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soldez · 6 months
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#i have to say this somewhere or im gonna go crazy#so at a preschool. you HAVE to have one adult sitting at every table when kids are eating. and you also need a person in the hall#for kids getting their lunchboxes and going to the bathroom and shit ok. are you with me here. this makes sense#so today. my 2 coworkers had already taken the chairs bc i got caught up in the hall but i was so fucking hungry that i just ate standing u#which was fine. like i could just put my lunch down if someone needed my help and i Did that ok it was fine. no one was left alone#but later at SNACKTIME. it took me forever to get these 2 kids in the room and seated ready to eat & by the time i got in some kids were#already finished and ready to go to the playroom. so i was like ok i guess I'm not eating for the latter half of the day because they cant#be left alone. and my 2 coworkers at this point were sitting with the snackers and they looked fine so i looked after the Players#intermittently glancing to the snack tables to make sure everyone was fine mind you#So what happened here was.#There was a 20 second interval between the time i glanced up to see 2 adults at the snack table. And the time i glanced up to see#a completely unsupervised snack table. one kid STANDING UP ON THE TABLE blowing raspberries and pointing at the other kids#could not have been more than 20 or 30 seconds that i wasn't looking and NO ONE TOLD ME they were leaving the room#if i had been WARNED that they were leaving i would have prioritized the snackers and sat with them so no one choked and no one fucking#stood on the table#but they both just left for whatever reason without saying anything#and when i brought it up after school they were just like. well marty you were eating too much during lunch#next time you should eat before coming in to work so you can give the kids your full attention#??????? i already skipped a meal today for that exact reason?? how is it my fault that i don't want to starve?#am i actually in the wrong here because it's driving me FUCKING nuts. that was NOT a safe situation and it obviously can NOT happen again#but the issue was a lapse in communication not me wanting to eat food so i don't actually die#and those were two different times of day so they're not even relevant#obviously there are bigger issues in the world than this but i feel like throwing up over it. this was not my fault#I'm sorry that you guys can survive off of like 1 spoonful of granola and a single acai berry for the entire day but im not built like that
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rvmmm21 · 3 years
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[ V V S her diamonds ] – ch 03.
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[4:15 p.m.] Disappointment tweaks at Seungwan’s heart when she peers through the huge glass window of their study cafe and sees no Bae Joohyun. 
. . . . .
A group of students are huddled in the back, bent over open textbooks, laptops and scattered stationary. 
Yerimie, Saeron, Seul, wow, there’s Jennie sunbaenim. And she spies Sooyoung sunbaenim balancing a tray of various caffeine-injected drinks back to the table.
A sad sigh escapes her lips. Perhaps she’s l–
“Seungwan?” 
Oh my g– what the–?! Seungwan screams, whipping around in shock at the fingers gently resting on the back of her shoulder. She’s met with a slightly surprised Joohyun, standing there wearing a cream Jute blouse tucked into denim jeans, twinkling eyes and endless amusement etched into rosebud lips. 
“S-Sunbae!” She exclaims, grasping her chest to calm her rapid-fire heart. “Y-You’re here, I was just–”
What, peering through the glass, looking for you like a creep? 
“It’s fine,” Joohyun chuckles, adjusting her hold on the stack of thick notebooks cradled in her arm and motioning for the younger girl to lead the way. “Let’s go. This is heavy.”
Thursdays might’ve found an unexpected favour with Son Seungwan.
Busy eyes move from annotating to the two girls urgently making their way over, the students lifting their heads at Seungwan’s warm greeting. 
“Sorry we’re late,” she sincerely apologises. 
Jennie knowingly eyes her friend. “Not surprised.” 
Joohyun raises her a playfully challenging brow before slipping into the free seat next to Sooyoung at the end of the table, right across her partner.
“You ordering anything, Wan?” Seulgi asks between highlighting her page, offering her and Joohyun biscuits in individually wrapped aluminium packets.
Joohyun takes one and Seungwan nibbles on the edge of her biscuit, deep in thought. The group soon slips into the robotic rhythm of monochromatic scribbling, greyscale note-taking, typing, and intermittent snacking. Jennie slips away to order small desserts for everyone at the table. They thank her with shocked bows and hungry stares, unable to settle on one in the garland of appetising coloured treats on the tiny table.
“Sunbae, you’re like Santa Claus,” Seulgi happily attacks the New York baked cheesecake. “When did you order this? It’s like we were asleep and we just woke up to presents!”
Her bearish enthusiasm has an observant Sooyoung unconsciously smiling around her fork.
As the group tucks in, Seungwan thinks a group study date is the safest she can be in terms of being on the receiving end of any more of her senior’s teasing mannerisms.
Fortunately, Joohyun always surprises her.
A little later on, they’re discussing the historical impact of contemporary Korean literature. Right in the middle of a sentence, Seungwan’s concentration is shattered by a deep blush of raspberry when she feels a feather-light graze against her right Adidas sweatpant leg. She chokes, almond eyes shooting up from messy essay notes, silently begging for mercy. But of course, Joohyun’s serene, unbothered expression gives nothing away as she continues to ask for her opinion as though Seungwan is crazy for looking like a flustered mess. 
The frazzled junior doesn’t know what makes her head spin more; the fact that Joohyun, composed as ever, initiated a game of footsie right under both their friends’ noses in public… or that she secretly enjoys it.
Not that she’ll ever admit to the latter.
Small fists corkscrew the sleeves of her sky-blue Chrome Hearts hoodie as the desperation to hide the cherry-blossom tint in her cheeks builds.
. . . . .
It’s past midnight by the time they’re done, and everyone bids goodbye with ‘Z’s coming out of their ears. Much to everyone’s surprise, Sooyoung and Seulgi got along pretty well this evening and the taller girl had hastily agreed when Seulgi suggested they visit her favourite boba place. Yerim and Saeron were late for their movie, and Jennie was spending the weekend at her girlfriends’.
“Wait, are we dumb? Why did we book this now,” Saeron asks incredulously, “aren’t you gonna get wrecked by grumpy ajumma? Curfew ended like ten minutes ago.”
“Ah who cares, she’s always like that,” Yerim retorts with a dismissive wave. “I could fill a prison wall with how many strikes she’s given me and Seungwan and Seulgi unnie.” She slings an arm over Saeron’s shoulder, urging them to hurry. “C’mon, ads don’t take forever.”
“Wan-ah,” Seulgi calls back as she’s being dragged away by an eager Sooyoung, “if you order pizza can you leave some out for me!”
“Yeah, yeah. Enjoy. Don’t wake me up.”
“Hyun-ah, you sure you’re not coming?” Jennie’s sleek midnight-black Vetements cardigan blends with the hues of the night sky, giving away how late it is. She swipes into her messages. “Chaeng said she doesn’t mind.” 
Joohyun laughs with mock disgust. “Thanks Jen, but I’m not crashing your date-nights anymore, thank you very much. I saw enough the last time, my eyes can’t take that kind of stuff.”
Waving goodbye, Jennie and Chaeyoung speed off, leaving Seungwan wondering what ‘kind of stuff’ Joohyun could be referring to.
The pair are drawn to the horribly lit bus stop and just about the only source of light for miles. 
Seungwan yawns silently, but she doesn’t mind waiting with Joohyun. It’s late and although her apartment is in the opposite direction, she’d be at ease knowing her friend got home safely.
The darkness is engulfing, allowing an overhead street lamp to bathe them in its flicking spotlight like stars in a West End Production. 
“We were pretty productive today, sunbae,” the younger tries to make conversation to fill the space between them. “Do you wanna come for next week’s session too?”
“Sure,” comes the reply. “Thanks for waiting with me. When’s your ride getting here? We should’ve booked at the same time.”
Seungwan nervously scratches the back of her neck, crinkling her worksheets in her grip. “Uh, I’m just walking home tonight actually.”
“Oh? Do you live closeby?” she asks in surprise, assuming they were both waiting for taxis.
“Ah, yes, I’m just– it’s just down there.”
Joohyun narrows her eyes suspiciously. “Down there… where.”
“Just a quick walk, past… past the duck pond,” the girl mumbles, staring down at her shoes.
