#i’m.. I’m actually quite shy now💀
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it even works on incognito 😂😭
Nixie this is already a lot to take in but your icon attached to this message is making me WHEEZE HELP😂
#what the hell!!#there’s no way#i’m.. I’m actually quite shy now💀#this hasn’t happened before#nixie!#asks:3tan#*ryenfictalk#mailbox💌
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bllk boys with a shy!reader
disclaimers: suggestive in some parts, reader wears a dress in Kaiser’s part (i have no idea if someone did headcanons with a shy reader already but credits to whoever started it)
pt. 2
Shidou:
He’s going to have a field-day with you, good luck…
He was already touchy before you started dating but now it’s twice as much
Always hugging you and biting you to relish in how embarrassed you get
He thinks it’s so cute when you stutter out a protest but end up doing nothing to stop him
Bro is always slapping your ass 💀
He thinks he’s so funny whenever you scream at him all embarrassed to stop because his hits actually sting 😭
You actually learned when he’s about to go for the hit but you can’t even dodge because bros hand swings at the speed of light
DIRTY JOKES
He’s got such a foul mouth and you literally have to hide your face in his shirt whenever he starts opening his mouth
Oh god one time ygs were watching a movie and a R18 scene was playing
He did not shut up.
“Babe doesn’t this remind you of the time we fucked in the–”
Cue to you throwing a pillow at his face and hiding your face in your hands
He’s a demon though so he literally pounced on you and let’s just say ygs did NOT finish the movie 😦
Will fight anyone who gets to see you embarrassed though because that’s reserved only for him teehee
Isagi:
I feel like he’s so understanding about how shy you are that it makes you shyer
Like he’s literally SOOO bf material and he’s so patient with you
Okay but he’s also unaware that he has natural rizz
You’ll be doing your make-up, feeling his eyes on you and when you ask why he’s looking at you like that, he just responds with a “just admiring how pretty you are”
HE’S SO EHFPWEFWE
And he flirts with you subconsciously but he secretly loves it when you get all shy on him
Everytime that happens you just cover your face while he laughs gently, trying to pry your hands away from your face so he can see you
“C’mon look at me”
GAHHHHH I CAN’T
Sae:
He thinks your shyness is actually quite refreshing
It’s not normal for him to see someone so shy when he’s used to trash talk 24/7
Pretends he thinks it’s a hassle but secretly loves it
Goes “really now?” whenever you explode from embarrassment and he feels his lips curl in amusement whenever you stutter out a complaint
Whenever you start rambling because you’re still embarrassed he just places his hand on your head and gives it a smiles that says “yeah I get it now”
He’s so cool it just makes you get even more bashful
Sleepy Sae = touchy Sae
You’re going to be battling demons whenever he starts hugging you closer to him in the morning
Oh god and when his biceps wrap around your waist as he nuzzles his face in your neck
PLEASE JUST ONE CHANCE RAHHHH
Michael:��
Like Shidou… he’s gonna love teasing you
His routine is literally wake up, play soccer, flame his teammates, go home, and tease you just because
Like when he’s in the middle of flaming the shit out of his teammates (I’m sorry Ness) he’ll suddenly be hit by a memory of you and then starts smiling to himself
His team thinks he’s bipolar 💀💀
Calls you nicknames like “darling” “sweetheart” or “liebe” so he can get you nervous for him
Has no shame so he literally walks around the house with no shirt on
You’d be running in the opposite direction and you can hear his gremlin laugh from the other side of the house
Jk I think his laugh would be cute 😍
Sometimes ygs will go shopping and he’s in the fitting room waiting for you to show him a dress or two
Bro tells you to twirl and praises you with the most poetic rizz ever
Like you didn’t even think he was capable of doing that but you learned he was.
Just laughs whenever you hide your face with your hands and ushers you to go try on the other dresses
In conclusion he’s a menace around you but trust me he’s only doing it bc he’s in love with you!
#michael kaiser x reader#michael x reader#shidou x reader#shidou ryuusei x reader#bllk x reader#bllk#blue lock x reader#blue lock#isagi x reader#isagi yoichi x reader#sae x reader#itoshi sae x reader#michael kaiser#isagi yoichi#sae itoshi#shidou ryusei
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my insides are red, and yours are too.
ethan landry x fem!reader
warnings: quite a bit of plot oopsies, daddy issues, a little bit of violence, smut, oral (f receiving), fingering, not beta read so its literal shit writing 💀💀
a/n: i cannot believe i have actually done this. use this as evidence for me to be sent to a psych ward. also he whimpers BYE
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he’s got you.
you’re in the police station, with sam and tara and he knows that while he might not be able to have tara, he’ll be able to have you.
you’re so naive, so easily manipulated. sam and tara couldn’t be twisted as easily - not with sam’s strong values of not to trust, not to forget and certainly not to give up, installed in her from her paternal blood.
but you don’t have that. you’re more shy, more afraid, more scared to rock the boat and created waves because what if you’re wrong? so in the new york police department, while mindy is getting stitched up and sam is pointing fingers at anyone who dare look at tara the wrong way, he feigns confusion and earnestness as sam reads out the list of evidence she created on notes app the moment she put two and two together.
after all, who are they going to believe? the young girl who’s the daughter of california’s most famous serial killer, who has a tendency to take joy in her self-defence kills and who never got checked out for PTSD after ripping her boyfriend to shreds? or him, the intelligent, nerdy son of the trustworthy detective?
sam’s seething by the time detective bailey steps in, and you make yourself small. he can tell you feel stupid, so stupid, and guilt is so thick he can cut it with his knife. while sam is being cooled down by tara and told there’s nothing they can do now, he walks up to you.
“i’m sorry,” you whisper, and cast a begging glance to tara and sam. they don’t return it - and that’s their first and final mistake. you need validation, you need someone to soothe your doubts and quell your worries. you need someone to tell you that it’s not your fault, it’s alright, you’re going to be okay.
and he’d gladly step in for that role if it means he can finally have you.
“it’s okay. it’s over now,” he says. he’s gotten good at playing the victim, with a pale face and sad, betrayed puppy eyes. he holds your hands that shake and tremble and he can tell that you’re conflicted between the fast, exhilarating life that comes with being friends with sam and tara versus the safe comfort that comes with being friends with him. nerdy, shy, studies-economics ethan. “you’re good.”
you breathe shakily and wince when sam and tara are escorted out; sam sending dark glares to ethan that mirror her father’s look so much it’s disturbing.
“well,” detective bailey says. “the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree. seems being a psychotic manipulator runs in the family.”
you know that isn’t true. that sam is a genius and god knows that maybe her farcical accusation is right.
but you also know that the evidence is strung together poorly and mostly relies on lack of alibis, and you also know sam has almost driven herself mad in her attempt to keep tara safe and distance herself from her father's legacy.
and so you let yourself drown in ignorance and trust ethan. you let him hug you despite the fact you know you don’t deserve forgiveness and you let him tell you that it’s okay, everyone makes mistakes, she tricked you. you let yourself smile at him; that smile that charms everyone and earns his understanding. he offers you a ride back to your apartment and you accept.
if you trust him enough to be in a car with him, he wonders what else he can manipulate you into doing.
