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Amfibia meme tracings from s3a-s3b hiatus
#amphibia#amphibia s3#amphibia season 3#anne boonchuy#sasha waybright#marcy wu#sasharcy#sashanne#marcanne#sashannarcy#sprig plantar#amphibia the core#pinterest memes#cutbu#my stuff#my 2022#the calamity trio#still one of my proudest series fghjgk#it has ben a year now
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au where the Jedi Order has a program where Knights take odd jobs around Coruscant to strengthen their connection with the planet and also experience life outside of the Order, and Obi-Wan volunteers to work at a newspaper right before the beginning of the Clone Wars, because he thinks writing about intergalactic politics or reviewing new ship designs would be cool…..but the Coruscanti News immediately puts him on the Advice Column, creating a new section called Dear Ben because they think a Jedi would give interesting advice even though they won’t advertise that he’s a Jedi, and the Jedi Council are incredibly supportive because it’s a way to teach Jedi tenets and beliefs to people struggling with grief or anger, etc so Obi-Wan can’t quit even though he very much wants to
Meanwhile Anakin hears about a new column in his favorite section of the Coruscanti News called Dear Ben, and he’s dealing with so much as a senior padawan!! He’s going to see the love of his life Padmé Amidala again soon!! So he writes to the column for advice on how to woo her while on a job (“I’m seeing a woman I met when I was a kid again soon because she hired my company to help her. I know it’s time to kiss her. How do I make her see me as an adult? I dream of her supple body and her��“ the rest of this letter cannot be published in our newspaper for its vulgar depictions and explicit language)
And Obi-Wan gets this letter and he has to write back and be like “Dear Grown and a Shower Not a Grower, please do not do that. Be professional. Romance can wait until after your work is complete. That dedication will surely impress her.”
and Anakin takes his advice, it works, and he keeps writing in for more advice and every single time obi-wan answers because whoever this guy is has ideas of relationships and MARRIAGE and life that need to be corrected
and they absolutely don’t know who they’re writing to, but they carry out a very public correspondence throughout the war as their job allows, and Obi-Wan-as-Ben is able to talk Anakin through a lot of his hurts (ie Rako Hardeen) and eventually Anakin is like holy shit I think I am in love with Ben from the advice column around the same time Obi-Wan realizes he’s incredibly fond of Hopeless On Coruscant (his nickname for Anakin after the 4th major life crisis he wrote in about)
what ever are they to do about it 🙄🤪 other than….meet up 😏
#Kit’s silly lil AUs#hopeless on coruscant au#obikin#I feel like I wrote something like this like 2 years ago but it’s just easier to rewrite the post than try to find it#also this one is gffa so definitely better than them just being modern au#because now anakin has to translate all of his problems into non Jedi speech#ie Ahsoka is assigned to him and he has to be like ‘dear Ben I have a child now and also i am worried about her safety because of the war’#and obi-wan is like oh no I understand it’s hard to raise a child in such difficult times but coruscant will be safe from the war I oromise#and anakin is like Hm no I take her into war zones like all the time
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#benvi#devi vishwakumar#ben gross#never have i ever#nhie#this has been on my drafts for over a year lmfaooo#might as well post it now#nhieedit#neverhaveieveredit#bevi#benviedit#beviedit
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Not even 40 in human years my ass, doesn't marvel know that letting Talos just be old actually increases his score on the Babygirlometer?
#in my mind he's at least 50 in human years#like honestly marvel mendelsohn is 54 according to wikipedia so...what's the point?#let talos be the old skrull everybody already knows he is#talos#my babygirl#never has a person exemplified babygirl like he does#literally never#secret invasion#captain marvel#ben mendelsohn#also like....he's drop-dead gorgeous at fifty-four#imo he's more gorgeous now than he was when he was younger#it's part of the babygirlness of him#help idk what I'm doing anymore#other than being obsessed with that old skrull obvi#bc my brain is wormy about him#losing my grip on sanity after those last two episodes my dears#martianbugsbunny opines
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omg happy four years to callum publicly coming out and to this iconic kiss
#how has it been four years already!! i’ve been obsessed with them for four years!!#that kiss still makes me giddy even now#the way callum strolled over to ben and just kissed him#and it’s the hands on each other’s faces too#ballum#ben x callum#eastenders
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WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU FROM THAT YOU HAD YOUR FIRST FALL RAIN TODAY??? WHATEVER IM SO JEALOUS UGHHHH
SCREAM IM FROM THE NETHERLANDS SJSJSJSJSJSJSJ IT'S BEEN RAINING ALL DAY TODAY AND THE NEXT TWO WEEKS ARE GOING TO BE THE EXACT SAME 🤩🤩🤩 with the prospect of it continuing for the next month!!!!!!!