“Q-Quick? Quick?” Joohyun stutters, malfunctioning at their severely clashing definitions of ‘close’. A delicate fist draws back and Seungwan flinches, Bae Joohyun looking closer and closer to doing what she did to Lucas to her poor, startled junior. “The duck pond near uni? Yah, Son Seungwan, that’s almost a twenty minute walk from here.” 
“Fifteen if I have my speed walking playlist on,” Seungwan tries, but she isn’t listening.
“A lot of dangerous things can happen in twenty minutes, you know.” She hurriedly unlocks her phone and clicks into the KakaoTaxi app, altering the destination to add a stop and shoving it into reluctant hands. “Hurry, put your address in.” 
Seungwan so badly wants to politely decline, not confident in her ability to sit in a moving vehicle with such a pretty person without hurling herself out the window at top speeds. But the latter’s glare dares her to try.
With shaky fingers, she successfully types in her address after three tries and hands it back. Joohyun checks it and confirms the change. Seungwan wants to comment on how her frantic nature is actually really endearing, but she resists, thinking she’s still cooling off from it.
“Thank you, sunbae,” she bows instead. She even tries to insist she pay her share of the ride, but Joohyun refuses, saying it’s what she gets for thinking it was a good idea to walk home alone.
Finally, a black Sedan pulls up to the curb and the driver winds down his window. “KakaoBlack for Bae Joohyun?” He checks, looking as ready as both girls are to go home and crash for the night. 
The girl nods, opening the door for Seungwan to get into the backseat and climbing in after her.
Grand streaks of neon dance across the car windows, falling behind as quickly as they appear. Seungwan tears her gaze from the rapid city lights when she hears her name. 
An almost child-like excitement masks Joohyun’s usually steely features when Seungwan hums questioningly, not having heard what she’d said. “I said unnie,” she repeats, “you should call me unnie now that we’re closer. Honestly, I wanted to correct you this evening, but I never got the chance to. Aish, everyone was so noisy.”
The topic of noise has Joohyun distracted, suddenly popping off on a tangent about how sound-proof couple study rooms should be integrated in cafes and student-dense areas alike. But Seungwan finds it hard to focus on anything other than those glowing eyes and that tiny, lopsided smile.
For the rest of the journey, the two exchange stories of their university life experiences, life outside classrooms and even a few laughs; mostly on Joohyun’s part at how Seungwan seems to have the most prankish roommates slash best friends in the world. She loses it at ‘carbonara shampoo’, finding the idea wickedly genius and hilariously absurd altogether. Uncontrollable cackling booms in the backseat and Seungwan can’t help but giggle too, ears saturated with Joohyun’s chimerical laughter.
Eventually, the street lights and the houses start looking familiar and they’re pulled into a student apartment lobby before either of them knows where the time went. Joohyun can see the grumpy ajumma at reception wearing a frown, but she doesn't know it’s because someone’s gone over curfew. Again.
“Goodnight Seungwan.”
“Goodnight… unnie.” Seungwan wishes, ignoring the way their new closeness unfolds her heart like a secretly passed note. “Stay safe, and message me when you get back!”
Making to get out of the car, she flinches when she’s unable to fully stand up. Gulping, she glances over her shoulder to see Joohyun holding her back by her bag straps. In her sleepy state, the younger can’t tell if that intently searching gaze is serious or not.
“By the way, when you were looking into the cafe from outside this evening, you weren’t checking Jennie or Sooyoung out, were you?”
Seungwan shakes her head truthfully. “Why?”
“Good.” A cat-like smirk graces her lips and Seungwan’s stomach drops. “Just making sure.”
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writersrealmbts · 5 years
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Beary Scary
Description: Hybrid!Namjoon x reader: Namjoon is out party hopping for halloween with his friends when he meets his mate, and she’s dressed like his hybrid species. 
Angst/Fluff
Posted: 10/28/2019
Tags: Hybrid au, Hybrid Namjoon, 
Wordcount: 4,105
A/N: So, I did something a little different with this one, but I really hope you like it!
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Namjoon laughed as he followed his friends into the next party, wondering how they somehow knew everyone around here. They were dressed as zombies because it was "easiest" and because Taehyung had wanted to practice the stage makeup he'd been learning. He didn't even mind his friends pointing out that he was a zombie-bear. He was a hybrid, the bad jokes were normal, especially among his friends.
The exceptions to their group of zombies were Yoongi and Seokjin. Yoongi was a ghoul, his pale complexion usefully emphasizing the darker areas of his face. And Jin was a werewolf, which wasn't actually that far off since he was a wolf-hybrid.
This new party was a little more mellow and jolly than the last one, less grinding and more goofy antics. There was one couple, dressed in forties attire, swing dancing to Monster Mash and immediately capturing the interest of the drunk dancers in Namjoon’s friend group.
He went to the snack table, grabbing a couple "caterpillars" and popping one in his mouth. This place was one of Jin's friends, and the one Jin had been most excited about. In the next room, Halloween themed Disney cartoons were playing, and others were playing some homemade Halloween game and seeming to have fun.
He laughed to himself as someone dressed in a cute bear costume came backing out of the cartoon room, tripping slightly but laughing.
Then he smelled her.
He swallowed hard, his feet taking him to her side before he could really think it through.
She shrieked a bit when she finally noticed him, then was crouched on the floor with a hand over her heart. “Dear God, sorry, shit. You scared me.”
“S-sorry, um, sorry,” He offered her his hand.
She took it, and he felt his whole body tingling at her touch. She looked his costume over with a smile. “Cute! A zombie bear!”
He was pretty sure Tae would die if he heard his work called cute, but he smiled a little. “I, uh, I really like your costume.”
She glanced down at it, as if unsure of what she was wearing, then looked up with wide eyes. “This isn’t offensive, is it?!”
He laughed a little. “No, it’s cute! Really, really cute.” He looked at his feet shyly.
She giggled a little, and he thought he might die. Did she really just get cuter? “You’re Jin’s friend, right?”
“Oh, yeah, you know hyung?” He was a little surprised. He’d thought he’d met almost all of Jin’s limited friend circle. Usually strangers were Tae’s, Jimin’s, or Hoseok’s friends.
“Uh, yeah, this is my place. We’re both in the play that’s coming up,” She explained, smiling the whole time.
“Y/n!” Jin came over, throwing an arm around her shoulders, obviously a little past tipsy. “That punch is a work of art.”
“Thanks, you made it,” She said grinning.
“I did?” He looked truly surprised. “When?”
“Earlier today, you came over, mixed all of the liquids and told me what to add and when. I only deviated once from your very detailed instructions.”
“Oh yeah,” He breathed, then noticed Namjoon. “Namjoonie! You’ve met Y/n! She’s the romantic lead in the play I’m starring in!”
“I’m preparing to be the most hated girl on campus,” She laughed out, shoving Jin off. “He’s already got a huge fanclub and guys are never as fanatical about theater as girls are.”
“Doesn’t Namjoon’s makeup look good? Taehyung did all of us! Isn’t he scary?!”
She rolled her eyes, meeting Namjoon’s afterward with a smirk. “Yes, Jin-oppa, beary scary.”
Namjoon choked on his cup of punch.
Jin cracked up. “That was a beary good pun!”
“Thank you beary much,” She replied without missing a beat. Definitely sober.
“You’re beary welcome,” He giggled out, petting her head. “Cute.”
Namjoon really hoped his hyung would pass out or leave or something before he had to threaten murder for all the bear puns.
Thankfully, Jimin came to drag him off because of something or other that Jin needed to see or experience or something.
She was shaking her head, meeting Namjoon’s gaze again. “Sorry, I just had to see how punny he gets when he’s drunk.”
“It’s okay,” He said, finding that he was grinning still. “Um, so…uh….”
“You’re majoring in music production and philosophy, right?” She asked, smoothing over his stutters like they never happened.
He needed a stronger drink if he was going to continue looking at how cute she was. She was a bear, for pete’s sake. A cute bear, with cute ears, and a cute tail, and her makeup was just so…cute! “Yeah, yes, yes.”
She nodded slowly, seeming a little more amused. “So, do you not talk to women often?”
“I do, really, um,” He cleared his throat and glanced around, “It’s just….”
“Just?” She prompted, cutely confused.
