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justices-blade · 9 months

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ooc; TOA Anniversary Munday!

Celebrating TOA and the people who contribute to make our group what it is.

Repost, don't reblog. Only fill in what you feel comfortable sharing!

Happy anniversary, TOA! Here's to many more years spent together.

tagging: you :)

Name: leo

Pronouns: he/him

Birthday (no year): :)

Where are you from? What is your time zone?: yes. cest (gmt+2)

Roleplay experience: 12 years total, 10 years on and off on tumblr

Got any pets? i had a bunch of fish at various times in my life but the last hag of a molly murdered all her tankmates it was a whole thing

Favorite time of year: autumn

Some interests and things you like: dnd, drawing, gaming, a bit of cosplay. i like frogs :) and rock.

Some funfacts & trivia about you: - i once kneed myself in the eye on accident - ive made 47+ ocs just for ffxiv - funny character voices are my passion - i either go completely silent or get really loud while gaming. i also make actually physically wounded noises when my character gets hit

What non-Fire Emblem games do you play? ffxiv, apex legends, flight rising, honkai star rail, enstars, soulsborne, splatoon. its a list of all time for sure

Favorite Pokemon type & Pokemon: ghost/bug, spiritomb/armarouge

How did you get into Fire Emblem? was really into smash bros for a while and got interested in fire emblem. my friend had a copy of awakening and i watched her play, and when i asked my dad to get me path of radiance when he was in the us he got radiant dawn instead

What Fire Emblem games have you played? the gba ones, tellius, the 3ds ones and engage

First Fire Emblem game: radiant dawn

Favorite Fire Emblem game: also radiant dawn

Any Fire Emblem crushes? i dont do crushes but pandreo? ephraim also makes me feel profoundly unwell. also call me brendan reed because limstella,

If you’ve played the following games, who was your first S support? - Awakening: stahl - Fates: niles - Three Houses: idk tbh - Engage: pandreo

Favorite Fire Emblem class: thief, mage

If you were a Fire Emblem character, what would be your class? thief (high skl/spd/res/mag, dogshit con def and hp, normal str)

If you were a Three Houses character, what would be your affiliation? golden deer

If you were an Engage character, which Emblem would you Engage with? micaiah or byleth

How did you find TOA? saw it here and there while scrolling fe tags on tumblr... was scrolling the tellius one and saw an active leonardo??? and i was missing tumblr rp at the time and i was like okay sure why the hell not (i would write edward regardless though)

Current TOA muses: edward, chad, denning

Who was your first TOA muse? If you don’t have them anymore, could you see yourself picking them up again? edward has taken up permanent residence in my brain since i was 14 he is NOT leaving

Have you had any other TOA muses? im at three and im staying with these three until further notice ✌️

Do you think you have a type of character you gravitate towards? little guys and pensive freaks. theres closer descriptions of my archetypes but this is good enough

What do you believe you enjoy writing the most? hmhmhm. i like themes of belonging and not-belonging i think? places and people with which you feel at home, places you feel adrift and lost and that disconnect where it falls apart. i also really like unreliable narration, horror and that unsettling slightly delusional tonal dissonance when i have occasion to whip it out to maximum effect :)

Favorite TOA-related memory: keras kai elephas was so damn fun to me i need to stress this. first lore event really hit and solidified that i definitely want to stay!!

Got any delusions that didn’t see the light of day in TOA that you’d like to share? wil boey kliff and jean. are At My Door. theyre not getting in anytime soon but Hey.

#;ooc #hmhmhm

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twocupsandadraco · 4 months

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Nicki Minaj for KERA mag (japan 2012)

#twocupsandadraco #nicki minaj #harajuku #barbie

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direwolfdyke · 2 years

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KERA mag - july 2002

#harajuku fashion #japanese fashion #kera magazine #harajuku style

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immortallindemann · 1 year

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Hiiiiii I'm a new Maggie stan (just started listening when suckerpunch debuted) and I always love the boots Mags is wearing, do you know any brands she wears by any chance. I need new brands cause like all the ones I have are by some old brands that no longer make boots. I can't keep wearing all these old combats and cowboys 😭

hello!!! welcome to the fandom!! its always nice to have new people on board 😌 omg I have been dying for someone to ask me this!!!!

