#it’s fine tho bc it was the last class of the semester but i will forever be haunted by luke not knowing the legend of zelda
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#guys i am not ready for this exam 😭 or any of my exams really#personal#the engineering chronicles#this is so so bad my final grades coming out of this semester are going to be appalling like almost all c’s most likely#and what’s worse is it’s entirely my own fault for letting the musical get in the way of things#i’ll probably get out of diffeq w an a- altho a or b+ are both in realm of possibility too. everything else tho. :/#also mad bc one of my other classes i was on track to get a b+ Easy and possibly even pull thru w an a- but then i bombed its last exam and#now need like a 98 or smth on this exam to get a b+ so that flew out the window#then physics and circuits i will Probably pass both of them i can get like mid 50s ish on their finals and still pass and i haven’t gotten#that low on any exam yet but UHH. still not nearly as low as i would like to be able to get and still stay safe#also would just. prefer not to only pass them like a b- or smth in both of them would be nice but :/#not impossible but also not particularly likely#diffeq i can literally get a 0 in and still pass vs the class i was on track to earn a b+ in i can get a 29 so we’re fine#there. but circuits and physics. scary ❗️
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btw big shoutout to that woodworking class i took in my final semester of high school for allowing me to 1. not constantly sound like i'm talking entirely out of my ass and 2. hide some very niche secrets because of the like 2 full months of paperwork & osha training before i got to actually build anything
#dont click see all on the tags i accidentally went insane over woodworking Its Not Worth it#god that class was such a mess. it took so long bc we couldn't all go to the shop unless everybody passed the safety test#and. well i'm pretty sure only i and like 3 other kids actually wanted to be there . im still a bit angry about it yeah#i wanted to build a table for my mom for mother's day and didn't finish it til JUNE and then it fell APAAARRTTTTTTTT!!!!! but its FINE#I WAS GRADUATING LIKE A WEEK AFTER BUILDING THAT TABLE BUT ITS ///FINEEEEEE////#THE actual knowledge that i still retained from it is really funny tho tbh#the only thing you can call a guard on a bandsaw is the lil 2" radius circle printed around where the blade goes through the table#if you put your fingers inside of that circle they will be Swiftly Removed#i am more comfortable with that fucking thing than a hand drill#however drill presses are fine. kinda fun actually#walnut smells really good when it's being ripped but the dust gets fucking everywhere somehow even more than white oak#that was my last class of the day that semester and i would constantly go home with my black clothes having turned brown#and i'll say. most fulfilling class i've ever taken to be completely honest#ik i am not attending a trade school but WHYYYYYY DOESNT MY UNIVERSITY OFFER WOODWORKING AAAAGGG#WHAT IF I DROP OUT TO BECOME ONE OF THOSE YOUTUBER GUYS THAT MAKES TABLES THAT ALL LOOK THE SAME HUH. WAHT THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!#WHAT IF I WANT TO MAKE 32 TABLETOPS OUT OF MINIMALLY TRIMMED SLABS AND EPOXY THAT ALL SOMEHOW LOOK BORING. WHAT IF I MAKE BANK ON THAT#ITS! BETTER!! THAN ALL THESE ESSAYS!!!!!!!!!#ahegm sorry folks. what i meant to say is that whenever ebony looks like he's creaming himself over furniture that's me talking through him#all that being said if i ever have to look at autocad ever again i will start huffing the polyurethane
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#i spend so mad god damn time bitching on this website. its bc i dont talk to ppl. whens the last time i had a non functional conversation?#uuuuhhh last weekend or maybe the weekend before that? so like i gotta complain somewhere. so if i stop complaining u can assume i made#friends lmao. ugh. its just. im worried. im worried abt how this semester is gonna go. how this phd program is gonna go#bc i spent the last 2 years destroying myself. realized ive gotta stop doing that. haven't figured out how to stop and now im gonna triple#the amount of pressure im under while trying to do things in a more healthy way. its just like. it objectively doesnt seem like a formula#for good things to happen. im more worried for how catastrophic its gonna b on my brain than i am abt the things i think most ppl would b#concerned abt. like im not worried abt planning and executing a project or teaching beyond fear of the unknown#its like. ive done these things before. theyre difficult but u make due and tackle the problems. but when it comes to: how to maintain a#healthy school/life balance? i dont even kno where to start with that. i just dont bc when u have a learning disability things just take#more time but like how much time is too much? where does it end? i dont kno how to manage it and i dont wanna hate my project by the end#of this. i want to b excited and not paralyzed bc im afraid i cant change my behavior and its gonna kill me#and im worried bc im meeting with my advisor for the 1st time since march before i agreed to join thr lab and have i prepared for this#project which is almost complete unrelated to what i did in my last lab? no bc ive been managing data and im still not done managing data#bc i cant focus bc i collected that data in a way that was actively self destructive. and i mean i kno itll b fine. thr guy seems nice i#just hate that im showing up devoid of enthusiasm