's love. So in that regard, Tuvok is very much not normal but like in the most positive way. He literally didn't cheat on his wife even when his life was in danger (they *were* out there for seven years so of course he hit pon farr eventually) and I think that's really cool of him. But also very not normal.
I'm very tired rn but once the polls come out, simply check out the blog of Bea @bumblingbabooshka (wanna clarify, I'm not him but he is THE Tuvok blogger in my opinion) who has written much on this already.
There's also the whole stuff that happened around his monestary era but I'm not even at that part yet but it must've been wild.
Anyway. Vote Tuvok
Janeway:
- will literally martyr herself at the drop of a hat
- will kill you if she thinks it's what she needs to do for her crew
- will not kill you if she thinks you've got residue humanity after decades as a borg drone even though realistically she really should've (tho ofc we're all glad she didn't)
- will violate your personal rights if she thinks you're not "human" enough and also compare you to a replicator (yes I'm still salty about that. wait what was the question? right, i'll get back on track)
- will say absolutely deranged shit like "then be a good rat and find us the cheese" in the a tone that makes me lose my mind and basically give everyone a crush on her (and also mommy issues) if they spend too long in her vicinity, leading to a very loyal crew
- her solution to having a crush on a fictional character was to delete his wife (very relatable but also very not normal)
- she wanted to watch hot Q on Q sex (possibly for scientific reasons) and looked very disappointed when it was severely underwhelming
- WHO brings a bathtub on a spaceship???
- there's more but y'know
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Merrin is giving me anxiety with her whole ‘Things are not so simple now’ comment. I know she said they’d figure it out, but I swear.. if anything happens to those two in the next game I’m going to mcfreaking lose it
I mean I cannot lie to you anon, it gives me anxiety too. And it sucks to feel that way because I am sure all of us just want to imagine these two boning it out, getting some therapy, a nap, and a nice home cooked meal (in no particular order). And knowing how ALL Star Wars pairings have turned out, I feel like these anxieties are completely founded and valid. I really, truly hope Respawn rises above the rest and realizes that some people after everything all of these traumatized bbies have been through are allowed to be happy. In my mind, it's like--I feel that Cal and Merrin have been through enough, and if for some reason they are not ultimately end game, yeah I am going to Respawn and setting the building on fire.
BUT--to at least say on a positive note--Cal and Merrin, they are like the healthiest set of losers I have ever seen. They have just--the most outstanding communication skills between one another. They bring out the best in each other and always have. That cave scene meant sm to me because it only proved how I already felt about them: they are able to be open and honest with one another and they are also able to see things from the other's perspective, which is so important in a partnership.
To put it plainly anon, at least they are addressing it. At least they are saying it and acknowledging it out loud instead of ignoring it or just moving on. Because if they didn't, it would only fester and grow and who knows cause resentment to settle between them or whatever else aspect that can destroy two partners in such a way. It may seem tense rn, but it did just happen. It's not like all of that could go down and they be like lol so ANYWAY--
Because Merrin is right, things are not so simple now, and wow Cal pointing out if they ever have been kind of solidifies that they are both in this for the long haul. And so is them both recognizing that they don't want to go back to how they were before, being alone (though I do think them being a part was very important for them to find not only themselves and becoming their own person and then to find their way back to one another) and namely not being with one another. AND heh no longer being just "friends." At the end of the day, they are each other's rock, and they know this with a 100% confidence interval. I mean these two really met and said
between one another.
From this point on, I would like to hope they give one another the space to heal for themselves and together...that they give themselves the space to actually process everything that's happened, and they can only continue to build on their already solid foundation. That they don't put everything on themselves to fix everything, and allow others to come in and help take on this verbose responsibility they have ahead of them on Tanalorr.
But hey gd maybe that's just my therapist brain talking...how do the rest of you feel about this? It's a very delicate issue that I do believe Respawn can handle...they've proven that thus far, so let's all hope and pray and manifest that they don't biff the ending here besties.
#i feel like merrical just so fucking healthy#it makes my dysfunctional ass so happy#how merrin said she would help cal if he lost his way and she DID#like gd#cal kestis out here really proving jedi can have attachments and i love that for him#love that for US#anyway#merrical 4 lyfe#merrical#ask
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screaming, crying, throwing up, what the hell is happening??? keke palmer retweeted a byler tweet?? the high school musical parallel is all of a sudden a big idea in the more mainstream part of the fandom??? hell, with 57k followers byler is very nearly the mainstream idea rn?? every day i wake up thinking today is the day we won't get something to lose our mind over and every day i'm wrong?!?!! not that i'm complaining but like, like what?? people are going crazy thinking about the hsm parallel, what when they see the slideshow, the gd eyewitness parallel, what then??? oh my i am panicking, to think just one month ago there were like 17k of us barely convincing each other that we shouldn't lose all hope, and now everyone is talking about it
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the "oliver 'misha collins' stark and aisha feeding us and all the bts/stills/promos and the EDDIE IS GOING UP THE LADDER of it all" 6b reaction dump:
i am not ready in the slightest for tonight
like not even a smidge
i thought i was
but then the chris photos dropped and like
I might need a round on an aed device because gd the way it's got my mind S P I R A L I N G
intubated? with his SON beside him? after his literal husband sprinted up a LADDER after him?
i cant wait to see the acting tonight yall
between the coma of it and the buckleys back in town and maddie and chim and the new house and the undercover May!!!