Maggie sold a lot of the old boots- that I personally loved- on depop (which broke my heart a little, not gonna lie 😭) but, we love a short queen that wears platform boots 99% of the time!! honestly though? I think she wears pretty much any main-stream platform boot brand! but here's the main ones:

Demonia! Mags has had a few of these over the past year or so! she's had the really popular Swing 815's, and she's also owned the Kera's in white too! (i cant find a photo of her wearing the white Kera's because she only ever wore them once for a photoshoot for Swixxz!) the boots in the picture are also Demonia's, but they can be found on the Dolls Kill website and the boots are called 'Stomp You Out'. (she wears them A LOT) if you dont want to support Dolls Kill, some very similar Demonia's are the Ashes! i have them, and they're probably my most worn platform boots!

New Rock! she still has these ones specifically, they're on the pricer side though... but from what ive heard, the company makes good quality boots that last a long time!! I dont know what these ones are called on the New Rock website as there's quite a few different variations of the same design, but they're called the Knife Combat Boots on Dolls Kill's website!

Dolls Kill! she's had a few pairs from Dolls Kill's in-house brands, like Club Exx and Current Mood. The top picture is Club Exx's Luna Rude Awakening boots, and the second picture is the Reality Bytes platform boots (which I also have!)

Naked Wolf! she sometimes wears these ones, along with the really popular platform trainers that everyone has! (idk the names of the shoes, sorry!)

Killstar! she used to wear the Broom Rider boots EVERYWHERE back in 2018, and my god, I fell in love with Maggie because of those exact boots! she's since sold them (and ill never be over it)

Roc! this picture doesnt really show them well enough, but Maggie has had a few pairs of Roc boots (yes, the Australian school shoes brand...) they gave her a few boots last year as part of a brand deal, and she's kept the white pair that they gave her! she doesn't wear them all that often, so I cant really find any other good pictures of them!

Moonboot! yeah. them. (mixed feelings on them tbh lol) and she's got them in both colours! Mags has worn these during quite a few performances now, including: the Life Support Tour and Paranoia Live at The Roxy!

Lamoda! i think she only really wears these for photoshoots, but they're a frequent in her wardrobe nonetheless! the ones pictured are called the 'Loco For Laces' chunky high platform boot.

Doc Martin's! Mags had a pair of the platform DMs that she used to wear all the time in 2019, but they've since been sold on depop... rip.

Special mentions:

Puma X Fenty platform trainers *sold on depop, but they were worn heavily from 2017-2018

Rick Owens! i know these arent boots, and they're some insane price (like. $1,000 or something like that...) but Mags wears these A LOT.

TUK UK *sold on depop, only really worn for a magazine photoshoot

#no joke ive been dying for someone to ask me about boots #i have a weird knowledge of Demonias and Killstars specifically lmaooo #im hoping to get the Swing 815s for my birthday next year!!! i just want a pair of those bad boys asap #asks

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amavigacor · 12 days

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Kenapa Habis Makan Tidak Boleh Langsung Tidur?

Rasa kantuk kerap tampak melanda sesudah mbakal. Sayangnya, rasa kantuk ini patut dilawan akibat tidak fit. akan tetapi, mengapa habis mbakal tidak dapat langsung tidur? nyatanya, berbaring sesudah mbakal sanggup mengacaukan sistem pencernaan akibatnya menimbulkan bermacam permasalahan kesehatan, tercantum rumit tidur serta pertumbuhan berat lembaga. kecuali mencegah Kerutinan tidur sesudah sehinggan, kalian pula diimbau buat berikan hentian paling tidak satu jam sesudah mbakal saat sebelum berangkat tidur, maupun paling tidak sepanjang satu jam. guna lebih memahaminya, ikuti dampak tidur sesudah makan seterusnya ini.

