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vaynglories · 6 months
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specific ship dynamic that makes me insane:
chivalrous warrior who wears their whole heart on their sleeve & radiates devotion from every pore x the shifty bastard who would drown their own hands in an ocean of blood for the other one's sake without hesitation and never say a word about it
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danikamariewrites · 8 months
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heyyy, could I please request a Rhys X reader where the reader is feeling quite isolated, all her friends seem to have moved on in life without her and she's just realised how alone she feels. in her head the inner circle still feel like Rhys's friends, and she doesn't have a circle of her own and is just feeling down? and Rhys comforts her? don't mind me I'm goin' thru it lol sorry, thank you and much love to you
Isolated
Rhys x reader
A/n: I feel you anon. I go through this sometimes bc all my friends live far from me and I don’t have any in my hometown so it’s very isolating.
Warnings: hurt/comfort, slight depression
The weather seemed to match your mood today. Glum and rainy. You were sat on a couch in the town house with your knees pulled to your chest as you watched the rain roll down the window.
One of your best friends had moved over two months ago with her husband to the Winter Court to be closer to his family when their baby is born. You were happy for her, but she was the last of your friend group left in Velaris.
You were feeling lonely without them. It felt like they were all taking the next step in life with their careers or starting their family. Not that you didn’t love your life with Rhys. You’re the center of his universe and you can’t even describe how much you love him.
You just felt like you had nothing left to offer your court. But you didn’t want to move, your whole life is here. And you were working here and there with Rhys with court problems. There wasn’t much you could do until you were married and an official Lady.
And you definitely didn’t want a child. You weren’t there yet with Rhys or in the right headspace to be a mother. It would be unfair for everyone involved.
So you just sat around and read all day. Or walked around the city. Just shopping and seeing what was new. The cycle was getting old. If you went shopping in the Rainbow one more time you were going to throw yourself off the House of Wind.
Mor had tried to invite you out with her and offered to just hang out at home, but you declined almost every time. It felt like she was just offering out of pity. You didn’t want a pity hangout.
You love Mor, sometimes it feels like she, Amren, Cassian, and Azriel weren’t really your friends. You liked them and all but they came as a package deal with Rhys. Lately you felt like you weren’t part of that.
You broke yourself from your reeling thoughts as thunder sounded in the distance, lightning following moments after. You unwrap yourself to take a sip of tea sitting on the side table. Sipping on the liquid you grimace at the cold taste.
Letting out a sigh you set the mug back down. Unmotivated to get a new serving. You wrap your arms tighter around your knees going back to watching the storm.
Rhys padded down the stairs stopping when he noticed you curled into the corner of the couch. He gently approached you, laying a hand on your head, smoothing down your hair. “Hi darling.” His voice soft, “Are you alright?” Rhys knew you weren’t. He didn’t want to push or invade your mind without your permission. Rhys was getting close to doing that though. You were worrying him and you wouldn’t tell him what was weighing you down.
You sat there leaning into his touch for a while. You felt tears prick your eyes as you tried holding them back. You kept swelling back the lump growing in your throat as you tried to get a simple ‘I’m ok’ out.
The tears slip out of the corners of your eyes as you keep watching the storm rage. Rhys smells the salt of your tears. He panics and sits next to you, moving his hand from your head to cradle your cheek.
“Hey,” he coos, “y/n, what’s wrong darling? Please tell me. I’ve been so worried about you.” Your eyes slide over his worried face. Letting out a shaky breath you blink the tears out of your eyes. “I’m just sad Rhys. I know I have you, but I feel so alone.”
Rhys’s face dropped into a deep frown. He knew you missed your friends. Though he was unaware how much it affected you until now. “I want life to keep going, and I want to keep doing things. I’m just not in a good place.”
Rhys wiped your tears away and held his arms open for you. Leaning forward you embrace the love of your life, letting your tears fall. “I’m so sorry. I’m here to support you through whatever you want to do y/n. I want what will make you happy.” “Thank you, Rhys.” You sniffled out.
The two of you sat like that for the rest of the day. Rhys helped you come up with new things you could. Encouraging you to step out of your comfort zone and even take Mor up on a night out. He even made you laugh.
You felt like a weight had been lifted of your shoulders after talking to Rhys. You had hope that things would change soon.
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lifeofamanhwareader · 8 months
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Bozo: Is stabbing someone immoral?
Rabbit: Not if they consent to it.
Dib: Depends on who your stabbing.
Paper: YES??!!?
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Bozo: If a demon possessed me, I’d just be like, “Okay, take it from here, good luck man.”
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Paper: You gave me up, you let me down, you turned around, and deserted me.
Bozo: But did I make you cry?
Paper: *cries on the spot*
Bozo: ...Shit.
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Paper: You’re my best friend, I would do anything for you.
Rabbit: I want you to eat 3 meals a day and have a decent sleep schedule.
Paper: Absolutely not.
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Dib: Hey, what are you reading?
Bozo: This is my magic book where any ink spilled shows a scripture of the future, however it bears a curse making it broken, and as such in order to make any scripture appears, I have to do it myself.
Dib: Impressive! I must have it for myself!
Paper: So it’s just a Notebook?
Bozo: It’s just a Notebook.
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Paper: So... what’s goin’ on?
Bozo: You want the long version or the short version?
Paper, hesitantly: The short one, I guess?
Bozo: Shit’s fucked.
Paper: Oh. Well, yeah, that’s definitely not an optimal situation.
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Bozo: When life gives you lemons, don't make lemonade. Make life take the lemons back! Get mad! I don't want your damn lemons, what the hell am I supposed to do with these? Demand to see life's manager! Make life rue the day it thought it could give Bozo lemons! Do you know who I am? I'm the person who's gonna burn your house down! With the lemons! I'm gonna get my engineers to invent a combustible lemon that burns your house down!
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Bozo: Rabbit, can you help me? All of my clothes keep disappearing for some reason.
Rabbit, wearing a hoodie that's 5 times bigger than their size: Spooky.
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Dib, ordering Starbucks: Hey, I just got my heart broken, what do you recommend?
Rabbit, who’s running the drive thru: …
Rabbit: Tequila.
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Paper: Sometimes I talk to myself for no reason.
Paper: Me too!
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Paper: Let's all agree that going up the stairs on all fours is actually the best experience on earth.
Dib: Conversely, going down the stairs on all fours is actually the most terrifying experience on earth.
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Bozo: Okay, if we can't do it by sheer force, we'll do it my way.
Rabbit: But your way is sheer force!
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Bozo: Now, the recipe calls for 2 shots of vodka.
Bozo: *upends the bottle*
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Bozo: What do you want then?
Dib: Er… something work related.
Bozo: What department is this?
Dib: Sorry?
Bozo: Well, if it’s work related you’d obviously know what department this is. What department is this?
Dib: *looks at Paper and Rabbit* Some sort of homosexual department?
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Rabbit: Why are you drinking, Dib?
Dib: I don’t drink anymore, so don’t start with that.
Rabbit, holding an empty water bottle: So why was this under your bed?