bc its all been drowned out by the fear. and thats also gonna make teaching a problem#bc its hard to b excited abt things when there's a hole in your chest and ur desperate for someone to tell u how to fix it. but idk helping#ppl does usually make me feel better so maybe itll b a good thing. forgot how much i feel like im dying when i sit in meetings and#classroom tho lol. god its been 2yrs since i was a student. classes feel like such bullshit now. and yet if i dont get all As i might die#my students better b good. i have the 1st lab section bc thr lead ta couldnt do that time. so im the trial lab and i start fucking Monday#who tf does labs the 1st week of class? ugh. also its an intro bio so like 2/3 of thr class r freshman. lil bby 18yos and some r non bio#majors. and ive been warned that sometimes there r problems with ppl who don't believe in evolution and cause problems. pls let my classes#b good. im not that worried. its just gonna b annoying as fuck. im not good at being authoritative#ugh. i should b reading papers so i dont look like too much of an idiot tomorrow. itll b fine im just an anxious freak. a lil over a week#until i can try to find a therapist. probably seek medication bc i dont kno how else to stop this bullshit. annoying. i grew up with a dad#who gets anxious abt the idea of taking too much medication when he tskes a single ibuprofen. in this household we feel pain and then we#die miserable. this is all his fault. we have the same brain.im just a lil more irradidic than him#its so funny i say that bc im like the least irradic person ever. i do the same things every god damn day. im just irradic in terms of#sometimes i feel like my brain is on fire and im a cry bby lol#whatever. enough bitching. ive got papers to read. or maybe ill just go to bed and read them tomorrow 🙄#unrelated
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welp
#final season upon us 😭#first final done big 🤡🤡🤡 is fine lmfao#big clowning over the weekend not studying at all (i had reason on sunday lmao but)#big clowning yesterday not studying (i did have glowstick club things i was doing tho and also socializing bc balance or something lmao 🤪😭)#clowning staying up late last night to study but not very well lmao#clowning not paying that much attention in lectures recently#ugh anyway . this was like a non major related class and in the past i have#elected pass/fail for a few classes that were kinda like that#but i got an A in the classes i did pass fail which was a waste of pass fail 😭#but now i feel like i might not get an a in this class LMAO but like that’s how i felt for the other classes i did pass fail#and then i did get an a so idk snfchdjdjd oh well#i don’t think my gpas surviving this semester unscathed XD looking at my ‘intro’ to probability class i got no fucking clue what’s happening#lmfao thank prof for generous fuckin g curve bc i’ve gotten Bs on the exams that i’ve just fucking BSed my way thru lol#final coming up on monday and i’m 🤡 haven’t started the hw for this week#i also have a hw due thursday this week that i have to start nowwwww 🤡#also a final project that i have to figure out what the fuck to do for lol#anyway why am i like saying all this everyone else going thru the same thing lmao#GOOD LUCK ON UR FINALS AND STUFF EVERYONE WE’LL ALL FUCKING GET THRU IT ❤️#jeanne talks#for this one i just took was online and multiple choice section was 60 points and i got 45 😭😭😭#there’s still a like free response section that i didn’t do especially well on 🤡 but that hasn’t been graded#but the way it showed me 45/100 bc that hasn’t been graded lmaoooooooooo#how did i fuck that so badly 😭#idk if the pass/fail policies or whatever are the same as they have been but honestly#might have to do that lmfaooo 😭😭😭#i don’t think this one will be curved and my probability one def will#so maybe i can manage something reasonable in that class but idk lmao bruh the fucking reckless pass/failing lol#like i could have three As to anchor this gpa a lil bit but 🤡#but yk idk what the fuck i’m doing and i’ve accepted that XD#we’ll see what i end up doing w this class im looking forward to finding out lmfao 😭
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heey, we never interacted but i really like you as person and u pass me such a comfy vibe like😭 and i really need to vent or else im going insane-
uhhhh im a little lesbian of 20y and in uni, fine. and a curiosity abt my uni: since its a private one, my department gets the same teachers since the 1st year of undergrad which is cool bc they really track our development there BUT i have this teacher (really. really beautiful btw.) who gives biology, cognition, neuropsychology and forensics psychology and she’s also a hard one…her classes are only for those who pay attention, she’s super demanding and a black cat energy (she literally gives nooooooo fucks to anyone). so OFC i had to develop a little crush on her🤠 anywayss months passed, im on my 2nd year now and she still has this HORRIBLE (but i love it) habit of looking at a person’s eyes when explaining something and she really STARES so i was always **giggles and laufs**, but this year i fell into a depressive episode so i stopped going to classes (including hers), i stopped going to her orientation classes and so one day my friend said “she’s worried abt you and she asked me to tell u that she wants an email from u to agree on a time and day to talk to her personally”. i thought i was fucked honestly, but we eventually agreed on a time at her office and turns out the convo was actually nice (i cried my eyes out while she said how worried she was abt me).
