#im going bonkers omg
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This covid fatigue can kiss my ass I want to DO THINGS AGH
#tw covid#im over the worst finally i think#but oh my god i am so weak its not even funny#i have so many projects I want to be working on but even doing a strength warm up sapped me#i also return to my physical job tomorrow so uhhhh oh boy#i am a busy body i hate sitting idle yet its what ive been doing now for a week#im going bonkers omg#i just want to draw or write but my weakass arms say nah#ima riot i s2g#anyway I'm just complaining ill be fine#just gAH#covid fatigue is no fuckin joke#rinzydings rambles
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say you love me or ill kill you !!!
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 3#yakuza series#yakuza 3#yoshitaka mine#snap sketches#i am not immune to This Song Makes Me Think Of X disease every time i listen to this song my brain always goes Omg.....#'daisuki' is so funny for this in particular cause i mean. First Off 'dai' sounds like 'die' and second off hehe dai-go :^)#this song was made for him basically#even 'say you love me or ill kill you' vaguely fits if you wanna int. that as mine wantin daigo to wake up and say somethin ╮(╯-╰)╭#but im deranged so i just be sayin anythin#i unno if im too happy with the final but im kinda speedin through this cause i have stuff to do and i just wanted to draw smore before noon#ok byebye i love mine and how bonkers he is
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im being so completely genuine when i say that being held would absolutely make me sleep better and i think a boy should cmere and help me prove myself right
#i am. so eepy.#i gotta sleep omg#its. 12:17 am.#im gonna go bonkers rn#mlm#mlm yearning#mlm post#mlm love#gay mlm#trans mlm#t4t#mlm thoughts#mlm blog#t4t yearning
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turning my attention each 5 minutes to some genre of music and going insane +++++ thinking how much i love this genre of music then getting unprompted to some songs from a totally different genre and the same things happens i just cannot stop loving things the circle goes on and on
#went into a music rabbit hole wanting to learn abt jethro tull#i wish micthesnare did a disco deep dive on this band i sadly didn't find too much info#NOT AS IN THERE'S ABSOLUTELY NO INFO ON THIS WELL KNOWN BAND.#but i need the infos in a video format..... the disco deep dive type of video micthesnare does is perfect for that#anyway went bonkers lately over dad rock then because of relistening to queen other genre in rock and and and and#bangers bangers everywhere help me#so was in this realm for a while saw a cool video on of the clash album band that i haven't lsitened much but cool video and might listen to#them more. also video abt remain in lights i cannot believe how much i love talking heads#then sudden video on techno and <3 like! i was going to say “woah techno my true love” but i also go like this for everything else#not everything. but a lot of other genre#I WANT TO BE ABLE TO MAKE MUSIC AUUUGHHHH#ig waiting to save enough money to get a bass i could start trying to look into making music on da puter#idk im rambling im sorry who cares#tomtom_is_rambling#the video btw is “the ten rules of techno” i love how it's presented and i love music omg if music had a dick i would suck it so hard rn#man who has a problem
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I CAN ELABORATE— umm i definitely don’t think about it a lot but
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ok sorry im embarassed now but i think he likes it clothed im so sorry im hanging my head in shame but he definitely likes watching you lose control and the wet stain grow….
especially if he’s fully clothed too and you’re straddling him and he’s like “it’s okay baby… we’re in the bathtub for a reason, just let go”
- 💌 anon
nooo dont be embarrassed lol have you seen all the stuff i post here, i promise i do not judge !!
but yeah!! yes! omg he ... he loves making you grind against him too.. likes seeing your bare cunt on his covered thigh, making a big mess everywhere but he just encourages you... the warmth of your piss makes him go crazy too (he definitely um. runs his fingers through the mess to jerk himself off)
#sorry im. going bonkers over here.. i gotta write for him soon like . omg#💌 anon#.asks#tw piss#.anon
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Oh yeah btw you have the right to be extra insane when you're unwell. You're allowed to hyperfixate extra hard like do you think I would've been like this if I hadn't experienced severe vertigo? Fuck you, let me talk about my guys, I'm sick.
