lmao sorry for the art drought have some maruca

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played 8 consecutive hours of elden ring this afternoon/evening and forgot to eat dinner.... 🫠

ive spent like 20 minutes trying to world this eloquently but i give up; im a big fan of linebeck just. not being capable of watching over kids not the person to be the guardian of a group of young people he struggles to take care of himself at times and has so much shit going on that it takes about one conversation with oshus for the old man to realize that this guy is. not doing great

The world really decided to give me a special on 'all I want for Christmas is my two front teeth' and I'm salty abt it xD

Merr Christmas and Happ Holidays yall💕

I did something recently that hurt my mom's feelings and the world has come to a fucking halt about it. Everyone keeps reaching out to me to be like "hey you hurt your mom's feelings idk if you know" even though she and I have extensively talked about it and I've given multiple genuine apologies because she keeps going to everyone who will still talk to her in our family (not very many people) and complaining about me and I'm just like. Genuinely I am very remorseful that I hurt my mother but like. Where the fuck was all this energy when she was hurting her fucking children for 30+ years?

yeah I have more to say

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I just want somewhere to call my own... Somewhere with large windows I can open to let the breeze in that will also let in so much sunlight so I can have lots of house plants. Maybe a small balcony or patio of some kind. I want some place I can decorate myself, somewhere I can catify so my cat can have the best life. Somewhere I can have my own, properly trained dog (maybe even a service dog). I want walls for my art prints and shelves for my books and rocks and knickknacks and figurines. Somewhere I can control the type of tech and appliances and lighting so I don't have to hear everything buzzing and whining all the time. Somewhere I can come home to and relax and sit in silence or with soft music playing. Somewhere that eases my anxiety after a long day at work.

I just want privacy and security and independence -- somewhere I can call my own. Why is this apparently too much to ask for?

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after having what im now realizing was probably another meltdown, and then physically writing down the dsm-v criteria to add notes/evidence to my case… i think imma just self diagnose as autistic lmfao

ok but i can't handle black coffee drinkers bc like

while i dislike both coffee and tea, tea drinkers just feel so Out Of It when talking about real tea and proper brewing and shit i can't really take it all that seriously

coffee drinkers are always those dude bros who actually only drink one kind of coffee ever and god forbid you add any cream or sugar to it it's this puritan who has been dating his girlfriend since high school and they don't love each other anymore they both know they cheat on each other but they don't want to break up because they don't want the change

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You ever just wake up in tears because you constantly feel like everything is crashing down around you

how does one use others as sources of inspiration rather than points of self-hating comparison?