Always let the doppelgangers in, they're your friends! That's what the video said right?

→ man of my dreams (PT4) bucky b x f!reader

inspired by @demonsandmischief 's story something special ↪link to their story: something special part one Parts to this story ↪one:man in my dreams ↪two:man in my dreams ↪three: man in my dreams my masterlist ↪M A S T E R L I S T prompt ↪ although your visions remain of past experiences(your younger self) , Bucky is there to comfort you through it all, keeping you calm. Although there are still things you don't know about your powers you still learn and adapt, but, what happens when the bad guys finally catch up to you and you lose control. "i gotcha love" warnings / other notes ↪mentions of death ↪PTSD ↪delusions, its also confusingly written but to me I understood it. ↪you might need to keep an eye out for the POV change cause its one of those one, and i dont know if there is alot because i didnt reread this or edit it. ↪ the grey lines are a sign of scenery or pov change if you don't like this pov idc im bored

Y/N's POV two days later It's hard kind of been hard avoiding John and Lemar, I leave the house for a walk and all I hear is "hey y/n about that information". Bucky insisted that he comes with me whenever I go out but I told him that I'd be fine. Bucky and I have been getting closer since John's first visit, we seem to share the same thoughts on John and Lemar, we don't like them. Over the course of almost a week, Bucky has made it all bearable with all these visions, scars and emotional damage he's been able to help me through it all. Even when he wasn't feeling his best, that's what makes him special to me, well part of the reason. Hydra had been getting closer and closer so we moved again, to some place in the middle of nowhere. I was okay with the moving, everyone seemed to be okay with it, until, John came again. "god does he stop" Bucky said closing the curtains irritated by the fact John had literally followed behind us willingly without invitation. Sam and Zemo had some information to get so they left Bucky and I alone to spectate the toad and its tadpole. "he's john walker, he will walk and he will walk and if we walk even faster he will run. he won't stop." I mumble reading my book, the last vision I had was last night. It was very... abrupt. Since the house we were staying at had only three rooms Sam insisted on sleeping on the couch and giving me his room, Bucky had pulled me aside and said that if I didn't mind sharing than he could share with me. Of course my stomach turned at the thought, but my vision last night wasn't as abrupt as it usually is, maybe him being there helped. There was a knock at the door and I run down to get it "do you have water?" It was John, he and Lemar had set up a camp outside our house like he was camping outside waiting for a celebrity to leave their house. "fuck off" I say before closing the door "i might just give him information for him to leave us alone" I sigh going back upstairs "i mean i'm not the one telling you not to" Bucky says sitting on the bed burying his face into his hands. "Sam has been out for hours do you think they are ok?" his muffled voice says through his hands "I'm sure they are fine" I reassure him, he looks up out the window from our room. Getting up and opening the curtain he leans against the window frame impatiently tapping his metal finger against the newly painted wood. "wait what is the time?" I ask, Sam and Zemo had left at two pm "its six" he says still looking out the window. Closing my book I stand up pulling my bag out from under the bed "what are you doing?" he asks frustrated turning around, grabbing my knife and my holster out "well maybe he might not be ok" I say shrugging grabbing another knife. "that doesn't answer my question y/n" he says and I look up "oh shut up and get ready" I say sharpening the knife in my hand with the other knife in my holster. Pulling out a vest from my bag throwing it over my shirt, wincing in pain as it rests on the shoulder that was recently shot from a vision the other night. I place a handgun in one of the spaces in my vest with extra ammo in another pocket. Bucky walks in wearing a black suit "a suit?" I say trying not to laugh "shut up, you're not taking that" he says pulling the handgun out of my vest "hey come on" I whine. "I don't want you mistaking me for another person alright you might shoot me in the foot" he says "and you don't need two of those" he says taking a knife out of my right hand "use that one" he points to the one in the holster. "I may be young but I'm not a child Barnes you're lucky you didn't take this knife, its my favourite." I roll my eyes "I don't care" he mumbles checking if the gun it loaded holding it in his left hand. Walking out the door John steps out of his camp "where are you going?" he asks "don't act like you wont follow us, or well you'll find a way. Fuck off" I say and Bucky gets in their car turning the ignition "thats our car" Lemar pokes his head out "that's our land" I point to the grass getting in the passenger side. "i'm lucky sam

shared his location or we'd be driving to nowhere" I mumble pulling out my phone checking sam's location "why does he share it with you and not me" Bucky says disappointed "a 105 year old, using a phone" I say giving him a weird expression "the problem?" he asks. "105 year old" I pause "using a phone" I say and he shrugs still not seeing the problem "whatever" I mumble.