after that she was more touchy with me? like when she talked to me after class she always grabbed my arm or put her hand on my shoulder or she talked to me SUPER close AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK specially bc she herself said “if u were a student who didn’t care abt my classes it’d be totally different, but you’re not. i care about you” BUT BRO??? i NEVER saw her act that way with other students, also she doesn’t ask anyone to come to her office-
(i actually thought she hated me bc a while ago she spent MONTHS ignoring my existence💀)
omg this is so funny u say this... one of my best friends always says i give comfort vibes like when im over i always make his place feel really comforting... that's so weird i wonder how it's possible i give the same vibes online.. but anyways im actually really glad that's the kind of vibe i give, cuz i also love this vibe!!! comfort and comforting things are really important to me
that's so cute... also first of all for you, that means you are such an attentive student and so hardworking for her to pay so much attention to you, so look at you you little academic star!!!!! you little academic you!!!! you little academia student you!!! so that's good for you
also that's so sweet of her... comforting older women <3 tbh the last thing i need rn is an irl older woman obsession like that shit always has me so down bad with a twinge of mommy complex LMFAO like i need that bus girl i mentioned before many eons ago (im trying again next semester cuz im a HARD WORKER)... but this aint about me... that's so good for you and that's so sweet of her <3
if you want to deepen a connection you should talk more about the subject, get her to recommend some interesting things for you to research and study and books to read, so she can start talking to you about things she likes on a personal level, and also this builds off of a good reputation you already have of being an attentive student who is interested in the class!! and ofc she sees you this way already as she has mentioned it
even if platonic (tho the gay panic is so real either way) a good connection with a professor you look up to within a topic you're interested in is a very good connection to have, you will always get something good from it
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omg i dont think u remember but yk how i mentioned in an ask that i was better than some smart dude (who i had a rivalry with) at physics?? so the "physics girl" title has been given to me (word got out that i got the highest physics exam score in my grade??) BUTTT this semester i have NOT been focusing in class, i havent attended 50% of our classes (mostly due to practicing for plays, attending school club meetings, falling ill once or twice), and 2nd semester topics are much harder than 1st 😭 AND this exam isnt gna be prepared by our teachers which means i gotta revise EVERYTHING we've covered?? 😭😭😭😭
im fearing that if i score low ppl will think im a fraud/will be disappointed in me/will think i cheated on the other exams ESPPP the physics teacher like omg he has so much faith in me its so overwhelminggggg i think i told you he prepared a physics question in our grade quiz and he said he knew i'd get it correct DUDEEE imagine if i score a 60 when my prev exam scores were 85/92 like he'd be soooo disappointed 😭😭😭😭😭😨😨😨 "anon what happened to you? you used to be so good at physics, UNLESS.... you used to cheat?? 😧" I CAN ALREADY HEAR THE CONVERSATION NOOO 😭😭😭
and dont even get me STARTED on maths like im literally becoming worse with time BROTHERRR the only topic i understand is geometry bro i think im failing this year 😭😭 BUT its fine bc i wanna fail either way (story for another time?)
omg i do remember you the one that made me think academic rivals AHAHAH
okay okay i hear you, this situation sounds all too familiar but listen--
you really don't need to worry about what other ppl will think, it happens! i hope your grade doesn't fall that much if at all, but don't be so worried about what other ppl or your teacher will think. nobody will think you're a fraud or you cheated just bc you didn't do as well (and this hasn't even happened yet!) it happens to the best of us!
i hope you have enough time to plan out how you're gonna revise everything, and since you're good in physics, i believe you will ace it this time too. it doesn't even have to be as good as last time, but around that grade should be fine! (manifesting you score even better tho). but don't let the worry eat you you'll only be wasting your time stressing about scenarios like these bruh 😭 just study hard and you'll be absolutely fine, no matter the outcome! and don't forget to have fun too- you know what they say all day work and no play makes jack a dull boy or sth JKHFSDKJGHJKDFHG
as for maths, NOW THAT'S RELATABLE ASF 😭 if it makes you feel better, i was the maths ace in school until i almost failed 2 times in a row bc i didn't like the teacher and then was very average another 2 times in a row until i finally got my shit together and earned my maths ace status back (i literally wasn't the maths ace anymore but who cares) BUT YOU WANT TO FAIL? ON PURPOSE? i'm waiting to hear all about it
#once you genuinely stop caring about how ppl will react or what ppl will think#life becomes so easy you start winning you achieve inner peace TRUST ME ON THAT#literally cannot stress this enough#all the best to you!#hope you beat that dude again AHAHAH no pressure#physics anon#yumi.asks
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Hi Matthew!! I hope you had a good day, if not, I wish you have a good week!! 🌿
Random and cliche question (only if you don't mind answering!). As someone who achieved great results in academics and finished uni, do you have any advice or messages you can give to someone who started uni this year? (and, ngl, is failing a bit)?
I hope the question doesn't bother you, you don't have to answer it!
Closing sentence: May all the Senas and Leos there is comes home to you early 🙏
hi anon, I hope you manage to see this! I’ll put it under the cut
I think you’re giving me far too much credit on academics! I mostly just quietly did my work then fucked off every weekend but I rlly wanted to start this off by saying that it’s okay to fail. It’s stressful for sure, it can really lower your morale, but a fail doesn’t and will never define you. It’s not the end of the world, you won’t suddenly collapse and die (even if it feels like it in the moment), and you can always try again. I actually had some professors say that they failed some classes when they started, my own therapist said that she failed a damn intro to psychology class too. It happens to people you admire, it doesn’t mean that they stopped trying tho or that it defined the rest of their career or life after college.
Your life doesn’t begin and end with college either, it sure as hell seems like it but I remember seeing a talk by rlly successful women who were asked if their grades mattered outside of college and all of them said no. you should always try to do your best! But it’s also okay to acknowledge that trying to seek perfection will do more harm than good.
Aiming for improvement is always the best thing to do in anything tho and you already made the hardest step by reaching out, even if it was through an anon ask. The first thing I’d probably do is see if your professors or TAs have office hours so they can go over your work with you if you’re having problems with a concept, walk-ins are usually fine but sometimes professors are busy so see if you can arrange an appointment if that happens.
if you have a question during class, ASK IT. Don’t be nervous, don’t let yourself be scared of something that will last a minute. Professors have seen and taught a lot more classes and answered countless questions, they’re there to help you and there’s absolutely no harm in asking what you may think is obvious. It also helps them remember you and it’s rlly nice to have that connection.
