#if I have to settle for less than I want
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paradigm shift
Having looked at ~2000 unacceptable bathroom mirrors, I’m beginning to think the real solution is NO MIRROR.
#perhaps some art or a portal to the unknown in its place#why is it#that the more mundane the object is#the harder it is to find a plain yet attractive version of it#baroque nightmares are a dime a dozen#tacky tragedies more abundant yet#having a similar problem finding a decent-yet-not-completely boring#toilet roll holder#yes you're right I've been shopping for the latter for ~10 months now#OK the problem is probably at least partially me#I just hate paying for something#unless it's actually the thing I want#if I have to settle for less than I want#then the seller needs to give me a discount or something#otherwise this all seems unfair to me#tl;dr apparently this stuck-up bitch is about to be forced into manufacturing#her own bathroom accessories#no one is surprised
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So I know most people understand otome is fantasy and these situations are fake but I've seen an uptick in folks being sad that they'll never find their 'perfect Dr. Zayne' or whatever because "men aren't like that"
I'm here to tell you that there are actual men out there who will see that you had a shit day, fuck you until you can't remember your name, carry you to the shower, lovingly wash you, help you get dressed, go buy you boba tea, make you dinner, and let you sit in the comfy chair all night while you cackle like a gremlin about silly internet things.
That shit IS real. Don't be discouraged. You too can have these things and I promise they're out there for you ♡
#besties i just want you to know you dont have to feel like this is unattainable#this SHOULD BE YOUR GOAL not your “if only”#kay's personal#kay's mumbles#i dont ever go personal on here but yall are breaking my heart talking about “settling for less than” im crying for yall#you deserve this#if he aint leaving you wobbly and then buying you boba you find someone who will- you hear me?#auntie Kay has spoken
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Me on Tumblr: I wanna big ass man to absolutely destroy me n do disgusting things to me. I will cook and clean and give him children and also baby him.
Me irl if a guy looked my way: Please leave me alone and also I hate you.
#me when I realize if I want a man I have to talk to one#🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢#i love scary men#but also#don’t touch me peasant#I’m literally also a 10/10 n these mfs r soooooo not#21 years and no boyf bc I’m soooo picky n I simply refuse to settle for anything less than perfection
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omg getting tag teamed by trey and cater while drunk in these tags !! your brain is massive as always 🫶🫶
also cater getting serious orz i never knew i needed mean(er) cater in my life but i'll 100% be brainrotting about that for the forseeable future!!!
[also trey changing the flavor of his own shots in the original drunk reader post. he's so mean >:o!! (i love him still)]
Yes!!! Just two kind and helpful upperclassmen helping you when you’re drunk. <3 aren’t they so sweet?
Serious Cater is always so fun to think about. I love the idea of him dropping his outgoing, extroverted side and becoming more colder or less cheerful when you’re drunk because you’re too intoxicated to realize the shift, so you won’t ask any questions if his tone isn’t what you’re used to. It’s such a shock to hear him sound anything less than cheery, but I think it’s so good to think about. orz I love a serious Cater who doesn’t have to keep up any masks when you’re drunk.
Trey is so sneaky. (๑•̀ㅁ•́๑) !!!! His UM is very useful during drinking games because he can trick you into drinking more simply by changing the taste so it will go down easier. And you would not expect him to do such a thing because he has such a kind face and he is so patient and sweet. But it is exactly that type you have to watch out for!! (I also love him despite his mischievous behavior hehe.)
