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tchaikovskym · 6 months

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Oh no I once again looked at fictional characters in love and it undid all the progress I had regarding the "I am an independent person on my own, I don't need a romantic relationship" and now I'm, once again, a "pathetic unlovable adult"

#shitpost #romance #just arrghhhhh #would i like to feel romantic love like in fiction one day? absolutely i would #is that kind of love even possible irl? probably not!#would i actually like to get together with a real person? STRANGER DANGER HAHAHAHA #can i even feel romantic love? who knows!#can i even feel joy (to gain like. reward points from romance)? probably not!#am i too mentally ill to feel love? probably!#well i thought i has having an aromantic crisis but it turns out its a mental health crisis once again!#im tired of trying to fix myself! i am!! arrrghhhhh! boo! it sucks!!!#where are all the people who are ready to fix fictional skinny white men? cant you fix me instead?#well these tags spiraled way out of my control. cheers! thanks for reading my post. hope youre having a great day. love you xoxo

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seriousturd · 2 months

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Doodles of the guys

#blind man's bluff #ladyredms #l4d2 #BROOO i'm so pumped to see them as a couple it's actually embarrassing #seeing them being cheesy and openly in love will be the end of me (in a good way) ARRGHHHHH #(doodled these after i reread some of the roughest breakup chapters and omg the PAIN!!!! they deserve insane happiness)#(these aren't really specific bmb scenes i just wanted to imagine them doing domestic-ish things to soothe myself after those chapters lol)

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billpottsismygf · 3 months

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I've been stewing a little over the last few days about the news regarding the Doctor Who airing times and, although there's been a lot of discourse and probably everything has been said already, I just need to get my rant out there anyway.

For the uninitiated or the unsure, the brief rundown is that new episodes will drop online at the same time worldwide before the BBC 1 broadcast. This will be Fridays 7pm US time (EST I think) and Saturdays midnight in the UK. There will also be the usual Saturday evening broadcast on BBC 1, 18 or 19 hours later. Also, the premiere (10th/11th May) will drop the first two episodes of the series at once.

Simultaneous broadcast is pretty cool, and I believe the 60th specials dropped at the same time as the UK evening broadcast, giving an afternoon time for the US. That's great, but it's really messing with me that this new system completely shafts the UK in terms of viewing times. I'm not saying that only the UK has passionate fans, but I am saying that the UK is where Doctor Who is a cultural institution more so than anywhere else in the world, and seeing it prioritise the US is incredibly frustrating.

Moving to the specific fallout, there's the part of me that is upset on my own behalf, as my autistic self is really struggling with the notion that to watch the show ASAP I will now have to do so at midnight (on a Friday night too!). Since I was 9 in 2005, I have only twice gone to bed with a new episode unwatched. Occasionally that has been at stupid times in the early morning because I've been doing things for Saturday night, but generally I have watched the broadcast as much as possible, and often with other people as a community event. As a child it was always with my dad; as an adult it's often with friends!

Ultimately, though, I'll be fine. I'll watch by myself on iplayer at midnight because I am an adult who can make these choices, even if I'm sad that I probably won't get to have the viewing parties I had started to have with friends in recent years. (Though, who knows, we all have weird sleep schedules. Maybe midnight viewing parties are still on the cards.)

However, for all the kids out there I am so incredibly annoyed. I can't imagine if any of the iconic episodes from my childhood had aired the night before and I'd been unable to stay up for them. Blink? The Stolen Earth? Doomsday? I don't wish to overstate the matter, but I truly believe Doctor Who has remained such a cultural institution precisely because of its status as a family show. People are raised on it and then raise their kids on it and so on.

What are kids going to do now? Some might be allowed to stay up for the midnight release, though not many, especially for that double release which will end at like 1:30am. Others might watch it when they get up, but likely without the community aspect of the whole family sitting down for it. Still others might wait for the Saturday evening broadcast, having to dodge spoilers from other kids and adults as they go about whatever Saturday activities they have.