Disarikan dari Self serta Livestrong, seterusnya yakni separuh dampak tidur sesudah makan yang butuh diwaspadai. mengakibatkan kendala pencernaan santapan yang masuk sanggup di cerna oleh badan kala posisi lembaga dalam status kuat. tengah pencernaan mencuci santapan dalam posisi lembaga berbaring, gaya berat akan membikin asam mag sanggup naik ke esofagus maupun tenggorokan. Kelaziman ini selanjutnya menimbulkan terbentuknya heartburn yang membuat bermacam pertanda, kayak datangnya rasa nyeri serta dibakar di dada. kecuali itu, tidur sesudah makan pula sanggup menimbulkan dispepsia yang membuat rasa perih, mual, tidak aman, serta segera kenyang. Heartburn serta dispepsia yang terjalin sesekali tidak butuh dikhawatirkan. akan tetapi, kalian butuh cepat mencari sokongan kedokteran kala pertanda yang timbul terjadi lama serta kerap akibat sanggup jadi yaitu permasalahan kesehatan yang lebih keras.

membikin tidur tidak lelap Perut yang terasa penuh maupun begitu kenyang sanggup mengacaukan mutu tidur. santapan serta minuman yang dipakai sanggup menaikkan saluran lempar air kecil maupun lempar air besar di malam hari akibatnya tidur akan terhambat. Makan saat sebelum tidur pula akan menghindari badan buat masuk ke dalam tahap deep sleep di mana sistem otak serta badan melambat akibatnya sanggup lebih fresh kala bangun. situasi ini selanjutnya membikin kalian lebih letih serta merasa sakit kepala di pagi hari.

membawa dampak pertumbuhan berat lembaga sebagian pakar membenarkan jika tidur sesudah makan sanggup menimbulkan pertumbuhan berat lembaga. sekalipun hubungan antara keduanya tidak begitu jelas, makan saat sebelum tidur diyakini sanggup mengacaukan guna metabolik badan akibatnya menimbulkan pertumbuhan berat lembaga. kecuali itu, makan saat sebelum badan pula sanggup mengacaukan irama sirkadian yang yaitu jam biologis di dalam badan. irama sirkadian berikankan isyarat pada badan buat makan serta beraktifitas di siang hari serta tidur di malam hari.

tengah kalian makan di malam hari saat sebelum tidur, maka irama sirkadian akan terhambat serta berikan imbas minus pada kesehatan. melihat penyebab mengapa habis makan tidak dapat langsung tidur di atas amatlah berarti supaya kalian sanggup mencegah Kerutinan ini. selaku kegiatan penangkalan, kalian diimbau buat memberi hentian saat sebelum tidur sesudah makan, maupun paling tidak sepanjang satu jam. akan tetapi, kalian butuh memberikan hentian yang lebih banyak kala santapan yang dipakai ada bagian yang besar serta ada isi lemak yang mulia.

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infrared135-36 · 2 months

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it’s too bad FRUiTS mag is doing dumbass NFT shit now. pinnacle of lame. It’s still fun to go through the old issues though. I miss buying them and kera too

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fuckyeahkailan · 7 months

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Military kodona (＃・∀・)

#harajuku #goth #gothloli #goth lolita #gothic lolita #elegant gothic lolita #egl #visual kei #vkei #kodona #ouji #goth kodona #goth ouji #kera mag #kera magazine

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caffeinatedb34ns · 1 year

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kera mag

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theunutteredthoughts · 2 years

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"Tatang" ..Miss na naka ning Bunsu mu.

Milabas na ing pilang months mula nang meg desisyun ne i Lord na paynawa naka kayabe na. Pilan nang months pero masakit parin istung ayayalala ku.

From the time na apaninap ku na lalakwan mu kami bayu mi abalung misakitan ka, sobra kung gaga kagising ku kasi akala ku tutu. Pilan kung besis peg pray kang Lord na ali magkatutu. Pilan besis kung ni rebuke. Ali ku isip-isipan na magkatutu.

Dinatang ing oras na abalu mi na mika bukul ka intestine, mas lalu kung menasakit and tinakut kasi ali mu deserved, sobra ka kaganaka.

