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beespaceprogram · 1 year
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This is from when I saw @godivaghoul's lil demon of candlelight, and had to draw them
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ddenji · 2 months
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okay i think this is about to be an unpopular opinion but…. these two are like 2 sides of the same coin to me. beyond the shared public safety allegiance, they both violate denji's autonomy (yoshida stripping him to his underwear, tying him up, and threating his family in chapter 132 vs fumiko assaulting him in the movie theater in chapter 136) and work against his own best interest for the sake of the government. however, while they both take action in trying to force denji to do what they want, fumiko takes a more directly active role in the space of the fanatic who can't see/ doesnt care about the human behind her idol, whereas yoshida takes the more passive role of the government drone who wont act to protect the human if it means going against orders. in previous chapters, fumiko actively runs away from denji, leaving him to fight for himself, while yoshida passively tells denji that he isnt allowed to protect himself, putting him in harms way in his own right (and there is still the underlying threat of violence there if he tries to protect himself). even in the panels from this chapter, we see fumiko being active about her disregard for denji's well being by asking for little pieces of him, where yoshida is more passive in his disregard of the plan to dismember denji with a simple "yeah" answer. i know that they also have their differences, but i just think that they share intentional similarities (that other characters, particularly in the chainsaw man church, also share!!) that overall lead to denji getting hurt.
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yardsards · 2 months
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there's so many posts floating around that are like "if you stop joking about wanting to kill yourself, you won't think about suicide as much!"
and. in my experience, that's just been dead false.
when i was younger, i would casually joke about my suicidal urges all the time. it made my (often equally depressed) peers laugh along and connect with me, and it made the urges feel less scary, like i could conquer them and laugh.
i stopped joking about suicide as i got older. everyone said it was harmful to do, so i quit. and i think it actually made me feel so much worse. my suicidal ideations are now a dark taboo swirling around deep within me: something that i can't show outside of serious conversations in therapists' offices or to friends preceded with "can i vent about something?". serious conversations that don't really make me feel better and often manage to make the suicidal feelings look even BIGGER and more unmanageable to me.
i wish i could joke about it like i used to, but i can't. i'm more conscientious of others' feelings and reactions to me than i used to be (which is in some ways a good thing, but in some ways leaves me constantly muting and molding myself just to be more palatable to outsiders). so i can't bring myself to risk upsetting anyone with my dark jokes anymore: no matter if it's fellow suicidal people who may be understandably hurt by the subject, or if it's just mentally healthy people clutching their pearls because i dare be mentally ill in public.
and joking about these things is a lot more taboo now that it was just a few years ago as a teenager in the late 2010s. humor was more dark and ironic overall at the time. you could post like, a deep fried jpeg of a shrimp captioned "i want to krill myself!" and there was a general understanding that like, yeah some of the feelings there might be genuine, but it's still a joke and you can join in on laughing. but now something like that would be treated more like a cry for help.
i don't really have a solution to this cuz like, yeah there were people who were negatively impacted by the ubiquity of suicide jokes back then, and it's probably not something we as a culture should bring back overall. but GOD sometimes i miss it.
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puppetmaster13u · 8 months
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@phoenixcatch7
I have a very important question about the Possessed Doll Au Does Alfred also have a doll or do the Justice League see this old man who looks human scolding the most terrifying member of their group- and it's somehow working
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ventiswampwater · 1 year
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squall
bo sinclair x afab!reader
rating: explicit
word count: 5.1k
A thunderstorm rolls through Ambrose. Bo has a nightmare.
Bo POV. He sucks on some titties and is nasty about it. He really doesn’t deserve it, but he gets laid. Confusing weird dynamics. 
Crossposted on AO3 here.
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Canon-typical violence and references to childhood trauma. 
Mommy and daddy kink. Stockholm syndrome. Reader isn’t here with Bo by choice. Religious imagery and symbolism but make it filthy. Shitty nasty AWFUL thoughts about women from soggy loser man. Misogynistic language and behavior. Dubious consent that actually shifts into enthusiastic consent (this is the first fic where I can kinda comfortably say that the reader might be having a little fun). However, he’s still the worst and this is still weird.
Bo Sinclair as an individual is a trigger warning. He is THE trigger warning!! He is EVERY single trigger warning!! 
this was born from an unhinged late night convo w/my partner in slime and sanitarium roommate, @raccoonspooky​. this fic has breached containment and is now coming 2 a tumblr dash near u! scary stuff!
