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my mom when i come home from venice pierced and tatted and gay
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vent post
tw: queerphobia, religion, depression, offing
pls help me and dw im not depressed or officidal anymore
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grace culture is being tired of constantly having to hide lgbt stuff (especially this tumblr) from your parents bc theu will lecture you abt how I should hide this stuff
their only reasoning is bc you dont see straight ppl do it
UGH I wish they would actually listen to why! I told my dad and he dismissed it and my mom, i dont remember. I love them sm and im sick of this strain. im done with constantly having to hide in fear of them
like they literally cried when i tried getting a chest binder after they said no (this was literally the most dysphoric point of my life ever and I told them tht and they were just like "well u need to love urself more").
I love being a teen but I srsly cant wait till I get out so I can actually do these things and live how I want to. I have good morals and a good heart so ill be fine.
Mom thinks I'm getting too lost in society, yet thtis same society wants me dead and in hell. Like what???? I told her abt the antimtrans kaws being all over the us and stuff and she said "well what does tht have to do with you?"
IM TRANS, SOME MY FRIENDS ARE TRANS.
Not only tht but human rights should NEVER be repealed! And then she went on and on abt how she helped this person and how she sees herself in me.
Since this is how you are treating an extremely marginalized community, I dont want you in me. I love you and dad so much but I just cant do this anymore. I'm tired of lying and hsving to sit through your speeches abt how I should keep lgbt stuff private bc they would like me to do tht and society may hate it in the future (it already does). I'm tired of lying abt how I agree with you when I completely dont. I'm tired of you saying tht "well God loves everyone" when you really arent acting like tht, actually live your life and truly show His love to everyone you meet.
My dad is the same way execept he's not Christisn (he's Muslim but he doesnt go to mosque) and he looks down on gay/trans ppl bc so much of us have bad mental health. hmm I wonder why?? Its the same thing with Black ppl and other POCs so what are you talking abt?? We're Black so we should know how the other feels! And you're a doctor so you should stop this prejudiced nonsense, please.
I want to actually be able to talk to my parents abt anything and everything and be able to be me. I wish tht I didnt just have God and my friends, but my parents too! I wish tht they actually supported me with this stuff bc all theyre doing is hurting me! They say they love me but when I asked my mom to please use she/they (this was when i was thinking tht i was a demigirl and used she/they), she said "uhh no" and ignored it. only my friends helped. When I told my mom tht I wanted a chest binder, she said "what if its too dangerous and hurts your boobs?". I did research and proved her wrong but she still said no!
srry for the long vent but im just so tired of this. Last night, my mom looked at an image I sent to my brother and friends
this one ^
and she lectured me abt the gay emo pride thing. WHY DOES SHE CARE SM?
For someone who's like "well nobody cares tht youre gay", you care quite a bit. Stop trying to convince me into liking or dating guys and stop trying to force me to not speak abt smth im passionate abt.
"well you havent rlly developed an attraction to guys"
duh obviously, bc I DONT WANNA DATE THEM! Guys are cool as heck and I'd be their best friend but not their gf!
You and dad think im doing this for attention but my entire life, I didnt care abt tht. Even when I was a toddler, I didnt care and made sure you knew! Dont you know me better? You pride me in being your first and being your daughter and you love me alot but if you truly love me, please stop doing this. I wanted to off myself and I was depressed bc of this. You're lucky tht I have a strong relationship with God bc He was the reason I didnt. He gave me wonderful friends and He comforted me through His word.
At the same time, Im afraid to even tell mom and dad this bc I know they'll be absolutely heartbroken and will cry a LOT bc of this. I dont wanna see them cry again bc when I did, I felt like it was all my fault and yeah. I have no clue what to do other than keep this a secret from them until the day I die. And after tht I dont want them to go to hell bc queerphobia goes against all God stands for.
pls help
srry for the long post but ive been holding this back forever. This has gone on for 2 years
#vent post#tw queerphobia#tw queerphobes#lgbt discrimination#queer kids#help please#this is a cry for help#mogai#queer#queer issues#black lgbt#black nonbinary#black xenogender#poc mogai#liom#mogai safe#tumblr
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Jan 18, 2024, 10:44 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZE-Lbrv63JA it was one family
The Thing 2 1984 (canceled late in production)
giants
those star wars things are it
eyes out
lasers
tounge out too
the pregnant thing in the japanese movie
i sent the video of them in the hospital
and the et thing
it was that hospital in the thing 2
me being an eskimo
them getting that fish
and a giant mouth
open its whole life
the pop cat mouth meme
closed its mouth once
i would talk to it from over where
9,000 feet
it could speak
9 guys raped it
the apostles
to speak
john was his dad 3:03 the monster man
jesus is him, then greg
in the video of monster men
greg always had to hunch over and look
then her about to give birth with what she had to carry to get him
his wifes body
she lived in it
and he raped her
wrong hole
his wife screamed the whole time
thats not me!
didnt care started doing it
he said it
those men were it didnt care
ate ice, the drug
and took it there no its this
ate that much at once
galapados
their trip
of boats
a family
bradys
atlas most
move em out
loch ness monster is her
their mom
had 8 different husbands couldent see
took her frm the back
but knew it
sex
she knew it
then he came out
my dad
if you feel safe with him tehre
the sound will fuck you
dont care and hate him
they gays are it to live
they are mad
they wernt nice to love you
they leave come back and rape again
them being there is rape
the one that kept having all the alien infants were it
gave them abortions
it was what was in the eggs
fetus looks like shrimp in early stage
opens its mouth
forms one first
or
insert all of it and burn it
together
the pyramid fucker is it
make the lines
impregnated 35 at once
land floods
he gets them all
no boats
they left
meant relationship
he takes them
the women
mexican men and black men are this
arabic men are the boats
come out
and swap
they say it
swah P
ahp
13 together ate you
he went to get the rest left alive
of old xenomorph
to get rid of them off the planet
the dad tht said he can get 35
was this
in the snow the giant
i made him say another word not swap, swah ap
and people ran for their lives
the rest of apacolypto to the shore was it
beach
other than that they all died
troops went in there
invasion
of spanish american war
then went to the south west
and ate
more
of them
xenomorph
people did
they dont want you to remember it
stay away from the suhn
dun
woops
sun
they say that
my right eyebrow is growing back not the left yet
i bought the eyebrow syrum
my hair went back to brown already
wtf
i forgot i would section it off in four pieces to dye it
i do not know if it is permanent
Jan 19, 2024, 5:11 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lQwqHLd1v8w teach me the mosh pit
THE TEST DREAM LIVE THE BEAT SHOP SAN JOSE 1/12/24
show them
feed me the food
im the only dad
no one has fun
kid at 4
not allowed
woof
shove her in
dead
again
should i walk up to taco bell to get food
holt sit
this was me they said
she didnt wanna do anything in her life she just wanted to go to school
just go to school shit
they said i couldent get a fucking tree this year
this is my christmas tree
chris, leon, mary sue
Jan 19, 2024, 6:15 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zx76uvIDU3s his wife did it to him to kill him in 5 years and he lived
Zoochosis - Official Announcement Trailer
since
29 years after
gender man
barbra bush got him too
Demon Slayer: The Movie | First Look (Teaser Trailer) 2024 - Trailer #1 | Live Action - Shueisha'
i wanna be butterfly girl
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PVKQNDnlpO0 naruto looks lame
Naruto: The Movie - (2024) Trailer #1 | Live Action - Teaser Trailer | Shueisha Concept
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5jO0-4zXsuw this one looks good
DRAGON BALL Z: The Movie (2024) Trailer #1 | Toei Animation - Teaser Trailer | Concept
hope frieza doesnt scare you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4fGtQ5YZLHc that might be whats left for the movie
ALIEN 5 (2024) Official Trailer
youtube
IT Chapter 3: Welcome to Derry - Teaser Trailer | New HBO Max Horror Movie | StryderHD Concept
that is steve the mystery
went with cheryl ooh emily my little monkey now i know i can fuck her
held her
and fuck her pregnant
cheryl had 17 guys before her age
3 pieces in a nose like the naruto character
takes out a piece each wife
3rd.