Bucky pulls over to the side of the road "this isn't the place" I say looking out of my window "it can't be" I whisper "but it says Sam is here" he points at my phone screen. We had been driving for 30 minutes and now we were at a container unit? "whatever lead this was I hope it was worth it to miss dinner" I mumble unbuckling my seatbelt exiting the car "y/n wait" Bucky says getting out of the car "wait, no." I turn around to Bucky "I meant wait for me" he says "oh" I say looking around once more. "follow the footsteps i guess" I say pointing to the floor it had two pairs of footprints walking into the container unit. Bucky walked in first before turning around "you should have stayed with john" he says "well i'm here lets go" I say hurrying him along "no but I mean like you sho-" "I know what you mean, I'm good with a knife let's get a move on fossil" I say walking past him. "sorry for the name" I say following the footsteps. We walk around for a few minutes before the footprints stop in front of a large container, I start stretching before we open the container and Bucky gives me a weird look. "what i'm stretching, you might not need it but i'm like out of practise" I say before shaking my limbs "alright" I say pulling out my knife, Bucky opens the door slowly "well thats a lost cause" I say looking into the empty container "who puts an empty container here anyways" I say. "wait sh" Bucky says, I walk closer to him and I could hear muffled voices I walk towards the voices "please be a secret door" I whisper pushing an area on the container wall as the door opens, the voices go silent. Bucky looks at me clenching his jaw before looking into the door, we walk in Bucky still holding the gun he had snatched off me before. A bag is thrown over my head "bucky?" I ask "wow the classic bag over the head" he says "y/n?" I hear sams voice, I take the bag off my head as does Bucky "you idiots didn't think to tie my hands or something" I ask spinning around to see Sam. "what was the point in that and who is this" Bucky says pointing the gun at a strange looking man "he's helping us" Zemo says "and you will kill him" I say pointing my knife at Zemo. "what?" Sam asks "he's gonna kill him, I saw it last night" I say confidently "I will not" Zemo says as Sam and Bucky give him a pissed off look. The odd man out jumps when Bucky looks at him, Sam grabs him placing him in a chair and tying him up. "Bucky if you please" Sam says and Bucky rolls his eyes placing the gun against the mans dome and he starts shaking "p-please no" he says and I walk outside "y/n" Bucky says and I turn around "someone's here, it's not John" I say quietly placing a finger over my lips. "what do you mean, i thought you saw this" Zemo says "no I specifically saw you kill that man, that was it" I say looking up listening closely. "people are all around us" I say as Bucky and Sam sigh "i'll be back" I say running out but before I could even leave the container Bucky grabs my hand "you go out there you die, I can't take that chance" he whispers and I sigh in defeat rolling my eyes "well can you hurry up with him then" I whine and he nods. The footsteps and muffled voices get closer as the boys interrogate the scared man. A few moments later the container door swings open and I hide looking over to Bucky mouthing the words "they're here" before he removes the gun from the guys dome once more walking over to me. He leans against the walls next to the entrance of the secretive place. The foot steps get closer and I throw my knife hitting a guy in the throat "y/n for fuck sakes" he says aiming and firing his gun, shooting the guy point blank in the head, I retrieve my knife cleaning it off quickly. Zemo kills the guy shooting him through the dome running off "for fuck sakes can someone get the sokovian guy" Sam says and I run off after him. "Zemo you motherfucker!" I yell as he disappears into thin air, I didn't think of this. He had lead me into the middle of nowhere and I had no clue on how to get back. "over there!" a guy points "fuck" I

