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when it's going to turn out that it's not inherently the wanting of different things that irrevocably breaks a relationship but condemning the things the person wants that you find beneath you that does 👀
#i'm not going to tag this with the album name yet#but like Im' going to bet that is what is going to be the most painful part#because I've seen it happen to my friends in ltr that broke down#and those are just the vibes I'm getting here!!!!!#it's not that t wanted to be famous and j didn't#it's that j made her feel bad for wanting to pursue things that in turn made her famous#i would bet my imaginary tumblr money on it#like he could have been a hermit and she a superstar if that worked for them#but it's probably that she didn't feel supported in pursuing the things that make that possible#the way she supported the ways that made his life possible as well#im' parasocializing on main i know#i'm just saying it's just like tale as olda s time and i'd be surprised if there isn't an element of this#(I hope i'm wrong because it sucks but like... again#super super common)#(also yes i know my keyboard is broken idc)
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I want to make friends and tell cool people that they're cool. Why do I always feel like a freak any time I try to talk to people.
Does anyone else feel like an absolute creeper trying to talk to other people?
#warcats rants#i love all my mutuals 💜#idk how yall put up with me sometimes#but every time i try to initiate conversation#i feel like im gonna be blocked for being a weirdo in someone's asks#ive made lots of fairies for lots of people#inspired by their vibes/art/fic/posts#i want to show them how cool they are to me#but that feels like such a freak ass move#“hi you dont know me but through my delusion of our parasocial relationship ive made this little effigy of how i think of you”#absolute freak (derogatory) on main [me]
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there needs to be an app for playdates. my hunt for broship has been exhausting, there must be an easier way
#it’s taking a very serious toll on me!!!!!!#i wanna go to the mall and way ‘hi’ to everyone who looks queer and/or vaguely my age#i can’t behave this way im goign to end up in jail.#also can mutuals pls turn anons on i have things to say……….#i would send it from my main but ur all assholes who REFUSED to follow my main my die hards JUST followed#smh some of these ppl have an entire syllabus for a pinned so i know i’m not typing too much#also ppl keep asking my name and so for months i thought the html was broken :|#my name is a tag ..?? ur kinda stupid#this sounds agressive but only because i want to spurr u on.. i aim to Inspire✨✨✨✨#i’m not falling in a one-sided parasocial love?! tht would be fucking embarrassing… mutual obsession only baby.#i love u please love me#laying down again bye#toxictranny
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Apparently people are going around saying I’m friends with a well know terf?? But??? I’m just not??? Like literally who the fuck are y’all tslking about…
#im like….very obviously against that kinda crap#considering this person had a very parasocial relationship with me I have no idea who they’re even constituting as a ‘friend’ in this#cause as far as I’m aware they could literally just be talking about someone who follows me that I might not even know about cause they’re#blocked in my main or some crap
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ever since I found out that one of Spencer's favorite bands is also one of my favorite bands I have not known peace
#i never meet people who know sleigh bells#smosh#yes I'm being parasocial on main ignore me#spence my dude whats your favorite sleigh bells album#shayne 'and then they disappeared for ten years' topp im gonna fist fight#spencer where were you in 2010 when Treats came out#did Crown on the Ground also alter your brain chemistry#hes just like me fr
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i should probably stop exclusively using urls that include swears. not great for branding, But. What the actual fuck else was I going to call grey fuckers unlimited?
#like i have some Really good urls#like swan69 and psych0-p0mp and parasocial-insect and even solid snakes bleached asshole. but nothing ever Feels worthy of them ya know?#if i ever change my main to not be a homestuck refference im probably using one of those tbh#i also have ahegao-clown. That one is to just protect it like a delicate orchid.