they kept hooking all day for it
i can have another nose piece for her
long one
said it three times
before his dad attacked him
agan
to leave and fuck his sons wives
then his gay son came out sarah
that is him in the resident evil thing
mummys family she cheated
with the giant thing
wait 4 years
we will pound you
i will pound a kid into her
only she looked at me nice
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rant about school and like friendship and how my past friend trauma still hurts or whatever nothing bad but 🤷♀️:
went to my last class i haven’t had yet today and it was kinda 😬 because an ex (??) friend is in tht class and i promised to not talk to him because of communication issues etc etc etc but then i met somebody new today and i began to plan out my usual aquaintanceship scheme to avoid being alone because loneliness makes me feel SICK and EUGH the ptsd pain
but then as i was leaving i noticed she was being slow and went 🤔 and she stopped walking as she went out the door when she saw i was holding the door for somebody else and i was 🤔 and then she started to walk With me and i was like 🤯 and we did tht thing where u go “oh i have to go now” but you stand outside in the cold and talk for like another 20 mins like when ur mom says ur leaving in 5 minutes but she means 30
and i’m like for real shaken up at the thought tht she just fucking did tht like i’m usually the instigator when it comes to forming relationships and she tripped me and i’m fine with that
the mere idea of somebody PURPOSEFULLY... making the move to talk to me without me trying to butt my way in or plan out my every move i’m still loosing it this is longing for companionship
maybe when i get my free dining dollars in like 2 weeks i can ask if i could eat dinner with her and her roommate who knows i’m excited i want friendship but i still gotta be careful and cautious 😤😤😤😤
overall i’m like
#text#first issue involved me not understanding signals but he also has his own issues too so it was a really bad mixed bag#and the professor used the both of us for an example today and i felt so guilty#the idea of being alone in a classroom with jobody to talk to makes my ptsd go haywire and makes me wanna d*e#i NEED to talk to SOMEBODY i hate the silence nobody talks on this campus unless they already know each other i hate it#and im a commuter so i never get to go to EVENTS OR ANYTHING#this new person tho shes gay and instantly i already came up with 100 ideas as to why she talked to me#its because i was dressed like a clown and look obvs gay#she likes bnha tho so ill see how tht goes#but i gotta be calm because i can get excitable and aggressively compassionate and some ppl do not like tht#but i think this should be fine i just want this to be FINE#it took me like 5 weeks to ask my now good friend demi if she wanted to go ear lunch and hang out outside of class#I USUALLY PLAY THE SLOW GAME... THIS IS HAPPENING... FAST??? MAYBE???#everybody in my life is like: ooo dont worry about making friends so much things happen#ALL OF MY ILLNESSES... ARE CAUSED BY HORRIBLY FAILED RELATIONSHIPS... I AM AFRAID ALWAYS#I WANT TO HELP PPL AND I WANT BELONGING I DO NOT ASK FOR MUCH#MY MOM DISMISSED MY FEELINGS AND MY DAD WAS LIKE ‘HA UR GONNA THINK ABOUT THIS FOR WEEKS. GOOD FOR YOU’#AND U KNOW WHT HES RIGHT THIS IS A MOMENT OF EUPHORIA#MAYBE I WONT BE ALONE FOREVER
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why i think christianity is just one big abusive relationship
tw for christianity, abuse, sexism, racism, uh f slur (f4g), some phrases can be read as antisemitic (i speak very negatively about biblical jews) but i am not antisemitic.
so. all this info is based on personal experience with both topics. I have done little to no research. if you disagree or think i worded something wrong, dm me and i'll edit this post if your points are reasonable.
yes i am a christian (i think) i believe that God exists and there's heaven and hell and angels, but that's it. i don't like going to church or praying or reading the bible and i hate being referred to as christian and i used to call myself an agnostic but apparently if you believe that god exists you're a christion so um LOL. (pls dont cancel me in one of the good ones idc if you fuck in ikea or if youre a fag i swear i only belive that god exists and thats it)
i think we all know what an abusive relationship is. It's a relationship where one person(or people) has a hierarchy over another person(or people) usually most abusive relationships are physical, emotional, or sexual. but there's also mental abuse, power dynamics, exploitation, etc
christianity is ticks almost all the boxes of different types of abuse.
Now abuse is a complex thing. i cant talk much about it in a tumblr text post. if not, id have to make multple parts of this (ill make more parts if people like this one enough ig) so im going to start with things that dont seem abusive but actually are
power dynamics: simply put, power dynamics are usually relationships where one person has more power in the relationship, usually outside of a romantic or sexual setting. for example we have an employer and an employee, a government official and a civilian, an MMA fighter and a teenager, etc. the difference in power can be physical, social, monetary etc.
Now i dont really know what kind of power dynamic that is the most prevalent in christianity(because its a delicious soup of so many things that seperating all the elements is close to impossible), but a really nice one is the rift between pastors and their congregation. the pastor(preachers and priests apply to this but im just gonna use pastor) is usually seen as the head of the church, most times hes more financially stable than his congregation(hmmm i wonder why....), hes seen as a person who could do no wrong by god, he is above his congregation in many ways. another example is between christians and God but uh i feel like if i say more about that sky daddy will kill me himself.
'But good golly Light, how would you relate this to other abusive relationships?'
Think about a stereotypical relationship with a power dynamic. (im sorry but the only example i can think of is meredith grey and her italian himbo bf). reread the last few paragraphs. do you understand now?
emotional abuse: good golly this is a big one.
do you know how many times ive heard a christian say shit like 'God only loves you if you do x and stop doing y' (cough cough being gay cough) or 'if you dont become a jesus kinnie youll go to hell and burn forever? well ive heard it a lot of times, and i never bothered to count
think about those examples i just gave, and think about how twisted it is. think about a little child, maybe she's 5. think about her parents telling her everyday that 'God only loves her if she keeps her virginity till shes married or stays straight and cis or doesnt get tatoos or piercings or only wears clothing that will glorify the lord' this little child is being groomed to beleiving that shes only worth God's love when she deprives herself of so many things that would make her happy (and idk i remember the bible saying that God's love is unconditional... curious....) if you dont think thats emotionally manioulative then damn im so sorry for you
sexism/patriarchy: LOL this is a good one
there really isnt that much of an explanation for this one. modern christians see women as objects. literally. women have no worth in the eyes if your average bible thumper.
a woman is not allowed any autonomy. a woman is only useful when she stays away from men, a virgin doesn't drink all to please her future equally bible thumping husband.
there are so many bible verses that go along the lines of 'woman bad man good woman only exist for man pleasure'
and yes i have proof: I Timothy 2:11-14; Exodus 2:18; Deuteronomy 21:11-14; Luke 2:22; Ephesians 5:22-23
finding those verses were not hard at all. it was quite literally a 2 minute google search. imagine what i would find if i spent hours scouring the bible for shit like this? (and i rlly think you should look up these verses theyre really fucked)
racism: LOLE this is an incredible funny one (and not funny in a funny way funny in a this is so sad and sick but if i dont laugh i might go crazy and bitchslap a jesus kinnie)
disclaimer that the concept of race is v different now than it was then. i dont know much about it, i refuse to do any research on it, but ik that the notions of race would be different from the ones over 2000 years ago
okay so i think we already know that christianity is a white people thing (quite literally. the only reason its so widely spread is bc of slavery and colonialism) and we know that a lot of radical christians are v racist (i mean they already think tht they have a moral high ground bc a really old book said so so racism really isnt a stretch)
theres a lot of verses in the bible where Jews (gods chosen people) beat up and kill and steal from and rape etc the gentiles (god hates the gentiles for some reason, then turns around and says he loves all his children... curious...)
theres also a lot of jew/gentile segregation in the bible.
in the old testament almost all the chapters are about gods chosen people murdering everyone they disagree with for and or food or bc they worship other gods or just bc god said so. Jews would take the gentiles and rape them, kill their children, use them as slaves (seems a bit caucasian to me... hmmm), steal from them, all kinds of fucked up shit all bc theyre not Jews.
(okay this is not a jab at present day jewish people. jewish people are very opressed and theyre completely different from their biblical counterparts. dont go up to a jewish person and say that theyre evil bc of what their ancestors did 2k years ago)
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Youre just too nice Em ; ~; Id love to chat privately but my anxiety is through the roof with this already so I dont think I can yet... But on the subject of yuri,any recommendations!? I search a lot but I cant find more ... And yeah, I highly doubt anything could get you to like her, especially if the combination heroes unit thing with byleth didnt help, that one got me real good hahaha.. I always feel judged if people I like dislike something I do like, though with media im fine, but girls...