#flood warning#notice how im becoming less insane (sort of)#its because im getting better#nothing to do with the fact i became unwell the exact day The Kenstewy Hug happened and everyone was going bonkers#and now things have chilled out a bit#im still bonkers about that hug though i cannot stop thinking about it omg kenstewys really won for once#even if it doesnt end up in the actual show we still have something gay we can add to fancams#uh oh went insane again but at least its in the tags
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Chat what if I went straight badonkers rn then what then what...
#artblock#wtf do you do when you have art block#i cant art#help me#omg#help#im going crazy#im going mad#nuts#bonkers#whacky#lord give me strength or i will use force and take it from others
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tumblr. what is wrong with you /lh
#( ❀ ) ── standby.#BITCH FUCKED UP THE FORMATTING OF MY RESPONSE THAT'S SO EMBARRASSING AJJAJSJAM#omg i actually feel so disheartened ??? what the fuck ??????#disheartened is the wrong word i meant embarrassed. i want the earth to eat my sille self who thought it'd look nice alive#typo edit : silly. please excuse me im going bonkers rn
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I folded my clothes in under 5 days after washing them. Is this what it means to be mentally well???
#these are big hope days. i think in general im on the up and up again#i am also hard core fighting the urge to drink until Saturday....i would v much like an adult beverage rn#but im gonna stay strong...its training for when i go without weed fr once im out this time and THAT will be rough#and then after that....giving them both up at once omg. im so excited and like drained by it already lol#its all part of the process tho and i want to establish a sense of self control again#i got wicked out of tune the last 5 years omg#wild too bc thats like..over a fifth of my life. bonkers#rambling
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just went through ur entire biker!simon tag (about to go on a reblogging spree pls forgive me) and OUGH i have the most horrendous brainrot now thank u for the food u legend 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
also price on a harley im gnawing at the bars of my enclosure i actually want the whole biker!141 squad SO BAD.
omg thank u so so much!! and no omg ur reblogs are much appreciated!! nthn to fogive here <33
and ahhhhh im glad u have biker!simon brainrot toooo. it stays making me giggle n stuff so hhhhhh thank u guys sm for having fun w me as i write silly little aus <333
also! im definitely tryna complete a biker!141 instalment bc someone asked me about them and i just went bonkers in excitement!!!
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but just throwin out ideas here:
☃︎ soap and ghost have similar bikes, if not matchin yamahas. i feel like soap retains the colour of his bike from when he got it from the shop, but ghost def got one of his bikes wrapped (have u seen his mask? man likes flare!) (also ghost probably does have more than one bike teehee <33)
☃︎ im thinkin soap probably has a bright coloured bike… (it’s def a red yamaha hhhh god ik he’d look so good on it)
☃︎ price’s first bike meet was where he met alejandro and they def talked about their bikes (price’s was a harley and alejandro’s was a scout bobber), with alejandro offerin up ways to help fix price’s. (alejandro… on a scout bobber… god im on my knees thinking about it) (rudy’s was a harley too)
☃︎ kyle on a pretty, pretty suzuki. im torn between it being midnight blue or metallic blue. either ways, it’s fuckin’ blue and fuck does he look like a god on it
☃︎ soap’s place is the centre point between all of them so it’s an unspoken rule that they all get to use and access his garage
☃︎ kyle often has to take over for soap when they’re all fixin up their bikes (like either before a rally or after, or even just for fun?? is thay fun?) it’s not like soap doesn’t know how to, but it’s just that kyle’s a nerd and soap likes relyin’ on him anyway
☃︎ you’re their (unofficially shared) backpack princess. whenever the squad takes their bikes to ride towards a similar location, simon and you always get flanked by his friends. soap and kyle are behind him, with price driving at the very front. because this way, you’re as safe and as protected as you can be <33
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… ok but whys that last brainworm making me feral
#suns.hc#biker!simon#simon ghost riley x reader#ghost x reader#simon ghost riley#simon riley#task force 141#anon#ask#HELLO?? IM ACTUALLY LOSING MY MIND WOWOWOW#suns
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as much as we joke abt Annabel shitting herself during a possible divorce arc we have to remember that lenore would be hurting just as bad. lenore is just as obsessed with Annabel, just as down bad, it’s just lenore wants to let herself be happy and Annabel is a big idiot who’s sticking to what she knows- and what she knows is don’t trust anyone emotion is weakness weakness can be exploited. she thinks everyone is out to get her, she’s paranoid and clinging desperately to the only person who can actually make her feel things. But back to the point, we’ve talked abt how Annabel would feel during this but not how lenore might. This was lenore when she didn’t even remember Annabel yet-
She knows literally nothing abt this person except that she has some weird draw to her and she’s smacking orbs out of the air and running around the academy with scissors looking for her. She can’t stand being apart from her just as much as Annabel- the first time they met lenore literally grabbed her skirt under the table when Annabel giggled at her
Annabel Lee “would you do something for me?” Whitlock and Lenore “anything” vandernacht
She said I will not only write you a song I will fake my death and commit fraud and we will get married - after knowing this woman for 6 months.