Dib: WE NEED WATER TO LIVE!
Rabbit: NOT IN MY DAMN HOUSE!
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Paper: I came out here to have a good time and I'm honestly feeling so attacked right now.
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Bozo: Yeah I'm LGBT.
Bozo: cuLt leader.
Bozo: God hates me personally.
Bozo: cowBoy hat.
Bozo: *sniffles* Trying my best.
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Dib: I’m quick at math.
Paper: Ok, what’s 38 times 76?
Dib: 24.
Paper: That wasn’t even close.
Dib: But it was quick.
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@theninjabozo @dib-thing-wannabe @odtherat us<3
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gurorori · 9 months
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The Seed and Queendom were so powerful whwhwbwhsjjdd i'm🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 i love. Cure for me was also verrry fun i love her choreographies, she's such a skilled and fluid dancer !!!
And exist for life is so🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭 beautifulllll i'm wjqbwnnsns <333 in love. I love. A lot . Mwah thank you for all your recommendations it is. 3:15am and i have to call it a day but !!!!!! Wah
da seed always gimme chills cuz i love da message & its nawt jus a figure of speech either, aurora fun fact is dat shes grown up in very close proximity 2 nature n clearly has so so much love n respect 4 it an i think it show wonderfully nawt only thru her music but thru her entire energy. she bcome one with it!! there a reason every1 calls her a forest nymph / elf n so much more in da comments aha
tho i think 2 call her anythin but human is a bit unfair, i think shes very human in da most beautiful of ways. unironically
queendom is suhc an anthemmmm... n it warms my heart when i see live performances of it cuz it really feel like one big hug with every1 given da lyrics n jus da vibes it creates. luv it so much, n i love da music video n_n women....
cure 4 me is very special 2 me even tho it a bit sillier soundin than most of her songs (along w the chorus blowin up on tt) readin more ab it from aurora herself tho, it turn out da inspiration came from sumthin dats a very loaded topic & after dat i cudn look at it da same & grew even closer 2.. THE SONG? idk why im talkin ab it lik a human but. word from miss aurora:
"Like always, I got inspired by a really huge, dark and horrible thing that happens in the world. The first seed of inspiration came from thinking about the countries where it’s still legal to do conversion therapy for gay people and lesbians. I just thought that’s so pointless. The first idea was me saying, ‘I don’t need a cure for me – just let me live, man!’”
“Why is it so difficult for people to just let others be themselves? Then I thought that it could mean many other things. People tend to believe quite quickly that something is wrong with them if they’re not like the people they see in front of them. It’s so sad that it doesn’t take much for us to really doubt ourselves.”
^ lil context 4 dat is, aurora is definitely queer as shes talkd ab her attraction 2 ppl in da past & shes had a girlfriend be4 too. i think she mentions dat she feels different romantically in regards 2 men n women. but also she doesn label herself really, but i think this gives more insight into this song. as well as ive noticed ppl talkin ab her includin some of her own more 'weird' mannerisms n well. the dance is weird n silly too (/affectionate!!! its gettin added 2 sky soon like i talkd abt in dms, n im boutta spam it everywhere) n i think it an incredible move too.
i think cure 4 me can also b related back 2 auroras neurodivergence, which she has talkd ab before. she mentioned bein made fun of @ school 4 bein autistic (altho i don think she was ever diagnosed w it) n also bein put on adhd medication in da past - pretty sure dats her official diagnosis. but yeah. honesly, jus from watchin the way she carries herself n moves n talks in interviews & lives, she was always so clearly different & felt closer than other artists 2 me. like nawt in a 'wow shes so weird' way like sum ppl say. idk theres an inherent sense of belongin w dat person cuz shes so much like us too. man i started cryin but anyway i luv her lots she really mean lots 2 me.
exist 4 love is very beautiful too.. i luv da reference 2 the birth of venus, i love da influence of 1920/30s music too like many mentioned.. it make me melt into a puddle sumtime. we rly do exist 4 it huh.!!!!
but yah n_n thank 4 goin on this aurora journey wit me!!! am glad it was fun & am glad 2 infect ya so @/meowyoi, ya n i can all grow a bit more insane togethr <3
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queenofbaws · 1 year
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so like what is the deal with the washington parents? They dont really seem to care about their children. Josh‘ issues and the twins literally dying. are they not concerned? Or just dont show it? Do you think it was different when they were children? What kind of relationship do you think the twins and josh had with their parents?
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aw man, an excellent question this chilly evening! i mean, in the canon material at least, i think the washington parents just suffer from 'don't look too close at the background characters shhhhhhhhhh' disease, where we just weren't supposed to think about them...
but if you're lookin' for my headcanons ohoho. ohoooo. HOO BOY. i got those. ;Pc
i want to preface this by saying for everything i am about to rant about, there is maybe like. 3 sentences in the source material to support. the rest, as you might imagine, is simply the product of me staring at my ceiling at night and writing in-depth character bios in my head. think barbie doll soap operas but with people who dress like they've never experienced snow before in their lives.
whenever i think about the washingtons, the first word that always pops into my head is COMPLICATED. i think they're a complicated bunch. i do think they love each other, and i do think they care about each other, i just also think there's some distance there. i've always very much been of the belief that josh and the twins were closer to each other than any of them were to their parents, but i don't think that means there isn't love there - just that it's, again, COMMMMPLICATED XD
i think the major issue in the washington fam, as a general rule, is denial. 'pretend it's not a problem and it won't be one.' is that a major issue in my family? perhaps. is this just me projecting? who's to say. but at the end of the day, i think there's a lot of avoidance and distance when it comes to talking about The Big Bad Stuff. we see that in josh, at least, how he just tamps stuff down and lets it fester, so i always just assumed he had to get that from SOMEWHERE. there are also little niblets of this here and there with like, hannah's diary suggesting she wasn't aware of what was going on with josh when he was in and out of the hospital.
so in my head, i tend to translate that as the MOMENT the washington parents realized the situation with beth and hannah was what it was, they both just absolutely, without question, 110% threw themselves into their work so they wouldn't have to think about it. not the healthiest way to go, to be sure, but...i don't know, that's just always the picture i had in my head. in the basement, josh leads sam to believe that his dad's been pretty distant ever since the movie thing took off anyway, so i just sort of stretched that into "and now that things are so fuckin grim here all the time, he's really not around." i like to believe that means it was different when they were kids, that maybe the family was closer and they spent more time together, but i'm sure the whole 'suddenly winning award(s) in hollywood' thing affected how much time they got to spend together.
i sort of paint that in broader strokes in t(a), mostly because whenever we're really dealing with the washington family dynamic stuff, we're seeing it through josh's eyes and he's Goin Thru It, but for what it's worth, in my head i always imagine there's some sort of familial reconciliation when *plugs fingers in ears and talks real loud so i can't hear anyone say the word 'canon'* JOSH AND ALL THE OTHERS GET HOME AFTER WHAT HAPPENS AFTER THE LODGE BLOWS UP LA LA LA LA LA LAAAAA!
this was a lot of rambling for me to get across that YES, i do think the washingtons care about their kids, i just think they're maybe not great at showing it. i think they all need to be seeing dr hill for weekly sessions, that's what i think.
