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Gurl. IDC if he's only ever around for 0.2 seconds. I can't. I CANNOT.
#metallic rouge#anime#i need answers#Dr. Bashal#plz give whoever designed this emo bitch a raise#also y is no one covering this show tho?#like it actually goes hard tho??
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Nothing makes me want to pull my hair and scream more than the idea of Teenage!Satoru who’s used to being worshipped pinning so hard for a girl who absolutely friend-zones him.
#like he just can’t understand that#his brain goes haywire?? hello??! do you not know who he is? why are you not worshipping him#but then he is too cocky to actually ask you out so he decides to suffer#watch you get on dates with other men as your ‘friend’ and secretly cry to suguru about it#he has dropped hints : ex : giving you that personalised limited edition bag u liked?? but then — money has always been his language#its so hard for him#he just wants you to himself and doesn’t want you to see him as a friend#one of these days hes going to snap and kiss u tho#he just knows it#hes been dreaming about kissing you almost everyday#gojo satoru#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fluff#gojo fluff#gojo x reader#jjk x reader
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ima be real, if this is trolling, getting us all worked up and depressed ... the absolute funniest thing wwdits can do then is have Nandor and Guillermo fuck nasty in the season 6 premiere
#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#nandermo#that's his boss#i can actually see it tho#Nandor and Guillermo act thru the episode like normal and nothings changed - the s1/2 dynamics#and like 5 minutes before the episode ends#they come arcross each other in the hallway or something - perfectly natural like#theres absolutely no signs - no preamble - there's absolutely no evidence anything is going to happen#but suddenly the whole energy changes and they stare at each other for a beat#and then they're at each other like wild animals#furniture goes flying#a wall breaks at some point#and they haven't even got their clothes off yet#while they struggle to get undressed they notice the crew and Nandor growls#shoves them away so hard the camera breaks and the screen goes black#the next scene Nandor and Guillermo are sitting on the couch doing a face to face with the camera#and they are both absolutely wrecked with the most shell shocked faces#like a devastating storm hit them and they both don't know how to react#the moment seeps with awkwardness and silence#something falls of the damaged wall in the background#cut to credits#and that's episode 1 of season 6#you're welcome paul simms you can have this for free
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sweeney todd was so good i got my period early
#like wtf😭😭#i’m actually laughing so hard#during the show like cmon.#Oh well there goes tonight’s plans ahaha. fuck#i thought the cramps were bc i was so excited#isn’t that so funny tho#sweeney todd#sweeney todd revival#broadway#musical theatre
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Experimentation (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Sans#Papyrus#Continuing the theme of memories and what Gaster ruined for them haha#He doesn't even have to be here and he's making their lives harder! Par for the course#Lots of things have the potential to trigger their memories - a familiar smell or a food they recognize#But there were so many things they never experienced and sifting between them is very difficult!#Especially considering most of what they ''remember'' is actually just their Reaction to Something - like the smoke smell making them tense#Sans here getting a Reaction for sure tho - being questioned and experimented on does Not feel good#It's Papyrus doing it so that's one thing but even still - not having fun with this#Papyrus is so curious! He wants to know! He always seems to be a bit left out on finding things out haha#Sans being the more science-minded of the two probably has an impact there - ask your brother he'll help figure it out#Unless he really doesn't want to because it feels weird please stop (lol)#Still tho being asked to eat things as an experiment? ''oh hey bro maybe going to grillby's will remind me of something'' ''SANS'' lol#Papyrus didn't mean anything by continuing to ask questions he's just curious!#Sans goes to write down the results and then feels Even Worse so scribbles them out#''don't tell me what to do!'' directed nowhere in particular#Tries really hard to put it out of him mind A Lot#This remembering business sure is uncomfortable!#Look what you did Gaster you took a perfectly fun data-gathering session and turned it into something they'll need therapy for!
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GUYS turns out i can actually do a fantastic tenth dr cosplay using just clothes i already have!!!!!!
brown pants blue button down shirt (even has brown pinstripes like the inverse of his coat) brown waistcoat, blue green brown plaid tie, and i have this really long brown corduroy coat i almost never wear but it fucks hard i swear, and a pair of sneakers like yeah!!!! i'm the doctor!!!!!!! david tennant gender!!!!!!!!!!!
