did you guys know i’m so insecure i think that i’ll die before i drink and im so caught up in the news of who likes me and who hates you and I'm so tired that I might quit my job, start a new life and they'd all be so disappointed cause who am I, if not exploited? and I'm so sick of 17, where's my fucking teenage dream? if someone tells me one more time “enjoy your youth” I'm gonna cry and I don't stick up for myself i'm anxious and nothing can help and I wish I'd done this before and I wish people liked me more all I did was try my best this the kind of thanks I get? unrelentlessly upset, they say these are the golden years but I wish I could disappear, ego crush is so severe, god, it's brutal out here

okay u should listen to holly humberstone i love love love her and her music and idk the vibes are so!!

YES OMG I USED TO LISTEN TO HOLLY HUMBERSTONE SOMETIMES

comfort crowd...

28:A song by an artist with a voice that you love

11:A song that you never get tired of

3:A song that reminds you of summertime

28: OOH okay malinda's voice is absolutely GORGEOUS so that's one!! her song Music Box is soooo pretty <3 honorable mentions to beetlebug and sara bareilles bc they came to mind first because i know my friends syd and ollie love their voices :D and if u want specific songs ill say overgrown garden and bluebird :D <3

11: ill say canary in a coalmine by the crane wives rn!! love that song so much its so fun to sing along to and OHHH they lyrics,,,, <3

3: im going for the low hanging fruit here. summertime by my chemical romance <3

BLOG TAGS. — VENUSBLAKES, 2024

# . 𓂃ෆ kaela writes. — all my work .

#・₊ ⟢ porn material. — sexy men .

# ⋆˙⊹ k, talks ! — talking to myself .

# ˚ ꪆৎ ⋆. kisses, kisses! — things that i like .

# 𝄞₊ ⊹ speak to me in lyrics. — all my music .

# ‧₊˚ ʚɞ k’s beauty’s. — anything having to do with my mutuals .

# ‧₊˚ full fics! — all my full works .

# ࣪𓏲ּ ᥫ᭡ k’s readers. — types of readers that are most frequent on this blog .

# ⊹ ࣪˖ answering. — answering anons, reqs, etc !

# ₊ ⊹ 𓂃 navigation. — linked in all my major posts .

# ⋆˙⊹ ɞ k’s recs.

— for all my reblogs / fic recs .

tag game: get to know my interests

(tagged by @johnsonshildy, thanks Lucie!)

MUSIC

fav genre?: I love a little bit of basically every genre, I don't think I really have a favorite.

fav band?: Eisley, Pentangle, Paramore, Chirinuruwowaka just to name a few.

fav solo artist?: Ella Fitzgerald, Olivia Lufkin, Cecile Corbel, Joan Baez, Emilie Simon, Aurora, just to name a few.

last song you listened to?: heart of glass, kaela kimura

fav decade for music?: I can't choose just one, I love music from every decade!

top 3 most listened songs recently?: all the songs on my sleep cd, which is 78 songs that I play all night every night.

albums or playlists | bands or solo artists | slow or fast songs | lyrics or melody | rock or pop

LITERATURE

fav genre?: idk

fav book?: I don't know how to choose!

fav writer?: Astrid Lindgren maybe?

comfort book?: The Wolves of Willoughby Chase, by Joan Akin

fav biography?: me: stories of my life by katharine hepburn

hardcover or paperback | standalone novels or book series | reading at home or in nature | listening to music while reading or reading in silence | realism or fantasy |

TV AND MOVIES

fav tv show/movie genre?: a little bit of everything i guess

fav movie?: this is an unfair question.

comfort movie?: Brave, ghibli movies

favorite decade for movies?: 30s, 40s, 90s

fav tv show?: larkrise to candleford, british bake off, 60s batman

comfort tv show?: full house

5 favorite characters?: Nora Shelley, Mary Smith, Connie Milligan, Mary Smith, Alice Sycamore. Yes they are all Jean Arthur characters because I don't feel like choosing from the 100s of characters I love.