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de-jaku · 1 year
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DEJA'S RULES !
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COME CLEAN OFF MY PAGE if you're homophobic, transphobic, sexist 'n misogynistic, a zionist or just a general weirdo. especially if you show any anti-blackness of any kind.
in terms of gender, my default would either be a fem reader or afab reader. mostly fem because that is my comfort zone at this point in time. not to say that i am uncomfortable with writing for a male audience, but it is just not my style and i write what i prefer. do not take this personally, it is not aimed.
for the love of god, this is a drama-free zone. i don't really wanna be having any discourse on a blog that's supposed to be fun and lighthearted. so try to keep things chill please.
when requesting pls specify what you would like me to write for you. stating your ideal character and kink or prompt is okay, but it's easier if you gave a brief description of your request. if it's too vague i might not even write it—the chances of me misunderstanding you are high. also—if I don't write your request, please don't take it to heart, I'm a self-indulgent writer.
i write when I feel like it or when I have something that's burning in my mind. i may not even have the time, since i am a student.
i write
fluff
angst rarely, since i like peace 😭
and smut predominantly
matter of fact let's just talk about this since we on the topic.
the reason I write smut at this age is because of the immense increase in desire im going thru rn. all throughout my adolescence ive been experiencing these things but never actually doing anything about it. so in my personal opinion, i've reached an appropriate age to openly talk & write about these things
where i live, im at the legal age of consent anyways
+ SOO many people around my age are already sleeping with people and goin off doin they own thing and thats fine, that's what they wanna do. but personally, 'tis a scary world we live in ladies and gentlemen and not everybody has good intentions.
hope that made sense, that literally looks like word vomit lmfao
BUT ANYWAY— heres stuff i will write
breeding,
overstim
sub!char
dom!char
wlw
some food play
poly (ill only ever write mlm when reader is involved)
age gap (both gotta be legal)
milf n dilf reader/char (again, both must be legal)
somno
dacry
LIGHT blood play (menstruation included.)
anal
will most likely add more
aaaand stuff i won't.
any under age characters
alpha and omegaverse
scat
piss
watersports
non-con and anything where the lines of consent are blurred. consent isn't just hot, it's fucking mandatory??
incest
yandere anything just no
daddy kink
again, I will probably add to this list if something bamboozles me, but if unsure about anything or if you wanna request/thirst something that's not on the list, please ask me.
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givsmn · 2 years
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my live reaction to Thor: Love and Thunder
okay. so far. i am NOT lovin this. "im tired" dies THATS SAD I'M SAD NOW IT'S TOO EARLY FOR THIS
BIG SAD RN BIG BIG BIG SAD HES LYIN BESIDE HER GRAVE
yes i would say he's suffered severely but i would not recommend followin the eery whispers in the wind
ooh green, we like green
bro your daughter coulda surv- what'd you slice your palm on
Rapu? that you?
Gorr… babe you don't look so good- aw he's so cute when he smiles
RAPU FUCK YOU
$10 Gorr finna pick up that sword and dice Rapu
oh well he didn't pick up the sword, it presented to him
AW I WANNA FLOWER PERSON
ooh gold blood, pick that shit up
Steve T-T Tony T^T i hate that thing MOON MOON !!!
musics great tho
KORG, baby
omfg he baby
"fighting the good fight for those who can't fight good" lmfao
Fonda gave me whiplash fr
SHUt UP KORG JFC MY GODS
GROOT <3
DAD BOD, GOD BOD, SAD BOD I CANNAE KORG PLEASE
lmfao Quill did not ask for this
bro Stormbreaker grew roots?
… why is he witch ridin Storkbr- yk what, nvm
DIE SCUM
stfu Thor, you embarrass me sm
OMG the AESTHETIC ASDFGHJKL
GUNS N' ROSES BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
my heat is racin rn sm
THE SPLITS WHAT TTTTTT
lmfao omg the GOTG cannae
bro you broke their temple. it finna shatter ain't it
yep, yep, there it is. poor fellas
Jane Fonda, hello
istg if Darcy eats those w sticks ima flip
yikes, four. sorry bro
she didn't use the sticks!
hope Darcy notices myuh-myuh's gone
self experimentin, are we?
SELVIG <3
wait wait is she finna find Mjolnir and put it back together to give her health
VALKYRIE
i'd buy that spice, please
INFINTY CONEZ!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
wow, they're boomin, that's great
oh gods, more theater
ALAN GRANT?!?!!!!!
bitches, Odin did NOT stand up and no you won't, perish
glitter, glitter mfs
"Transform!" ????!?!?! LIKE POWER RANGERS!?!?!??!
oh gods, McCarthy
this whole thing gave me a stroke, i love it
Jane Fonda finna steal them stones, i get
YEP IT'S FONDA
oop, ominious weather and vibrations oohoohooh
they're levitating
GOD OF DISASTER? ? ? ?
who the fuck is screa- oh good gods
they jus didn't want the goats
NEBULA <3 hi babe
oh where Gamora?
WAIT MANTIS W A GUN!?
omg they can understand them i cannae please please
no that's not it, ima have a stroke
congrats, babe. how many spouses?
Sif's alive? bro i did not know that
he visibly and audibly deflated
inspirational speech, Quill <3 thanks
pft pft pft i'm chockin Let Go Thor Let Go
that's His ship bro, bro, bro
IM CHOKING IM HAVING A STROKE THOR MOVE
you frickincrazy axe
(GOATS SCREAMING)
barren ice wasteland
Falligar is adorable, wHY ARE THEY DEAD THEYRE ADORABLE
bro she's missin an arm
you're not in battle PFT OH SHIT
oh nu, not assgard god butcher
oop ominious figure in white, how sexy
sleepin children
(SINISTER MUSIC PLAYING)
reminds me of the angel of death in the Moses sto- NVM BIG ASS SPYDERS
VAKLYRIE ASDFGHJKL ON HER PEGASAUS BABEEEEEE IN PJS
oh smoll boys
lmfao blood splatter on the camera
METALLIC HUMMING OVERHEAD BABE
AHEHEHEHE DEMONIC GIGGLING
TESSA THOMPSON, MARRY ME POR FAVORA PALIHUG NA
???? he jus treated myuh-myuh like a mf dog jfc
vrooms past i bet HA got it
oh hello ms. FondaBRO THATS SO DAMN COOL IT SPLIT LIKE BUMBLEBEE DID OMFG OMG OMGOMG OMGOMGOMGOGMSOGJSPOFGJOPSFGJPSGJSPGOJSFPOJGPSFOGJSGJ
pft Thor please
it's ms. Fonda to you, childe
omfg the rollerskates thing i cannae please
halloween party??? bro no stop doin myuh-myuh like that
oh yea cryin durin comedy's ik that
Nick Furry.
poor babes
i feel liked that's not how legend-myth works but idk enough abt it to contend
panic attack?
oh you poor idiot
oh bro spoogies
Thor's so shiny tho
~then you know this is going to hurt~
oof raggity man
VALKYRIE <3 <3
blinker light eyeballs fr
bros goin for the children tho idk how they've been sleepin thru it all
THEYRE TAKIN THE CHILDREN
what in the fresh fuckery was that cage on legs
Eight years, seven months, and six days.
please stop bickering
Daryl
THEATER
Jodie Fonda.
bro you srsly tryna call myuh-myuh from her
OMFG STORMBREAKER
is this real? feels like a fever dream
slowly creeps in
STOP BETRAYIN STORMBREAKER YOU ASS
should Thor intervene? bc it might undermine her, idk how this stuff works
what's squeaking
pft
oh good lords
Valkyrie is exhausted
CAPE GROWS BACK?
