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betasquads · 9 months
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Unexpected heartbreaks just happen.
witch!kai parker x femalewitch!reader
A/N: I like to do some hella sad one-shots, so enjoy because I'm going to do some more, maybe even more than smut. If anyone wants part 2, let me know. (this imagine is also apart of a book I'm currently working on in wattpad but with less details.)
▪︎ warning: gets heated but no smut
The surroundings of Y/N was never really supportive towards her studying for college. What I mean by surroundings, is the supernatural world revolving around her, her powers being used for. It was terrific that she should be worried about dying any second instead of being at her dorm and studying.
Most of the time it was like that for her.
She was a witch, a newbie witch, but she came from a strong family line that made her easily do spells that were used by her friends. What I mean, is that each one of her friends asks her but never let's her accept the offer or not. They always assume it's a yes.
It was tiring, better yet, exhausting. But one siphon witch was keeping Y/N going, and that was Malachai Parker.
He was an individual whom she hated at first, but slowly and slowly, their friendship began, but a burning desire was hidden in their own minds.
Laughter was all you could hear when you left these two in the same room, he was happy he had someone who truly gave him a chance without neglecting him.
They could always feel the tension whenever they were in the same room, him staring at her with parted lips and dark blue eyes, as if he has never seen a woman in his life. It was intimidating that he made her feel like the only woman alive.
Maybe they did have a sexual desire for one another, but they still had a friendship like no other.
Although, the tension had been going on for a year, none of them uttered a word but they both knew they wanted each other. The perfect Y/N always pretended she never liked him and he would play along, but he knew.
That was until one day Y/N was trying to find him to speak to him since no one figured where he was after the merge, just to find him swirled with emotions, mostly it being sadness. Feelings were exposed, hearts were spilled, and two souls have finally found each other.
Now they're together, the both of them being very relatable on some specific things. And that made them addicted to the other, because they understood each other in a way no one could.
"Can you at least state 2 facts about mesopotamia?" Y/N's all time favorite person asks her, interrupting her thoughts.
They were both in her dorm studying for an upcoming exam, he decided to join in and help her.
"The Babylonian law created by King Hammurabi, the Code of Hammurabi, may be the oldest written law in the world." she smiles, victorious when Kai nods in a way to praise her as she tries to find another fact that is buried deep inside of her thoughts.
Kai suddenly began giving her kisses across her neck and her jaw, making sure it was slow so she could feel every nerve hitting her with every kind of feelings. His lips was finally nibbling and making sure to leave a mark while waiting for her next answer.
"Fuck, Kai." She let's out a whimper at the sudden action. She immediately grabbed his other free hand for support, the cold rings giving it an immaculate feeling.
He tuts in disappointment but inside of him he felt his stomach churn at her words, "That's not the answer, sweetheart. I don't think your professor would be very fond of that. It's very inappropriate." He tries to stiffen his chuckles as he speaks against her skin, sending waves through her entire body. She turns to give him a glare, and that erupted the laughter that he wanted to stiffen so badly, his body shaking with laughter.
After a few seconds he stops laughing, his eyes darkens from his thoughts. He bites his lip as he eyes her entire body and begans running his finger slowly on her thigh, the cold metal rings sending a huge amount of pleasure that was unexpected. She gasps, trying to focus.
He then starts nibbling on her skin again, and that made Y/N grips his other hand even tighter, "Go on." He mumbles against her skin.
"T–The Sumerians are often credi–credited with inventing the wheel. At the center of each m-major city was a temple to the city's god c-called a ziggurat, shit–" She moans when he hits a sensitive spot.
He let's out a chuckle, "Shit? I don't think that should be in the answer." He wonders and she gives him a half–hearted glare.
"Joking. Im proud of my nerd." She turns around, almost offended by his remark.
"Shut up." She places her hand on the nape of neck and adjusts herself by hugging her legs around his waist before pulling him into a languid, heated kiss.
They pull away after, their forehead resting on the other. She plays with his hair and he hums silently, "I'm so glad you're here. I was really stressed." Y/N admits, which makes Kai grin widely.
"I'm always here for my girl." He smiles at her, tucking her hair behind her ears.
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My thoughts were interrupted by Caroline, her adorable innocent tone cutting the depths of the memory that had happened 2 days ago.
"You've been staring at the floor for 45 minutes, which leads me to believe that something is wrong." Caroline immediately brings a shot up to her lips and drinks it like nothing.
"Just a little upset." I shrug, the upsetting apart was a huge emphasis on the upcoming exams.
"Is it because Kai is speaking to that girl over there?" She points towards the left and I roll my eyes. I forgot I was at a party.
"Kai speaking to another girl? I don't think so–" I turn around with the widest smile ever expecting that Caroline saw someone else or was playing around.
But she didn't see someone else and she wasn't playing around. She was telling the truth.
My smile quickly disappears and I place my cup of coffee on the table, upset. I knew Kai wouldn't do anything to me, but it wasn't a sight I'd see everyday. I place a hair strand behind my ear and lean to hear them but I couldn't.
"exauditum eos." I whisper and look down to make it not obvious that I'm overhearing them.
"What are you doing–" I immediately hold my index finger to Caroline to signal her that I was using a spell that could overhear them.
"You caught my eyes two weeks ago when I saw you in town, but I've never seen such a gorgeous guy like you. Are you even from here?" The woman asks kai as her breasts almost touch him.
I bite my inside lip to stop myself from crying, wondering why he was accepting that behavior from a woman, especially a very attractive one. I could feel jealousy running through my blood. One feeling that I couldn't really push, was sadness. She had the face of a model, her tight black dress showing her figure that I always dreamed of having. She was everything I wasn't and that made me furious because I knew I could never give Kai what she had.
He chuckles as if he didn't have a problem with how close they were. They were too close and he was accepting it. "Gorgeous guys come and go, sweetheart. So no, not from here." He bites his lip as he looks at woman with no interest. I still felt jealousy although he was not interested at all.
I clench my teeth as I cringed at what he had said. Sweetheart. He always calls me that ironically.
She looks at him through her eyelashes with a lip bite, "I feel very connected to you."
I felt like I was going crazy once I saw that she was leaning. How could Kai not see that she was trying to kiss him? Was he okay with it?
Her lips met his, and I could see that his eyes widened and that his body froze. My heart shatters at the sight as I heard Caroline slightly gasp, "Are you okay?" She grabs my hand, concerned. I nod and let out tears but I quickly wipe them away, my hand grasping the coffee angrily.
Kai stood there awkwardly as I see that he gulped, his apple bone bouncing as he does so.
Kai was a heretic so I assumed he heard Caroline, because he disconnects the kiss, wipes his lips, and turns to look our way.