tv shows or movies | one episode a week or binging | one part or saga | horror movie or musical movie | if you feel like doing this - @thatscrewballdame @grusinskayas @nitrateglow @filminghere @maureenoharra @joanleslies @chantalstacys @cherubina

6 for Kieran, 7 for Zach, 8 for Rena, and 14 for Lucas if possible pls UwU

(you didn't include her in the tags and I can't say for sure I'm remembering everything right and I understand if you don't do this but BONUS POINTS for 11 or 12 or both for Mara)

6. what are their biggest fears?

losing control. he knows what it's like and he doesn't want to go there again. everything he does is a dedicated and deliberate choice to remain in control of himself and his surroundings as much as possible, even at the risk of being phony.

(after all, what's the point of being genuine if the people who matter would leave?)

7. how do they cope with stress?

he, uh, doesn't. stress is zach's kryptonite. he's a serial procrastinator so by the end of every semester he is a pressure cooker of Anxiety and there is NO safe way to break that seal.

(staying up late. eating irregularly and bizarrely. watching tv shows he doesn't even like to put off Doing The Thing.)

8. what keeps them up at night?

rena makes to-do lists in her head while she falls asleep and plans out the next day. because she has the least chill of maybe anybody ever, it's important to stay on top of the possible things that could go wrong.

14. what’s something you wish you could tell them?

oh, buddy. lucas. chin up. sometimes endings are beginnings in disguise.

for mara (the loml!!!! so glad you asked)

11. if they had three wishes, what would they be?

safia fayed notice me challenge 2k19

girlfriend (see above)

my dad stop being the worst (thank u, good night)

12. what kind of music do they like?

mara's really into spacey electro pop - these are her favourite songs!

spiral by kaela

breathing by kinnship

dionne by the japanese house

thanks for the ask, via! :)

GC23 OC QUESTIONS

WHEW! I finally finished it all, the complete sheet of the main cast for my personal project Feathers and Flowers! For those of you unfamiliar with the project, it’s a slice-of-life story that begins with Kaela finding the long-dormant spirit Mal and, upon freeing her, ends up gaining a supernatural roommate. From then on the stories focus on their day to day lives and the misadventures they have together alongside beefy nerd Sakura and her crabby roommate Evangeline.

Eh, still gotta work on the pitch but WHATEVER! I’m really happy with how these came out! <: So while I’m at it, lemme officially introduce these characters to ya! They are introduced in order, from left to right (in accordance to the lineup on the bottom of the photoset):

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Name: Evangeline Bella Moore Age: 23 Birthday: January 1st Info: Intelligent, polite, hardworking and punctual, Evangeline is often the star pupil in her classes. Evangeline can be bossy and has very little tolerance for what she deems less than perfect, but more often than not she simply keeps to herself and rarely allows anyone to get any closer than surface-level acquaintances. As popular as she was in highschool, a common moniker for her was the "walking glacier". She is the apple of her ever watchful mother’s eye, but Evangeline secretly craves for that attention to drift away from her. Fun facts: Evangeline loves to read and adores playing music, particularly the guitar. She hasn’t played in years, however. She is currently a sophomore in college and Sakura's roommate, and is unsure of what to make of someone as genuine as she is.

