sometimes i really vibe with disco elysiums brief moments of quiet apathetic misery that are distinctly intimate in the way they cradle you with melancholy’s ice cold hands. you almost want to savor the despair, pull it over you and be consumed by that awful, beautiful feeling of hopelessness. regret can taste so good. it’s a place other than the future, past, or present -- a realm of its own. time moves on, always ticking, travelling down one road forever, but here there is only sinking. to the depths of water you fall, the sound of rushing water so hypnotic and suffocating. a sensation in the back of your neck, the relaxing weight of resignation. as you’re anchored to the bottom, your mind detaches and floats to the surface. fine. you don’t need that here anyway. you don’t think, you only suffer. all that awaits you here is suffering. isnt it wonderful that you can predict everything here perfectly? there are no variables, just a buzzing in your chest aided by your concrete-filled lungs. it’s like they’re glowing. you once swam through your thoughts, but now you sink like a rock. she floats above it all, of course she does. she peers into the water and her reflection fragments in the waves. she can’t even see you. she would look away anyway. oh, beautiful, beautiful suffering, never leave me. all i have left is what you take from me.
that’s what it feels like to me anyway lol haha!!
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as a little early xmas present to myself I sent my switch in to get fixed…bc the ground shipping time to get to the other side of the country + the estimated time it’ll take to get fixed + the slow ground shipping BACK it’ll be like. Probably over a month right. But I’m rly hoping they CAN fix it 😭 it’s been like a year and I’ve missed my bideo gaems 😔
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they should invent the ability to stop time just so a gal like me can sleep longer without the crushing guilt of waking up at 1 pm
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Prince fluff are you ok?
Prince Fluff: "...That and I'm exhausted and a little light-headed. Probably from the blood loss...Zan helped clean the blood up, and she had part of a Maxim Tomato with her. It managed to heal the wound to the point where it scarred over...though the area's still sore, and I keep getting that phantom limb feeling. ...It's...really not a very pleasant experience, but I'll be fine. I mean, I have to be. My friends are counting on me..."
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Finally got around to redressing my Ginger doll and putting her hair back in pigtails, i love her sm she is now displayed on some random stand i had up. Also got around to redressing my double of Zooey that i had gotten idk how long ago, i had to wash her hair, and i decided to give her diff shoes and Harley's jeans. Idk i just wasnt to big of a fan of her skirt matching her skin tone. And now she sits near me.
Also did dishes, and am back to trying to do some hw.
I feel slightly productive today.
Damn i wonder if i'll have time to wash a diff doll.
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