Nang pabalik pabalik ka king hospital, aldoldo, dadalan ku ing karug keng obra. Na kada ating text or chat mula keng bale, manga karugan ku. At ketang pamagbalik balik mu, ikwa mu naring meyayat, aliwa ne ing itsura mu, aliwa na itang masigla na kedagulan ku na laging maka smile kaku tuwing sasabyan ke ing "Tatang".

April 10, 2022. Mika chance ku na banten daka hospital, sobrang masakit na akakit daka na ali maka pangan masalese pero maka smile kapa rin kaku. Mipangulit ka tapa rin kalupa ning dati. Ikwa tapang a-celebrate keng kilub ing bday mu. Pero tutu man balu ku malungkut ka kasi lulwal no ngan keng hospital deng kasabayan mu kasu atyu kapa rin keng hospital. Ali ku pweding gumaga that time kasi birthday mu at balu ku ali muku buring gagaga. Kasi kantita ka kaku e, kantita ka kalugud kaku, never mung peramdam na ala kang ali agyung gawan para apasaya me ing bunsu mu. At ketang bengi ding ita, ing first trauma ku, kanita ku aranasan. Nang atyu ka cr at biglang mitomba, sobra ing takut ku, akala ku last da nakang akit, buung katawan ku mangalgal and bisang mangaga habang sasapwan daka. Bisa kung gumaga kasu ali pwedi, kasi need kung maging strong keng harap mu. Pero ing lawe mu kaku that time, parang ali muku kilala or ali mu balu ing malyayari. Sobrang tinakut ku tang. Tatakut na mawala ka.

Nang nilawe da naka reng nurse and dinenan panulu karin kamu mekapag kerang masalese after mung mitumba. Sabi mu kaku marimla ka kaya peka ulas daka and kinawul. Pag pray habang kakawlan daka tapus ika pang sinabi na "Madtud naka" sa halip na ikang madtud. Keng oras a ita aku parin ing isipan mu. Nang sinabi kung "Ikang madtud, ot akung patudtudran mu? Ikang pasyenti ku e, tsaka sisiw mu kaku ini, sane kung mag graveyard shift" peka lawe muku na balamu lalawen mu if agyu kuba talaga tsaka kapa meg decide madtud habang maka holding hands kana, na lagi kung gagawan kapag siping dakang maka kera katulad keng bale.

Milabas ing pilang weeks, or months, meg bagsak ka lalu katawan. Aldoldo gagaga ya kekami ating kasi tatakut nya rin para keng kalagayan mu. Hanggang sasabyan da reng Doctor na mag ready kami keng nanu man pweding malyari.

Lulub ku obra na minsan agyang kasabi kula reng guest keng telepuno tutulu ku luha. Atatandanan kupa nang mimwa ya ing guest a kasabi ku kasi atin yang complaint and tahimil kung gagaga. Ali dahil keng panyabnan, gagaga ku kasi isipan daka.

Kada muli ku dorm manila or lub obra, habang mag commute manga pangaga. Aldoldo aiisip daka.

Nang inuli daka bat hospital at sinabi dah na comfort care bamu ing pweding ming gawan para keka anang kasakit. Atyu ku obra kasabi naku ning Manager ku if ating problema. Sinabi ku ngan kasi mabayat na. Sabi na mag ready naku, na baka kaya ali kapa papaynawa at mag tiis kasi alika agyung i-let go at paubaya kang Lord. Sabi ku kananu dakang i let go? for 27 years never kung a-feel na ali muku kaluguran or ali mu kami kaluguran. Sobra kang maganaka at matiisin. Sobra ku gaga kasi ali kupa ready bilang bunsu and bilang sobra katang close.

Nang pepa-ulyan na kaming ating kasi sabi na baka ali da naka dasnan if ali kepa muli ketang aldo a ita. Mig absent kaming koya at minuli Pampanga.

Panga bengi akung mag bante keka keng kwartu. Late na ita and manalbe tamung tv, masakit naka damdam and talanan kata gamat, pag ating masakit lalako me gamat ku kasi ali me buring sakmalan kasi baka manasakit ku, aku parin isipan mu, keng ketang sitwasyun ikami pang isipan mu.

