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thesylverlining · 4 months

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this is both the worst shark week AND worst cold of my life (EVERYTHING TASTES AWFUL. NOT JUST DULL, *AWFUL*) and i am COMPLAINING. .i officially HATE THIS. SKIN... STINGING. JOINTS YELLING cannot sit up dizzy and *cramps* fucking HELL this should be illegalllll whyyyYYYYYY like im sorry i really try to keep the chronic pain whining to a minimum (bc it is Always) so when i have Non-Typical Suffering IM GOING TO SCREAM ABOUT THIS. I HATE IT THANKS WE HAD *ENOUGH ALREADY*

also i have important THING TO DO and i cant BRAIN IT i hate. sob. sobbing

#rant #rant post #aaGAGGGHAHHHHH #HATE EVERYTHING #i dont think its the rona but if it is we're all very recently vaxxed #it just suuucks #and PCOS makes me feel like i have the actual flu ANYWAY so #this is just. compounded into Utter Miseryyyy #itll pass. ugh

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puppyeared · 5 months

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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously

#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to #im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but #because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of #exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something #and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh #and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing #because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant #even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still #its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about #I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird #maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel #a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t #I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to #be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol #idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week #had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting #yapping #does this count as vent #vent #Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly

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t4tnalu · 6 months

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I have periods where I feel self destructive but I rarely do anything about it. Just sit there and think about it.

#at most i just spend money i dont have or do something to my hair #which has always felt cowardly to me but i suppose it's healthier than the alternatives #ugh.#whatver. itll pass #💋

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idontwanttospoiltheparty · 8 hours

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#CHOKING on existential loneliness 🤪#itll pass but. UGH

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mossflower · 6 days

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who even cares about quantum physics i say leave the electrons alone

#What The Fuck Was That Assignment aka i finally realise that lecture attendance can affect my understanding of the content. oops #i caught up on quantum!! i’m fairly sure!! why did i understand maybe 50% of that tops #i don’t even want to know my attendance percentage. late february to early march was a monster of a depressive episode #literally did fucking nothing. dragged myself to labs bc i can’t catch up on that. broke down abt dropping out mid-drive with my mum #thing is i Can pass. i know i can. i’ve got three weeks til the test but i’m gonna have to actually work in them consistently #ugh. at least it’s only 2 exams. itll be fine #morganposting

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pavlien · 3 months

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the pain of fucking despising disney while also living in near orlando with a conservative disney adult aunt n uncle

#when i say disney adult i fucking mean it too #they have annual passes and their entire damn house is decorated with disney stuff #all the clothes they wear is disney branded like i dont think ive ever seen either of them wear anything that isnt disney #them being against steamboat willie being public domain bc itll mean ''offbrand merch might be sold''#yeah??? i fuckin hope so id rather buy offbrand merch than something thatll line disney's pockets #ugh sorry them loving disney is the thing thats annoying me most about them rn lmao

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sculpydulpy · 2 years

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5am and I just finished fleabag. boy they weren't lyin when they said that priest is hot

#when he says #itll pass #UGH thats a heartbreak of a different KIIINNDD #fleabag

