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grapejuicegay · 5 months

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I haven't got a job. Why not? I think they only want clean people. They haven't taken that thing off yet? It's gone. But I guess some people still see it.

#if you take anything away from this let it be that it's not just with day #mhok is just very tender in general #i've spent far too long on this #had to remove some moments even #because i hit the upload limit #he's a far far more caring and tender person than he gives himself credit for #it bursts through every interaction he has #even the very first fight that landed him in jail #not in the best way mind you #was him defending a friend #but still #last twilight #last twilight series #kk.gifs #pdribs #uservid

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shepards-folly · 8 months

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I wanted to draw them again so yeah

#shep arts #empires smp #esmp #flower husbands #scott smajor #jimmy solidarity #esmp au #(<- kinda its not a serious thing just a silly au i made for I want to draw silly things purposes)#once again I spent far too long trying to figure out the playground section in a park…#i am thinking about them so much I've made a fanfic in my brain but i absolutely will not write it <3 #i did draw scott in a jacket based on xornoth intentionally... i think its silly to imply that he just steals xor's clothes

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cybernightart · 5 months

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Ok wait solid question... What would happen if the glamrocks got all fixed and everything and were back performing including bonnie (and considering it looks like they were building a foxy area before everything went kablewy let's just say glamrock foxy too) ... Would Monty and bonnie both be playing bass? Bonnie would have to get a new bass guitar because his bass guitar was given to Monty.... And chica already plays the electric guitar, and Roxanne's already got a keytar, and I can picture foxy on drums.... WHAT WOULD BONNIE PLAY?! Is he just going to walk up on stage with a trumpet or a triangle or something?! Freddy also already is the lead singer of the band, and I don't know instruments off the top of my head well enough to know what he would play, it would have to be some form of guitar thing probably though considering bonnies are known for playing guitar based instruments?!? Help?!?

#genuine question #fnaf #fnaf sb #glamrock bonnie #glamrock monty #glamrock chica #glamrock animatronics #glamrock freddy #glamrock roxanne #roxanne wolf #montgomery gator #fnaf questions #I've spent far too long thinking about this.....

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mister13eyond · 3 months

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honestly i love this stupid kirby meme for the dumbest reason:

which is that "i want to dead" has lodged itself as permanent echolalia in my brain, so when i'm Spiraling it becomes the despair mantra my mind is chanting, which like

WOULD be harrowing, but i keep picturing this sad little low poly kirby saying it and i'm just patting his angular little head like "i know kirby, i know, but the horrors persist and so must my juicy ass"

#externalizing my impulsive spiral thoughts as a separate entity was only step one #step two was making that entity a charmingly pathetic little guy who must be treated with compassion #broke: yelling at the imaginary personification of your suicidal thoughts for being a loud dick #woke: seeing this sad little kirby and sagely comforting him #tw sui ideation #mental health #also it's worth noting that like #i've come far enough that these days 'i want to dead' doesnt carry nearly the weight it used to #like yeah it's bouncing around my brain like a frantic echolalia every time i'm upset and overwhelmed #but i know low poly kirby doesnt ACTUALLY want to dead #he want to turn down the volume of everything happening and it's the only way he knows to express it #the kneejerk impulse will probably never go away #i spent too long with my immediate reaction to every struggle being 'i wanna die' for the habit to ever fully vanish #but i can't get mad at my brain for saying it #it's just a sad little low poly kirby ok #be nice to him. he's so low poly

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majesticmagics · 2 months

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ohhhhhhh i get it now. working 40 hours 5 days a week actually destroys you from the inside out, huh?

#shapes.txt #i wanted to maybe do things today but i can't even do anything besides chilling and eating and watching youtube right now #i've only ever worked part time retail before #and now i'm working in a call center full time #like i'm getting trained now which is good #and now i'm getting paid above minimum wage #but like #my god #i have no free time now #the free time that i technically have is spent recovering from work or thinking about work #and it's going to continue like this #i'm not going to last #i don't think that i can physically handle working full time #ok ok ok ok ok plan: i suffer through hell and get lotsa money #but not for too long #and then once i'm no longer working here #i'll slowly try and find a nice trade job or apprenticeship #idk though!!!!!#i've enjoyed it so far it's just now on the weekend that i'm like ''ugh''#i think it's because we (the new starters) got an actual taste for it on friday with all the accreditation stuff

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psychologicalwarclaire · 3 months

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Introducing... my sona, Cookie!