#i would sent a picture but internet safety & anxiety#also my phones in the other room and i don't want anyone (my family) to see me in my brilliant dr who cosplay heheheeeeeeeeeeeEEEEE#wonder if i could borrow my dads old glasses lol he probably threw them out tho tragic#the coat goes so hard though it's the right length & actualy 60s vintage made in nz too#it doesn't have a long vent at the back or a breast pocket but other than that it's PERFECTTTTTT#dr who#david tennant#this fucks so hard omg#i kinda want to like. go into town wearing this or something but. what if i see people i know#too embarrasing#like half an hour ago i was crying over s3e8 but WE'RE SO BACKK#jk i'm still distraught over that episode like. i thought the Final Fifteen gomens was good acting#the emotional distress on his face actually undid me#aavvvajasjnakjns david tennanttttttttttt in yuor wallsssssssss
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team "poe and han are alike but not like that (fanon arrogant playboy stereotype)"
#sorry I read that han solo 2016 comic and god han has this little soliloquy about the stars and the freedom he finds in them and it's.#the same exact sentiment poe expresses in age of resistance.#It makes sense tho Poe was - snorts - conceptualized to be the st's han#they've been clear about that since tfa which I find mildly hysterical. besties you accidentally knocked Leia's archetype in there too#but still.#and free fall goes hard on the han/qira parallels#altho I maintain that zorii does more to prove poe is more leia than anything. oh ur ex is a smuggler who acts like she doesn't care but#actually does?? and isn't as selfish as she likes to claim?#yeah that's what I thought you'd say you adopted organa you (fond)#anyway.#nym speaks#unrebloggable bc I'd rather. [Remembers suicide jokes are bad for ur mental health] shower w a bear than this break containment
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it’s so fucking funny watching people get so bent out of shape by something so minuscule.
my grandma got so fucking mad because we’re singing hanukkah songs in choir, like okay? what do you want me to do about it? it’s a good thing we’re singing those songs and being inclusive. it’s a good thing to show that december isn’t just about christmas. like it’s just so stupid listening to not even just my grandparents, but just people in general being so upset about people saying “happy holidays” over merry christmas. like all you have to do is say thank you. literally just say thank you. if you don’t celebrate the holiday that someone’s wishing you well on? you don’t need to go full fledged karen and get your dick in a knot. it’s not hard to just say thank you and move on without making it such a big thing.
people are gonna celebrate other holidays, and that’s okay! that’s wonderful! people SHOULD be able to freely celebrate whatever they want without having to be shut down by assholes who think they can gatekeep december because of one day of the year (christmas). like come on.
my grandma didn’t even show up to last years winter choir concert because we sang a song for hanukkah. that made me so pissed. like the world doesn’t revolve around a certain group. the world is a melting pot of so many cultures and people and thats okay!
i just hate when people get so upset about something as harmless as someone wishing you a happy holiday, whether you celebrate or not. it’s the thought that counts.
#may be a hot take#i hope not tho#don’t be a racist piece of shit is what i’m saying#just because someone celebrates something you don’t and they wish you a happy holiday doesn’t mean they’re trying to force anything upon yo#they’re just trying to be nice#i get so heated over things like this#don’t be a piece of shit and literally just say thank you#this isn’t just for hanukkah/xmas#this goes for literally any celebration/holiday#it isn’t that hard to say thank you even if you don’t celebrate#literally the song i love most in choir is this one hanukkah song because it’s in hebrew and it’s so pretty like#if she doesn’t come again because of that i’m actually gonna give up
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me when im self indulgent once again
#tulip draws#starbard#nameless bard x oc#dont look too hard i felt too lazy to properly color it in#and too lazy to also shade it wkjfjs#anyway.#new yume huh#...yeah 🧎#giggling at starbard tho??#came up with it on the spot and ive been told it sounds like a biscuit brand#and then another one tells me it sounds like starburst the candy and now im extra giggly over it#so silly#i think bard would be a little shit and encourage you to get distracted or give in to temptations#thats essentially what this is about actually JSJXJ#something caught tala's eye and bard knowing her well enough immediately goes#“you know you want it~ buy yourself the thing you deserve it <3”#asshole i am trying to save my money!!!#(hes very convincing and persuasive but even if he wasn't she easily gives in anyway)#he just has that kind of chaotic vibes i think#everything i think and say about bard is based off of vibes atp#on my knees mhy throw me some crumbs to live off of for a while
