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thaliasthunder · 2 years

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help me decide what to read

listen i know i said that i want some nice book to just chill and giggle and fangirl and all that stuff because i've been reading too many sad ass books lately and im tired of crying

............but well at the end of the day people (me) say what they wanna say 🤷🏻‍♀️

so im debating myself between 3 heartbreaking, uncomfortable and disturbing books right now. 1 in english, 2 in spanish. A Little Life, Cadáver Exquisito, El Monstruo Pentápodo

A Little Life

i dont know much what it is about but i've looked its triger warnings up. and they are plenty. like, plenty

i dont really mind them tho because thats what im looking for right now: raw feelings. so it's perfect.

also, i feel like the less i know about the story the better 'cause i like to get into books that way, so if u have read it maybe tell what it was like for u without spoilers !!!!! ;p

in other hand, one of the things about A Little Life that has been stopping me from reading it these days is that..... idk if i should read it in english or spanish. i thought "well if i read in spanish and end up loving it i wont be on hustle of trying to find it in english, 'cause i'll be able just to go to my near (not that near) book shop in town and just buy the book".

but the thing about book translations is that i KNOW many things get lost in translation, and i have already confirmed that; so i thought "well then i just read in english and that's it" but then if i end up wanting it in physical i will be waiting like an eternity to buy it; and even after that, what if someone wants to me to lend it to them but notice it's in english and cant read it?

well, me lending my books is less likely to happen, but still!

Next book: Cadáver Exquisito

its literal translation would be Exquisite Corpse (Tender is The Flesh)

it's about cannibalism

i heard there's a part where a pregnant woman is head down tied up by her feet, and she's left there until she bleeds to death

sounds ill right? well that's the point

some reviews i've read said that i'll probably be wanting to become a vegetarian after reading this so it's a 2 in 1

anyway, what was the last book? ahhh

El Monstruo Pentápodo

in english it would be like The Pentapod Monster. kinda sounds like a children's book right? really nice!

well, it's not

things are not really getting better here, this book is about pedophilia

i have already searched a fragment up and it's absolutely disgusting, how that man is lusting over a little girl is infuriating and revolting

but hey, i said i wanted raw feelings, and this- if not already the others- is gonna make me throw up. u know, just what im looking for

so...... what yall think i should read first

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temeyes · 20 days

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heartorbit · 7 months

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WHEEEEEE

#project sekai #pjsk #prsk #emu otori #i drew this insteabd of payong attention to class. Sorry.#And am posting it while i wait for the bus. I ha e sleey disease #SLEEPY.#emu otori from um . fortntie #Rhebusihesjehr THE BUS IS HERE BYYE #edit ok im back waiting for my transfer BROTHER. THE ANNIVIERYUAEYH it got me so fucked up prsk you crazy son of a gun #I THINK THE NEW OUTFITS ARE RLLY CUTE MIKU SOOOO KITTY #im almost done with all of my commsni dont think i will open them again this semester. or next. summer. Im sho tired #my assignments r fun but theyre like big. Theyrbe large #my prof said he was gonna make us make fur/sonas for an assignment hut didnt want to get fired. dont be a coward #proseka autism is killinng me i cant lie WHY IS DARKNESS FESTA TIERING SO FUCKING CRAZY #IVE NEVER EVER SEEN THE 10K CUTOFF REACH A MILLION POINTS ON EN. USUALLY WE SLACK SO HARD. COME ON #im so sleepy and have things to do please sotp it AND CURTAINCALL IM GONNA BE SICK I CANT TRHJNK ABOUT IT

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lilybug-02 · 4 months

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Any more random Soul or other such Lore you’d like to share with us that you’ve come up with but can’t fit in the comic anywhere?

GET READY TO READ. Chara Timeline Lore!!!

Also take all of this as soft cannon. Most, if not all, will not be showing up in the comic (or at least in this amount of detail). And the comic does not need this information to make sense.

These book entries are from an in-universe source.

I hope you enjoyed the world building :> Again this is mostly all for fun!