He sees my teary eyes and vulnerable soul in pain. I knew it was also his fault for even leading the woman that was infront of him. I felt like a foul at the moment for trying to justify that he wasn't interested, when clearly he could've avoided it if he never flirted back.
I shake my head in disbelief, "Hey it's okay Y/N–" Caroline begins to speak.
I turn around to look at the floor, "uri venis." I mutter as tears fall down my face, Caroline frowning and placing her thumb up to remove the tear.
The girl standing with him started clenching her teeth and shut her eyes, whining in pain from the spell i had just said. The sounds she let out bought me satisfaction, although I was still angry. It wasn't even her fault, she doesn't know he has a girlfriend. Yet, I wanted to take my anger out on anyone, because this wasn't the first time this happened. It was the second time. Maybe because I wasn't good enough or pretty enough. Either ways, Jealousy and hurt was all that was coursing through my blood.
I turn around with teary eyes to see Kai concerned for her, grabbing her before she could fall to the floor. He turns around to me as he pleads with his eyes for me to stop.
I stop the spell because I felt pity at the moment. I grabbed the purse that was on the table, as I heard Caroline say something.
"Hey don't leave–"
I angrily storm out as tears fell, my heels clicking on the floor as I walk too fast. My breathing increased and the sobs were louder, all I could feel was the walls getting tighter around me.
I hear the door swing very fast, and I knew who it was.
"Hey Y/N–" I still walk fast towards my car, not acknowledging him at all.
"Even when you're wearing heels you're veryyyyy fast. Please wait up my feet is cramping. Did you put a spell on my feet?" I hear Kai once again but I avoid him.
I quickly open the door to the front car seat, about to get in but Kai slams it, "I–"
"How could you let her kiss you?" I turn around to look at him with my puffy red eyes. I swore he let her get too close.
He gulps and sighs, "I didn't kiss her, she kissed me."
"This is the second time, Kai! If this was me in your place, I wouldn't talk to any guy because it's always going to be you." I give him a pointed glare, not done with my words.
"And you let her get close to you. As much as i would love to defend you, God, I can't! I can't just excuse your actions in all times because I'm in love with you!"
I've never expected myself to say the L word although I just did, I could see that he froze once I said it, but I didn't care if he says it back or doesn't, cause this was the last time i was going to be having a conversation with him. I look down as I back away, I felt ashamed for no reason.
"Hey..." He starts as he tries to get close to me but I felt weak at this moment.
I knew Kai wasn't capable of love, so at this point I had to push him away because I was afraid of rejection.
"No don't even start, Kai. The same thing happened a month ago, and I don't want it to happen again." I try to stop myself from breaking down, reffering to another girl kissing him and the exact thing happening, "You could've avoided this."
His eyes were teared up, a sight you wouldn't see on the Malachai Parker which truly hurt me so much, "Please don't say it."
My breathing increases and so does tears, "You think I want this? I don't. Because believe it or not, you're the only one who I truly felt connected with."
His hands goes to my cheeks and I wanted so badly to stand my ground, because I didn't wanna break especially infront of him, but all that was heard from me was the sobs the elected out of my throat painfully.
"I'm so sorry. I am so sorry." He chokes from the tears, "But you're the only one who never gave up on me. You made me feel." His lips quiver, my hands immediately goes up to the hands that was holding my cheeks so delicately, a touch that electrified me in every way.
I sigh deeply, looking up at his blue eyes that were light more than ever, yet, the emotions that swirled in there was pain that made him want to fall until he reached the ground, the only person that could save him was me.
"You hurt me, twice. My jealousy isn't going to do you any better, Kai." My voice wasn't audible at the moment.
"I-I will never hurt you again. I would rather sit by your side and never leave you. I care about you, I–" He stops for a second, his eyes going back and forth to my right and left eye, "I love you. I love you so much. You taught me what that was."
My eyes widen and my lips part, like I was relieved that he had finally told me that loved me, but another feeling overpowered every feeling I had towards him. I was hurt, really hurt that Kai was finally capable of feeling towards someone but I was the one to break him, because truly, I don't wanna get hurt again. Seeing a woman truly beautiful twice kissing him, made my heart ache. I knew truly I could never offer the beauty that they had.
I shake my head, "You don't mean that." I whisper. I wanted him to do anything, like laugh at my face and say that he actually didn't mean that and then he leaves for good, I wanted it to be false so leaving him wouldn't hurt. I wanted to believe that it was a lie.
"But I do. I would kill for you. Hell– I would die for you. What does this mean to you, Y/N?" He gulps as he waits for my answer, but I truly don't know how to answer to this.
His eyes searches mine deeply like he wanted to find the answers but also wanted them locked away.
I was going to say it either ways, although I could hear my heart shatter everytime I repeated the words in my mind.
"I'm sorry, but it's over." It was like a huge meteor had hit me right in the chest, because I could see Kai looking down in defeat. Although I couldn't see him, I heard him so vividly. Silent sobs escaped his throat, and I take his hands off of my face.
"I need you in my life." It was as if he was trying to give me a message that he'd fall without me.
"I'm sorry– I'm so sorry but I can't do this. I can't get hurt again." I immediately open the door to my car, shutting it after.
I start the engine as angry tears stung my cheeks, but looking at him in the rear view of the car, he looks like he had lost something so valuable.
It was the first time I had put myself first. No one deserves having a person as their only happiness either ways.
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hawkinsuniversity · 3 years
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𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐤𝐚𝐢 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞
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pairing : kai parker x reader
warnings : mentions of sex, mentions of magic, mentions of magic used during sex, teasing, dom/sub dynamic, shower sex, exhibition kink, groping, pet names, jealousy, nudes, sexting, and oral sex (fem receiving)
cuddling all the time
him lying on your chest when the two of you fall asleep together
taking lots of selfies
lots and lots of sex
especially kinky magic sex
him teasing you sexually all the time
dominate kai
shower sex
public sex
sleepovers
holding hands whenever you guys go out in public
everyone warning you to stay away from kai
you not caring and going out with him anyways
heated make out sessions
him groping your breasts 24/7
kai always calling you ‘baby girl’ or ‘princess’
lots of hugs throughout the day
especially when you are upset
a ton of sarcasm and sass ( from him )
kai being extremely overprotective and possessive
cooking together all the time
baking cupcakes with one another
lazy days where the two of you just watch movies and hang out
sloppy neck kisses
you playing with him hair
him playing with your hair
spooning ( you being the big spoon )
* kai is 100% the little spoon
you scratching his back after sex
blood sharing during sex
him opening up to you
being the only person he feels vulnerable with
sharing nudes and seductive videos with one another
lots of sexting ( + phone sex )
pranking everyone together ( especially damon)
him always being annoying but in a cute way
kai showing you off and bragging about you all the time
nose kisses and butterfly kisses
wearing his jackets and shirts
cheesy pickup lines
him always giving you the puppy dog eyes whenever he really wants something
the puppy dog eyes working on you every time
cock warming whenever you watch movies together
also lots of movie marathons
love bites and hickeys
piggy back rides
saying i love you all the time
play fighting
him comforting you whenever you are upset
kai taking care of you when you are sick or on your period
bringing out his good side
helping him understand and communicate his feelings
him giving you oral all the time
and vice versa
inside jokes
cute nicknames ( baby girl, sunshine, baby, etc... )
part 2 coming soon! i could not fit it all in one part!