Regarding spoilers, I've seen some snarky comments saying 'just avoid social media lol', but firstly that's quite difficult in this day and age, and secondly it's not just social media. For one, there are all the tabloids that will plaster any new details across the front page, but also I can vividly remember talking about the brand new Doctor Who episodes at school, and how big an aspect that was of the community excitement. My teacher even did an impression of a weeping angel the week Blink aired, moving closer with a scary face when I looked away for a moment. Sure, there won't be school on a Saturday, but plenty of kids will be doing activities with other kids (dance classes, football, drama clubs etc.). What will happen when some kids have been allowed to watch the new episode and others haven't?

It may seem trivial to some, but I don't think it is. Where's the event aspect of it? Where's the community? Sure, I'm biased as an autistic Brit who grew up with the show and doesn't like change, but this new model seems designed to dilute both the excitement and importance of a new Doctor Who episode on a cultural level.

#doctor who #whew it feels good to finally type up all my thoughts and feelings #I've got over some of the initial autism 'oh no friday night midnight on iplayer arrghhhhh that's not how you watch doctor who'#but I'm still feeling a greater frustration with this decision and how much it will alter the culture around doctor who #which is not just contained to hardcore fans #but to more casual fans and most importantly families and kids across the whole country #mine #dw #dwmine #there's also how late I'll be able to stay online having thoughts and buzzing about New Episode #but again #my sleep schedule is fucked anyway so I'm not the one with the biggest problem

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narutosidebitch · 2 months

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THE NEW ZAYNE CARRFDD

#love and deepspace #i can't do this anymore #I love that man so much #I don't have enough diamonds arrghhhhh #I pray I get it #I was saving up for his myth cards bruh #I'll just spend money

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heartsburst · 2 years

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the "...oops?" at the end of the new we will all go together when we go chapter is killing meeeee

#frankie yells #stranger things #we will all go together when we go #ARRGHHHHH #BYLER FINALLY CONFUSED AND VECNA JUST HAD TO INTERRUPT 🙄

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buwheal · 23 days

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Anon that was probably saying sorry, I said sorry because I find what clown roll was saying judgy, it's not easy being broke and not being able to afford food, the last thing a poor person needs is a lecture on how unhealthy their lifestyle is. Like of course it's not healthy, you think someone would CHOOSE to live like that? To eat nothing but trash? Pretty sure if spamton could be eating something not out of the trash he WOULD, he doesn't need someone rubbing how awful his life is in his face when he doesn't really have a way to make it better, like "oh yeah just get some food not in the trash" for free??? Or if you're expecting him to pay, with what money??? I swear financially well off people seem to just forget you need money to do almost anything because of how much they have. If clowny roll really cared so much they should give him some damn money to buy something, granted maybe they can't because of askbox rules, but still.

THAAANKK YOU DUDE arrghhhhh,, frustrates me a little because theres some people in this box talking to him like he has a choice!!! HE DOESNT!!! I already did a WHOLE nasty thing with a whole bunch of the asks rubbing that shit in his face as if it were an apology,, reminding CONSTANTLY with stuff like "I had trouble finding sucess once!" sorry but that doesnt help guys... This isnt some one time thing where hes down in the dumps cause he got fired or smth HES HOMELESS... thankfully ive stopped getting those, but now its THESE ones about how unhealthy his lifestyle is............... like yeah......... hes not fucking stupid he knows....... they talk to him like hes a child waaghhh /lh Like, heres some examples, sorry to these anons, but if i had chosen your ask you'd get yelled at by Spamton AND the audience anyways,, so heres some that i think maybe... they forgot he cant really do a whole lot....

...do you see the irony in this one......

guuuyyyysss do you see the freaking issue here???? "EAT HEALTHER!"

huh.

what.....

WITH WHAT FOOD????? WITH WHAT OPTIONS???? sorry lmfaoo... but like. "doesn't mean you shouldnt try to do better!" WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOUSAYING RIGHT NOW... HES NOT CHOOSING TO????? HES ALWAYS "TRYING TO DO BETTER"... DID YOU GUYS MISS THE POST POINTING OUT THAT HE EVEN HAS TROUBLE FINDING SOMETHING GOOD TO EAT /REGULARLY/??? pleeaaseeee dude save me pleese wauughh

But. Dont go after anyone,, esp Clowny Roll!!!!! I think a lot of them dont ....really think about it. I also have a tinge of a feeling that Clowny Roll has a bit of bait intention with theirs!! nothing wrong with that!

