Every time I remember the sequel trilogy I get so mad that FinnxRey never got the ending they deserved. They were the first movie pairing I ever completely and utterly shipped with my entire soul and I’m still bitter about the 9th movie.
Like the girl who was left behind by her family and the boy who was stolen from his found a home in each other. Rey found someone who would come back for her and Finn found someone to go to. In my head they’re happily force training together and raising their own Jedi order as they both learn to utilise the force completely.
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It’s so infuriating to talk to my father about what was going on 2015-2017 because me and my sisters were sooo neglected because my dad was so depressed by our mom leaving. I already had so much on my plate but I also had to step in as a backup mother bc all my dad would do is sleep. To this day he’s obsessed with convincing me to forgive him but I just can’t, especially not with how much it affected me and my sisters and how much he still fucks up now. He just can’t cope with the fact that I’m still angry about it even though he “did all he could” …. Okay. But we were young and you were our father. My chronic illness was at its worst, I was being bullied, we just got out of being homeless, my mom had just left, I was planning to kill myself once my sisters got into a stable situation so I wouldn’t have to worry about them without me, and ontop of that my dad didn’t ever seem to care about anything. There were constant cries for help, once I remember I asked him to help me change my username on something and it was literally ‘unheardcries’. I know it’s edgy but that was like my final time I tried to indirectly reach out I think. It was a small thing but that only took place after I started self harming etc etc and that got no response either. I barely remember that timeframe so I don’t even know what my little sisters were going through. And he just cannot fathom that I could be hurt by something he supposedly didn’t mean to do .. it’s not like I think he really meant to neglect us but don’t I have the right to be angry at someone who was supposed to do everything but that in such an insane time ??
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