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The new normal.
Cedric: Good evening.
Faye: ...Evening.
Cedric: Why are you drinking coffee so late?
Faye: I've got a long night ahead of me.
Cedric: A long night of doing what?
Faye: You're persistent, aren't you.
Cedric: Merely curious.
Faye: I like to call myself a "spiritual communicator", it's my job.
Cedric: So, a medium.
Faye: That's what I tell people. They react better to that than outright saying I'm a witch.
Faye: People hire me in order to cleanse their homes of bad spirits, or to communicate with loved one that have passed.
Cedric: I see. I suppose we share the same waking hours.
Faye: I guess so.
Faye: Speaking of, why were you sleeping in an armchair the other day? Don't you have a coffin?
Cedric: I don't trust that easily. How do I know you wouldn't try to shift my coffin while I sleep?
Faye: You really think I'd do such a thing?
Cedric: You never know what people are capable of.
Faye: So, you risked potentially being scorched by the sun in order to keep an eye on me.
Cedric: Don't take it personally. I'm just not used to having guests.
[Faye mumbles]
Faye: Mhm, guests. Sure.
#ts4#the sims 4#simblr#ts4 gameplay#faye acres#cedric stauffer#cedric by acuar-io#acres:g1#💎#i'm excited but also nervous for this#lowkey proud of myself for this writing#i'll work on making the text in images more visible too i apologise#but i added the transcript anyway so yea i hope that helps
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I am holding so much gender in my hand right now
I'm not starting them just yet, there are some tests and fertility preservation things I've got to do first, but I now have Estrogen! I've been debating getting this for like 4-5 years, I may decide it's not for me after I start. I am still genderqueer/genderfluid and I still use any pronouns. I'm not taking T blockers yet either. We'll see how it goes! :)
If you are wanting to start HRT, I highly recommend Folx. I signed up with them, booked an appointment with a Doctor, and had a prescription for Estrogen within a week! Check them out: https://www.folxhealth.com/
#eret#gender#genderqueer#genderfluid#lgbtq+#any pronouns#AMAB#Folx helped me so much#they got me hormone level tests#they got me a 30% discount on a fertility preservation service#I think they can also work with insurance (which I don't have)#We'll see what happens#I'm nervous and excited
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I'm getting five foster babies tomorrow! They're not good at having their pictures taken.
#I'm excited but also nervous#but the den is ready and they need someone#sooooooooooo#weirdly I've not really dealt with kittens that much#my involvement tends to end with getting them into the hands of rescues
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WAKE UP!
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#wei wuxian#I tried *so* hard to draw deflated wwx (per the reference to the garfield comic) but I could not get figure it out.#Yes lwj is straddling wwx. He's been shaking him this whole time.#LWJ has also been shaking. Like a nervous little dog.#What else is he to do when the love of his life collapses in front of him?#I also like to imagine that going through the nightmarish empathy showed on wwx's real body too. As in - he was thrashing about.#I am fond of my headcanon that wwx kicks and yells in his sleep and lwj is just getting a preview of it.#And oh my god. Am I ever a fan of accidental bonks (in fiction. I feel immense guilt for them in reality)#I'm really excited for several comics coming up. One in particular I have been building up to for *months*.#Sorry I've been mysteriously absent for a lot of November...I will do my best to be more consistent this December!#Thank you all for your support. Take care and stay healthy <3
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Update: Image description in Alt
This comic is made as the response to @thedasincolor's prompt, exploring how the Contact Clan Lavellan mission could have gone for my Ellana ✨
Splash of Color Saturday Prompt: Tell us about how different families, groups, cultures, and societies welcome visitors! When Inquisition Agents reach out to Clan Lavellan, or when they enter the Jaws of Hakkon, what might they expect to encounter? When a Warden calls upon the Legion of the Dead, how are they welcomed, and what are the customs that differ between the dwarves outside of Orzammar and those within? When we reach out to allies across the sea, or meet with diplomats from the indigenous Seheron people or in Rivain--or elsewhere? How do these welcomes differ for strangers, for armed people, for unarmed people, for children, for long-lost family?