Heimdall had a son?
AXL
hoi, respect his name
magic eyes
Thor~!
i like Axl sm
pft "oh my god. go away"
those children are finna start cryin, shut up Thor
JODIE FONDA WHY'D THAT COME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH STOP IT
omnipotence city
QUETZALCOATL theyre mentioned in my fanfic
Zeus is not wise
goats
she's still an alcholic
myuh-myuh
Thor you're a chil- omg Stormbreaker
oh shit Jane.
geez what'd you go and do that for
Valkyrie <3 3 <3 <3
they're so damn cute
THEY BOOPED SWORD AND MYUH-MYUH
pft don't feed on the children please thanks
those goats make me wanna shoot myself in the foot
the city so pretty- what'd you go and wreck the lawn for babes
Jodie, Jodie, Jodie stop, stop, stop please
he has a boyfriend, it's Bruce
so cool
Valkyrie's so amused
he has feelings for Jodie Fonda
VALKYRIE YOU'RE GREAT
Axl <3 <3 <3
Gorr <3 <3 <3
Gorr, that's not how you bond w children, mate
pft she slaughtered the emotion gods
DRAGON OMG DRAGON ITS A DRGON
BAO??? I WANT BAO
hmmmm zeus
oh good gods how theatrical jfc
omg he copied zeus in every way
Thor's a nerd through and through, fanboy
tf accent is that
HA orgy
?? oh yea he's not that great
HA AGGRESSION the aggression confuses him
en masse.
did he finger gun shackles
oh here it comes
like, it's funny. but also, i'm imaginin that happenin to a woman and :[]
he's prolly gon be reinvited to the orgy
bro the bearded harp guy fainted
T-T his tats
A SHY COURGETTE!?!?!?!? A ZUCCHINI!?!?!!?!?!?!?!
pft disguise off
you tell him, babe
so, chill, baby cake
the theatrics!? "no"
Valkyrie's muscles i cannae please please please
omg Jodie Fonda's muscles i cannae please please please
his accent, it's givin me a stroke
"rush his bum"
lmao i love Fonda's excitement "hell yeah!" knocks off someone's head
JANE'S HAMMER STILL IS SO AWESOME
aw yisssss ms. Valkyrie, relish the goldblood spray
!? KORG nononononononnonono cmon fOR WHATOH DHIT HE CAUGHT IT oh gods the line
i feel like that wouldn't kill him tho
Kog Korg KORG!? omg baby, you're alive PFT mouth
omg that's such a pretty whi- wow, yea no i liove the screamin goats and GNR better
T^T marry me? please, Valkyrie
yO THOSE THINGS STARING INTO THE WINDOW BEFORE THEY FLEW OUT LOOKS LIKE CELESTIALS
screaming goats on rainbows w rock and roll in the bg is my new aesthetics
he's so good w kids, so sweet
"Team Kids in a Cage"
why's he keep messin w his no- ha
Korg loved it, noted
i thought you needed the necrosword to kill gods
omg Stormbreaker's jealous- THOR YOUR'RE BEIN DISLOYAL
i'm more invested in Thor x Stormbreaker then Thor x Jane
… he fed it beer… hE SCRATCHED THE UNDERCHIN WHAT
his lil thing when she turns around is the fattest mood i have ever witnessed
Korg music? pft omg that's cute
thanks Korg, you stripped her bare
yep, this is real, that fumbling lmao
oh the fear in her eyes
"bye"
he's good at comfortin, once he calms down a bit
Thor baby
oh no, the color, it's broken
WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT LANDING HA
oh nu the bone cage is empty
their pinkies T-T
is myuh-myuh so broken it cannae summon the Bifrost?
oh bro she yeeted
Gorr, you're spoogie, i love it
yea idk if the dentist can help w that bud
ha he's a lil fanboy too, omg. his giggle was adorable
baby, she's crying
i find his face fascinatin
oop he's chokin em
his hand was on his shoulder, so faint
… tentacle porn is completely plausible and acceptable it's accepted i accept it
it's funny how he keeps sproutin from the shadows like a whack-a-mole
omg myuh-,yuh
oh no the boat!
bro i completely forgot abt Korg
HEY HE IMAPLED HER NO
oh nu he's got the key
oh bro she looks shit
a fridge without a door.
yea babe he goin w/o you
T-T bc he loves her, always
he still has Loki's hair twined into his own braids
damn she lost her whole kidney
yO head at 01:29:07 is movin
that was a celestial head that fell oh them
attackin children w shadow monsters? mateur Gorr
he's plannin on makin em whack the monsters w sticks?
Space Vikings, hooray
omg he's givin em power "for a limited time only"
HEY IT'S THAAT TREE OMGGG
GLOWY EYE CHILDREN I WANT THEM
GENERAL AXL
DO YOUR WOEST BABIES
OMGGGGG THE GINGER
MY HEARTRATE RN ASDFGHJKL
BEAT THEIR ASSES
DSKGJLKJDGLKSJGLKSJGKLSJGSGJSGKJLSGJ
YOU'RE DOIN SO GOOD BABIES, SO PROUD
OMGGGG AXL VAULTIN THRU THE AIR
lil baby girl fairy, you've my heart, you too floating girl w rabbit, i wish my Fluffy did that
way to be creepy Mjolnir
oh shit, he got decked
Jane Foster <3
go children, go!
let go of his friend, shadow tentacles !!!
her name is Mighty Thor, ass
Dr. Jane Foster is bomb
oh good lord, not that
I LOVE WATCHIN PPL CATCH THOSE THINGS AXL YOU DID SO GOOD
snap it in half, babes
couldn't it jus reform like myuh-myuh?
oh damn, she caught the bits
well this has a certain finality
oop she obliterated your sword pal
i imagine a lot of Aro's might be confused at this scene, but also not
did he not realize he could bring her back?
then use your wish to save Jane? as an apology?
ooooooooooh you're gon have your nemisis take care of your child, interestin
omg galaxy-reflection-girl, you're so pretty
Jane is a god.
see, she's gettin the gold dust fade, like od*n, that means she's a god. i take no criticism
she's cute
oh hi, Korg
ARE YOU SERIOUS
DWAYNE
this is so dumb i love it
omggg sad god to dad god
yes they'e pan flaps
what's that accent
HA
that's so accurate, w the shoes
omg myuh-myuh
Thor, referrin to myuh-myuh: where did you put HIM
the girl: eh, SHE looked boring before
Thor: eh, suppose IT did
d'aw her lil thumbs up in the mirror/head jig w helmet, so cute
HES SO SUPPORTIVE
she's wearin' Hulk's colors
??? why'd she get Stormbreaker? after all Thor's talk abt bein over his ex-weapon, smh
"The Space Viking and his girl, born from Eternity." i adore that line sm, wow
OMG IS HER NAME LOVE? HER NAME IS LOVE. THAT'S PERFECT
haha, Louis Despocito
Credits
ngl i expected the GotG to show up more for some reason
ugh not him. well, i was right. he's not dead
dude You Are a joke
Hercules??? well ig we know who our nxt villain will be, tho he seems a bit low lvl, so maybe he's a starter villian for Love
glow dust. it's Jodie Fonda ain't it. it is!
