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moenmomentsthemoe-en · 2 months
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gh0sthyee · 1 year
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Just imagined jon at some point going "would you still love me if I was a worm?" just for the joke because he saw it somewhere and thought it was funny/ironic and then martin just casually and half-paying-attention says yes before jon can even finish the question "would you still love me if I was—" and jon is dead silent for a few seconds because the man is now processing that martin didn't even need to hear what it was before saying yes because he thought it was a serious question and it hits him that martin would in fact still love him even if he ~for example~ happened to become a Horrible Monster™ (which might sound pretty obvious yes but yk its jon we're talking about) and Wow
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cibthekid · 10 months
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I feel like there should be a robin show. It starts from Tim’s first year as robin, the batfam is still dealing with Jason’s death. Tim training to prove himself, and him learning that being robin is more than being a sidekick.
Of course Tim has to be played by Jay Lycurgus, as he plays a amazing Tim drake.
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teethcake · 1 year
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Hi~ I just wanted to pop in and say that I think you're a-OK to post whatever you'd like! Even if it's different that how you used to, I'm sure you'll not only learn quick, but be welcomed back with wide arms! I think it's awesome you are researching to try and not offend others, but I don't think you need to be toooo hard on yourself - I believe most people will know you have no ill-intentions :) No need to respond to this, just wanted to reach out to you! Take your time with your return!
<:,,] I want to apologize for being soo absent/ here and there but I cannot express how appreciative I am of the support still. I want to make sure things are not only okay to post but make sure they're fun too! Tbh.. its just Jeff's burn scars. Not only do I want to make them appropriate but I want to learn as I continue to draw him and so on. I do however want and hope people correct me if I happen make a mistake. I dont want to back down from something I did and want to learn! Just like the LJ "creator" thing back when I first started posting Creepypasta again! It taught me and I appreciate it! I want to have fun and spread my interests with you all after all! I'm majorly derailing from the path. Anon, thank you sooo much for such kind words and reassuring me on everything I said in a post I made a while ago. I am glad you reached out, I been posting again (slowly) on here and twitter and its been... well.. I guess anxious? Im not gonna dive into it, i'm learning to post for fun again and its been going okay <:'] scary a little bit.. but fun! Thank you anon and thank you to tbh, everyone bc I still see some people say words of support T__T it means a lot. I feel like I dont deserve it tbh, let alone people still liking my things still. Ive grown a lot so its like T__T omg.. so thank you anon and I hope whoever sent this can read this too and know i'm grateful for the message <:']
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butcharyastark · 9 months
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thinking once again about how painful but necessary the desire for revenge against hector is to isaac's arc, bc the thing is that it is unfair and it does hurt to see them pitted against each other, but that's part of the point. isaac doesn't really hate hector, he just hates what he represents, and to isaac hector represents a bucking of the security that gives isaac the only purpose he's found, the only morality that makes sense to him anymore. he starts out wanting revenge against hector bc he thinks he's betrayed them, which means betraying dracula, which means breaking down the only thing isaac has left anymore bc the thing is that dracula's presence and goals are both pillars of stability to isaac who doesn't believe in the goodness of people anymore, and so hector presumably unimaginably rejecting that is the necessary broken link in the chain that gets isaac on his road to genuine self-agency and recovery and believing in kindness again
bc the thing is that hector's betrayal (and dracula's following selfless compassion but not the focus of this post) is the first thing that spurs isaac into something he wants. it's him that's angry at the injustice and the fact his last haven of stability is gone. it sets him on the path to exploring and discovering goals of his own, nobody else's, bc before he was relying on dracula's support and plans as a coping mechanism and substitute for having control of his own life bc he had lost hope that there was any point at all to even trying to care about himself or what he might have wanted. and once that first domino tips, and the other players enter the board when isaac finally begins to interact with other ppl again (talking to the captain, that old woman, the demons) instead of shutting himself off, it can only end up one place from there: isaac realizing that he has a choice.
he wants revenge against hector and wants something for himself and realizes he has power to obtain it and makes an effort to care abt something new and he starts to realize that maybe what he really hated was himself bc maybe he never thought he was worth forgiveness either and maybe he thought humanity was hopeless bc he was hopeless and he starts to notice through recognition of the other that both starts and ends with hector that maybe, just maybe, if other people can be kind, if other humans can be worth trying for, if the world can be good--maybe they had never really been pitted against each other at all, maybe they had always been the same and had been trying their best to survive despite the horrors. maybe hector deserves compassion and kindness and tenderness and forgiveness... because realizes he deserves those things too.