mutter, I could have used the gun Bucky had stolen off me but I guess it was fair, they all are dressed like him in a way. I run behind a container praying to whatever universe would help me. Guns shoot at the container and I sigh "fuck" scared I poke my head out and they automatically shot just missing my right ear. Closing my eyes I fall back "not now, not now" I mumble opening my eyes realising I was behind the guys, they spun around quickly but just missed me once more before I slit ones throat using him as a human shield. Throwing the newly dead corpse at one of the guys as I run at another stabbing him right in the neck as more guys run in, still amazed by what just happen I run towards the men with the still alive man with the knife in his throat, a bullet skimmed my arm that was still healing luckily missing the already exposed wound. Flinging the body around I knock a gun out of some of he guys hands "it's her" one says over the intercom and I sigh punching him in the head and kicking his groin as he collapsed to the ground pulling the knife out of the now dead mans neck. I run behind another container praying for my life closing my eyes hoping that whatever happened before doesn't happen now. I run out throwing my knife now realising that in the time I had run behind the container more men had come. I was no black widow, I couldn't handle all these men. They all stand there staring at me as my knife hits one of them directly in the heart as he falls, the look between me and their dead coworker before shooting at me and I scream. Closing my eyes waiting for a bullet or twenty to hit me. I open my eyes and see that all the bullets were deflecting off some sort of forcefield. "how is she doing that?" A guy says shocked "this wasn't in the mission summary" another guy says still shooting at me. I look down to my hand and realise it was glowing blue, why blue? I mean sure it's a nice colour, not my favourite. I raise my hand and all the men stop shooting following my hands movements "drop your guns?" I say confused and they drop them. Of course, it didn't hit me that I had touched the mind stone right up until this moment. I could hear all their thoughts, crowding me and boxing me in, their thoughts hacking at my head like a bad day ruining my book reading. My hand stops glowing blue and I fall to the ground, their thoughts overcrowding my mind. I curl up into a ball "what is she doing?" a guy asks "get away" I whisper yet the voices continue "go away" I whisper and they don't. I stand up looking at the men "go" I pause "AWAY" I yell as a surge of power flows out of my body straight towards the men and their necks snap one by one, one at a time their voices leave my mind as the bodies all drop to the ground. Bucky and Sam run around a corner look at all looking at me "bucky" I smile stumbling over thin air "i need" I pause standing still feeling dizzy as the world starts spinning "a nap" I say before fainting.

Bucky's POV I catch her as she falls to the ground "I gotcha love" I whisper stepping over all the dead bodies with broken limbs "that was power she can't control" Sam says amazed by what she did "my point" I say. "do me a favour Sam, grab the knife out of that guy, it's her favourite one" I say and he rolls his eyes pulling it out of the guy. She looked so perfect, despite her state she still managed to effortlessly look gorgeous. "what happened to your car?" Sam says as we walk out to the front where the car was supposed to be parked. "Sokovian?" he says and I roll my eyes "and wheres yours?" I ask turning to him with an unconscious y/n in my arms "over there" he points across the road to the grey car and I roll my eyes crossing the road. "our one lead is dead, the jailbird broke lose and y/n now has powers that we don't know how to control" Sam sighs opening the back car door and I place her in gently. "It's fine, John's car wont go far its low on fuel" I mumble getting in the front putting on my seatbelt as we drive off. Maybe I should have left y/n with the gun... was this my fault? No she's never been in safer hands. She likes it with me, it calms her down, she said it herself. I've never felt safer. I wish I could tell her my thoughts, or even tell her to read my mind. Maybe instead of being the man in her dreams, I could be the man of her dreams. I wish it was all different. We continue driving, words have yet to be said as I look out the window constantly looking back at y/n. "you seem to be comfortable around her" Sam says still looking at the road, I turn to face him "what?" I say confused "you're more... relaxed" he says quickly looking at me. "Since Steve left I've never seen you this relaxed with someone that wasn't him" he says and I shrug "Sure I am relaxed with you all the time" I say looking back out the window. "you know what I mean Buck, before I couldn't leave the house without the copious amount of questions 'where are you going' 'i should come with you' it's like you like her company more than mine" he laughs, i liked both of their company. y/n's was more relaxed and fun, i didn't have to worry too much because she wouldn't leave me she'd just sit in front of me reading a book, she was hilarious too i didn't laugh much but she always got the occasional laugh. sam's was honest company, not that y/n's wasnt but sam's company was helpful in the sense that he always helped me when i couldn't help myself or when i was stuck, he took me in. I guess they both would do that for me, not leave, take me in. "i don't" I smile "and that too, you smile more, you're loose and i've heard you laugh more in the past week than like ever" he says "alright alright knock it off" I say starting to get annoyed "alright" he laughs. We weren't too far from the house and we already see John and his sidekick sitting around. "They're still here?" Sam asks "they couldn't leave, y/n and I took their car" I say and Sam chuckles "yeah well he's sure been a pain in the ass" Sam says pulling up to the house. John stands up walking over "if you want the car" I say getting out opening the back door "its gone with the sokovian" I say grunting as I carefully grab y/n pulling her out of the car, closing the door with my leg. "What?" his sidekick says, if we were being honest I have no idea what his name is hence the whole sidekick thing "walk" Sam says as we walk into the house, Sam opening all the doors for me. Y/n tosses and turns in my arm then I notice she was shot... again and it was close to the other wound "y/n im gonna drop you if you keep moving" she must've been having a vision or something, walking up the stairs I place her on our bed watching her move and then suddenly stopping laying still. Walking over to her bag pulled out from earlier I grab some medical equipment, starting to fix her up. "she's very tough" Sam says walking in and I nod "sure is" I say staring at her in awe, sam hands me her knife and I wipe it down cleaning off all the blood, placing it in my pocket. "we need to help her" I