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oklotea · 8 months

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for the gj drawing requests, if you want

*chanting* Lars Lars Lars Lars Lars Lars—

(no specific request tho ahfjsds. head empty just lars)

Click for better quality!!!!!

LARS LARS LARS!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRGGWHHEHEHW EVERYONE WHO EVER LAYS THEIR EYES ON LARS GET HIT WITH THE LARS DISEASE WHERE ALL YOU CAN EVER THINK ABOUT IS LARS!!! I would know, it happened to me when I watched that one episode where their in Africa and he befriends a baby lemur. Oh my god. We need to protect this international treasure, Lars Oxford.... ARRGHHHHH MY SILLY MY EVERYTHING

I just really appreciate everything Lars is to the rest of the go jetters. An extremely comforting figure, who in season 1 was slightly devious... He's never done anything wrong.

Bonus tiny Lars I drew a while ago

Have a good day everyone

#go jetters #tea art 🎨#lars #go jetters lars #MY FRIEND FROM SCHOOL #MY BEST FRIEND #my string bean #gooper #need more lars in my life ty

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vanillaxoshi · 3 months

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OMGGGG?? IM LITERALLY EXCITED TO SEE THE CONTINUATION OF UR CONCEPT OF A SEPTUPLET AU IN BBM2 LIKE THE COLORS SET THE MOOD, AND THE DIALOGUE BEING BLURRED JUST😫🫵😫

BUT DID HIS POWER GAVE HIM THE CHANCE TO FIGHT AGAINST RETA’KA?? AND IS IT JUST ME OR DID IT SOMEWHAT RESEMBLE RETAK’KA HIMSELF?😭😭

ARRGHHHHH IM RAMBLING SO SORRY BUT JUST SOOOO EXCITED TO SEE MORE OF IT!!!

👀👀

Thank you very much rineshower

But i must not reveal much as of now, as you will get the next soon 😌

#xoshi asks #xoshi answers

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dappleddaisydarling · 9 months

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I just got to the grave scene in the astarion romance route.....and it's so well done I wanna SCREAMMMMM. The way it portrays intimacy, boundaries, physical and inner self. ARRGHHHHH . So so good cannot think of a game that has come close to portraying this before. Needing to regain trust of your sexuality and sense of self, and how a loving patient partner is so vital to that. So nice to see a companion not just be an opinionless sex doll for the player to "romance" whenever they want. Like they do not even show any nudity? Or take off clothes? It's a kiss but that is enough its everything. I love my problem vampire boy and I CAN and DID fix him.

#daisy blogs #astarion #bg3 #bg3 astarion #astarion romance #bg3 spoilers #blorbo screaming #blorbo #AAARRRRGHHH #LIKE???#OMGGGGGGGG #WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME #I LOVE IT

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virgincels · 2 months

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arrghhhhh I HATE THAT WE CANT ANONYMOUSLY SEND PICS but i still want u to see this 🙏

( https://pin.it/1fQKXVA9t )

literally thinking of puppy leon who hasnt gotten adopted when all the other pups has and hes left in the glass cage (idfk what its called) with the kitten hybrids so like .

he tries to hide with them, sits in the corner with a bunch of cats and theyre all just staring at him weirdly but he tries to pretend hes one bc he might get adopted that way but he literally sticks out like a sore thumb bc as much as he tries to slump his shoulders in an attempt to look small (POOR BABY !!!) hes just so big and cute like 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔

and then he's all sad puppy eyes while he whimpers softly bc the workers try to get him away from the cats ☹️☹️☹️💔

the cutest idea ever actually 😞 he is so the type to copy kitties! he would climb up on the mantle and fall off and he like tries to climb up on the shelves and curl up in a cubby hole and doesn’t understand why his fat ass gets stuck and the kitties don’t get stuck hes so confused!!