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sibsteria · 3 years
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What were you thinking?
prompts: ''I love you, but please stop whatever it is that you're doing'', ''Please talk to me about it'', ''Quit smiling at me, I can't stop messing up my sentences when you look at me like that''
summary: an awkward dinner party at the Salvatore boarding house? check. impatient possessive boyfriend? check.
Character: Kai Parker x fem!Reader
I laugh at Elena as she dropped her fork full of food on her, pretty and extremely new dress.
''Shut up, Y/n, it's not funny.'' She whined, pushing her chair out, I'm assuming to change.
''It kind of is.'' I heard Kai snicker beside me, I smile at him, bright and clear as these were the first words he spoke to me all night. He sends a small but empty one back, what's going on with him? He's been so quiet and it's honestly concerning. Maybe he plans to blow us all up, who knows?
''Well, I think that we should take a bourbon break?'' I offer to the group of four remaining, that being Damon, Bonnie, Kai and Stefan.
''Finally, a good idea.'' Damon is fast to stand and adjourn into his study, the rest of us follow. I grab Kai's hand before we go in, pulling him to the side.
''Hey, what's going on? If you're bored, we'll leave, I kind of am too.'' I place a reassuring hand on his cheek, he huffs.
''Please talk to me about it. C'mon, Kai.'' I plead.
''Oh, hi, I’ve been vying for your attention all day and you haven't noticed once and now I'm pissed.'' He crosses his arms, a stern look smacked across on his features.
''Kai. Stop. It's a dinner party, I can't make out with you in the middle of my spaghetti.'' This got him to crack a smile, a small one, but it's progress.
''Oh, I bet you could, and you would.'' He winks, flourishing his fingers up and down my waist.
''It's full of blood, you're a witch, I'm not kissing you with blood in my mouth.'' I reason, he rolls his eyes.
''So?'' He aggresses.
''So, it's not happening.'' I kiss his cheek, and take a step back, beckoning him to joining the group in the study. Damon was no where to be seen, I shrugged and poured a glass.
After a few rounds of bourbon while waiting on picky Elena, we return to the dining room upon Damon's arrival. She stands there, in a shorter dress than before, it's just like Elena to do that.
''I'm beginning to think you did that on purpose so you could sneak off with bitch boy here.'' I patted Damon on the head before he swatted me away and glared daggers at me, I smiled the widest I could, provoking him.
A couple of minutes into the meal, I turn to my left to check on Kai, to see him staring at me. A hand propped him up by his chin as he ignored the food sitting in front of him.
I leaned close to his ear to whisper, ''I love you, but please stop whatever it is that you're doing, or planning on doing.'' I lay a small kiss on his jaw before returning my previous position.
''What makes you think I'm gonna do something?'' A glint of mischief revealed itself in his eyes.
''I know you, and I know when you're planning chaos or at least something with malicious intent.'' I shrugged, he nods his head in agreement.
''True, but-'' He kisses me hard, just after a blood covered spaghetti coup went in my mouth.
''Kai, you are so strange. What the fuck.'' I laugh, bringing the attention of the table to us.
A chorus of 'What?' and 'What happened?' comments flood the table.
''Nothing, nothing, this weirdo being himself over here.'' I lean my forehead on his shoulder, shielding my blushing face from everyone.
I look up to see his artful smile and troublesome eyes looking down at me.
''S-stop.'' I mumble. He snickers at me.
''K-Kai, quit smiling at me, I can't stop messing up my sentences when you look at me like th-that.'' I hide further into his shoulder.
He wraps an arm around me, stroking it.
''Wanna go home? You're right, this is bori-'' Before he could finish, I vamp speed us out to my car.
''Get in then.'' I stand, blushing, looking anywhere but at him.
''Don't get embarrassed, princess, no one saw me kiss your blood-soaked lips. Even if they did, it's hot as fuck. Can't deny it.'' He sneaks his hand into mine when I shut my driver's side door.
''Shh. You're weird.'' I bit my lip, gazing at someone who is so undeniably special. This bitch...
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dontbepornbitch · 6 years
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Info!!!
I am probably gonna start doing imagines and stuff because...I really wanna be an author or get into publishing sooooo yeah. Stay tuned!!
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honeysalvatore · 6 years
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My masterlist.✰
This will be updated as I post, so check it out!! 
The Vampire Diaries.
STEFAN SALVATORE.
The right man.
Breath-taking.
Sunrise.
DAMON SALVATORE.
Take me home.
ALARIC SALTZMAN.
JEREMY GILBERT.
MATT DONOVAN.
KAI PARKER.
Jealous.
Promises 
TYLER LOCKWOOD.
The Originals.
NIKLAUS MIKAELSON.
His Queen.
Baby Daddy.
ELIJAH MIKAELSON.
I’ll take care of you.
KOL MIKAELSON.
Frenemies.
Dangerous.  [Part one] /  [Part two] /  [Part three]
MARCEL GERARD.
REBEKAH MIKAELSON.
We’ll see each other again.
The Maze Runner.
THOMAS.
NEWT.
you’re my hope.
MINHO.
GALLY.
ACTORS.
DYLAN O’ BRIEN.
THOMAS BRODIE-SANGSTER.
TOM HOLLAND.
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betasquads · 1 year
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Connection.
Heretic!kai parker x femalewitch!reader
A/N: This is the first time I'm using tumblr, not the best writing, but it's readable.
▪︎ warning: smut
The Civil War in the United States began in 1861, after decades of simmering tensions between northern and southern states over slavery, states' rights......
I sighed, slamming my book shut while I was reading. I needed to free my mind a little bit. I knew I had a lot more to study but I needed to check it someone texted me. I go to my nightstand to see if my phone was fully charged, not expecting a text from Kai.
We both hated each other before, but we got closer in the prison world while still hating each other, and without realizing, he grew on me.
I finally found the restaurant that we couldn't find. Dress up, we're going to go eat because im starving.