#if this is incoherent im sorry its 4am and im in my isaac feelings#this is just basic reading of the text ik but im always so insane that isaacs entire arc is recognition of the self thru the other#in the form of realizing that the world is not hopeless despite the cruelty it has#and he is not undeserving of love despite the cruelty hes experienced#and the way he breaks that cycle himself on PURPOSE bc he wants to be good and kind bc ppl are worth being good and kind to#and he only knows it bc for the first time in his life other ppl have been unconditionally good and kind to him first#and what started as a journey for vengeance becomes a final of righteousness and kindness#hector was not his enemy. he /was/ his friend. and the world (at least the world isaac was living in) wanted them to be against each other#bc there was no room for softness & sweetness & friendship & love bc no one had let him know before now that the world was not just pain#and like he needed that he needed to be angry at hector first bc he needed to realize he was capable of having his own desires and emotions#and wants and he needed to find out for himself that he never really hated hector or the world or humans. he just hated himself.#he needed compassion too. he deserved it too. so he gives it back at the end to hector. the first person who treated him like a friend#im sorry im just. AUGH.#my post#castlevania#once again i am not a castlevania blog i just love isaac#@besties: if u see this post of me isaacposting at 4am tomorrow its bc my discord was down and i couldnt message yall
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pasta5284 · 1 year
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funny how when i was getting actively put thru the ringer last spring thru summer it was like. yeah i was dissociating my balls off every day and i was definitely depressed and mentally ill and w/e. but i still got up and went to work and did self care somewhat regularly-ish but now im like. dead on the floor. paralyzing depression. halp
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caruliaa · 10 months
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typical late night miseries but literally so sick of feeling like this always
#like iv been feeling this way in some way throughought this week and i thought i had stopped but i kinda havent lol#and ik its stupid but just idk. im just always in my stupid feelings abt the idea that like ohh i always care abt other ppl then they do me#and like !! the thing is ik it tht that isnt true or at least not laways true and i do have people who really do fully care about me#and like. that really means a lot to me like so so mucch but idk sometimes it just like#i feel like the way that i care abt other people is so like intense in a lot of ways and like idk.#its just such a big thing for me and i feel like i put so much of my heart into it and like sometimes ill find myslef getting so intensely#emotional about it to the point of crying and almost feeling sad and writing stupid bad poetry and it just feels like the huge#vulnerable thing for me so often and i just feel like it rly isnt for anyone else or at least not for the people ik abt me#and like the thing is i dont even want them to feel that way bc ik they do really care about me sm as is#but yk like. idk on a selfish level tht means theres a feeling that its all one sided which really really doesnt help at all with it#to the point were i do sometimes wish tht others cared abt me the same amnt/way bc then i wldnt be alone in such intense feelings#and then i wldnt feel like im the only one not worth caring abt tht way but idk ik im selfish thinking that#its not even fully that i want other people to care more its that i want me to care less#but i just. fucking cant and i just really hate it sometimes and im sick of feeling miserable over such stupid things#and now im acting like annoying and obnoxious. whatever#its 4am im going to go to bed now. goodnight <3#flappy rambles
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toronbo · 1 year
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cant believe how much people resell games for sometimes. sometimes things u used to own, have played, or things u already have. ive been on a mystery dungeon kick lately and wanted a physical copy of explorers of sky, i borrowed it from a friend like 10 years ago and never cleared post game. not happening cos its like $80-130+. cool. yesterday, i was actually looking at ghost trick cos i got it for like, $20? no box, and now its going for crazy amounts too. wild
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soldiertransgender · 1 year
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so so so very late to this but . the explosion of the sunbeam ..
like, you know exactly what's going to happen at soon at the giant gun thing gets into position, if not sooner. they don't. The crew only has a moment to panic before the sunbeam's shot down, and the. the length of the explosion. plenty of time for it to sink in that not only is the only hope of escape (as far as you're aware) is gone, but that now 2 whole ships with who knows how many people on it are completely destroyed along with everyone on it. you are the only survivior.
Anyways time to swim back, go catch some fuckin fish
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the-best-bagel · 2 years
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I am so very sleepy and want to sleep very bad. And Yet
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gemharvest · 2 years
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The desire to eat vs. the fact that someone is over today.