Miss “the world is a cruel and terrible place- omg Annabel!! I can’t be late for my midnight rendezvous with my wife!!”
She wants to be w her all the damn time
“I’ll miss u 🥺” “even today i wish you would’ve been by my side instead.” “I wish you were here with us instead. that’s the only way this afternoon could’ve been perfect. ” “what will I do without you return to the attic?” “Im not leaving her side!”
“How the devil haven’t we seen anyone else yet?”
“Why, you looking for somebody? 🤨”
Divorce arc lenore will be lennabel having gayass and tension filled arguments and lenore going to sleep at night having gayass dreams of memories abt Annabel and waking up and crying angry tears and throwing pillows at the wall as she goes off the walls bonkers. Both of them are going to get so much worse and I love that the plot needs to keep them separated bc otherwise they would fuck absolutely everyone’s shit up.
Lenore and Annabel quite literally make each other insane. If the deans want drama separating them at the beginning was possibly the best way to achieve that.
Lenores gonna be angry heartbroken I hate that I need you sad and annabel is going to be my wife hates me I hope I die and im going to make it everyones problem sad
Do not separate white raven or they will both go off the rails and do insane things bc they are stupid crazy uhaul lesbians
sorry if I said the same things a bunch of different ways but the point still stands !! a divorce arc might be sick!
#divorce arc is a perfect opportunity for Annabel to make actual friends#the evil loser lesbian needs a hobby that isnt manipulation#platonic white plague besties is the dream#aro prospero telling Annabel girl you dont need to get married you need professional help#nevermore webtoon#lenore nevermore#annabel lee nevermore#nevermore webcomic#prospero nevermore#white raven#lennabel
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Maybe spoilers in you haven't been to Merusea Village!
Im just stitting here wondering why no one is talking about the merusea that says Paimon has puppet strings going into the sky and we are a space monster or something. I am vibrating at speeds unknown to man! I am SO normal about this.
waited until I finished that quest to answer this, and omg ToT her entire portion of the quest was bonkers. The fact you can see the upside down fountain from the chasm in the quest domain!!! what does it all mean Canotila!!!!
#anon#ask#genshin spoilers#genshin impact#this is me coping that we'll get another albedo winter event. like he has to go to elynas at SOME point right.
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Lestat at the start of The Tale of the Body Thief:
Hi! I’m The Vampire Lestat! I’m 6ft tall & VERY attractive! Miami’s pretty great! Apart from all vampires can’t stand each other so we’re all solitary now! I love that though! (Even though I am in love with all vampires. I wonder where my beautiful mother, who is also my child is?)
I love killing the evildoer!!!… Can I be good if I save just one human who would have been murdered from death….? I don’t think so (but I’d appreciate it if you thought so!)
Wait… this murderer I’ve been following is utterly insane & unaware he’s even a murderer… I won’t even get to drink all his delicious murdery thoughts… how very disappointing… AND he’s not even beautiful! He’s ugly & dirty & mad…. but that old lady he was going to kill… she is so wonderful: her incredible life & self & the skeleton leaf of her younger self that she remains as now. Why, we even have the same taste in novels! I guess I’ll kill the murderer. SIGH. That was unsatisfying….
…Whoops I killed the lady too. In a very sexy way though! I’m so awful! (It was so Romantic!) I’m hungry for MORE!
Why is this weird person who’s followed me round the world giving me a story? Probably just some mad mortal & it means nothing.