Ellana's hand poses in the "folding betel leaf" page is heavily referenced from this video. The phoenix-wing betel and the trope of Deshanna recognizing her daughter from how the betel was prepared are also inspired by the Vietnamese folktale "Tấm Cám", which has a similar ending reveal to Cinderella where instead of the glass slipper, the King saw a set of phoenix-wing betel and immediately recognized it as being made by his long-lost love, and reunited with her at last. I've included some images under the cut of how it looks like in real life.
A noble's betel kit (with gold, silver, jade, ivory, Nguyễn Dynasty):
#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#dai#lavellan#inquisitor lavellan#ellana lavellan#hoàn anh#keeper deshanna#Deshanna Istimaethoriel Lavellan#vietnamese#alien turnip's art#alien turnip's ocs#splash of colour#splash of colour saturday#socs#shaking a little as i post this... it's still short but i've never made a comic this long!#i'm excited and also nervous!
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Mikoto on the train
#milgram#milgram fanart#mikoto kayano#iris draws#i'm so excited for double but i'm also kind of nervous#i really want him to get innocent
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there have been streams where tango and etho have chatted redstone and game development and that's been so so good and so fun to listen to, the way their minds work together and they push and pull with ideas and curiosity.
but then there's the stream today that's like, a first...(other than the little bit of figuring out stat poker and the non-redstone planning of the gaming district in season 7)...where they're completely collaborating on this redstone project together, from scratch. like it's the both of them creating one thing, forming it together as they go, and they just work so well together. aaand have fun!
idk I just love the way they vibe and problem solve together so much. just a great pairing and great equals. it's amazing it's taken till now for a full redstone collaboration like this to properly happen, but I'm so glad it's here now.
#they're such a fun team!!! they have it all#I may not always understand them but they understand each other#also bless tango's response to a chatter “I'm not nervous around etho!” you're cute sir#also sidenote I find it funny how with the roof portals raised all with steps up to them#it's like seeing people off at the doors of their apartments hahah#just walking each other home o/#hermitcraft#hermitcraft season 10#hermitcraft s10#tango tek#tangotek#etho#ethoslab#tangtho#...it's to give space to decorate but they should all lowkey keep the apartment stairs#also bottom of tags mention to “I do get excited sometimes‚ tango” “you do. you do. you do get a little bit‚ uh‚ boisterous”
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all of the eeveelution patterns have now been released!! make sure to check out the pattern bundle if you want all of them 🥹💖
#I'm so excited for this and also nervous ahh!!#art#crochet#amigurumi#pokemon#nintendo#pokemon crochet#eeveelutions#eevee
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today I met joker out and I'm going to leave a very unhinged ramble about it here because I absolutely cannot believe it happened 🫠
THESE GUYS ARE THE NICEST, FUNNIEST PEOPLE YOU WILL EVER MEET AND I AKSJAKSHSK I honestly don't know if I will ever recover because it was so surreal 😭
the first thing Bojan said to me was "how are you not freezing?!" (I was wearing a joker out shirt with a flannel over the top) and I very intelligently said "I don't know, I'm just... not for some reason?" hahaha I totally wasn't nervous-
ANYWAYS I got a photo with all of them!!!!! face reveal I guess?! please don't post anywhere else without my permission though 😅
also Bojan left me the following note (shout-out to whoever lent me their pen) after I said "you can write anything"....... he thinks he's so funny 😭
LONG STORY SHORT........ this was the best day of my life :)
#HOW DID THIS ACTUALLY HAPPEN AKSJALSJ#also I was shaking so much you have no idea 😭#bojan could totally tell I was nervous but he was so sweet AHHHH#no more thoughts I'm just perpetually vibrating with excitement and disbelief 🫠#joker out#bojan cvjetićanin#kris guštin#jan peteh#nace jordan#jure maček
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The Dance
Pairing: Papa Emeritus II/Female reader
Warnings/Content: No warnings; 1k+ words.