Heimdall!! HI BABE
she's in the land of the gods! knew it!
THOR WILL RETURN
Movie End
some thoughts are i like how it began w losin a daughter and ended w gainin one, it's sweet, poetic in a way ion understand ig
there was no Loki T-T i miss him, he would influence Love in the worst way possible and i want it
the beginning was kinda awkward but Thor was also especially awkward so it's fine, he was overcompensating, it's understandable
i can see ppl complainin abt how this movie serves "romantic love fixes all!" bc i legit jus saw s/o complainin abt it. and maybe it does? but so what. Thor's loves love and in the end, he ended up w a daughter
THE DAUGHTER. UGH. i love Love, she's great
SHE BETTER SHOW UP IN LATER MOVIES W LIKE TOM!PETER AND HARLEY AND CASSIE AND KAMALA OK? OK
THEYRE THE NXT GEN THEYRE THE NXT GEN THEYRE THE NXT GEN
i didn't like Jane in the first 2 movies- tbh i barely rmbr the first 2 movies -but i adore her now. i'm wonderin if the final scene was a hint at her comin back or Marvel jus tellin us where she ended up and that she is OK
Axl intrigued me. there was no mention of it, but i wonder if he's trans
first of all, the only experience i've had w the name Astrid is from HTTYD and searchin feminine names
secondly, when i changed my name, i also looked at bands lmfao
i really like how it was dealt w too, tho i wonder - if Axl is trans - if Thor knew of him prior. bc he didn't care when Valkyrie said he was Heimdall's son, only that Axl wanted to change his name
DARCY DIDNT SAY BYE TO JANE THATS SAD
all in all, i adore it and ion get why i saw so many bad reviews. there was personality in these movies, compared to the first 2 Thors
i hold it to equal height to Thor: Ragnarok and the only way it could've been better was if Loki was there- or Sylvi!
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caphayzardous · 2 years
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man I wwish studnt alllowance paid twice as much it's really not enough to live off.
And it's not because of my extracurricular activities lol (nightclubs and gym membership). This fortnight I had to pay student fees and a doctors visit and it's done such a number, after a scraping-by fortnight before it, and I had to get materials for an assignment today, and I just know the next fortnight will be difficult too, on and on...
Sometimes I go ok w the limited budget but atm I'm goin thru a mentally ill week it seems and it's tough that I can't actually afford food...? Lol. Let alone a "treat" of nice food? I've been living off fair-game household bread for a month gettin kinda sick of it. anyway watch me still wdraw from savings to nightclub because thats the treat I opt for.
Anyway its fine or whatever just a low day today. Just also doubting the entire degree right now, in part because of last weeks Bruised Ego incident (making me feel like I'll never survive in the real world because I'm a sook) but also because I think about the future and I'm like gee I dont know lol. Still contemplating pivot to science / "what if I get a THIRD bachelor degree after," but tbh I barely know if I can tolerate another year of student allwance living finsihing this degree let alone more uni after, unfortunately I do need to just Work For Real sometime. sssssss.
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lowellstephens · 2 years
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Sleazy Flow
Song by SleazyWorld Go
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Okay
Everybody put their Glocks in the air for me
Let's air this shit out
You got a stick on your shit
You got a fifty on yo' shit put yo' shit in the air for me
Ayy
Ayy, ayy, ayy (uh)
Grrt (uh, uh-uh)
Last opp we caught was at the store, we had to scrape him (skrrt)
Lil' bro hopped out trippin' with that switchy, he done faced him (grrt)
Face shot, face shot, frrt-frrt, they couldn't save 'em
We the ones gettin' busy up in the city, that's on my baby (that's on my son)
They block like a drive-thru, ask the opps how much we slide through
Ain't beefin' witchu they family, they get caught then you gon' die too
Hol' on, hol' on, hol' on, hol' on, hol' on
Stop the whip, let me out, this chopstick gon' leave him open like a zip (zzz)
Zip 'em up, tell buddy no mask to come and pick him up (come pick him up)
Niggas fakin', actin' like they thug life, 'til we hit 'em up
Lot of niggas don't like me, for what? I ain't even did shit (I ain't even did nun)
Make his bitch take dick to the head, I ain't even hit yet
How you mad she choosin' me?
I like what she do to me
She say she feel safer over here
This where the shooters be
She say ain't no paper up over there, shit she barely eatin'
Can barely feed his self, she told me, "Help, this nigga barely feed me"
We don't do the social tweak, these niggas too internet
Goin' live tryna talk 'bout who got shot, we don't get into that
Can you leave it up in the streets for me, I ain't tryna go to jail
Keep mentionin' my name in all of your posts, it ain't hard to tell (what the fuck?)
If you get smoke, don't come lookin' for me, nigga you dumb as hell
This bitch think I love her, ooh-wee, she must be drunk as hell
I can't live no slut bitch, I love how they suck dick (I love how they eat dick)
Once I get my nut off, bitch, I'm skatin' like some Trukfit
You know what the fuck goin' on, nigga
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sleeplessparadox · 1 year
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So Clearly I still have feelings for you and that kinda sucks...