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just waking up after a whole ass episode of dynamite seeing ppl thinking about me and my stupid boxboi drama makes me so happy tho, like i dont have words to express how it feels just asdfghjkl
#like i know ive cling to him like my life depends on it#which tbf it doesnt im not there for a parasocial relationship yet dont worry lol#but just god like. having people encourage (sorry if you dont actually but it feels like it lol) this and think of me when his stupid face#is on tv got me feeling all goopy and sappy inside aaaaaaaa#love you all so much i gotta do work now LOL#this has been your sappy 9am posting lol#night is an absolute mess on main
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I have to tell you something.
As I sit here, hidden behind the walls of your home, I cannot help but feel a sense of urgency in confessing to you my presence.
I have been living inside your walls for quite some time now and I have been watching you.
You may be wondering who I am and why I have chosen to hide inside your home. The truth is, I have been fascinated by you for years. Your daily routines, your mannerisms, your thoughts and feelings, I have observed it all. It has been an intimate and intriguing experience, getting to know you from the shadows.
I must admit, at first, it was simply curiosity that led me to seek refuge within your walls. But as time went on, I became more and more drawn to your life. You have a certain charm and charisma that is impossible to ignore. I have found myself developing a deep affection for you, albeit from a distance.
Please do not feel uneasy or uncomfortable knowing that I have been watching you. I assure you, my intentions are purely innocent. I mean you no harm and have never once intruded upon your privacy. I have simply been an unseen witness to your life, your joys, and your struggles.
I know this may be a lot to take in and you may have a million questions running through your mind right now. But I implore you to trust me and believe that my presence here has only added to the beauty and complexity of your life. I have seen you at your most vulnerable moments, your most ecstatic highs, and everything in between.
You may wonder why I am choosing to reveal myself to you now. The truth is, I cannot help but feel a deep longing to be a part of your life, to no longer be an outsider looking in. I long to converse with you, to share in your laughter and your tears, and to form a true connection with you.
I understand if this revelation startles you and you may even feel violated in some way. I apologize if that is the case. But I assure you, I only mean well and I have no intention of ever leaving your side. I simply could not bear to let go of the bond that I have formed with you from within these walls.
I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive my deception and perhaps even welcome me into your life.
I will be waiting, watching you from my hidden perch, until the day you are ready to acknowledge my presence.
well goodmorning to you too anon,
pls get out of my walls theres mold in there :(
i uh, have alot of questions.
1. is this a copypasta??
2. if not, just /how/ long have you been watching me?
3. not a question but this /is/ well wrote even if at some parts it came off kinda odd.
4. anon, why r u drawn to me, im literally the most boring person- (/nm)
i literally have so many questions, we can talk on anon if you want???? (i hate tumblr dms theyre awful)
this 100% is not what i was expecting to see at 22 but !
(pls are you the same anon that asked if i was 12-)
#j answers#ANON DONT LEAVE I BEG I HAVE TOO MANY QUESTIONS#im not kidding with how this is wrote it reminds me of someone and i was vaugely worried that they found my main acc#i srsly have so many questions rn#anon i literally have breakdowns and be gay on here how am i intresting /lh#hmm i should come up with a name for you..#carl anon? since the whole walls thing?#im sorry this is gonna bother me. “charm and charisma” MY SIBILING IN HATSUNE MIKU THOSE ARE MENTAL ILLNESSES 💀#ok but srsly i sorta wanna know who you are now omg pls carl anon gimme a hint 😭#also not that /i/ care nessascarly too much but for your own sake. this sounds kinda parasocial 😭 it doesnt bother me or anything im just#telling you bc id feel wrong if i didntt
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˖⁺｡˚⋆˙ours | FA14 ˖⁺｡˚⋆˙
pairing: fernando alonso x famous singer!reader y/n (she/her)
genre: social media au, established relationship
warnings: none just super fluffy
summary: in which it's (finally) time for you and your husband to tell the world that you are in fact husband and wife
a/n: MY FIRST FERNANDO SMAU hehe so much fun actually tysm ppl for sending reqs for him in :))) honestly this just remind me of the rumours of him & taylor swift dating so i used that as some inspo <333
request!!!: Hi could you do a smau for Fernando where he’s secretly been married to a singer who’s a MEGA STAR and stuff 🫶
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fernandoalo_oficial we really missed u at the race this weekend y/n ❤️
lewishamilton rest up!