Him and I were just best friends, nothing more. I knew him and the mystic galls gang, for quite a long time now. Everyone hated seeing me with him, but sometimes I couldn't careless. I had to admit that ive been in love with him for a few months now. Hes attractive, hot, and sometimes caring. He lived three blocks away from me, meaning I had to go get dressed up.
I go ahead and dress up as I sit in the living room, waiting for Kai.
I heard the knock on the door before opening it for him, smiling as he just gave me an awful stare.
"I meant my text, I'm starving which means this restaurant better be good and taste like how i remember it" He talks about the restaurant that we used to go just a few months ago.
"Alright, what does that have to do with me? I'm not the CEO of this restaurant." I yell defensively as he rolls his eyes.
"Come on, let's go." He says and ignores on what I just said. I grab my purse and head out as we walk to there.
Kai and I were sitting in the all known restaurant that had a bar right next door. I only came here for the famous crispy fries and their delicious smooth vanilla ice cream, making me drool each time I think about it. Which I would've not went if we didn't go to this place.
It was a pretty talked thing in town, a very affordable and a tasty restaurant that looked fancy. Kai was talking about how the ribeye was so good and that he would like to try it again but he would go if I would go and thats why he texted me. I skipped my studies to go with him, him and I getting seated.
"Can't we just order everything and burst right out the moment we finish eating? I'm starving that I would even eat something raw. But now that I smell fries I want fries. Actually I see that they serve meat. I don't like meat. " I inhale deeply at the scent of the fries.
"Hearing you rambling makes me wanna die." He tells me as I roll my eyes. You are one to talk. I thought.
Then I look up to see Kai staring at me with amusement and the all known tiny smirk. "My rambling makes you want to die? I should do it more often."
I blush when I thought about the fact that he put a spell on me to read my mine. I look at the menu once again to avoid looking at kai, disgust taking over.
Burger with a side of Crispy fries,
Calamari Steak,
Saffron Rice,
Cuban Style Roast Pork,
Mushroom and Onion with Rosemary.
...
...
...
The menu continues on as the waitress comes up to us, "My name is Rose, I will be your waitress. What can I get you started with?" She throws in the most fakest smile.
I look at the menu and I snort. "Mushroom and Onion with Roseeeemary. Get it? Cause your name is in Rosemary." I laugh at my own joke as I see Kai stiffen his laugh as I look up at the waitress who looked annoyed as she waited. I stop smiling when I look at her stare.
My nose scrunch when I shake my head, "Just joking I do not want that, ew, gross. And I definitely don't want the entire menu. Just theeeeeeeee..." I look at the menu once again.
"Burger with a side of Crispy fries. And Vanilla Custard. Also let's not forget the famous ice cream. Make sure it's vanilla cause the rest of the flavors are overrated or just suck. I'm suing you if you mix it up." I tell the waitress as I look over to Kai who was biting his lip seductively as he looks at me. His eyes were practically taking my clothes off, I felt like I was being burned by his gaze.
It was basically the first time he ever did this.
I blush and look away, more interested at the wooden floor instead. I could feel his gaze still on me.
"And what about your boyfriend?" She questions as she was writing on her notes, glancing at him.
I laugh awkwardly before shaking my head, about to respond before he's the one to speak.
"I'm not her boyfriend. And I would love a ribeye and the same exact desserts like hers." He looks at me, his eyes hungry as his eyes trails down to my lip. He says to her as his eyes never left my face.
I shift uncomfortably in the seat as I feel a wave of heat surge in between my thighs. I bite my lip as the waitress nods, telling us it will be ready within twenty minutes.
"I see what you did there with the Rosemary joke." I roll my eyes once again at him.
I began using the salt that sat on the table, placing it on my index finger. I began to make it fly for entertainment since we had to wait for food. I smile to myself before a voice cuts my thoughts off.
"Genuine question, has someone ever made you feel good?" If I was drinking something, I would've choked. But instead, I just stare with wide eyes at the floor as my eyebrows lifted. He has never asked me such thing. The salt falls on the table while I shakingly sigh heavily.
He bites his lip, as I see him shift from side to side as if something was irritating him.
"What is with this question? You never asked me about something like this."
He laughs as he shuts his eyes for a brief moment and then looks back at me. "Oh no, just curious. I want to know if my girl has been getting the pleasure she deserves." He says seductively.
I forgot what breathing was, a surge of a weird feeling hitting my underneath stomach. My girl? Since when was I his girl?
I open my mouth slightly at the name, trying to find the words but I just couldn't.
"Hmm? Are you going to answer me or not? If you won't just say you're nervous because of me." He hums, tilting his head to the side. His fingers slowly traveled to my hand that was resting on the table, drawing circles around.
"It's not any of your buisness." He raises his hands up in surrender with a grin.
"Alright, alright. I just could've been a way of help to changing that." He winks at me while I look away, looking at the people who was ordering across of me.
"Welcome to our restaurant! Today we will be playing a game, it is optional and you do not have to do it. We do different games every other Friday so today's game is..." A waitress says as Kai rolls his eyes.
"Tic tac toe? Sorry but I'm not very interested in a child's game. I'd rather kill the entire people sitting here right now." I laugh at his comment and lean on the table as I wait for what she's about to say.
"7 minutes in heaven. Get up and write your names down and pass it in this tiny little box over there if you do want to get in the game. If you are an odd one out and don't have a partner, then better luck next time!" We hear people going quiet as I blush, looking down.
I can feel Kai's gaze on me with a smirk on his face. "I don't mind if I do." He gets up and goes towards where the waitress was.
I get up aswell, I mean it was only a one time thing. Besides, there were so many people. I can't just randomly be paired up with Kai.
Right..
Right?
I go write my name down and go back to where I was sitting, Kai looking at me at each move I make.
We wait for our names to be revealed with our pairs, my legs crossed as I wait patiently.
"Y/N and..." She says cheerfully as the bottom of my stomach gives me butterflies.
"Kai, Kai parker." The moment his name left her mouth I felt like I was being choked, my eyes widening as I look over to Kai who was staring at my lips.
He gets up and holds his hands out with a his hooded eyes staring at me. I blush and place my hands on his larger hands, I silently gasp when I feel the cold rings against me. The comparison of how huge his hands made me go wet, sending shivers in my spine.
She points towards the door and we get inside, the darkness in the room and me being alone with kai while we play this game immediately made me feel even wetter.
The door shuts and I felt frozen up, as if I didn't know what to do. Especially that Kai was my friend, but i had to admit, I was in love with him. Him and I do everything together, he almost died for me, him and I would choose each other in a heartbeat even though we were once enemies.