IT'S FINALLY(almost) FALL 😭😭😭 AND I HOPE IT'LL HURRY UP AND BE FALL FOR YOU SOON TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#i have to admit we had a VERY mild summer#i think we had 3 days where temperatures hit above 30c and two ish weeks where we had weather around 14c to 23c#the past week has been 27c to 29#last year we had 38c for like?? 2 days straight. and i cant imagine ever going through that again it's actual hell#and the fact people are actually having to go through that right now is so fucking insane to me and breaks my fucking heart#i remember the way i felt last year and im so sorry yall are going through this may the weather soon drop and turn into fall#ben's notes#notes
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my fr ballum obsession hasn't been around for a couple of years but these last few eps sooo brought the feels back like woah I'm feeling insane
I'm half tempted to do a full rewatch of all their moments (which I haven't done since like 2021 probably) but I know it'll just make me sadder and I don't wanna deal with that so I'm gonna not
#eastenders#natchats#ballum#i feel like ben will be back in a year or two tbh#likely with a new face#which#is Very weird to imagine#mainly bc of callum#like ben getting a new face has happened a lot#but he's never had a connection like that to come back to#so potentually seeing a new ben with callum could be strange to get used to#if they dont do some fuckery between now and then that makes them split up
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HAN SELLS BEN???????????? PLEASE
You're not the only one to ask!
Han sells Ben is a modern AU where Han is a single father struggling to raise Ben. He goes into a lot of debt. And that debt starts being owed to worse and worse people. To settle is debts, one suggests they can take his son and put him to good use.
Han goes along with this, rationalising it as Han being unable to provide, and thinks Ben will be put to work in the boxing rings that this gang run. He's wrong, Ren has other plans for the son of Leia Organa, the politician who is trying to shut him down. And who better to share the message back to her, than the ex husband she entrusted the kid to?
She needn't worry though, Ren will look after Ben much better than Han ever did.
--Essentially, RenBen noncon from the PoV of Han. It's not pleasant, here's a bit of the first draft of how it starts
Han tried his best. He really did. He just was never cut out to be a single father, and he should have admitted that 9 years ago.
It had been 10 years since his and Leia's divorce, and all Han kept was their son, Ben.
He had been given the option to go with whatever parent he chose. Of course, a seven year-old isn’t going to make the best decisions, and was currently hero-worshiping his dad, so straight off with Han he went.
In hindsight, letting a 7 year old make major life decisions is not a good idea.
(In hindsight, Han thinks that perhaps Leia knew Ben would choose him, she was always career driven and knew childcare would hold her back.)
The first few years were great, him and Ben, father and son versus the world. And then it all went downhill.
First, Han lost his job, and then they lost their flat, and then the lack of money meant they had to give up their dog, Chewie (Ben never forgave him for that). They spent a short while living out of Han’s car, but that’s no way to raise a child.
That’s when Han started borrowing money. It was never loads, just enough to get by each month. Managed to get them a caravan on the edge of the city, still close enough so that Ben could cycle to school. He was a good student, not quite top of his class, but close. Han tries not to dwell on that though - maybe if Ben had a more stable home life, he would be the best student. Either way, Ben had his whole future ahead of him, and Han was not going to let that be ruined.
He continues borrowing money - it just makes sense. Live on the brink of starvation without any sort of roof over their head, or borrow a bit here and there to help make ends meet. He never fails to pay it back, and it’s only ever small amounts, to cover food and fuel. Just enough that he can get to his next job and never too much that he can’t pay it back before the loan sharks come knocking.
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“Yeah.. Ok. Ok.”
The decision doesn’t take as long as Han would have liked it to, and he hates himself for it.
He’s never been good at them. It’s how he ended up in this mess. From agreeing to take Ben in 10 years ago as a single father right up to now, destitute and owing money.
The large man grins. His teeth glint in the dark.