And please be social. Please look to your left and right, see who’s sitting there, and ask them what they thought of the homework. Forming a study group is hard if you don’t know anyone but finding a friend in a classroom is soooooo beneficial, being able to ask someone for help on something you’re not sure on saved my life more than once. Most people are a lil shy or quiet but I found it easier to start a convo after saying hello or asking a question about the class.
I always felt that the first tests of the semester are always the hardest bc you never know information that the professor is looking for but once you get a handle of what they want, it becomes much easier because then you know how and what material to study. I never really had a study method so I can’t give tips on that, but don’t color code your notes too much if it’ll distract you from what’s actually being written. No one listens to this advice but also try not to cram a day before an exam, starting your study guide even just 3 days beforehand will save your life when you’re stressed out and trying not to panic.
Some anxiety is good! It motivates us to start studying and get a good grade, but even if it’s easier to say than to put into practice, try not to let it consume you.
Also join a club and unwind a bit, you can meet new people. I found that my internship was a good way to take my mind off classes too, please look for some during holidays breaks! They’re very helpful and look good on resumes but it’s mostly a thing for the future. let yourself be more confident in your classes before worrying about that.
Good luck, anon! I hope what I have to say is beneficial, if you have any specific questions please let me know but there’s lots of resources available for you! Tutoring, office hours, other students, etc.
You never have to rely on just yourself, remember making mistakes is a part of learning. Please take it easy and let me know how it goes!
They wish the best for you too:
#ask#this all seems like real big talk coming from someone who spent literal months working on my own perfectionism in therapy but I’m serious 🫵#let yourself be a beginner and make mistakes
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Ahaha hi sex c 😜😜 Sorry feeling out of chzrcyer. So I did not sleep, though I definitely thought I would have. Unfortunately, no plans came up in those few hours so I spent the midnight countdown alone 😪 I don't mind tho, went and got some ice cream, life savers and sprite to cheer me up. Then proceeded to watch some more Daz, watched his Minion Tate video again. I forgot he existed until I saw Dazs vid again, so I spent like an hour calculating responses and arguments to counteract Andrew Tate. (I was bored) ((I do stuff like that when I get bored 😪)) Had me appalled for a moment, because I really do forget all the awful things he did. It was perceived as a joke for so long, and it eventually went away as quick as it came into play. I feel bad that it wasn't taken as seriously as it needed to be, and that he didn't really lose anything at all. Heart goes out to his victims, and everyone who have had to deal with situations and people like that, cause it honestly is an awful thing to occur to someone. I hope they recover perfectly fine, and I hope he gets what he deserves.
I got a little serious, Ik. But it's just still baffling to me how someone could do stuff like that, and be fine because he owns expensive things, and apparently is an "Alpha". It's sickening, and is just a reminder that shitty people do exist. That kind of mentality it frightening, and when I have children (If I do), those mfs are gonna respect everyone until they don't deserve that respect. He really did shape some people's minds with all of his words, some people don't deserve a platform.
Anyways, moving on before I make things too serious. What's your favorite drink? Cause sprite is my top one BY FAR, but I like my classic water just the same.
🎧 anon, I truly hope the next time you make cookies it goes as planned 😭 Questioning how you managed to have the bottom BURNT and the inside RAW, but I can't really talk. I suck at baking too bbg 💀💀
Gonna try to sleep again?? Maybe?? Actually might take a bath because I went out and got some bathbombs, as well as color tabs for the water. Sometimes it's fun to just, unwind like that yk? And this is my last free night before I have to go back to my dreadful classes 🙁💔 The rest of my nights will be filled with sleeping, and I'm gonna make sure that NO ONE fucks it up. I have to maintain my focus for this semester, all those missing assignments were wild and I'm NOT going through the stress of having to make sure that my grades were perfect to balance them out. Though praise me because my exams were all A's and B's, even got 100's on a couple 🙈
BUT GOODBYE AXEL, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN MY GLORIOUS KING 🕷
XOXO 👽
minion tate = andr*w tate?… if so yeah he’s fucking crazy and so is everyone else who didn’t take it seriously because like what the actual fuck???? rich/famous people can like practically get away with anything/most things like it’s actually insane how society will hold them on an untouchable pedestal most the time. horrifying truly how he shaped some peoples minds n they actually listened to him and took what he was saying to heart like HUH⁉️ in what world did him saying whatever the fuck his ass said sound like something good to integrate into ur life/mindset… UGH WHATEVER I HATE HIS ASS
my favorite drink is also sprite or just water!!