I want so badly to be rid of them. To just live my life day to day content with what I have. I want it so badly I'm able to convince myself I don't feel this way, I don't actually want something I can't have or actually want anymore. How weird is that? I genuinely don't even want this anymore, I don't think I want you romantically anymore but I can't shake the feelings. Logistically speaking, I want someone different, I want someone who isn't you, but I guess that's not the same as not wanting you. Fine I accept it, despite all my efforts, despite all my telling myself I don't. Clearly I can't get over you by just wanting to get over you, these feelings need time to find somewhere else to go because when affection can't find the heart it wants to hold it feels lost for a bit and ends up stuck where it started. That's okay, I guess I'm okay. I tried so hard to be someone who didn't care about you like that, you're one of my best friends after all. I wanted us to just be friends but my heart said otherwise. I look at you and I see stars and calmness. I see so much in you it's hard to deny it. It's okay though I guess, you still can be that amazing person that you are to me because I never saw you that way because of these feelings, these feelings came to me because that's just who you are and I want to tell you that everyday regardless because even as a friend that's how much you mean to me. These feelings though? I really just need to sit down and accept them. Hey. Feelings? Hi, hear me out real quick. I know it sucks that things don't always work the way we want, it's okay. I know you're lost and confused because you came here for one person and you can't get to them. You tried hard to pretend you didn't have one direction you wanted to go in, you tried your best to ignore yourself but you don't have to anymore. You don't need to hide behind a persona of a modern day romantic. It's okay to be yourself even if that means being someone who's grieving over something they could never have. It's okay. Feelings are important because they contextualise the meaningful parts of our lives. I'm not in love but I do love them. That's okay. I love them so much it's great even but, it's okay that I can only ever love them platonically. I'm happy to grieve over it if it means I can continue to be their friend and just as importantly, move on with my life. I've actually been goin thru the 5 stages without realising it. I've been denyin it for so long now, I tried begging for them to just go, now I'm accepting it I guess. I don't think I'll go into a deep sadness over it but heyo. I was angry at myself for feeling this way but come on now, that's all typsa silly. It's not my fault I feel this way, it's my choice to take responsibility for my feelings but I can't blame myself for how I feel nor can I stay frustrated at my heart for being a heart and being one so bountifully endlessly hopelessly full of love. It's okay to feel this way, to feel bummed out and all twisted up and confused and so ready to move on from these feelings that follow you anyways, it's okay. It's time to stop running and embrace them, they've got nowhere else to go so give them a home and tell them it's going to be okay, tell them you'll be there for them and you'll figure this out together until they're ready to leave on their own terms. You're ready to let go so now help your emotions get ready. It's going to be okay.
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wilysigma · 2 years
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SELL YOUR BF TO MISTRESS PT 6.
Phil and Emily awake in darkness,but they are free to walk and move,Phil finds a light switch that turns on a monitor that Jada can see them thru and talk to them.Well hello there my friends have you yet figured out your answer to me?Phil says what answer?Awwwww Jada says.Emily has not told you about our new arrangement I guess?Phil looks at Emily wondering what's goin on.....Jada says let me fill you in,you see her whipped body that's because she hasn't agreed for you both to be mine,and if you both do not answer soon both of you will endure the harshest punishment ever and you'll never leave til I sell you if you agree your mine but you can still live on the outside when I see fit,work, exercise,eat,have chores,shop,and whatever else,but you'll be my slaves.Do you agree Phil and Emily.Phil quickly says yes,and Emily is shocked,Emily begins to speak, Phil shushes her and blurts out she says yes too!........Emily says why Phil I don't wanna do this she has all the power over our lives as she's sobbing......Phil say idc we are hers now.....Jada says ok that settles it and brings the contract to the screen and says sign it through the touchscreen both of you and I will let you shower and eat for tonight,Phil walks to the screen and signs and Jada orders Emily to do the same and she is reluctant but heads to the screen and says NOOOOOOO!I WONT SIGN MY LIFE OVER TO YOU BITCH LET US GO....!Jada smiles and says you'll pay Emily,and Phil you will be rewarded with a shower and food and Emily you will stink,sweat and starve til you give me what I want,a door opens and 2 men walk in and take Emily away,and Phil is ordered by Jada to come to her.Emily is placed in a heated room with a temp to 100 degrees lights on high to make it hotter and no food or water for her,Jada is sure she'll break soon,but a monitor come upon the wall.As Emily looks on Phil is eating in a all black head to toe latex suit,as Jada caresses his skin she kisses him and takes him right the table, unzips his arse zipper and slides right in while he's eating,as Emily watched in horror Phil loves it telling Emily this could be us but you choose to be a bitch.Jada says good boy make her become your twin,and live a great life,after I'm done you can go and help make her rethink her choice..........
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brinnanza · 2 years
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my brain....is a mug and stress is soup and I have too much soup so I can’t drink the soup I can only clean the soup off my counters so I never get less soup and I would just like to drink a little sip of soup but unfortunately there is a soup deluge happening and it’s called I need a fucking job but I’m so stressed out about it that my whole entire brain just shuts down
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tamaslin · 5 years
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god help everyone that has me on discord and can see what i’m listening to on spotify
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ramzawrites · 3 years
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Hey, so I'm having a really rough time rn (dealing with bs from my friend group, we have to take my really old dog to the vet today bc we found blood in her pee and we're scared that she won't make it this time, I'm struggling with my mental health, I'm just kinda goin thru it rn ig) so I would love a comfort fic with the sbi maybe with the reader as their sibling where the reader is the one that always comforts the fam, but hides their emotions until (1/2, very sorry about splitting it)
(2/2) something happens that makes the reader have a full on breakdown? I'll leave the rest to you, it can be a good or bad ending, headcanons or one shots, anything. You can ignore this request if you want/if it makes you uncomfortable. Please don't feel pressured/guilt tripped to write anything from this, your mental health comes first and I'm sure you're already really busy. Reminder to eat something today if you haven't yet and get a drink of water <3
We are family - Reader and SBI!Brothers
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Pairings: none
Characters included: Wilbur, Technoblade, Tommy, (mentioned) Niki, (mentioned) Schlatt
Warnings: n/a
Series: a request <3
Summary: Y/N came back from an errand and surprises their brothers with their weird behavior. Trying to put on their usual smile, trying to hide away their real emotions but their brothers know them better than they inititally suspected. They could immediately tell that something must have happened.
Words count: 2060
Authors Note: I’m so sorry this took so long! I hope you and your dog are doing better! 💙 I wish I could give you more than words of encouragement and that I managed to get faster to this request, I apologize Please make sure to take care of yourself, alright? Take time for yourself to deal with the stress and anxiety! Make sure to stay hydrated and remember to eat! Even if it’s just something small!
Once again I apologize for the long wait, I felt really bad already and then I kinda put it off because I felt bad.
adhd hit hard again and haven’t checked for typos yet, but will get on it as soon as I can o7
On another note if you want to read another comfort fic; I have a small series called “A Painful Reminder” which is more angsty but the 2nd part is more about the comfort, if that is something for you 
Living in the SMP was chaotic, turbulent and at times downright painful.
Most people tended to gravitate to one cause or other people to deal with this. Holding on to something so they don’t get pulled under. Get buried beneath the chaos and the violence.
So having people like Y/N around was like a godsend. They were one of the few people that seemed to be able to withstand the constant waves of misfortune and stand strong. Be the rock to hold onto when everything got too overwhelming.
Wilbur, Technoblade and Tommy loved their sibling for it.
After Wilbur and Tommy got exiled with Y/N out of L’Manberg, they were there and cheered both of their siblings up. Immediately making plans on how to set up a safe home and collecting ideas on how to get back. They were the one who managed to get a message out to Technoblade and asked him to visit them. Maybe help them.
Wilbur often jokingly said that Y/N was the glue that held the family together, to which they would always reply with the warmest of smiles “I’m glad.”
And what he said was true. Whenever the family fell on hard times and they began to drift apart it was Y/N who pulled all of them back. Pulling them back to reality and giving solutions for their problems if needed.