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it all goes to shit pretty fucking quickly when kirby shows up and suggest they check out the theatre again, considering last time they were interrupted by mindy being stabbed. he hurries into his long ebony cloak and slides on that stupid ghost mask, before hurrying off, blending in with the halloween crowd.
his dad looks him in the eye, a certain glare he’d seen all throughout his childhood - don’t fuck this up. in a way, he knew he was kind of bound to - nevermind that he was the gifted kid, the intelligent kid, the only kid to make a life for himself. he’d always be a disappointment in his father’s eyes - never the firstborn son or sole daughter. just the in-between kid, born for his older siblings to have a playmate.
and this time, he wants to make his dad proud. he admits it; there’s something that runs thick in their blood, something seriously fucked up that makes them love to kill and kill for love. he loves the adrenaline rush and feeds off the fear of those he’s squeezing the life out of. it makes him feel in control in a life where he’s had very little control.
and yet, he doesn’t want to take it this far. he doesn’t want to end an entire bloodline because some illegitimate daughter of a psycho killed his brother (and maybe even rightfully so). and he certainly doesn’t want to kill you - not when you’re the only one who wholeheartedly believes he’s innocent.
you’re fighting in the rafters and he’s got you, now. he lifts the knife above his head like so many before him, but, like the coward he is, he hesitates when he sees the fear in your eyes. this time, it doesn’t make him feel powerful or in control. it just makes him feel like shit; like the older brother he swore to overshadow one day.
you take the moment of hesitation to land a solid punch, knocking him off you. you bless your high-school theatre days - you know a layout of a theatre pretty well, and take off, away from the rafters. you run, too tired to check if sam or tara or kirby are okay. you know they’ll be okay, anyways. they have years of experience and the DNA of the original killer himself on their side.
you run out into an alley, but your blood turns to ice when two hooded figures stand in your way to safety. they don’t notice you at first - you hide behind a dumpster that reeks of october in new york, and watch as the two of them discuss fight plans.
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“you let her get away?! what the fuck is wrong with you?!”
“i’m sorry, okay?” ethan seethes, rolling his eyes underneath his mask. he knew that his dad only saw his older brother and his older brother’s talents, but jesus, his dad here is acting like ethan never received any manipulator genes at all. “i didn’t mean to.”
“you never mean anything.” his father spat is response. “you’re a disappointment.”
“well, i’m sorry i’m not enough like richie for you. sam was right. he made his side piece do all the work and that got his throat slit by girlfriend.”
“you take that back.”
“no,” he shrugged. “i’m sick and tired of doing this for you.”
his father gripped his knife harder.
“ethan, you can be a part of this, or you won’t. this is your last chance.”
there’s no denying he likes the kills. he likes the chase, likes the screams. but there’s no way they’re going to be able to take down everyone. he needs to get out of this unscathed, and he’s willing to throw his father (who never gave a shit about him until he was convenient, anyways) under the bus to escape an innocent man.
“i want out.” ethan responds, composed and certain.
he doesn’t notice his father’s knife twisting in his hands until it’s too late.
“you were always a disappointment. you never stood a chance in taking down the carpenter girls. leave this job for the real baileys; your sister and i.”
he prepares himself for the stab and thinks he deserves it; but it never arrives. there’s the sound of sliced flesh and then a squelching sound. maybe he’s been stabbed and doesn’t realise it.
his father collapses, spluttering, and there you stand; bloody knife in hand and pretty little red blots on your face.
“ethan.” you say, voice hoarse from all your screaming. instinctively, he pulls his mask off, and instantly kicks himself for doing so.
shit.
“i-“ he begins to construct a story in his head. he was manipulated. he never killed anyone. he didn’t know what was going on. he was grieving. he was under duress. whatever legal excuse he’s overheard the law students chat about, and whatever emotional response he can extract, he’ll take. he has no time to die anymore.
“it’s over now.” you speak so softly that the autumn gust of wind and honking off cars in the busy city will whisk the words away. your words are reminiscent of what he said to you in the police department, and you step closer - eyes illuminated by the bright lights that shine.
he freezes, feels himself stiffen and his skin prickle with a sudden chill. you jut your chin out and you smile. you smile that same charming smile that inebriates anyone. he runs over his encounters with you like a broken record, because he swears, he swears he had you wrapped under his finger and in his clutches.
and then he realizes. oh, how he realizes.
you’re smarter than you look, and far more cunning than he’ll ever be. you’re the one who’s been in control. you’re the one who’s been the mastermind in this game of chess, who played the twisted game and won.
he swallows thickly.
you hold his leather-gloved hands, and your face that shines pink in the night from the city, it grows grim as you stare at him for what feels like hours. finally, you say “i don’t want to know” in a way that makes him think you know everything. he begins to panic - this is his last card to play, because if you don’t believe him, then sam and tara won’t believe him, and then nobody will. “whatever lie you’re spinning, save it for the police.”
well, that sounds better than “i hate you and i’m going to tell everyone you’re the killer!”. and sure, maybe you’re the mass manipulator he thought he was. maybe you’re the one in control now. but you’re still holding his hand, fingers at his pulse, standing close to him and blinking slowly, eyes glazed over with dullness. it hits him that he doesn’t truly know you - he doesn’t know how much you know, what you truly think of him and how much you trust him. he doesn’t know if he’s the player or the played. he doesn’t know if his excuse will bag him a get-out-of-jail-free card.
but he knows there was a twinkle in your eye when you stabbed his dad. and he knows that you offer him that conniving smile that twinkles with a secret knowledge, a shared affinity. he knows that American Psycho and Pearl are your favourite movies and he knows that maybe you’re as twisted and bloodthirsty as he is, and just weren’t brave enough to take action.
either way, you’re here with him, and that’s all that matters.
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the police take his statement. they believe him when he pins the blame on his fucked-up family.
who wouldn’t? he’s a shy kid that’s been in the shadow of his siblings for years and probably been neglected by his workaholic father who never even liked him in the first place. he lost his brother, and when you’re grieving nothing makes sense except for the love you had for that person. he can barely vote, let alone be mature enough to not be manipulated by his father he’s always craved validation from.
the lawyers use some fancy defence that gets him only a community service sentence and a government-assigned therapist. within months, he’s back at his university in the heart of NYC and back to his economics major.
people whisper in the halls sometimes, but in new york, he’s not the craziest thing there. of course, sam’s friend group are both skeptical and sympathetic - they know all too well the pain of a father, and yet, they also know that grooming isn’t an excuse for going on an attempted murder spree and enjoying those kills.
he doesn’t care anymore what most people think of him. like you said, it’s over now.
but you aren’t most people. you’re different.
because you aren’t supposed to know. you know what he did and what he lied about, and you know he’s still lying now. you know and you don’t care. you don’t care at all, he thinks - you spend your weekends with him, watching bad horror movies to ignore that horror movie he created in your life.
he should be concerned about your lack of care and worry about this. you aren’t supposed to have the upper hand and be in complete control of the situation. he’s supposed to be the one making you blush and making words tumble out of your mouth pathetically. and yet, the complete opposite is true. he finds himself fall into a routine - sleep, eat, do economics and business class and then see you. for you to be absent in his life would cause the biggest stab wound of all - if his life was once sink or swim, all he’d wanna do is drown in you.
he isn’t like most men you’ve had. he isn’t fast and demanding and loud and obnoxious. he isn’t an idiot who will forget your name by the end of the week. he isn’t an asshole who puts their own wants and needs first when it comes to love. no, he’s the complete opposite of that.
most memories of him post-october stay clear. fridays in december at some frat party, getting drunk and high off dollar-store tequila and weed. walking back to your dorm, a feverish heat clinging to the two of you like your ugly christmas sweater and fuzzing your mind.
but there were other aspects, more physical and sensual. a more murky part of that winter memory, obscured by a promiscuous haze. you don’t remember much after the clock strikes ten on a friday night after exams and you both become pretty drunk, but you know he was special.
he was slow and begging and quiet and shy. he would plead with those doe-brown eyes to give you everything he could offer - body, mind, soul; whatever you asked for. if you said to run, he’d ask how far? and if you said to jump, he’d ask how high?
in your dorm, with the door locked, he’d kiss you, and he tasted red - red like cherry cola chapstick, red like deep passion and red like blood, the metallic taste still lingering after october. but you didn’t care. you relished that taste, and the way he’d kiss you on your jawline, the curve of your neck, sucking and biting softly. you loved how he’d give rather than receive. how he wanted to give.
“like this?” he whispered, flexing his fingers as you’d ask. your brow furrows and you rest against his shoulder, nodding against his skin. he’s best at pleasing you like this, making you come undone with the touch of his fingers and shape of his mouth. he brushes a bit of hair from your face and presses deeper, harder, and feels that control surge back when you gasp, covering your mouth with your palm.