#inbox 💌

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cultrise · 7 months

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i just remembered how much i adore levi & hange and i am quite literally going insane looking at fanarts ARRGHHHHH

#hange can i ride your nose baby #wanna tug at levi’s hair #i’m being insane on dash again sorry fellas 😔#i need them both so bad #𐙚 — thought bubble.

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decamarks · 2 years

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i need to make physical crafts soooooo bad you have no idea. i literally need Materials so i can make a Thing (real life)

#I HATE HOW INEPT I AM AT THIS STUFF. it would be deeply gratifying for me to create physical works of art and i KNOW it would #but i'm just so ridiculously clumsy and bad at it. the tangible world eludes me no matter how desperately my hands grasp for it #by definition something material SHOULD be easy to grab and hold onto. but this turns out to be a problem when your hands are immaterial #ARRGHHHHH. INCORPOREAL RAGE

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imperiuswrecked · 4 years

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people who make plans then cancel and then uncancel them in the same day while I wait for them to make up their damn minds should have their kneecaps stolen

#IT WAS CONFIRMED YESTERDAY #I'VE BEEN WAITING ALL DAY FOR THEM TO SAY THEY WERE ON THEIR WAY #AND THEN IT WAS UP IN THE AIR BC THEY DECIDED TO DO SOMETHING ELSE #THEN ITS CANCELED #NOW IM LIKE OK COOL #I'LL MAKE DINNER ON MY OWN #I DIDNT EVEN WANT TO GO OUT #BUT NOW ITS BACK ON #AND NOW IM JUST SITTING HERE #WAITING #WHEN I COULD HAVE BEEN DOING OTHER STUFF #ARRGHHHHH #my ramblings

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madonna-la-cardinalessa · 5 years

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Me writing my B.A.’s Thesis: Today I will WRITE and don’t spend to much time on unecessary research.

Also me writing my B.A.’s Thesis: Why the f*ck did author *insert name* wrote THIS? Where is the PROOF? I WILL FIND THE PROOF BY ANY COSTS.

#studying #background of the problem: keep on reading #I am so pissed rn because of autor: Rafael Sabatini #like WTF WHY ARE YOU WRITING BULLSHIT. SIR?#In his book: the life and times of cesare borgia on page 21 he wrote RODRIGO was the son of JUANA DE BORJA #hfdskhfdkldjgd #I looked through ALL my Borgia related books and NO NO NO #he is the son of ISABELLA DE BORGIA WHO WAS THE SISTER OF JUANA AND CALIXT III #HOW DO YOU THINK IT WAS JUANA?????????? WHY????? WHERE IS THE PROOF? WHERE DOES THIS THOUGHT COME FROM?#ANY SOURCES? NO #ANY FOOTNOTES? HELL DREAM ON #I swear when I get the time I will make a complete borgia family research with all origins jfjdfjdjgjfjgfj #SOURCES EVERYONE! PLEASE NOTE YOUR SOURCES #AND READ THE SOURCES WELL #Just because they are only daughters doesn't mean they are the same #they have different names you see #they are different persons even though they were born in the 14th century #ARRGHHHHH #I spent like the WHOLE DAY looking for proper sources thank you it was not Juana tbh I didn't find any hints if she even had children #she was married though #with a Mateo Martì #personal

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xekstrin · 2 years

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ARRGGHHHH I LOOKED UP SOMETHING ABOUT MY FAVORITE CHARACTER IN HORIZON FORBIDDEN WEST AND GOT A SPOILER ARRGHHHHH AUGHGGHHHH AHGHHH AGONY AGONY

Anyway I think I might write fic where Kotallo has a dirty dream about Aloy and afterwards upon waking up and recalling it he skittishly avoids her for the rest of his days on Earth

I also want to write a fic about how Beta is !obsessed! with Aloy but not in a good or healthy way, in a sad "this is how I interact with things because I was raised like a lab rat and I'm also almost definitely autistic" way (Aloy obviously also autistic)

I don't know how old Beta is supposed to be? But I keep thinking she's like 13? or 15? Like literally a kid.