Name: Mikaela Malie Rose Age: 25 Birthday: March 19th Info: Soft-spoken, kind, a tiny bit shy, and very unconfrontational, Mikaela recently moved away from the island she grew up on and has settled in a moderate historical town. She prefers to be called Kaela, and her kind demeanor can often lead her to be a pushover or naive. Despite befriending Sakura, Kaela doesn't really have friends in the town she currently lives in, and that coupled with her being so far away from home and the added stress of a lousy job and still trying to get used to the new environment has led to her feeling lonely and isolated. Regardless of all this, she is one of the warmest people you could hope to meet. Fun facts: Kaela loves outdoor activities including camping and surfing, and she dreams of opening her own flower shop one day. In fact, she moved from home in hopes of opening said shop, but she ended up being caught up with simply surviving and has stuck with her current job for so long because of it despite not liking it much. She often goes on morning runs along the trails, which led her to finding Mal in the first place

Name: Sakura Valentina Hikaru Guerrero Age: 21 Birthday: July 28th Info: Sakura can be easily likened to an excitable puppy: loud, outgoing, energetic, and very friendly. She’s every bit a people person and enjoys meeting new potential friends, but her excitability tends to lead her into being invasive and forget the concept of personal space. Despite that and her bulking size, she’s entirely harmless and genuine. Fun Facts: Sakura is a huge gamer and certified nerd, and she’s currently in college pursuing a degree in Game Design. She is Evangeline’s roommate, but thus far none of her attempts to make friends has panned out. Sakura is capable of speaking three separate languages fluently Name: Mal Age: ??? Birthday (given by Kaela): October 12th Info: Mal is a Spirit, a race of supernatural beings with a deep connection with the mortal realm. Aloof and confident, she is easily frustrated with things she doesn’t understand. Her demeanor could lead people to thinking she’s cold, but this is untrue and Mal isn’t unkind. She is patient, careful, and willing to learn anything new, and she has a deep curiosity that rivals that of a cat. Fun Facts: Mal hates wearing shirts due to her wings and often will walk around without one if she can help it. She was sealed away for an undetermined amount of time before she was freed by Kaela, and has since come to live with her as her unusual roommate. Mal herself doesn't know her birthday nor how old she is, only that she's lived for several hundred of years as a Spirit, maybe more. The given birthday isn't her actual birthday, but instead the anniversary date of when Kaela met her that one fateful fall day.

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Aaaaaaaaaaaand there we have it! The story has yet to officially begin so if interested be sure to keep an eye open! In the meantime, if you’d like to learn more about the characters and the world they live in, feel free to ask me anything or take a looksie at the stuff I’ve done thus far in the tag here:

Feathers and Flowers

Thank ya thank ya for taking a looksie! <:

Listen To Your Heart

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3c5KATX

by MageWarrior

Finally, Keith had finally graduated from high school and is entering a new chapter in his life to attend university to pursue producing music while looking after his ill sister, Kaela who has a passionate in art, unable to attend university due to her heart illness, but still encourages her older brother to go and find love in his heart.

Words: 5971, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M

Characters: Keith (Voltron), Allura (Voltron), Lance (Voltron), Pidge | Katie Holt, James Griffin (Voltron), Kaela (OC), Krolia (Voltron)

Relationships: Allura/Keith (Voltron), Lance/Pidge | Katie Holt, James Griffin/Kaela (OC), Keith & Krolia (Voltron)

Additional Tags: Heartbreak, Illnesses, Family Drama, Heartache, Prayer, Alternate Universe - College/University, Romance

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3c5KATX

omg okay, thank u @shock-tastic for the tag !! i didn’t even know this get to know me trend was going around, so it was pretty cool to be in it now !!

top 3 ships: not sure if this is strictly ninjago related, but i’ll do one from three Fandom’s i’m in.

bruiseshipping. i LOVE it. they’re so cute and oblivious ?? and they’re always sharing glances & touches in the show.

petermj, specifically mcu. michelle jones and peter parker ?? do i even need to elaborate oh why this is a top tier ship ?

newtmas. from the maze runner, yes, thomas and newt are the best. and it’s even better that their actors are close as well.

lipstick or chapstick? umm probably chapstick. i don’t use makeup in general, for many reasons. but i’ll usually puts chapstick on like once a month cuz it’s a funky flavor, lmao.

last song listened to? i have music on right now and it’s currently “be alright” by dean lewis.