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squall (noun) 1. a sudden violent wind often with rain or snow 2. a short-lived commotion
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The office window is mangled.
Bo’s eyes dance over the spiderweb of splintered glass. Vincent’s frozen in place, hands anxiously clenched around the baseball bat. This is his fault for once, and he doesn’t know what to do.
That’s how Bo gets here, standing in his father’s office, staring down at jagged pieces of broken glass. He’ll clean it up. He has to. Vincent doesn’t know how. He’s picking up the baseball when his father appears in the doorway. That’s the beginning and end of every story in this house, isn’t it?
He’s explaining himself, sputtering out a string of words—his father isn’t listening. He never does. If he did, maybe things would be different. Maybe the world wouldn’t taste like copper and vomit. But he doesn’t exist in maybe’s, does he? He exists here, and here is all there is.
“Tryin’ to blame this shit on your brother.” His father looms over him. “Look at me. Your mama’s soft on you. But you can’t pull that shit with me.”
“C’mon.” Salvation, his mother appearing over his father’s shoulder. She’s shaking her head, her forehead creasing in exhaustion. “Enough of that.”
She steps over to Bo, her heels crunching on the glass. Reaching down, she cups his face in her hands. He’s blubbering out the same excuses from before. She doesn’t listen either, but her hands are soft. So is her voice.
“No more cryin’, okay?” She sighs, stroking his cheeks with her thumbs. He should bite her, he’s done it before—he wants to do it again, now, because she isn’t listening. But he doesn’t. “That’s baby stuff. You’re too old for that.”
He nods.
“You go pick all that up, now.” When she smiles at him, it doesn’t reach her eyes. “No broom. Use your hands.”
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Ambrose blooms white under two jittered flashes of lightning. Thunder crashes overhead, sheets of water spilling over the eaves of the house.
Standing on the porch, Bo chews on the inside of his mouth.
A broken window. He’s not entirely sure if that ever really happened. He’d remember something like that, wouldn’t he? Lord knows, he remembers everything else.
He turns his hands over, squinting at his palms. The skin holds memories. He can’t see any scars there, but it’s hard to see in the dark. The porch light isn’t working. Come to think of it, none of the lights are. He hadn’t noticed before. It’s muscle memory now, finding his way downstairs in the dark. He’d been tugging his clothes on before he even realized that he was awake. 
He looks out at the rain, taking a drag from his cigarette.
Down the hill, his mother sleeps under the watchful eye of rows of devoted mourners. She’s developed quite the collection over the years. It’s what she always wanted. She’s something, she’s the main event. 
Where’s your father, boy?
He’s all over the state, mama. Remember that lipstick on his collar? He can’t keep his hands to himself.
Doc Sinclair is scattered down the back roads, his jaw shattered to pieces on the stoop. He’s out there—a man meant to be forgotten; teeth ground up, sifted in with the gravel. All those years of medical school sure added up to a lot, didn’t it? 
Anatomy, physiology, vivisection. Fingers in the garbage disposal, stabbed onto the end of fishhooks. All but one.
Victor’s ring finger went into a retention pond. The flesh was molted and black by that point, rotting away in Bo’s glove compartment. He held onto that one for a while. You’ll never forget a smell like that, not in the last sweltering days of the summer. It was the principle of the thing, really.
That’s respect, Pa. That’s memorial. 
The sky flashes pale, electric purple. He’d remember breaking the office window. He’s sure of it.
Separate tombs, scattered graves. After all, Bo never promised that they’d be buried together. You have to ask for what you want. Nobody will do anything for you if you keep your mouth closed.
Bo looks out into the dark, past the pelting deluge of rain. If ever there was a night for ghosts, it’s this one. He imagines his father making his way up to the church. Piecing together his limbs, eager to make room in her coffin. Honor thy father and mother, in all their rot and mildew. 
He puts the cigarette out on the wall, flicking the butt onto the stoop.
Lightning creases the sky. In the pulsing after-image, he narrows his eyes. Somewhere, at the end of the road, he can almost make out the shadowy edges of a silhouette. Another flash and it’s gone. Rain lashes his skin as he hurries down the stairs. Standing in the driveway, he peers down at the empty expanse of road. Nothing there. Just his eyes playing tricks on him.
He tenses up when he hears his name, twisting his head toward the noise. The door is open and you’re standing on the stoop, arms wrapped around yourself. How long have you been watching him? You call out to him again. The road is empty.