Habang manalbe ku, apapansin ku lalawen muku habang malamlam la reng mata mu, pakalawe muku habang aku mag kunwaring kung maka focus manalbe, nang kitnan daka bakit sabi mu "ala" tas pipiling ka. Meg kunwari ku ulit manalbe tas apapansin kung paka lawe muku parin... na kaya pala..

June 19, 2022 - Fathers Day. 5 or 6am babati nala keka di Psalm, ating, ma and koyang grayson. Aku na sobrang close keka, ni ali daka buring batian kasi aliwa ita ing sitwasyun na buri keng i-celebrate ing Fathers Day. Meka bati nongan aku ali kupa agawang sabyan keka, kasi for the first time merine ku at ali ku bisa kasi baka last na ita.

Sobrang in pain naka kanita at pepalwal keng duyan, not knowing na buri mu palang akit ing lwal at reng kapatad mu. Nang ginaga ya i tita at ma nang minta la kusina, sabi nang tita ali naka agyung akit kasi aliwa nala kule reng bitis mu. Kakarug naku kaya pintalan daka keng lwal, atyu kaming apat mikakapatad at i Ma, ma ka palibut keka. Ali kuna atiis. Sabi ku keka habang mangaga

"Tang..kaluguran daka, sobra..mula ng malati ku hanggang meragul ku..sobra ing lugud mu. Meka graduate ku dahil keka, kang ating at kang ma. Kalugaran dakang mikakapatad, love daka, nung magkasakit naka, okay na, ali mu na kami isipan, ali miya paboren i Ma. Kayabe kula di ating and koya, ali daku paboren at ali kula paboren para keka. Paynawa naka if magkasakit ka"...

Maka lawe kamu kaku habang tatalnan daka bitis at mamasayan. Kayarin ku di koya and ating and i ma na ing meg voice out.

Pepalub ka kwartu kayari, dinatang la di Tita at reng aliwang pinsan para pag pray panga 2:30pm, habang mag pray mangaga ku, sisilipan daka, akakit dakang maka tas gamat at mag surrender kang Lord. Ali ku na balu panandaman ku nung matula ku kasi bisa nakang paynawa para ali naka magkasakit or lungkut ku kasi ready naka yatang mako..

After prayer, atyu ku ulit keng siping mu. Nung eku masyadung makulit kitnan dakang pasibayu habang mamasayan gulut. Ing sitwasyun ding ini ing ali ku akalingwan. Maka lawe ku keka and maka lawe karin kaku, kitnan daka.. "Tang? sobrang masakit naba?" tatangu ka.

Kitnan daka ulit, deep inside ali daka buring tangu keng tutuki kung kutang kasi ali ku agyu. Tatang daka, bunsu muku, ali kapa pdeng mako, ali kupa agyu.. kaso kitnan daka parin na mamasaling ali ka tangu.

"Bisa nakang paynawa? bisa nakang madtod?"

Sabi mu..

"Awa..."

Sobrang menasakit ku .. pero tinangu ku at sinabing.

"Cge..madtud naka and paynawa.. okay naku. Okay kami mu, emu kami gaganakan.."

Pero ing tutu sobrang masakit kaku Tang.

After pilang minutes, ali naka dadaing king sakit mu sabi ng Ma and ating.

Ninwal ku saguli para midlip tapus ninwal ya kwartu i ating para check daka kanu kasi balamu mayna naka pangisnawa.

Kalub ku makatulala kamu.. makalawe kaku. Lipatan daka nang sesensya ya i Ma at mangaga habang sasabyan nang "Ala na Kim...peynawa ne tatang mu"

Lepitan daka at tilnan gamat, lalawen kula reng mata mu balamu maka lawe kamu kasi ali naka mangisnawa, manga ya i Ma at kikiss naka. Checheck ke ing pulsu mu and chest ala na. Pero nang time a ita, balu ku kayabe mu ne I Lord kasi maaliwalas naka lupa.

Kiniss daka and sabi ng tita, sara ku nala reng mata mu..at gewa ku ita, kinawul daka.. At sinabing i love you.

Pa salamat kupa rin at kayabe daka king Fathers Day. Thank you kang Lord at dinenan na kaming chance na akayabe da kapa at asabi na kaluguran daka.