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#it's my last shift in 2 days and then i'm leaving this job i'm actually so happy i no longer has to work there! 🎉#i need to find a new one asap of course but i never had energy to do so on my off days so i'll focus on that now#i've endured the hardest shifts with freezing -25-30 °C where the heater conditioner did absolutely nothing#shifts with the roof leaking trying to not let the orders of customers get wet constantly wiping shelves throughout 2 days on top#of everything i has to do#these past 2 days sewage system froze and i had no water to wash my hands or use the restroom properly..🤦♀️#i know the wet hand wipes are bad for ecology but man they continously saved me and also i had to wash my hands using water from kettle and#i had to do it outside freezing of course because the sink and restroom are in another building and i didnt have time to constantly walk#there.. and this on top of 2 last weeks of december being especially batshit crazy stressful and having heated karen encounters each shift.#and it was so hard on me because i am a nonconfrontational person and i don't like arguing with people#but i learned so much in these months of working there and for that experience i am still grateful :")#it's bittersweet that i won't see the friendly regulars that were always kind to me anymore tho 😔 and my coworker came yesterday#and we spoke for like an hour or so and he said he is is sad that i'm leaving because i'm such a nice person and a great coworker 🥺#ngl this made me sad too but life goes on.. he said he'll be leaving in a month too#said he didn't think that i'll leave first 😂#i woke up almost an hour ago from 3 bg3 related dreams in a row btw 😂🤦♀️ i need to play 🙈 ok i need to get up first..😭#tbd
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listening to octopath music and drawing and writing stuff for my octopath pmd au so The Horrors(tm) dont get me
#i am getting WAY too in depth with these character profiles but if i dont hyperfocus on it i will implode .#like. we got species (including fusions/variants) types (may differ due to species) (plus an extra type bc of mixing in octopath mechanics)#also bc they can have up to 3 types at once i calculated everyones weaknesses and resistances which is actually kinda fun w tri-typed mons#also movesets up to 9 moves including 8 from their species(es.?) and 1 from their extra type . bc octopath#and abilities which everyone can have up to 2 of bc of how the older pmd games worked#tho each start with one and gain one in a similar way to octopath which allows for more mismatching#and also making it easier to choose fitting abilities for everyone they otherwise woildnt have access to#their IQ groups (tho. i am mildly tempted to scrap that and make my own groups. no yeah thats my next task now)#held items and general/single use items theyd most likely have#and any other individual notes i have on them 👍 like therion being unable to evolve further bc part of his lineage is a 2 stage evo#ohhh i also need to note where everyone comes from. except maybe therion bc we dont know his hometown at all#thats gonna be kinda hard bc each continent has pretty much all the biomes but psmd changed that up a bit..... hm....#and the sand continent is straight up from psmd only unlike the rest so i need to check if theres anything besides deserts there#bc i could theoretically put 2 travellers per continent and go from there.. OH wait that works hold on. im a genius#maybe i need to replay psmd again and see.. i gotta be at least partway in my current playthrough it camt be too hard#id like to mimic where everyone starts out as much as i can.. tho i cant remember if theres a livable tundra area in pmd#still gotta do those iq groups tho . that goes first#octotag
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i find it kind of funny how bps wings r drawn like Completely differently in the blood ridge scene to how they are normally
#probably juts for animation reasonssss but i think its funny. angelllll#makes me giggle. looks way cooler tho. IMO.#altho actually theres one comic where his wings r drawn like dragging behind him like a cape#SUPER cool ill have to see if i can find it#oh my god i had to watch the youtube clip of this scene to get the pic. the comments turn me to fucking liquid#also the soundtrack goes CRAZYYYYY HARD
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Butai ni Sake! chose emotional devastation once again
#AHAAA NOT ME BAWLING MY EYES OUT AFTER THIS CHAPTER HAHAHA PLEASE GET A GRIP#I am gonna ramble for a moment but like Asahi as me bro. he and I get each other in a way none of you can actually.#when he said you stay calm to not make others uncomfortable. literally deceased. its me.#its so real to how things are rn in my personal life and just seeing this feeling portrayed so effortlessly in the storytelling of#butai ni sake is actually making me so emotional. It makes you feel less alienated.#because sometimes its just easier to smile and pretend things are okay and go with the flow to not bring others down and make them uncomfort#even tho you are not lying and you love the people around you sometimes its just hard and you put up this front that creates walls between#those close to you and its so hard not to do it when its become a norm in your life.#idk I am learning a lot how to undo that but its still hard and Asahi goes through the same mental gymnastics I go through and it makes me#very emotional to see. I know its a silly lil manga character but it makes you seem less lonely with your thoughts#ANYWAYS CHILE IDK IF ANYONE IS EVEN READING THIS SORRY TO UNPACK SOMUCH RANDOM THOUGHTS THAT MAKE NO SENSE#THEY DO MAKE SENSE TO ME AND THIS IS MY DIARY SO YALL GET TO READ IT XOXO#asahi#imari#butai ni sake!#manga