When he stomps back up the steps, you hurry to the side of the doorway, watching him with wide eyes.
“Power’s out.” You murmur.
“No shit.” His mouth feels gummy. “Lock that door.”
You’re quick to follow him into the kitchen, fluttering anxiously at his side. The room is bathed in flickering yellow light as you light candles, peering at him over your shoulder. The worry on your face sends a fresh wave of irritation washing through him. You’re always underfoot, at his heels like a fucking dog.
He tries the tap. Nothing happens. He huffs out an exasperated sigh, scrubbing a hand over his face.
“Power shoulda kicked on by now.” He curses under his breath, crouching down to fish in the cupboard under the sink. Grabbing a gallon jug of water, he unscrews the cap and raises it to his lips. “Generator’s fuckin’ busted.”
Tipping his head back, he gulps down a mouthful of water. Satiated, he shoves the jug back under the sink, getting to his feet.
"You can't go out in the rain like that!" You exclaim, your eyebrows knit together in concern. "You're gonna get sick."
"The fuck do you care, woman?” He grunts at you, scowling. Rainwater trickles off his forehead and hits the linoleum. “Always up in my goddamn business.”
“You’re dripping everywhere.” You state.
“Am I?” He sneers.
“Hold on.” Turning on your heel, you disappear out the door.
A resounding crash of thunder rumbles above and the window rattles on its hinges. Rain batters at the glass, obscuring his view outside.
He can’t shake the feeling that something’s out past all that gloom, lurching towards the church. It’s scratching under his skin, biting into his blood. He turns his hands over. No scars, no broken window. That’s the truth. There’s nothing out there anyway—nothing living at least. But what about everything else? He worries with his ring. The metal feels heavier tonight.
Dreams are just that—dreams. You told him that once, standing here in this kitchen. He’d like to believe that tonight. You’re a liar, but you’re a pretty one.  
On the third day, Christ rose from the dead. A hell of a lot more time than that has already passed. If it was going to happen, it would’ve already.
The sound of the kitchen door swinging open disrupts his train of thought. He welcomes the interruption, even if it is from you.
You look up at him expectantly, a towel in your arms. Grudgingly, he allows you to approach him. His wet clothes stick to him as you reach up to wrap the towel around his shoulders.
“Whose house is this anyway, huh?" He grumbles as you wipe the edge of the towel against his forehead.
"Yours." A quick response. He catches your wrist, fixing you with a glare. Too quick. Tugging the towel out of your hands roughly, he rubs it over his hair. You want something done right, you do it yourself.
"That's what I fuckin' thought."
You're going through the motions tonight, he can tell. He glances down at you, his eyes darting down your frame. His mouth tightens into a flat line. What the hell are you up to? Prettied yourself up, ran a brush through your hair when he left. Who are you trying to impress? Under the faded print of his old t-shirt, he can see the outline of your nipples through the cotton.
Jesus, girl. What if his brother walked in?
“The fuck is this?”
“What?” Your eyes are wide. You’re always looking at him with that same stupid expression, as if you need him to tell you how you’re supposed to feel. You’re always putting that shit on him.
As if I ever fuckin’ asked for that.
“We ain’t alone in this house.” He snarls at you, tossing the towel onto the ground. “You’d show all that off to him too?”
“What? I don’t—”
“Bet you’d like that.” He cuts you off before you can stutter out a string of mindless excuses. “Fuckin’ tramp.”
“No, I wouldn’t, I—” You’re stuck on defense, and you don’t even know how to play the damn game.
“Tell ya’ what, girl.” He pinches your nipple through your shirt, tugging it forward. Your face screws up in pain and you squeak out a yelp. “You wanna walk ‘round here like a whore? Be my guest. Maybe he’ll fuck ya’. Give me a break from your shit.”
He twists his fingers. It hurts, he can tell, but despite your shuddering throat, you don’t move. He feels a flash of satisfaction at your stillness.
He felt sorry for you once. Back when you still had a little bit of fight left in you, your teeth biting down on his hand. You were pitiful then, dragging your nails over his arm, spitting on his face. When you thought you were going to die, you became something else, something more primal.
You were going to kill him, remember?
He plucks cruelly at your nipple, flicking at it with his thumb. With a shuddering exhale, you release your hands from the tight balls you’ve curled them into.
That’s a girl. He had to wrench this version of you out. The real girl under the threats, peeking through the flame in your eyes. You were always waiting to come out, but no one had ever really let you. 