"Are you going to overthink now? You just wasted a good 3 minutes." He says but I shake my head.
"This–This is wrong. This can't be. We aren't even supposed to be friends, what does this say about us?" My index finger points between him and I.
I don't know why but at this very moment, it felt like I was betraying my friends although it was choice and my life.
I can see him his eyes was filled with sadness on what I had just said, like he felt hurt.
And he did have everything and every right to think like that. I was basically suggesting as if he was a side person for me, or someone who was wrong for me. He did change, because I can sometimes see the way his eyes lights up when he sees me, or when he runs up to me when I show up at his apartment and the way he makes up his stupid jokes that always never fails to make me laugh.
"I–I didn't mean it like that. I'm sorry." For some reason, every instinct was telling me to go up and kiss him.
Do it.
I walk up to him, now the both of us are the closest we could ever be. He looks back and forth towards my right eye and my left eye, as if he was trying to figure out something.
Then I make him lower himself for me, my lips connecting his. I could feel an explosion right underneath my stomach when his hand goes up to my waist, and the other at the back of my head.
I was the first to disconnect it, and it was clear that he didn't want to cause his lips went forward the moment I left it.
I can hear him groan slightly as he stares at my body, his enlarged hands going to my hips, "It's only you and me in here. Just you and I to do whatever we want. And I want you." He purrs in my ears as I see him briefly shut his eyes and kissing my under earlobe.
My eyes widens at the action, I was surprised. "K-Kai" I gasp when he looks up at me, his baby blue eyes weren't so blue anymore. Instead, his pupils was taking over.
Although it was dark, I can slightly see him.
He gives me wet kisses on my neck and leaves his lips lingering for a quite a while which makes it even better.
"7 minutes of heaven, you heard her."
"Malachai." I accidentally say his full name while he hits my sensitive spot on my neck, gripping his hair.
He then freezes at what he said, leaning away to look at me. He bites his lip, "Say that again" His words are inaudible but I still heard him, my eyes widening at his neediness.
My hand travels to the nape of his neck as I make him get close to me, my lips almost touching his ear.
"Malachai" This time I said it in more of demanding tone, tilting my head by a bit and biting my lip.
Then we notice our 7 minutes was up.
That fast?
I can see that he was disappointed, the both of us letting go of each other. I didn't feel so warm without his coat hugging me, frowning that time went too fast.
"That worker should've gotten a kick in the ass. Who accidentally switches mint chocolate chip ice cream with vanilla? She should've known that mint is gross and no one would even get it." I tug in my shorts as I try to reach for my phone, but then I accidentally trip on on a piece of rock.
I groan as I look up to see Kai laughing at me as if he was watching a comedian show where someone makes a dirty joke, which is always unfunny.
"What are we, twelve? This isn't the puppet show, stop laughing idiot." I felt warm liquid running down my leg but Kai couldn't see since I was sat on both of my legs. He definitely smelled it though cause I see his jaw clenched.
And then he began laughing once again. I start laughing at his contagious laugh, as he turns around as if I'm about to get up and follow him. His maniac laughing fit his beautiful face that had a stubble, my lip biting at the sight. I then focus on myself.
He then begins to walk off, thinking it was a minor injury. I felt it burn in my leg and knew that it was major. "Where the hell are you going? If you want me to drive you to the kids show, you are always welcome Kai. Except I'm bleeding so you have to wait up."
"Do you want me to carry you in a bridal position? Come on it probably wasn't even that bad." He rolls his eyes. He stopped in his tracks, turning around to look at me. His eyes widens when he sees the gash on my knee, quickly running up to me. Blood was pouring out of it, and it was burning. It was bigger cut than he thought.
Veins began to show under his eyes as he stares at my blood. He clenches his jaw as he looks away. I hear him gulp as he looks at the left side of the road, not bothered to even look.
"Kai, look at me." I demand as he shakes his head, shutting his eyes. He stood up, trying to maintain calm from getting the urge to rip my head off.
I stand a little bit and lean on him, before he tries to get away from me. "I'll hurt you." My hand makes a way to his cheeks that were spiking me from his stubble, as I make eye contact with him.
His blue eyes were shimmering, the depths in them made me look so deep into his beautiful eyes, "You won't, I know you won't." He bites his lip at my courage, before he snaps out of it before he kneels infront of me as he thought of way, about to bite his wrist but I shake my head.
"I know you never want to be healed with vampire blood but it stings and I can't keep that for you–"
"It's alright Kai, maybe we can call someone to pick us up. Im a newbie witch and i can't heal myself. You siphoning from me will hurt, i mean kinda–" He shakes his head before he thought of a way.
He quickly snaps a piece from his shirt, "This is going to hurt bad, you know when you see someone get hurt and you just hold the place they're hurt at like you're going to also going to get hurt. In which you also feel the pain of the other person like in another way but I don't know how you just feel it by looking at them like you're scared that it would also happen to you so me placing a piece of cloth might sting cause I remember how they feel when Joshua used to trip me a lot and I would get injured so my leg kinda hurts even if it isn't possible–"
I chuckle, cutting him off. "Shut up idiot, you rambling makes me want to die. Just get over this." I groan as I shut my eyes, staring up at the sky as I sigh.
I could feel his breath hitting my neck and his eyes never leaving me even though I had my eyes closed.
He shakily sighs, shaking his head as he began tying it around my gashed knee, as I let out a pained groan. "What's your favorite ummm, song?" He tries to distract me as I smile at the idiot who's right infront of me.
I hit his shoulder half jokingly and half not in an insulting manner. "Ow!" His right hand makes a grab for the place that I had hit him.
"If you're trying to distract me, you suck at it. So don't go on." I smile cheekily at him as I look down at my knee as if to tell him to continue.
He began wrapping it tightly, a few seconds silently going by. "I'm sorry" He mumbles very fast as my eyes widen.
I gasp dramatically,  "Oh. My. God? Malachai Parker apologizing? I should've recorded that for for Elena. Damn it! I sometimes hate the universe for being unfair." I said as I dramatically frown, actually surprised that he apologized.
I could tell that he got annoyed about my sentence because he let's out an annoyed huff, "You should take me seriously." He yelled me but I give him a look before he rolls his eyes.
I wait for him to understand why I was looking at him like this, then realization settles in his features. "Fine, I didn't take you seriously about.. About? Let me remember." He began to get into thought as I laugh, inhaling a huge amount of air.
"You didn't take me seriously when I told you I was hurt. It'll heal, but it will definitely leave a scar." I hear him inhale like it was his fault that I tripped.
"Come on it wasn't even that bad." I mock him in his tone as I began to burst into giggles when he gives me a serious look, but he bites his lip to hide his smile.