last move? oh it’s been a while since i sat down and watch a movie .. but i think it was ant-man.

reading? this book called friends and other liars by kaela coble. basically, it’s about a little friend group reuniting after ten years cuz one of the members died. before he died, he wrote notes to the clan of friends, and they’re basically all lying to each other and full of secrets. it’s good !!

fic wise, i just finished reading this ninjago story called earbuds by pry0_kat for like the 298439 time, it’s SO good. the main ship is plasma, and it takes place during sons of garmadon. except the ninja don’t know each other’s identities and UGH it’s amazing, just go check it out !! TOP TIER.

three things that make you happy? annoying banter with my friends / brothers. i’m the middle child, and so the goes it goes back and forth constantly—with love, most of the time. but it’s the little fun stuff that counts.

reading / writing. it’s like my escape. maybe even drawing too, although most of the time i quit halfway through cuz i’m not that good and get frustrated cuz y’all make it look so easy. i’m a nerd, yes. do i really need to explain why reading / writing is amazing? it’s kiiinda obvious; i don’t really like our current reality, and these fictional worlds let me slip into something i absolutely love. but bonus points if music is playing!

and lastly, probably making people laugh. i don’t mind how, whether it’s from memes or saying a joke. i get happy from seeing others happy, i guess, but hearing people laugh is like music to my ears. i try to be funny. and so i hold moments like this to my heart. life is supposed to be good!

tagging some people who should definitely do this too !! hope u don’t mind.

@icedcreamx @laratsuki @colehence @rheisa-midnightfury @parachutingkitten and @let-drew-draw

Parenting 101 for Rockstar Dads

CH. 4- The One Where Everything Is Not Okay pt 2 (Or The One Where Jared Has an Insane Idea)

Jared was an absolute wreck, but was trying to hold it together as best he could for his new daughter Kaela. He didn’t eat, didn’t sleep, or play any music; the last time he picked up his guitar was a week before Kaela was born. It even pained Jared to go inside the room he shared with Nessa, let alone sleep in that bed. Seeing her paintings and Polaroids of the two of them hanging on the wall; these days he slept on the air mattress in Kaela’s nursery. Nessa’s death didn’t really sink in until they lowered her casket in the ground, and that’s when he broke down crying.

He didn’t care that he was crying in front of everyone, that he was probably making a fool of himself in front of the other attendees. Kaela cried too, although she probably had no clue as to why she was crying. The first memory she has of her other is burying her; Jared knew he should’ve gotten a babysitter that day. He was currently sitting in the rocking chair, just holding his baby and looking at her. He had just given her a botle and she was about to fall asleep at any moment.

God, Kaela was perfect, the most perfect baby in the world. She had these big brown eyes inherited from her mother, a head of dark curls, chubby cheeks and light brown skin. This was his daughter, he was a father, a dad. Jared would be responsible for this precious life for the next eighteen years and beyond. It was hard for him to wrap his head around the fact he would be doing this alone.

“Well pretty baby, guess it’s just the two of us now. I don’t have that much experience with babies. Scratch that, any experience around babies. Your mother was the expert with anything relating to children, but I’m going to try my best not to screw this up, I promise.” Kaela’s eyes fluttered, and he rocked back and forth in the chair slowly before putting her in her crib. Jared loved watching his daughter while he slept, loved watching her eyelids flutter and the small movement of the pacifier in her mouth. An angel really. Shannon poked his head in and got a good look at his brother; Jared looked terrible.

He looked like he hadn’t slept in ages, and Shannon couldn’t remember the last time Jared ate anything. “Jared, you have to eat something. Starving yourself isn’t going to fix anything,” he told him gently. Every now and then, Jared would eat bits of food and be done with whatever he was eating. Now, he survived on coffee, juice and water, and it was starting to take a toll on him. Jared waited a minute before answering, never taking his eyes away from the sleeping baby.