say sitting down next to her pushing the loose strands of hair out of her face and she smiles gently "well atleast we know shes dreaming and its not a vision" sam says "you never know, she did this last night. she would toss and turn and then she would stop, stop and smile" I say trailing off admiring her face. "Well, I'll contact shield ask them for ways maybe go through the papers again, John and his buddy are gone for a bit I saw them hitch a ride from a passer by, i'll let you know" Sam says and I look up and nod. I lean back against the headboard, looking down at her as she moves her head onto my lap. I sit there shocked at first, how could someone feel comfortable around me given my past. It amazed me how she didn't care too much whether I'd kill her or not, not that I think about it often but I do think about how much faith she puts in me, saving her. She just doesn't know she's always saving me. She crosses her arms curling up into a ball and I reach over for the blanket placing it over her as she loosens up, i place my flesh hand on her hair stroking it slowly, taking in the moment of bliss before it would be taken from me somehow. "bucky" she said and I look down at her, she was still asleep or unconscious i couldn't tell. "bucky?" she repeated in a confused tone "where did he go?" she mumbles "he's the man of my dreams" i wonder what conversation she was having that made her say exactly what I thought. I sat around staring at her beautiful face whilst she continued to sleep talk, I only focused on her beautiful features, from her black hair to her perfect sized lips.

The tattoo on her neck of a rose going up to her jawline and how it was perfectly placed. I close my eyes for a moment. Imagining the different scenarios of how we meet, the different ways i could have made her feel special. Yet here I was, saving her ass probably making her more miserable by the second. How I wish things turned out differently when it came to her. "Bucky" she said softly sitting up as I remove my hand "hey" I smile gently and she places a hand on her head "god what happened" she mumbled and I get up walking over to my bag giving her a painkiller and a bottle of water she had from yesterday. "you fainted but you're ok" I smile handing them to her "thank you" she said quietly. "the voices" she said placing the water down "i had control of their mind and I could hear all their thoughts" she looked up at me "and my hand was glowing blue, they were all shooting at me but the bullets instead of hitting me they hit a forcefield" she sounded crazy, but every word she said, I believed. "then I screamed and they all fell, they died" she said looking back down grabbing her bottle drinking the rest of it as I sit back down next to her "their thoughts, they just were like bullets going through my arm, i'm sure one of them did" she says checking her arm. "i fixed you up" I say smiling at her and she smiles back "i shouldn't have thrown that knife i was just so eager" she says apologetically "it's fine the only thing that matters is that you're safe" I say quietly grabbing a tissues wiping off the dried up blood from earlier on my metal hand. "you were uh you were sleep talking" I say to her and she looks at me "what?" she stutters "it was nothing stupid" I smile gently, he's the man of my dreams. Just thinking of her saying that makes me smile. "did you like dream something or like was it a vision" I say a couple minutes after and she shrugs "uh it was a dream just a dream, i never knew that i talk in my sleep" she says getting out of bed sitting down at her chair where she was reading the book earlier. "yeah" I say "hey uh did you get my knife you know th-" "that its your favourite... yeah" I smile reaching for it in my pocket pulling it out and her eyes lit up "red's such a nice colour, it blends in with the blood" she says checking it out "you even cleaned it" she smiles sweetly looking up at me. "yeah i got sam to pull it out of the guys heart" I chuckle looking at the knife in her hands as she looked down admiring it, looking back up at me her cheeks turn red kissing my cheek "where would i be without you james" she says before walking out "JOHN" she yells and i hear her running down the stairs. Shit. I run down the stairs to see her standing outside the door wide open, Sam stares at me "good to know shes fine" he says and I chuckle "where are they" she spins around holding out her knife "finding their car" I say placing my hands on my hips and she shakes her head. "I was going to stab him" she says disappointed walking back in placing the knife on the table taking off her vest. "did you see how i killed those guys though?" she asks sitting next to Sam "no, thankfully" he mumbles reading the papers he had found on one of the guys. "can i explain it then?" she asks and I stand there looking between the both of them, waiting for sam to say something "sure" he says looking at her pushing the papers into a neat and tidy pile. "i mean she already told me faintly" I mumble walking over to the table sitting down and she nods "well i threw my knife right, the knife in to the guys heart you know the knife you pulled out thank you for that" she smiles to sam. "then i ran out to go grab it but there were more guys and they started shooting at me and I screamed closing my eyes but the bullets, they didn't hit instead they all hit this like forcefield and dropped to the ground" she says lifting her hand. "then I felt something weird in my hand and when i looked down this hand was blue and then all the thoughts, not my thoughts but thoughts were like overcrowding my mind and thats when i realised that i was