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butch-reidentified · 10 months
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do you think it’s possible for a lesbian to be somewhat attracted to a trans woman (who passes well) if the only place she sees the tw is online/in videos/in pictures? i’m gender critical and i believe attraction is based on sex, but if somebody strongly resembles the same sex and you’re only seeing them from a physical distance, wouldn’t it make sense for somebody attracted to that sex to be able to find them attractive? (not referring to pursuing a relationship with them)
its almost 4am at the end of a long work week, and I'm still recovering from covid, so I hope this is coherent lmao
ik this will be controversial but I urge people to really mull over this before reacting in anger, though I really do understand the impulse:
honestly, as a (former) neuroscience researcher and someone still deeply passionate about neuroscience who likes to read neuroscience journal articles in her spare time... I think it's fucking complicated and there's a bit of intellectual dishonesty on both sides. the TRA side claims you can (only!) be attracted to someone's internal identity or ~gender feelings~ while the gc side claims that there is NO circumstance in which a person could pass well enough as the opposite sex to be perceived as attractive by someone whose orientation includes that "passing" sex.
and yet, I've had the experience of being at an lgbt bar or club and seeing someone I thought was a cute masc woman initially, only to realize it was an androgynous or slightly effeminate-appearing gay man - and many many lesbians I've told this to have shared similar experiences with me. I know a male transitioner online who is really cool and calls himself a eunuch rather than a woman or anything, and while I don't find him attractive, I have to admit that in the ~100ish photos I've seen of him (incl many candid full body ones taken by other people), I've not been able to "clock" any distinct male characteristics. maybe that would be different in person, but we live on totally different continents so idk.
I've known a TON of trans people irl, likely far more than most people on radblr or anywhere. this is partly because Florida has the second highest # of trans people in the country, and partly bc of where I went to college, and partly because my life is just strange like that. but I'll admit I've known a couple mt"f"-transitioned folks who I truly had no idea were male for quite some time - physically or behaviorally.
the reality is that your brain only knows what it perceives, and if it perceives a male as a female without your knowledge, and your orientation includes females, then it could be possible to feel attraction. however, I'm preeetty damn sure that would not persist beyond learning that person's sex is male, at which point you'd probably suddenly start noticing whatever male traits you were able to overlook initially. but I don't think it makes rational sense to claim that it's never possible to experience "mistaken" attraction for a period of time. there are known cases of historical women who lived as men who were flirted with by straight women who believed them to be male, for instance.
this is one of those situations where the truth (what I've said above) could be twisted and deliberately misinterpreted by the opposing party, which I believe to be why so few, if any, are willing to acknowledge this. but it's a question I've pondered a lot and this is the only logical conclusion I've reached. and it simply is not rational for anyone to act like anything I've said here implies that homosexuals can/should be open to dating/sleeping with the opposite sex. anyone who could come to that conclusion from this response needs a seriously intensive review of reading comprehension.
like I said I'm not fully awake so I'm sure I could have made my points here more clearly and I'm sure I'll get retaliation from people who want to nitpick my wording or whatever, like usual, but o well.
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yourbpdgf · 1 year
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If you are taking requests can I please request some Adrien Agreste x Reader :))) ty!!!
random adrien agreste dating hcs ?
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• you have to be the most patient and understanding person to date this man
• he doesnt have any free time at all during the day bc of all the stuff he has to do so he doesnt have alot of time to spend w u
• but when he does usually have time its attttt
• midnight
• youre fine with midnight dates, you two usually go grab mcds and chill at the park since nowheres open.
• so cute ik
• but adrien feels bad
• you should be taken to beautiful museums and fancy restaurants but he cant do that for you.
• after alot of brainstorming he figures that what he can do isssss
• take you to the beach!
• fancy stuff almost always annoyed you anyways, you hate how heels make your feet hurt self projection dont mind me
• plus the weather in the middle of night is cool and slightly humid, perfect beach weather if you ask adrien!
• one night, before one of your dates, adrien told you to wear a bathing suit under your clothes.
• you were confused but you did it.
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"adrien?" you questioned.
he answered, "yes?"
"what was the point of wearing a bathing suit if were just going on a snack run?"
"youll see in a bit i promiseee."
with a sigh, you gave in, "alright then."
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• after getting all the snacks you two got back in the car
• when you got there adrien put a blindfold on you and led you to the beach
• you immediately knew once you felt the shifty ground under you
• but you stayed quiet for him 💞
• adrien took of your blindfold and thanked him.
• and that night you two hung out at the beach until 4am<3
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rushed
everything???
