'hamas uses children as human shields in gaza' but there's no hamas in the west bank?

man

"Im not even sure anymore if we get to choose who our friends are" There is a part of me that resents you for making me a worse person than i want to be but i am inexplicably uncontrollably drawn to you. You make me a worse person which is the last thing i want yet i want you in every way. If i could leave i would. Maybe i can but i dont want to. I have fun with you. You challenge me and you captivate me and you push me and pull and run circles around me and it makes me feel like a younger man. For the price of being a worse person i get to feel truly, wholly alive. You are the blood that runs through my veins; vital, inseparable. I was reborn when i met you and you are the womb that haunts me. You are the one person on planet earth who knows me. I wish i could leave, move on and be the man im supposed to be but my heart is tied to yours in a gordian knot. There is a part of my soul that rests in yours, magnetic. For as long as i love you i cannot be better than i am. But maybe thats something i can learn to live with. Gregory House-- I think you're worth it.

recently thinking about the tcwg episode where mochis mob spell finally starts running out. apparently its maximum possible usage is 10 years (which they find out from pom) and appearently tiramisu put it on her too soon,,... when they ask her she says "Oh...you were such a cute kid I didn't want to wait too long!!" while pinching her cheeks, and suddenly theres a few more people at school who are like "Hey...I never really noticed but...Mochi is kinda pretty, huh?"

for the people who start to notice, they chalk it up to "Maybe she hit puberty late...?" or something, but regardless she has 1 or 2 more people actually ask her out, and lime starts to realize how much it bothers him

compensation :-]

CAN ANYBODY HEAR ME

eldest daughter syndrome really do be kicking my ass tbh

Got a few more hours in.

kind of considering printing off like three medical reports on how slowly increasing activity/exercise levels does not actually work for long covid chronic fatigue and just carrying them around in a duotang everywhere or something because I'm getting real tired of people telling me that I just need to slowly build up my tolerance to doing things again as if I haven't been trying that for over a year and getting nowhere and as if medical research hasn't already proven that it literally does not work like that for this type of disability 🥲

FUCK. I hate having to make adult financial decisions.

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living here is gonna fucking kill me at this point but id rather starve than go back in the closet

All of my friends are either suicidal or have anorexia or both and I don't know what to do with all of this worry

actually fuck this job forever 👍

Hey, hope you’re feeling better? Brain decided to do this. Still very stuck on Stormy Skies, Panicked Heart

Twilight ran full tilt for the ranch, reaching it well ahead of Time riding double on his Epona. He only barely remembered to switch back to Hylian to get the front door after fighting both sets of fences. He climbed the outer wall, the inner… he’d have to apologize and or mend later. It had been in the way. The chain were all clamoring for updates. He managed to bite out

“Found him. Time’s got him.” Which settled most of them. Then came the other half of his instructions. They needed to set up a bed, a safe place. Sky’s blank—hopeless—look tore at him. As well as the state they’d found the Chosen Hero in. Time had suggested it was like Legend, bad memories of storms but what if…

“Twilight, Honey.” He was lost enough in his rising anxiety that he missed Malon trying to get his attention. “Link.” Oh, she was talking to him.

“What’s going on?” He explained as much as he could. Time was on his way with Sky. He’d been sent to prepare the way…

“Ok, first. Go get dry.” Malon gestured to the washroom. “You’ll be no help if you’re soaked and shivering yourself, Hon.” He blushed as he realized she was right.

“Then we can set up the room right across here. I can show you where everything is.” Malon gestured to a door across from the washroom. “How far out were they?”

“Couple miles. Ti—Link is riding double on Epona. But Sky…”

“Breathe, Hon…” she waited until he actually took a steadying breath. “Get dry. Then we’ll take care of everything.”

;-; Aj beloved!

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This is amazing! Oh man, Stormy Skies, Panicked Heart became my fave, solo chapter of Whumptober story so fast I won't lie.

I totally dont have a follow-up fluff chapter in the works...

I'm honoured you've written something for me again like I could cry. I probably will. Im so honoured you've got no idea.

Vent/transphobia in fandom

I regret looking in the trans //// Dirk tag bc wow... people sure do love to shit on other people's interpretation of canon.

Someone fucking said "people are making him trans to 'soften' him and make him more likeable" like holy shit???? Am I actually reading those words?? Someone being blatantly transphobic in the tD tag, where y'know, trans people wanna read posts about tD.

If you think making a character trans 'softens' him, that's literally the definition of transphobia, and that's something you need to work on. Trans men aren't Men Lite. We're not softer and more likeable than cis men. Shut the fuck up.

I feel so fucking sick after reading that. Fucking asshole piece of shit. I did not need to read that tonight, while I'm literally suffering from a 'trapped in the wrong body' flavour of gender dysphoria and S.I. and just TRYING TO FIND PEOPLE BEING NORMAL ABOUT TRANS ///// DIRK SINCE IT FEELS LIKE I'M THE ONLY PERSON WHO FUCKING CARES RIGHT NOW.

Whatever. I will blaze my own way down the tD path. I'm doing it for ME. Not for anyone else. Fucking rancid-ass take, get the fuck out. No one wants to see your whiny transphobic arguments against tD, IN THE TAG FOR TRANS //// DIRK. Keep your transphobia to yourself, or I am busting out the duct tape. (Duct tape=block button. Yes, I blocked them. Don't need that negativity in my blogging experience.)

((Do not talk to me about anything that happens after Homestuck proper. I do not perceive those things. I do not want to know about those things. They do not exist to me.))

PS. Oh, I absolutely love finding any canon evidence to make toxic male characters into trans men (Handso//me Ja/ck, Joh//nny Sil//verhand, Br/o Str/ider, etc... actually now that I line them up like that, Bro is totally tame and normal lmao, HJ is wayyy worse of a person and there's tons of canon evidence I can argue with...)

Anyway, transing the bad guys... It's my favourite passtime. I could not give a fuck what you think about that. I like my men toxic and trans. I don't give a fuck about having "good" representation, because a trans man is still a trans man when he's a toxic asshole. That's the point. Trans men are the same amount of man as cis men. So you can SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT NEEDING A 'SOFT' BOY FOR TRANS MEN'S REPRESENTATION. DO IT YOUR-FUCKING-SELF AND LEAVE THE TRANS //// DIRK TAG TO THOSE OF US WHO KNOW THE TRUTH.

Dad: “You’ve never consistently walked every day how do you know it wouldn’t help?” (my chronic fatigue and perceived laziness for only doing as much as I need to and no more)

Me: “I literally walked (up the steep ass hill leading to our neighborhood) every day with 30 lbs of textbooks on my back for 7 years.”

Dad: “And you had more energy and were 100lbs lighter back then! See it works!”

like literally 1. no, I definitely did not. there’s (many) reasons I didn’t do homework and was failing every class bc of it, and a lack of energy was a big one. 2. lmao I gained like 30 lbs since I got out of high school if he really thinks it was 100 he’s deluding himself. 3. i only did all of that because i literally had no other choice. what was I going to do as someone who has a massive fear of punishment (in large part because of him), not go to school? skip class and get treated even worse? this is the man that cut off my access to running water for like 12 hours as punishment once. i can’t believe i ever thought that shit was normal