Oh, and again, thank you for putting up with all this kinda out of nowhere babbling ;~; if I wasnt such a pot of anxiety I'd have approached you way earlier but yeah... I will appreciate you from the shadows and sometimes send a buttload of asks instead, though that sounds a touch creepy now that I write it out ; ~; In any case, I hope you won't mind my wackass fictional lesbian problems when I drop by hahaaa.. I do gotta split now so again!!!! Thank you!!!! <3<3<3<3<3!
you are always welcome here! there is no need for fear. but i cant pretend i dont understand anxiety, so im glad youve at least managed to send me asks <3 also fuck that combination hero that should be EDELGARD with byleth in a cute swimsuit not that whore pope
and you KNOW i got yuri recs i got yuri recs for days! if you want anime, Bloom Into You is top tier. Adachi to Shimamura just finished airing and its pretty good too. the Kase-san and Morning Glories ova is really nice and sweet. Citrus was, i think, pretty good? but they were step sisters so that might put you off. i also really love Sakura Trick, bc its just about girls kissing, and they do that a lot. oh, and its not really like, Yuri yuri, but My Life As A Villainess was really good and the main girl is really gay and all her girl friends are really gay also. i enjoyed it immensely.
i dont know much about manga bc i dont read it often, but if you want recs of that, ive ended up rereading Bright and Cheery Amnesia like 3 or 4 times. Ive heard really good things about the rest of the bloom into you manga since its finished. thats about all ive got for manga but im sure i could rustle up a dozen more that ive heard are good.
but i think the real place for yuri is visual novels! heart of the woods i cant recommend enough its SO good and everybodys SO gay and ghost gf im in love. highway blossoms is also by the writer of heart of the woods, and its also incredible and one of the only experiences with english voice acting that was good enough for my standards. kindred spirits on the roof is really good and theres so many couples in it that are really cute but one of them is a student with a young teacher and some people would be put off by that so i have to give this disclaimer. and shit i would even recommend sakura gamer, which despite being fuckin a horny trashy sakura game, is still really cute and the writing i think is clever and you can date BOTH girls at the SAME TIME and its REALLY good theyre very cute. the sakura series surprisingly handles yuri plots a lot better than they handle straight plots, which isnt to say they handle them well, but . . . at least the girls have personalities instead of being cardboard cutout self inserts.
also this ones a bit niche but i played through one game of ladykiller in a bind, which is about a girl pretending to be her twin brother on a cruise, and theres a lot of bondage and “plot crucial” lesbian sex scenes but you can just fucking turn on “sfw mode” which makes everybody wear christmas sweaters during the scenes and it fucking kills me every single time i see a girl just with a really oversized christmas sweater tht doesnt match the art style at all. and also it’s very good about dealing with consent and gender and i just really enjoyed it. also you can name the characters whatever you want with no letter limit so i named one “She Who Licks The Boot” and it made me laugh every single time she appeared.
ive got a lot of other yuri vns in my steam library but some of them i havent played and a lot of them are sakura games. if you want more detailed recommendations of any of these please just let me know! i am always excited to talk about yuri. but now its bedtime and i have a terrible headache! i hope you have a good day anon! <33
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heyo what’s poppin ! it’s me, hannah ! i’m 20 n vibin in the est. my pronouns r we/them/boys but she/her work as well djskfsmd n i’m currently #unemployed BUT i am a full time student... majoring in dumb bitch theory n loving my gf n i’m at the top of my class baby...... :’) ANYWAY. i’m back again w a ( hopefully ) more condensed version of the infamous google doc(s) STRIKER KIM? MORE LIKE STRIKE ME IN THE HEART I LOVE U BITCH so that u dont all have to read the monstrosity that is my app ( but like, if u wanna... u can find it right HERE )
n without further ado... let’s kick it !
this is striker, he’s 28 ( soon to b 29 #ariesculture ) n he’s very complicated.. very complicated....
his mom cherry kim ( nee corallo ) is the daughter of lorenzo corallo, renowned filmmaker. daphne had a stint in acting in her youth as well but ending up withdrawing from the spotlight once she married his dad.
his dad is warren kim, business man
what kind of business you ask ? well..
let us rewind a little bit, shall we? now if you know anything about the ins and outs of organized crime in new york city, the name corallo might sound *eyes emoji* familiar to you. giovanni corallo was a boss of the lucchese crime family until his arrest and… you guessed it… that means our man lorenzo corallo is a man of the mafia !
lorenzo, however, wasn’t a first-born son which also meant he wasn’t an heir in any way shape or form and was free to do his thing you know BUT when it came time to arrange marriage for his one and only daughter, cherry, it was Expected of him to keep it in the family
enter the kim family, who had been loyal to the lucchese family for as long as they’d been in america and had built up quite a reputation for themselves in the family, so it was just a natural choice to marry off cherry to their son, warren
they had two kids! their first-born son, dagger, and their second-son…. STRIKER !
and, as in all mafia stories, there is no better prize than the benefits reaped from die-hard loyalty, so in addition to getting to marry a corallo girl… a series of unfortunate events ( i.e. some deaths and arrests ) led to the promotion from right-hand man to acting boss of none other than our very own warren kim
now being the child of an acting mob boss is stressful, but being the second-son of an acting mob boss is… slightly less stressful. see, cherry stepping Out of the spotlight was a strategic move on her own part but was entirely her own decision which meant that striker was free to choose the exact opposite
with no real mafia-related responsibilities or expectations ( other than keeping his mouth SHUT ) on his shoulders, he was more or less… free to roam however he wanted and as he’s always had a taste for the finer things in life, there’s no real surprise that he chose to follow his mother’s side of the family and became nothing short of a socialite in new york city
which.. despite what the press says abt our #mans striker kim ( i.e. being a billionaire playboy, irresponsible, reckless, wild, etc. ) he’s smart n his main motivation for heading straight for the spotlight is bc every person who falls in love w him is part of a complex and expansive insurance policy that makes it that much harder for the mafia to make him Disappear, u know ?
this is one of the reasons why striker and dagger never Really not along, though striker’s always had this theory that dagger was built for nothing but the mafia anyway bc he’s straight up one of the meanest, cruelest, most RUTHLESS people that striker has ever met. but, like, with a name like dagger… how could you not be?
things really start getting #Complicated for striker when he’s ABOUT to graduate from college and his dad yeets this mortal coil in a Shocking Tragic Unexpected death ! it doesn’t really affect striker all that much bc striker spent a lot of his life living with his grandfather in the city but… rather when his father dies it’s dagger that ascends into the role of acting boss and BOY OH BOY that’s nothing but trouble for striker
dagger gets striker roped right back into the mafia that he worked his whole life to try n get out of.. just like that. sad.
and because striker is… como se dice…. a stubborn shithead with a penchant for the dramatics, he starts looking for a way to make his brothers life absolute hell because! yes! striker IS the person who fucks with the mafia! what a moron!
for a good few years it was just minor stuff, nothing really consequential, but that gets boring very quickly bc ... u know ... it is what it is
ANYWAY. he really finds his in to what’s going to make dagger kim’s life HELL and that is getting himself involved in a little heist group. there are only so many events that striker can show his face that end with a robbery of some sort before it starts to become suspicious, and it doesn’t take a genius to connect the kim family to the corallo family to the lucchese family. it’s just enough to keep people talking but not enough to actively incriminate himself. and as long as he’s not publicly throwing the lucchese family under the bus, he’s still, by all accounts, insured by the mafia as the son of warren kim.
anyway! enough w the backstory! here’s some fun lil personality n headcanon stuff :’)
first and foremost.. he does have a face tatoo. ( and an eyebrow piercing and yes i have photos of both if u want to see them ) it’s of a crown on his left cheek and he
got it within a week of his father dying and dagger forcing him to come back into
the mafia to Assert His Dominance n show dagger he was still in charge of his own
goddamn decisions so fuck you dagger
dagger punched him in the face for getting the tattoo and he had a black eye for two weeks but you win some you lose some
on the surface? rich kid asshole!!! rich RICH kid asshole!!! you know the kind of guy you take one ( 1 ) look at him and you’re like yeAh u absolutely think that ur better than me ? that’s him
does he rly think he’s better than u? unclear.. depends on who u are... i already have some thots abt who striker wld dislike hmu tho aha x
fluent in english ofc n also korean and italian, his primary language is lit rally a jumble of korean and italian tht nobody can understand but like.. him n dagger n his dad ( rip ) n he also knows a little spanish and japanese.