Oh look, there’s David Talbot! I think I might have ruined his life, but I’ll just follow him everywhere anyway. I do worry about him.
I’d write a book about Rembrandt & The Devil if I was mortal. Here’s my plot summary… maybe that writer - Anne Rice could write it for me….? Obviously, since I’m a vampire, *I* can only write about MYSELF!!!
Gosh! I wish Claudia would stop haunting me. I can’t talk about it really, but I wish Akasha hadn’t turned me into a cipher to the terror of masculinity & made me a massacring evil Angel from which I can never absolve myself. And worse… I enjoyed it. It was sexy too. Why did I (sexily) kill that old lady? I THINK IT IS TIME TO SHUFFLE OFF THIS (IM)MORTAL COIL!!!
Well, I know I said I’d ruined David’s life, but I think I’ll just nip in for a visit & tell him he’s got less than a year to live & that I’m suicidal & am off to kill myself immediately…. But I’ll check a few hundred times if he’d like to be a vampire too! Just to torture him some more. David’s so funny! Why on Earth is he reading Faust & the bible!!!?! Bonkers!! Mmmmm… David is so beautiful & sexy too. But yes. I am ready to DIE.
I don’t know if I can kill myself, but I AM THE VAMPIRE LESTAT, so OF COURSE I’ll make like Icarus himself & fly directly into the sun! I’ll eat the sun if I can! I MUST MAKE SURE I AM TOTALLY NAKED BEFORE I FLY TO MY DEATH! Did you hear me? I’m taking my clothes OFF!!! I’m flying to the sun NAKED! I’ve done it! I have no clothes on at all! Are you sure you’re not thinking about how sad it is that I want to die & you’re definitely thinking about how naked I am instead?
I’m not in any way thinking about how I might only get a sun tan from this & I don’t want it to be uneven. I am SUICIDAL! I’m suicidal AND naked! I do sometimes lie to myself. But I wouldn’t lie to you. So let’s just say it’s one & the same to me - if I am blotted from existence or if I just get a marvellous tan. OK THEN! You’re absolutely certain you’re thinking about how naked I am?! Let’s go!
Oh no! I’m not dead, but this hurts a lot. I wish I was dead… I don’t think the sun can kill me…. But let’s give it one more go….
Omg… I gave it two whole days & this hurts a lot & it might take a year to kill me. I think I’ll just stay alive after all. I’ll just go lie naked on David’s tiger rug for 3 days as I contemplate my existence some more (he killed that tiger, you know!) I’m sure this won’t traumatise him any further & that it has zero psychological implications.
3 days later! I *suppose* I’d better put some clothes on now.
Woohoo! I’m glad I’m not dead actually. OMG I have such a FABULOUS sun tan! I have never looked more exquisitely beautiful! Thank GOODNESS I had the prescience to attempt suicide NAKED in order that I’ve made total use of this effect! Look at my iridescent eyes! Yippee! I’m so excited I could do a tap dance! I can’t believe I wanted to die so very deeply & now I’m filled with delight about how pretty I am! I think I’ll try to kill myself more often! Next time I’ll make sure that as I feel the sun like the fire of Hell upon my skin, I do a little twirl, just to make sure the tan is that much more even!
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#the tale of the body thief#anne rice#interview with the vampire#lestat de lioncourt#the vampire lestat#iwtv lestat#david talbot
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FIONNA AND CAKE RANT PART TWO
becuaee.i just watched episodes 3-6
SO FIRST OF CHOOSE GOOSE CAME BACK
AND THEN HE DIED BUT HE CAME BACK AS A PERSON
WAS THERE TWO FINNS IN THE FARM UNIVERSE???? LIKE CLEARLY FIN WITH THE MISSING ARM IS FINN BUT LIKE HIS KID AND THE GIRL WITH THE MULLET KINDA GIVE ME FLAME PRINCES VIBES?????
PRISMO AND SIMON ARE MUTUALS ON AO3 TELL ME IM WRONG
WHY DO PEOPLE KEEP CALLING SIMON A GIRL??? DID I MISS SOMETHING????? WHAT???? LIKE I THINK ITS FUNNY BUT LIKE IS THIS A TRANS LEO SITUATION???