#twisted chit chat#h2o2-and-baking-soda#oh!!! being tag-teamed by the housewarden + vice housewarden duos while you are drunk...#with trey and riddle it is essentially trey easing a very embarrassed and inexperienced riddle into sex#while assuring him that you will like it and so will riddle so he shouldn't worry and should just move his hips more#so that your mouth takes trey deeper#with azul and jade it's a competition to see who is better at railing you dumb and filling you the most#leona and ruggie is also a competition of sorts#but it's more so leona proving he can wring the most orgasms out of you without putting in too much effort#vil and rook is just the most nasty sex you will ever have#vil can be as filthy as he wants because you're too drunk so you won't remember if he looked anything less than beautiful during it#and rook will always be there to hype him up and say he's beautiful no matter what <3 so it's a very good time for everyone#kalim and jamil... also very messy sex so many positions because kalim can never settle on one for long enough#kalim's making you drink more while jamil's pounding into you from behind <3 he holds the glass to your lips and praises you so sweetly#malleus and lilia are fun because i think they also might engage in a little rivalry over who can make you feel the best >:)#i think they will also dote on you the entire time#you're on the brink of overstimulation and tears are in your eyes but they will both smile down at you and coo so sweetly#telling you you're doing well and that you are so good for them
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I don't just want to be loved
I want to be owned
Proudly, loudly
And adored
Take me
Bite me
Hurt me
Just so I know I'm yours
I don't want you to
Lust over my body
I want you to
Live for my words
Keep me
Hold me
Love me
As your only equal in this world
Stay with me
Stand next to me
Overpower me
Because I hold all the power over you
It's a give and take relationship
That is only bad until it's good
No one can take you away from me
Because I would kill them before they could
We can love each other in our own way
It's us against the world
#can you tell im obsessed with hannigram?#its just that i envy their relationship. i know wtf is wrong with me.#but as an ace maybe aro person theres just something about what these two have that i crave#honestly and im going to regret saying this but i have the urge to be bitten by someone or even to bite them back#ive had this thought before but after reading this amazing hannigram fic ive realised that im so messed up lol#i want the inticimy not the sex#i dont just want to be loved i want to be the only thing that matters#after being seen as less worthy just because of my gender. i will not settle for anything other than equals#poetry#poem#hannibal#hannigram#will graham
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heeheehoohoo
#dndads#normal oak#hermie the unworthy#oakworthy#cereal tries to draw#dungeons and daddies#I always call him hermethy in my head lol#im still. figuring out how I want them to look#but more or less I think I have their designs more settled than anyone else’s#bc I draw them the most of the dndads characters lol then and Taylor but Taylor’s not HERE#anyway. some doodles bc im Thinking About Them…..#what will Tuesday bring…..#normals face snap changes every time I draw him but thats just bc I don’t know the laws of consistency lol
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hanging out with A Creachure*
*catsitting my friend's middle aged BEAST who i am *definitely not* allergic to
#the duality of fran#it's ok it's already ragweed season so im already poppin that allegra d 2x a day anyway#as long as i keep my pillow clear of cat fur and my healing tattoo covered it'll be alright#he is. so fat. and chill\#just wants tummy rubs and lots of snacks and to sit with the balcony door open#gotta love that downtown smog i guess????#im all settled and he has calmed as well#but now i gotta like. go get groceries#im SLEEBY and have a mild headache tho#there's a sbucks across the street. i can have a fancy coffee???? as a treat????#ughh groceries requires meal planning for the next week and im in an unfamiliar kitchen idk what basics she has#will have to go digging. which she told me to do! i still feel weird doing it????#my fave used bookstore is also less than 10 min walk away#and a bunch of thrift stores are maybe 15 min walk#tmrw after mass. oh u KNOW what im going to do
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You ever wanna write but you have so many thoughts going on and so many ideas and stories that want to be told that when you go to put them on paper it's like trying to untangle a basket of yarn that a whole clowder of cats used as toys?
No? Just me?