God, he needed a different descriptor. But his mind seemed stuck on how adorable she was. Oh.
“Just…that…um…do you…know anything about…hybrid’s mates?” He finally ventured to ask, nervous about how she would react.
She looked thoughtful. “Yeah, they can tell by scent alone most of the time. Jin talks about it. Why? Is yours here?!” She looked excited for him.
He found himself nodding, despite knowing that he actually needed to verbalize his answer and tell her it was her.
“That’s awesome! Who?!” She was grinning, hands tucked into the adorable bear paws at the ends of her sleeves. Her eyes sparkled in the lights all around the party. Her eyeliner was different on each eye, just slightly, but still different.
Namjoon swallowed hard, looking over the face of his…maybe-mate. “Um…well…it’s kind of….”
Her smile faded with concern, head tilting adorably. “Namjoon-ssi? What’s wrong?”
He looked away, toward his friends, who were drunkenly dancing with each other, then back to her.
She looked worried about him. “Do you need some water? I’ll go get you some water.” She hurried toward the kitchen and he didn’t have it in him to object.
He groaned softly to himself, a little growl to the groan as well. He turned and waved down Seokjin, who hurried over looking worried.
“What’s wrong?” Jin asked, looking more sober now.
“Hyung, I can’t tell her! We need to leave!”
“Whoa, tell who what? Y/n?”
“Yes, y/n,” Namjoon replied partially, dropping his head to the elder’s shoulder. “She’s my mate, hyung. I knew it the moment I smelled her, but it isn’t the same for humans. And she’s so damn adorable that I can’t even get a complete sentence out! Please can we leave?”
The wolf-hybrid sighed, carefully petting Namjoon’s head. “If that’s what you really want,” He finally replied quietly.
“Hey, here’s that water,” Y/n said as she came back with a cup of water.
Namjoon forced a smile, taking it and sipping. “Uh, we’re gonna go. I’m…I’m not feeling too well.”
“Oh, okay. Feel better,” She said, her gaze drifting to the food table in worry. “Oh god, I hope it wasn’t the food.”
“No! It wasn’t your food, at least,” Namjoon quickly said, unable to handle seeing her somewhat distressed.
She seemed somewhat relieved. “Alright, well, I hope you feel better, Namjoon-ssi. Seokjin-oppa, do you want me to round up your friends?”
Jin nodded. “I’m going to take Joonie outside.”
She nodded again, waving to Namjoon before heading toward the dance floor and pulling aside Taehyung.
Namjoon couldn’t tear his gaze away until she was out of sight and he was outside, gulping in the crisp night air.
Jin was stroking his hair comfortingly. “It’s okay, Joon-ah. At least now that you know, you can slowly introduce yourself into her life. It’ll be okay.”
Namjoon just let out a distressed sound, letting the older wrap him in a hug.
Yoongi was the first to come out. “What happened? That was the least stressful party yet?” He muttered, obviously drunk.
“Namjoon isn’t feeling well. Where are the others?”
“They’re coming. Jungkook was trying to get someone’s number. Why didn’t you tell us that your friend was so cute, hyung? And how come we haven’t met her before today?” Hoseok asked, grinning as he leaned on Yoongi.
Namjoon heard his teeth clacking before he could register that he was going to do it, and intermittently letting out low moans of distress.
Seokjin quickly pulled Namjoon back to him, rubbing his head. “Shush, Hope-ah. Namjoon’s not well.”
“Sorry, hyung, we tried to rush Jungkook, but you know how he is,” Taehyung chirped as he skipped out.
Jimin was behind Jungkook, making sure the youngest didn’t turn back.
Namjoon squeezed his eyes shut.
“Fine. Let’s get Joon back to the house before he has a meltdown,” Jin said, looking to Yoongi for support.
Yoongi nodded. “Come on, brats. All or none, right? You can watch a movie and stuff yourselves on the Halloween candy I got.”
“Yay!” Taehyung cheered, hopping and then skipping along.
Namjoon felt worse. Making his friends leave the party just because he was a coward.
Jin didn’t leave his side for long. It was sort of a pact they’d made since they were the only hybrids in their group. They stuck with each other. Normally, it was Namjoon helping the elder since Jin was more emotional and tended to get himself hurt more. Overworked himself.
The others helped too, but having another hybrid help when distressed was definitely more comforting. They knew the ticks and tricks to help the other through whatever issue was there.
Which was how Namjoon ended up spending the night beside Jin, getting pets and comfort until he fell asleep.
The next day was actually Halloween.
“Man, am I feeling last night,” Yoongi grumbled, mostly to himself at the dining-table as Namjoon sat down.
“Hyung, how are you so chipper?” Taehyung asked, watching Jin make an omelet while humming.
“I’m a responsible drinker,” Jin replied cheerily.
“Feeling better, Namjoon-hyung?” Jimin asked, smiling at him tiredly.
“Yeah, how are you?” Hoseok asked, finally looking awake after half-an-hour of sitting at the table.
Namjoon let his gaze drop to the table. “Oh. I’m…much better.”
It was quiet following his answer.
“Just tell them, Namjoon-ah. I’ll make sure they don’t tease you, or push you, or anything else,” The wolf-hybrid said, a slight threatening growl as he obviously addressed each of those things to the others at the table. He put the rolled omelet on the table, making sure Namjoon got part of it before it was scarfed down by the ravenous boys.
Namjoon took a couple bites, trying to gather his scattered thoughts, and courage. “Um…I found my mate last night.”
Everything went still again, some stopped chewing, chopsticks froze in midair, he wasn’t even sure they were breathing.
“That’s…a good thing…right?” Jungkook asked, sounding uncertain.
Namjoon slowly nodded.
“Then…what happened? Is she dating someone else?” Yoongi asked, sounding confused.
“Who?” Hoseok asked, sounding cheerful and happy.
“Y/n,” Namjoon murmured, setting his chopsticks aside, not looking at the others.
It was quiet again, but not as quiet as before.
“She seemed really nice?” Taehyung sounded bewildered.
“And she’s hot,” Jimin added, helpfully.
Namjoon just nodded. “She’s adorable.”
He could feel their confusion in the air.
“Finding your mate is a big thing,” Jin finally broke the silence. “But it’s a very hybrid thing. Knowing our mate by smell alone is something that can be hard for humans to understand and can lead to rejection, which is even harder for us.”
They were still quiet, which was unnerving.
“I’m a coward, okay?” Namjoon snapped, standing up. “I couldn’t tell her. I chickened out and I begged for us to leave while she went to get me water because she thought I wasn’t feeling well.”
“Hyung, it’s okay to be scared,” Jimin said softly.
Namjoon just clacked his teeth and quickly left, feeling like he was losing control again.
Jin followed. “Hey, it’s okay.”
Namjoon just moaned in distress again, pacing a little before letting the other hug him again, scenting him a little.
“It’ll be okay. They get it, Namjoon. Really, they do. I promise,” The older whispered into his ear.
Another set of arms wrapped around Namjoon, and he could smell Jimin already.
Tae was nearby, probably about to—
And there was a third set of arms around him.
Hoseok quickly joined, pulling Yoongi and Jungkook in as well.
Then the doorbell rang.
He peeked out as Jungkook went to peek out the window.
“Uh, it’s y/n,” He called back.
Namjoon groaned, burying his face in Jin’s shoulder. “I don’t exist. Kill me now.”
“As warm as bear fur is, you don’t even have enough to make a decent hat. Let her in, Jungkookie.” Hoseok disbanded the hug easily, pulling Namjoon away from Jin and quickly flattening the crazy bed-head.
“Morning, sorry to drop by so early, but I wanted to get the lights back to you,” Y/n said, addressing the last part to Jin as she let Jungkook take the box she had with her. “I also brought that taco-dip I owed you. Freshly made, don’t worry.”
Jin grinned. “You’re the best. Did you get everything cleaned up?”
“Better than most of the other houses did, apparently. I actually got to go to bed with a clean house. Namjoon-ssi, are you feeling better?” She asked.
Namjoon swallowed hard, hoping she hadn’t noticed him staring. Even out of costume and with barely any makeup she was adorable. Breathtaking. She was wearing an oversized sweater, jeans, and converse highs. Her hair was a little messy, maybe windswept.