user1 y/n has the f1 grid in a chokehold
user2 i miss her
user3 she's sick and she still looks that gorgeous
user4 the y/n stan to f1 fan pipeline is real
user5 we have no choice when all the drivers are her bffs 💀
francisca.cgomes feel better babygirl ❤️🩹
user6 aww her beautiful kitty
user7 tbh this looks cosy af
user8 the teacup is so cute i love her
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user13 omg y/n my babygirl
user14 i love nando & y/n's friendship
user15 awww our lil grid bff
user16 she's precious
user17 what's she recording urmm
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user19 sneak??! she's the main event ofc
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georgerussell63 my favourite duo
user20 interesting...
user21 new ship just dropped y/n and nando
user22 new?? where u been
user23 urm y/n looks extremely gf here.....
user24 i believe this is a soft hard launch.
user25 delulu
user24 im right. just you wait
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user25 IM DEAD IM FINISHED
user26 THE SOFT LAUNCH???
user27 looks hard to me😦😦
user28 omg she's so in love gang
lilymhe beautiful song ❤️
francisca.cgomes you're amazing y/n!
carmenmmundt not ever surprised by your talent
user29 omg the wags in the comments
user30 Y/N AND FERNANDO I KNEW IT
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yourusername lollll 💀 i love you
fernandoalo_oficial i love you more
georgerussell63 beautiful couple as always
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user44 oh my god
user45 how has this gone under the radar for so long
user46 HOW DID YOU GUYS GET AWAY WITH THIS
user47 wife omg
carmenmmundt hehe you are both amazing
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user50 y/n are you a wife
user51 I KNEW SHE WAS FREAKING MARRIED
user52 she is so personal to me
user53 i have the ultimate parasocial relationship with this relationship
carmenmmundt me too tbh
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how are you so normal about being friends with ghostyjpg????? i don’t understand
firat thing is i wasnt normal about it, i refused to say i was friends with ghosty until he said it first because i didn't want to be the "parasocial fan" or whatever idk what i was thinking at the time
i feel like when you think about it from the outside you're thinking about it like a fan, which yeah, there was a time when every fable cast follow i got on here made me tell all my friends because i was so excited and this year has been overall dogshit and it was small but it made me happy. anyway when you think about it like a fan of something or someone you see it as i became friends with people who are successful, or whatever, but i just became friends with cool people that i happened to click with.
when you befriend people, you know them for what they do and over time you learn more and know them for who they are. this is true for every friend, even coworkers you learn what they do (work with you) and if you click then organically you learn who they are. at some point it stops being ghostyjpg from fable and mer and starts being ghosty, my friend who is also a streamer and texts me funny things. Thats just how befriending people works.
yeah ghosty is part of making something im a fan of and we wouldn't have become friends without that but like. he's also ghosty my friend i play splatoon with once a week and is unhinged on my stream. same with like, the cast members i'm aquaintences with? connor and i talk about tea sometimes. beck and i are mutuals on main and we talk sometimes. because of end of days i was in vc with ocie and centross for a couple hours yesterday. half the cast follows me on tumblr, some of them follow me on twitch. also olive the beloved and i had a conversation earlier this week about how sometimes we can't believe we ended up knowing all these cool people (and how i feel that way about him, also). being normal just happens with the being friends part, i think.
