The unequivocally funniest thing season 3 did was bring in Hilda's dad and then just. Not answer any follow-up questions. Where's he been? Idk, off somewhere. Is he deadbeat? Not really? He clearly cares about Hilda a lot and moved to Trolburg to be closer to her, but it's also implied he ran off from being overwhelmed when she was little. Does Hilda know him? Apparently. What's his deal with Johanna? Good fucking luck figuring it out.
Kunikidazai is a galaxy-brain ship obvs but but i need a fresh out of the PM Dazai viewing Kunikida as like the Ultimate CumulationTM of both Oda and Chuuya, the people who loved him, one Dazai left and the other who left first, I need Kunikida terrified of Dazai not because of any PM suspicions but because Dazai’s everything Kuni could be if he skewed to the right: the sucide obsession, the dangerous morality, the lost ideals, the general bizarreness–what puts Kuni off of Dazai is that he’s everything like Kuni and at the same time nothing like him, surely and that has to Fuck You Up, being stuck with your distorted image day in and day out.
“You are everything I could have had,” Dazai thinks towards Kunikida
“You are all of the horrors I could become,” Kunikida thinks of Dazai
The “how did I get so lucky” line it’s such an insane statement cos sir the apocalypse literally happened and he’s been through so much and lost people... but guess what, in all of this he is finding the love of his life at the end of the world 🥹
when I tell you I gasped when he said that. he literally considers himself lucky despite everything! ps do u think he ever feels guilty because despite all the death and the trauma and the loss and the entire world ending that, other than losing carl, he's way happier now than he was before? simply because he found her? once again I say if the entire world had to end for them to be together than so be it!
I wish ppl would stop commenting on my post about the lgbtwords carrd specifically mocking it saying the t slur is transfem exclusive because like, I disagree with the very premise of the whole thing and don't want to seem like I'm defending any part of it, but seriously? that's like the least egregious part, because it's true that trans women are the primary targets of that slur. when the average casual transphobe thinks or says tranny they are imagining something specific. specifically transfeminine. saying this alone is not saying that trans men don't face discrimination, it's just acknowledging the truth of what this word means and it feels like a denial of transmisogyny to not acknowledge that there is at the very least a significant disparity in how the word is applied.
had an absolutely magical experience on palia that was literally just me and a guy sat by the fireplace at the inn for like a solid hour doing nothing. lots of people stopped and just kinda looked for a minute before leaving. one person circled the couch i was initially sat on a time or two and i thought they'd join but they ended up not. somebody tried to talk to us in chat and neither of us replied. it was a fun bit, 10/10 would do again
Trust me it’s not because I want to even a little bit. It’s real life stuff. I had to go no contact with my mom which most of you know and she decided to cut the internet before I could get it transferred to me, and she has been turning my cell service on and off. (Which is terrifying because I have a very important state appointment call on the 27th that I literally can’t miss.)
I’m trying to get it all fixed.
But I’m broke and there is only so much I can do, so if you don’t hear from me at all that is why. No other reason I promise. I love all of you so much okay?
I’m trying to look into things like mint mobile and if I can even get an internet service in my name. If you are in a position go help I would owe you a million times over.
Cashapp: $lunarmcss
Zelle : ask Izzy ( @oceansfirst ) and they will give it to you.