Thank me for this, girl. Thank me. Tell me how this hurts. I showed you how to take it without cryin’. There’s power in that.
“Tryin’ to screw my goddamn brother. Never any fuckin’ shame with you.”
“That’s not true.” You wince. “I’m all yours. You know that.”
“Do I?” He spits out, finally dropping his hand. “I don’t know ‘bout that, baby. I really don’t.”
"Will you come back to bed?” Your hand brushes his arm, and he smacks it away. Another boom of thunder rumbles above.
“I gotta get the power up.”
“It’s late.” Your tone is gentle, a plodding rhythm that reminds him of the bed upstairs. “There’s nothing in the fridge that’ll spoil anyway. You’re tired.”
“Can’t get into bed like this.” He gestures down at himself. 
“I’ll get you a dry shirt.”
“Sure ya’ will.” He jabs his chin towards you. “The one you got on.”
You glance around the kitchen, peering out into the dark living room. Your hands worry with the bottom of the shirt. It’s downright hilarious watching how your mind works. You always get fixated by the strangest things.
So now you’re going to act all shy.
“You hear me?” Your eyes snap back on his face and his lips twist into a smirk. “Take it off, girl.”
You’re not moving fast enough. You’ve always got to misbehave—he’s not sure if you think you’re cute for that, but it’s getting old. He wrenches your arms up, tugging the shirt over your head. You let out a muffled noise.
You make a move to cover yourself up before dropping your arms ineffectually at your side. Balling the shirt up in his hand, he glances down at you.
“Look at that, huh?” He boxes you into the counter, bracketing you against the wood. “What? You ain’t have no problem showin’ all that off before! You wanna give him a show, honey? Do it proper.”
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In the bedroom, he peels of his wet clothes, throwing them in a heap by the door. The shirt that he tugs on smells like you, warm skin and soap. You watch him from the bed, knees pulled up to your chin.
“Whatchu waitin’ for? Get to bed.”
He’s saying it more to himself than to you.
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Bo’s back in his father’s office, glass slicing into his hand.
His mother is at the door. She makes her way into the room, stepping over shards of glass. His father blurs, fading out around the edges. He almost looks like someone Bo recognizes, but the features are in all the wrong places. Strange. He squints. Mama looks wrong too, but he can’t place why. The pain is distracting him, blossoming red and angry through his palm.
Vincent’s playing piano down the hallway. Fuckin’ freak. Can’t he come in here and help clean up? He made the mess. Goddammit. His mother presses a kiss onto his father’s neck, resting her chin on his shoulder. Pa doesn’t react. How can you ignore someone so beautiful? She’s kissing you and you’re glaring at the ground.
Don’t you understand, Pa? You’ve made her sad, you’ve disappointed her, and now you’re coating your hands in glass. It’s what she wanted. Give her what she wants, boy. You love her, right?
Wrong eyes. That’s it. There’s blood dripping onto Bo’s jeans.
You love her this much?
That’s not his mother at all. Whose eyes are those?
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“Hey. It’s okay, it’s okay.”
Lightning streaks the sky. There’s no glass biting into his palms.
You’re sitting up against the headboard, pulling him into your arms. He growls a bit in frustration. This is your fault. You just had to ask him to go back to bed. You can’t be alone, not for a single second. You need him here, pressed up beside you. Wrapping your arms around him, resting his head against your chest.
“You’ve been through so much, baby.”
It’s pathetic. As if you could really help him, as if he needs that from you. He almost hates you for it, but you can’t hate something so desperate. You have to have pity for those lesser than you.
Women hunger for strength. They have to. They’re twisted, imperfect copies of men, always trying to steal strength from the people they wish they could be.
You’re the same. How could you be any different? You’re all soft, warm skin. Bowing his head, he rounds his lips around your nipple. He’s lapping his tongue around more of that softness, feeling it harden against his tongue. Trying to fortify yourself against him, prove that you’re more than a collection of malleable flesh. He sees through you, girl.
“Do you like that, baby?”
He groans against your skin, nuzzling his nose into your breast. He reaches over and cups your other breast, letting it fill his palm. Pawing at you, he traps your nipple, pinching it between his knuckles. Your chest flutters a bit and the nipple in his mouth nudges forward against his tongue. 
He closes his eyes.
Oh, the flesh is weak. Every day you give him something new to have to be forgiven for. You can’t be good; you can’t be dead. You stay here because you want him on his knees, muttering apologies to God.