IDK IF THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED TO 🎧 BUT WHEN THAT HAPPENED TO ME ITS BC I DIDNT PUT FOIL DOWN ON THE BAKING TRAY SO IDK IT GOT TO FUCKING HOT AND COOKED THE BOTTOM WAY FASTER THAN EVERYTHING ELSE HENCE THE RAW IN THE MIDDLE BURNT ON THE BOTTOM😞😞😞😞😞💔💔💔
i hope u sleep well!! or that ur bathbombs were relaxing ! good luck when ur classes start back up… *shivers* OMG A’S AND B’S ON UR EXAMS?? LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOO UR SO ACADEMICCCCC 😍😍😍
UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN BAE 🫡
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HEEEEYYYY i am finally FREE from spring quarter EVERYONE CHEER !!! but then i am going to have summer classes starting from next monday so crying and laughing T^T so i hope you do not mind that i will talk about school rq
i just turned in my art final last thursday after i flew in to washington ... jfc i was going through it honestly ... the art final was like a "art history" final. i had to answer 43 questions for multiple choice, do 4 short answer prompts and then a whole essay like what is wrong with this professor ... mind you not, this class is an online, lower-division ge so like why am i putting my whole ass into this
also my ochem prof released grades for the class overall and let me tell you i seriously was gonna cry bc i was so scared if i was gonna pass the class or not ... but ... I GOT A C yk what i am fine with that bc i did horrible on two exams (below avg) and pretty decent on the other (above avg) ... but i feel disappointed that i have been getting Cs on my chem classes so far :( but i think i will be getting my first ever A in the bio class tho !!! which is like kinda bad but i am proud of myself at the same time :")
ok now ... we talk about exo and ateez hehehe (the most important stuff duh) honestly speaking ... took me like 3 listens to fully get bouncy, like i was ok with it on the first listen but yk what i mean? like you just need to listen to it more in order to fully get it ... i also really like this album, like i am so excited to be getting the albums in store when i go back to california YEAAHHH but my faves are dune, django and wake up !!! wbu bff ??? exo is making me CRY with let me in and the fact that they are gonna release ANOTHER mv is crazy like ... ik 2018-2021 me would be CRYING bc exo didn't release that much group stuff back then :(( but i am so happy that they are having a comeback like i need to prepare myself ... i just KNOW i will be SOBBING when i watch the last mv as their like "title track"
anyways i hope you are doing well bff <3 i sometimes read your works whenever i need a pick me up (or i just wanna cry ahem the one inspired my moon lovers i will forever be scarred) and that you are taking care of yourself !!! love ya lots :D
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HELLO !!!! AAAAAA wait omg ur spring quarter just ended??? i thought it was the summer one 😭😭😭
no bc i DONT GET WHAT ART HISTORY PROFESSORS PROBLEMS ARE I HAD THIS EXACT EXAM AND I FLUNKED IT WHFJQHDKWSH & iTS ONLINE???? 🤨🤨
u know what getting a C is underrated relief, like what matters is that we made it 🫡 A & B are overrated grades atp,,, BUT LESSGOOO??? U MADE IT !!!!! it’s not sad that it’s ur first one!! it’s so hard to get A’s in uni and like for what im still waiting for mine but i know that A looks so good on ur transcript 🫡 u should be proud!!!!! u did great!!
i get what you mean completely,, i also don’t mind it now?? like the slow it down make it bouncy is the only part that’s stuck in my mind, it’s a nice song but it has its moments! the album is nice! i just wish ateez do different genres bc this one felt like a guerrilla album dupe to me 😭😭😭 OOO OKAY MY FAVOURITE IS OUTLAW BC THAT BEAT IS NAASSTYY
EXO LAND FINALLY GETTING THE THINGS WE DESERVE????? let me in was so good, their vocals is what was missing 😭😭 AND ANOTHER MV AND ANOTHER MAIN MV FOR THE CB??? 19 VERSIONS OF A GOD DAMN ALBUM???? hoping the sales for it actually goes to the members 😭😭
i hope you’re doing well tooo!!! hope u have time to rest after ur semester <333 AND 😭😭😭😭 UR STILL READING MY FICS THANK U SO MUCH FOR THAT SCREAMING I LOVE U FBWKDJWK
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coming into ur inbox to say hello hope u are well!!! I'm pretty alright, I started graduate school and I actually wasn't as nervous as I thought I would be!! and the content is making a ton if sense to me so I think I just might be a good fit for the program!! I wanna be a counselor so I gotta take more school for it rip. my program is a weekend format tho so every other weekend I go legit *all weekend* but I actually like that bc it means I just take one class at a time but I still get the whole semester's worth of content. also my professor is so cool and I have him for my next class too which is great he's one of the best professors I've ever had. It's kind of a lot sometimes to do full wekends of nonstop school but I actually like it! I am also getting fully ready for valentines day!! even tho I'm single atm I Love valentines day it's so cute and I can still celebrate the friends/fam I do have. I placed my last non candy/valentines to hand out to my classmates order and I got some mugs and heart shaped placemats and pjs!! the placemats I might just use all year lmaoo. anyway a lil ranty rant for u on a fine tuesday but I hope u are doing amazing and I hope u have an amazing week!!!!
Hi, Em!🥰 Thanks for dropping by!
Ahhhh soooo nice to hear that! I hope you do amazing and that you enjoy it! You got this!!!!😀 Sending positive vibes your way! It all sounds very interesting! And I love to see you have goals! Amazing!🥰
I'm not into Valentine's day and I will also be single😂 What I'm looking forward about February is my first trip to Rome and the Supernatural convention! Soooo excited!!! I can't wait!!!
Also... My birthday is coming up... On the 24th. I'm turning 30! Jeez...
I had class today! I'm studying some biology and about aquatic mammals! We were talking about reproductive cycles and so. I'm learning a lot of interesting things!
My tuesday is about to end but I hope you have an amazing rest of the day and I also wish you a wonderful week!!!!💙
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Failing Nemo || Romo Texts
Summary: On the last week of the term, the stress from uni becomes too much for Nemo.
Part One of Finding Nemo: Uni Arc
tw: anxiety, depression
DECEMBER 13
Nemo Bae
hey
heeeeeey
hi
what r u doing rn
are u studying?