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jjtheclown555 · 10 months
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keep in mind this is based on my practices and im using practices that many pagan, wiccan, and spiritual people do!! also ik goo is ooc at the end, im sorry but its 4am and i want soft love rn so thats what im writing😭also yes its low quality, i only spent like an hour and a half actually working on it...anyways off to bed i go bc i have an exam tmrw at 9:30am so idk why im still awake, god help me and tell my to stop typing
Goo with a spiritual girl
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One of the first times you met Goo he asked about your necklace. The blue circular eye hanging off the black string. He said he had seen them before and questioned it.
"It's an evil eye, for spiritual protection." You explain. He only looks more confused though.
He hums and asks how it protects anything. "If someone comes to attack you, how does a necklace protect you?" He asks.
You chuckle, "Like I said, it's for spiritual protection." You elaborate on your original point, clarifying. "Let's say someone is jealous of you-"
"Who wouldn't be jealous of me?" He interrupts, his grin widening as you let out a sarcastic laugh.
"Hush," you say. "All the people that are most definitely jealous of you send you negative energy. The evil eye returns a look, sending that energy back to them so it can't affect your life." You continue, "Many people in turn believe that when your evil eye is lost or breaks, it means that it's done its service in protecting you, but it has absorbed too much negativity and you need to replace it to regain your protection."
He listens carefully as you explain all the ins and outs of its purpose, both in your beliefs and the beliefs of others. Goo doesn't understand much of your rambles, but it's nice to see you blather on.
His next questions happened when you had been dating awhile and moved in with him. As he watched you litter his penthouse with incense holders, crystals, and plants, he got curious again.
"Is this all for spiritual protection too?" He asks, his tone mocking on the words 'spiritual protection.' You just roll your eyes and ignore him. "C'mon, tell me!" He pleads, holding your hands between his with an exaggerated pleading face.
All you can do is sigh and explain the purpose of each thing. You tell him that each crystal has a different metaphysical effect—which he cuts off, asking if he could sell some for a pretty penny—and each type of incense can have different benefits as well.
"And the plants?" He tilts his head. "Are those spiritual or do you just like plants?"
"Both." You say, potting a fern. "I like plants but I also like having pieces of nature around me all the time."
He kisses the top of your head and holds your waist from behind. "That is adorable, princess." He sways you from side to side, asking to hear more just to watch your excited rambling (and maybe gain a little more ammo to tease you with later.)
Goo sneaks up on you while you shuffle your cards, surprising you with a soft kiss against your collar. You drop the cards, watching them scatter across the coffee table.
"Whoops!" He says, watching you pick them up. "I would help but I don't need another, 'Don't touch my witchy shit,' lecture."
You look back at him as you even out your cards. "Be respectful," you start. "And that's just my crystals and such because even unintentionally they will absorb any negativity." You place the cards onto the table with care. "What can I do for you, Goo?"
He sits next to you on the couch, eyes sparkling so much they could blind you. "I want you to give me a reading!" He says. It's less of a request and more of a command, something you hardly have time for.
You ruffle his hair affectionately to contradict you words. "I thought it was, 'witchy shit,' was it not?" He halfheartedly apologizes—not that any sense of regret was really in it. While teasing, you do enjoy seeing him take an interest in your practices. "What is your question, hun?"
He thinks, "Can I have two?" You nod. "The first one is, how will my financials be in the future? Will I be rolling in an even bigger pile of cash? I know the answer, but some confirmation would be nice."
You do the reading and it proves his point, each card describing a more luscious life than the last. So, you ask for his next question, the teensiest bit disappointed that you couldn't put him in his place just for a moment.
"What will our relationship be like a year from now?"
You look up a little shocked. It's not that you didn't know Goo loved you. It was a fact difficult to miss. But seeing him question it through your beliefs, through what matters to you instead of turning the reading into a joke, it made you soft.
You smiles a bit and reshuffle the cards, knocking on the deck three times before shuffling again and waiting as cards drop.
The first is the two of cups. The lord of love. He notices it written on the bottom and his manic smiles turns softer, seeing a small piece of happiness. Then the wheel of fortune. Lord of the forces of life. He presumes it's positive since it's upright, he's seen you do this enough times to know upright cards tended to be a good thing. The final card to appear is the lovers. He doesn't need to look at the bottom to know what that means.
You go on your spiel. Goo doesn't believe in this stuff. He doesn't think cards can tell the future. He doesn't think crystals can protect you, heal you, or attract good things. He doesn't think incense protects your home. But this. This he believes in.