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One better (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#ZEX#Blood#I knew going into this and it was still so distressing :'0#Who needs plot twists when you can create such an intense sense of Dread#Probably doesn't help that I read this At Night In the Dark lol - actual shivers#Gods this was a hard scene to read - there have been several instances of my face hurting from furrowing my brow so hard haha#The way that ''Doctor'' is written is So skillful - I'm so impressed by everyone's prose and quirks and syntax!#Not to mention when he breaks character in a later scene to apologize for taking a bit to move the scene along haha <3 Play!!#It really does speak to just how much skill and effort is put into everything <3 It's so well done all the way around!!#Anyway to the actual scene at hand lol ow :') Drawing blood is always fun but I wish it wasn't his ;u;#Ugh the way he takes the surgeries is so well written - fear of course but a kind of stoic suffering as much as he's able to -#Until it comes to his eye#Ugh the /break/ of it all he goes from so eloquent - almost snarky and silly! Still trying to find an out make peace do /something/#It all goes completely out the window he's so /reduced/ and nothing hurts worse than that ughughugh#For all his intelligence and wit and prior successes and charm and just - everything that makes him /him/ to be dissolved into abject fear#It's so sad ;; And so well done <3#And he still holds enough of himself to know what he'd be losing wegh it's so sad!! He's so defined by his vision as most VUX are it's fjdsl#Zelnick is already gone by this point but I wanted to throw him in for extra sad flavour :')#Plus - I've mentioned his post-Op was one of the ones from the gallery that Actively kills me every time I look at it#Can you imagine my heartbreak to find out that he didn't have his Captain to comfort him after this in actuality? That he was fully alone?#''Are we home? Is it over?'' ''N...not yet'' - The Absolute Devastation of realizing that Never Was not really#Just tear my heart out why don't you ugh I'm fully bleeding out 💔#That last one is actually meant to be Max but it's open to interpretation :)#I think it's such a waste that his eye was just disposed of! Someone else could've used that (lol)#I do think there's something to the idea of seeing what used to be a part of your body elsewhere - like the Leftovers!#Even just keeping as a memento tho - a trophy - insult to injury but literally#Just points to no one being special and nothing being sacred I suppose
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I want to write a soulmate au sometime. It’s one of my favorite tropes, personally, and I don’t remember there being that many of them for America/Germany
#ameger#gerame#it’s kinda hard to choose among all the diff variations of the trope tho#red string? countdown timer? first words? first words and it requires handwriting? hmmmm#eye color changing/gray and white world stuff#and ageing#i Wonder what their relationship would be like with th expectation that they would fall in love#i think it wouldn’t go very well for awhile tbh#of course there’s also the soul mates being kept apart story#and when you throw in aging my mind immediately jumps to Dorian Gray esque territory#where Alfred purposefully avoids Ludwig because he enjoys the idea of effective immortality#and Ludwig kinda goes with it at first cause Alfred seems like a selfish douche#but eventually he gets tired of being alive (maybe his friends/family are gone by then)#and he has to debate with himself if it’s even possible for him to love Alfred after this#if it would be worth it trying to get Alfred to fall in love with him#could they actually have a happy ending?#oof I’m making myself sad#can you tell I really liked picture of Dorian gray in high school?#hws germany#hws america
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It's a little funny. I spend so much time compartmentalizing that I convince myself I'm totally fine, of course, all the time.
But when I was filling out the questionnaire before my therapy appointment yesterday, it was like
.... OK yea maybe I have some problems
Also this one 😂😂😂
#speculation nation#it's ok i am now in therapy and we have weekly appointments set up#i havent always had the best experiences with therapy. and by that i mean it has never really been helpful to me#mostly tho bc it's been depression therapists. and i dont actually have depression.#what i DO have is trauma! and barely managed adhd and fibromyalgia.#and especially grief trauma in the past 5 years. oh God do i have grief trauma.#but i searched Specifically for a grief therapist with this. so she should be equipped to properly help me.#ive managed to reach an okay place regarding my old traumas. but this stuff. man it's hard.#i pushed myself to a near panic attack the other day upon realizing the painting i have is an authentic lithograph#& the realization that i am carrying the mantle of several generations of my family now.#most of the generations above me are now dead. so it's up to us to carry on their memories#and i am The One who is unapologetically incredibly tacky. up to me to carry that legacy.#it's pressure. weight that i didnt want. but i dont want to ignore it bc i dont want them to be forgotten.#so im hoping that with therapy. she can help me sort things out so it's less... difficult.#help me remember them without being paralyzed with panic and dread.#and maybe help me with my death paranoia...? 😅 i dont like feeling like anyone in my life could die at any time.#inevitable after my uncle died with only a month's warning and my dad died with barely more than a day's warning.#idk. for someone whose will to live comes from the people i love. it's rather paralyzing.#just gotta cling to the people i have left. and hold them dear.#negative/#kinda but not really. tagging just in case considering the subject matter.#idk im just trying to sort things out. no one goes through this many sudden deaths without a severe complex over it.#but. im in therapy now. and im trying. i am.
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