Additional Tags: Fluff Comfort, Dancing, Slow Dancing, Oneshot
Please see end of work under the cut for italian translations!
Read on AO3!
Through the hallways of the ministry, your nervous footsteps echoed. Bouncing with anxious energy; dancing through the air with excitement. As you approached the chapel, your mouth became dry, and your breathing could barely keep up with the fluttery beats of your heart.
Papa Emeritus Secondo waited for you in the safe darkness of the ministry's chapel.
Through the hallways of the ministry, your nervous footsteps echoed. Bouncing with anxious energy; dancing through the air with excitement. As you approached the chapel, your mouth became dry, and your breathing could barely keep up with the fluttery beats of your heart.
And you got closer…
closer…
You closed the door of the chapel behind you, and were welcomed by the sound of classical music and the comforting glow of candlelights. Next to the pulpit, his imposing figure stood proud, lighting up the final candles with the utmost care before he softly blew on the matchstick he held between his fingers.
“You are late, carissima”, says he with a stern voice turning around with elegant confidence; his eye contact leaving you frozen in place for a moment. Taking your breath away for an instant.
“I’m sorry Papa. I truly tried to be here on time. I really did, but…”
Secondo shakes his head, lifting his gloved hand to stop you from talking further.
“It’s important to be here on time, per favore, carissima… ne abbiamo parlato”, Secondo reprimands you, emphasizing with his hands, palms put together. As you bow with regret and several apologies leaving your lips, he looks at you with a mischievous smile.
Punctuality was important for him, but seeing you become somewhat flustered at his little comment made the slight inconvenience worth it. He could tease you like this, and you didn’t even know it.
He knew you would never be punctual, no matter how many times he told you. Piccola ribelle.
“Prova un po’ meglio la prossima volta, si?” Said the Papa, slowly approaching you. His mismatched gaze never leaves your face for a second; secretly taking in your features that have delighted him for quite a while now.
“I will, I promise.”
The Papa silently acknowledges your words with a nod, this time disguising his mischievous enjoyment a little better. He put his arms up, waiting for you to follow him.
“You practiced, I assume? You know that the ritual is very close, mia carissima” His voice is now soft, almost intimate. You cleared your throat in an attempt to bring your focus back to the current moment.
“I have, Papa. As you instructed”, you replied, gently placing your hand on his grasp while the second emeritus took this as an invitation to hold your lower back.
“Brava, bellissima.” Secondo closed the distance between you two, and he was now close, so close to your ear. To your neck.
“Sei pronta?” He whispered. And oh! How you shivered, his voice sending electricity down your spine with each one of his exhales.
You nodded as you felt yourself grow feverish. Calm down, calm down.
“Remember, cara. 1, 2, 3… 1, 2, 3…” Said the Papa as he started to lead. The smell of his cologne overloading your senses. The feeling of his warmth putting you in a trance.
The music, that now bounced off the walls of the chapel, felt nice and tingly against your ears; reverberating through your arms, and rippling through your legs with every dance step.
“Let the music guide you…” Secondo continued, moving your body with the same ease an orchestra conductor would lead his ensemble. Both of your figures followed the climactic notes, dancing through the dark chapel as if you were a flowing river.
“Perfetta, perfetta… you are fantastic, cara!” Smiled Secondo at your development “I told you that practice makes perfect, did I not?”
You felt your chest beam with pride at the Papa’s compliments. You were well acquainted with his stern demeanor and his high standards. A type of perfectionism that was extended in every direction, including himself. Getting a compliment from him was, in fact, no easy task… but this…this was deeply special to you.
“Thank you, Papa. Truly.”
The song was coming to an end, and Secondo started to slow down his pace, while you followed suit. He now looked into your eyes as he continued the final part of this dance. You repressed a gasp at the sudden eye contact, struggling to maintain his gaze; your eyes looking everywhere else but him.