Yoongi jabbed him in the back.
“Uh, yeah, a little.”
She didn’t quite look like she believed him. “Okay, good.” She glanced away from him, and then looked to Jin. “I’ll get out of your hair then.”
“Wait! Uh, we’re doing a scary movie marathon tonight if you want to come,” Hoseok quickly said, grinning at her. “Just bring a dish to share.”
“Oh, I wouldn’t want to intrude—”
“No way, you’re more than welcome!” Tae followed up cheerfully. “We’re having korean barbecue!”
She hesitated. “Well….”
“Please? You hosted us, it’s only fair that we return the favor,” Jimin pleaded softly, voice saccharine and face angelic.
Namjoon could kill them all.
“Um, okay, if you insist,” She replied, seeming a little reluctant still.
“We do,” Jungkook delivered the last blow with a grin that Namjoon couldn’t wait to wipe off his face.
She nodded. “Okay, I’ll try to bring something yummy. Just, nothing too scary?”
“With Hobi-hyung in the house? I wish,” Taehyung folded his arms.
Hoseok gave her a sheepish smile. “I can’t do too-scary movies. They’re mostly Halloween-themed movies.”
She looked relieved, and Namjoon wished he’d been the one to put that expression on her face. “Oh, good. I was afraid I’d be hiding behind a pillow the whole time.”
“Nope! You’re in good company here! And don’t worry about a costume, either. We’re going super cas, and some of us will probably be in pajamas.” Jin finally added himself to the conversation with an apologetic look in Namjoon’s direction.
She nodded, gaze flicking to Namjoon for the briefest of seconds. “Okay. I’ll see you all tonight, then.”
“Yup, see you,” Jin said as he saw her out.
Namjoon glared at Hoseok. “What was that?”
“It’s called getting you more time with her,” Hoseok answered calmly. “You want her to be okay when you tell her, maybe getting to know her and spending time with her is the—I don’t know—logical first step?”
“Don’t antagonize him, hyung,” Jimin said softly. “It’s okay to be scared, but you’re sending her the wrong messages right now. You’re making her think you don’t like her at all. That’s why she wanted to refuse. You’re lucky we’re persistent and you’re totally sitting next to her tonight.”
Namjoon’s eyes widened. “Wait, what? She thought I didn’t like her?”
“Well, you’re not the best liar in the world,” Jin said weakly. “And I do recall us making some…pretty bad bear-related puns last night. She probably thinks she offended you somehow.”
Namjoon groaned and flopped onto the couch. “Did you see how gorgeous and adorable she was? I was staring and I thought she caught me, I panicked!”
“Hyung, I think you’re making this harder than it has to be,” Taehyung said. “I think Y/n would understand.”
“Guess we’ll find out, depending on how tonight goes,” Yoongi said dryly. “We better clean the house. Especially the bathrooms. I heard girls are fussy about bathrooms.”
“With our movie lineup, it’ll be pretty late, one of us will have to either walk her home and let her stay in one of our rooms so she’s not walking home at such a late hour,” Hoseok said thoughtfully.
“I’ll make sure my room is clean, just in case she stays that late,” Jin replied softly. “I know her best, so if she stays, then she’ll be the most comfortable with taking my room and my room has a lock on the door.”
The others were staring at him suddenly.
He coughed awkwardly to get rid of the growl. “Sorry.”
Jin just looked amused. “The point being that she can make sure no one touches her. Even if she finds out about you being her mate tonight, she’s not likely to sleep with you. Even in a platonic way. I know she’d feel safer having a door that locks between her and others. Alright, Yoongi, off to the store with Jungkookie. Taehyung-ah, go study for your test on monday.”
“Aw, hyung,” His face screwed up as he complained.
“I’ll help you, Taehyung-ah,” Namjoon said quietly, tugging on Seokjin’s sweatshirt in aggravation.
Jin rolled his eyes, taking it off and putting it over Namjoon’s head. “I’ve got to get cleaning. Hobi?”
“I’ll start on the bathrooms, hyung,” The other said cheerfully.
Namjoon shoved his arms through the sleeves, keeping the hood up so that the smell was close. He normally wouldn’t be so insistent about scents. He really needed to get over this.
By the time the evening rolled around, Namjoon was jumpier than the bunny hybrid in his math class when hopped up on enough caffiene for three people.
Jin snarled at him after he dropped a dish, the glass shattering all over the floor.
Jimin managed to hop up on the counters and slide away from the mess, but Jin was trapped.
Yoongi gave Taehyung a broom and started vacuuming under the cupboards after tossing a small dustpan and broom to Jin.
Hoseok pulled Namjoon away from the kitchen by the hood of the Jin’s sweatshirt. “Best stay out of the way, Namjoon-ah.”
Namjoon groaned. “I didn’t mean to break it.”
“It’s okay. He didn’t mean to snarl at you. It just surprised him, and some of the glass might have hurt him.”
“I’m pathetic,” Namjoon protested.
“You’re not pathetic, hyung,” Jimin said, wrapping around Namjoon. “You’re just out of your element.”
“And shy,” Hoseok added, eyebrow arching with a smile. “It’s okay, Namjoon. But maybe don’t wear Jin’s sweatshirt while Y/n is over. She might think that Jin is your mate and you freaked because of that.”
Namjoon groaned, but was hesitant to pull the sweatshirt off. “But…it’s….”
“Mine, now give it,” Jin ordered, limping over to them. “It doesn’t even smell like me anymore, I bet.”
“It does,” Namjoon pouted a little, not wanting to give up the security sweatshirt.
Jin forcefully pulled it off, then froze, listening. “She’s here. Go change into your blue shirt, Namjoon. The loose one. Jimin, get the door.”
Namjoon was frozen, but Hoseok quickly pushed him along to his bedroom, pulling the shirt Jin had said to wear.
“Come on. It’s okay. We’re just watching movies and eating food. No big deal.”
“She’s my mate,” Namjoon whispered. “My beautiful, adorable mate, that I can’t make conversation with. And don’t think I’ve forgotton your tone last night when you were talking about her.”
Hoseok smirked. “And if I flirt with her, what are you going to do? Growl at us?”
Namjoon looked away. “Don’t be a jerk.”
“Then talk to her or I will. Or worse.”
“Worse?”
“Worse, Taehyung will. He was talking about how hot she was last night, you know.” Hoseok leaned against the door. “Jin will make sure you’re sitting next to her, but you’ll have to make sure you keep that seat.”
Namjoon growled a little playfully, finally able to discern the teasing in his friend’s voice. “Come on. Just, try to help me relax?”
Hoseok nodded, throwing an arm around his shoulders. “You got it.”
Y/n looked adorably comfortable, curled up in the corner of the couch and laughing at the conversation between Jimin and Taehyung—the latter of which apparently committed some sort of treason against his best-friend.
Jungkook plopped next to her. “So, are you dating?”
“Which answer will get you to give me some space?” She asked back, good natured in tone, and smiling, but eying the lack of space between them.
Jin was laughing at Jungkook’s stunned expression. “Find somewhere else to sit, Jungkookie. You know Namjoonie is sitting in the middle.”
“Oh, should I move?” Y/n asked, suddenly looking uncertain.
“No, just Jungkook,” Hoseok answered, patting her head.
She looked unsettled by that gesture, but soon shook it off and waved at Namjoon with a small smile.
He managed to smile back. “Hey. How was your day?”
“Good, really good. Yours?”
“Yeah, good,” He answered, but winced afterwords. It sounded as awkward as he felt. “I was helping Taehyung study for his test and was a major klutz, but good.”
“Yeah, the dish, Jin told me about that. It happens.” She shrugged, looking a little more comfortable. “I already told him not to worry about it, too.”
“Wait…what?” He looked between the two, noting the slew of bandaids on Jin’s propped up foot, and feeling bad.
“It was one of my dishes. We exchange food once or twice a week, so we usually end up with each other’s dishes. We usually just give them back with food in them instead of making a special trip. But like I told Jin, it was two dollars at the resale shop. I’m just glad no one was hurt—well, not badly anyway.” She shrugged.
Namjoon eyed the headband she was wearing that had bear ears. “Um…nice headband.”