“You’re always working so hard.” Your nipple is firm in his mouth, and he can hear your breathing hitch as he teases his teeth around it. “I couldn’t do that. I’m not strong enough.”
You aren’t. You never were. His strength, your hands in his hair. Your fingers run over the scar at the back of his head and the slight pressure makes him groan. It’s an electric buzz of a feeling, making his hand stutter on your breast.
“Is that good, baby?”
Your thumb strokes down his scar again and his eyes flash open. You’ve peeled his skin apart, dragging your fingers along an exposed nerve. A crack of lightning paints the room white. He blinks. Dark again, thunder booming overhead. It feels like the storm has rumbled its way into him through your fingertips. Who gave you the right?
You want to hurt him.
“You’re so brave, baby. My poor baby, my strong man.”
Your voice is a warm hum of noise above him. Your hand strokes down his neck, sliding onto his shoulder. Cooing, you rub gentle circles into his skin with your thumb. Casting fucking spells in his bedroom. You probably brought the storm. He wouldn’t be surprised.
“I need you. I’d fall apart without you. I’m so proud of you, baby.”
Proud. The word curls into his mind, wrapping white-hot and insistent around his cock. His mouth goes slack and he turns his head up to look at you, letting your nipple fall out of his mouth. The lightning illuminates your face for a moment. There you are, sitting in the middle of a storm, smiling down at him.
“Mama.” He chokes the word out. It’s been sitting in his mouth this whole time, clawing away at his throat.
“Shh, baby. It’s okay. It’s okay.”
He pushes against you, hiking his leg over yours. 
“Did I make you hard, baby?” He feels your lips against his hair. “That’s all my fault, yeah? I’m sorry.”
“Stop doin’ shit you have to be sorry for.” He grunts into your skin. You whimper a bit, and he rocks against your leg with a groan. “Just be good. I’m always tellin’ you that.” 
“I know, baby.”
“Man has to have the patience of a fuckin’ saint—” He bites into the side of your breast. You flinch, the hand on his shoulder twitching. “—bein’ ‘round you.”
He ruts furiously against you, digging his fingers into your hip. He’s painfully hard, rubbing at your leg through his boxers. You’ve got him. You’ve tied your bonds around him, cut his hair. He’s blind and you’re laughing. He growls against your breast, sucking your nipple back into his mouth.
You lie down with dogs and you’ll get fleas, boy.
“Does it hurt? I’m sorry, baby.” You murmur. “Can I kiss it better? Please?”
He shudders out a breath.
“Just lay back, baby. It’s okay. Let me.”
You’re clamoring over him, scooting down the bed to kneel between his legs. Your hand wraps around his cock. You’ve got a lot of nerve. He reaches down and tangles his hand into your hair. 
You splay your hands out on his thighs, pressing kisses up his cock. He swallows, huffing out a tight exhale of breath. His hand tightens in your hair as he palms at himself and you open your mouth obediently, blinking up at him. He slaps his cock against your tongue, watching your half-lidded eyes flutter.
“—’M not lettin’ you have this.” His voice is ragged. “Fuckin’ whore.”
“You shouldn’t.” You press desperate, sloppy kisses on the head of his cock. Dragging your tongue along it, you lick up a beaded trickle of precum. He holds you off, just enough so that he can watch you struggle forward trying to take him into your mouth. “I don’t deserve it.”
“Ya’ don’t.”
“I don’t deserve anything.” You pant, craning your neck closer. He feels your tongue on the underside of his cock, licking a hot stripe up his skin. “But you give me so much. You’re such a good man.”
“Shut the fuck up.”
He forces your head down roughly, feeling you wretch wetly around his cock. Your throat constricts wildly, and he hisses through his teeth. With a sharp tug, he wrenches your head back. You cough, your hands twitching on his thighs. A line of spit hangs off your bottom lip, sticking to your chin.
You hate him, he knows that. He’s not stupid.
A caged lion is still a lion, no matter how many tricks you teach it. Look at it. It can take the meat you dangle over its cage so pretty. No teeth, just an open mouth. But it paces when you leave, boy. Watches you when you turn your back, biding its time. Stands in your kitchen with sad eyes, waiting for you to return.
“I’m here for you.” You whisper. “Only for you.”
“That true?” His hand tightens around the shaft of his cock, and he drags it over your open lips.