“I’m not hungry,” he muttered, and his voice seemed dull. “Well, the neighbors dropped off more food. I can’t eat all of it by myself,” Shannon attempted to make a joke. Last week, the two brothers went to the leasing office to explain their situation and to take Nessa’s name off the lease and replacing it with Shannon’s. Soon the entire complexing had caught wind of Nessa’s death and constantly stopped by to offer condolences and food. The only good thing about it was that they hardly ever had to buy food in addition to baby formula. Even then, his neighbors, and even Jackie, were buying baby formula for him. 

The fridge was practically bursting with casserole dishes and Tupperware containers and Similac. “Okay then. Is there still anymore of that lasagna left?” Shannon smiled as he saw his brother get up from the chair. “Yes, and macaroni and cheese, and ziti and whatever else is in the fridge.” There was so much food that he made Jackie take a few dishes home with her. 

Shannon heated up a plate of lasagna for him in the microwave as Jared rinsed off a fork; as he sat down, he ran his hands through his hair. “How are you Jared, really? And don’t even think about saying you’re fine because I now you’re not. The truth Jared.” “I asked her to marry me Shan. A day before she died. Had a ring and everything.” He pulled out the ring from his shirt pocket and laid it on the table. “And then I made a fucking fool of myself at her funeral, and an even bigger mistake by bringing Kaela. What the fuck was I thinking?”

Jared sounded like he wanted to cry, but he couldn’t; his eyes were sore, and he didn't know if he could even produce tears anymore. “Jared, listen to me. You brought Kaela there to be surrounded by people who loved Nessa, and those people love Kaela too, they’re her family.” The microwave dinged, and Shannon took out the plate and placed it in front of Jared. “Now eat.” He managed to eat half before Kaela started crying; it was almost two in the morning and Jared was starting to feel it.

He made a move to get up before Shannon told him to sit back down and finish eating. “I’ll get her. Just finish eating and then go to bed.” Jared wasn’t that hungry anymore anyway, so he wrapped his plate in foil and put in the fridge; he’d finish it later. Jared stood in front of his bedroom door, sighing before pushing it open. The only time he went in there was to grab clean clothes from the drawers, never staying in there longer than two minutes.

He would grab enough clothes to last him a few days and bring them to the nursery. Jared was also a little too keyed up to sleep; maybe a shower would calm him down. Even after washing his hair, he stayed in the shower a few more minutes until the water began to run cold. He dressed as quickly as he could so he could get back to the baby; she was already settled down on her back, splayed out like a starfish. Shannon was knocked out in the rocking chair. 

“Shan. Shan. Shannon, wake up.” It took him a minute to wake up, and he stretched, standing up. “What time is it?” A little after two in the morning. Go back to bed, I got it from here.” Just because Jared a leave of absence from work didn’t mean his brother did; he had a full time job and still managed to help with the baby. “Are you sure?” 

Shannon looked concerned, and he was tempted to call in sick. “Really Shannon. Kaela looks like she’s down until at least seven.” His older brother looked torn between wanting to go back to sleep while also wanting to help with Kaela. “Shannon, I promise it’s okay. Go back to bed.” With one last look back at Jared and Kaela, Shannon went back to the living room; Jared laid down on the air mattress and tried to get some sleep. 

This entire situation was fucked up. Right now, he and Nessa were supposed to be arguing over whose turn it was to check on Kaela. He was supposed to have a fiancée with everyone congratulating them on their impending nuptials. They had even talked about moving into a house closer to campus only weeks ago, and now everything had gone to shit. Jared rolled over in his makeshift bed and he felt tears slide down his face. 

Sometimes he cried, and sometimes he didn’t, but it was usually always at this time at night, when he was sure Kaela and Shannon were sound asleep. It made him fall asleep, but he always woke up with sore eyes. There was no way he’d ever cry in front of Kaela or Shannon; he wanted to appear strong, to show his brother that he could handle this, needed to be strong because this sweet little baby depended on him. Something had to change. Jared hated his job, and he wasn’t getting any richer. This apartment had too many memories that he was not ready to face yet. Louisiana felt suffocating all of a sudden.