He listens intently as you talk about the close bond you'll have thanks to the two of cups. He wonders what changes will come in the year from the wheel of fortune. And he believes each word about the intense spiritual bond you'll have from the lovers.
When you finish your explanation, he holds on tightly to you, not a worry in the world as he takes a moment to understand why you believe in this. He may not, but he can still see the beauty in your beliefs.
It's the moment he finally understands you. Where his teasing and joking becomes less genuine.
When he finds beauty in your view of love.
You lie back in bed, taking deep breaths in and out, focusing solely on calming each bone in your body. You reach your peace, continuing to focus and reach deeper into your mind when something large bounces on the bed, startling you out of your calmed state. Turning to look, you see Goo, smiling as per usual at your grumpy face and enjoying the way your lips form a pout at him.
He pulls you towards him, "You meditate every night and I just wanna cuddle and sleep!" He groans. You can feel the water on his bare chest from his shower just moments before. You shove him away and sit up, closing your eyes and attempting to regain your meditative state but he pulls you back. "It's late, princess! Let's sleep!"
When your head hits the pillow and you feel his arms envelope you completely, you almost instantly feel your eyes begin to get drowsy. "Fine." You mumble at him, easy into a more comfortable position. "But you're meditating with me tomorrow."
He promises he will, drifting into dreamworld without much thought and you already know he won't make due on his promise. Not that you care. Him holding you is soothing enough to make up for a lifetime of missed meditations.
It's finally that time of year. The eve of the summer solstice. You ask him if he wants to stay up with you and he agrees so you drag him to the nearest beach to sit together and watch the sunrise. You had packed everything you would need to stay out all night.
The day speeds by when you are both together. He watches you lay out offerings and enjoys the food you had spent all day making the day prior.
You both talk the whole day through. Some of it is jokes from Goo with heartwarming laughter that you return, some is discussion of what the solstice is and what it means and why you celebrate it, but most of it is meaningless banter that seems to come most often when it's just you both in each others presence.
By the end of the day though, you are completely exhausted as you lay in the sand of the beach once more. Goo doesn't allow it though. "You said this was the best part of the day, so up! I'll light the fire, c'mon, Y/N!" He takes the matchbox and lights the bonfire. Pocketing it, he reaches his hands out as you come closer so he can pull you in and begin dancing together.
"This is nice..." You say while he twirls you around. He agrees, keeping you on your feet until the sun has fully set behind you, pink and orange hues disappearing as darkness falls over you both.
Goo leans in for a kiss. It's different than most. It's soft, gentle even. He doesn't say much after, presumably tired out from the day you spent out with no sleep whatsoever. Only a few words come out while he drapes his arm over your shoulder and walks with you back to the car. "We can do this next year too." He says before his signature grin pulls his cheeks up—more genuine than most of his smiles—and a chuckle escapes him. "The cards said so."
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On today's episode of 'what did I put in my notes at 3 am': rtc and video games!
Ocean hates horror games (and horror in general)
Girl will straight up piss herself
She used to play those math racing games and printed out the certificates
I don't think she was allowed to play games at home so all she knew for a long time was school-promoted games
She likes puzzle games but gets frustrated at them and complains when there's leaps in logic
Ricky loved newgrounds
Riddle school was his shit
Constance and Noel both have neon cat ear headphones
Constance used to play girlgogames and stuff even though she hated them because that's what the popular girls did
That was fully projection btw
Ricky is a beast at guitar hero
Mischa will freestyle while he does
He also likes the drumset
Ricky also likes dating sims
He likes the alien girls from Pico Sim date and mr massagy
You know the girl from Mr massagy that's just immediately like 'have my babies'
Yeah
They all play the Sims
They play wildly differently though
Ocean just tries to work her way to the top of every job and max out every skill
I feel like a vampire would get her and she cries that her life is over
She forgets to save often
Constance just tries to live a nice lil life
Probable marry a neighbor and max out cooking
Has far too many mods
Would make Sims of her and her crush
And her friends and their crushes
Noel never gets to the actual game because he spends so long on the character creator
He will then go through the community made stuff and roast it
He has absolutely crashed his PC trying to get custom content
Everyone thinks Mischa is going to be a menace but he ends up making him and talia and just woo-hoo constantly
He accidentally hit try for baby once and just sat there with a blank stare for ten minutes
He snapped out of it when the name your baby thing popped up
He calls talia after that
Penny does the relatable thing and just drowns everyone
Especially if Ezra is involved
They will try to find the weirdest ways to kill them
She loves the cow plants
She tries to get all the collectible things
Like the frogs she loves the frogs
She has them all presented in her home
The Sim is just randomized
Or she let Noel do it
Ricky tries to test how long he can go without eating or pissing
He tries to max out the weirdest things
Like he'll be going for fishing, violin, and mischief all at the same time
Ocean is upset at all of them
"Why would you spend your life on that???"