he’s afraid of horses but will never admit it
he loves to bet!!! he loves it!!! it’s probably from growing up in a family where making bets on things was a major source of income but he will 100000% place bets on anything there is to place bets on and will rope as many people into his betting pools as possible
he hasn’t had his gay awakening yet isn’t that tragic?? turns out the mafia ISN’T a very lgbt friendly place, who would have thought?? so that’s absolutely something that’s going to happen bc we know that i love to make my characters suffer esp when it’s related to their attraction to someone whew…
he’s somehow both the biggest gossip and the most secretive person that you’ll ever meet??? like he’s an instigator n will make offhanded comments abt what he’s observed other ppl doing recently that he thinks are… inch resting… and you’ll have this long ass conversation w him and not realize until like 2 hours later that he didn’t say one ( 1 ) thing abt himself the entire time
you know how finnick from the hunger games used to get paid for things w secrets??? that’s so striker to the core… like you can’t buy him or bribe him bc baby has $$$ and is so disinterested in the glitz and glamor of fast cars and expensive drinks and whatnot, so if you really want him to do something for him… you’re going to have to trade him some secrets… n that’s that on that!
he doesn’t like to take his shirt off around ppl bc #scars ( predominantly the large letter L that’s branded on his chest but there are some others that i haven’t decided on yet ) anyway he does not partake in the pool parties n as explanation has just always told everyone that he doesn’t know how to swim… n he’ll die w that lie, thank u !
very paranoid... has 2 different phones w his contacts n codes.. folds his clothes a certain way so he can know if someone touched his stuff... has a fun in a safe under his bed that he changes the passcode to regularly.... he also has some ocd but a lot of it is #trauma
im sry there r so many points here i .. rly tried to trim them down n there are like 300% more in my app but.. whew... ok
i’m going to stop now but pls.. pls plot w me i beg ok thank u bye
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did you hear about the monaco trip? it’s legendary at ucla. KIAN KANG is going, i’m so jealous. their instagram makes it seem like they’re pretty dynamic and they’re all about “do what you do best” & texts left on read. can you believe they’re only twenty-three and they’re going on a free trip to monaco for the summer? hopefully they don’t let their aloof side show too much on the trip.
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uh henlo, quick intro before i disappear for the evening and write my second paper :( you won't see me till like tuesday :(( afternoon :( after class :(( anyways LMAO i'm aye ! i am twenty three :/ she/her pronouns and in the est timezone ! if u haven't already added me, add me on discord new girl could be the 1 for me#8402 , some of u added me and didnt come say hi so i hOPE after u read this u hit me up :( bc . i rly dont kno who is who tht added me JKFMGDSG dont be shy i do not bite :DDD
okay ima keep this fairly simple, let's start w stats !
full name: kian kang, no middle name, call him kk haha
nickname(s): kiki, k, ki, do not call him ian he won't ever talk to you again, respect his vegan white ass name
age: 23.
date of birth: november 2nd 1995.
hometown: new york, new york.
ethnicity: korean.
gender: cis male.
sexuality: bisexual.
hair colour: black.
eye colour: brown.
height: 5'11.
tattoos: has a tattoo of a lion on his right index finger and a tiny heart behind his left ear.
piercings: ears, three on the right, two on the left.
okay quick background ! im not gna write a lot and keep it brief bc ive been writing for school and my brain is DEAD i dnt have the mindset to go into depth bout anything but if u wnna know anything else just ask
kian comes from a well off background like his mom ? a sugar DADDY ! like his dad married into MONEY !
they live in greenwich village in NYC n tht area is so expensive so u can say he had a nice upbringing, went to the best school
anyways ! quick family talk, his dad rly didn't love his mom , and rly only married for money and security and when kian was born he wanted kian to have all the things and opportunities in life that he didnt so he stayed w his mom
n his dad ? gay as FUCK kept tht hidden for god knows how long
it wasnt till kian was like 15 when he was like o ? father thoust r gay huh
yeah so tht marriage ended LMAO and kian wasnt rly happy that his family broke up
at the wedding when they asked does anyone object ? he stood up and said ME bitch but he was joking but he wasnt joking he was serious , u can say hes .. happy .
he has two siblings, they're still babies, twins, they're like 12 thats baby ok he loves his siblings theyre annoying but loves them ! assuming the other three are gna be from the step sibling plot xoxo i can alter this
ok here's a rundown on kian now
kian , is a very blunt individual like he can be straightforward about a lot of stuff, he doesnt rly sugarcoat his words, it's just how he was raised
sometimes he can come off mean but like it's just.. how he talks and sometimes he doesn't realize what he says is wrong he just says it like this man has never been told to shut up,
he was always favored in school for the way he talked but sometimes tht warranted eyebrows raising left and right but he was still adored for his stupidity and lack of sense
he's an alright kid , can be nice when he wants to be , gentle soul once u rly get past whatever walls he put up
like he doesn't like to show that side as often unless u LOVES u but i feel like he should have air signs in him ..hmm.. will think bout it KFMDG
what am i missing ..
i feel like i missing something,
oh comign from n y of c he's super into looking good, even when he bums it down he looks good, he'll also call u out on ur choices and be like ur wearing tht ? today ? yikes...
if u want an honest opinion he's not afraid to be honest , v brutal xoxo
i think thts it
anyways PLOTS
so. . this is a possible plot ! and im gna base it off the song 'the wall' by anders if u wanna go take a listen teehee anyways, imagine this . it's all lovey dovey for a year and it was going well like over the moon relationship like you almost think these two would have gotten married but then after the year mark, things began to go down the drain? they started to hang out less, fights would break out, sex that would follow the fights but like that's it.. tht was the only intimacy, and sometimes they'd pretend they're okay for a day or two but then have a complete fit over like idk the wrong food order, cheating speculations could have arose and then they really really tried to make it right their third year, trying to go over what went wrong but then they decided to call it quits BUUtt since it's a fresh wound, they could have some slip ups if ukno what i meaaan anyways yeah if u wnna do this xoxo pls be prepared to plot back FKDG
a possible familial relation, like cousin . only cousin really, obv ur chara would have to be korean or half korean but someone who just knows kian inside and out this could be like an angsty familial relationship or a good one
ok another anders based plot ! listen to don't call :)) anyways this one, sometime after his break up he decided to have a few hook ups here and there, meaningless ofc but this specific hook up left a mark on him , maybe by the way they talked to him , he kept coming back for the four second intimacy, it left him confused n dazed , confused bc why am i feelin weird i just had a heartbreak
honestly im just down if anyone just wants to have a simple hook up plot thts cool too no thinking just lmk ! bc he's had a few after his breakup
enemies / ppl who don't get along ? idk kian could have come off COMPLETELY wrong and ur chara could have taken it the wrong way, insults were thrown here and there and they just don't talk with kindness
a sugar baby ! kian got MONEY ! i told u his mom ? a sugar daddy xoxo he doesnt mind spoiling ppl but only one he aint tht generous also u have to build a relationship with him if u want him to spoil u
uh thts it if u have any other plots just lmk xoxo we dont have to just do these
#monaco: intro#monaco:intro#idk which one but . where did everyones intros go why arent they in the tag JFKMDG#omg this is so ugly like i could make it pretty w aesthetic... eh#also . i need to make tags .. idk fi i wanna do tht yet .. probs not im lazy#about
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ok but heck the drama im just gonna Gush bout my crush in ur Ask if thts ok, cus i cant rlly on my blog custhey follow me, but god their so cute, n so amazing, n kind to me n SO FUNNY! i lov spealking to thm sm n they just make me SO happy,,,i wanna tel thm i lov thm but im mega nervous,,dont wanna make things awkaward ifthey dont feel the same, ndont wanna ruin our friendship. they just make my heart flutter n me feel so happy,,im,,gsay joker, im So gaY
“delicious. finally a good fucking ask.”
okay but!! I’m here to tell you that honestly, unless they’re already in a relationship with someone else, you should be honest with your feelings. Boo was (and still is) one of my best friends before we started dating. And I held back telling her about how I felt cause I thought it’d mess up the current status of our friendship. Our best friend had to literally force me to tell her because they saw how much it was killing me holding back and just how serious my feelings were and trust me, that was a er... “experience”.