[deleted] pay attention to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
[deleted] im losing my mind haha
Robbie
Hey
Yeah, I'm studying for my anatomy final which is kind of boring but I swear they added more parts to the human body since I last learned this
Nemo Bae
ahahh there are like a tonne of bones
thats so weird tho ur a vet student shouldnt u learn about animal parts
Robbie
I think that comes next when I get into more specialized stuff ugh so many bones though you're right
how are you though
Nemo Bae
missing youuuu
come hang out with me
Robbie
How is studying for finals going? Last time I came to see you we didn't study at all. I failed you
Nemo Bae
thats bc i dont wanna study lol its pointless
but hanging out with uuuu isnt
Robbie
Studying isn't pointless
Why do you think it's pointless
Nemo Bae
i just cant do it lol
i try and i cant pay attention and my back always hurts too much to like sit in one place but if i lay down i fall asleep bc its so boring
my grades suck anyway
Robbie
aw that's probably not true I'm sure your grades don't suck
I could come over and help you for real this time
I can quiz you and stuff
Nemo Bae
they do robbie
im not smart like you. i cant write like you. my grades are really bad and ive gotten incompletes in my fellows class because i havent even turned in stuff
Robbie
Hey you're smart don't say that
Nemo Bae
but its true im not smart okay im not cut out for this
i dunno i feel like
it was just a mistake
and im gonna fail anyway so
Robbie
like going to school was a mistake?
Nemo you're smart and you can do it. I know you can. You just have to keep trying.
it sounds like you're giving up
Nemo Bae
yeah i am ahah
ive TRIED ok i keep trying to study for my finals and i cant do it
i tried all semester but all i did was hurt myself so i couldnt even dance
i have to write final papers in my ballet and contemporary classes now
thats two more papers
im just gonna go back to the hollow
Robbie
Nemo I can help okay it's not the end of the world and it's going to be fine
Nemo Bae
no its not
you dont get it because tis easy for you
Robbie
it's not easy
I still have to study like everyone else
That's just how school is
And if it looks easy it's because I had a lot of years to learn a lot of things
But those were years where I had to try and study hard and put in the effort it doesn't just happen for me
Nemo Bae
well i shouldnt distract you from studying then
Robbie
Nemo
Nemo Bae
what?
thats what you're saying you say you gotta study and all im doing is getting in your way
you dont have time to help me anyway
esp when it doesnt matter and its too late
Robbie
We can talk about it more don't just pull away. That's not what I'm saying
it's not too late we can work on it together
Nemo Bae
and then when i fail anyway????
Robbie
then you pick yourself up and try again
You can replace those grades if you really think you're going to fail
You can retake the class
Nemo Bae
i dont want to. i DONT. its too much and too stressful
theres a reason not a lot of fairies go to uni
esp not from a hollow
im so tired of sucking this much
Robbie
You don't suck
Nemo Bae
how would u even know how much i suck robbie youre not in my classes
do u want me to send u pics of all my shitty papers lol
then youll realize im a lost cause
Robbie
I will never think you are a lost cause
Nemo Bae
i dont even see why we're arguing about this
its not even your business
Robbie
Oh its not?
im not supposed to care?
Nemo Bae
i just dont see why you do this much
Robbie
You don't see why I care about you and your life this much
Nemo Bae
i dont see why you care about whether or not i go to school
if you cared about me then youd say ok nemo i love you but apparently i have to be a freaking genius for you too
Robbie
Because you wanted to go to school? Because you want to take all those dance classes?
Nemo Bae
but i was wrong okay?
and it sucks and i spent my appa's money
and he's gonna be disappointed in me
and clearly you're disappointed in me
Robbie
im not disappointed I just think you're being too hard on yourself
Nemo Bae
i feel like quitting is actually finally letting myself chill but ok
Robbie
im just afraid you'd regret it
and I really don't think it's as much of a lost cause as you think it is
But I can butt out I guess
im sorry
Nemo Bae
its my fault its fine
i'll let you get back to studying
[deleted] this conversation felt really bad, im sorry i was.. i didnt mean to make it sound
[deleted] maybe we can try it, you helping me
deleted] im sorry, robbie
Robbie
Yeah, if you wanna talk later just text me
Nemo Bae
okay
DECEMBER 13, SEVERAL HOURS LATER
Robbie
hey i just wanted to check and see how you are doing and say i'm sorry for upsetting you
Nemo Bae
you really dont have to apologize. im the one. i know i lashed out at you and took a lot of my frustration and stress out on you and im really sorry about that. i shouldnt have said a lot of the things i said. i know youre just caring about me.
im feeling a little better now though
Robbie
That's good! If you want me to come over I can. I want to see you
Nemo Bae
oh im actually uh
i kinda left lol
i'll be back in a couple of days though! i wanna see you then
Robbie
You left?
Nemo Bae
yeah i think i needed to get out and clear my head and i already feel a lot better
Robbie
Oh okay that makes sense. Did you go to the hollow
Nemo Bae
no im going camping with tae
Robbie
camping?
Nemo Bae
yeah there's this campsite we went to in the summer its got little cabins too tho we might just sleep in the car
Robbie
aren't your finals and stuff...are you gonna miss them?