She's just a little gal for reacting, explaining, and overall hanging out. Feel free to ask questions about her or interact with her at all

Anyway, here Cookie is, drawn in various ways with various levels of effort and detail.

@purplepixel you wanted to see her? (the purple bunny belongs to him)

#cookie crumbs #my sona #sona #not to be confused with my dnd character Cookie who looks very similar... no sir #anyway here #I've spent far too long working on this reference sheet so please don't let this flop

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sodidumb · 2 months

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3/03/2024

made it to 2024!!! out of the most recent roblox drawings, it's kohane again :DD

seems like i moved out of free draw and into spray paint (despite spray paint being so painfully painfully painfully laggy. and has no undo button. and has a max of 10 layers (which you have to pay for more). And a stupid popup to pay for a bigger brush ever time i try using the biggest sized brush. and also constantly crashing

why? uhh i saw these youtubers draw on spray paint and it looked kinda fun teehee

despite the flaws, i'm actually having a lot of fun drawing on spray paint!! :0 i keep coming back to play more even tho the game hates me :( idk I like the challenge of keeping it to 10 layers (still hate the lag tho i will simply explode)

#art #roblox art #roblox spray paint #kohane azusawa #vbs kohane #project sekai #prsk art #prsk fa #pjsk fanart #oh!!! i dont think I ever said but I play mostly on the EN server!#it's- uh- it's not amazing compared to what JP has right now but like-#I've spent FAR TOO LONG GRINDING ON THAT GAME TO GIVE UP NOW #sunk cost fallacy and whatnot it's pathetic I know #I've sparked for 7 characters now i've already reached peak pathetic-ness #(BUT NONE OF THEM WERE KOHANE SHE TRULY IS THE GOAT LMAO)#ALSO HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOHANE I DREW THIS THE DAY AFTER HER BIRTHDAY (3/2) SHE'S SO SWEETIE #i would've drawn something the day before but i had major art block #:D her birthday card came home second pull- do you understand? the love ? i hold? for her? my daughter? my precious sunshine #mouse art

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crow-gothtree · 8 months

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more aizawa with pretty lighting

i get to a point in the drawing process sometimes where I have to just stop.

I didn't stop its a problem...

I did fix the eye size issue atleast

#crowtreedrawsaizawa #I've spent far too long on this and th he longer I look the more problems I see #eraserhead #bnha fanart #aizawa shouta #digital art #mha fanart #aizawa sensei #shouta aizawa #i'll fix it later #Honestly its not that bad #bnha aizawa #digital painting #Someone take this away from me #bnha #mha

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nyctophobia-au · 2 years

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This is mental illWELLness.

Was forced to create this against my will by outside supernatural forces. Template created by WEBCOR3Z; it just reminded me of Grimm and I cannot quite place why. <3

#this is by far one of the stupidest things I've ever drawn /aff #I hope this curses everyone that sees it #look at it too long and five years will be stricken off your life expectancy #hollow knight #shitpost #onceler 'fit #hk grimm #troupe master grimm #Grimmler #I hope that I will never have to the use fuckin' Grimmler tag on this blog ever again #meme #I spent way too long on this #but now it exists #suffer #this is barely art honestly #unhinged art #rot's art

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kvtie-pie · 2 months

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my desert themed playlist is coming along

#i've spent far too much time on it and have probably made it too long tbh #personal

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kino-rogers · 2 months

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we won't talk about backgrounds but i hc that Kiwi (she/they), my Bullet Train oc, is a Rave Rat and they absolutely manage to convince Tangerine and Lemon to go to raves w/ them, just cause of what they wear out to them and of course, she uses that scary dog privilege to their advantage 🤭

all this to say i drew Kiwi in a rave fit pfff

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the-plantman-is-queer · 10 months

