[Monster High] i wanted to try merging G1&3 AND make them a bit more monstrous AND still keep the cute dorky kids quality AND wrangle the color scheme into cohesion... i just think it's fun how malleable they are

lately i've been finding it so so hard to be positive and hopeful. and it's making me so bitter and hateful. i hate it but i dont know what to do about it

there are doctors there are hospitals there are specialists there is medicine there are systems in place so people do not have to suffer and be tortured under their own chronic pain daily and yet. they're all fucking inaccessible to the people who need it most!!! to what I would argue is most disabled people!! I'm so fucking done with the medical system.

everyone in my state is going maskless and partying and berating me for being paranoid for continuing to wear a mask and refraining from face to face social interaction, all while we have 4k new cases a day and people from within my own department at work keep calling in sick with covid. if i have to hear one more person unironically say "its never going to get down to 0 cases" or "you should just get it so youre immune for a few months, realistically youre not going to die from it" i am going to start screaming.

One of my fave jackets is this green jacket with a fur hood im wearin rn because 1.) its green 2.) my dad gave it to me 3.) it reminds me of saejima. Who also reminds me of my dad

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sometimes i forget about the chronic part of chronic pain thats crazy

"will doesn't have anything to do with this, it's all el" first of all, more than one character can be important at the same time and another being special does not take away from anyone else being special. second of all, what show are you watching what show are you watching what show are you watching what show are you watching what show are you watching what show are you---

hello my little runts here to give u a life update bc i am me and i cannot stfu even if im supposed to be offline and studying </3

ANYWAY second to last final is tomorrow at 11 am and then friday at 7 pm AND THEN IM FREE so pray they go well 🧎🏽‍♀️

AND THEN in nine days i will be on a flight to my cousins wedding isn't that tho sexc of me 😍😍😍 i will be back in a week or two hopefully and then we will be spammed with gojo and geto content be prepared

me : equating your self worth to academic success is really unhealthy-

*has the best scores out of every third year on the literature finals*

me :

not to talk shit about a thing that nobody else here probably knows anything about but looking back at the pladge threads does still activate a very strong "do the whole group project by myself" instinct in me

my cousins who have money and privilege to be moving back and forth between the US and Mexico treat living in the US like a study abroad program that they can just pick up whenever they want and go back home to tell stories about it im sorry i have to say it they dont have good reason to be doing that when they have kids to raise 😭 youve set up the foundation for a terrible childhood by moving them back and forth and having them live with different people all the time like part of the year they live with their grandma and then with their dad and then with their mom you are fucking up those kids' mental stability 😭😭😭😭

it can be so fucking hard to be close to people who have very different understandings of time and respect than you.

I dont usually post on here, but i just wanted to make note of how my brain really just spent a whole week on DMC trivia and retrospects just because I gushed to my bro about dadgil just once over the phone. Guess my brain got MOTIVATED 😂

Acting all serious, but his doppelganger says otherwise. Did I mention my absolute fav to play as, only other consistent SSS rank after V. Dante having that warehouse of weapons up his ass confuses my brain too much... And nero needed more power for me anyway😤, not when his dad doing all that making nero all the more tutorial feeling

Then I hear there's an anime coming out, whelp 💀

Sorry for the lack of art lately, I've been going through a lot of huge changes in my life and I needed something else to focus my time on so I've been mostly crocheting so I might post a bit about what ive been making but I'm hoping to get back into drawing soon

been thinking up a dumb cute lil bbrae college au where for whatever reason, they end up stuck doing volunteer work together watching/hanging out with some kids (melvin timmy and teether obv) and its like. "enemies" (but not really) to friends to lovers u know..... u know......?