Han feels sick to his stomach.
“Well you heard the man, boys. Go get him.”
Han’s heart is hammering in his chest and he feels like he might throw up. He almost stops and rescinds his side, ready to argue for his son, happy to offer himself up instead. Almost, but then something stops him. He doesn’t know what Ren wants Ben for, but Ben is a big lad and can hold his own in a fight. Ren probably wants him as a guard, indoctrinate the youth into the gang culture and he’ll have a loyal follower for years. That, or perhaps the underground boxing rings. Han is sure Ben could make some big money there. He’s gotten into enough fights at school that he could hold his own in a ring, Han is sure. With a bit of training, he could make a man like Ren a fortune.
Either way, it’s a future for Ben, one which Han is unable to provide. And if he wins big in the rings, maybe he will remember Han and help him out?
He turns to leave, finally a free man after years of debt had plagued him. (And free from the burdens of raising a teenager alone).
“I wouldn’t leave so soon, Han… Don’t you want to say goodbye to your son?”
He doesn’t. He really doesn’t. He doesn’t think he could look in those brown eyes (so much like his mothers) and admit he sold him. Admit that he has hit rock bottom so many times that the only way to claw himself out is to exchange his own flesh and blood.
But Ren doesn’t give him a choice, as two of his ‘knights’ move to stand in his way.
“I don’t need to see him, Ren. You’ve got what you want, and I’m sure he will make a great boxer, but you’ve already taken him from me. Don’t make me have to say goodbye to him too”
With that he hears the larger man chuckle from his seat. “Boxing? Who said anything about boxing?”
“You can’t send him out doing drug runs, Ren. He’s seventeen, he has no street smarts, he’ll get caught” Han looks back up at the gang lord, eyebrows furrowed
“Don’t you worry your little head about it Han, I won’t let your precious boy out of my sight. Someone grab him a seat, he’ll want to see this”
#ben solo#kylo ren#renben#original ren#han solo#kylo fic#asks and replies#my fic#truly a work in progress this one has been sitting with small bits done to it for at least a year now#star wars
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guess who got magiccon tickets (first time back since 2017!!) AND got a meet and greet with dean o'gorman??? (me!! its me.) (ah)
#personal#magiccon#dean ogorman#ive met him twice?? before at hobbitcon etc#got photos and autographs#but he has a freaking meet and greet!!!!#and yes its ridiculous how kuch it costs but im not 18 anymore in the middle of a levels like I was when i forst met him. at hobbitcon 2#now im 27 and earn my money as a lawyer#so yes i will spend 150 bucks for this just simply bc i can and i want to#and you dont know how excited i am!!!#also ben barnes!! is rhere!!!#and i had tickets to see him and get a photo with him at comiccon 2 years ago but had to cancel for health reasons#and i thought i missed my chance#BUT I DIDNT#lets GO#Also its the first time in ages that all 5 people of my friend group can meet up AND go to a con together#win win win!!!!
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does it ever randomly hit anyone else that ben and callum really are married. like they’re husbands.
#they introduce the other as their husband. they explain that they’re married to colleagues or strangers. they tick the married box on forms#they really run around with their matching rings. that are engraved with the promise to be together. as whole ass husbands#*together forever#we watched them meet each other and now they’ve been married for two years#i want a honeymoon fic where they can’t help but call the other ‘my husband’ a million times a day#ben mitchell has a husband and that’s still wild to me
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early 2021 vs may 2023 :)
#march 2022 completely changed the way i drew withered bonnie...aaallll because of a traumatizing tiktok. now he looks like a little block!!#twilight looks meaner now <3 i love love LOVE my art style!!! thank you.....school...and craig mccracken....and ben balistreri.....YO!#i have not completely filled up my old sketchbooks during the same year i get them. this thing has drawings from 2019! maybe 2018 too?#and now it has drawings from 2023 :) im really. stunned and happy about the direction my art is taking. its genuinely so awesome#and you can really tell what i love. what does my art style remind you of?#ppp#withered bonnie#twilight sparkle#fnaf#mlp
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I wonder if in five or so years I'll look back on this time in my life the way I look back on 2017 which is to say with extreme embarrassment and guilt but also sorrow that I was in the middle of such a terrible time and was basically drowning in it every day with no foreseeable future and no idea how to help myself. also I was just a real piece of shit to a lot of people for no fucking reason back then. don't drink heavily every day, folks. you Will irreparably damage your relationships with others
#sorry to everyone i hurt so bad back then. assuming we're still on speaking terms#truly i do not know how i have any friends left after the way i was acting#but back then i didnt even think id be alive in five years so i guess my situation has improved in some way#except now it's more like i feel like that ben affleck smoking meme when i think about living for five more years#like i do not Want to but i know i probably will#file this post under: things that should probably go in my journal
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i am infamously bad at hydrating, but when tubbs tarbell says "grab yourself a beverage" i CANNOT resist. what is this magic. self care via blorbo music.