Sitting down with Wilbur when things got to much. Listening to his thoughts and worries, letting his emotion run freely without judgement. While they looked worried for him, their comforting smile never faltered. Offering him solutions to problems if he wanted it, otherwise they gave him the chance to just air his own thoughts out. To be angry with him. Sad with him.
Working with Tommy on his own projects. Listening to his ideas and giving him a different perspective that could improve some things but also respecting it when Tommy wanted to do this his way. And while he liked to brag and pretend that some things didn’t hit him that hard, they were still patiently listening to him as he spoke about his own pain in a more roundabout way. Telling him that he was not alone and making him feel heard.
Talking to Technoblade whenever the voices got too loud or out of hand again. He would just walk over to them and nudge them away, asking them to talk about something, no matter what. He just needed to hear their voice and be able to concentrate on it. Tune out the garbled voices in his head with a familiar sound that calmed him down no matter what. Leaning against them, slowly falling asleep as Y/N told all about how they were happily working on their own farm and what shenanigans they got up to.
Y/N really was like the warm sun on a cold day. Warming them up and protecting them.
Yes, Y/N was strong. So strong that even Technoblade considered them stronger than him. Maybe not physically but mentally and emotionally.
A clanging of metal rung through the cave. Techno was training with Wilbur while Tommy was just watching. Cheering on Techno.
It wasn’t an unusual situation and something Y/N expected to see as they made their way down the staircase. Wilbur in full iron armor and weapon while Techno just fought back with his own iron sword.
“Hey, Y/N! Welcome back!” Wilbur breathed out. Sweat running down the side of his face as he stopped attacking his brother.
The three men looked happily over to their sibling who slowly walked towards them but soon their expressions fell. Something was off about Y/N and it confused the three.
Their smile was as always plastered on their face but it looked strained. Their eyes wide open, trying to look sincere and loving but the glassy look of them gave off a different picture.
“Y/N? You okay?” Tommy asked as he stood up from the ground. Taking a step closer to them which made them in return stop in their tracks.
Y/N was hugging themself, shakily opening up their mouth to answer but nothing came out. It was then when Techno got very aware of how they were shaking in general.
This all seemed so wrong. This shouldn’t be possible. It just didn’t seem to register fully inside their minds.
Wilbur made sure to get rid off his sword and armor as fast as he could, walking over to his sibling, trying to get a better look at them but they just avoided his gaze.
Staring at the ground, slowly shaking their head “It’s- It’s fine. I’m fine.”
“You aren’t. You really aren’t. What happened? Did they find you?” Techno asked, his voice full with worry. A bit of anger hidden as well.
Y/N had their own little farm in order to support Pogtopia. The potatoes from Techno were great but variety is important after all. Though they also had an abundance of wheat they usually tried to smuggle into Manberg for Niki. Trying to help her out as much as possible with her taxes and work.
This time Y/N nodded “They did… It’s fine though. I’m fine. I’m not hurt. It’s all good.”
Wilbur’s frown deepened “Usually when people have to be so adamant about being okay something isn’t alright.”
Tommy nodded, supporting his statement only to whisper to himself “Adamant? What does-“
But Wilbur continued “We are your family, talk to us.”
Y/N licked their chapped lips “I’m-“
The tears finally escaped their eyes and begun streaming down their face. Sobbing they fell down on the ground. Wilbur immediately followed suit, laying his arm around them and pulling them against his chest. His hand flew up to their head and begun going through their hair, trying to calm them down. Humming a soft tune from their childhood.
It was the first time in their lives they saw Y/N break down like that and it was quite frankly shocking.
Unsure what to do with himself Tommy squatted down “Um, uh, what- what happened?”
Techno was still gripping the iron sword in his hand. Pacing up and down. Manberg found them? What the hell did they do to make Y/N break down like that? His own sibling! Whatever it was he would make sure to pay it back a thousand times over.
“Tommy can you grab them some water?” Wilbur laid his chin on top of Y/N’s head, rubbing circles now on their back.
He didn’t even hesitate, jumping up to run towards one of the chests with food items that Y/N had always ready for them. Grabbing a water bottle and running back over. Happy that he could do something else besides staring.
Tommy then pushed the bottle towards Y/N who gratefully took it, putting some space between them and Wilbur as they drank some of the cold liquid which helped them to calm down.
“You ready to tell us what happened?” Techno stopped pacing around. His gaze purely trained on his crying sibling. Anger still rising in him just like the voices.
Screaming things like “Technosib! How dare they hurt them! Protect them! I love Y/N so much! Why would anyone hurt Y/N! They always help us! Let’s help them for a change! Technosib! Let’s go out and fight them! Yeah! Blood for the Blood God and Y/N!”
Y/N’s voice was still wavering and a bit scratchy from their sobbing as they begun speaking “Hey, hey! Techno don’t concentrate on the voices. Listen to me. It’s all good.”
This somehow made Techno angry. He threw the sword away and finally knelt down next to them as well so his face was on the same eye level as theirs “Stop. Please. Stop thinking about us for one second. Stop trying to not make us uncomfortable or worried! Tell us what happened! Please.”
He was basically begging at the last part. All his worry packed into it.
“Yeah, honestly you trying to make sure everything is okay for us makes us even more worried.” It surprised the others a bit that this came from Tommy but he was correct.
Tears fell down their face again “I- I was just delivering more wheat to Niki and someone must have followed me. They followed me back to my farm and- and- they burned my fields down. There were explosions. I- it was just my farm. I did not harm. Just, why does it always have to end like this. Why do all the good things always end like this. Why can’t this place let something be. There is always something.”
The farm was so important to Y/N. It was their little project they put so much sweat, love and work into. It was their home away from home. A place to retreat and enjoy some peace. This obviously was devastating. It was their one thing they had for themself. The one thing that wasn’t there for anyone else but them.
It was also clear that this seemed to be the straw that broke the camel’s back and it broke the three a bit that they only now seemed to notice this. That it took that long and their whole farm being destroyed for the realize this was heartbreaking.
“Who?” Techno urged but Y/N shook their head.
“I don’t know. Everything went so fast and I tried to save as much as I could but- but it’s all gone. It’s all gone.” Their voice jumped up an octave at the end, burying their face against Wilbur’s shoulder again. Silently sobbing.
It should have been impossible but Wilbur’s frown deepened and his expression turned more grim “Don’t worry. We will get back at them. We will get our revenge. They will see firsthand what they did to you, I promise.”
Shocked Y/N looked up, their red and puffy eyes wide open “Wil, that’s not what I- no revenge. There is already too much misery going around I just want this to stop. I just want all of us being able to live in peace.”
Wilbur should have known that Y/N was too good natured for that but he couldn’t help himself. He was just so angry. Angry at Schlatt and Manberg. That they went for him was one thing but to go out of their way to treat Y/N like this? Let’s just say he put it on the list in bold letters with reasonings on why he will get back at the Manberg faction.