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Going back to this post another part of what makes me so insane about aftg are the parallels between Andrew and Neil when it comes to Exy

Neil keeps coming back to question over and over again about how Andrew can risk his health and sanity, playing the way he does for a sport he couldn't care less about. Over and over again he interrogates this line of thought across all three books no matter the amount of characters who tell him to drop it.

he's like a dog with a bone worrying this line of thought over and over again:

It's one of Andrew's biggest contradictions. Everyone tells Neil Andrew doesn't care about Exy or anything for that matter despite all the facts screaming otherwise

and then Neil finds out that Andrew is fighting for the chance to find something to live for

and it resonates uncomfortably with something inside of him

It isn't until Neil is told he'll be made vice captain that it truly sinks in. The inevitability of his time running out shows Neil just how flimsy his obsession with exy was as a means to keep on living.

Neil clings to exy with everything he has, hanging on with bloodied fingernails to the only thing he had left in the wake of his mother's death. He tells Andrew he can't understand suicide, yet he makes the choice over and over again to throw away his chances for survival over a game. Andrew even calls him out on it

They understand each other too well, sniff out the contradictions in each other that everyone else accepts at face value, because they're both the same where it really matters

#had to restrain myself from making this post an extra three miles longer #one of these days I'll make a post about how everything Andrew accuses Neil of is blatant self recrimination #but I've spent far too long on this already #aftg

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aroaessidhe · 11 months

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ive been working on my blue timewar cosplay a lot btw! it’s just....gonna be one of those ones that looks like dogshit until I’m almost done LMAO

#blue cosplay #i've figured out the shirt situation now i just need to get fabric to make that #everything else is little details #spent far too long on armsocks (i have a vision okay)#and i haven;t done any of the details on them yet

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ventiswampwater · 7 months

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learning how to make gifs was so fckn dangerous bc now instead of adding words to my wip's I spend 73824989 hours in photoshop just making graphics for them

#and I feel like I really did smthn. bitch!!!!! write ONE!!! sentence #just spent FAR too long color correcting the 0.02 sec clip of carly's instyle magazine #to match the palate I've set for the fic #like I was already doing too much w/the banners from time 2 time #but this. this is too much power #giving myself 0.1% of grace bc I just posted a fic. so I can be a lil silly goofy. but.................lmao hsfdhgfdshfds #sam speaks

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kitsunebaba · 2 years

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I’m writing a thing!

“Izuku wakes up in hospital. This is normal enough.

What isn't normal is he's back in his 16 year old body after an apparent kidnapping.

(time travel and alternate dimension drama ensues)”

READ OVER ON AO3

THERE’S ALSO A PODFIC!

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orcelito · 10 months

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Finally doing some emotional processing ✌

#speculation nation #went thru old pictures with my sister to find things of my uncle #to display during the funeral :p #and i ended up crying. look at me go! actually letting myself feel things for once.#in large part it's the knowledge that such a permanent fixture of my life is now gone #my fun loving and mischievous uncle...#it's hard to say goodbye to someone so soon. he was younger than my dad even.#but cancer doesnt descriminate with people's ages haha #i spent the past week compartmentalizing like crazy & not letting myself process it at all #so it just did not feel real. i was far too removed from it all.#but now im in familiar ground. spaces he's been in. as recently as last christmas.#i've... been dealing with far too much death lately.#it has me going through life in doubt. because you never know when it'll be the last time you see someone.#life can be normal and then theyre gone. and there's no real way to predict it.#i know ive been writing a Grief Fic but like @ life maybe give me a break for a few years lol. just maybe.#i guess it's been almost 4 years since my grandma died. doesnt feel like it's been that long tho #my grandpa died in 2018. my grandma in 2019. my cat sammy in 2021. my cat cassy may 2023. and now my uncle july 3rd 2023 #too much death. too much fucking death. can i Please get a break for at least 5 years? please and thank you?#im just... really tired of loss.#negative/#death/#animal death ment/

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