#am rewatching afwp now#god the nostalgia#do yall realize that when this was first broadcast we had no fucking idea.we had no fucking IDEA what it was gonna be where it was gonna go#and we got this masterpiece#noah fence but literally no other band will ever match this quality#like stop trying perfection has already been achieved#lord huron#how was this TWO FUCKING YEARS AGO im gonna cry 😭#god ben was right#where DID the time go#it HAS been delightful 🥹#ough i'm feeling things this is what happens when you let me tag a post during Son of a Gun afwp
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not to be dramatic, but I think Josh Barnett singlehandedly saved the fandoms perception of Race
#like maybe some of it is just the way a fandom matures as time goes on#and it's no longer a fandom consisting mainly of 12-15 year olds who watched the live version on Netflix#and woobified race just because he was played by ben cook who was considered very attractive and was the goofy side character#and im saying that as someone who was one of those young teenagers#but race has a complexity now that he didn't really have in the fandom then#he's interpreted as meaner and more cynical beyond just a soft facade and I Love It#And obviously a large part has to do with how Josh plays him and how his portrayal is only shared by word of mouth of the people who actuall#could go see the uk version since theres no professional recording of any kind#but even still#the beginnings of a crueler character are there in Ben cooks performance in the exact dialogue i just think josh took that to the next level#idk its nice#racetrack higgins#i love the kind of amalgamation of 92sies livsies and uksies race that has emerged
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I love Peter Parker right? kill him. Kill him to death. let him be dead fr there is no point in continuing his story if they’re just gonna disrespect his character like this over and over again
#miles college years RISEEEEE#but also I just want peter to have a writer who does him and his side characters and the citizens of new york justice again#I put down the jms run because there is a trans misogynistic joke every two fucking pages and I want him dead for that#+ the shit with Gwen and everything leading into one more day#but the early writing with Pete being a teacher at his old school may dealing with the fact that peters been lying to her since he was a kid#mj and her career and her choices and Pete’s choices on how they wanna develop their relationship with no secrets no jealousy etc#the world felt alive if that makes sense#hell even the shit with Ezekiel was fun#despite uh everything that came from it#Pete’s little team ups with doctor strange and loki of all people felt#idk it felt real?? and it mostly wasn’t just riding on the tails of PETER OARKER HAS TO SUFFER#he was able to talk to uncle Ben for just a few minutes#when after he got his ass handed to him#and it felt good and rewarding and -_- I miss spider-man#and now that they’re banking on miles and MILES IS IN HIS BAG#it seems like the best time to just. pull the trigger#miles was one of the best things to come out of ultimate universe#abd while I have problems with it ultimate Spider-Man is a wonderful take that keeps getting fucking adapted#but still#it feels like natural progression#ditch multiverse let Peter die#BUT KEEP HIS IDENTIY A SECRET TROM THE PUBLIC#UGH#man they need to reboot or SOMETHING
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i don’t have any monsta x enthusiasts as friends, so i’m stopping by because i have to scream about kihyun during the chorus of stuck. he drives me nuts 😭😭😭 i love falling in with his voice over and over again
ngl its been a hot minute since i had listenend to stuck but yeah... his voice is just so stunning and he delivers every note so passionately and SKILLFULLY...
trully one of the best active vocalists in kpop rn...
#and he's only gotten better over the years!!!!#all of them have come so far :((#seeing the old mv felt very.... melanchonic#especially with tinie wonho there :'''((((#but yes :') kihyun has ben driving us nuts with that voice since he debuted#im gonna go listen to his solo stuff now brb#also pls :') come talk to me anytime!!!!#i don't have a lot friends period ksdhfks#ask#anon
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