#im rambling#today is a rough one so im just :thumbs up emoji: yknow#lot of words for 'the more you become friends the more normal you get'
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What did Sarah Z do ?
tbc my beef w her is not a beef its just a matter of personal preference n not liking the two (2) vids ive seen from her . i dont like that she does tumblr summaries with the vibe of and aren't these people crazy. arent these people cringe. couldnt be me. i just have a tumblr accoutn and rubber neck them. i remember her johnlock vid got flack from ppl involved in tjlc for being inaccurate. and i remember a lot of ppl i follow preemptively blocking her when she announced she was making a destiel vid based on the way she would yoink tumblr posts for her vid without asking you if it was ok to like. put your post on blast to 2 million views while she implied it was embarrassing and cringe. um and then the destiel vid she made didn't live up to my standards of accuracy and completeness . in my memory she actively reached out to someone for their recollection of johnlock the cultural moment and did no such thing for destiel just based it on what was hitting the top posts part of the destiel tag in november of 2020. thats all. went back to look for my posts abt it at the time and here's one sample.
havent finished the vid yet but i think there are more points to be made about parasocialism – she mentions that it was easy for fans to interact with creators/cast because of the simultaneous rise of social media/conventions/the cultural shift where shipping wasn’t taboo, but i think there’s definitely something to be said about how the creators were a large part of encouraging that. they were using fan inserts back in season 4. they Knew what was going on in fan spaces to the point where they referenced names of real bnfs, and they made the decision to goad and wink and play it up instead of adhering to the norm of looking the other way. like. there is a parasocialism there to be sure, but no one MADE them say the words wincest and destiel and sastiel on the show. creators/writers played a fairly significant part in crafting the fan environment that was crafted. imo
and now im mad again lmao bc you cannot talk about fans being parasocial and then not say and isn't it FUCKED that eric kripke name dropped real forum mods and forum members as stupid and cringe in his television show. oh and she was a chronic name searcher. she was always reblogging untagged posts abt her to argue with somebody. and they werent like. [accusation] [response saying that's not true] it was like. harmless disagreement. sarah getting their ass with her much larger following, but to be clear my main gripe is i think i know more about destiel than you do genius. which is petty but arguably valid criticism of someone doing a literal destiel retrospective and mocking it the whole time
#i saw a tweet the other day post hbomb that was like.#yeah internet historian made a shitty dashcon video where he made fun of sjws and didnt respect peoples identities and was generally shitty#but sarah's dashcon vid takes the exact same tone she just DOES believe in neopronouns.#which i cant speak to bc i havent watched it. but i believe it based on what i have seen.#ask#anonymous
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Alright ill make a pinned post
Hiiiiiii my name is Emily and I figured I'd make a pinned post w some info since that's the way we do things now. so
If you've been following me for a while and don't know who I am my url before was vriskalesbian and before that it was rootisgay
my main is an artblog at araneapeixes
any pronouns fine. my feelings on gender are complicated but basically im dyke
undiagnosed autism swag
im soso nice and i love it so much when people send me asks about literally anything<33 all of u are my friend im forming a parasocial relationship right now
This is a sideblog and my main is my artblog at araneapeixes
i love queer i love faggot i love dyke<3
This is a safe space for trans and genderqueer people
I may be an ex-academic but I still love a chat about biology, genetics etc. if I stayed in it id work with RNA. currently i aspire to be a tattoo artist
number one Shadowheart fan. my everything my silly rabbit
Things u can get me going crazy insane autism hot take infodump about: Horizon Zero Dawn, The Witcher Books, BTVS, Janelle Monae discography, Dishonored, the logic of time travel in stories
I like Homestuck
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I've seen you pop up in the #sparkletag quite a bit recently, and as both a Patron and as a friend of Kneeby, I think I've had enough of your antics.