“No, no… continua a guardarmi, cara”
“But…”
“Do as I say, carissima. It will be done at the ritual, might as well practice now, don’t you think?”
Oh, for sweet Sathanas… your blood was pumping strongly through your veins, as you could barely look into his eyes. You swallowed, trying to remove the strong lump forming in your throat, in futile hopes that the nervousness pooling at the pit of your stomach would dissolve magically. You were wrong, to your dismay.
Secondo smirked somewhat amused.
“I can feel you shivering, cara” He whispered “Is the presence of your Papa making you nervous?”
“Not at all” Your voice slightly trembled “Perhaps nervous at messing up.”
“So you say” He chuckled, taking note of the crimson color that now came alive on your cheeks, your lips, your fingertips…
He wondered how sweet your lips would taste against his. How warm you would feel against his embrace, how your body would react to his touch.
“You have nothing to worry about” He added, bringing himself out of that momentaneous distraction “You have become quite the skilled dancer, and something tells me you might end up teaching me in the future. Teaching this old man his own tricks”
“Maybe so” you replied playfully, making the Papa raise an eyebrow with curiosity. “Wouldn’t that be nice?”
“Tu, piccola piantagrane” He smirked.
As the music came to a lull, Secondo stayed in place holding you while looking into your eyes. The beating of your heart syncing with his. You felt as if you could not break away from the strong spell of his gaze, even if you wanted to.
“Ti rigranzio per questo ballo…” He brought the back of your hand to his lips, as he placed a kiss with fervent eyes.
“The honor is mine, Papa” You said softly, wishing his lips were against yours. Yearning for something more than just this tonight.
After a moment, the second Papa breaks the silence with a proposition.
“What do you say, shall we have another dance?” Said Secondo, as he brought his hands up once more “Remember what I said about practicing, si?”
“Yes, yes” You rolled your eyes in playful exasperation. “But just one more, hm?”
“No rush, cara. The night is still very young…”
Translations:
"Carissima/Cara": Dearest/Dear
"Per favore, carissima… ne abbiamo parlato": Please dearest… we talked about this
"Piccola ribelle": Little rebel
“Prova un po’ meglio la prossima volta, si?”: Try a little better next time, yes?
"Brava, bellissima.": Good job, beautiful
“Sei pronta?”: Are you ready?
"Perfetta": Perfect
"Continua a guardarmi, cara": Keep looking at me, dear
“Tu, piccola piantagrane”: You little troublemaker
"Ti rigranzio per questo ballo": I thank you for this dance
#ghost#ghost the band#the band ghost#the band ghost bc#ghost bc#ghost the band bc#papa emeritus II#papa emeritus secondo#secondo#secondo x reader#Papa Emeritus II x female reader#papa emeritus ii x reader#papa emeritus secondo x reader#II#ghost the band fanfiction#ghost fanfiction#it's my first fic so im a little nervous to post but I'm also excited to start posting more and more!#ghuleh writes
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Just had the cutest interaction while training Forte.
We were working on alternating between casual heeling/llw and fmp with him in harness around the block. We'd come full circle back to the driveway when I spotted a young kid on a bike coming up the road.
I put Forte in a down and planned to reward him as kid and dad passed by. But the kid saw Forte and stopped in front of us while repeatedly pointing out the doggy. (Kid was young, training wheels and dad's hand on the back of his seat.)
I could tell dad was getting uncomfortable because kid would not move on and was very fixated on Forte. So I looked at dad and explained that this dog is learning to be a service dog, which is a special dog who helps people. That this dog loves people but needs to be able to ignore them when he's working so he can focus on the handler. And if they had a few minutes, would they want to help me train him.
Dad relaxed and said yes. So I asked the kid if he could ride around real fast and call to the doggy. If the doggy stayed in his down I'd reward him with a tasty treat. Kid was pumped to do so. After a few minutes I thanked them both for helping me train my dog.