4th Wall Break Time! - Humans are completely oblivious to the fact “soul entities” are humans themselves. Their little heads would probably pop if they truly knew. So don’t tell them! - Monsters are still made of dust in my AU, but they are more physical than their Undertale counterparts, only slightly… - Both Humans and Monsters cannot do magic freely. They would need to go through extensive training to get…a Wizard license! :O - It’s strange, but the Monsters seem more human than the actual humans in this world…huh…

#Hope you enjoyed me info dumping about this insane universe I've been cooking up for the past 2 years :D #if I spelled anything wrong here...Im not gonna lie I may be too lazy to edit it -W-#bread #ask stuff #deltarune chara timeline #my art #art #deltarune #deltarune au #the player #soul entities #soul entity #world building #there are probably other tags I should add. But im kinda tired. I'll do it later :)#byeeeeeeee #ct lore #ct q&a #the chara timeline

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gremlingirlsmell · 1 month

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queer tme ppl when they see an extremely transmisogynist TERF movement in a different country: "this is so punk rock" "based" "heck yea" "faith in humanity restored" "this is so cool to see" "literal history happening there right now"

#im not gonna lie seeing that post has almost 30k notes makes me not feel any safer here #i can just hope that most of these are ruisa's addition #but just going through the notes theres SO MANY tme queers cheering this shit on like ???#so you hate trans women. cool #transmisogyny #jeady rambles #these are all from the tags and reblogs of that post #the version without the edition the one that says 'no this is definitely not a terf movement just ignore them literally saying transfems ar #male spies and checking new members for adams apples and shit'

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cool-chocolatebouquet · 2 months

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What if two big strong former leaders of a team of color coded ninjas with a love of food and protective and caring natures and dad issues and who have gotten mind controlled at least once interacted with each other?

Looking at my interest of 10+ years vs my interest of about a year and a half . . . I have a type of favorite character methinks

#showing to the trend (semi)late with coffee #whats up #i though about mentioning both having no mom but then i felt bad #ninjago #ninjago cole #cole ninjago #cole brookstone #rottmnt #rottmnt raph #raph rottmnt #i think we're gonna have to kill this guy #fanart #ninjago fanart #rottmnt fanart #partly rushed but ykw im not here for the glory #(lie)#bouquet draws #love how i put no effort into cole's outfits their clothing designs still confuse me sm

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carnivorous-arboretum · 2 months

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bad end

[i'm a sucker for a lightwarden au hehe]

#ffxiv #wolcred #thancred waters #warrior of light #oc; cas eversong (it's a stage name)#ffxiv wol #cA's art #shadowbringers spoilers #lightwarden #nothing quite like making a deal to kill the person u love “in case it goes wrong” and then it goes wrong #tag rant incoming here #i. experienced SO MUCH FRUSTRATION with this one #fully restarted the first image 3 times and the second image twice. like from scratch #my vision was NOT lining up with what i was actually making sobs #sometimes u finish art but this time the art finished me #im gonna lie down for several hours as is customary at this time of night

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kayo-min · 7 months

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BLEACH x Vamptober 2023

10 Carmilla | 11 Necromancy | 12 Modern World | 13 Fangs

#i am slowly but surely running out of time LOL #i had such little time for unohana that night welp i wish i could do more #not gonna lie #i was not going to do these because im so busy ;-;#there's a good chance that this either will be the last or the days will be chopped up from here #i thought unohana would make a good carmilla from castlevania ehe #bleach #bleach fanart #tite kubo #retsu unohana #yachiru unohana #szayelaporro granz #ichigo kurosaki #yoruichi shihoin #vampire #vamptober #blood #kayomin

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sevikasenby · 4 months

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sevika making you wear a remote controlled vibrator so she can fuck with you while she plays cards this. sevika making you wear a remote controlled vibrator so she can fuck with you while she plays cards that. okay hear me out, sevika making you wear a wearable remote controlled dildo so she can actually fuck with you while she plays cards. thoughts?