#i wanna tell the stories#i wanna write the things#i really do#i even have ideas#i just cant get my brain to settle down into one story and work on it from where its at to where i want it to go#its all stuff for 20 entries down the line#or vague au ideas#and i feel like im going crazy because my thoughts are just pinballing around and i cant get them to settle#this is why ive been doing the art thing rather than the writing thing#because art takes much less idea generating energy once its started#i just feel unsettled in my own skin#its a very uncomfortable feeling#writing problems#brain go *dial-up noise*#i should talk to my therapist....#and possibly my mental health provider....#idk maybe my meds need adjusting again#i hope not bc thats always a pain in the ass
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He apparently has 2 kids with 2 different women and doesn't take care of either of them
Women, I will protect you-
#a damn shame… I’d expect nothing less from someone with those ideologies though#they shame women for having children and not ‘settling’ with these men who treat them like garbage#because for them it’s not REALLY about the women themselves it’s about a woman having the audacity to leave them#so they talk down on them for having kids and not being married while these same dudes would have like 20 other kids who they don’t even#know exist and will still think that they’re a good personsjjsj#the patriarchy has these negros and just men in general cooked#they wield it the same way white ppl use their whiteness to get ahead and punch down on black and brown ppl#and when it comes to black men…. I have sm to say but I don’t even feel like getting into it dkkssjm#they want all of the perks white men have and treat BW like diarrhea for free though#then when race is brought up with how they treat nb women vs black women they bash them#but whenever white women and nb ppl confront them about how they treat BM it’s crickets#or when other prominent bm actually challenge their misogynoir#they literally have nothing to say back other than ‘BM got attitude problems and they’re MEAN to us 🤕-‘#skksksk#so imagine having a kid with someone who thinks like this… I’m sure they aren’t black 😭#if this is all true about this loser than I think he has more important things to think about than getting on tik tok to bash women for not#being in a relationship and having kids 😭…. weirdo#tkf replies#spaceshipsandpurpledrank#dr umar is…. a lot of things lmfao but I still like those videos of him getting in the asses is other black men with Kevin samuels brainrot#at least the nigga is hilarious
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pov: you went from being with someone who used to not tell you anything nor invited you to his friend's wedding (or told you about it) that he was IN THE CEREMONY FOR, until two days prior and said: oh i didn't think you'd want to go.
to a man who invited you to go to a wedding with him MONTHS prior before and he's only a guest, and has since paid for the dress, shoes, jewelry, and insists on getting you to go get your hair and nails done as well. additionally, asked you months prior what MATCHING!!!! OUTFITS!!!!! ya'll should wear and sent pictures of examples.
don't settle.
#ooc.#delete.#i will likely delete this in a second because yall have been there for me through this shitty breakup and watching me learn and unlearn#things from that relationship.#i remember thinking: oh well maybe relationships are just liket his; we don't ahve to tell each other everything we don't have to do every-#thing together.#and now here's this guy who is like: no?? you aren't paying for a thing i want to take you out and treat you and you are beautiful and-#anyways DONT EVER SETTLE FOR LESS.#DONT EVER LET ANYONE MAKE YOU FEEL LESS THAN.#OR UNIMPORTANT.#OR FEEL LIKE YOU DO NOT MATTER.#IF SOMEONE CARES ABOUT YOU THEY WILL TAKE YOU OUT AND SHOW YOU OFF AND BE WITH YOU AND TALK TO YOU.
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🤕!