“yeah,” you moan, biting your lip. he’d twist his head and kiss your neck and this desire for him would yank so hard in your chest it became physically painful. you wanted more. and good fucking thing ethan loved giving you more.
“okay,” you pause, holding his wrist, and he immediately stops. you look at him, and he gets the memo; making a pitiful noise that would’ve been embarrassing a year ago but he doesn’t think twice of now as he sinks to his knees - like a beggar, begging for you to let him deliver you this. praying towards you, resting his chin against your abdomen and looking at you with his dark, intoxicating eyes, half-lidded and hidden by the curtain of his brunette bangs.
he slowly creeps his soft, gentle hands; always careful, always slow, up your thighs like vines and hold onto your hips.
you’re selfish. you bite down on your lip, and taste a copper flavour in your mouth, when he’d press his lips against your inner thigh, revering every inch of your being. you’re already wet; he’s been fingering you for god knows how long, but he would’ve kept going until his fingers ached if you asked him to do so.
stupidly, embarrassingly, you used to say he’d eat you out like he was starved for it. perhaps he is. he feels as though his craving for blood has been replaced with a taste for you as he licks at you, your thighs locking him in place and your hand pulling ever-so-slightly where it is buried in his curly hair. maybe your plan all along was to get him addicted to it in the hopes that he wouldn't kill again. if it was, then it's working.
the only person he’ll kill for now is you.
he hears you exhale, "just like that," and your hips rise for just the smallest bit of friction, the smallest zap of heat that sends shivers down your spine. he closes his eyes and angles himself in a way that he knows will make you twist the sheets in your fists, will make you slam your head into the pillows, will make you cry out. his own hips try searching for friction, but it’s useless; he knows he can't come until you touch him, and you still haven't. nevertheless, he doesn’t find himself to be frustrated or annoyed; not when you’re letting him do this. not when he can hear you gasping above him. that thought alone makes him moan, and the hum of his whimper forces your back to arch.
he’s done this enough times that he knows when you’re about to climax. your hand in his hair gets so tight it stings as you clutch the sheets. your thighs and legs are tensing up, and he can feel it. the small, punched-out moans that are torn out of your mouth, which are so loud they almost sound like sobs, are what really give it away.
you come hard, arching your back and almost tearing the sheets in your grasp. he smiles; the same way you smile, all-knowing and sly. your fingers reach down to caress his cheekbones and bring his face up; there's tear-tracks down your cheeks and a grin blossoming on your face. you graze one hand against his jawline; your other hand in his hair, a reminder that you're in control, and he likes that. if he'd known this was what it took to convince you that he's trustworthy, that he's yours, he would've done it much, much earlier.
and when he kisses you; it tastes dangerous. fierce. passionate. but that doesn't scare you anymore - it never did, and it never will; because you're the one in control, you're the one who knows, you're the one he's hopelessly devoted to; you've got him.
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jesus fucking CHRIST i can't believe i wrote this. send help girlies xoxo
#ethan landry#scream 6#scream vi#ethan landry x reader#ethan landry smut#i aint seeing the pearly gates anymore 🤣🤣
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Woah new pinned post jumpscare.
Hello I’m pie, you can call me whatever you want tbh. pie, xey, xeymol, weird void cup, whatever as long as it’s not mean i don’t care lmao
(Used to be known as SoggyMuppet)
Some important information about me:
- i am EXTREMELY nervous and shy so I apologize if I tend to be awkward with any interactions with anyone
- I may be shy but I don’t mind getting asks, I actually kinda love getting them wither it be answering actual questions or getting doodle requests
- I absolutely love and adore making gifts for people especially if I consider them a friend so gifts for others should be a fairly common sight
- I tend to go for long periods of time without posting, it’s not because I feel I need a break or because I have artblock (may possibly be the case at some point actually) but it happens because I just have a genuinely hard time getting my ideas on paper
- if you ever want to send an ask but your Nervous or I seem scary please know I’m quite harmless and I don’t mind getting asks, it may take me awhile to respond but do know It’s nothing against you and I either just haven’t checked my notifications yet or I’m just taking awhile to type my answer (possibly also drawing something to go with it)
- I am extremely apologetic so I apologize if that gets annoying, I’m just a strong overthinker and I get overwhelmed by it easily which leads to me apologizing a lot for very small thingys
- unreasonably anxious and overly sensitive, if your going to be rude to me please at least be straight up, I can’t tell if or when someone is being jokingly mean and that causes me to overthink and become stressed
- I am very forgetful, some things leave my head instantly so I need to be reminded of things multiple times
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Random Info:
- my persona is some sort of Eldritch creature made of void with a cup for their head, their name is granola
- I absolutely ADORE birds, I can’t draw them for shit but I love seeing pictures of them
- I am not funny. my humor is absolutely horrible, I try to stay family friendly on here but an adult joke might slip sometimes, though I do cuss a lot so I guess I’m not very family friendly💀
- I genuinely do not make sense half the time and when I do it’s either weird or concerning, I’ll say shit like “holy shit Freddy fazbear in portal 2 real not clickbait?!?!?!?!“ or “will skin you alive then boogie on your corpse” and other strange shit, I have something wrong with me✨
- I have horrible grammar and spelling, autocorrect loves to fuck me over so I’m sorry if a sentence ever comes out wrong on accident
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My main interests right now are:
- space
- horror/body horror
- making strange critters
- a few of my personal projects
- don’t starve/don’t starve together
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I usually make fanart for whatever fandom I’m in at the moment but there’s a rare chance I may share if stuff and or original story’s I’m working on, most of what I post is doodles but there is a rare case of fully rendered art. I might post kinda gorey or body horror and genuinely just spooky art one day and if I do I’ll definitely put a warning and try my best to tag it properly, I enjoy making sorta cutesy silly shitposts most the time and I tend to get sorta extreme with my facial expressions lol. I’ve been drawing for technically all my life really, I’m not the best but I’m very devoted to art and designing characters and story’s, my art tends to have heavy shading and overall a sort of dark atmosphere and that’s just due to my immense love for horror and spooky vibes
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Anyways that’s all I have for now, I’ll add to this if I ever have anything more I feel I should add
Goodbye for now, hope you have a lovely day/evening/night💕
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Okay story time!
Before I got obsessed with ysblf, I was obsessed with BTS. So obviously I was in the BTS army/fandom. I was active in Twitter so I had quite a following (over 4,000 followers! Sorry I had to brag🤭). Random people would message me and you know me, I wanted to make friends so I would reply back and made some nice conversation. Now tell me why a 10 year old girl started messaging me!!! The worst part is that I didn’t even know she was 10 until multiple messages later!! When I found out her age I was flabbergasted! Like why is a 10 year old messaging strangers!! Kids these days are so bold!! This was 3 yrs ago so she’s probably only 13 now ugh I can’t believe it! I always think about that girl till this day😭 I should’ve known honestly, cause the way she “typed” was off like you could tell she was way too young😭 that got me wondering tho! How old we’re you guys when y’all decided to message strangers online? I was 20yrs old when I started to do so and that’s for my BTS Twitter account. I’ve always read fanfics, I think I started when I was 13 yrs old but even then I never commented on a fic ever until this year, just a few days ago actually. And that’s only cause the fic I commented on belongs to a mutual here! I’ve always been too shy to talk with strangers 😔
In my Twitter bio I always had my date of birth (Ik I shouldn’t) so everyone could know my exact age plus I wanted to attract people my age yk, but no! I always got kids I’m my dms! (That 10 yr old knew I was 20 yet she still decided to dm me💀) I even made good friends with these two girls, in my head they became my besties! But dude!! One was 13 and the other 15!😭😭😭 tbh I miss them🥲 but turns out the 13yr old blocked me! How dare she! Like why? What did I do? We had deep conversations and everything! Maybe I offended her 😞 I also had deep conversations with this 14yr old Brazilian (well her bio at the moment says she’s 17 so I’m assuming she was 14 when we talked). I feel so bad cause I never saw/opened her message. Her last message was her talking about how ashamed she is to talk to people in English since she’s not fluent. Like girl noooo don’t apologize!! I should be the one ashamed! And I am!! My poor baby! If only I replied to make her feel better! But in my defense by that time I was already homeless so I couldn’t log back in and when a year has passed and I finally found a place I watched ysblf and got obsessed so I never went back to Twitter. I actually logged in just a few days ago and that’s when all the memories started🥲. Army Twitter 2020 was the best!