So! I recommend just being honest. Idk what would have happened had Nova (our best friend) hadn’t put us in that position. But they did so because they ALSO saw how Boo was crushing on me hardcore and SHE didn’t know what to do with herself during it. We were basically doing the same thing thinking that the other couldn’t possibly be interested. So honestly, there’s a good chance your friend feels the same about you! I’d give it a shot. Tell them you need to talk with them about something serious and you need their attention. And speak directly from the heart. Don’t overthink what you’re gonna say! just be honest, they’ll appreciate the honesty cause it shows you trust them and it shows the strength of your relationship and bond. I wish you the best of luck nonnie!
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I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U!!!!!!!!!
here we are. i cant believe this its finally my turn to make one of these… there’s gonna be a lot of them,, definitely,,, bc i love u so much ur the grestest person I’ve ever met n u are so important to me i dont know what I’d do w out u !!!!!!! i love u sm
ur finally 20 wow ur a whole gma now !!!!!!!!!!!!! hsnmfmd u deserve the entire world n nothing less !!! ur the morning sun. the soft clouds in a bright blue sky. ur the smell of rain after a storm !!! ur everything good in this world stored in a……… rly hot n gay body. just saying. everyone around u is really lucky to have u !!!! u, the greatest smartest kindest warmest most beautiful angel !!!!
even tho ,, relatively speaking,,,,, we haven’t known each other for a long time it’s been almost a year:( and i can’t begin to express how glad i am that i met u. how happy i am to have u in my life:(( uve been a rly big n positive influence in it and ur someone i really admire and im fond of. i would really give up my own life for u ur the most important person:( ur the strongest kindest nicest and most incredible person. and u deserve to hear it often. every day. every hour. every minute every second….. bc those r the rates in which my love for u grows !!!!!
I’ve seen u through good n bad n this is such a small thing but. knowing u trust me and ur opening up to me even if sometimes its only to some extend makes me really happy:((( there’s no other person id rather have as my leo rising bff froggie sister:( i love u so much!! n thank u fr always being there for me too:(
sometimes i sit n think. when we first started talking. hmm idk u rly just !!! seemed so special !!!!! n ur so special 2 me !!!! my bestest friend:( no one is a match for u… goth queen …. gay goth gemini….. triple g >:))) n AAAA i rmmbr after a few texts thinking. wow. she. is so great….. n i would just sit there like a dumbass thinking of ways to just . talk to u frever bc i didnt wnna b lame. n we grew close rly quickly n it seems like yesterday ???? that we became friends ?????? n it seems like ive known u my whole life:( n every day that goes by theres not a single second my love for u doesn’t grow….. i love u:( n ik i repeat myself every single day but…. u really r my sun n my moon n the light of my life n my whole world djntkkd miss anja u rock!
we have all the time in the world n . just wait for when i come n see u n squeeze u in my arms even tho im tinier than u . we can get matching naruto tattoos n show them to our grandchildren when we grow old together:’// rmmbr when i said i wnna stick flowers thru ur hair:(( u cut it short n thats like impossible now bt ill still try….. anything for my other half
anyways im big ramble but . lets be real…. theres not a SINGLE person that’s better than u. no one. n i dont mean it in a cocky way:’/ u r … so smart….. u r so nice. most importantly ur rly strong. n thats really important and u don’t get enough credit for it:( ur so generous and pure. ur such a great person:( n ur self hate can die bc ur literally the most gorgeous girl:( ur nose ?? n ur lips ??? ur cheeks ???? ur eyes ???? ur hair????? everything abt u is amazing !!!!! every single thing !!! even the tiniest thing abt u….. perfect. ur amazing. n i love u sm:(!!!!!!!!!!!
n to wrap this up i wnna wish u the best in ur life:( bc shes. right there… right in front of u….. n everything bad shes thrown in ur face uve fought back n won bc like i mentioned 78282 times already ur the strongest person !!!!!!!! i wish this year for u can b the best so far !!!! i hope u can b happy n even stronger n 2 have good things happen to u n have th best luck n tht u do well in exams !!!!! bc u deserve it:( u deserve all the good things . good things for a good person.
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i don’t know how to explain my relationship w my mom to people
i recognize the horrible things she did to me and my sister when we were kids (suicide threats/threatening to drive us all off the bridge, driving erratically into other lanes, throwing shit, grabbing wrists and punching our knees from the front seat , once she held her hand around pekkas neck and shook, when she would stop talking for five days at a time) . i was such a distressed kid i remember being dropped off at school just hyperventilating from sobbing. and i dont know if i forgive her at all but i know she was overworked and exhausted and had no one outside of my dad (who’s a whole other can of worms!) so i empathize w her. mostly i wish she had more time to grow up b4 i was born, i wish she could have left my dad i guess. like she was 20 (my age !) when she met him n started dating him..he’s 13 years older and had two kids already (my older sisters ! who i love so much!) and they kinda built this world that was their work (she waitressed at this bar tht my dad was the sound guy at) and the music/restaurant scene in saskatoon . they still live in the same house. know everyone in the neighbourhood by name . N i think more than anything im still hurt at the emotional manipulation tht i was too young 2 see thru- she enabled my ed in so many ways, watched me lie to doctors about what i was eating and endless comments about how nice i looked and like a pendulum it’d swing to her screaming at me 2 eat and wtf was wrong with me, once she called me an anorexic bitch when i was like 12! i’m still really hurt over all of tht. also i think she’s known i am gay for way longer than i’ve known . Like once i was maybe 11/12 and we had my sisters and their boyfriends and three family friends over for a dinner party and she drank too much wine and started talking about what it’ll be like when i come out - i remember her saying there’s no hope with my grandparents, they’d cut me out, and that my dad is gonna have such a hard time w it. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) I always forget that. N along w that is so many comments and disgust towards lesbians and also trying to set me up with random men she works w. Her idea of me scares me so much ! I know these two things are not intentional , but really ingrained in hatred of herself , mayb catholic ideas abt sex and shame and guilt.
i do love and appreciate her so much at the same time.i think she’s grown up a lot in the past couple of years and is less insecure about being vulnerable around us . N i dont ever wanna cut her off . i dont know though i think my parents will both keep going through the same cycles their entire lives
If i move home i’ll b living back home for at least a couple of months i think. N i think i gotta be strong and smart and not shrink into myself
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Part 4 of things my friends do that make me love them even more:
- both rachel and cristine are artistically talented and i cant fucking wait to see them become famous doing the things they love (i know theyll becoem famous i believe in them tht much) (rachel has a great singing voice; cristine has a great singing voice, knows how to play various intstruments, loves acting, and can paint/draw amazingly)
-seth tells me some catchphraes his fav youtubers say whenever we talk
-none of my friends (nor I) knows how to react or what to say most of the time, especially when it comes to gift giving and compliments; we’re all oblivious and awkward people that don’t understand society
-andy messes up on what to say to customer service people when its evening/night time cus we usually go out around tht time but he’s used to sauing have a good day
-andy also hates intersections so he’ll pretend hes walking in the other direction (away frm the intersection), stand on the sidewalk and pretend hes doing something, or take a whole other route if theres a car nearing the intersection bc he says it feels awkward
-rachel’s favorite animals are dogs and raccoons so when i send her a post abt raccoons she gets rly excited and says she wants to hv a raccoon as a pet when she grows up. She also gets excited when i point out a dog to her in public (she cant see it cus no glasses but still excited by its genert presence)
-dina is scared of lightning so I always try to ask her if shes alright when theres a thunderstorm
-when we go to the park, rachel almost always tries to make tiktoks. We always end up interrupting and annoying her while she makes them though, sorta like our little routine.
-last time we went to the park, rachel ended up accidentally hitting meng and I directly on the face with the volleyball (its ok though cause im pretty sure we’ve ended up accidentally hitting each other with the ball at least once)
-when i got hit with the ball dina asked me if i was ok but as she moved towards me she went for the ball (we were playing monkey in the middle and she was one of the monkeys); its just funny and i love that our friendship is at a point where we could laugh about it and everything is fine
-i told my friends that i was depressed before going to the park to hang out w them. when i got there i kinda just sat on the ground looking through reddit with music on high. they all tried their best to talk to me and tell me funny stories (they said they overheard a group of kids talking about how they pantsed another dude) to cheer me up. Dina and Rachel both decided to give me a hug at the same time and i toppled over. Dina gave me a hug again. I love them so much
- Andy called me while i was in class to tel me to look at the sunset. Its something that both of us have done a few times because we both love sunsets and usually see them when we’re out. Its a small thing but it makes me love my friends even more.