She looked confused while the other boys snickered, her hand reaching up and feeling along the headband till she reached the first ear.
Her eyes widened. “Oh my God! I’m so sorry! I forgot my roommate put that on my head.”
“No! It’s cute! Really, I don’t mind!” Namjoon quickly said, holding his hands out, wanting to stop her from taking it off but not daring to touch her.
Her gaze darted between him and the others, uncertainty completely plain on her face.
He let his gaze and hands drop. “It’s really, fucking adorable.”
When he got the courage to glance at her face again, she was staring at him with wide eyes.
“Oh,” She breathed out. “Oh! I’m…because you…me….”
“And you call yourself an actress,” Jin muttered, obviously joking.
She chucked a pillow at him without looking, gaze still fixed on Namjoon—who didn’t dare look away. “I’m your…mate….”
He nodded slowly, clenching his jaw so that his teeth wouldn’t clack.
“But then, why did you hide it? Did I do something wrong?”
He shook his head, still struggling with words.
“Did you think I would reject you?” She asked gently. “I know there are a lot of people who aren’t open-minded about that.”
He hesitated, then nodded once.
“Well, I wouldn’t have. I’m not. I understand how hard rejection can be.”
“It’s scary,” Namjoon whispered, studying her face. She was wearing a little more makeup than she had been when she was there earlier in the day, but less than last night.
She giggled. “Beary scary.”
He choked on a laugh. “Okay, but there’s a limit to the puns.”
“Sorry, last one.”
He looked at her curiously.
She shifted so she was sitting on her feet and facing him on the couch. Her smile was gorgeous, and the way she was looking at him happily was seriously breathtaking. “I would beary much like to get to know you, at least.”
He felt himself grin. “I’d like that too.”
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the-quiet-winds · 5 years
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The Buffalo’s Inferno
[Everyone’s been waiting for this, right?
Mild angst. Some rude words. Discussions of death.] Katherine, for lack of better words, had not been having the greatest day ever.
She can’t really explain why, but she’d been in some weird sort of mood that made everything feel horrible no matter what it was. She had shooed Argyle out of her room when he had come creeping in for pets, she had nearly yelled at Anne for how long she took in the bathroom this morning, and actually had sternly asked Anna to turn her music down.
Finally, when the house seems stable enough and Katherine feels she might just be okay, she slips downstairs in search of a snack. Situating herself at the kitchen island with a bowl of fruit, she tries to calm her mind.
But, when you live in a house with five other women and a cat, calm and peace aren’t exactly easy to grasp. Granted, her guest isn’t the worst person it could be, but she really had been looking forward to some alone time.
“Hello, love,” Jane greets, sitting down next to Katherine and accidentally jostling her in the process.
“Hi,” Katherine mumbles, not looking up from her bowl.
Jane frowns at Katherine’s unresponsiveness. “What’s up, love?”
“Nothing.”
“Kat,” Jane says, but she uses that voice. The one that usually makes Katherine’s stomach feel like butter as she promises to fight away all the nightmares and keep Katherine safe and ensure that nothing will ever hurt her again.
Today, however, it just feels so patronizing and almost a sort of lie as she continues to say, “come on, sweetheart. What’s going on?”
“Nothing, I’m fine,” Katherine insists, hoping the slight bite in her voice would ward off Jane finally.
But her mum is too sweet and loving to leave her alone when something is so clearly bothering her. Jane’s hand sweeps softly through her hair, coming to rest on her shoulder.
“Come on, love,” Jane whispers. “Just talk to me.”
Katherine slams her hand on the table, rattling her bowl and startling Jane out of her skin.
“Why can’t you just be normal?”
“Kat, what-”
“Why can’t you just be normal?” Katherine nearly shrieks, hot tears streaming down her face. “Why do you insist on being so… motherly all the time?” She moves towards her room. 
Jane follows. “Kat, you’re my daughter and-”
“I’m not your daughter!” Katherine explodes, jumping to her feet. Words are flying out of her mouth faster than she can truly contemplate. “You’re not my mum, that’s what you wanted,” she jams a finger into Jane’s chest with enough force to push her back, Jane’s eyes wide and almost scared. “I hate you!” Katherine all but screams, retreating up the stairs to her bedroom, holding the door, as she screams, “I wish you weren’t my mum!”
With the final declaration, she slams the door.
She buries her face in her pillow and pretends not to hear Jane’s soft pleading for her to open the door, which is quickly replaced by tearful apologies and promises to change.
Then, there’s nothing, and Katherine falls asleep crying into her pillow.
---
The first thing Katherine realizes when she wakes up that afternoon is the house is quiet. Silent, even. She checks her clock on the side table - there’s still an hour until they leave for the show, so why is everyone so quiet?
She drags herself off the bed and into the bathroom to scrub the tear stains off of her cheeks. As she pats off the water, Katherine can’t help but notice the different smell that lingers in the bathroom. Just a different kind of cleaning product or something, that’s all.
She brushes it off and heads downstairs.
Aragon and Parr are curled up together on the couch, talking in hushed voices. Anne and Anna are similarly discussing something at the kitchen island, taking tiny pretzels from a bowl and popping them into their mouths intermittently.
Katherine approaches them, somewhat hesitantly. “Where’s Jane?”
Anne raises an eyebrow. “Who knows?”
“She had to be upset earlier, why did you all let her leave?” 
“Jane? Upset? What else is new?” Anna grumbles, stealing another pretzel.
“What are you talking about?” Katherine asks.
“Jane is always upset, Kitty,” Anne says. “If we never let her leave when she’s upset, she’d literally never be out of this house.”
“We should get going,” Cathy butts in. 
Katherine checks the stove clock. “We still have another hour till call.”
“Did you seriously forget?” Aragon asks.
“Forget what?”
“What has gotten into you today, Kitty?” Anne asks. She sighs, then, “we have our meeting at the theater, like we do every first show of the week.”
“Oh, right,” Katherine says, knowing full well she has no idea what they’re talking about.
“Come on,” Aragon says. “Maybe Jane won’t be late to this one.”
“Or completely screw us all,” Parr snipes.
Katherine is sure she has absolutely no clue what is going on - did they really all think so little of Jane? Were they finally being honest?
She dwells over these thoughts the entire ride to the theater, but then she starts to question why. Jane had been too protective, too motherly toward her, even though, by some odd technicality, they were on some sort of sisterly status.
Every previous notion she had of Jane flees as soon as they reach the theater, where the woman is sitting on the stoop, smoking a cigarette.
“Glad you all decided to show up,” she drawls, dropping the butt to the ground and putting it out with her shoe. “Lets get this over with.”
“You shouldn’t do that before a show,” Aragon says, and Jane just rolls her eyes.
They all enter the theater, Jane not even waiting for the others, and Katherine can’t help but notice the ambiance feels different, less warm, even though everything seems identical. 
Katherine follows the others as they sit down on the stage, and she can’t help but notice that Jane sits different. It’s a tiny thing to observe, really, but usually Jane sits with her back straight, legs crossed, like a ‘proper woman’, as she would tease. Today, however, she looks like she doesn’t care, sitting in the complete opposite way.
Katherine knows the way she’s sitting is a stupid detail, but the fact that Jane barely glances in her direction doesn’t go unnoticed either.
Throughout the whole meeting, Katherine is completely lost. She can’t figure out why she’s even there, since almost all of the stage manager’s questions are about Jane and her ‘behavior’ over the last week. Whether she had any altercations with the other queens (apparently Jane and Aragon had had a blowout over the car), whether she had used any substances (a moot question, considering she still smelled like the cigarette from outside the theater, and Anne manages the courage to point out her noticing of one or two empty bottles of gin in the garbage (this confession earns her a very dirty look)), and, oddly enough, whether she had come in contact with any sharp objects in the last week (other than the knife used to cut up some snacks, no).
Then the questioning moves to the other queens - how had their weeks been, and had they had any problems.
Katherine pretends everything is fine, when inside she is screaming. This all seems so wrong-
“Time to get suited up,” Anna jokes as they stand, heading towards the dressing rooms.
That’s when there’s more wrong, Katherine sees. 
Jane’s area, normally full of fan art and pictures with the queens, is empty. There’s not a single item, save for the tiny makeup pallet and half-drunk coffee, that even shows anyone is there. 