“Listen Y/N.” Techno begun, his voice now calm again “Stop it. Just for once think about yourself. Stop thinking about others for once. You are also worthy of the same care you give us. Let us at least help rebuild your farm. You always help us with our projects, let us help you with yours.”
Tommy seemed to lit up at that “That sounds like a good idea! We could build towers around your new farm and make sure no one gets in! We could put down traps and all!”
He really wasn’t sure how to react but that was at least something he could do for them. As the past General’s right hand man, this should be something he can do. If he couldn’t protect his sibling how could he ever hope to get L’Manberg back.
Wilbur seemed to think about it for a bit but agreed “Yeah, how does that sound?” Though the dark glint in his eyes stayed. The cogs in head still running off with his own thoughts.
“You guys would? Since when can you guys build?” a dry laugh escaped them but it was a laugh nonetheless.
Both Tommy and Wilbur looked almost appalled at that claim while Techno just shrugged and nodded. Just looking around Pogtopia was more functioning than good looking after all. Y/N tried to pretty it up a bit but usually something always happened around here.
“Also Y/N, please talk to us more. Don’t bottle everything up. Please. We worry a lot about you and we love you. You always do so much for us, let us do the same.” Wilbur pushed Y/N a bit off of him and looked them deep into their eyes, hoping that this would really hammer in that this was a genuine plea.
As a respone Y/N wiped the tears off their face “I understand. I’ll try to remember that.”
“Don’t try just do it.”
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free-martin · 3 years
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this sounds so sus but it says you live in NC and i'm goin thru it. i'm trying to figure out where to buy donkey milk or find someone who has a donkey they'd milk so i can try it out; i know you mentioned you're into raw milk at one point and it feels like this would be something ur familiar with. i'm in the triangle area usually but would be down to road trip basically anywhere. This sounds nuts and I get that, but I really don't mean to be weird or creepy I jsut genuinely want to try out new foods and think it'd be really nice to try a new milk out. thank you!
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO yoo my neighbor's horse just had mules. i think it's a horse. i doubt a donkey or horse would let you milk it. you'd get kicked.. LMAO i know a sheep milk plug though. and many goat milk people. i love you. dm me
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dolphin-enthusiast · 4 years
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bună seara, dragă mea 🌹🌜✨ ahh i hope i wrote that correctly,, another romanian friend of mine taught me that haha, he teaches me romanian phrases in exchange for me teaching him bits of italian ☀ ah, so much to address no? well, i'll just start off by saying i wasn't expecting my friend to expose my problems like that,, i'm not mad at all, just surprised. let me first say that i am okay as of writing this. i have eaten and hydrated and have been taking naps all day, i am stable. (1/9)
"my older brother and other siblings have been taking good care of me, and two of my friends came to sneak me out of the house for a bit and bought me food. so i am fairly calm right now (2/9)
now then, about that person, it was just some texts i woke up to that caught me off guard, my friends are apparently planning to go after this person, even though i insisted on not making this a big deal, and frankly i didn't wanna worry you all either, i feel bad when i do. (3/9)
sadly i hear a lot of horrid things directed at me on a daily basis, so this is quite ordinary and there's not much i can do about it, i cope by trying to stay positive for others and be as kind/loving as i can since i usually don't have people to treat me that way, you're quite the exception, what i thought of as a stupid question blossomed into something i could never imagine, and i was shocked to see how everyone, including you, took to me quite quickly (and not in a joking way either) (4?/9)
i'm not used to it at all, so i mean it from the bottom of my heart when i say that everything you guys say and do means the world to me, i get overwhelmed with positive emotion when you all treat me so sweetly, i truly couldn't ask for anything more. that being said, i wasn't planning to open up about my mental health on this account (since i don't wanna talk about these dark subjects when trying to brighten other's days),, (5/9)
but i guess it's warranted now so hopefully you all can understand me better and not worry as much, i suffer from multiple mental illnesses, two different depressive disorders, an anxiety disorder, and body dysmorphia, some from genetics and others from trauma. i try to keep it on the down-low to not bring down anyone's moods, so i be as cheerful as i can. i'm professionally treated for it, so please don't fret. it really went downhill during the start of this pandemic and declined since (6/9)
i was absolutely miserable, and having dealt with many s*icid*l tendencies, self hatred, and lots of destructive habits, i was truly falling apart my sister introduced me to your blog sometime in january, and even though i did not have a tumblr, i still greatly enjoyed checking it everyday with her and requesting things from time to time, it's a nice escape from the world i live in, and after months of checking your blog, i decided to interact a bit more with that silly ask of mine. (7/9)
it really is a miracle that we formed such a bond, it's truly the best thing to have happened this year, i love having such a meaningful connection and getting to experience some positivity everyday i am completely serious when i say that you and the followers give me something to look forward to everyday, and you all have helped me to stay a little longer on this planet. i owe you all so much for that, so i still plan on popping up everyday to cheer you all up,, (8/9)
i could never thank you all enough, you all truly do mean the world to me 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗 i can't wait to come back tomorrow with something more lighthearted, so please keep being extraordinary, because i'd hate to lose connection with any of you - from the bottom of my heart and soul, with much love, your local waifu xoxo 💘 ps: i can't wait to hopefully meet someday morgy darling, there's lots i'd love to do, so that's another reason for me to stay alive a little longer 💞 (9/9)"
Dear this is quite alot so i'll just start by saying that im flattered u greeted me in romanian😳✌️ i dont wanna pull a ghiaccio but although dragă does exist in this context it would be more like "bună seara dragA mea" but it really doesnt matter bc my wig is snatched and i was n o t expecting this ddhxhddj
Trivial matters aside, you shouldnt feel pressured into opening up on here even though some things surfaced but you did it nonetheless and im proud of u bc i myself would rather y e e t than talk abt myself and personal issues🤡🤡🤡 but aNywAyS let me start off by saying that again, you shouldnt get used to horrid things being said to u. Its fucking tragic that u get treated like this meanwhile all u do is be kind and care for others, but them treating u like that is entirely THEIR fault and u should never feel guilty for it. And keep telling others if shit happens (including us if u want) since we're all gonna do some good ol' as whooping @ the ppl that talk shit😤👋
I wont reveal much but just so you know i completely understand what you're going through and felt what you described in ur letter on a spiritual level, although i know just saying "i relate" doesnt really help. Its unfortunate and unfair ur goin thru this and yes i agree the pandemic did only worsen things (even for myself) and its really shitty🗿🗿im glad u at least had siblings that took care of u and made sure u felt better in no time doe
As always seeing u say that me and my blog cheered u up and motivated u to go on truly is smth like...w o w i never expected any of this to have such a major impact on anyone when i first made this blog as half of a joke lmao hdhxxhdj but im glad it helped u and other ppl so that means i'll just have to keep on running it😳😳😳 you really dont have to thank us for anything since we enjoy brightening up ur day and i have to ageee it IS a miracle how all of this came to be but thats exactly why its goddamn wig snatching ahsydjdkf
Also bro to say u have another reason to stay alive just to meet me....😞😞 Take care of urself bro
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