#when i had a straight up emergency appendectomy on my 8th bday. the ER people just. thought i was lying | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

universalsatan · 2 years

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after having what im now realizing was probably another meltdown, and then physically writing down the dsm-v criteria to add notes/evidence to my case… i think imma just self diagnose as autistic lmfao

#see the problem is. im Very functional #i learned to mask in early elementary and have been constantly working on it ever since (im too cognitive so it’s all very formulaic/#observational in my head) and it only comes out when im really tired #and not only that but i display All the categories. but to varying but lesser extents of each #ie im mostly okay with most sensory things (except i cant handle TOUCH ESPECIALLY and other voices when im overstimmed)#except. ‘apparent indifference to temperature/pain’. ive always said the temp thing but #when i had a straight up emergency appendectomy on my 8th bday. the ER people just. thought i was lying #because i wasnt reacting whatsoever #also realizing the dislike for transition. this is probably why i didnt trans my gender earlier T-T #n e ways. peace and love on planet autism #personal

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