As the kid rode off I could hear him excitedly telling his dad "I helped train a service dog. They're really special dogs ". And dad agreed that he did and that he'd done a good job. Kid proceeded to say "I'm going to tell mom I helped train a service dog. Does she know they're special dogs?" To which dad said mom's going to be impressed because she knows those are special helper dogs and their training is really important.
It was such a wholesome interaction.
#dogblr#forte#belgian tervuren#service dog in training#psychiatric service dog#sdit#distraction training#kids are often a trigger for me so when i train around them it's usually at a distance#plus I'm sure the dad was nervous about his young son fixating on an unknown dog#so it really felt like a win for all to invite them to be part of the training#also it was so cute to hear the kid be so excited about helping train Forte#they moved into the neighborhood at the beginning of summer and this was our first real interaction#it felt really nice to have it be a positive learning experience#unrelated picture of Forte with his beloved piggy for tax
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Mario watching his and Luigi's commercial in Punch-Out Pizzeria
#mario movie#mario movie spoilers#mario and luigi#super mario bros#super mario bros movie#super mario bros movie spoilers#cherrysip edits#if you got notifications about gifs from this set yesterday shhhhhhh i was having PROBLEMS#anyway i'm currently working on a gifset for the whole scene of mario getting back up in the pizzeria but then I HAD THIS IDEA#and i was like 'wow that sounds like a comparison that's going to cause me emotional pain' and i was right it absolutely did :) :) :)#[gesturing wildly to gifs while tears stream down my face] U DON'T UNDERSTAND MARIO IS IN THE EXACT SAME PLACE BOTH TIMES#the first time he's nervous but also SO excited and happy about what the future is gonna bring and seeing this commercial is#the culmination of everything he and luigi have been striving for and they're holding each other tight and the world feels wide open#and the second time everything is different. mario has been beaten down. he is terrified and aching and exhausted and convinced#that everyone has been right about him. he's a joke. he's a failure. the only thing he's ever done for his brother is drag him down.#but then he sees the commercial and everything comes back. the joy and the excitement and him and luigi against the world#the only difference is that he doesn't have his brother next to him and that's everything. mario doesn't feel whole otherwise#mario always does his best but when he and luigi are together working in sync he truly feels like anything is possible#and now his brother is out there somewhere in the chaos and bowser isn't gonna stop. he's gotta get up again. he does get up again.#IT'S A LOT BASICALLY. IT'S A WHOLE LOT AND I LOVE THEM DEARLY
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alright i was already intrigued by the premise of knight terrors: the joker but i'm SO fucking hyped now you're telling me rosenberg is elaborating on the divorce arc??? also dark workplace comedy is exactly where i hoped they'd go with this
#scared to get my hopes up bc rosenberg hasn't done much with the batman/joker dynamic so idk his take on it#i think he has a solid understanding of joker as a character#and i'm beyond thrilled at the possibility that they're not just ignoring endgame and joker war and all that shit#joker trying to do his own thing and be his own person without batman is the logical next step#and i'm glad rosenberg managed to salvage something out of the raging dumpster fire that was tynion's take on joker#also mildly concerned about where this might go bc personally i like it when joker has no identity or purpose outside of batman#to me that's what defines joker. his lack of a stable identity and willingness to change to be what he thinks batman needs him to be#and idk if rosenberg is talking about in the nightmare or irl but my assumption is the nightmare will be reflected in the main narrative#rosenberg is also like. genuinely funny. to me at least. so i'm excited. just a bit nervous for what this might mean for the batman/joker#dynamic moving forward. idk#uhhh#batjokes#joker#knight terrors: the joker
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Omg, I actually did it! I finally joined a queer dating/friendship app!!! EEEEEEK!!! I'm sooooo nervous!!! I literally have almost no queer friends IRL so I don't have anyone to get excited with me!! 🥳
One of my New Year's resolutions for 2024 was to put myself out in the world more and try my best to be more social, meet new friends (as well as potentially find a partner), and explore all my passions, hobbies, and interests with like-minded people.