Katherine follows her into the dressing room, causing the woman to raise an accusatory eyebrow. “You following me, Howard?”
Howard. Not Katherine, not Kat, not ‘love’. Howard.
“No, just trying to-”
She cuts herself off at the sight of her spot in the dressing room (that’s her spot in the corner!) filled with someone else’s stuff.
“Wrong room, you dolt,” Jane hisses.
Anna squeezes past Katherine, stock-still in the doorway, and sits down in the spot that should be Katherine’s.
She feels her eyes bugging out of her head. Everything is so wrong and-
“God, maybe get some brain cells to go with your ass,” Jane drawls sarcastically before shutting the door in Katherine’s face.
As if in some sort of trance, triggered by all of the collective thoughts of every single thing that feels wrong with today.
She sits between Anne and Aragon in her ‘new’ dressing room and starts through her normal routine. At least that was still the same.
With three minutes to curtain, they all convene backstage. Katherine lets out a tiny sigh of relief as she notices all of her fellow queens look the same.
Or, they do, until Jane walks in.
Gone is her grey and white dress with low heeled boots, the one that Katherine thinks makes her look like an angel of some sort. Instead, she wears long black tights, classic rivets down the sides, with boots heeled higher than Cathy’s. The tights connect to a tank top also in black, wrapped up in a leather sort of biker jacket. Her hair doesn’t flow gracefully, instead piled up to give her some sort of false short cut, curled and sweeping over part of her face, the makeup around her eyes nearly making her look like a vampire.
She doesn’t look anything like Jane, and Katherine is terrified.
“Stop your gawking,” Jane whispers harshly.
Katherine looks anywhere else very quickly.
They’re ushered on stage as the band starts the intro, and Katherine tries to do everything she knows as they start the show.
“Divorced.”
“Beheaded.”
“Murdered.”
Katherine’s head almost explodes right there, and she nearly misses her cue to say her line.
Luckily, enough of the first song is the same that Katherine can fall into a rhythm, but when their individual introductions start, she can barely wait to see what Jane’s was.
“Jane Seymour, the only one he truly loved,” she sang, but sarcastically. As if she was bitter about it.
“Rude!”
“But did he really love me? I guess not. I’m not as nice as you thought. He took a knife to my gut just to have my son.”
Katherine fights with every bit of her resolve to keep her expression neutral as this revelation unraveled in her head.
Unfortunately, it quickly becomes too much, and she finds the room spinning and spinning before she drops to the floor in a dead faint.
---
“Katherine.”
“Katherine, wake up.”
Kat slowly blinks to consciousness, and she finds herself on an oddly comfortable couch.
Next to the couch sits Maria, a sheepish smile on her face as she watches the actress slowly comes to.
“Wha-”
“You fainted,” Maria says softly. “Do you remember that?”
It slowly starts to come back to Katherine - Jane’s attitude, Jane’s new costume, and, apparently, Jane’s new story.
“You fainted and they brought you back here, put on an alternate,” Maria continues. “I have the show off so they asked me to watch you.”
“What’s going on with Jane?” Katherine mumbles out as she sits up, rubbing her forehead. 
“Jane? She seems about the same.”
As Katherine’s head begins to clear, the dull roar of the show through the monitor filters to her ears, just about at the end of Anne’s song.
She turns it up just slightly, hoping that she’d at least get Jane’s comforting vocals to soothe her worried mind.
Oh, how we hope to be let down.
“Weren’t you the one he ‘truly loved?’” Anne taunts.
“Well, that’s what I thought,” Jane says, and Katherine can almost hear the snarl in her words. “But here’s a story I’m sure you all should hear.”
“Oh, blah, blah,” Anne rebukes. “You got stabbed, well so did I.”
“And me!” Another voice puts in, and Katherine is sure that’s supposed to be her.
“I had been in labor for three days when Henry gave up on me,” Jane says, low and dangerous. “He decided the possibility of a son was more important than the woman he loved,” she spits the last word, “and took a knife to my stomach to get my son.”
Katherine audibly gasps, and Maria looks confused.
“You seem like you’ve never heard this,” Maria says. “It’s all she talks about. It’s why she’s always mad… why you all have those meetings?”
Katherine can only nod and wait for the familiar piano to start.
It doesn’t.
Instead, Maggie’s electric guitar roars, and whoever is covering for Maria starts plowing into the drums. 
Basically, it’s the opposite of what Katherine was hoping to hear. Where there should be a soft, yet powerful ballad that Katherine likes to close her eyes and roll up in as if nothing else in the universe matters, especially when she’s held in Jane’s warm arms, listening to her mum’s heartbeat as the soft song lulls her to sleep.
But this, this is just wrong.
Instead of singing about loving Henry despite his flaws or how much she misses her son, Jane sings in a very clearly false excitement about what she refers to as, “their fling,” followed by the declaration of a pregnancy.
That’s when it gets worse.
Jane’s angry. More angry than Katherine thinks she’s ever heard her be. Her vocal range is pressing into the higher octaves as, like some kind of dark rock star, she belts in her upper range about being betrayed and given up on, and how she, “just wants to-”
She’s cut off by the other queens, all is quiet, then she starts singing again, the chorus once more, before the song ends.
Katherine sits up and grabs her phone off the table next to her, immediately typing, ‘Jane Seymour,’ into a search bar.
She clicks the first article that pops up and scrolls down to, ‘Issue and Death.’
The article seems mostly familiar to Katherine - Jane becomes pregnant in the winter, carrying well into the summer and going into labor in October.
But instead of two days and three nights of labor, a royal birth, eleven days of sickness, then death, it couldn’t have been more different.
According to this article, on the third night, Henry had become so paranoid over the physician’s reports of the possibility of the son being stillborn, he consented to the removal by cutting open Jane’s stomach.
In her last moments, after her son had been born, Henry never visited, the article read. Edward had been taken to the king and Jane died cursing his name with weakening breath as she bled out right then and there.
It sends a chill down Katherine’s spine, this report. 
Then, another part of her whispers, she can relate.
Jane had been betrayed in the worst possible way by a man she thought loved her. 
So had Katherine. 
She’s so absorbed in her thoughts that she doesn’t even realize how much time has passed, and the show is ending. She knows she has to talk to Jane.
Katherine pokes her head in the hall just as the queens begin their walk down, but there’s a lack of energy that Katherine is so used to seeing. They all just seem tired. Drained.
“You alright, Katherine?” Cathy asks her gently.
“What was it tonight?” Jane butts in brusquely. “Another panic attack?”
“What? No-”
“I don’t know why they even let you perform,” Jane drawls lazily, leaning against the wall. “You can barely ever keep yourself together.”
“Mum-” Katherine winces as she realizes her mistake, but it’s too late.
“Are you crazy?! I’m not your bloody mum!” Jane laughs. Actually laughs, a biting, bitter sort of laugh. “As if I would ever want to be.”
Katherine needs to snap Jane out of whatever trance this is. She needs her mum, her real, amazing, lovely mum.
“You are,” she finally says, seeing Jane beginning to head down the hall. “You just don’t know it.”
“You must be more stupid than I thought,” Jane says sharply, “because I’m only a mother to my son, but I was robbed of that chance. But you,” she shoves Katherine back, “you got to know him more than I ever did. So don’t you come up to me with any of this, ‘you’re my mum,’ crap, because guess what, Howard,” Jane towers over her now, “no one loves you.”
With the final blow, Jane turns on her heel and storms down the hall.
Katherine’s knees give out beneath her and she crumbles to the floor.
“Mama, please.”
Jane does stop at that, turning around but not coming closer. “Grow up, Katherine Howard,” she says lowly. “It’s about time you stop asking like a damn child.” She disappears into the dressing room with the snap of a door.
Katherine begins to shake as she cries into the stiff carpet of the backstage floor. What had she done? She had been ungrateful, that’s what, and now she had lost her mum. Jane had just been trying to take care of her like always, with those soft words and the gentlest of hugs. 
But Katherine had been unappreciative, acting like some stupid child instead of Jane’s devoted daughter.
She had been Katherine Howard, not Katherine Seymour, and now she is cursed to live in whatever Hell this is forever. The Hell where everyone is terrified of Jane, where the show is so different and so wrong, and, of course, where Katherine has no mum.