Theres so much potential this half of the season and I'm so fucking hypeeeeed
Also I'm like, 99% certain the lightning thing happens towards the end based of KR's comments, so I wouldn't be surprised at all if we leave off with a shot of the ambulance doors closing
which
v v dramatic
but kinda worth it tbh
Buck being gentle with them 🥺
I keep forgetting how gross this show is why do I keep trying to eat during it
Wait Albert and their dad is this episode too?! YESSSSS
I'm in love with that kitchen 😍
the look on Buck's face at the 'Evan', not once but TWICE
BABY JEE OMGGGGGGG 😭
Man I'm so hoping for a family drama night where Madney goes to bat for each other pls pls pls
Ohhhhhh thats what the baseball and glove emoji was for - his bio dad has been playing ball with him huh
Talia Hale out here murdering people hmmm
Bobby you'll figure it out - I believe in you babes
Seeking his dad's approval over the chili🥲
LEARNING THE SECRET INGREDIENT
Ooooh look at that detective work with May I see you
No no Chim is right it is unnatural - something is hella sus with the Buckley parents
that crash was hella dramatic
There's so much going on rn holy shit theres a missing baby and a crushed dude and gasoline and screaming like wtf is going
Wait, twice with Buck and kids????? This means something...
Was the emoji graph of it going up up meant to be the ejection?!!!!
Listen Bobby begging the baby to breathe with Buck in the shot is just foreshadowing for me to absolutely lose it okay
Buck why would you bring that up now lmao
Oh this is going to end so fucking poorly with his parents
theres going to be a conversation
wait
WHAT?!
THIS HAS TO BE A COMA DREAM THEYRE TOO NICE
And Phillip is going to bat for Chimney ?!
COMA. DREAM.
Denny come clean bud, this is not good
"If Daniel lived?"
COMA DREAM I SWEAR TO YOU like it FITS
It's too perfectly coincidental for foreshadowing
like Phillip and Margaret don't just do a complete 180 like it was nothing
and maddie saying how weird it was and chim saying how weird it was - that's buck's subconscious trying to clue him in
AND! If not - its a great alternate 6B opener.... that I will never write to completion, but just know it lives in my head and my heart
Guys its almost time!!!!!!
oh fuck Chim's going to be so guilty about this isn't he
HE'S GOING UP THE LADDER OH MY GOD
EDDIE SCREAMING FOR HIM AND TRYING TO PULL HIM UP
"COME HERE KID"
SOBBING
NO PULSE?!
I KNEW BUT I DIDN'T KNOW
EDDIE HAS TO DRIVE HIM OHMIGOD
BUCKS HELMET GOT LEFT BEHIND WHAT DOES IT MEAN
NEXT WEEK IS GOING TO RUIN ME MORE?!!!!
#911 spoilers#911 fox#this is going to be so incoherent i can feel it#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#that is all
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i’m losing my gd mind why cant i get rid of the “NEW!!!!” notification for the stupid fkn tumblr shop icon i’m gonna SCREEAM
no matter how much I scroll the shop or click it over and over trying to make the notif disappear, it is still screaming NEW at me and I just can’t even look at tumblr on desktop rn, i’m too neurodivergent for a bright ass notif that I can’t make go away
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i am losing my fucking gd mind rn
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Heartstopper got me fucked up. I need someone to kiss me RN before I lose my gd mind
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about the character opinion bingo... :)
midoriya izuku?
Absolute fuckin madlad you did it
BJvhg as you can see I have a lot of thoughts about Izuku midoriya :)
3 bingos! I’ll make 3 drawings as a reward!!!
He is my FAVORITE blorbo across every single one of my shows, don’t tell chara.
I’ll start out with I have so many headcanons about him I honestly don’t remember which ones are canon or not: I’ve been in this fandom for like 3-4 years now, but I’ll name my fav!!
DadforOne: this is the main thing I search for in fics!!! I love the dynamic between them regardless of where Izuku stands regarding the law, it’s angsty most of the time but can work WONDERFULLY in lighthearted fics as well and can even be pushed into the background to give deku a special quirk!!! It’s one of those all-rounder tags that I adore.
His notebooks:
Dude if I found out one of my classmates had a detailed analysis on me I’d be OVERJOYED idk why 1-A is always so terrified about it when they find out in fics!!! I remember someone did a vibes analysis about me and made guesses about who I was and what I enjoyed and for the most part they where RIGHT!!!! They even guessed that I lived in a snowy place (I live northern US) and that’s soooooooooo cute of him tbh, however because I love to bully all of my favorites he gets the brunt of my angst ideas :) therefor he didn’t get bullied enough, I have a deep-seated need to make him suffer.