Come back to bed, come crawl into its cage. It looked lonely in there, didn’t it? And it loves you—in the way that you love the things you have to. Stupid fucker. Eventually you’ll make a mistake and it’ll realize that you like having it close more than you like keeping it in the cage.
You want him like this, swallowed down your throat. Disposable, rinsed out and spit down the sink. The thought burns behind his eyes, splattered red and angry. Of course you want that—it absolves you, leaves him weak.
“On your back. Now.”
He tugs your panties off, tossing them somewhere beside the bed. He’s surprised that you kept them on this long—you’re funny like that. As if you didn’t always want to end up back here, like you expected anything less. He pulls your legs apart, tugging you to the edge of the bed.
When he teases the head of his cock against your clit, you gasp.  
You’re always so wet for him. It’s how it’s always been with you—even at the beginning, when you couldn’t hide your hatred. You were wet then, wet now. The parts of you that fought him dissolved down between your legs, melting into nothing more than wetness around his cock. It was all still there, that anger, wrapped helplessly around him. You always want more.
His pretty, stupid little hole.
He doesn’t give you time to adjust to him before he rocks his hips to fill you completely. Why should he? It’s not like you need it. You get what you get. You let out a strangled moan, squeaking out a breath. 
He holds you in place and your legs shake. If you’re nothing else, you’re such a pretty little fucktoy. Just waiting for him to wake up and play with you. You tell him as much, with the way you clench desperately around him. How was he ever supposed to let you go when this is what you were made for? He’d be denying you this, and with the way you buck up around his cock, he knows that it’d kill you. 
“I—” You whine, squirming underneath him. “—miss you. When you’re gone. I miss this.”
“Yeah?” Slowly, he angles himself back, pulling out of you.
“You’re so good to me. S-so good.” He thrusts forward again, burying himself back into your core. You squeal, gaping up at him.
“This is mine, girl. Don’t you be forgettin’.”
You hum your assent, wriggling your hips down to fuck yourself on his cock.
“You’re nothin’ but a hole, mama. Don’t that feel good?”
“Daddy.” You clench around him, hiccupping out a strangled moan. He groans, gritting his teeth. You’re trembling something fierce. He reaches down to cup at where both of you are joined, your pussy swallowing around the base of his cock. 
“Always gotta be filled up, huh? Don’t know what to do with yourself if ya’ ain’t gettin’ fucked?”
“Yes. Yes, please—please.” 
“You think ‘bout me? You think ‘bout this?”
“Yes.” Your hand stutters up to clench at your breast, your nails digging into your flesh. “I can’t even cum on my own anymore. I need you.”
“Ya’ shouldn’t be touchin’ yourself when I’m not here.” He snaps, glaring down at you. “This pussy ain’t yours, bitch.”
You nod weakly up at him, your mouth hanging open. With a snap of his hips, he thrusts roughly into you. The room flickers white.
“Don’t touch that fuckin’ pussy.” He orders sharply, pulling your legs further apart. “You’re cummin’ like this or you ain’t cummin’ at all.”
He knows that if he’d let you, your fingers would already be there, rubbing at your clit. You know better, though. He’s not giving you that tonight. You don’t get to choose. Gritting his teeth, he fucks into you violently; cruel, uncaring thrusts that slam his balls against your thighs.  
That’s what you get tonight. This ain’t up to you.
Wide eyes again, always those wide eyes. A window to the soul, and yours is all fucked out, blasted out into a thousand squirming bits. Everything that keeps you alive is right here, wrapped around his cock. Pink sodden meat, a hole in the middle of a rotten peach. You can’t hide what you are here in the dark. He doesn’t have to solve any of your problems. You don’t have the chance to lie. There aren’t any words to put into your mouth, no pretty platitudes to distract him.
This is his house. You said it yourself. You might show yourself off to his brother, but it’s his bed that you end your days in. Stretched open and drooling, begging him to plug you full of cock. This is what you think about, this is what you need. Touching yourself when he leaves, thoughtlessly delving your hands between your legs. Proud enough of it that you told him.
Fuckin’ filthy. He sure knows how to pick ‘em, huh?
Wind howls outside the windows, a shrill scream of sound that whips wildly around the house. The storm rumbles incessantly overhead. He can’t get a handle on his thoughts.