#how to accept the fact that you are liked but not by the people who you wish would like you#and the people that do like you are great but they’re not filling the space that you want them to fill#and that maybe you should just settle for and in fact embrace the people who like you and stop being scared of them#and that maybe you should also let go of the people you wish liked you#god. i just don’t know what to do with myself#bc i keep telling myself im so unloved and friendless and that nobody cares about anything i have to say#but that’s actually not as true as i think it is#and maybe if i were to reach out to people who are already in my life without fear i would feel a little less pathetic and generally hated#rather than trying and failing to reach out to people who don’t give a fuck about me anymore#but its so overwhelmingly difficult and scary#i just want my old friends back. but they put zero effort in towards me#so i should just stop hurting myself by trying to push it#idk. i should be writing my paper rn LOL!#diary
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THE TECH INTERACTIVE
#someone should take the sharkuda to the tech interactive!! the top floor exploded my brain and it would definitely explode their brains too#my parents and i were originally going to go to the sharks game but i got miserly and waited too long to get tickets and also. do you know#hard it is to get a set of *three* tickets together. impossible for less than $80 apparently!! the drive down was also very stressful#because we were trying to get lunch on the way down the peninsula and my dad thought my mom only wanted in n out but the two drive throughs#we tried had like twenty cars lined up and my dad lost his temper in the parking lot and my mom said it didn't HAVE to be in n out so my da#peeled outta there and we went to his favorite taqueria in the area which had a HUGE salsa and side bar (for free! i squirreled away two#whole limes) and their carne asada super burrito settled everyone down :))#by the time we got to san jose the puck had already dropped so decided to pivot and check out the tech interactive since my mom and i hadn'#had time the last time we were here in the summer and oh my GOB THEIR HUMAN BODY EXHIBIT IS. WOW. it was a lovely time walking around#looking very closely at very realistic models of human organs :3 and oh! my mom and i made a bacteria plate together :3 and my dad and i#made a robot with a spinning fish and flashing lights on it :3 and i fell asleep most of the way into the serengeti film in the imax dome :#and then we went to the 99 ranch where the dungeness crab was THREE NINETY NINE. and my mom got some big napa cabbages and one little one#for me :3 and oh then the guy ahead of us in the checkout gave me his $1 coupon for the bakery :3#and that's what i did today!!#sor.txt
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they're in love your honor
#i hadn't thought of Peri as the domestic type but you know what? after the past few years he's had he probably does settle down a bit#he gets tired of Doing Things yknow?#and baldur's gate's harpers probably werent the only ones targeted by the cult so he would have plenty of rebuilding to do in waterdeep#went from having the Trauma Zoomies to refusing to travel anywhere further than a tenday away in the span of three years#he probably starts wandering again after a bit though#sometimes convincing Gale to come with him sometimes not#he gets Gale to come with him to Eberron one (1) time#in my head (because i can do what i want) the whole 'wizards live a long-ass time sometimes' thing happens to both of them#(peri's. less pleased about this than gale is when they figure out what's going on)#so they've got plenty of time to get into trouble#also idk if the age extension thing is meant to always be a thing wizards do on-purpose but in my mind it's not always#sometimes the weave just Decides and there's not much you can do about it#(mystra is also upset that her ex and her ex-champion who's VERY loud about her being an asshole are sticking around somehow)#(she might be intrinsically tied to the weave but 1. it's a phenomena all on its own and 2. there are other deities of magic in faerun)#(she may be in charge so killing her messes shit up but it doesn't make sense that she's. like. the only conduit? if that makes sense?)#(so her being around makes the weave accessible to mortals but someone would eventually take her place if she died like she did with Mystral#(and the weave is intrinsic to faerun so it will always regenerate when lost. because how are you supposed to create a new god...#(...of arcane magic if the weave is completely destroyed?)#(i'm fully talking out of my ass btw)#(idk what the official wotc answer to this is and i dont care. weave is like a force of nature and cannot be fully controlled b/c I Said So)#bg3#baldurs gate 3#gale of waterdeep#gale dekarios#bg3 tav#peregrine faulkner#gale x tav#bg3 fanart#my art#wizbands
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manhating dyke ancestors possess me every time i hear about a man like that <- (has known and heard about men like that entire life from women in my life)
