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newttxt · 2 months

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and thats a wrapppppppp!!

from the 10th and final chapter of utilities included

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#one piece #zosan #sanji #zoro #luffy #trafalgar law #utilities included #I DID IT. BREE DID IT. WE DID IT!!#i cannot believe i got all ten pages done on time. i feel ridiculous #AND THIS OFFICIALLY MARKS THE CONCLUSION of me drawing a comic a week for ten weeks. I HAVE LIKE. 45 PAGES OF COMICS FROM THIS #i definitely gotta compile em into a little pdf #wow #bree. if u see this. thank you. its been an honor to work on this with you.#i love how visual ur writing is to me. and i look forward to ur next project and how i can stick my horrible little fingers all over it #man. im just so proud. might still be unemployed #but im making art with a friend!

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transmechanicus · 2 months

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Really fucked up that two ppl can care about each other and make their best efforts to communicate and still end up hurting each other so badly they cannot stand to be in the same room.

#my stuff #i feel soooo bad talking to my therapist about the same topics over multiple weeks #like i feel like they're sooo sick of it like damn can this bitch get Over It alreadyyyy #hi yes actually can we talk about the near catastrophic sense of betrayal and loss that has haunted my soul for over a month?#can we talk about how I overcompensate for other's possible feelings and emotions to desperately mask my terror at feeling out of control #can we talk about how even when I know ppl acted with logical reasons necessary for their situation it still hurt me?#and that this pain fills me up with so much anger and frustration that I'm powerless to put anywhere that won't hurt someone #so it just cooks me inside and makes me grind my teeth constantly for weeks #im so angry i did not deserve to be treated like this it's not fair and I have no capacity to fix it or control when it feels better #i just have to survive and wait until i forget about it and hope they don't decide to reach out and fuck it all up #cause i can see that happening #i'll finally be free of thinking about them and generally going about my day unbothered and they'll ask to get coffee or something #and I have no idea what I should do in that scenario. because I don't think we can be friends.#and you have not treated me with the compassion and warmth I treated you #i would want to say mean things. hurtful things. I would want to bite back for once.#and that's not me. that's not who I want to be.#i don't wanna see you. go away. don't talk to me if you're not going to make the pain go away.

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oatbugs · 1 month

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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months #to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them #in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought #i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are #and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it #its worth missing i think #i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over #(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think #i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat #they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand #how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much #i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around #something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode #arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully #last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing #and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets #and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably #have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused #blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like #i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much #my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to #music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads #i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says #what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.

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liquidstar · 6 months

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the goddamn show came out

#no actual hate tbf i dont think its BAD but. very annoying on a personal level if youre greek sorry 💀#i think the past couple weeks have been horrible for a lot of reasons and i do not have the energy to like #be reminded of dull takes on our mythos every 3 seconds esp when they hardly even acknowledge greece exists its just fandom blorbo shit #its annoyingggg its annoying i dont wanna see it i want it Gone #i actually think pj itself is a pretty middling example of this though. again its not bad esp compared to like booktok shit #a lot of it is often the /fandom/ but even still i find it annoying #at the very least the show does have jason mantzoukas which is more than the books did w like. acknowledging greece lol #to be clear tho i dont think all the characters have to be greek or played by greek ppl i think its cool to have a diverse cast play gods #and their kids and whatnot. its mostly just abt like somekinda nod to where youre taking it from i guess? acknowledging the culture #that still exists! in the books they go to fucking italy ffs whats the deal #basically i have complaints and find it annoying bc it doesnt care about greece like most things about.... greek mythos #so im not excited to see it all over my dash i just think its very annoying personally sorry #ppl can still like it and have fun with it idc abt that but doesnt mean i have to like it either 🤷‍♂️#ergo. blacklist my best friend do your thing and get it away from me. and we will all be at peace again

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lovrbooy · 5 months

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i feel like i have very unpopular opinions on dennis within this fandom. i am scared of fandom spaces so. to the tags i go

#i fear that some of you see dennis reynolds in a fanon way that you have accepted as canon ...#he is not . GOOD! guys. i say this as someone who deeply relates to him #he is canonically unmedicated for bpd and i Am medicated so i feel extremely attached to the mindset he has that used to be my LIFE!#i dont believe dennis would ever willingly put himself in any sort of situation where he isnt in control or powerful. its why he creates #entire identities just to have power over women for a few weeks. he doesnt date because at some point they become powerful and he losespowe #i am certain that there are parts of his psyche that love his friends and family bc he DOES have feelings ! but i also believe its hard for #him to accept that or even think about it if he wanted to because he is so obsessed with his delusions of grandeur #i dont think love is ever something he could give to someone easily and if he did it would be a painful toxic wound #we already know this. he loves dee and they are horrible for each other. and hes worse for her whether some ppl want 2 admit it or not #dennis is my favorite character on this show and i wanna reiterate that because im scared ppl will be annoying I Dont Share my Opinions #about Media a lot even though i think Tons of them #iasip #dennis reynolds

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miumiins · 21 days

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dear

#miu draws #i was bawling so much over this song last night fr sldkfgh #i have been absolutely unable to shut up abt mga these past several weeks or so im so srry to all my friends/mutuals that follow me on priv #i canNot draw irl ppl fr i see mga fanart on jp twt and like everyone's drawings of them looks just like them....beautiful.....#anyways i've been working on a thing that i'm surprised i'm making significant progress on #this is just me taking a break from that while also just being emotional over the new song release sdlfkgh #mrs. green apple #adds mga tag days later but

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xeiviary · 2 years

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You’re not you when you’re hungry