Anyways yea Ik this is random and all but yea I just wanted to share a bit and go on a bit of a rant. Tbh I was never not shocked when I found out the ages of my mutuals on Twitter, they were hella young! Tho I sometimes do get shocked when I find about y’all (tumblr moots) ages too cause I’ve noticed some of y’all are over 30😳 which idk why that surprise me cause y’all are so smart I love it🥰
Its crazy how I was an army for 3-4 yrs and I’ve been a ysblf fan for a little over a year now. Makes me wonder what I’ll be obsessed with next tho I don’t wanna jinx it cause I wanna stay in this fandom as long as I can! I love y’all 🥹❤️
#okay I’m being dramatic when I say only kids entered my dms but that’s how it felt like😭#random rant#ysblf#bts#bts army#okay if anyone is wondering this is what I used to be obsessed with —>#adventure time>blue exorcist>BTS>ysblf#in that order#obviously I had more smaller obsessions but these for 4 changed my brain chemistry!#also the only ones I can read fanfics of#like I’ve watched a lot of animes but can’t read fanfics for any one only blue exorcist#actually I spent most of my life reading only or mostly blue exorcist fanfics it’s only when I got into ysblf that I finally stopped
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Young Royals S2 Thoughts - Episode 1
While watching season 2 yesterday, I took notes on it so i could remember my exact thoughts I had while watching it for the first time.
In total, I took 27 and a half pages worth of notes.
I will transcribe them for you in parts. This is part 1.
episode 2:
⚠️Spoilers Ahead⚠️
THE EMPTY LOGO INTO RAINBOW
Simon singing>>>>>>
marcus stop staring like a creep
simme looks so confused
they went to kindergarten together??
KARAOKE NIGHT??
marcus making moves
simme stop smiling
ooh felice haircut
texting her bestie <3
periodt quit riding slay follow your dreams
wait so the three of them are sharing now?
MADDIE
aw shes moving out
RAINBOW ON THE BOARD
not the initiation i’m scared
the music is so good
is that what she’s gonna burn?
at least they’re not making her drink spit
not the creepy smile
OH THE WILMON REUNIONS GONNA HAPPEN AT THE PARTY
a condom in the pool?
she’s gonna commit arson slay
oh shit
not slay?
oh he’s getting a ride from marcus
malin 😡
wille felice friendship arc>>>>>>>>
marcus with glasses
not them calling sara weird 😭
shut the fuck up august
slay wille
THEM LOOKING AT EACH OTHER
the reunion
aw wille being nice offering the phone
“i got a haircut” STOP-
also the his are giving heartstopper
TWO GIRLS KISSING NEXT TO AUGUST SLAY
jealous wille
you saw him on grindr?
hold up
NILS???
did he just come out
slay ig
Hillerska song!! they sound so good. better than before. not that they don’t already sound good but. yknow.
nobody told him he’s giving a speech
why did vincent smile at him
oh wait everybody in the society did
wille silence your phone everybody can hear you
Rosh and Ayub see what’s going on
is he crying? poor baby.
wille is not toxic 😡
good advice though (for clarification, i wrote this before they started convincing him to rebound)
yasmina? so rosh is also canon now?
not them convincing him to rebound with marcus-
ALEX IS BACK
how thi
oh because money
my bestie :D
that hug tho
(alex rebound? /j. unless)
oh so wille revenge era is coming
they’re just friends though chill
slay they mentioned bisexuality
erik with an onlyfans girl?
yes simme get that opportunity
that smile!!!
so much dopamine
oh it’s the pencil scene now
wait no it isn’t is it? we’re they in their uniforms in that clip?
nvm it is
bestie the pencil cup is right there
wille chaotic evil
shameless and i love it
shut the fuck up august
the sly smile
walters smile is so cute
oh shit he can’t tell alex
but he has to
SHUT UP
actually die bitch
or a shot in the head
he’s having a panic attack?
i would feel bad but it’s august
sara slaying
how does she know how to do this? did she used to have panic attacks? what if simme taught her?
oh she’s about to have one rn
or is she
girl what are you doing
what was that i’m confused
oh this scene is gonna make me sob
not him trying not to smile
not the music from the dream
not him hanging up on the queen
marcus singing 💀
audibly gasped when they hugged
they kinda cute tho
shy simme
kinda reminds me of that scene from L*ve V*ctor
Alex and wille friendship then betrayal arc
jealous wille noooooooooo
wille prepared for murder
periodt it’s her fault
slay wille you tell them
that’s episode 1
why do i have 5 pages of notes?
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Oh Twitter definitely is evil and crucified anyone who isn’t a s*langelo but I restrict my tweets to my 21 mutuals when I want to talk about Jasico! All the good stuffs in the private tweets since I’m a little too shy to share stuff and have people come at me unprompted.
I love love love a good Jason retrieval story like Nico can bring him back but it’s all dependent on Jason realizing and accepting that he’s worth bringing back he can want to keep living and be happy. Like, The Lost Hero opens with “Even before he got electrocuted, Jason was having a rotten day.”
I have one plotted about Nico petitioning his father and the other Olympians to go through a series of tasks to prove his seriousness in bringing Jason back and all of their friends help him in little ways throughout his ordeals so Jason gets to see that everyone misses him and are at least going to put up a fight. (It’s all kicked off by Nico realizing Jason’s kind of miserable in death and asking him if he’d come back given the chance.)
It’s such a good song… like we are truly accessing untapped Jasico potential at this point in the fandom.
(I also have Pat Benatar’s cover of Wuthering Heights in my Jasico playlist because “ooh, it gets dark, it gets lonely on the other side of you / I pine a lot, I find the lot falls through without you” and “too long I roam in the night / I’m coming back to his side to put it right” the entire song but… specifically thinking of ToA era.)
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AS YOU SHOULD !!! twitter is for the mutuals and the mutuals only.
no because jason for real never catches a break. :(. "Jason realizing and accepting that he’s worth bringing back" IJNFD the idea of him not thinking that he is, is so :(((( as if piper didn’t sob and pleaded for him to be brought back and if apollo himself didn’t pray for the gods to at least carry him to safety. jason </3 i’m taking him to therapy
OH OH THAT SOUNDS SO COOL. all of his friends banding together and showing him that they want him back? ohhhh i will cry. idk if jason is part of the quests or not but if he is and he can’t help in multiple points for a reason or another and at some he’s down about it and his friends are like “jason, we quite literally Dont Care. i/we can do it. you don’t have to do anything, all of this is for you”. actually this works even if he’s not part of the tasks because he’s literally just having to watch them doing shit for him.