"Unfunny." He says, his lips slightly twitching into a smile.
"Then what is that smile on your face? Did it magically just appear? Weird." I smirk at him.
He ignores my comment, standing up as his arms snake around my waist and my under knees. I gasp when he actually picks me up in a bridal position.
As an instinct I grip his neck shakingly, not because I was scared that I would fall or he would trip and make a joke out of himself.
He was close to me, his eyes dark and shallow. His gaze burns right through me as my eyes widen slightly at the look he's giving me.
"Fuck it, I'm going to carry you home." His voice now deep and husky, my mouth slightly opened at the switched tone.
It was deep almost like he was trying to be seductive. It was hot, making me bite my lip as I shut my eyes.
We reach at my house, setting me down slowly. I reach for my keys before unlocking the door. I step inside, opening the door wide open to welcome Kai in.
"Come on in–"
He gets a little too close to me, my breath hitching at the closeness.
"You didn't answer my question. Has anyone ever made you feel good?" He said it in a whisper, biting his lip as he looks at mine.
"Not really, it was just okay, not wow or anything." I say unsure as I take my shoes off, walking inside the kitchen to avoid the question.
"Do you want water, juice or nothing so you could save them for me?" I question with a sigh as I open the fridge.
Suddenly the confusion settles when Kai doesn't respond. I feel a hot breathe on my neck, a pair of hands moving my hair to the side. I shiver at the contact as I let out a silent moan when I feel his lips on my neck. His teeth nibbles on my skin, my body going hot.
I shut the fridge when he grabs my waist and turns me around, pushing me aggressively against the fridge. I whimper and my hand grip his hair.
"Mmm, why don't you make those noises for me much more often? Fun fact i actually enjoy it a lot." He questions as he places wet kisses my collarbone.
I quickly place a hand over my hand to stop a moan, grabbing his neck as I hugged him into me so he could continue on kissing me.
"I'm so done with pretending like I don't want you." He groans as he leaves wet kisses all over.
He sees that i have my hand above my mouth. "Let all the noises come out by itself, you have no one at your house besides you and I." He says while attacking my entire neck with love bites.
"We could fill the house with our sinful noises, and no one will be able to hear us. What will your friends think of you? Their naughty girl fucking the evil parker?"
"Since we're all alone. It means, I could fuck you senseless." He dirty talks in my ear which makes me shiver.
"Punish you in any way you want me to. hmm, like pulling my hands away each time your so close. Slap your ass. " He whispers in my earlobe as he tucks a hairstrand behind me. He slaps my ass as I moan, enjoying the feeling.
"Dirty girl, enjoying me slapping you?" He tuts in disapproval when I moan in his ears, his cock twitching in his pants.
"God, or even you could punish me. It would be very hot." He hums at his dirty thoughts that I wish I could see and hear. He sucks underneath my ears which makes me grip his hair, pulling it slightly.
He moans into my ears at the sudden action that I've pulled, grabbing my top and ripping it apart eagerly. "Hey! That was expensiv-"
"We could do anything you want. Any dirty thoughts running through your mind, I will make it happen. I'll please you in every way possible no matter how sinful it is. I'll fuck you in every way possible. " He whispered to me as he ignores my remark. He teasingly rubbed my clit that was separated by a fabric. I whimper at the touch as he pulls the destroyed dress off of me.
He grabs my waist and sets me on the counter, kneeling down as he bit on my underwear. He slowly takes it off with his teeth, not breaking eye contact. I felt myself getting wet at the sight, rubbing my thighs together.
"Look at me while I pleasure you." His lips brushed my clit as I let out a moan, gripping his hair. I could feel his breath, my body going hot as he maintains an eye contact with me.
His lips suddenly attacked, sucking and biting as I grip his hair. I look up as I grind into him, hearing him groan at my action.
"Look at me while I hear you make these noises." He demanded as I listen, his dark brown eyes piercing right into me.
I do as he says, my stomach turning when his eyes are hooded in satisfaction, his mouth sucking. I feel a familiar bolt in my stomach before I grip his should, signaling that I was close.
I become disappointed when he stops, a smirk on his face. It was hot besides the fact that he didn't let me finish. "I'm going to let you finish when I'm inside of you."
He begins to attack my neck with kisses, my head falls back as I let out a silent moan. His lips attack mine hungrily and aggressively, grabbing my waist and carrying me. I gasp in the kiss when he starts going upstairs to my bedroom. I let go of him, as he slightly whimpers at the loss of body contact. He tries to connect our lips again, then I smirk.
"So needy. It's hot." I say while I tried to unlock the door but it didn't seem to be working.
He then pushes the door with his vampire strength and pushing me straight to my bed, kissing me eagerly. I've always dreamt of having Kai kissing me with one of his coats on, the image in my mind turning me on.
I then switch positions, now I'm above him. He looks at me with amusement when I mutter two words beside his ears, "magicae manus" I whisper seductively, while my lips are attached at his earlobe, kissing and nibbling.
Both of my hands were pinning his but since I was using a spell I haven't before, he gasps and I smirk against his warm skin. My magic hands were taking his pants off slowly.
"Are you enjoying this?" I whisper while tearing his shirt apart, my other magic hand touching him seductively in any way. He just whimpers, with his mouth open wide and his eyes shut.
For some reason, my hand suddenly chokes him, not harsh, but not gentle. His eyebrows lifted up in amusement, staring at me for a quiet minute.
"Yes ma'am." He says it very silently, his voice deep and hallow. I was satisfied with the response.
I take his coat off and his black shirt that was torn apart from me, he was only left with his boxers. I was only left with a sports bra and shorts, teasingly taking it off and taking my time.
He stares at me while his elbows support him, his eyes are hooded and watching every move of mine. After I was left with no fabric, I push myself to him, my hand going to the nape of his neck as I my lips attack his.
The body contact between us lights my skin on fire, my lips detaching from his while it slowly goes down to his collarbone, and then his chest.
While trying to kiss every part of his body, I make eye contact with him, the bottom of my stomach burning each millisecond our eye contact continues.
"You wanna take control? Take control." I whisper with pleading eyes.
He wastes no second and switches places with his vampire speed and began thrusting.
I groan at the sensation as it swallows me whole, half of it being painful and the other half was pleasurable. The whole time we're doing eye-contact, my mind yelling at me to break the connection.
He looks at me concerned, "Should I sto–"
He stops mid sentence, my eyes already telling all the answers. It was powerful, shocks of waves hitting me from the strong eye-contact and from the pleasure I was getting from him.
He then leans down to kiss me, the way his lips connecting mine felt passionate and slow, and not like the other kisses we shared. The kiss was long and sweet, something I've never expected from Kai.