No one comes to help her. No one comes and lifts her into their arms and gives her something to cling to while she sobs.
She’s alone. Wholly and completely alone. 
Her tears drip off of her face and into the carpet of the backstage hall as she mourns for everything she’s lost.
“Mama, I’m sorry,” she manages to whisper, even though Jane can’t hear her, and doesn’t care.
She stays there for longer than she thinks should be possible. At some point, Anna or Anne or Parr or Catherine or even Jane should have come out of their dressing rooms and found her pathetically laying on the floor.
But no one comes, and Katherine doesn’t care. She stays there on the floor, tears falling into the stiff and unforgiving carpet.
Jane’s words maliciously ring in her head as the world begins to disappear around her, until she can only make one more broken refrain of, “Mama, I’m sorry.”
---
When Katherine forces her eyes open and her nerves begin to fire again, she finds herself on her soft, albeit slightly crumpled, duvet.
How did she get home?
She lifts her head off the bed and turns to the window. Mid-afternoon sunlight streams through the pane, where surely it should be well and truly dark.
That’s when it all hits her at once - the bowl, crying herself into a nap, the dream-
Jane.
Oh God, Jane.
She honestly isn’t sure if she’s thinking about scary-murdered-Dream-Jane or her lovely mother, but regardless, she needs to make this right.
She races to Jane’s room, not even knocking before opening the door.
Jane is sitting on her bed, propped against the headboard, working on some embroidery. At the sound of the door opening, she looks up, and Katherine swallows the lump in her throat at the dried tears she sees on Jane’s cheeks.
“Kat, I-”
She doesn’t finish that sentence. In fact, she barely has time to put the embroidery safely on the bedside table before Katherine is in her arms, all but in her lap, whimpering out apologies between wheezing, broken sobs.
It takes several minutes for Katherine to calm down enough to take little breaths, which is when Jane finally asks, “what happened, love?”
Katherine frantically shakes her head, and Jane gently hushes her, running her fingers softly through her hair.
“Later,” Kat chokes out.
“Okay,” Jane whispers soothingly. “That’s okay.”
There is some more silence, then Jane kisses Kat’s forehead and smiles, pulling Kat back just enough to meet her eyes. “I love you, my little Seymour,” she promises.
Katherine’s eyes well with tears, and she buries her face back in Jane’s shoulder. But amongst the nearly incomprehensible whimpers, one phrase is strong and understandable.
“I love you too, Mama.”
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dark-angel-of-muses · 7 years
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Happy New Year
Pendulumshipping on New Year’s Eve
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  “Sorry we’re late Yuya, Masumi wanted to take me to dinner first,” Yuzu apologized, blushing from a mix of embarrassment and the cold air. Masumi had her arm linked in Yuzu’s and from their mussed-up hair and smudged lipstick, Yuya could tell dinner wasn’t the only thing Yuzu and Masumi did before coming here. He laughed good-naturedly.
               “It’s no trouble at all ladies, come on in, the party’s just getting started!” Yuya stepped aside and gestured towards the living room. “Happy New Year’s Eve!”
               “You too,” Yuzu chirped back, leading Masumi into the Sakaki house. Inside, the party was loud and a bit crowded. Yuya had hooked up speakers to his laptop and was playing club music. Remnants of Christmas decorations still covered the house. On the walls there was garland that was never taken down, red bows decorated counters and some tables, and stray ornaments still hung from the hooks on the wall. A mix of sodas and alcohols were lined up on the kitchen counter like a bar, and the dining room table was covered in snacks.
Yuya was very pleased with the turnout, he could guess that well over 50 people had come. As he looked around the room, he spotted his close friends among the strangers and acquaintances. Sora was nursing the sweets, picking at the bowls of candy laid out on the corner. Yuto and Ruri were sitting next to each other on the couch, almost close enough to cuddle but by the way Yuto kept warily glancing over to Shun, it looked like that wasn’t happening any time soon. Shun, Kaito, Yuuri, and Dennis seemed to be engaged in some sort of drinking game, each with a set of cards in their hand and shot glasses right next to them. Dennis threw down two aces, and Shun groaned as he poured more whiskey into his glass.
               Yugo, Rin, Sawatari, and Gongenzaka were engaged in a game of twister. For his large size and stocky build, Gongenzaka was surprisingly flexible. Rin was currently practically laying on top of Yugo, and Shingo seemed to be taking enormous pleasure in forcing Yugo and Rin to twist their bodies around one another.
               Serena was standing awkwardly in the corner, chugging a red solo cup and attempting to avoid eye contact with anyone else. Shinji, Crow, and Jack were sprawled out on the couches in front of the TV watching reruns of the Miami Championship. Jack seemed to be criticizing every move the duelists made, complaining about their poor performance and how they could have played their hand differently. Crow would intermittently tell him to shut up and just enjoy the duels, which would only quiet Jack for a few minutes before he started running his mouth again.
               Allen and Sayaka tag dueling against Hokuto and Yaiba without disks, setting out their decks on a mat. Allen was constantly checking Yaiba’s cards, making sure he understood Synchro summoning correctly and rechecking the effects for the umpteenth time. Sayaka was doing fairly well, setting up Allen for an XYZ summon by giving him Fairy Cheer Girl’s effect twice over and allowing him to special summon a Rank 10 Railway almost immediately, putting Hokuto on the defensive.
               The Tyler twins were mingling with some of the guests. It was mostly Grace leading her sister through the crowded room and starting conversations with random partygoers while Gloria crossed her arms and silently glared. Grace was laughing a lot, flitting from person to person with her sister’s wrist in hand.
               “That should be everyone… alright!” Yuya giggled a little, the buzz from having all his loved ones so close making him giddy. It was wonderful, he-
*DING DONG*
               Huh? The doorbell? Who had he forgotten? Yuya tried to run over the list of invitees in his head, but he couldn’t think of anyone who had been left out. Maybe there was someone who had invited along their friend without telling him? Yuya rushed to open the door, putting on a big smile for his new guest. However, when he opened the door, he lost face for a second as he realized who it was.
               “R-Reiji?!” Yuya gasped, “I thought you were too busy to come, and wasn’t there some sort of party at LDS you had to go to…?
               “I decided my time was spent better elsewhere. I assure you, I won’t be missing anything. I apologize for turning down your invitation then showing up unannounced, I hope it’s not too much of a bother,” Reiji said as he pushed his glasses up the bridge of his nose. Yuya blushed, of all people he didn’t expect Reiji Akaba to be the surprise guest. Not that he was ungrateful, he was very glad to have one of his closest friends show up, he was just taken aback.
               “Not a whole lot of fun at Leo, huh?” Yuya tried to return his entertainer smile and go back to talking casually, but for some reason, his heart was beating a little too fast.
               “…You could say that,” Reiji answered after a moment of hesitation.
               “Hey, come in, it’s cold outside,” Yuya said suddenly, not sure why his heart was thrumming against his chest all of a sudden.
               “Thank you very much, Yuya.” Reiji nodded gratefully, walking into the warmth of the Sakaki household. Yuya led Reiji to the wall near where the firepole to the second floor was.
               “So did something happen at LDS or…?” Yuya trailed off, looking expectantly at Reiji.
               “Somewhat. Don’t worry about it,” Reiji said, a little too curtly for Yuya’s liking. Yuya put his hand on Reiji’s shoulder, and he crooked his head to look Reiji in the eyes.
               “Hey, are you ok?” Yuya asked, concerned.
               “I’ll be fine.”
               Yuya didn’t like that answer. “Hey, if something’s bothering you, you know you can tell me. I’d much rather know what’s going on, Reiji.” When Reiji turned his head to meet Yuya’s gaze head-on, Yuya felt his heart quicken pace, and somehow a shiver rolled down his spine. He tried to hide it best he could, meeting Reiji’s gaze as evenly as his jump heart would allow.
               “I… the press is always asking questions about what happened when the dimensions fused. I’m used to dealing with idiotic reporters, but these ones in particular were relentless. They keep-” Reiji stopped to take a deep breath, attempting to keep his composure. “They keep attempting to demonize you, which I do not take kindly to.”