What kind of childhood would his daughter have? Jared wanted her to feel safe and secure, not having to pack and move away every year, or living out of a truck like he did, and she definitely will not be working at the age of twelve. He had to get out of this city, out of this state, but where to go? How would he support his little girl? Jared didn’t plan on bussing tables and washing dishes for the rest of his life.

Maybe he could do something creative that would put food on the table, but so far, the only creative jobs that were coming to mind was teaching music and art at schools and he didn’t have a teaching degree. The only other option was... Los Angeles California, a city known for creativity. Jared had always been interested in movies; maybe one day he could direct one. He could be one of those directors whos movies become a cult classic. Jared had to try, it was worth a shot.

Even if things didn’t work out there, he could say he did try instead of wondering what could’ve been. Jared would try California for a year to see if could get any work and after a year if things didn’t work out, he would go back to Louisiana and enroll in community college. That was plan and he was going to stick to it. Now how was he going to explain this crazy idea?

tag list: @llfd1977 @blackreaders-assemble @itsmeauntie @squeackygee

2 + 2 = 5 and i’m the love of your life

10 songs I’m obsessed with right now

tagged by @theysbian​​! if anyone else would like to do this, feel free to tag me (or just reblog) so I can see your list too :)

“Homerarete’ru! (Gettin’ Compliments!)” by Mayumura Chiaki: the lyrics of this song are so sweet and always cheer me up! she totally stole my heart when I watched her perform this on a TV show recently

“Step” by Hitsuji Bungaku

“COLOR” by Kimura Kaela: upbeat, rock-tinged pop tunes with a sprinkle of fun effects on top is what Kaela does best imo. it reminds me a tiny bit of “Moustache”, one of my favorite Kaela songs!

“Long Gone Lonesome Blues” by Hank Williams: I was watching the PBS documentary on country music and just could not get over this song because they based Sandy’s Texas song in Spongebob on it LOL. now I just unironically like this song

“LATATA -Japanese Ver.-” by (G)-IDLE: Soyeon’s rapping in Japanese is just PHENOMENAL! I can’t get over it

“MONSTER TREE” by SHAKALABBITS

“Feel Special” by TWICE

“Cheese Pizza” by JUDY AND MARY: I’ve been on a huge JAM kick lately!

“Ano Ko wa Kitty (She is Kitty)” by CHAI

“Tadashii Machi (The Right City)” by Shiina Ringo: this song has fantastic lyrics... I always find myself picturing the whole thing in my head

my tags

#me and my mutuals <3

#kaela's jewel box

#kaela's wardrobe

#kaela's musings

#kaela's favourites

#kaela's designs

#kaela's moths and butterflies (if you're uncomfortable with pictures or art of moths and butterflies block this tag!)

sideblogs; @theuniverseinfinite (grishaverse) @thesegoldenwishes (beautiful things) @starsandsatin (historical fashion)

<3

i follow from theuniverseinfinite !

queer asexual, she/her

things on this blog;

book i love; fashion ; beautiful things; moths and butterflies; art; jewelry; poetry; music; webweaves; edits; animals; aesthetics; things i find funny/important/thoughtful/amazing; the universe

21 questions

I was tagged by @thepainofdreams

Rules: Answer 21 questions and then tag 21 people who you want to get to know better.

I can’t tag people because I get too anxious people will get mad at me for tagging them so if you read this and like doing these things consider yourself tagged.

Nickname: Kana

Zodiac: Refused

Height: 5′4″

Last movie I saw: Picnic at Hanging Rock

Last thing googled: Jason Brown? I think. I was trying to remember which grand prix he won silver in this year.