I felt like I was close, and I knew Kai could see that, "Do it for me" He gives me courage and then I receive passionate kisses all over my collarbone.
I reach my climax before Kai does too, the both of us restless as he lazily gets off of me.
He quickly gives me clothes to dress up, and I can't help but feel even more love towards him.
The both of us dress up. I go towards the mirror to fix my hair and my appearance, but then I catch him staring at me from the mirror.
I felt sadness wash over me, scared that this was a one time thing. I turn around to face him and I can't help but stare at his light blue eyes staring at me with curiosity, the way his stubble makes him so attractive.
"You and I–" He paused to think for a minute before stepping even closer to me, the height differences makes it better.
"I want it to happen." He says it in a whisper.
I smile before feeling the warmth of his lips against me, him and I smiling in the kiss.
As it turns out, there's a connection between him and I.
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hawkinsuniversity · 3 years
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𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐤𝐚𝐢 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐰𝐨
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pairing : kai parker x reader
warnings : mention of dirty jokes, mention of pda, mention of murder, and mentions of starting a family
forehead kisses
him telling you stories of his childhood and his family ( before he killed them all )
he told you about that too
you getting annoyed in public because he always acts like a child
him making up dirty jokes to tell you
kai laughing at the most immature things
you acting like it drives you crazy but you secretly love it
singing karaoke together ( especially when the two of you are drunk )
him not wanting to ever be alone or without you
everyone getting frustrated with the constant pda
water ballon & nurf gun fights
flirty banter
dealing with kai’s constant baby fever
( trust me this man wants a kid so bad )
being treated like a queen
eventually getting married
and starting a family
being together forever
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sibsteria · 3 years
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Hello, again
prompts: ''tell me again'', ''I might never get another chance to say this'', ''do you regret it?'', ''please don't cry''
summary: you reminisce over your true love whilst you, Bonnie and Damon are trapped in the 1994 prison world, and why you are connected to this day.
Character: Kai Parker x fem!Reader
I am actually thinking about rewriting this into a mini series
''I won't tell you his name, because you'll look him up and it'll all get complicated and- just don't pry.'' I warned them.
''Promise.'' Bonnie said, reaching over to cup my hand in hers. ''Damon?'' Bonnie glares at him.
''Fine, fine.'' He holds his hands up in surrender.
''So today, May 10th 1994, my boyfriend was about to do something-''
—-
''Just promise me, you'll be okay?'' I asked him, searching his expressive eyes for any sign. I supported him, undoubtedly but worry was strong in me.
''Yes, trust me. Wait out front, keep the engine going. I won't be long.'' He looked fine, confident even.
''Look, I might never get another chance to say this if tonight goes south, I love you.'' I looked ahead of me, staring at the opened bag of pork rinds, not at him.
''I know.'' I could feel the teasing smirk on his face.
''Really? Star Wars?'' I laughed.
''And that- my partner in literal crime, is why I love you.'' Simple and sweet, things that he was not. Which is why the moment felt bittersweet. ''I know I'm pushing but- tell me again.''  He held an urgency in his voice.
''I love you.'' I kissed him, with everything I had. ''Go, finish this.''
''See you soon.''
—-
''-And that, my dears, was the last moment I saw him.'' A tear rolled down my cheek, but my expression was numb.
''Pork rinds really? Blegh. How did you meet pork rind boy?''
''I have to ask, Y/n, do you regret it?'' Bonnie caressed my cheek, she was too caring for her own good.
''Not in a million years. Never have, never will. I regret the way the night ended, but not how it began. Not how we began.''
''Aw, please don't cry, princess.'' My blood ran cold, my brain turned to fuzz as I tensed.
 ''Y/n, Bonnie, get back!'' Damon yelled. ''Who are you? Is it you who has been messing with us? I will literally tear your heart out.'' Protective Salvatore side alert.
''Yes- no, maybe? You choose.'' How is he here? ''Can I speak to the lovely lady Y/n alone please?''
''Why should we trust you?'' Bonnie speaks up.
''It's him. Pork rind boy. Kai Parker.'' I didn't know how to feel, how to react.
''Can we trust him alone with you?'' I immediately replied to her.
''Yes.'' Was all I could muster.
''Just know I can end you.'' Bonnie snaps.
''I'm with her.'' Damon agrees.
''Both of you, out.'' He demands.
When Bonnie and Damon are out of sight, he speaks up.
''So, miss me?'' He tried to hide behind his snide, teasing exterior but I could see behind those eyes.
''Cut the shit, Kai. Why and how are you here?'' Another tear.
''I could ask you the same thing, that night, when I did what I did. This- was my punishment. Draining isn't it?'' He sighed, looking around.
''I tried to find you, for years, turned myself-'' His head flew to look at me.
''You turned yourself?'' He was heartbroken, I heard the falter in his voice.
''I thought the only way I'd find you, was if I had forever to try.'' I looked to the ground.
''Princess-'' He shot towards me, engulfing me in warmth. How could someone so cold be so warm?
''So you don't regret us?'' He had hope in his eyes.
''You heard what I said, I might want a second chance to undo some things but, no regret.'' I cupped his smooth, shaven cheek in my hand.
''Well, I hope I don't regret this-'' He kisses me with fiendish fervour, but it's short-lived.
''Ew, really, Y/n?'' Bonnie sounds disgusted.
''So we had a chance to look at the newspaper again, something or rather, someone stood out when I was reading it. This-'' Damon narrowed his eyes at Kai. ''Pork rind munching freak. Has done some serious shit.''
''Fuck.'' Kai and I chorus.
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sibsteria · 3 years
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This is us
prompts: ''get away from her before I break every bone in your body'', ''you are my love'', ''how about a kiss?'', ''that hurt you son of a bitch''
summary: Damon takes things a step too far
Character: Kai Parker x fem!Reader
''Give me one reason I shouldn't snap your neck. Right here, right now.'' Damon growled at me, his awfully distasteful leather jacket hung off his figure.
''Because, hmmm let me think. Oh yeah, Elena would hate you. No matter if I'm with Kai or not, she values our friendship, therefore my life. Think twice before you open your hole, Salvatore.'' I shoot him a dark glare, my arms flushed tight and crossed against my middle.
''What makes you think I care about Elena's opinion?'' I saw his eyebrows falter when I mentioned her, he tries too hard to act tough.
''Don't act dumb, Damon.'' I sigh, turning to enter the Grill, he yanks me back by my hair, slamming me against the cold brick wall. I scream, purposely getting the attention of Kai who exited the building, looking for me.