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#Jesus. just finished my interview. no idea how it went #i think it was much too rambling on my part and they asked almost exclusively sciency questions #ugh hopefully i didn't look like a completle moron. the guy was sorta inscrutable so no idea what he thought #and he was like hmm whats ur competition here? and i dont give a fuck abt competition and also it doesnt really matter #fuck. i should have said. it would b fine if they were doing the exact same project bc we would b evolving different strains and it would b #interesting if they evolved even the exact same traits. fuck #i think objectively i probably looked like someone who halfway knows what theyre doing without the specific knowledge #which is exactly true. like mother fuckers ive got a full time job to be overworked in. i dont have time to memorize details of every #pathway change in every desert cyano #uuuuugh its just annoying bc my brain doesnt work well in the moment. i need time to process and knit together an answer #so i wouldnt b surprised if i was ranked low. oh god i was told the interview was prob a formality unless it goes terribly #itll b real embarrassing if i dont get passed this stage now #whatever it was a bit chaotic on their end too bc one guy didnt show up until halfway thru so i kinda had to go back and say things twice #uuuuuuuuuuggh. well that kinda sucked. at least its done. out of my hands now.#i was getting too excited abt it anyway. this will reaffirm my: obviously im not gonna get it vibes #i mean thats what i get for trying to join a very competitive program. like i am not a competitive person #rip to my lab mate who im gonna whine at all day abt this. i have to meet him in less than an hour #welp. there r other schools. god i hope at least one of them accepts me #ugh i just think its kinda annoying they they want u to be perfectly qualified for things lol. like i would need someone to step thru the #lab process with me literally once or twice and then id be good to go #like maybe a couple hours of someones time to remind me. thats it. humans r adaptable #i can obviously carry out a project to its conclusion and i have a lot of passion. not that they asked. but yeah #oh well. i should have breakfast before i freeze in the desert all day #unrelated

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asummersday · 11 months

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#not quite a vent but #todays been a low energy kind of day #a bit heavier than yesterday and thursday #ive been wasting the day mostly doomscrolling and trying to manifest the energy to do at least one productive thing #so i dont feel like ive wasted a day #last night was fine. i was doing good. i even managed to write a little #todays just. ugh. thats the mood #school is officially over but i still have lots of things to figure out and its just. tiring to think about #i know itll pass. and i know i need to be patient w myself #but i hate those days #i just feel bad. no energy. like theres a cloud hanging over my head #heres to hoping tomorrows better ://#in some better news as well. i talked to my parents abt this #and it went so much better than i couldve hoped for #its still weird. like im waiting for the other shoe to drop but i think thats just me #if u read all of that here's a cookie and a hug and a reminder to hyrdate!! drink water!!!#<333

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toastsnaffler · 11 months

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my graduation is supposed to be in august + im requesting to graduate in absentia but i feel terrible abt it bc im not telling my parents 😑

#just bc if i do tell them they'll probably pressure me into going. and i dont fucking want to its my degree i can celebrate how i like #i wont even be living here in august!! and its a wednesday which is super awkward + im only allowed 2 guests but i have 4 parents lmao #which means i have to choose between my mum and dad. which will end up in hurt feelings either way #and theyre making us pay for our own robes which is stupid bc they literally have like 40k from me already #i cant sit in a stuffy hall through a two hour long ceremony that i wont even be able to hear with no one i know ill commit homicide #no point in doing drinks aftwr bc none of my friends have the same graduation date and i dont drink #like theres not a single reason why i would want to go. so im not going to #but i can already feel how disappointed theyll be.... and theyll be more mad if i dont tell them beforehand but i dont want to debate it!!#ik this is such a stupid thing but its making me stress like hell #ugh #my current plan of attack is not to tell them until they ask abt it and then the decision will be made so they cant do anything abt it #even if theyre upset abt it. but i HATE lying even by omission im the least dishonest person ever this is making me feel sick #and i have to tell them eventually bc ill need to get my diploma delivered to them so arghhhhhh #i technically got my degree over a year ago anyway bc i dropped out this is so dumb #they shouldve just been like sorry no ceremony for dropouts!! and then it wouldnt be my problem #whatever. deadline for registering is at 5 so itll be out of my hands once that passes thank fuck #.diaries #i think im getting unnecessarily worked up abt it bc im just generally in a shitty mood tbh #gonna go for a walk and find somewhere to sit and read outside until i feel more sane i think

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lovrboyx · 1 year

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loneliness in ur 20s is so humiliating its like ooo look at me in the prime years of my life unable to break through the arbitrary social barriers i set for myself why dont you go spend another weekend craving human connection and beating yourself up for going to bed before midnight again. bitch.

#if i analyze my emotions i wont have to feel them thats how it works right #ugh #ughhh #whatever itll pass #saltxt

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oatbugs · 1 year

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eye pain is the WORST kind . worse than teeth even maybe