-I was on voice call with Rachel on discord and she laughed then sent the group chat a link to a tiktok
-(not my friend but my mom) She knows that i hate it when things are thrown out when they’re still good or can still be repurposed. Someone brought flowers home for some reason (i forgot why) but she was putting the flowers in a vase one day. Some of the flowers broke off the bigger portion of the stem and couldn’t be put into the big vase but she put a bunch of them into a small container for me and gave it to me. I loved it even though we did hv to throw it out like a few weeks later.
-My friends and I were at Central Park and we were waiting for my two friends to finish up taking pictures. Meng and I were taking a short nap (him sitting down w his elbows on his legs and me w my head on his shoulder) while we waited. We also shared my earbuds to listen to my music. I was p sleepy so I was on the verge of sleeping my also sorta aware of what was going on (mainly cus we were guarding our stuff while everyone else was taking pictures elsewhere). I was doing that thing you do when you’re nodding your head while trying to stay awake/go to sleep. I kept on doing that until he eventually sat up a bit more and pushed my head onto his shoulder better
-Samir looked at a shirt with george washington on it and confidently said that was benjamin franklin
-Dina was talking about how she kept on eating shrimo and peanuts even though she has a mild allergy to it. Rachel and I were telling her to stop and tht we’re not bringing it to the picnic on sunday cus we dont want her dying. She responded, very confidently, tht she “hasnt died before”
-Samir calls dina “d-money”
-Rachel gave me a hug as an im sorry for taking so long. (I genuinely didnt care cus even tho they do take a long time i still v much love them)
-Rachel takes tiktoks and videos of us while we’re out
-Rachel and Dina both got v the excited when i wore a skirt out today because I usually dress more masculine
-A few weeks ago (i think) my friends and I were at the park. I was trying to do something to meng and tripped and fell on the park ground (the part where there’s basically a bunch of tiny rocks on/in the floor). Meng was also trying to do that thing where two people hold a person’s arms and legs and swing them back and forth with me but forgot that if you take someones legs off the floor with no one else holding my arms, i would fall head first onto the park ground, which i did. Both times I laughed at myself but everyone rushed to me while laughing. Idk why but it made me feel like I was ok and safe, even if i was in so much pain, srsly i couldve had a concussion.
- Rachel and I both got excited bc we both wanted to got to the same college
-I call andy when im walking home by myself at night (or when the route im taking doesn’t necessarily hv a lot of people of lights) and he just vibes with me (sometimes talks to me abt how i should b home) until i get home safely
-idk if i already put this but Andy and I have a safe word when we think there might be someone behind us following us at night bc one time when walking home we thought tht and used our now safe word to see if there was someone
-Rachel and Dina do this thing where they take their hand and go from the side of someone else’s body (where the arms are) to the bottom of their legs rly fast while theyre walking. They call it “full body stroke”. They shared it w me and now we do it to meng almost every time we go out. Sometimes we do it together (one person per side).
-While at Central Park there was a dude that was singing (he was rly good). He started singing “Lean on me” by Bill Withers and my friends started singing along with him.
-Rachel sent me a tiktok knowing full well that itd make me gay panic bc yk ✨w o m e n✨
-Dina, Alan, and I stayed out after everyone else went home cus yk they were tired. Dina and I decided to talk like white girls/pick me girls the rest of the night with their stereotypical voices. We laughed the entire time and created weird storylines including: Jessica (Dina), Olivia (me), Jayden (Jessica’s boyfriend and brother that created on Jessica with me and Nicole), Nicole (Jessica’s friend), Olivia’s dad (a convicted felon in all 50 states and is dead), Jessica’s dad (a lawyer that’s also running for president, and Alan (he was just roped into our bs and was there to act like the dude that we both wanted to have as our bf).
- When we were in the bathroom and washing our hands, Dina waited until after the other woman in the bathroom to leave before coming up to me and, in a discreet whisper, told me that the soap was what “good pussy sounds like”
- Rachel, Dina, and I saw a few cats on our way to meet up with Alan and we played w the cats for a bit before one of them said “pspspspsp come here alan” to one of the cats. We now do this frequently to each other even though we hate it.
- We have corrupted each other to the point where we cannot hang out without someone saying “that’s what she said”, something about Dina being white, “just like this dick”, and “deez nuts”. We laugh about it a lot
- Rachel and I are both reasonably out of energy both mentally and physically after our jobs so when I walked w her to a mall w the rest of her friends, we both walked silently with a bit of catching up cause we both understood how the other felt
-We had a water balloon fight today at work (Alan, Rachel, and I work together). Obviously, I took the chance to pop as many balloons over rachel’s head and dump water on her. She tried to spray me w water using a water gun though. Afterwards gave the towel i brought to rachel cause she needed it to change. It’s important to note that rachel has purple hair right now and that the towel was white. key word: was. The towel was now stained a light purple (I dont mind but damn)
- i made rachel a purple raccoon by crocheting it (purple and pink actually). I finished it yesterday (sunday) and gave it today to her at work (monday). I opened the door a bit and peeked my head in with the raccoon just below me in my hands. She was confused at first but then saw the raccoon and her eyes lit up. It was rly cute🥰🥺 to see her get excited. We both nicknamed the raccoon “pimp jr.” and i made a lil name tag/from to tag that said it.
- rachel likes to lip-sync to music shes either listening to or hears in store and sometimes does a little dance with it. Its so cute and I love looking at her do it because it reminds me of why I adore her. She also goes hard when it comes to singing at karaoke. Like damn her vocal range is astounding
- dina got so excited when i asked her if she wanted to binge watch all the twilight movies with me. She looked so cute cus its one of her favorite movies. ugh i love my friends.
-a lot of dudes have crushes on rachel and dina and the both of them usually just try their best to avoid the person or avoid confronting them. Idk why but it kinda makes me feel grateful that I’m close friends with them because I used to have a crush on both of them before when we first met. When I told them i used to have crushes on them they didn’t act weird about it or anything and we continued to be friends. I’m so fucking grateful I’m their friend despite my initial crush on them cause they’re two of them most amazing people I’ve met my entire life.
-rachel, meng, alan, and I went to go watch Shang Chi in movies. In the last few scenes (which were v tense btw) rachel nd I both got rly anxious and squeezed each others hands bc we were scared out favorite characters were gonna get hurt. She squeezed the fuck out of my hand to the point where I couldn’t feel it anymore and neither could she. I’m ok with that though cus I’m glad she finds comfort in squeezing the living fuck out of my hands.
-dina, rachel, and I have matching bracelets from hot topic and i see them wear it almost every time we hang out. Alan and I have a matching pair too but I dont think he’s going to wear it very much (issok tho).
-We went to karaoke yesterday and I dont know how I just realized this but while she’s singing, dina likes to move around a lot. It’s not exactly dancing but not particularly just moving around. Its kinda like that tiny thing ppl do when they’re alone and playing their favorite songs on blast. She’s so cute when she does it, esp because she seems so happy when she does it. Even though I absolutely despise Justin Bieber, I would play his songs over and over again on blast if it made her as happy as she has made me.
-dina and I like to go to the swings and blast “Happier Than Ever” with earbuds in (we share a pair for this) and she screams along to it for the second half
-it’s become a “tradition” for us to go to the swings (most of time) after we’ve done the initial things we already planned out because dina and I love the swings.
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okay girls and gays i need roommate advice:
on one hand i wanna room with my good school friend whomst i love dearly n is kind of like my brother- the only downside is tht he is like popular and has so many different personalities so how he acts around me is so different than how he acts around other people; im also not out to him. i dont think he’s homophobic but i am a BIT scared me coming out will change our dynamic idk.
the second option is this random gay i found who seems rly cool and we have the same like tastes. we talked a bit and his humor is a BIT basic but we can overlook that. like shes cute n stuff n i get to start off surrounded by a new person but id feel more comffy being with someone i already know? but idk if thats rational me talking or my anxiety :/
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ill go ahead and say,, dangan ronpa,,,,
i’ve answered v3 already here so ill exclude v3 for this one,, ty for asking!!