#sometimes im like maybe im not a dyke. maybe i could date men#and then men are men and its like oh yes right#i tell you my sisters and nieces and my mom and my cousins- the men they have or have had just make me not wanna try men again ever forever#like why are you SETTLING#i think the guys IN my family are alright to their partners (mostly my nephews)#but the guys marrying INTO it are usually frustratingly lame or even terrible#why are u SETTLINGGG#would i settle for less? will i settle for less?#if i dated men would i have to put up with someone who i argue with and who wont compromise?#why is it worth it? why put up with a guy whos a dumbass?#what is love to a woman that only dates men? how much does she compromise before its clear that her man doesnt know how to love?#why are you doing all the work?#why are you the smart one?#i think even worse than ending up with a dumbass guy i think im afraid that i would be like a dumbass guy#dense and obtuse to my girls feelings and wants and needs#that i wouldnt treat her right#thats why i get so annoyed at men!!!! you could have an amazing thing and you ruin it by being a stubborn shallow idiot#i know its the way theyre raised but come ONNN#ah i could rant forever#im just making myself mad#its so many things i dont get#and i cant ask my sisters or my mom cuz its rude to insult someones partner or past partners sometimes#doctalk#i know! i know! societal issue above my paygrade blah blah blah
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haha tfw your silly little tags get reblogged 😳
but really tho ... i don't think the relationship between autistic masking and the autistic struggle to be disobedient is as straightforward as that article made it out to be. my ability to mask has become worse and worse over time and sometimes i barely even try anymore, yet i did not magically develop better distress tolerance through this. in fact i can be so distressed that masking and thinking becomes impossible, so my entire brain is [very loud static noise] and i'll agree with anything you say to me just to get out of the situation faster while coming across as very, very weird
#this is why i deliberately say incoherent shit to my partner in the safety of our home sometimes#like grasping for words and settling for ''WELL WHATEVER THAT IS CALLED'' instead of continuing to try#they may not always get what the hell i am talking about immediately but it is important that i feel like i am allowed to do that#however i am very aware that if i acted that way in front of my doctor's receptionist i would hold everyone up#it's less about masking more about not wanting to a) make a scene and b) be in the situation even longer than i already have to#so yes distress tolerance is something i need to learn but i have no idea how and unmasking isn't really causally related#also it's made worse by my physical disabilities because sitting or standing upright means the clock is ticking#the longer i have to be upright the more agony i am in lol you can certainly call that distressing#weirdo chronicles
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I'm watching queer eye and like. most times I can understand the fab5 and why they need to change/fix this person and the ways whatever they're teaching will help, but like. they're teaching etiquette to this total country rancher guy bc he wants to find a girl and settle down and he never learned that type of stuff and yeah manners and basic etiquette is important but rn they're focusing so much on dining and the amount of forks!! and no you can't dip your bread in soup you gotta tear a small piece and drop it in!! and you're absolutely terrible if you set your spoon on the table!!
idk man I'm super not vibing w this ep
#ignore me#maddie liveblogs queer eye#still in season 6. the bull rancher guy.#idk this whole ep is making me super uncomfy#idk just anytime the problem is 'peter pan syndrome' where the guy is happy and living his life fine but everyone else has issues w it?#just. as an autistic who also no doubt has 'peter pan syndrome' it just rly rubs me the wrong way#sure his living space and hygiene are less than ideal but idk I don't think he needed a whole intervention for that#and again!!! the etiquette stuff!!! why the frick!!!#who tf cares about which fork to use and soup spoons when he's a rancher cowboy in texas!!!!#and just. the whole time he's So Uncomfortable w everything#they keep playing it like 'ohoho he's just a conservative texan dealing w 5 gay guys for the first time!' but like.#he probably never asked for any of this? and you can tell how resistant he is to change. I get that. it's scary.#and p much everything he does has reason. for his business or for his heritage. it's super important to him and that's valid!!#and the fab5 come rushing in and tell him he needs to change if he wants to find a girl and settle down#and like. ok yes he needs to work on hygiene and his housing situation. but idk man karamo thinking etiquette lessons will be the best fix?#I still have like ten min left but man he's been so uncomfortable the whole time it's kinda heartbreaking#I do like tan and antony listening and going slowly and helping him ease into change#bc what they're doing is such a big change!!! for someone like him he needs to be eased into it#what they're doing is basically tossing him into the deep end of the pool to teach him how to swim and it's driving me nuts#ok sry I gotta shut up I'm just. rly not vibing w this episode and I'm bummed about it :\
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