Delilah knew what she was doing. So do you. Samson loved her and he told her, he told her all the time. You give something evil all of that and what do you expect it to do with it? C’mon, boy. It’s the oldest story in the fuckin’ book. She’ll ply it out of you with soft lips and the curve of her hips and suddenly you’re kneeling on the floor, your hair shorn and holes in your skull where your eyes had been. And they’ll be laughing at you, because how couldn’t you have known?
He leans down to capture your mouth in a bruising kiss, tugging at your bottom lip with his teeth. When he pulls back, you reach up to cradle his face in your hands. Your fingers graze lightly over his chin.  
“You’re perfect.” You whisper against his lips. “You’re so perfect.”
He hisses out a breath. You yelp as he slams back into you, your fingers quivering on his jaw. You’re making a hell of a fuckin’ racket, girl. They’ll be able to hear you all over town. Is that what you want? Course it is. 
You can’t have his strength.
You don’t have anywhere to put it, with all this softness. The void of space between your legs, the wet clutch of your mouth—those are the only places that can hold strength like that. And even then, you can only take it for short fragments of time. Eventually, you’ll always end up crying, sputtering around all of him, desperately trying to sink into everything that he is. But you can’t, because you hold yourself back. 
He thrusts forward frantically, swallowing down a moan. You’re close, desperately so, your hands slipping down to brace yourself against his chest.
It isn’t enough to have strength inside you, filling you up. No, you need to take it. You need to hold him in the dark, drag nightmares out of him of your mouth on his father’s neck.
With a cry, you gush around him, clenching helplessly around his cock. Good girl. Twisting uncontrollably underneath him, you toss your head back.  You had to work for that one. He wraps his hand around your throat, marveling at the uneven jump of your pulse. When he squeezes, you choke out a wet gurgle.
“Oh, mama. You love me, huh?” He murmurs. You make a desperate little noise, squirming underneath him. “Love your boy?”
Another quick snap of his hips draws a sob from your lips. You’re still throbbing around him, hot and wet and needy. Always taking, never satisfied.
“Yes.” You gasp. “I do.”
“Tell me.”
“I love you. Oh, god. Please.” The moan that trembles out of your lips is weak, a plaintive mewl of sound. “Mama loves you. Mama loves you so much.”
His orgasm surges through him, a violent thrum of feeling that makes him bite down on his bottom lip. The coppery tang of blood fills his mouth, but he hardly registers it. You’re milking out every spurt of his cum, flooding yourself full of him. Pulling it out of him and taking it deep, your legs shaking with the effort. He rocks unthinkingly into you, riding out the rolling tremors that rack his body. The feeling dizzies him, striking into the sides of his skull. 
He feels distant, bloodless—everything inside him spilling out into you, coating your insides. This is no surrender, this is absolution. The storm is inside his skin. He was the only one out on the road. Nothing else could stand it. Nothing else belongs.
“What’dya say, mama?” He mutters against your neck. 
“Thank you, baby.”
When he pulls out of you, you whine. You’d like to keep him there, wouldn’t you? Greedy little thing. He rolls off of you and closes his eyes, the exhaustion settling heavily around him. He’s drifting off when he feels you move beside him, clearing your throat.
“I—” He hears you exhale, your mouth hanging over the impression of words. He huffs out an irritated breath, flipping you onto your side and pulling you flush against him. Grumbling, he wraps his arms around you, tucking your head under his chin.
You’re not going to ruin this, not with that witchcraft in your tongue. Keep your hunger out of his dreams and let him sleep through the storm. You can give him that, can’t you?
He doesn’t ask for much.
“I’m tired, girl. Leave it be.”
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michyeosseo · 9 months
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Ding-dong-daeng. My eldest daughter-in-law knows everything I know.
Yoon Hae Young and Choi Myung Gil as JANG SE-MI & BAEK DO-YI LADY DURIAN (2023) 1.12
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solivagant-muse · 2 years
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Hand practice (with Bo) because I love drawing hands.
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Feat. Vince judging me
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pangyham · 4 months
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went through and still going through my annual tgc1812 relisten but it's particularly potent this year and i'm reading war and peace because of it. i can't believe one of the most iconic lines from dust and ashes came from a war general HAHA.. I was thinking, would it have been funner if i had read the book first before listening to the musical? but tbh i think tgc1812 is way more digestible than the book and encountering musical references in the book is so fun. it's a lot easier to identify quotes from the musical referenced from the book than if i were to have read the book first and recall which quote in its 600 page narrative a particular lyric is from. but anyway it's been one of my quiet pleasures lately...