Nemo Bae
probably? i told you though, im gonna fail anyway
and seriously as soon as i decided to go it was like a huge weight off my shoulders
i'll work on my papers maybe a little while im gone idk
Robbie
okay
I love you
be safe please
Nemo Bae
we will! i love you too robbie i really do wanna talk when i get back
Robbie
ill be here
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WHAAAAAT HOW WAIT WHAT DID YOU SAY HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE PLEASE-
LONG STORY SHORT. i mentioned that im considering repainting the bunny chair i made for the class into a blupee during final crit today and prof luke was like “what’s that” and i was like “ok do you know legend of zelda. the video games.“ and the man looked me in the eyes and said NO
#AND I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO SAY SO I JUST??? LEFT IT AT THAT. LMAO#unrelated but the chair has a bookshelf built in and i used my loz manga to display the functionality so. everyone in that class Knows now#it’s fine tho bc it was the last class of the semester but i will forever be haunted by luke not knowing the legend of zelda#asks
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just outlined what work I gotta do what day to have everything finished in time and if I die just know this semester is why
#um#how r u gonna assign nothing all semester#and them the last 2 weeks be like heres 2 group projects and a 10 page term paper#whatver tho its fine#im def getting an a- in my history class which is upsetting me#bc i already got an a- in a history :(#and when my advisor was like whyd u wait so long to declare it#this is why#bc i keep getting a-‘s and it makes me feel inadequate#to be fair tho#the first a- i was a freshman in a 300 level course and i didnt know how to site properly#and this a- is bc rhis professor is literally a genius and i cant keep up lol#like hes very smart and im very dumb#hes not even a strict grader bc my midterm definitely shouldve been a b and he gave me an a-#im just not smart enough to keep up lol
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lol welp me and my mom are about to get into a fight today
#lol my mom might k word me it's fine tho. it's fine#my scholarship stuff got fucked up bc of my summer classes and i didnt tell my mom that i withdrew from a class last semester#she's making me pull up my grades and shit and calling the school and i uhhh might die#like im still getting my scholarship at the end of the day it's just not gonna kick in til august#but that wont matter lol she's gonna scream at me bc my grades arent good enough and im a liar and a bitch or whatever#how to tell her that im severely depressed and it's affecting my grades
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whenever i change my icon i can’t stop just like,, staying on tumblr and staring at it lmao
#and then new posts have showed up on my dash and i can scroll those and then come back to my blog and stare at my icon some more XD#yay productivity#i tried something new this time with the shitty lasso crop tool that preview has on a mac XD#itlooks fine as an icon but up close it's pretty shit quality lmao naturally bc i have the shittiest netflix quality but yeah#anywayyyy everyone's on spring break/close to spring break and i'm nottttt lmao rip :')#thanks so much u of m for not giving us a spring break#and our last 'well being break' was this tuesday and i spent the whole day reading a long ass thing for one class & studying for my exam ffs#i wanna hang out with my friends but idk how to ask bc we havent texted in a while asldksdjfdd#i really am just..... so good..... at talking to people....... keeping in touch.......... wow.........#i'm TIREDDDDD#somehow i'm eligible for the vaccine and i'm getting my first dose on monday#my dad said it's bc we have elders in the household lol idk tho#but yeah the other half of my family is getting vaccinatedddd :3 useless life update in the tags completely unrelated to anything else here#i'm lowkey dreading april...... i have so much shit coming up duh bc it's the last month of the semester but still#i'm stressed thinking about it lmao#but i don't want to do anythinggggg#stfu jeanne
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Texts from The Lost Tomb, part 3
I didn’t mean for this to stray into angst but like the lack of updates with Li Cu in LTR?? I had to do it to em.
Wushanju Crew Chat, 11:05pm
Li Cu: what’s up losers I’m outside
Li Cu: someone come on and open the damn door
Wang Meng: Language:(
Li Cu: fine, someone come on and open the damn door please
Snake Eyes Chat, 7:00am
Wu Xie: hey are you awake? Sorry I missed you coming in:) was finishing up some work. How was the end of your first semester? Did that geology paper go well? Did the food budget work out or do you need some extra money next semester?
Li Cu: yeah about your work
Li Cu: heard a little rumor
Li Cu: about you going through some stuff during ur recent trip
Li Cu: some stuff you maybe forgot to mention
Li Cu: and you told me we gotta check in with stuff, so this is me checking in, okay
Wu Xie: oh? What stuff?
Li Cu: idk just like
Li Cu: THE STUFF WITH YOU ALMOST FUCKING DYING FOR FUCKING MONTHS AND THE WAREHOUSE SHIT AND ERJING AND PEOPLE HURT YOU AND WHAT THE FUCK IS A THUNDER CITY AND NOONE FUCKING CALLED ME ABT THOSE PARTS ONCE
Wu Xie: oh. That stuff.
Li Cu: yeah asshat I’m in the kitchen whenever you’re ready to explain your fucking bullshit. Also you’re out of milk wtf how am I supposed to make breakfast here
Main Chat, 11:14am
Wu Xie: okay so it’s possible I fucked up a little bit.
Wang Pangzi: THERES JUST SO MUCH YOU COULD BE REFERRING TO I DONT KNOW WHERE TO START
Zhang Qiling: What’s wrong?
Honorary Wu Chat, 11:30am
Wang Pangzi: KID IM SO SORRY THAT PUNK IS A TRAINWRECK BUT YOU KNEW THAT
Wang Meng: Welcome home, Li Cu <3 not much has changed, ultimately.
Wang Pangzi: IT DIDNT EVEN OCCUR TO ME THAT HE WOULDNT TELL YOU EVERYTHING ABOUT IT ONCE THE REST OF US FIGURED IT OUT
WAIT HOW DID YOU FIND OUT
Li Cu: it’s okay. not your fault, uncle. Doesn’t matter how I found out. Wait wait hold on what do you mean “the rest of us figured it out” who figured it out
Wang Pangzi: SAY HELLO LIU SANG
Liu Sang: …hello.
Wang Pangzi: SAY MORE THAN THAT.