''Get away from her before I break every bone in your body! And you know I won't hesitate. With just a flick of my wrist.'' Kai threatens, ''Or better yet, Elena, I'm sure she'd love to feel every bone in her body break.'' This urges Damon to choke slam me up the wall, I squeeze my eyes shut from the pain.
''Now you've fucking done it.'' Kai's voice is low and dangerous. With a swift movement of his hands, Damon is hunched over, aneurism, I guess. His hands grasp his head.
''C'mon.'' Kai moves towards me.
''Give me a second,'' I snap a disregarded piece of wood off a nearby fence and drive it into his stomach, purposely missing his heart. ''That hurt you son of a bitch.'' I spat down at him, he's still yelling from the pain.
''Hot.'' Was all Kai said, I rolled my eyes and dragged him by the hand to my Rolls, parked a few metres away.
When we got in my car, I fired it up and prepared to drive, but before I could Kai put his hands on mine.
''What he did back there, I could've killed him- but I know what you said about people not being worth it. After what happened last year, when he nearly turned you and I- you know-'' I cut him off.
''What you did to Elena is in the past. I forgive you, I did the second it happened because you are my love. I couldn't face the thought of not being with you. You matter more than anyone, more than Elena, who can't fucking make her mind up on anything. More than Damon, who always pushes things to the brink of disaster. Even more than myself, I'd do anything for you.'' I cry into his hoodie, which fitted his slender figure perfectly. He was warm and not just physically, it was different with me.
''How can I reassure you that everything will be okay?'' I smile up to him, when I was with him it was the only time the smile reached my eyes.
''How about a kiss?'' He winked, I loved that about him, even in serious moments he made me smile and laugh. He made me love.
''Anything.'' I whispered as I leaned towards him, we were cut off by a slam on my car. I turn to see Damon, fuming.
''Not cool, guys.'' He seethes, Kai rolls his eyes and lifts his hand, effortlessly launching him to the floor feet away. Fire surrounds Damon in a circular form, ''Really? Really?!'' He shouts.
''Step on the gas, sweetheart. I'll make out with you later don't worry. Anything for you.'' I bite back a grin, teasing me was the way he tells me he loves me, he'll tell me eventually. I'll give him as much time as he needs.
''Oh and Y/n?'' I pull out of the parking space and onto the main road.
''Yeah?'' I ask, happy and nonchalantly, focusing on driving.
''I love you.'' Hearing this makes my heart stop, and my foot, this makes us slam forward slightly.
''Are you actually crazy? I'm driving you stupid witch!'' I yell, but not angrily, I settle this with a laugh.
He clasps his soft, yet calloused hands around my neck, pulling me to his lips, an invisible string always seemingly connects us. Our mouths move with passion and a real love. Everyone knows about Stefan and Elena's 'Epic Love' but ours was so much more than that.
''Now, let's go frighten some minors.'' His sinister grin makes me step on the acceleration.
''I FUCKING LOVE MYSTIC FALLS!'' I scream into the dead air, nobody yet everybody around to hear.
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sibsteria · 3 years
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Letting Go
[ORIGINALLY POSTED FROM MY WATTPAD https://www.wattpad.com/story/254514341-tvd-imagines ]
prompts: ''close the door'', ''we are not the same and never will be'', ''destroying lives one person at a time'', ''watch me''
Character: Kai Parker x fem!Reader
A tapping on my window woke me from where I lay, sleeping soundly. I whipped off my covers and paced towards the noise, peeking through the curtains that were not fully closed. Kai Parker. I slid my curtains open and lifted the large window that looked into the Salvatore boarding house, where I lived with my brothers. He made his way through the window, knocking over my vase of flowers in the process. ''God damn, Kai, careful.'' I whispered in haste, he put his hands up, as if surrendering.
''Close the door.'' He nodded towards my bedroom door, with an inch of it open. I rolled my eyes and shut it, a slight click as it held itself against the frame.
''What are you doing? They will kill you, you now they don't exactly appreciate our friendship.'' I smile at his stupidity, I endear him really.
''I-I had to, I-'' He stopped, thinking, sighing. I sat on my bed, waiting for him to continue. I furrow my brows, he's distressed.
''Look I know our friendship is in jeopardy 24/7 and everyone tries to take you away from me, tell you not to trust me, to forget me but I just-'' He gave an exasperated pause, grunting in frustration. ''I need to know.''
''What do you need to know? I'd tell you anything, you know that.'' I say, wholeheartedly.
''I need to know if there will ever be anything more. I look at you and all I see is light. We are not the same person and we never will be but I can't restrict what I'm feeling. What I'm feeling, god what the fuck. When did I become this? I know this isn't me, I'm a monster, destroying lives one person at a time. I just-'' I interrupt him.
''Kai. Stop. I know that you feel like your emotions are against you, and maybe they are, maybe this isn't who you were or who you hoped to be but nothing is going to change what I think of you. You can't get rid of the feelings Luke gave you. I have feelings for you Parker, there's no doubt on that end, you don't need to walk around thinking so numbly. I know we aren't the same person, but I wouldn't have it any other way, I wouldn't want any other you. Don't let yourself get into your head.'' I finish my monologue, by the end of it I'm stood in front of him, my hand cupping his warm cheek, painted with a most beautiful pink.
''Y/n, you don't understand, what you're getting into- who I am... it's not desirable, you don't need to pursue this. I am a monster, you don't deserve this.'' I look at him, my eyes glazed over with tears from deep inside me, rooted in this memory.
All I can do is be who I am, and he can only be who he is but that's the beauty in it, the glory. It's the key to making it work. A tear rolls down my cheek, disturbing the heat radiating from my face.
''Watch me.'' I slide my hand around his neck, he is hot to the touch, gingerly bringing his face down to mine. I lock my lips with his, fusing us with a brutal passion. His still hands move around my waist, clasping me hard, as if he would lose me. Sliding my hand into his chestnut locks, he deepens the kiss, the salty taste of tears impeaches my tongue as I slide it across his lips, mine and his. I never knew the famous Kai Parker could produce tears. I break us apart, sniffling as more tears drop down my face.
''I-'' he goes to speak but I shush him, grasping his warm hand, which is slightly clammy and bringing him towards where my bed stood.
I motion from him to sit, he does, moving his back up against the pillows, kicking off his shoes. I join him, pushing myself into him, he grips me, hugging me back. My head lay against his chest, his lay on top of my head, kissing it gently every so often. I was sat across his lap, feigning in his grasp, fawning and falling, only for him. Words had no place at this moment, everything was already said, already explained. If it took running to stop my brother's from breaching us, I would comply. I'd run as far as I could as long as I had him.
It won't be long before my brother's will find out about us, preparation is overrated. Normality is overrated. Love is not, I'd give anything up for him.
And I know he would too.
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