Character design!!!!!!!!
BIG RED SHOES!!!! I ALSO OWN BIG RED SHOES :DDDD
Canon-wise dad-for-one is my favorite theory, I don’t remember who made the evidence post, but I’ll edit this and link it once I found it!
He can be put into any situation and he won’t lose his ambitions, he’s a very determined boy and very stubborn, he’s a very sweet character but doesn’t cross the line into kinda-overly-innocent that some parts of fanon tend to characterise him as (I cannot judge them, I was just like them when I first got into undertale when I was like 10 or something) but he’s not overly creepy/villainous, I tend to avoid fics where he’s just cartoonishly evil from the start and loses his ambition, villain deku is a very hard sell to me, but when done right it’s done RIGHT.
(If you enjoy dad-for-one and villain deku PLEASE check out gentrychilds ANYONE fic it’s SOOOO good)
I could write so much more but I cannot think about anything other then undertale rn (got dragged by my feet kicking and screaming, except it’s really my own fault because I bought and played undertale for the first time and I’m losing my gd mind about it) BUT I may add onto this specific post once I get dragged back into the BNHA fandom the same way :))
(Ps. This post is a little all over the place because I am currently fighting the horrors!!!! Thank u anon you blessed soul!!)
#i love him#soo much#hhhhh……..#i want to wrap him up in a blanket and feed him soup#he’s a very nice boy#but he could break your hand#but he won’t unless given a reason :)#blorbo#blorbo from my shows
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All the Little Things
Pran imagines the future with Pat. (WC: ~450)
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Pat’s fingers ruffle his hair, his hot breath skitters across his lips. Pran refuses to open his eyes, lingering in the desperate cradle of Pat’s arms. He’s just lived his most forbidden fantasy, his heart so full he feels he can achieve anything. Nothing can stand against this—not their friends, not their parents, not anything even when they leave this roof to conquer the world hand-in-hand, smiling wide to their open future and endless possibilities.
He sighs and his lips brush against Pat’s lips, so soft and wonderful. He dreams of fixing their parents’ ridiculous rift, so Pat can join his family at dinner, charming his mother with that adorable smile of his, so he can join Pat and his father playing in their backyard.
Pat’s thumb brushes his cheek—so, so gentle, a kiss of its own. He opens his eyes, just a sliver, to Pat’s warm smile filled with promise. Looks up to Pat’s eyes, warm and endlessly fond, feels the promise Pat presses into his skin that everything’s going to be alright, that even with their worlds tipping, they’re finally, finally on the same axis and they’ll figure everything out together.
And why shouldn’t they? They’re destined to race through life side-by-side, whether it’s for competition or for fun, fates forever tied together in red. No matter whether he’s being his father’s son, his mother’s pride, his friends’ idol—he’s always, always being Pat’s, and Pat will always, always be his in turn. They’ve bleed, they’ve sweat, they’ve cried, and their future is theirs to mold.
Pat laughs, a small, giddy little thing as he holds Pran close and stares at him as though he’s the only person in the world.
And it breaks Pran’s heart because he isn’t.
That future isn’t for them. Their parents’ rivalry won’t just disappear because they want it to, their friends won’t just stop fighting because they ask, the future won’t be good just because of the past’s toil. They’d have to fight everything every step of the way, until they’re finally so bitter and broken they’ve lost everything.
Isn’t it better to just hold this moment in his heart? Hold it close and build a bunker in his heart, keep it cradled within where it’s safe and whole?
His eyes are thick with tears but still able to see Pat’s beautiful, incredible smile perfectly, his breath hitches as Pat delicately brushes away his hot tears. But he’ll never get to keep this. He never has.
So Pran lingers in this dream for just a moment longer, brands it’s golden halo into the depths of his shattered heart, then ducks his head and walks away, never once looking back.
#bad buddy#bad buddy ep5#patpran#pat x pran#what is this?? excellent question!!! idk either!!!!!!#I’ve watched this episode a ridiculous number of times already and the kiss even more#am I any closer to processing my feelings on this?? NOPE#NOT EVEN A LITTLE#so here’s this mess instead#I haven’t been able to write anything in over 6months bc carpal tunnels been too bad and yet these two. shattering everything#pain is worth it patpran is the only thing on my mind rn#just. *clenches fist*#the way pat looks at pran like he’s the world and pran looks out and sees the world#and all it’s terrible obstacles standing in their way#pran is right when he says it’s the insecurity#the hesitation because it can either be the best thing or the worst thing#how they yearn to make that leap but the risk of losing everything#the risk of the best thing becoming the worst thing#HHHHHHHHH#I’m shattered. I’m broken. I wasn’t ready for this show it’s so gd good
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