August 20, 22

Pilan nang months pero pag bengi at ala kung kayabe mangaga kupa rin, ayisip daka. Mag pray na sana akakawul, atatalan at akakit daka pang mag smile. Mag flash back ngan kaku ing gewa mu. Metung karin nang bat ku obra from Manila, exhausted dahil king obra. Malungkut ku karas bale, ala kupang kasabeng mangan, busy la ngan. Disnan mukung mamangan at nilukluk ka king siping ku at kingwa mukung inuman. Maka smile kang abut kaku and meg mipa kaili ku keka, kasi lagi mung gagawan ta. Sabi ku "Maka miss ing ating kasabeng mamangan tang, dati sabe-sabe tamu". Agad agad kinangwa kang pinggan at sebayan muku, eku balu nung mengan naka or mangan kamung pasibayu para atin kung kasabe. Maybug kung kumyak kasi king stress ku tapus bigla mung gewa ita, me touch ku lalu keka.

Milabas ing weeks or months na tuwing mumuli ku from Manila kukutnan muku agad if mengan naku or if mag lutu kang sigang kasi favorite ku ita.

Istung mangan ku, tikdo naka mula keng kwartu para sabayan mukung mangan or kaya magpa alam ka kaku if mangan naka.

Tapus eku pa akalingwan ing kiss mu king cheeks tuwing mag bday ku, kiss muku agyang 27 naku and sasabyanang "miss you!"

Tuwing manos kung pinggan kikilityan muku at mabubuysit. Tas istung abante dakang atyu labalo manos gamat ganti ku. Lagi ita kapag mumuli ku Pampanga. Amimiss ku Tang. . sana kantita parin ing feeling tuwing mumuli ku.

Ing sounds na ning motor mu, coffee cup mu, slippers mu, ing garden keng gulut, malan mu. Grabi ayalala daka lagi..

Okay naku na ali pa Tang. Mas lalu dakang amimiss..

Kada baba ku kantu masakit kasi ali da naka akakit maka paninaya kantu. Ali ku ne akakit ing motor mu ketang favorite spot mu.

Miss na naka ning bunsu mu at mas lalu na i Ma. Gaga yapa rin lagi. And same kari ating and koya.

Miss da naka.

Sana atyu kapa, pero balu mi mas okay naka ken kasi deserved me ing Heaven at ing paynawa.

If atin kuman wish, sana mekepag kwentuhan kupa keka lalu. Sana kitnan daka if nanung dream mu ng anak ka? Nang ala kepa.

Sana possible mibalik keng past at akit ke ing anak na version ka. Kung kananu ka mehubug keng sobrang kaganakang tawu. Buri dakang akit nanung isipan mu nang meg stop kang pamagaral? Nang ikang manga siwa keng dayat keng murang edad. Sana ikit dakang dinagul. Sana akit daka pa..

Tuwing isipan ku na reng miras Heaven ali dana balu ing memory da kening earth, manga pakyak ku. Kasi ali da naka ayawus "Tatang" .. ali mu ne kilala bunsu mu.

I Love you Tang..miss da naka.

Miss na naka niny bunsu mu.

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chalisley · 2 years

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Dia (in June, far from Jkt)

Masih terkait dengan skenario Tuhan tapi disini gue mau bahas khusus tentang orang baru dalam kehidupan gue. Bukan orang baru antah berantah, tapi orang lama yang dari dulu gue tau keberadaannya. Tapi kitanya emang baru dekat saat udah dewasa ini, karena didekatkan oleh keadaan. Haha bisa aja. Tapi emang bener loh, kalo bukan karena gue diminta nginap di rumah sepupu gue, belum tentu gue bisa dekat kan ama sepupu gue. Lagi-lagi ini tentang rencana Tuhan. Kalo bertamu sebentar-bentar doang kaya pas lebaran, atau bahkan nginap sehari doang, gue yakin itu ga cukup buat bikin dekat dan ngenal satu sama lain.