Favorite musician: I usually just say I have too many to list but maybe I will go ahead and try to list my current tops even though it will still probably be a lot. [Alexandros],The Brilliant Green, Buck Tick, Cecile Corbel, Chatmonchy, Chirinuruwowaka, Cocco, DuelJewel, Eisley, Go!Go!7188, heidi., Horie Yui, Kagrra, Kimura Kaela, Kokia, Miwa, Mucc, Natsukawa Rimi, Nikiie, Oh My Girl, Olivia, Paramore, Plastic Tree, Red Velvet, Sakamoto Maaya, Sayuri, Scandal, Scenarioart, Shakalabbits, Shibata Jun, Shiggy Jr., Silent Siren, Tommy February/Heavenly6, Ueda Marie, Yanagi Nagi (I really like a whole lot more so I feel bad leaving people out but I think this is probably my most faves these days?)

Song stuck in my head:  The opening to the PBS show Victoria which just goes Hallelujah, over again a few times and it’s so annoying to have stuck in my head and I want it gone.

Other blogs: I have a music one I gave up on because I could never find links to what I wanted to post, one for tartanlolita fashion, one for posting things I coloured when I used to colour a lot, another for posting things for sale that I don’t use anymore cause it didn’t generate any sales but I’m too lazy to delete it, and an old hollywood one that I don’t use anymore. I think that’s it.

Do I get asks: Maybe once a year, it’s always a nice surprise!

Following: 175. I want to follow more since most aren’t active but I’m scared to follow people because they might not want me to follow them. Plus it’s really hard to find exactly what I am looking for.

Amount of sleep: Probably anywhere from 6 to 12 hours, hard to say since I constantly wake up and struggle for hours to fall asleep but always feel sleepy and want to sleep so I spend most my time trying.

Lucky number: Haven’t found any 

What I’m Wearing: Pink flannel pajamas with little white kitty faces all over.

Dream Job: Lottery winner

Dream Trip: I feel like I already had it when I went to Japan in 2006 and nothing will ever be able to top it. I would like to go to Japan again but so many of the things I loved aren’t around anymore and the people I went with was part of what made it so good and I wouldn’t want to go without them. But I still think it would be fun to go and buy loads of cute stationery and toys.

Favorite Food: Chocolate, cookies, cakes, everything I can’t eat without getting sick from haha.

Play Any Instruments: No, I played piano for a bit when I was a kid but I never had regular access to one so it was impossible to keep it up after the place I used the piano at burned down. 

Languages: Barely passing English only tbh

Random Fact: I’ve been collecting cute Japanese stationery since around 2003 and I always saved 1 sheet of each thing so that I can remember it forever. I’ve been thinking about maybe scanning some of it and posting it here but maybe that would be annoying… I thought about making a side blog for cute stationery stuff, but I never can keep up side blogs.

Describe yourself as aesthetic things: antique dolls, fields of flowers, dark and misty nights, mysterious fog, Victorian mansion sometimes, cottage in the English country side at other times, 

I was tagged by the wonderful @obrreogneon 💖

Rules: shuffle your music, write down the first thirteen songs and tag ten (more or less) people.

1. Pushin’ Me Away - Jonas Brothers

2. What it Beats for - Jared Lee

3.Scars - James Bay

4. Last Dance - Dua Lipa

5. Little Joanna - McFly

6. Breathe - Taylor Swift

7. Perfect - Marianas Trench

8. Love Like Woah - The Ready Set

9. Damn Regrets - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

10. Some Days - The Maine

11. When He Sees Me - Kimko Glenn, Jessie Mueller, Kaela Settle

12. Memories - Panic! At the Disco

13. Steal Your Heart - Augustana

(I don’t know these song choices say about me to be honest.)

I’m tagging these wonderful people

@wi-atch @velvetbarnes @buckys-habibi @rogrsnbarnes @coal000 @bvckybarnes @lostxsea @sergeantbbarnes @chipilerendi @iheartsebastianstan