Liu Sang: uh…so you’re Wu Xie’s protégé, huh?
Li Cu: oh well howdy there homewrecker
Liu Sang: Excuse me??
Zhang Qiling: I think someone on the roof is calling me and I should go find out.
Wang Meng: I would also very much like to be removed from this conversation.
Wang Pangzi: AHAHAHAHA KIDDO IVE MISSED YOU
Li Cu: all I’m saying is aren’t you the little creep who’s obsessed with Xiao Ge
Liu Sang: ???
Zhang Qiling: Li Cu is referring to a brief period of irrational thought on Wu Xie’s part, where he mistakenly believed you to be a threat to our relationship.
Liu Sang: what do you mean a threat??
Wang Pangzi: WHAT DO YOU MEAN TIANZHEN HAD “A BRIEF PERIOD OF IRRATIONAL THOUGHT”
YOUVE MET YOUR HUSBAND RIGHT
Wang Meng: can you please take me off this chat.
Liu Sang: Wait, so Wu Xie told you about me, but…reading between the lines, he didn’t mention the cancer or anything bad that happened? Oh yikes.
Li Cu: don’t change the subject “Liu Sang”
if that is your real name
Like yeah you’re right abt it but still
just saying
heard you got good ears but I’ve got snake powers
kinda
so like no more funny business okay you superhearing harlot
Wang Meng: LANGUAGE, LI CU. IN THIS HOUSE WE SHOW GOOD MANNERS.
Wang Pangzi: LMAO OH DO WE NOW
Zhang Qiling: Li Cu, this is all unnecessary and childish. Please apologize.
Li Cu: you say that now bruh but apparently you weren’t complaining when he was all “idol this” and “idol that”
oh and hey Wang Meng while we’re here can I show you my business class grade report later bc Wu Xie is all “what matters is that you learned and enjoyed the experience” blah blah all eat pray love you know how he gets and I want to actually discuss areas to improve so that when I take over this joint I do better than Wu Xie? Tho that shouldnt be hard lol
Wang Meng: hurtful but accurate. I’ll bring my best red pen:)
Liu Sang: oh my god. I’m too jetlagged to keep up with any of this.
Wang Pangzi: BEST. DAY. EVER. IM SCREENSHOTTING THIS FOR HEI XIAZI.
Not A Homewrecker Chat, 11:52am
Liu Sang: Okay, we started off on the wrong foot.
Li Cu: I agree let’s start over
Start with how your little prank game almost got ppl killed
Liu Sang: And I seriously regret that. But we moved past that.
Wow, he seriously skipped over so much bullshit but didn’t skimp on mine, huh.
Li Cu: AHA so you ADMIT IT
Liu Sang: I’d like to think I’ve grown since then. That I’ve come to see Xiao Ge as a person and mentor, rather than an idol. I count Pangzi and Wu Xie as my close friends. I’m going to be staying here with them right now, I hope you can be okay with that.
Li Cu: see in my head you were going to be a lot less mature about it and I had a bunch of great follow-up insults planned
Liu Sang: I figured. I’d like us to be friends, though. Or at least not enemies.
Li Cu: okay but only bc you don’t know me yet so you won’t judge too much for this and I need to get this out to somebody I’ve been thinking about it for hours and my friends are still in finals and I’m stressing a little bit maybe
Liu Sang: ?
Li Cu: I yelled at dad
*Wu Xie sorry autocorrect
Liu Sang: …uh huh.
Li Cu: I yelled at him earlier. for keeping all that stuff from me. He started crying
Liu Sang: Wu Xie has been pretty emotional since we got back. Not necessarily your fault.
Li Cu: I made him cry right there at the kitchen sink and it felt like maybe the worst thing I’ve ever done
Snake venom and stabbings, no tears
Me saying I wouldn’t have gone to his funeral, all tears
Which I know was shitty to say but I was really mad
Liu Sang: If it’s any consolation, I think Wu Xie can understand the concept of being led by his emotions to make bad decisions…better than most people.
Li Cu: Xiao Ge came in then and looked weird
Like weirder than usual
Like he didn’t know which of us to be more mad at
Liu Sang: A common problem for the iron triangle, I understand.
Li Cu: I just ran out I didn’t have words right then and I feel stupid
but whenever they come back from their walk I’m gonna say sorry and stuff bc i could’ve come home to his funeral and I’m mad about it but also like. I could have come home to his funeral. I can get mean when I’m in a freakout mood. It’s not like I was scared or anything at all I don’t get scared really anymore ever but just like. Freaked out.
Liu Sang: He’s probably going to say sorry, too.
Li Cu: sorry I called you a homewrecker. Didn’t mean to slut-shame either
Liu Sang: I admit that after the initial shock, it was pretty funny. Super hearing harlot, it should be on my business card;)
Li Cu: this situation with Wu Xie is weird but kinda good ya know. And I have these freakouts sometimes that something maybe bad could happen to this situation. So consider this a shovel talk. But like, also not a shovel talk at the same time.
also I appreciate you saving his life and whatnot
Liu Sang: Noted. Now. Coffee?
Li Cu: sounds sick.
Be in the kitchen in 10. You can pick out what we watch for the household tv show tonight. no way is Wu Xie choosing some dry documentary about gravestone rubbings again. Pangzi just watches real housewives reruns and Xiao Ge won’t watch tv after he caught the last half hour of A Walk To Remember. Also i need my phone now to send some $ to Hei Xiazi since I owe him for…providing some intel
Liu Sang: Not even surprised.
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