OOOOH OH. that song. ok ok ok. i’ll offer my current jasico song which is wish that you were here by florence + the machine bc of that quote from ts*ts (actually multiple quotes from that book but this one in particular) “now, staring at that unnerving bust of diocletian, nico wished for nothing more than to feel jason grace’s protective arms around him. but jason wasn’t here.” !!! there’s so much from that song I’m actually. got i’m going to connect dots
#i never minded being on my own —> that’s so NICO#but then something broke in me and i wanted to go home to be where u are -> wanted to feel Jason’s arms around him#but even closer to you u feel so very far —> just him being in the underworld but jason still not being there. will jason be there?#i can keep going omg
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Thoughts for when you wake up. I also didn't proofread bc I'm sleepy and lazy. Apologies:
Escape Room 1: it was a nice concept! Fresh and fun, I though. Plus, I really love psychological thrillers, so this movie was up my alley. I think the characters behaved quite naturally for people placed in the situation they were in, and they were all unique enough to where they evokes certain emotions from you. The cinematography was awesome and I enjoyed a majority of the film. The ending was a bit, "eh..." for me. Mostly bc wtf was that plane scene? I also didn't like how they "seemingly" won, but it turns out they just got fucked over again by some allknowing being like...shut up
Escape Room 2: the ending from the last one didn't have me too excited for the second one, ngl. I was happy so see Holland Rolland in it, however, so it was okay. I said, "they finally got her in something other than teen wolf" ☠️☠️☠️ anyway. I'll be real, the second one didn't have my full attention one hundred percent of the time lmao. The scenes were still very pretty, but the premise was too similar to the first one. And like...of course it's gonna be? Bc they're in the same type of situation?? But damnn, I didn't need a lot of this. And it was very :/ bc the main girl (I forget her name) was acting more reckless in the second film like...wasn't she supposed to be the cautious one? And the dude who didn't gaf was more logical most of the time? Come on man... I also didn't like how they were all like, "ooh, in my game..." like...this isn't your first game, focus on the now omg
And don't get me started on how they kept bringing back people! Why didn't the military vet die?? Her plot and why she was making the game was stupid and it felt like someone pulled it out of their ass at the last minute 😒
Part two was annoying and I barely remember the ending. I feel like they set it up for a part three? But who knows...
Now, I have another question. Have you ever seen The Exam or The Lodge (both psych thrillers)?
Ahh thank you for sending them <3😌 (probably) big rant ahead lmao
Omgg I agree, I enjoyed the first one, it was an interesting premise and it had a good set of characters. Also at first it wasn’t quite clear (to me at least) who the MC was or if there even was one and I thought that was kind of cool too? Or for example I knew Zoe (?) wasn’t actually dead when she died from that poison but still. Predictability doesn’t always have to be bad. Omg it was annoying that they all kinda worked alone tho? 💀 like whenever someone found a clue/hint/whatever they would spend 5 minutes trying to solve it on their own like I’m sure at least one life could have been spared if they actually talked to each other dhsks
But I didn’t like the end either like I hate how nowadays they’re always setting everything up for a part two like ofc I get they want to make money but chill. If you’re a good writer you can easily make a part two even if you didn’t set up the whole plot in the previous film. And tbh even after the second film I didn’t understand how the ‘boss’ (idr his name) knew EVERYTHING. like i was so sure there was gonna be something supernatural involved bc even with all the technology we have today and genius people.. it’s just way too unrealistic that they planned everything THAT well. And idm unrealistic films but like this was supposed to be a realistic psychological thriller so.
I was happy that Holland was in it too! And yeah I think I’ve only ever seen her as Lydia tbh 😭and she looked so different (and more grown up obv) but I was happy to see her. And omg yeah I mean maybe it was just the novelty of it but I liked the rooms in the first one more too. And same same same I mean Zoe was so shy in the first film and I liked that she became more confident but at the same time.. aren’t you traumatised lmao. And I would have liked if they gave her a different arc with her confidence like idk in the first one she was shy and got a bit more confident bc she solved some clues and obviously the end but idk. They did talk about the trauma tho which I liked bc usually in those type of films the go through a life altering situation and two days later they’re sitting on some beach and chilling like shouldn’t you be in therapy💀 good for them if they’re not traumatised but it’s usually so unrealistic. And yeahh they kept talking about their old games that, in the end, had nothing to do w this one as if they had any time to waste lol.
ALSO i didn’t realise that they were not together??? At the end of ER 1 i thought they were together and on a date and in the second one i also thought they were together but then when he “died” she was like ‘he was my best friend’… ma’am didn’t you see how you were looking at each other? They didn’t kiss but that didn’t matter like they were clearly in love and I was at least hoping for friends to lovers bc it was just annoying that nothing romantic actually happened between them. And yeah the end of the second one.. I think they set it up for a part 3 but I stopped paying attention by then shsksjssk but the girl (the actress who plays that esther orphan girl) locked her dad in and said she’s gonna make her parents proud by making even cooler escape rooms but like i said i wasn’t fully paying attention so maybe that’s not what she said lol
Okay that’s enough sorry shsjsjsks
I haven’t watched either of those but they seem interesting 👀 but there are a few films called the exam so is it the one with Gemma Chan? And omg Jacob Barber is in the Lodge? Shsjs he’s everywhere lmao but I get it he’s perfect for those genres lmao there’s something weird about him (or he plays it well i mean he’s probably not like that irl but idk i’ve never watched an interview i think). Seems interesting but also like it’s a bit more horror than thriller? And I have to be careful with horror bc then I have trouble sleeping for weeks to come shsjsjsj so lmk how scary it is bc it does seem interesting 👀👀👀
#i’m so glad you didn’t proofread because holland rolland 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#escape room spoilers#?lmao#kendra <3#lmao sorry for the late reply yesterday was a depression day™️ (I’m absolutely fine now tho so don’t acknowledge it shsjs)#and i had to take a break from escape room bc i dreamt about it 😭😭😭😭😭#thank god my brain didn’t come up with an actual escape room scenario but i just was in an escape room lol#and since i watched that film it automatically meant i might die in my dream too lol
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i was tagged by the sweet @rosieblogstuff !!<3 anyone who wants to answer this too, consider this your tag 🫡💖
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
I have 53! Somehow, haha. Once I'm done w thesis, it will grow for sure!
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
608,326 words! 😳 i stresswrite
3. What fandoms do you write for?
right now its only Macgyver(2016) and Call of Duty! I've made a marvel crossover, but not anything else. Once I'm done with uni and actually have the time to write and see shows without feeling like I should be doing other stuff, I will definitely write for more! I want to write something for stuff like Knives out, Phantom of the Opera, Star wars -- but mainly a ton of Macgyver and call of duty, lol
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
well, they've changed quite recently, since i jumped headfirst into the COD fandom and was welcomed very nicely! So, right now, theyre:
Adventures of 141's bunny (1,502 kudos😳😳)- Call of Duty
Mami's omega (448 kudos) - Call of Duty
The Heron Club (363 kudos) - Call of Duty
Warm water (150 kudos) - Macgyver
A pregnant night (144 kudos) - Macgyver
Im very grateful for each single kudos !!💖🥰
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
Yes, or I try now! It was easier when I was only in the macgyver fandom, since it is much smaller, but now in the Call of Duty fandom, i'm afraid I simply cannot keep up! So if I don’t reply to your comment, I’m sorry, I’m not trying to be rude or anything!👉👈
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
phew, that is one good question, because I honestly don't know. I have a tendency to end things either happy and hopeful like, or dark and like, with the vibe of things just being uncertain but not necersarily angsty? Lmk if im wrong lmao.
I think the closest is in A dog needs a garden, but then again, its not really angsty - at least not to the characters. just... dark.🤷♀️
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
hm. I mean, in my two fics Sir and his good boy and my baby’s got a gun (that I struggle to read myself now bc while I do have a soft spot for them, I hate my writing lol.) I make poor Mac go through a lot of shit, and they both end up on a happy or hopeful note- so those two, I guess? For now, heh.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
mmm, not really. When I do get some questionable comments, I either just answer in a jokingly manner or ignore it. I think I've only deleted one comment, lol. 💀
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
hah, YES. what don't I write. Despite being ace and not really being interested in sex irl, I sure do write a lot of smutty smut. I mostly write kinky stuff, a lot of BDSM ones. A lot of darker stuff too. I mean, out of 53 fics I think maybe 13 ish of them doesn’t have smut in them? So yeah, I write a bunch of smut.
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
Well, I've only written three (so far) lol. Two of them was just... Angus Macgyver and Jack Dalton having a threesome with a character from a different fandom, LMAO. I've written them having a threesome with Bucky Barnes from marvel and then one with Simon Ghost Riley from Call of Duty.