WINTER KING OMG!!!! SO GAY!!! SO BONKERS!!! WINTER KING SIMONCEST IS GROSS BUT LIKE I LOW-KEY THOUGHT THEY WOULD KISS LIKE UNIRONICALLY! LIKE THE ONLY REASON IT WAS FIONNA IS BECAUSE US INTERNET PEOPLE WOULD BE LIKE BRO TF BUT LIKE IN THE CONTEXT OF WINTER KING BEING A LITTLE UNHINGED IT MADE MORE SENSE THAN HIM KISSING FIONNA
CANDY QUEEN DESERVED SO MUCH MORE!!! ICE KING STAN FRFR! THEY NEED TO BE FRIENDS! THEY NEED TO BE IN A BAND RIGHT NOW!
BUBLINE CANON MEETING! WHY DID MARSH SHOWER IN HER HOUSE? DOES HE NOT HAVE A HOME? WHAT DID THEY DO TO MY POOR BABY BOY????
IM KILLING THOSE LEMONGRAB SONS OF B####ES FOR HURTING MY POOR BUBBLEGUM BOY! THAT WAS A REALLY CUTE WAY TO INTRODUCE THE CANDY PEOPLE
"so where does a cupcake go to meet a chocolate covered strawberry?" MADE ME WANT TO SCREAM! I MEAN I AM BUT OH MY GOOD LORD THEY NEED TO GET TOGETHER! WAS IT A METAPHOR??? IS MARSHALL DISCREETLY ASKING HIM OUT??? AND THE WAY THEY STARTED RANTING ABOUT IT IS JUST UGH
BECAUSE THE WAY THEY MET WAS MARSH WAS ALREADY THERE, SO THE "Cupcake" WOULD BE MY ADORABLE LITTLE PRINCE GOING TO THAT PUNK MF!
#Hkxfbngcnhdkvdigckbxvkdkbxbjxbkdkbdvkx#Need more now#like right now#fionna and cake#fionna campbell#fionna the human#winter king#simon petrikov#Candy queen#adventure time#princess bubblegum#ice king#finn the human#bubline#prince gumball#marshall lee#flame prince
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Hi! I don’t know is you’re ever seen those dance improv videos where they give you a random song and partner and see how well you dance, but I was wondering how you think the 141 boys/los vaqueros would handle watching their partner do one of those with someone who is not them? The dancing can get pretty intimate so I don’t thing they’d handle it well 😅
Example: https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT8PBHhsX/
omg i LOVE these!!! dance improv with a partner is one of those things that i just genuinely cannot conceptualize. i canNOT understand how two complete strangers can put together a cohesive dance number with a song that neither of them know is going to play. bonkers
i actually don't write for los vaqueros since i really don't feel like i have a great hold on either alejandro or rudy, but i think the 141 would have just variations of the same reaction
im torn between price not letting you and letting you lol. one part of me says he's secure enough in your relationship to not mind you dancing with other men, but the other part of me says he would not tolerate his girl grinding up on someone who isn't him. i think he'd come with you to every single class and you'd have insane possessive sex as soon as you got home <3
ghost would absolutely forbid you from going as soon as he realized how you were dancing at these lmao. he'll offer to do it with you (at home, and only after you get genuinely upset with him) but he's Not going to stand for his woman dancing with another man. ever
soap would let you keep going to your little classes as long as you only dance with him <3 he doesn't care if he's embarrassingly bad, that just gives him an excuse to practice more with you at home, where all that close up touching can actually lead to something more satisfying lol
gaz would watch and attend and be supportive and fucking Normal. but also keep you glued to his side any time you weren't actively dancing with someone and be glaring at every other man over your head lol
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(tw: scars) omg i never post on tumblr so this feels like talking into a void BUT
i’m going bonkers trying to find an aftg fic. i thiiink it’s multi-chapter or part of a series and there’s this one chapter that’s neil massaging andrew’s scars (like to give him better memories associated with them) and it’s very relaxing and super calm and andrew falls asleep after.
i know this is insanely unspecific but any ideas are appreciated!! im literally gnawing at my phone rn THANK UU
#aftg#andreil#neil josten#andrew minyard#tags are weiiiiird#all for the game#all for the game fanfic#aftg fanfic
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