It's really depressing to see someone dedicate their entire online presence towards hating someone. It's extremely creepy and weird to obsess over every single thing kit does like this. I urge you to go find a better hobby, and I mean it. This kind of parasocial behavior is toxic and only serves to hurt everyone including yourself. Take a break from this and use that time to reflect on yourself and what you really want. Do you want to dedicate all of your time constantly rambling and raving about everything kit does online? Does that sound like a productive use of your time? I don't think it is.
all my posts boil down to "the pacing and prioritization of this comic could use a lot of improvement + i find it weird that the creator isnt raising awareness to a literal genocide going on rn" and you react by writing an angry essay. your ask seems to boil down to "you cant criticize my favorite comic because it might hurt the creators feelings" so im gonna respond with an angrier essay
there are good things about sparklecare, obviously. i resonate with it in some regards. but that doesnt mean its perfect, as nothing is. i dont even tag my shit under the main sparklecare tags (apart from the stuff about kneeby not raising awareness towards palestine) because i know people like you are gonna get upset if you see a conflicting opinion on your dash. the only tags i tend to use are #sparklecriticism and #sparklecare criticism, none of the main tags. block those tags if you dont wanna deal with me.
my criticism is valid (i think) since yeah. the comics writing has a huge problem when it comes to letting things happen naturally instead of rushing them, which results in kneeby having to explain things on the blog (which 99% of the time you have to scroll deep into since the main blog is constantly reblogging the cometcare one) rather than having the comic clarify it on its own. thats a genuine issue in storytelling so i feel like it should be addressed and worked on.
i have way more of a presence online than this blog, obviously. i just dont want this blog connected to my real identity for a wide variety of reasons (mainly not wanting to be harassed even further than i already am)
if youre a friend of kneeby then i think you should tell kit to actually DO SOMETHING to raise awareness to the genocide going on in palestine and other targets, PUBLICLY. not just an announcement in a private discord, a public statement, or AT LEAST reblog the fanart of uni waving the palestinian flag. all the social commentary ive seen (yes im still taking the social commentary into account since the comic was described as such until my blog popped up) has come across as performative to anyone besides the clowns themselves, id love to see kneeby talk about issues that dont just apply to kit.
i know damn well the sparklecare blog is kits biggest platform, kit should use it to raise awareness, i dont care if the topic makes kit sad, it makes me sad too, but i still retweet as much shit about it as possible whenever it crosses my mind because i actually care about issues that dont involve just me and i actually want to do something to change the world. im a teenager and i do more to raise awareness than a group of adults.
im just a kid with opinions
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I've been a huge q fan in the past so I know all his history. I am not even surprised, how long has it been since we found his server management to be sketchy, not even talking about his merch compagnie.
In no fandom have I ever truly called anyone a BITCH and a cunt . But he is one. Hey, I never expected anything from him about Shelby/ or Wilbur and forever, we know who he is and he does not give a fuck, but to lie so blatantly about how much involvement he has in the qsmp management, that a scrum!! Dude, how could anyone believe him?? It makes NO sense!
Exploiting workers, literally putting anti unions mesures , stealing people ideas (fans on twitter) then blocking them (probably not him who did it but he still got credited for the ideas and said nothing)
That's to ONE thing I will get entertainment CC crucified for. It's not difficult to not be a greedy corporate snake, especially when you are already so rich!
Fuck QUACKITY
Also, people who say that he is just shocked because Wilbur was one of his bff so he doesn't want to go into (any) detail about that: Q and Wilbur haven't been close for half a year and Shelby posted her video a long time ago. Even Tommy said something for fuck sake!
You are literally talking with dtblr last quackity main™ believe me I know what you're talking about, I'm not surprised either.
His stans are being all "they were close friends! Give him some time!! You're all being cruel" well first of all they were not. Second of all, I do not want a statement, a simple kicking him out and asking people to support victims would've been enough. But no, he talked about it for the grand total of THRITY SECONDS, didn't mention Shelby or any victims, didn't mention he's an abuser, and made it all about him. How this is hard for HIM and how sad HE is, etc etc.
He goes on saying he "didn't know the volunteers weren't being paid" and that he thought it was a process were they would eventually (!!!) get paid. Excuse me? How do you not know? One thing is asking the admis not to spoil you what will be tomorrow's event and another radically different thing is saying you don't know what's going on in YOU OWN TEAM of YOUR SERVER. Especially not when it's your money ffs, do you not know where's that going? Do you not know who do you work with? You can't just brush it off as "not knowing" when it's your fucking enterprise. And im not even mentioning the whole NDA thing and how no one could even speak to CCs or other admis off stream, how they were requested to censor themselves in their personal accounts because "controversies" (real life crimes) could stain the server's name. Be for fucking real.