in control of their minds" her hand trembles as she lowers it. "and their thoughts, they were like, like being punched by the hulk but repeatedly and i couldn't, i couldn't take it so i screamed at their thoughts and I said go away and this like blue energy came out of me and flew threw them, it killed them and then i saw you" she said repeating the story. It looked like she had relived it again, the looks on her face it looked traumatising "i had never killed that many guys at once" she whisper covering her mouth with her hands and Sam rubs her back and I look at her. "that's odd" Sam says realising something grabbing the papers "Wanda" Sam says looking up at me pointing at a piece in the paper "Wanda was experimented on when she had touched the mind stone" he says "Instead of Red, y/n eminates blue" Sam says "your point?" I ask in a dull tone. "well they both touched the mind stone, they both have some form of energy radiating off them and they control minds" Sam says "their powers are like sisters, they are the same but are different in a way" he says "oh for fuck sakes" she says leaning her head back "what's up" I ask.

"I have the same powers of the lady controlling a town somewhere in america, i have the capability to control a town except that i wouldn't have any control because she was experimented so she knows, i dont" y/n sighs rubbing her dome. "its fine" I say scooting next to her turning her chair to face me "no, no it's not its just-" "its fine" i say rubbing her arms trying to calm her down, eventually it works. "we can help" Sam says "we can?" I ask "well i did promise you i'd find a way and it just takes alot of time" Sam says "there's only us three and not a whole evil team so it will take time but we can do it" Sam says and the look on her face as her eyes brighten, the hope was visible in her eyes. I remove my hands from her arms and she gets up hugging Sam and then running over to me hugging me kissing my cheek again "thank you both" she says sitting back down "but you do understand that there will be bad days" I say "there always is" she says excitedly. The look on her face was priceless, it was adorable until there was a knock at the door and she ran straight to get her knife "are you sure you need it?" Sam asks "what if its John and Lemar" she says, thats his name. She opens the door to reveal John half beaten holding the shield that isn't his. Y/n grabs him dragging him in with the knife against his throat "where were you, why do you keep following us, why cant you go away" she says very quickly pushing him against the wall. "relax love, we got into an altercation with the guy your man broke out of jail he's knocked out in the car" John says with a smug look and Sam stands up "you know we want information and we won't leave until we get it, i know you y/n, you'll break" John says and I turn back to Sam who had a very angry look on his face. "i wont break" she mutters under her breath to him pushing the knife closer to her throat "stop calling me names" she continues as blood starts to drip from his neck "you don't know me" she says before removing the knife punching him in the face.

I chuckle lightly at her as she shakes her hand in pain "what are you made of metal" she says to John who adjusts his crooked nose "no but he is" John says pointing at me. "that's where I draw the line" she says stabbing John in the forearm grabbing him by the ear dragging him out as Lemar grabs her I run over grabbing his hand, squeezing it "don't touch her" I say lowly. Y/n throws John out the door and I throw Lemar out and she looks at me with a smile. I'm in love with her.