               “Oh, Reiji…” Yuya said softly. “I’m so sorry, that’s awful.”
               “You have nothing to be sorry for, it’s not your fault,” Reiji sighed, ‘I’d rather talk about something else, if you wouldn’t mind.”
               “Not at all!” Yuya quickly changed topics. “So, uh, can I get you anything to drink?”  
               “Rum and coke, if you would,” Reiji readjusted his glasses.
               “Alright, I’ll be right back!” Yuya quickly scrambled to grab the large pitcher that he had mixed the soda and alcohol in. Reiji nodded gratefully when Yuya returned with a red cup in hand, offering it to Reiji.
               “Ah, thank you. I’m sorry for dropping in on you like this. I didn’t intend the night to go as badly as it did,” Reiji apologized before taking a short sip of his drink.
               “No, no, I’m really glad you came! It’s a really nice surprise, I was disappointed when you said you couldn’t come at first…” Yuya laughed nervously.
               “Thank you, Yuya.” Reiji took another sip of his drink. “So, where is your mother and father? I haven’t seen them in this crowd.”
               “Oh, they’re out with Yuzu’s dad. Said they had some catching up to do,” Yuya said, and his heart jumped again when Reiji gave him a small smile.
               “Hm,” Reiji hummed before taking another drink. “They trust you to have a party alone with alcohol?”
               “My mom’s the one who bought the whiskey. She told me that my dad made the worst decisions of his life while completely sober, so being drunk obviously isn’t the issue.” Yuya shrugged, and to the detriment of his already unstable heart, Reiji snorted a little in an adorable stifled giggle.
               “Well, you can’t disagree with her. I’ve been far more idiotic when I was of clear mind than any given time I’ve been under the influence,” Reiji quipped, taking another sip.
               “True. Though, you decided to come here while sober, so maybe we should see what you wanna do after you’ve had a few more of those.” Yuya pushed his finger to Reiji’s cup playfully, and Reiji stifled another tiny laugh, which made a grin play its way across Yuya’s lips.
               “Would you like to join me in the land of insobriety?” Reiji teased.
               “You know, that sounds lovely.” Yuya grabbed a cup and the closest bottle of alcohol to him, which happened to be the same rum and coke he poured for Reiji.
               “Cheers.” Reiji held up his cup, and Yuya clinked his own against the plastic rim. The two took a long gulp of their drinks. Yuya started to feel dizzy, and even though the rational side of him knew why, the part of him in denial blamed it on the alcohol.
               “How have you been doing Yuya? We’ve hardly seen each other since the championships last month,” Reiji noted.
               “I, uhm, I’ve been doing good. Er, well. Christmas was a little hectic but I managed to pull through all right. Lord knows my wallet took a hit though.” Yuya laughed, but Reiji’s mouth set itself in an odd frown.
               “You know Yuya, if you were in need of money, all you need to do is ask. I have plenty to spare-“ Reiji was interrupted by Yuya shaking his head.
               “Reiji, it’s fine. I don’t want to just use your money and not work for my own. You earned your keep, I need to work to earn mine.” Yuya brought the cup to his lips, though he didn’t drink from it.
               “Really Yuya, it’s no big deal,” Reiji said, a bit of an exasperated look on his face.
               “It is to me. I don’t know how’d I ever pay you back, and I always HAVE to pay you back. I feel like I’m cheating someone if I don’t do something in return,” Yuya admitted. He dared to stare at Reiji’s royal violet eyes and make his chest flutter and panic once more.
               “I owe so much to you Yuya, I am in your debt in a thousand ways. You don’t need to repay me for doing anything,” Reiji tried to argue. Yuya sighed.
               “Well I feel like I would. Besides, being in my debt for what happened in the other dimensions doesn’t really count.” Yuya shifted uncomfortably.
               “How the hell does it not count?” Reiji asked, probably a little louder than he intended. However, the music and the buzz of people around them drowned him out. Yuya blinked, he never heard Reiji swear, even in such a minor way, before.
               “Because, if we’re counting the other dimensions… then you have to count Zarc,” Yuya argued. Reiji looked taken aback before he sighed.
               “You aren’t Zarc. That wasn’t your fault.” Reiji’s eyes narrowed as he tried to meet Yuya’s gaze, but Yuya’s heart jumped to his throat when Reiji stared at him intensely like that.
               “Y-yeah, I know. I’m probably just being stupid,” Yuya said hurriedly. God, why did Reiji’s eyes have to practically glow in the low light when he stared at him? It did not help his shuddering heart.
               “You’re not stupid, Yuya. If you feel guilty about it, then tell me. I’ll tell you once, twice, a thousand times. However many you need, but it wasn’t your fault,” Reiji said softly, placing his hand on Yuya’s shoulder. It was a friendly gesture, very standard, but Reiji’s touch and the alcohol buzzing in the pit of his stomach made him giddy.
               “T-thanks Reiji.” God why was it so warm in here all of a sudden?
               “Maybe you should have some water before you go for another drink, your face is rather red already,” Reiji observed. Yuya felt the little bubble of excitement in his stomach swirl around.
               “Y-yeah, I think I’m feeling a little light-headed. Do you mind if we step out for a minute?” Yuya stuttered out.
               “Not at all, lead the way.” Yuya nodded gratefully, and he led Reiji out the back of his house, into the courtyard out back. The cold air was relentless on his skin, but he was glad that he had more reason to shiver than just his pounding chest.
               “It’s 11:57. 3 minutes.” Reiji observed, glancing at his watch. “Are you feeling alright Yuya? It’s cold out here, perhaps we should find somewhere else inside?”
               “No, I’ll be fine, give me a minute. I think I drank too much too fast, I’m kind of a lightweight,” Yuya said quickly. God, why was this bugging him so much now? It wasn’t like this before.
               “What’s that?” Reiji was looking upward, and when Yuya followed his gaze, he gulped. Looks like the garland and ribbons weren’t the only leftover Christmas decorations. Mistletoe.
               “Uhhhh, I’m sorry, I’ll take that down.” Yuya hurried to move, but Reiji grabbed his wrist and stopped him dead in place. His heart ran faster.
               “No, I-“ Reiji stopped himself short. “Don’t you think it’s proper to honor tradition?” Yuya blinked twice in confusion before it sank in. Oh. OH. It occurred to Yuya that Reiji had already had enough alcohol to render him legally drunk, and he wasn’t sure that if Reiji was talking to him or the rum was. Reiji stepped back after Yuya hesitated, apologizing, “I’m sorry, I’m not sure what possessed me to say that, I-“
               “I… think we should too,” Yuya said nervously. Reiji’s eyes widened as he met Yuya’s gaze.
               “Are you… sure?” Reiji asked hesitantly, and Yuya knew he must’ve been drunk from how his voice wavered in a mixture of fear and excitement.
               “I hope so,” Yuya replied. Yuya’s heart felt like it was going 60 miles a minute, and as Reiji leaned in, he could smell the alcohol on his breath, but Yuya knew he must have been just as bad. Reiji hesitated in front of Yuya’s face for a moment and they stared into each other’s eyes, searching the other’s face for the sign to move ahead.
               Yuya pushed himself forward, and his lips crashed onto Reiji’s. They were chapped, and the taste of alcohol lingered on his lips, but god Yuya was kissing REIJI AKABA. He pushed his shoulders forward, leaning into the kiss, but to his surprise Reiji pushed back, seemingly intent on pinning Yuya against a wall.
               They broke apart for a brief second, and Yuya let out a breathy “Reiji” before Reiji pushed back into him, resuming the kiss. No, this was no longer just a kiss. This was a make out session. Yuya let his hand slide up the back of Reiji’s neck, curling into his silver hair and holding onto him for dear life. God, this was intoxicating. If it wasn’t for his lungs burning reminder that he needed to breathe, Yuya would never have wanted to break away. Yuya let the hand not wrapped in Reiji’s hair snake around his back and pulled him closer in. It was way too much, and Yuya broke apart from Reiji one more time to get a breath of fresh air.
               Just then, a large crack like thunder exploded through the air, and the cheers inside the house grew deafening. “HAPPY NEW YEAR!”
               “Happy new year,” Reiji whispered, before crashing back in for another kiss.
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