He doesn't even talk about all the merch problems, the fake giveaways and how ridiculously sketchy his merch company (that he/his family owns!) is.
Look I'm not trying to be a hypocrite here, I don't wanna apply dranti logic and demand a perfect apology and explanation the second all exploded. I'm not gonna ask him to know about every little conversation that goes on inside his server or discord. I'm not gonna say he doesn't have the right to mourn whatever friendship he may have had. But that doesn't mean I'm not fucking pissed and none of that excuse him for not knowing what's going on with his employees, his merch and reducing the actions of TWO abusers to "controversies". He needs to be held accountable, but, funnily enough, his fans are too parasocial to realize they're babying him and telling everyone who listens how he's not responsible for anything and it's the higher ups fault. His name is literally everywhere, he prides himself of being the owner and sole inventor of the server, how much higher can you go from there?
I'm upset about the poor guys who are being exploited and actually pity the fans that truly can't see what's before they eyes. Hope those people have it better from now on, but Quackity? He can go cry about it on stream if he wants, this entire thing has been a mess since before it started and I'm happy to see it crashing down. Deserved!
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About the situation
ok so i hate addressing drama on here but this feels important.
If this is how you’re learning about the Shubble situation, i apologize
more under the cut
first things first: i 100% stand with and believe Shubble. My heart is with her fully and I’m so glad she’s healing from what she went through with her abuser.
the reason im posting this, though, is because of the discourse surrounding Wilbur Soot and the possibility/evidence that he was the unnamed abuser Shubble was talking about. And as many of you know, i post a lot of crimeboy/sbi/wilbur-centric stuff. For now, because from what i can tell the situation is less than a week old, i’m going to give Wilbur time to respond. I won’t say that it’s him, i won’t say that it’s not him, but i’m prepared for the worst.
As for this blog, i’m probably going to handle this the same way i handled the Dream situation; i’m going to take a break from Wilbur centric aus for the moment until things become clearer, but the odds that i’ll stop writing for his character all together are slim. I don’t write with ccs in mind, ever, period. At this point i’m treating the dsmp cast like OCs with how far removed from their og characters they tend to be in my stories. In all honestly, i stopped watching half of these creators over a year ago, but i still like the idea of their dsmp characters. Hell, to be completely truthful i don’t think i’ve ever watched a Dream or Sapnap youtube video in full and those two are main characters in like half of my aus.
Also clarification just so this doesn’t get misconstrued: when i say “i’m going to handle this like the Dream situation,” i mean i’m gonna keep writing and not take down my previous stories, i’m just going to distance myself from the creator until more comes to light. I don’t want to compare Shubble’s experiences with abuse to fakes snapchat screenshots posted on twitter. Again, I stand with and believe Shubble’s story 100%, abuse is not something to be taken lightly and I wish her nothing but the best. It takes guts to speak out like she has and I commend her bravery.
This situation is a bit harder for me than the Dream one, though, because as I mentioned, i was never a huge cc!Dream fan, more a c!Dream fan. But I’ll be devastated if this is all true because I was a huge Wilbur Soot fan. Never really liked LoveJoy, just wasn’t my type of music, but SootHouse was quite literally the first YouTube channel i ever watched. Not to be parasocial, but Wilbur’s videos got me through some tough times. His YLYL videos were the only things that brought me joy when Techno’s death announcement was released on my birthday. I really looked up to him.
I don’t want to make this about me, the main thing in this situation is to support Shubble. No matter who the ex is, she deserves all of our unwavering support right now. I hope that if it wasn’t Wilbur that he somehow clears his name soon, but that if it was (im hoping it’s not but im not ignorant enough to blindly disregard all the evidence) that he regrets what he did and is getting help. I believe people can change and that everyone deserves a second chance, but im not going to know what to think of him until he gives a genuine, heartfelt apology for his actions, fully commits to bettering himself, and proves that he’ll never do something like this again.