#this is from my drafts #i made myself finish it 👍#it took legitimately 2 months #im not gonna lie it took 2 months just to figure out how to word this #feel like i’m talking into the void here again #ok going back into my imposter syndrome cave now #bye bye #anyways #lesbian brainrot #i’m 😵‍💫😵‍💫#sevika #sevika arcane #arcane sevika #arcane #sevika imagine #sevika x reader #sevika x you #sevika smut

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zi1arts · 6 months

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#my art #mcyt #trafficblr #can’t be bothered to come up with a caption here #i’m not gonna lie #im so brain fried #gtws #goodtimeswithscar #secret life smp

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emosyzoth · 8 months

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tumblr user magowolor posts magolor art (CHEERING AND CLAPPIN) yup yuup mhm thats right

#once he claws his way ouy of hell after definantly learning his lesson(not true) He and i will have a summer wedding #lol idk. maybe he did learn smthn but not necessarily the lesson he should have #like to him it was probably just ok MAYBE he shouldnt try n bite off more than he can chew n get carried away #and then he finds some other way to garner attention and make his impression on othars #esp w kirby hes reeely trying to overcompensate for his past misdeeds like hehe yah im suuuuuperr nice now trust ^-^#but maybe just MAYBE theres a slight shift were hes like ok well what if i didnt want to be good just to be convincing #only Bc his past motivation and actions were all built off one lie after another. he cant even tell if these thoughts are genuine #sooo maybe his curiosity gets th better of him and he figures the only way to find out and also maybe possibly b able to form actual bonds #this time around is by commiting to actually intentionally being good and stuff #like hes not suddenly gonna try an be a complete goody two shoes and be perfect bc hes still a mischevious guy yknow but uhm. yeah. yknow #^^^oh BROTHER we got a real yapper over here -_-#kirby #magolor #krtdldx #myart

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skeletoninthemelonland · 19 days

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top five movies

Whispers Of The Heart (1995)

The Prince Of Egypt (1998)

Coraline (2009)

Wall-E (2008)

Alice In Wonderland (2010)

#i swear i have to watch more movies. how can 4 of the top 5 be all animated lmfao #I MEAN ALICE IN WONDERLAND WAS JUST PLAIN GREEN SCREEN AND ANIMATED EFFECTS WHO AM I KIDDING #anyway.#im not gonna lie about this so here it is ha #inbox

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nvoc · 1 month

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#skyrim #skyrim screenshots #tesv #.c #.skyrim #more screenies from the drafts #havent had time to play skyrim lately #busy ☹️#and if i did have time to play games it's only multiplayer fps games with friends.....#....we even picked up fortnite for the shits and giggles too........#e e e e...#i yapped so much here on something else then i immediately deleted all 10ish tags of yapping #gn im so tired #(thats a lie im gonna be up for the next 8 hours)

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kind-of-a-shitty-wizard · 2 months

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the production of don giovanni im watching has a very talented leporello but im way too distracted by his outfit to focus on his lines

what is this. pink on green? crosshatch on stripes? bigass feather cap?? this is the outfit of a man who hasn't realized he's bisexual yet. i need him

#don giovanni #i pivoted too hard and actually got curious about what i think jenkins would be interested in so now here i am deadass watching opera 🧍‍♂️#my interests are shifting before my very eyes (might change some things abt this blog idk)#the opera's very good tho. its kind of like watching shakespeare #im not even gonna lie i chose this production JUST because i thought this leporello was cunty af #like theres a whole song where he talks about all the women don giovanni fucked and he fucking ATE in it !!#enochtalk

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ballad-of-the-lamb · 4 days

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I decided to go ahead and follow the residents of Ptolemaea link and I just.

My mind has been opened to Ethel Cain and I don't think I can ever go back. Thank you so much for showing me her work!

The Ninth Circle, Ptolomea - the deepest circle of hell, for those who betrayed friends or guests.

#munpost #usually i gatekeep musical artists like this because im not gonna lie i dont think people understand the music #and when people misunderstand the trauma being spoken about it kind of drives me insane #but i simply will not look at it #heres a treat from my hidden spotify archives

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fruitybashir · 2 months

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holidate ch10 spoilers without context 😌✨️

#wont lie this week was god fucking awful and i considered skipping an upload here but this chapter contains scenes that ive had in #bullet points since the start so i was really looking forward to actually getting them done bc i think theyre funny/cute whatever you wanna #call it so <3 upload it is <3 #the torment is relentless and the horrors never cease but i stay silly 💖💖#(dw abt me fr i just gotta make it two more weeks until i get concerts + a break and from then its all gonna go uphill again i swear)#OK IDK WHY IM RAMBLING PERSONAL STUFF HERE IM SORRY ANYWAYS idiots in love time tomorrow woohoo ✌🏼✨️#joker out #bokris #holidate spoilers

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