As a very shy bisexual woman, it's so hard to meet other queer people, especially when you live in a more conservative area. So when I joined a queer dating/friendship app I was was SO surprised to see how many other lesbian/bi women were located near me.
Also, for some reason I've always had this super toxic thought in my head that queer women wouldn't be attracted to me because of the fact that I'm S U P ER femme/girly and I think I look very 'straight' to the average person assessing me. Trust me when I say I was genuinely SHOCKED at the matches I was getting like??? Why did I think such terrible things about myself and my sexuality? I feel really silly for thinking that and I've realized that I have a lot of inner work to do regarding my sexuality and self-worth.
This is honestly such a new, exciting experience for me and was so healing for my mind and mental health to just be able to communicate and talk with other queer women. I know this isn't writing related but it's really not something I can share with other people or on my other social media (yet) so I knew I had to make this post bc I'm just SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO excited!!!
It honestly makes me wanna cry a little. It's a very emotional feeling and also feels so freeing to just BE MYSELF and not have to hide my queerness or be afraid that someone is going to find out I'm bisexual and act really awful/disgusted towards me, you know?
Regardless of whether I find a partner or make new friends and whatnot, I'm super proud of myself that I'm not denying this part of myself anymore. I'm exploring my sexuality with people who know what it's like to be queer in this crazy world we live in. It's a really awesome feeling. 💕💕💕💕
Anyways, if you've made it this far thank you so much for reading this silly lil post and wish me good luck! Happy New Year!! 🎊
#faye speaks#faye's personal posts#not writing related#bisexuality#bisexual feels#i'm very nervous but also very excited#i'm just so happy that i can FINALLY explore this side of myself in such a positive way#if you're queer i KNOW you KNOW this struggle lmao#this was/is SUCH a healing experience too#sorry for making this silly little post#but thank you for reading
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hiiii gyns i have a date on SUNDAY!!!!! :D her name is precious (adorable!!) and she's soooo cute she's a writer like me and an anime lover too and just seems like a total sweetheart! it'll also be her FIRST DATE EVER????? 0w0 she has never been with anybody ever????? so the pressure is on for sure omfg... i want to make it super special for her even if we don't work out!! we're going to my fave froyo spot and then anime & weed back at my place!
she's also british and she sent me voice notes and her accent is SOOO ATTRACTIVE AAHHHHH and she's only looking for a serious relationship which is super attractive too!!! <3 we'll see how it goes, but either way we both agreed to be friends if the vibes aren't gay!
#lay text#she kept doing cute shy little laughs in her voicenotes it was soooo endearing :')#she's a fandom girlie like me which is so fun! she writes m/m smutty fanfics kjgdskgj#i'm nervous bc i was also my ex's first relationship and i don't wanna be an experiment or just whoever she found first or smtg??#bc ik when you haven't dated yet you're just excited to date#but i want to be chosen. and i want a love story forreal#so yeah i'm gonna see how things go and ask more questions!#i don't want to rush into the wrong thing y'know and i have very specific requirements and needs etc#she says she's more demisexual too so i want to go slow but i also do NOT want to end up in a mostly sexless relationship bc that suuuucked#so yeah i'm curious to learn more abt her!!! and everytime i go on a date i learn more abt myself too :]
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ignore a lack of gameplay posts for a few days. i’m gonna try just playing uninterrupted without worrying about posting, editing a shitload of screenshots all at once and then maybe doing a queue? idk. but i have not abandoned my legacy lol ;)
#i usually will take a screenshot in game and immediately edit and post it#bc i wanna have constant content and also am excited to show yall lol#but that interrupts my gameplay so much that lately i feel like i'm not even playing#if that makes sense#anyone else have a method to how they screenshot/edit?#do u play for a bit then edit everything at once?#do u minimize the game to edit as soon as you take screenshots?#i also like to edit in the moment bc what if the shots suck and i need to pull back up the game to try a different angle?#i get nervous that i'll realize when editing that the shots suck and then it's too late#i need to be more normal about this game lol
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