The craziest one technically isn’t a crossover lmao, more just the fact that I made twilight vampires canon in a Macgyver fic I wrote once 💀😂 it’s called this is the skin of a killer, Jack and yes, I find it funny and stupid myself.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
I hope not, lol. So no, at least not that I know of.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Uh, no, again, not that I know of, lmao.👀
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Mmm, not technically, no. I don't talk often with a lot of fanfic writers, (im shy and idk how to become friends with people) but I do have 2 wonderful sweet friends I met through the macgyver fandom, whom i'm very grateful for and love lots. (They adopted my imposter ass who hadn’t even seen the show) They have managed to deal w my annoying ass for like... almost 2 years, I think and somehow isn't scared away yet. So, what I was going with that is, no, i've not co-written anything, but they do spar a lot with me and we discuss ideas and such, hehe. They've def helped me with a lot of fics.
14. What's your all-time favourite ship?
That is one good question that I honestly don't know the answer of. I'm pretty open to most ships, as long as they're written well in the fic or the show. (and legal. and not *ncest or pseudo *ncest.)
15. What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
don't call me out like this, I have a lot of WIPS. But honestly? Probably Wet footprints on the wooden floor (Macgyver). A part of me wants to, but its been like 1,5year or so, i think. At this point I would probably just delete it, then rewrite the entire thing and post it again, lol, because I do like the concept.
16. What are your writing strengths?
I don't know, actually. I like to think I write somewhat interesting plots whenever I'm trying not to just write pure smut. But eh, idk. I think I have an okay sense of humor too? but I am also biased.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Weird sentences! English isn't my first language, Danish is! and the structure of a sentence can be very different in Danish, so sometimes my English sentences ends up weird bc they're translated, lol. I'm working on it and I have definitely become better ver since writing my first fanfic, lol.🤷♀️
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
I like to read it, but I struggle with writing it! It's hard, especially when you dont speak a certain language. I sometimes go with google translate, but I've tried just writing it like this when its in another language, lol. so ye, fun but hard.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Eh, i mean, I wrote a fanfic or two when I was like 15 or something, but I cannot, for the life of me, remember what for. probably marvel or twilight or something😂
If we go with the boolger account time-line, then it's Macgyver!
20. Favourite fic you've ever written?
don't make me choose between my babies. So I shall cheat the system and mention some of my fav.
The many deaths of a phoenix(macgyver), since I like the plot ideas lol, even though I feel stuck with it atm.
Lovers in the garden of Eden (macgyver) (dead dove dont eat) which is def fucked up, not the worst kind I've written but still. It has a special place in my dark, f'ed up heart. 🖤
Do you think I'm broken? (macgyver) bc I tried to voice a lot of my own gender struggles through it lol.
and finally, i am a lil proud of So long as I'm your favorite toy(COD) heh.
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I kept reading🧍♀️
I actually can’t do this anymore. "What makes you think I'm not just using you like the rest of them?” USE ME. NO SERIOUSLY. USE ME. BY ALL MEANS. FEEL WELCOME TO. LITERALLY GO AHEAD. NO ONE IS STOPPING YOU.
“He drew out the last word, voice coarse and low and thick with that damned accent, and suddenly you had never needed anything quite as badly as you needed to become something that Felix considered "his".” I PHYSICALLY CANNOT GO ON HELP. YES YES YES YES. THANK YOU. THIS SENTENCE IS JUST- YUP YUP YUP.
“No. You needed him to make you his, in every possible way.” I-
I need to stop typing bc very soon I will say something that I shouldn’t when I’m not on anon.
“If you couldn't keep yourself in control tonight then you would at least be the one to decide how you lost it.” SHE’S SUCH A BOSS I LOVE HER MORE THAN I’VE EVER LOVED ANY Y/N
“You’re obviously torn. Let me help you.” And before he had the chance to respond, it was you who moved to close the space between your lips. For the first time, it was you.”
NOBODY IS DOING IT LIKE HER SHE’S SO GJDMBVMDMVNVMDJD I LOVE HER BUDDY I FVCKING LOVE HER
“You grabbed his wrists, pulling them down and shifting your bodies so that you were now the one pinning him against the wall.” AS YOU SHOULD. AS. YOU. FVCKING. SHOULD. At this point I’m in this for her not even Felix pls.
“You broke the kiss to remind him of their impending arrival, but he only took your momentary distraction as an opportunity to take hold of your waist and push you back against the wall, reclaiming control.”
My knees are out of service rn. My brain too.
“Felix was well aware that they could be here at any second. He just didn’t care... “Say it again. My name princess.” He growled against your lips,” THIS WHOLE PART!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM FIGHTING BACK SCREAMS. PLEASE PLEASE I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF ANYMORE. THE WAY HE ASKED HER TO SAY HIS NAME THE WAY HE- BYEEEEEE. GOODBYE WHAT COMES AFTER THIS IS TOO MUCH HELP I NEED A BREAK BECAUSE MY *[retracted in order to maintain a tranquil ambience]*
I want to discuss every sentence in that part I'm almost commiting plagiar!$m with the amount of scenes I'm quoting in these asks💀
“Panting heavily, Felix pressed his sweaty forehead against your own. It had taken every single fiber in his being to keep from touching you again, when all he could think about was bending you over and fucking you right there against the wall until you cried pretty tears of pleasure from your pretty eyes.” DO IT!!! BE MY GUEST. PLEASEEEEEEE. I LITERALLY DON’T CARE ANYMPRE.
Ok wait let me come back down to earth we have a plot to go through with. Can my brain pls understand that. We have a WAR to deal with.
...aand we're back.🤭 i'm so glad you kept reading (and lived to tell the tale lmao) lets get right to it..
okay so.. this whole scene before the others arrive may have been (it most definitely was) the first scene i wrote before i even decided to make this story into an actual fic so i am LIVING for your the fact that you chose this specific scene to break down and make an entire separate ask for because it holds such a special place in my heart (as do you)
"I need to stop typing bc very soon I will say something that I shouldn’t when I’m not on anon."
you know where to find me..hop on over to my dms dont be shy
"SHE’S SUCH A BOSS I LOVE HER MORE THAN I’VE EVER LOVED ANY Y/N"
"NOBODY IS DOING IT LIKE HER SHE’S SO GJDMBVMDMVNVMDJD I LOVE HER BUDDY I FVCKING LOVE HER"
"At this point I’m in this for her not even Felix pls."
AGAIN YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME. since this is my first time writing anything like this literally ever i had no idea how scary it is to create an original main character but it is actually TERRIFYing to put yourself out there like that (infinite respect to all of the content creators on this website) and the fact that you have said this more than once i need a minute-😭💕💕
"THIS WHOLE PART!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM FIGHTING BACK SCREAMS. PLEASE PLEASE I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF ANYMORE. THE WAY HE ASKED HER TO SAY HIS NAME THE WAY HE- BYEEEEEE. GOODBYE WHAT COMES AFTER THIS IS TOO MUCH HELP I NEED A BREAK BECAUSE MY *[retracted in order to maintain a tranquil ambience]*"
LET IT ALL OUT BESTIE. I AM HERE FOR IT ALL. FORGET TRANQUILITY BC OUR MAIN CHARACTERS CLEARLY HAVE AT THIS POINT-
"Ok wait let me come back down to earth we have a plot to go through with. Can my brain pls understand that. We have a WAR to deal with."
a war that can wait one more night…🫢
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a playlist (and some AU rambling)
soo i shared some songs a month or two ago for the college au i’m working on, but about a week and a half ago, i compiled a little google doc of songs i think quite fit the vibe i’m going for in this fic and i thought i’d share it!