I love these girls so much and I just want them to be happy

#hzd #horizon forbidden west

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slashingdisneypasta · 4 years

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The Man (Hush) x Reader || Oneshot

Title: An Average Night Engaged to a Serial Killer

Dedication: This is for @lasilenceradio .I’m glad we’re friends, and I hope you like this!! ^^

Notes:

I mentioned this idea in the Dating Slashers / Horror Villain Things Dump, but I just think its too cute and feel-good to be left like that!

Plot: After a night of killing, your sociopathic fiancé comes home and slips back into bed with you where he really belongs.

Warnings: This is total fluff. Mentions of murder, though, so… Well, fluff for this, a villain-centric blog.

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When he walks back into our apartment, trudging into our room and to the dresser to pick out some pyjamas to change into, I force my eyes open a crack despite having, not 2 seconds ago, been having a really good dream that was hitting its climax, to see the glowing red numbers on the bedside table read 3 AM. Immediately a groan comes creaking out of me like an old door, because this is a particularly late time to come home, even for him and now I’m awake. I’m sure, everything will be okay when he gets done refreshing himself and comes and joins me, but until then I’m going to silently lament about the dream I was having.

Sure, I don’t really have to wake up whenever he comes from his sociopathic, night-time stress relieving activities, but I like to. Because, when he comes back he’s so much better. So much lighter, and less couped up. He loves his daylight life with me and his work, of course, but as it does for everyone, it becomes too much and… this, the things he does when its dark, are what he’s really passionate about. What he loves, and what makes him think life’s… worth living. And everyone needs that. I don’t agree with what he does, but I don’t think there’s anything I can do. And I’ve known him long enough to become acclimatised, I guess. Numb, to it. Its just another activity. Not like church, of course, but like air hockey or something.

And when he comes home from it, he’s so much more affectionate, and if he kisses me, I can feel him smiling. For real. Like he can’t help it, and I like seeing him like that! He wraps his arms around me because he missed me and his happiness brings out even more of his love for me. These are precious moments, and so, I wake up for them. I need to.

While he showers, getting rid of any blood and dirt, and possibly patches himself up if any victims got too close, I lay on my back and stare at the ceiling. Arrghhhhh, I want go back to sleeeeeppppp.

When he finally finishes his bathroom activities, he slides right past the cold side of our bed and to the middle, collecting my body into his to join him. A relieved sigh escapes me and I turn around to reciprocate his affections, hooking one leg over his hip and tracing one hand up to his hair, the other one cupping his jaw. He needs a shave. I grin, feeling the roughness of his stubble under my thumb and the warm wetness of his hair after the shower, having not been towel dried and is just dampening the pillow. I don’t mind.

Cracking my eyes gently open, I assess him best I can, considering how close our bodies are, looking for any injuries. Immediately, I find a band aid on his neck and sigh, running a finger over that this time. While I do this, which is basically routine at this point every night he goes out, he smiles at my worry and the feel of me in his arms. Quietly, he explains as his own thumbs rub up and down my back in a comforting way. His body heat engulfs me and makes me realise how cold it was before he got in here, causing me to shuffle closer to his body, and he’s more than happy to bring me in closer. “Would’ve only been a bruise, if she hadn’t had such long nails.”

A quiet ‘tut’ sound escapes me, before I leave the sore spot alone and return to his stubble. I love the feeling of him right after a shower. So warm, and soft and familiar. Makes me feel so lucky to call him mine. “Other then that, it went smooth?” I ask, whispering.

“Yep, thanks for asking. How’d you like the spaghetti I left you?” That makes my grin grow wider, remembering that he always makes me dinner if he’s going to be gone late. So weirdly sweet, even knowing where he’s going. I nod.

“It was delicious. Left some for you, for breakfast in the morning.”

He takes a deep breath and sighs it out in joy, going to nuzzle into my neck so I wrap my arms instead around his waist. “Ahh, thank you.”

“Love you… “I close my eyes and start to go back to sleep, as I feel his body start to relax, a sign that he’s going to as well. He nods into my neck, camped out there for the night apparently, now. His breath kind of tickles, but mostly the position we’re in is just nice and cosy.

“Yeah… love you… too… “

#The Man (Hush)#Hush 2016 #The Man (Hush) x Reader #Oneshot #Horror Villains

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