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bagelrites · 10 months
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people say dnf are crazy 4 crazy but if that's true skephalo are insane 4 insane
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yeahhh dnf are spit in each other's mouth kind of crazy and skephalo are I feel like we are one person when I talk to you but the second you ghost me I think the world is ending and everything hurts kind of crazy. They are I was afraid to see your face in person because it would kill me if our first meeting wasn't perfect, I want to move in with you five minutes after meeting you, and yet the distance is necessary for me to know that this is real and I am not just getting high off your existence while in your proximity kind of crazy.
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flatstarcarcosa · 5 months
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@dadbodsandbots sending me a wax warmer and wax melts bc she's leery about sending candles or anything that could be a fire hazard versus me forgetting to turn it off before work knowing most of the outlets in this apartment are janky at best
unstoppable force (commitment to fire safety) vs immovable object (i forgor)
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shivunin · 1 year
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Ooook, for the 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐌𝐄 𝐆𝐎 👀: Scar, for Arianwen and Zevran? :3
This was challenging (in a good way!) because of my pairings I think these two are the most confident about their bodies. Thank you so much for the prompt c:
[SCAR]: noticing a scar on the receiver’s skin, the sender tentatively stops them from covering it up, and rests a gentle, soft kiss over it. (From this list)
Zevran was covered in scars. 
It made sense, given his profession, and Wen had made her appreciation of them very clear to him. They added a texture to his skin that she enjoyed, and in the moments before or after lying together she often found herself tracing the bumps and grooves of them. If she asked, she had no doubt that he would tell her exactly where they’d come from. For the moment, at least, she preferred to wonder.
Some—like the branching arcs over his ribs—were clearly from fights with mages. Others, like the grooved hole in the back of one shoulder, were plainly from an arrow or bolt. For his part, Zev didn’t seem to mind her curious fingers, tracing over this spot or that, and if he ever grew impatient with the touch he usually just flipped her onto her back again. 
Except for one scar. 
There was one that he hid from her. 
It was half-hidden by a tattoo already, the skin bumpy and pebbled. It was not a straight scar; instead, it seemed almost to drip from his ribs in uneven lines. It was as if something very hot and liquid had been applied to the skin, burning as it dripped. She brushed it with her fingertip one evening and Zevran’s hand slid over it at once, dislodging her hand from his ribs. 
“I was wondering,” he said as he did this, “How much longer do you think it will be before we reach Orzammar? It seems to be taking a good deal of time.”
Arianwen propped herself up on her elbow, frowning at him for a moment. 
“Is it tender or are you embarrassed?” she asked bluntly, resting her other hand over his wrist without pulling or pushing. Zevran swallowed, and his eyes flicked to the tent flap. 
“You don’t have to tell me anything,” she said, adding only the faintest pressure to his hand, “I won’t touch you there if it hurts, or if you don’t want me to. But you don’t have to hide it from me.”
Another moment’s hesitation, and then he allowed her to move his hand aside. 
“It does not hurt,” he said, his voice unusually stilted. 
Wen kept her eyes on his and rose to her knees, the end of her braid trailing over his bare chest. Zevran did not stop her when she bent over his midsection, but she felt the faint intake of breath when she slowly, gently pressed her lips to rough skin. One breath, and then another; she did not press harder, and she didn’t pull away. At last, he raised his hand again and passed it along her hair. 
“Thank you,” he said quietly, and she drew away again, trailing kisses over other scars as she went. 
When at last she reached his mouth, she held herself an inch away and peered down at him. 
“You are lovely,” she told him, “All of you.”
Zevran raised his eyebrows at her. 
“Do you think I do not know that, even after all this time?” 
Arianwen shrugged and pressed a kiss to his pretty, soft mouth. 
“You tell me,” she said, and rolled away to dress. 
And that, at least for the evening, was that.
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supercantaloupe · 1 year
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sitting in the exam room for my allergist appt waiting for my doctor and just before he shows up i heard him in the hallway say to a nurse "oh she's got a bunch of allergies" girl COME ON
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food acquired! food... please go down okay
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dubiousduckears · 2 years
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We talk about forbidden snacks but what about forbidden drinks? Like the lavender candle on my desk. That molten wax is warm, smells good and looks yummy...
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reallifepotato · 10 months
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My friend is going on a date and I'm stressed because she's going to his house but allegedly doesn't want to have sex with him. Idk.
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invictarre-archive · 2 years
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IS THAT A YAMPER HE HEARS?!
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