link
still working out some of the details (which is difficult since i haven’t written multi-chapter fiction since i was 12 💀) but basically, feliciano is an astronomy major (also art minor) and lovino is an architecture major and also feli has a heart condition
*i pause to check my notes*
coronary artery disease (yeah researching this has been fun /not)
and i’m still working a bit on the character arcs (especially lovino’s since he doesn’t have a disease as a big portion of his arc). i keep switching ideas between feli and lovino for what i want their arcs to be like. like, first feli had some commitment issues but then i totally changed my mind and gave them to lovino instead and now i’m not even sure how it’s gonna end up.
this fic was initially inspired by the song bishounen by hikaru station! i love using music as fic inspo. the fic has changed a bit since then since originally it was just gonna be a oneshot. soft. cute. a bit sad. feli was gonna be like, a soft flirt originally towards lovino. space is also a theme throughout the story bc of the song + feli being an astronomy major duh.
i wrote the first three chapters back in april of 2022 but haven’t gotten much done since then and i’m probably gonna rewrite it all.
it’s just like... a slow burn strangers to friends to lovers with fluff and Angst bc i fear relationship conflict so writing about it is so... profound. they’re not siblings in this ofc.
my other favorite character is francis. he’s a theater major b/c my friend who’s a france kin is into theater and his dialogue is SO fun to write. actually so is lovino’s. literally my favorite scene is an exchange between lovino and francis arguing about something (they’re roommates). they’re hilarious i love them
the other big roadblock i had was i want the fic to have a sort of... soft whimsical vibe in the prose bc of the song i based it off of but lovino makes this INCREDIBLY DIFFICULT OH MY GOD so i’m working out how to make the prose in lovino’s POV more soft without feeling ooc. the voice i had going just made me go Blah and give up for a while.
i’ll maybe share more at some point! i’m just shy about it 😳 i even have a pinterest board for this au thats how much i love it.
#i've never actually been to college bc i dropped out of high school so uh#it's an experience#i need to actually get my GED and go to college LMAO#i feel like in college you probably aren't gonna have so many diverse majors bc schools usually specialize#but it's FICTION SO IT'S FINE I DON'T CARE#anyway more rambles coming later most likely *is just shy*#hetalia#college au#playlist#music#may update this playlist from time to time#debating if tragedy by fly by midnight fits#IDK IF I'M KEEPING THE COMMITMENT ISSUES ARC OR NOT#might just split it up between both of them in varying ways
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Okay I'm gonna out myself here - I was probably everyone at one point bc I changed cities so often!
I was quite popular in middle school until I discovered anime and indie music.
After that I was the mysterious girl because no one ever knew or saw me anywhere!
Maroon? That's cute! I would love to see some of your edits 🥺
Okay, next question: who was your first fictional crush? And you'll have to be honest here.
Woahhhh that’s actually super cool! I remember telling people I went to kindergarten in Libya and they’d give me a shocked pikachu face😂. Tho that was rlly old and I can’t remember much of it (memory loss things ✨), but wow! Was it difficult to keep readjusting? Personally I was the “shy quiet innocent kid” loll. I remember we were playing this game called mafia or something and the teacher was going around taking votes on who we think the mafia is when he started with me my classmates were like “nah she can’t be Shes too innocent” my teacher had to be like “guys yk the roles were given randomly”- I’m dying 💀 also everyone loves the mysterious characters 😮💨 a fan favourite✨✨✨
DJSJSJSJSJ your question it’s a good one hehe and honestly speaking my mind just blanked😭 I’ve always been a sort of strange kid in a way where I didn’t even think people could have crushes on a fictional character which was one of the least questionable things tiny tora had (spoiler alert things are less insane now which is great😂👍) , tho I see tons of people now saying lightning McQueen and simba and who else were their crushes and I was like :0 I didn’t know that existed, tho I had the craziest obsession with shoto todoroki like a year ago seems like I just enjoy the types of characters that are like calm and stuff? But thinking back I feel like most “crushes” I would have had werent genuine and they were probably forced one example was adrien agreste from miraculous ladybug when I was 12 cause a friend Inspired me to like him since she had a crush on him 💀😵💫 honestly confusing myself as well haha
And my second question isss what’s the fondest memory you have? It can be anything, big or small!
#Question 2#help not me writing an essay 😭#omg btw the editing thing it’s more so designs for my blog I would want to post#hopefully I’d post it soon I made it agesss agooo it’s chilling in my drafts atm along with over 100 drafts rn#please don’t mention that ‘small’ detail 😭😭😭 my drafts are a mess it’s embarrassing
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you have my full consent to kidnap me, i won’t complain, i won’t scream, i won’t resist, i promise🤚trust me i try not to overwork myself too much but i’m not taking many breaks haha well i always take a siesta like the good spanish woman i am ofc lol omg i’m really looking forward to these weeks being over and being able to talk to you again like before...🥺🥺
okay the gossip i have about rubio isn’t very interesting actually🙄 but a funny thing that happened is that i speak another language that he doesn’t, in fact it’s my first language, apart from spanish. so in new year he talked to me in this other language. there are several dialects, with different vocabulary and so on and the dialect i speak is one of the least known so i didn’t quite understand a word he told me, and i thought it meant something else. but a friend of mine who also speaks the other dialect told me exactly what that word meant and i felt like a fool, bc he literally replied to a story i posted, called me pretty and i didn’t realize😭😭 so maybe now he thinks that... well i have no idea. but well we’ve been talking a lot during these holidays but not in person at all, although at least i think he smiled at me the other day when we saw each other again👀 i think he doesn't approach me bc i’m with my friend, but there’s no way i’m gonna approach him when he’s with all his friends lmfao
aawww it will be our romantic gateaway <333 ofc you have to take your daily siesta because we respect traditions in this household!! but i'm gonna spy on you 24/7 to be sure that you actually start taking care of yourself bestie 😤 school is important but your health comes first!! aahh love don't worry about it!! i'm always here waiting for gossiping and bickering with you hehe <3 just resist a few more weeks and you'll be free <333
SDSFGHJK guys please only speak castellano from now on, so you're sure you're gonna understand each other 💀 he called you pretty?? imagine if he wanted to confess his undying love for you but you didn't understand a single word he was saying </3 omg he smiled at you and you still didn't go talk to him?? you two shy lil bitches are so difficult istg 😔
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hi hi! this is a follower match up request xx. Firstly, I really adore your writings, and I think you have such a darling personality! Im impressed with your motivation to continue writing and I hope you continue to publish for a long time. This follower event is such a cute idea and I appreciate you putting so much time into it for others!!
Here’s some info for the matchup! I love to draw, read, write, anything creative! I kinda feed off of passion and i get overly excited /overly anxious pretty often. I do better when I have someone to calm me down when i’m getting too overwhelmed or when i’m getting too overwhelming for others. I’m very reliable and actually quite smart, but sometimes i get so overexcited I sell my intelligence short by seeming more hyper than smart... Despite seeming very extroverted, I tend to choose only one person who I actually trust myself with, so it would be nice if they could see through my ‘we can do it!!’ attitude and know i’m a very stressed person. I’m most comfortable around people who are shy or who can mellow me out. My zodiac is Taurus with some obvious Leo energy, and I’m INFJ! Pronouns are She/Her :)
Omg thank you so much 🥺❤️ I’ve genuinely enjoyed doing these match ups with y’all. It’s a really cool way to get to know some of you better and it’s fun writing cute little drabbles with snapshots of the hypothetical relationships. I always worry I’m gonna choose someone that the other person hates or sth but everyone has been so sweet and happy with their match ups so far 🥺 so this whole thing is genuinely making me happy too haha sorry I kinda rambled oops 💀 onto your match up
This may have a tiny something to do with the fact your description reminded me of Denki and I ship them together but I match you with Shinso Hitoshi!
He is absolutely fit to be your rock and help calm you down when you’re getting overexcited without going too far and dampening your passion. He keeps you grounded and your energy rubs off on him and helps him to get a little more expressive. He’ll see through your positive attitude immediately but he won’t call you on it, he’ll just offer you his support until you can trust him enough to let him help you more directly with your stress and anxiety.