Favorite Male Character: owo this is tough uhh i rly like hajime tbh!! also gundham.. theyre Valid
Favorite Female Character: KIRIGIRI AND CHIAKI!!!!!!!! they were my immediate faves when i first got into dr im so fucking gay for them.. i also Love mahiru a lot i think abt her all the time
Least Favorite Character: jkdfdkfl tbh? togami.. hes so! smug and arrogant and treats fukawa so badly and is generally so rude it makes me so angry,, i kno hes gotten some sweet character development and i still respect byakuya stans i just.. dont like him
Favorite Ship: uhhhhh chiaki/almost any girl? i love soninami and mahiyoko specifically.. toukomaru is also valid OH and i also like chiaki/ibuki/mikan..
Favorite Friendship: i like hajime and chiakis friendship!! (i dont. like them romantically i hc chiaki as a lesbian so,) i love them all being friends and alive :)
Favorite Quote: “no human language can describe the disappointment i’m feeling right now” -kirigiri
Worst Character Death (if any): chiakis death(s) still have me FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!!! also alter egos and gundhams executions..
This made me so happy you have no idea Moment: UHH u know tht one event in sdr2 where all the girls (and hajime) are baking/cooking together?? YEAH that one still gets me
Saddest Moment: FUCK uh…..,, this franchise has so many fucking sad moments.. the bit in chapter 5s trial where chiakis admitted to being the traitor and sonia is still denying it so much? seeing how much sonia cares for chiaki and wants her to live combined with how as hajime u HAVE to basically tear down all of her arguments bc its either everyone dies or just chiaki dies makes me cry like a little baby hhhhhhhhhhh
Favorite Location: IDK MAN!! fucking uhh titty typhoon because it makes me giggle and think of tht one scene where ibuki hiyoko and chiaki form a band and chiaki plays the triangle and shes super fucking into it
#sorry if some of this makes no sense ive got a lot of emotions and i didnt proofread this#thanks for asking tho!!!!!#it speaks#ask game
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hi i jst watched jake for the whole boot here’s my List
jake is always on his fucking phone!!! hes on his phone in the bus and in the hallway when hes walking by christine. ON THE BUS its really significant bc hes CALLING like nobody calls anyone anymore unless its for business or serious gossip and im willing to bet it was the former :/
still hung up on chloe you can see it he’s looking at her when he walks past the locker while shes telling brooke abt him and madeline plus he loves it when people talk abt him
his stupid laugh after rich calls him jakey d !!!! oh my god
he jst rests his hand on rich’s shoulder like bro... just wait til i tell you... everyone knows but i totally banged her
HIS HANDSHAKE W RICH MAKES ME FEEL VALIDATED AND ALIVE
HE HEARS NOISE AND IMMEDIATELY GOES RUNNING ITS LIKE RICH YELLING IS HIS SUMMONING CALL OR SMTH
HE DOES THE FUCKING SIGN W HIS FINGERS YOU KNOW THE ONE W THE FFUKCING. MIMING FUCKING W UR FINGERS
he laughs sO UPROARIOUSLY LOUDLY AT THE PART WHEN RICH CALLS JEREMY GAY I HATE HIMMM
hes always handshaking w rich hes so dumb
listen i dont care what any of you say jake rubs his face at the c-c-c-c’mon ending of the song and its his exhaustion hes fucking EXHAUSTED AND THIS IS CANON AND FUCK ALL OF YOU
LETS START THE PARTY!!! its canon he just announces himself when he enters the room by yelling also hes a party animal who wouldve known!!!
takes off his jacket and i GUARANTEE you MONEY that its to impress christine he doesnt stop lookin @ her through the whole rehearsal and back at his phone. put ur fucking phone away
IM WRITING A WHOLE SEPERATE HEADCANON FOR JAKE AND MR. REYES WHEN HE BRINGS UP THE HOBBY LOBBY AND Y’ALL ARE GONNA KILL ME FOR IT
okay so basically the fingergun thing that he does w mr reyes suggests a familiarity and anyway can y’all imagine jake meeting mr reyes when he starts working in hobby lobby and hes like. oh shit!!! and gets to know mr reyes which is why hes like, not getting in trouble for being on his phone in class... mr reyes Favours Him bc hes a popular kid and also they know each other outside of the classroom!!!! bc jake WORKS/WORKED at hobby lobby
jst turns around in the MIDDLE of mr reyes talking to talk to rich and brooke and i guarantee u its smth stupid like “what one is a midsummer night’s dream??? :/”
HIS FISTPUMP FOR THE FRISBEE GOLF TEAM!!! SHUT UP JAKE YOU ARE SO STUPID I CANT BELIEVE HE PLAYS FRISBEE GOLF
literally EVERYONE is paying attention to mr reyes except jake which means theres obviously something important on the phone he looks rly observed how much do u wanna bet its sm to do w work
REACHES OUT TO GET RICH’S ATTENTION WHEN RICH IS LOOKING RIGHT AT HIM
this scene is so important its so easy to tell hes nervous and literally dying and this is obvious bc he talks w his hands a lot already right see: “aw man i shouldnt say!!!” but like. this is a WHOLE new level he fucking FINGERGUNS christine and keeps rubbing his hands together its 10/10 a nervous thing he does bc he likes this girl!! he wants to talk to her!!! oh my god!! HE GETS SO EXCITED WHEN SHES LIKE ACTUALLY TALKING TO HIM LIKE “YEAH!!! YOU WERE THE GIRL THAT DIED!!! Y E A H !!!!!” hes so laughy and oh my god
you were.... *nodnodnod* .....good. who the fuck says hes smooth. theyre a liar. THEYRE A LIAR
I fucking HATE THIS PART okay he’s like... his voice gets all quiet and hes looking at christine and hes being GENUINE and OPEN and VULNERABLE with her like who the fuck tells someone on the FIRST time they meet someone “all the pressure i feel to be the best and everything all the time” like WHO DOES THAT!!! SOMEONE WHOSE HEAD OVER HEELS AND ALSO AN IDIOT.
he IMMEDIATELY brushes aside that he just like,, opened up to her to talk abt HER like jake oh my GOD honey you need like, therapy. please. im so tired he deserves the world
HES SO AWKWARD HE CALLS IT A VICTORY DANCE AND ITS BC HE LIKELY DOES STUPID VICTORY DANCES AT THE END OF MATCHES AND HE JUST FORGOT THE WORD BOW BC HES LIKE “oh!!! RIGHT.”
HE TRIES TO DO THE WHOLE PICKUP LINE THING. “I’M GLAD THAT GIRLS NOT DEAD BEFORE I GOT THE CHANCE TO KNOW HER” AND IMMEDIATELY KNOWS ITS THE STUPIDEST THING HES EVER SAID IN HIS LIFE
him already backing off bc he feels like hes ruined his chance :’) jake dillinger has insecurities w saying the right thing :’)
he does like. casual fingerguns when hes nervous its facts
HE TAKES CHRISTINES HAND LIKE HES TRYING TO BE SMOOTHA ND FORGETS THE FUCKING. LINE. HAS TO PLAY IT OFF W “whatever” INSIDE HES LIKE OH MY GOD SHE THNKS IM A TOTAL DUMBASS
HE GENUINELY GIVES CHRISTINE A THUMBS UP. A THUMBS UP. ITS LITERALLY HIM JUST DYING
jake and rich being even remotely involved in two player game makes their friendship so important to me :’) theyre bros. i dont care tht theyve only known each other a year!!!! THEYRE BROS AND ITS JST FACTS
okay im LAUGHING at jenna taking a picture of jake and christine to fuel chloes Seething Ex Gf Rage but like,, oh my god hes so awkward hes like !!! OH!! YEAH!! I LIED I JST WANTED TO HANG OUT W YOU ALONE
FISTPUMP FOR SBARROS!!! FUCK YES HIS FAVOURITE PLACE IN THE UNIVERSE
i hate this part hes like “you’re kinda hard to notice” and JUST MOVES ON IMMEDIATELY DIE DIE DIE
HE THINKS THAT SBARROS IS SO COOL THEY LET YOU PICK ***WHATEVER YOU WAAAAANT***
THERES SOMETHING I NEED TO TELL YOU “N OW?” this is the first time hes been smooth w christine and jeremys ruining it :/ (im joking i love jeremy jfndkgd)
JAKE LITERALLY TAKES A PICTURE OF JEREMY ON THE FLOOR IM SO MAD I HATE HIM
his stupid hero complex he pulls christine away like OH my god
okay at first i thought it was a cross that he formed w his hands but HES ACTUALLY PULLED A BOXING STANCE?? LIKE HES READY TO DECK JEREMY IF HE COMES @ HIM OR CHRISTINE OH MY GOD JAKE. PUT YOUR FISTS DOWN
#⠇ DRIVING FAST NOW; DON’T THINK I KNOW HOW TO GO SLOW. ( CH STUDY. )#its called i love jake and my back hurts gjnfkdjgndsg
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11 Questions Tag
i was tagged by @pinkheichou @tiny-heichou and @salbelni so that's uh...that's 33 questions holy shit this is gonna be forever long lmaoo
Rules:
1. Always post the rules
2. Answer the questions given by the person who tagged you
3. Write 11 questions of your own
4. Tag 11 people
idk if it’ll tag you guys if i put them under the cut so! i tag: @tokyo-ghouls-eat-rawmen @kingtatsunari @bertoltssweat @sluttttysurveycorps @piningmarco @lesliebruhleria @iviarka @softymir @dallyingdivergent @levi-nyanchou @noodlesforlyfe
don’t feel obligated to do this!!
