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I'm really sorry to come here begging again but i could use some cheering up. Or something. Anything.
#it's gotten really bad again#and yes it's 2 am here and i can't sleep#and i hate going to sleep in a terrible mood#i hate crying myself to sleep#i wish i wanted to be alive but it's really hard rn#cause sometimes i just don't want to be stressed and depressed and miserable anymore#and right now i can't see the light at the end of the tunnel#if there even is one#marti vents#venting#delete later#sorry
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useless sol headcanon (according to my art): he’s got 40 freckles on his face
#( hc. )#i kind of just put the amount that looked right#ace (my other freckled boy) has 16 freckles on his face#yes i counted#so i wasn’t sure what the normal amount is#if there even is one
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God ok bbc merlin rare pair that will forever be my fave is Gwaine and Leon. They kinda just fit together, ya know? Like. Leon's all professional and Gwaine's... very much not and they just kinda rub off on each other. Leon learns to chill, to have fun, to goof off. Gwaine learns reign it in when needed, to pick his battles, to be mature and responsible. They have the potential to grow together, and we even get to see that a little bit in the show, though it's rare. Idk I just think they'd make a cute couple.
#merlin bbc#gwaine#sir leon#gwaine x leon#idk the ship name#if there even is one#also there's so little fic for them#im dying
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Them........ :3
#melty talks#melty art#luna#princess luna#derpy hooves#muffins#lurpy#idk what the actual ship name is#if there even is one#mlp#my little pony
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I might not make complete sense, I'm sorry if my nonsense ends up confusing you.
#I am very confusing#even i don't know what the fuck is my end game#yeah sorry :<#i don't know if this even makes sense#i don't *really* know myself#i mean i supose i do sometimes?#but also not really?#my mind is whole but not connected to itself#i can't read my own thoughts#i don't know my true self#if there even is one#i am wearing so many masks that i lost my face amidst them
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anya taylor joy anatomical heart wedding cake except it’s the part of your brain that causes bpd
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the tiwpor is showing in this ep 👀👀👀
#tiw spitting out his drink when yak asked if they have a crush on his juniors#the cute selfie#the 'my situation is worse'#ahh i might be clowning but i really wonder if we get slightly more than tiny crumbs this ep#leg is live blogging#leg is watching my school president#my school president the series#my school president ep 9#my school president#msp#msp spoilers#msp ep 9#tiwpor#or#portiw#idk what's the tag#if there even is one
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i have no choice but to join the james vowles fan club
#if there even is one#there bloody should be#the man is a blessing#how can you not like him#james vowles#f1#formula 1#williams racing
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what’s joe bidens plan to get me at the 1989 tv fan event next week
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*saloon doors burst open, i stumble in, eyes wild and frothing at the mouth* hey what if i make bellumbeck a sort of metaphor for linebeck transitioning between just lingering in survival mode and really processing and moving on from his trauma
#does this make sense. one mutual likely knows what specifically spawned this idea#like. i imagine link just has ptsd while linebeck has c-ptsd and im not sure what the difference in recovery is#if there even is one#like i think link def had some time after ww to decompress and he was with a support system and was able to get some processing done#while linebeck has spent like. most of his life in survival mode and has done some light processing but hasnt actually been able to really#move on and stuff until after ph. like he talks with oshus its basically therapy and airs everything out n is essentially prepared to reall#process and bellumbeck kinda just smacks him across the face with his trauma and forces him to speedrun that processing#like ive said i like bellumbeck being a weird catharsis it ends up helping him move forward it forcibly breaks down some walls#its added to that trauma pile ofc but he processes it like immediately so dw hes on track#uhhhh.#salty talks#linebeck#bellumbeck#phantom hourglass#loz#legend of zelda#anyways. i did some writing thats nice#is this how metaphors work
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Pete isn’t making Vegas a better person--he’s merely presenting him with the idea of who he could be without the years of parental trauma and abuse weighing him down. If Vegas stops manipulating and torturing (i.e., becomes a better person) it will be his own choice borne of this self-reflection (though still given to him indirectly by Pete).