Meskipun begitu, gue ga mau terlalu overwhelming sih sekarang. Karena gatau apa yang terjadi kedepannya, orang datang silih berganti ya kan. Bulan-bulan lalu Tuhan mendekatkan gue dengan kakak sepupu cewek gue, kakak sepupu yang jauh beda umurnya sama gue tapi kita ngobrol udah kaya sahabat, ga ada sedikitpun aib yang ditutupi wkwk, gosip dari A sampe Z, debat berbagai topik, pokoknya semua hal di obrolin.

Tapi ternyata kedekatan gue sama dia ga berlangsung lama. Lebih tepatnya gue yang agak menjauh. Karena gue yang basicly orangnya gampang bosan. Didukung dengan keinginan gue untuk upgrade koneksi dan mencari lingkungan yang lebih baik sesuai dengan yang gue inginkan. Intinya kan gue pengen nih terpapar sama lingkungan professional, jadi ga heran kalo gue agak menjauh dari kakak sepupu gue ini yang punya lingkungan bisnis, tapi bisnisnya agak keras. Menjauh bukan berarti ga ngobrol lagi, tapi gue ngurangin intensitas ketemu, dia udah ga jadi prioritas lagi dan gue ga mau too much effort lagi. LoL. Parah emang gue ya wkwk. Udah ah, balik lagi ke topik awal.

Tadi terakhir kali gue bilang gue ga mau overwhelming. Yups. Karena lagi-lagi kita gatau apa yang akan terjadi kedepannya. Mungkin bulan Juni ini akan jadi salah satu bulan yang memiliki kenangan tersendiri di hati gue. Saat kehidupan gue di Jakarta cukup rumit, gue diberikan tempat pulang yang sangat hangat dan berbeda daripada yang gue rasain sebelum. Ya jelas beda sih, karena emang tempat baru wkwk.

Selain dapat rumah, gue juga dapat teman baru. Bahkan lebih dari sekedar teman, karena mereka sepupu gue, tapi sepupu rasa teman. Kenapa sepupu rasa teman, karena kalo kalo ngobrol kaya ngobrol sama teman, bisa nyambung topik pembicaraan sesuai umur kita, becandaan masuk, kosa kata english masuk, ah pokoknya beneran asyik sih wkwk.

Apalagi nih konteksnya gue tinggal ama mereka2, gue dapat kamar yang sangat luas dengan kondisi yang bagus. Gue suka karena gue bisa ga jaim sama sekali di rumah mereka, padahal kan itu pertama kalinya gue kesana. Wkwk emang sih gue juara 1 adaptasi lingkungan anaknya. *sipalingcocokdimanapunberada *sipalingbisamenyesuaikandiri.

Duh ko dari tadi opening mulu sih ini, mana topik utamanya nih wkwkwkw.

Sebenarnya gue deket2 aja sama 3 sepupu remaja ini. Tapi emang diantara tiga orang pasti ada satu ga sih yang lebih deket sama lo. Tiga-tiganya nyambung aja kalo ngobrol, tapi nih karena intensitas lo ngobrol sama satu orang lebih tinggi, jadilah lo lebih deket kan ama satu orang ini wkwk.

Kayanya nih kenapa gue bisa lebih dekat sama sepupu yang satu ini selain karena intensitas ngobrol yg lebih tinggi, itu juga karena banyak topik yang cocok, sama-sama initiate, aktif, dan responsif wkwk. Pinter ga tuh analisis sosial gue.

Awal-awal gue ingat kalo suasana kita masih kikuk. Ngomong cuma nyuruh makan doang, tambah lagi gue minta pinjeman meja lipat wkwk, duh masih ingat tuh awkwardnya gue kaya gimana. Ngobrol beneran singkat-singkat doang kaya formalitas aja. haha.

Namun keadaan berubah saat esoknya kakak sepupu gue ini minta tolong sesuatu, saat gue nenangin adiknya yg lagi nangis di kamar dia. Dari situ ngobrolin tentang adeknya terus sihhh, mulai dari ngobrol di balkon, topik sakit mag, wkwk. Trus saat gue gorengin nugget ama kentang, saat si kakak sepupu malam nungguin di dapur lagi pas gue goreng nugget wkwk. Apalagi ya terus saat,

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