1. Is there a book/movie that you’ve read/watched many times? Which one?
i usually dont like rewatching/rereading things but my guilty pleasure is snk, i love to watch the dubbed episodes and compare it to the subbed episodes, i love going back and noticing details i couldnt bc i was reading subtitles, comparing manga panels to anime scenes, yknow, lil things like that
2. What do you love most about your friends?
they try their best to cheer me up when they know i'm feeling down~
3. Ever been a witness to someone doing something hella embarrassing? (You don’t have to tell anything about it)
uh yeah, my best friend irl fell and literally slid down her stairs when she was drunk after prom last year and wanted to do it again
4. A fandom you didn’t think you would ever be a part of?
tbh danganronpa. on my old blog, before i got back into watching anime, i thought their hair was rly...unique, to say the least, and didn't think i would ever give it the time of day
5. Do you have a “trash character” you like?
komaeda :') and ouma, i know a lot of ppl rly don't like him lmao
6. Pastel or Black?
black, i love pastels but i look rly good in black lmao
7. Pet peeves?
when ppl ignore/interrupt me, unneccesary loud noises, lack of privacy, AND WHEN PPL CHEW WITH THEIR MOUTH OPEN OH MY GOD
8. If you had one free wish what would it be? (Wishing for xx/endless wishes is not allowed)
i would wish to bring immense joy to myself and every person i crossed paths with!
9. What are your favourite tropes/AUs for your ships?
holy SHIT im a slut for AUs. i lovelovelove actor AUs, zombie/post apocalyptic AUs, high school/boarding school AUs, college AUs, summercamp AUs, band AUs, coffee shop AUs, apartment AUs...i could rly go on but i'll stop lmaooo
10. Are you an emotional person?
VERY
11. Are you more attracted to popular ships or rare pairs?
i dont rly have a preference, if i see a ship i like, it's popularity doesn't concern me c:
1. Whats your favorite book?
i rly don't know, i haven't read a book in forever fml
i've already read all the books on my shelf and they're like...8th grade reading level :-//
my most recent read was more than this by patrick ness and it was pretty good!
2. Do you collect anything?
stickers!! i love stickers so much lmao what else...cute pins, and i'm slowly building a collection i call 'roadside paintings' where -- you guessed it -- i pick up deserted paintings on the side on the road. i currently have two hanging up in my room!
3. The last Song you listened to?
sir sly - high
4. Do you like Tea? If yes whats your favorite kind of tea?
fuck yeah!! tea > coffee, all day every day. i rly love blueberry acai green tea and papaya passionfruit black tea!!
5. Whats the first Anime/Manga you ever watched/read?
if u wanna get technical, sailor moon was the first ever, but naruto is the first one i went out of my way to watch. the first manga was shugo chara! i would probably still read it bc the characters are adorable and the plot is interesting!
6. Whats your favorite childhood movie?
pokemon 2000!!
7. Your favorite poem?
the universe took its time on you
crafted you precisely
so you could offer the world
something distinct from everyone else
so when you doubt
how you were created
you doubt an energy greater than us both
-rupi kaur
8. Your favorite Painting?
i don't rly have one!!
9. Whats the most amazing thing that happened to you?
still somehow being alive right this very second
10. Whats the Title of the last Fanfiction you have read?
i wanna say it was something simple like 'roommates' or along those lines, i honestly haven't read fanfiction in a couple weeks;;
11. Write 3 Book, Fanfic and Manga Title that you totally recommend!
i have the comprehension skills of a potato so idk if you mean three of each or three total so i'm just gonna do three total
book: more than this - patrick ness (rly good, rly weird. makes you think about our reality a little more. worth a reread when you're finished so you can piece all the information together)
fanfic: blue bear - afishoutofwater (snk/eremin - i was in tears by the end of this, it's so sad but very well written. major character death & angst, just a heads up!)
manga: killing stalking (hoo boy. this isnt for the faint of heart, lots of dark themes along the lines of torture and murder. not everyone's cup of tea, and that's okay!! <3)
① What are you most proud of?
this is probably stupid to be proud of but it's the first thing that came to mind
even though i wasnt that good, i made it into my eighth grade talent show playing the keyboard
i got up there in front of the entire middle school and fucked up tremendously
BUT I DIDNT CHICKEN OUT! so!! +1 point for tay woohoo
② Have you ever been so impressed you were left speechless?
if you mean impressed by someone's level of stupidity, yeah lmaooo, otherwise not rly
③ What’s your favorite time of day?
10AM - 2-3PM, i'm the only one awake during these hours (unless my mom has work) and the house is completely silent for once
④ Is there a certain song that gives you goosebumps everytime you hear it?
history maker from yoi gave me goosebumps for a while but no song has consistently given me goosebumps lmao
⑤ Is there something, let it be a hobby/food/movie/book/song/etc., from your childhood that you still love today?
i still collect stickers and i still rly love beanie babies...i also don't mind watching the berenstein bears/dragon tales with my niece bc those were my faves when i was a kid
⑥ What never fails to make you happy?
my morning solitude and fluffy art/fanfics of my otps!!
⑦ Do you dream? If so, which one was most memorable?
i dream sometimes, but my fave reccurring dream is where everything is neon, like the saturation has been yanked up 100%, and i'm just walking down a sidewalk minding my own business, and then it starts raining acid and everything starts melting away until i'm just kinda floating in the void lmao i usually wake up right after everything disappears
⑧ Who’s your favorite tumblr artist/writer/editor/etc.? Feel free to name/tag more than one!
the first one that came to mind was @glassesgirl0401, rarepair mom for life ; v ;
⑨ What’s your favorite fanart? Could you please link to its source?
omg i love every piece of fanart tht i reblog i cant pick just one!! i rly love how everyone has their own art style and ways of drawing certain things differently, the individuality is what makes art so amazing!
⑩ What’s your headcanoned sexuality/gender identity/romantic orientation of your favorite SNK character?
omg there's so many tht i like aaaaa if i had to pick just one, it would be armin and he's hella gay :3
⑪ ^May I draw them with their pride flag’s colors for you?
AAAAAA PLEASE?? that would be so great?! thank you!!! <3
here are my questions, i tried to make them interesting!
1.) If you had one, what was your 'stereotype' in school? (jock, nerd, goth, etc)
2.) What are your favorite and least favorite foods?
3.) Who is your favorite character from your current fandom and why?
4.) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
5.) What are your favorite hobbies?
6.) Spring, Summer, Fall, or Winter?
7.) What's one obstacle you've overcome recently?
8.) Yes or no: Pineapple on pizza? Fries dipped in mayonnaise? Ketchup on eggs?
9.) What is your most resourceful skill?
10.) If you could pick three fictional characters to bring to life, who would they be and why?
11.) What is the end-goal for you; What do you want to do with your life?
thanks for reading this far lmao sorry that took a lot longer than i thought it would
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