#kinnporsche#kinnporsche the series#vegaspete#the phrasing ‘making him a better person’ just seems too deliberate#Vegas is responsible for his own transformation#if there even is one
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bro you ever post something you actually put effort into and it just gets your heart pumping and you wanna throw up??? me fr
#posting something and then having to wait to see what the general consensus on it is awful#if there even is one
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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Oh…. Well, it’s over for Crunchyroll I guess
#Crunchyroll#piracy#funimation#money hungry ass streaming service#rambling#I’ve never paid for a streaming service in my life thank god#I appreciated using others accounts but I personally cannot see myself paying this much for a service if I had the funds 😭!#get back to pirating kings!!!#anime has always been one of the easiest forms of media to pirate anyway so y’all got this#CR is definitely not worth paying for though#CR is certainly not worth paying this much for even if it’s a yearly one time fee#capitalism#the fact that CR has always had pretty bad quality as a streaming service anyway#it buffers every time you pause or rewind anything
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verified ways to donate to gaza directly
Help a Palestinian family directly:
gazafunds.com - Donate directly to a Palestinian family in urgent need of evacuation, medical attention, daily necessities, rebuilding homes, rebuilding businesses or more. Site run by Palestinians, all GFMs verified. Spotlights 1 stagnant GFM at a time. (*If you can't decide who/where to donate, just go here and donate to the 1 GFM they show you!)
Help provide tents: (*emergency as Rafah is being bombarded as we speak)
The Sameer Project: Currently providing tents & transport for families in Rafah who urgently need to evacuate to Deir Al Balah. Has a team on the ground in Gaza who have supplied tents to 1% of the displaced population in Rafah. Run by Palestinians. (paypal) (gfm)
@helpgazachildren: Currently helping Palestinians in a refugee camp in Rafah flee the Rafah invasion to Khan Younis. Funds go directly to a Hussam, a Palestinian in Rafah who hosts a refugee camp. Funds will cover the cost of tents & transport fuel. Managed by a Palestinian @.fairuzfan. (gfm)
Food, cash & essentials:
Care for Gaza: Palestinian charity on the ground in Gaza distributing food, cash, medicine & other essentials to displaced families. Proof of their work found on their Twitter. (paypal) (gfm)
We Feed Gaza: Team of Palestinian volunteers in the heart of Gaza distributing food & water to 344+ families. 100% run by Palestinians. Vetted & promoted by LetsTalkPalestine. (gfm)
Direct Aid for Gaza: A Palestinian activist on the ground in Gaza distributing food, cash & other essential supplies to displaced families. Proof of their work found on their twitter. (paypal) (gfm)
Water:
Gaza Municipality's water campaign: The official Municipality of Gaza needs help rebuilding the water infrastructure in Gaza City to restore access to clean water & waste management services for the people of Gaza. (*This campaign only has a few weeks left but it's still only at 15%!)
eSIMs (urgent):
guide to buy & send esims to gaza
Crips for eSims for Gaza: If you don't know how to buy esims, don't have enough $ for an esim plan, or don't have the capacity to manage them (e.g. topping up regularly), you can donate any amt to this team of volunteers who pool funds to buy & maintain gaza esims regularly (see their financial accountability document).
Medical Aid
Palestine Children's Relief Fund: Recently launched emergency humanitarian aid response for displaced children in northern Gaza, 97% rating by Charity Navigator.
Medical Aid for Palestinians: Currently trying to rebuild Nasser hospital, has on-the-ground team in Gaza, 95% rating by Charity Navigator.
#btw even $1 can help! small amts add up! if u cant donate just share & consider organizing an event to raise funds (both irl and online)#these links I vetted but feel free to vet yourself. most of these I got from links vetted/shared by palestinians or even run by palestinian#in fact all in this list except Crips for Esims and PCRF and MAP are run by palestinians themselves#(afaik Palestine Red Crescent Society's staff is usually mainly palestinians. they were the ones trying to rescue hind rajab. their medics#and ambulances keep being targeted by isr4el)#if you can't decide just go to gazafunds.com and donate to the 1 gfm they show you!#i also wanted to focus on the ones that are actually reaching gaza - ideally with a presence on the ground in gaza#big intl orgs' aid is still stopped at the border#donating to palestinian GFMs directly or to palestinian volunteers on the ground distributing food to fellow palestinians (eg CareForGaza)-#-is most reliable rn.#palestine#Palestine aid
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The secret Dungeon Meshi sauce that's getting people to eat better is that it's so non-judgmental. Senshi and the rest of the gang never talk about what not to eat besides things that taste bad and literal poison. They don't even talk about "health" that much besides the importance of a balanced diet. It's so much easier to eat well when you think of food simply as something your body needs, and that it's often worth the extra effort to make it taste good, especially when you understand how to connect "things your body needs" with "things that taste good"
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi#idk I just think a lot about how no one talked about hot fatty pork was unhealthy#or even scolded Maricelle for wanting something they couldn't afford#Senshi just said 'you haven't been eating fat so your body needs some. let's make something rich and delicious!'
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