#tw abuse#cyncerity#mcyt gt#mcyt g/t#cynpsa#i’m not gonna tag their names; this post is for my mcyt g/t audience#and if there are aus that include him that y’all are hoping i’ll finish:#hopefully i’ll get to them#i’d hate to leave anything on this blog unfinished#especially with how much time and care went into the stories and with how much love they were shown by you all#and cause i’m a perfectionist and a completionist even if it takes literal years#but mainly the first thing
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IM ONE OF YOUR MUTUALS I HOPE YOU RECOGNIZE MY WAY OF TEXT CUZ I WANNA SHARE W YOU HOW TAMS URSA/ZUKO MAKES ME FEEL WITHOUT PUBLICLY EMBARRASSINGLY TALKING ABT MY LIFE. LMAO. BUT ALSO UGHHHH IS THIS PARASOCIAL??? let me know I will back the fuck off. anyways. idk if you have plans to mention Ursa more for tams but like the stuff that was done will HAUNT ME. Like, azulas reactions to her mother remind me of my sibling and zuko was me, sibling was so angry with my mother for what she did to us and their fights got nasty and I guess I reacted like. a child. Idk how else to say it I think I was just a child with a sibling I wanted close even though we'd fight just as bad and a mother I wanted to take care of me. Instead I took care of my mother a lot, it often came to me to convince her to leave her bed. When ursa asked zuko to her room /"my precious boy" scene, I... SOBBED, because my mother did that to me and zukos joy and shyness was literally me. Like my mother's good days were incredibly incredibly few and far between and they were fickle but I always remembered them specifically, I would get giddy with her and it'd feel like change and when it wasn't I became depressed. My sibling became more angry and distrustful from them, they were much smarter like azula while my high hopes kept crashing. I just really want to say that because I resonate SO DEEPLY, with tams ursas story actually soooo so acutely and the only way I can really say that is by explaining how real they feel to me. I left stuff out cuz uhhhhhh this is already really intimate and I feel bad I'm doing this as anon JJDNWKE 😭 SORRYYYYY SORRY. I love tams and actually for real that ursa shits stuck with me ever since I read it <3 im haunted. thank you
YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME AND NOT TELL ME WHICH MUTUAL YOU ARE YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT BY THE LAWS OF MUTUALSHIP YOU COULD LITERALLY UNLOAD YOUR ENTIRE LIFE STORY AND ID BE NODDING ALONG ENRAPTURED HELLO
'idk if you have plans to mention Ursa more for tams' she is literally one of the main characters imo like the impact she has on zuko and azula is topped only by the impact they have on each other. i consciously write the fire sibs around the images of themselves they have in their head CREATED BY URSA. azula sees herself as cold, calculated and inhumane and her entire arc sees her grappling with that image; all things ursa viewed her as. zuko sees himself as the protector to honour his mother's last words to him, but he's haunted by the gentle, scared boy his mother loved so much. it literally punctuates their entire character arcs and becomes huge as tams goes on. reading your ask is just so heartaching, because it really is so so similar to tams (and that's actually going to increase as we go so be wary of that). no child should have the world dumped on their shoulders even by hands trying very hard to be gentle. i hope you can acknowledge that you were a child and your behaviour would have reflected that. if not, at the very least i hope you find ways to make sense of it as tams goes on x
#thank you for this ask <3 it's not too intimate or parasocial dw it's very touching to hear as a writer that i've impacted someone#especially when i write about things that i resonate with emotionally but personally haven't actually experienced#like it's sort of like getting a good grade in writing lol like 'well done you wrote this to feel real despite only being an observer'#so yeah please please dw and if you want to come off anon u know id talk about any facet of tams until the two-headed cows come home ;)#ask#tams asks
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