#Spend 3 weeks on something just to name it after a meme #YES SIR #I WANT THIS MAN TO SNAP ME IN HALF #first it was priests then boots and now DRAGON Dicks idk whats happening anymore #im absolutely frothing at the mouth its over for me #Thank you my sweetest deny and other friends for giving me feedback along the way #Congrats to inky for finishing DWM honestly work of the century #silco #silco fanart #Arcane #arcane silco #arcane fanart #silco my beloved #my shit #now see yall in a month again LMAO #sorry

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anaalnathrakhs · 19 days

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love this part of my life where the things that are difficult but challenging and good for me are things i can stop and skip and halfass, but the things that are difficult and painful and pointless are the things i have to live with no matter what

#school and home life are too much to handle so i skip school #because i cant kick my parents out #and appartments cost money #and i dont have a car to sleep in #i could maybe try to dig up my old childhood tent but that brings a whole host of logistic questions + im scared and it's difficult #anyway. it's fine. it's cool. i just have to hold on until i graduate high shcool and then ?????#find a way to live without my parents money OR scholarships #all for some nebulous end goal of having a job (the only field i'm interested in and good at offers two options:#to become an academic #or to become a freelancer #i do not have the fortitude to be an academic and being a freelancer is convoluted and pays like shit)#i might've spent 24h without my parents occasionally if i spent the night at a friend's place once or twice recently #but besides that the last time i've gone 48h without my parents was when the mental health center organised a week camp uhhhh...#two summers ago #incredibly good for my mental health as you can see #god i remember like... years ago. around 13yo maybe or 14. a guy. i dont know if he was a mental health professional or like social cases #but anyway he told me ''you're too afraid to be away from mommy and daddy'' and it made me want to rip his eyes out #several other people have implied or suggested that too over the years and it's just #am i too dependant on my parents? yes. will it be difficult to take my independance? yes.#does it means i don't both rationally recognize and feel that this is really fucking unhealthy and hindering for me #on top of being unpleasant?#FUCK NO #i want out my guy. there's just not many opportunities for an already mentally ill teenager #now that i'm eighteen i have to grapple with the logistical problems of the money needed and how to continue my education #and im sure a billion more if i start searching a little more seriously #perhaps i should kill myself that way i don't cost anyone any more money #broadcasting my misery #vent

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anotherpapercut · 4 months

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last night at the show my friend took this sick picture of the back of my jacket without me knowing which normally I hate but I love my jacket so here check her out

#I actually just made the palestinian flag one a couple weeks ago and im kinda proud of how it turned out #kinda hard to tell in this picture bc of the filter he put over it but the future is queer patch is stitched w trans flag colors #the stitches alternate between pink blue and white!#i always have to point it out to people bc it took me forever and i need people to see it lol #should i post a pic of the front some time?#i am stupid proud of this jacket. now i just need to finish my pants and make one for my friend

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marzipanladyart · 1 month

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Emotional about first days of Lauren living with Erwan, I need a moment.

#Lauren being miserable cause he was beaten up and his violin has been destroyed #Erwan doing everything he can to make him feel better and not to worry about money or anything and trying to be funny and cheer Lo up #Lauren being very polite and unsure about everything but Erwan trying to make him feel like home #Lauren wanting to go cause he doesnt want to cause more problems or to bother Erwan and the old man panicking cause he is afraid that #if Lauren goes out now he is gonna run away from the city and Erwan will never see this beautiful boy again #before that the were meeting a few times a week cause Lauren was playing on the street and they would hang out together #and they became friends and Erwan was the first person Lauren trusted and tbh he is the only one he knows in Paris #or his entire life tbh Lo has no one #so Lo is complicated cause he feels safe with Erwan but also it's just too much for Erwan to handle and yeah they are friends but also they #knew each other for a little over a month #but he wants to be safe and have a home and change his life for better.....#brb im crying

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bangcakes · 1 month

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#first week of work done 💪💪💪#i think im already getting used to it oohohooho #n now that ive solved my job problem... there is the issue of my guy problem JDJDJDJDJJD #well its not a problem but u know what i mean NDNDNDNNDNDNDN #i wanna see him...... probs gonna ask if he wants to hang out with me n our other friend soon... n then after that i'll probs ask to hang #out one on one. i think we're almost ready NDNDNDNDMSMS #god im just. im in so much disbelief #like i was sitting at my desk today on my work laptop n had to have discord open #n hes like. usually top 3 in my message history or whatever you call it. and i was like god how surreal is it #that i like. open discord n there he is like ..... thats Crazy #i cant believe how far weve come like. i can just message him whenever n xhrkdkxjdjdd its so WEIRD #this time last year i was literally trying so hard to get over him LMAO. like girl if only you KNEW he was gonna become one of ur #good friends.... god. hes so cute i wanna keep him forever NDJDZJZJZJZMZM #personal

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elegyofthemoon · 4 months

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ok im running this on a different blog as well but been thinking about streaming again, but not off youtube the way i did before. just like a little discord server stream or something

also if youre a mutual!! youre welcome to add my discord regardless

#im gonna slightly test stream maybe for some pulls in star rail some time this week just to see how itd go @ _ @#ive streamed with my friend before over discord when i was pulling dhil but i wanted to see if i could stream for other stuff alskdjaf #but!! im not super entertaining i just thought itd be a fun way to hang out with folks askjdfahl #i think this week test stream is just me streaming pulls wahoo #im also f2p so no spending we just live and die by choices #but if it winds up ok id love to try and stream genshin (force me back into genshin bc im a stubborn brat who is fighting for his life)#im not streaming penacony bc i want Me time while im playing #besides i dont think anyone needs to see me screaming my head off while playing LKJADSHLFKJHA #its already enough that ive been raving over it for a week now haha #im so exciteddd #snowpolls

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indigodawns · 2 months

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