"Its a game, you up-tight fuck"
A lot of people say this but it's a fact ricky was/is a fnaf kid
He makes jokes about it all the time but no one else understands them
He tries to introduce it to everyone
Ocean is terrified and just. So confused.
Ricky will try to explain the lore and she will just sit there like 😥👍
Mischa wants to fight back
Especially if they're doing vr
Boy is swinging
Noel is scared but tries to play it off
At one point he gets super tense it's like 4am (probably both irl and in game)
Penny lies back and accidentally brushes his back with her foot
He fucking squeals
Ricky played poptropica when he was younger
Constance still plays all the papa's restaurant games
Noel tried to get a boyfriend on club penguin
Ricky has an atari
He also likes speedrunning
Do yall remember Marvel Super Hero Squad Online? Ricky played that.
Also mischa Is weirdly good at claw games
Ik that's not a video game but I wanted it to be said
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imraespace · 3 months
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HELP hi guys😆😊 I have a funny story to share(it has a serious topic(?) just anemia so don't worry too much abt that) it will probably be long idk and also it's the reason I didn't updated the megumi smau yesterday so I say blame the discordians!
ALSO why did I blink and saw that I have 441 followers it probably went up but I'm too lazy to check.
okay anyways so my friend and I have this small server on discord it was originally my kpop server I made back in 2022 bc I wanted txt friends but then we kinda shut it down last year AND NOW ITS BACK UP! so we talk a lot in that server and SHE ASKED ME to pretend to be boys on the Greg bot yk the phone bot thing! so I was like oh okay! BC PPL ALREADY THINK IM A BOY ON MY REGULAR ACC so I used my second acc and created a whole other person(his name is ezra and he's a bleach fan.) right and it was harmless when we went on the Greg bot right made some mini bro friends right! I think someone actually wanted us bc they asked for our ig but um anyways.
EVERYTHING WENT GOOD UNTIL these two girls.
to understand my story better I have to over share on some stuff. my race is black and I'm anemic so since yk that my story will make some sense.
firstly when we said hi I said "yo" bc idk boys say that and my friend she had gave up on being a boy I just continued bc being a boy is fun.. AND WHEN MY FRIEND SAID HI she was like "HELLO" and boom drama started BC APPARENTLY THEY WERE LIKE "ik this call abt to be ass" and started talking abt how she said hello in all caps and my username (it was fw.ez HELPME) and I didn't notice them talking abt my friend first and only saw when they talked abt my username so I was like "dang dawg I'm.not even a boy" bc i thought yk harmless prank! but apparently I was using the word "dawg" wrong? WHAT😱 AND THEN PROCEEDED TO CALL ME WHITE. WHITE PPL CANT USE THE WORD DAWG? AND THERES A RIGHT WAY? so I was confused at first then I understood what they meant and told them im black I think they short circuit but still carried on with their arguments so I got mad and my chest began to race bc my anemia sometimes affects my emotions and I will get a tad bit emotional! so um I couldn't think straight I wanted to tell them some very bad words in dialect but they wouldn't even understand me so I was like I bet yall annoying as hell and it shut them up apparently AND YK MY FRIRND WASNT EVEN ON DISCORD I HAD TO DEFEND FOR MYSELF AND HER AND SHE CAME BACK AND WAS LIKE what's happening. GIRL. I told her what was happening and she called them dumb HAHAHA anyways then we came off the phone but THANKS TO THEM I HAD A RACING HEART AND A SEMI WEAK BODY with cold fingers and toes so I couldn't do anything I was going to write a new chapter for the megs smau bc I forgot to do it eariler in the day but I couldn't even think straight so I was up until 4am😒 with a racin heart and random emotional changes with my mommy gossiping abt some game we play(romance club it's like episode but better i recommend that you play the story called song of the crimson nile hehehheheja) and now IM HOME FROM SCHOOL BC OF THEM🤨😒😒
lesson of the day- ignore THOSE discordians!😉
oh and um a megumi update later when I'm feeling better🤫😉😉
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