You’re not sure how long you’ve been ranting for, but it’s probably been awhile when Shinso cuts you off.
“Slow down, Love. Take a minute,” he tells you gently.
You pause, nodding with a sheepish grin before forcing yourself to slow down for a second, taking deep breaths until your thoughts aren’t racing quite so much.
“Sorry about that,” you huff but Shinso shakes his head.
“Nothing to apologize for, just knew you needed a breath.”
You give him an appreciative look, taking more deep breaths as he studies you. He takes in every inch of your face, every little nuance of your body language, thinking something over before seeming to come to a decision.
“You’ve had a really long week, huh?” he finally asks.
You sigh with a nod.
“Cancel our plans for tonight.”
“What?”
You blink at him in surprise but he just shrugs as if it’s the simplest thing in the world.
“Cancel our plans,” he repeats.
“Won’t the others be disappointed?” you ask incredulously.
“They’ll get over it. You’re stressed and burnt out. The last thing you need is to deal with a bunch of people on top of that. Let’s just stay in and have a movie night. Ok?”
“Ok.”
“Ok. Now get over here and get comfortable, I already know what we should watch.”
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Hi hi! May I please have a romantic genshin match up? I’m a 23 years old, female Aquarius INFP, and an art student, specifically print making. I’m also a textile artist, and my main job atm is embroidery. I also really enjoy illustration, and I’d like to eventually become a tattoo artist. My hobbies include watching anime and playing mobile games. I’m pretty shy at first but won’t shut up once I’m comfortable with someone lol. I can very playfully mean and a tease when I’m in a relationship. Im very very passionate and dedicated to what I love, to the point where I often forget to eat or sleep to finish my projects, but I can otherwise be quite lazy. I have traditional Japanese tattoos, and they all represent fortune and good luck. I really enjoy changing my hair like once a month, and I have 10+ piercings, including stretched ears, guess it really wasn’t a phase mom😤 I really love animals, real and stuffed ones; I actually collect the latter, and despite owning two dogs (who I love more than anything btw!) I’m more of a cat person, I’m friends with all of the kitties in my neighborhood. I’m pretty childish most times and a bit of a cry baby. I struggle with my confidence a lot but I think I’m overall kind, hardworking and patient. I really dislike silence due to childhood trauma so I always need music or videos playing to feel comfortable. I love helping people and making them happy, maybe I’m too much of a people pleaser? I also have attachment issues so there’s that lol. Oh and I’m into guys, sadly djhsjhskjbsm
i match you with...
itto!
a/n: ty for requesting! i hope you like your matchup :]
so, you're probably wondering "why itto"
or maybe you're like "YES" idk but yeah
itto would probably know nothing about embroidery, but because you do it, he wants to know as much as he can
it's difficult for him because his hands aren't very skilled with delicate tasks. but if you make him something, he will 100% wear it all the time and tell everyone "my girlfriend made this for me"
also he thinks your dream to be a tattoo artist is super cool!! he will be your first customer guaranteed
and if you can draw, he will ask you to draw him lmao
if you were both in 2022, itto would play video games with you and really like playing co-op together. he'd also watch anime and give you tons of recommendations. he wants you to share some too.
when you first met, itto thought your shyness was kinda cute. he really likes that you talk more now because he knows it means you're comfy with him :)
also itto can handle your teasing and dish it back, so be prepared. he will stand over you and tell you to give him a kiss, knowing full well you can't reach. at that point he will suggest you get the step stool.
itto is pretty neat with his appearance, so if you don't remember to take care of yourself, he will be on your back about it 24/7. he might even brush/style your hair for you while you eat breakfast or work
also he thinks your passion for what you love is very admirable, and he tells everyone about how dedicated and strong you are secretly
also loves your tattoos. he has a lot of his own markings and tattoos, so he thinks you having them is another thing you guys bond on.
he would definitely get matching tattoos with you if you ever wanted to btw
itto is super particular about his hair, so he likes seeing all of the different styles you can pull off. but you better be taking care of your hair smh.
also likes your piercings and he has some of his own. he thinks they make you look badass!
itto appreciates your love for animals too. he thinks your stuffed animals are pretty cute. he gives them all names (even if you have already) and he names the coolest ones after you two.
also you don't have to worry about silence because with itto there is never a silent moment 💀
itto appreciates that you try to help everyone, but he also wants to make sure you don't burn yourself out. he is more than happy to help you say no politely lmao
oh yeah and attachment issues? you're not getting rid of him. he is glued to your side unless you ask for space. otherwise he is constantly picking you up, sitting by you, laying on your lap, talking to you, taking you on a date, etc.
itto loves you lots and i think he would appreciate everything about you, from your interests to your style!! that's why i think you two would be good together :)
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tag game, the interview
tagged by @ateez-elena 🥺💕 ty for tagging me daisy!! this looks really fun :3
more under the cut ahsjhws i think i wrote too much 🤡🤡
1. Why did you choose your url?
my main blog is starlightlillies so i wanted something that also started with ‘starlight’; joong for hongjoong bc i love him :3 (i’m aware lilies is spelt with one ‘L’ but it’s alr taken 🥲)
2. Any side blogs? If you have them, name them and why you have them?
this blog itself is a side blog hghghhh but starlighthwa is my second one for fic recs, gifs, other rambles etc. partly for better organisation and partly bc i’d feel bad posting 10+ a day about my rambles on this blog even though i kinda already do 🥲 (update: ateezjuliet is my sideblog for my oc!! i just made it bc i wanted better organisation 🥲)
3. How long have you been on Tumblr?
a few years but i didn’t start writing and posting my work here until nov of last year!!
4. Do you have a queue tag?
i don’t know what a queue tag is 😭 send help ahsjwjs but i don’t queue my fics bc 1) i tried it once before and my work did not show up in the tags 😭 2) my sleep schedule is fucked enough that i don’t really have to queue anything lmaooo
5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?
i’ve wanted to be a writer here for a few years but never got the courage to actually do it, but then i thought if i didn’t do it now then i’d probably never get the chance to in a few years!!
6. Why did you choose your icon / pfp?
i like lee chan i guess 😭
7. Why did you choose your header?
bc i l*ve lee chan 💔 ahhsjwjs i change my layout a lot but this one might last quite a while bc i really really like it!! (no promises though if my layout changes next week no one say a word 💀)
8. What’s your post with the most notes?
my jeonghan fic redemption!!
9. How many mutuals do you have?
not a lot i feel like but i love every single one of you with my whole heart and i hope you know that 😤💕 (if you wanna be moots/friends please don’t hesitate to hmu hahwhsj i’m usually way too shy to reach out to people but i’d love to be friends 🥺)
10. How many followers do you have?
i hit a milestone a while ago!! (ahjshwjs sorry i’m not the most comfy with revealing the exact number 🤧)
11. How many people do you follow?
i follow from my main so 1186 blogs!! i’ve been on tumblr for years so i’ve had many phases and fandom changes ahsjjwjs sooo yeah that’s a lot whsjhw
12. Have you ever made a shitpost?
i had to look this up and tbh i still don’t really know 😭 if it means posting something dumb then yeah bc that’s literally my whole personality 💀
13. How often do you use Tumblr each day?
i get so ashamed when people ask me about my phone usage/screen time bc I KNOW IT’S BAD!!!! 😭😭 uhhhh apple says i spent 22 hours on tumblr last week so 🤡 i read a lot here aside from posting and interacting with you guys so yeah!!
14. Did you have a fight / argument with another blog once? Who won?
nope!!
15. How do you feel about ‘you need to compare this’ posts?
i also don’t really know what these are 😭 i haven’t gotten them before nor have i seen these on other blogs 😭😭
16. Do you like tag games?
yes!! :3
17. Do you like ask games?
also yes!! :3
18. Which of your mutuals do you think is Tumblr famous?
hmmm i don’t really have anyone in mind?
19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?
nope!!
no pressure tags 💕 @atinymonster @woopetals @moondaii @nctharu and anyone else who wants to join!!
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