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borinhoran · 2 years

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rewatching dickinson and it’s kind of a lot watching sue like push emily away so much knowing s3 is gonna come around and she’s gonna be like: bestie come love me and like be my person pls!

#SUSAN I LOVE U BUT PLS #the hm 🙂 hmm😃 hmmm😏#thing in episode 2 makes me want to explode #also the like #‘i wish i could just marry you’#likeeeeeeeee #SUSAN SHES PUTTING HER FEELINGS OUT THERE AND UR LIKE #‘you’d make a terrible husband”’#JUST #i’m begging u to stop #scared to get to season 2 #dickinson

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the-broken-pen · 4 months

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“You’re going to blow out your arms,” the villain observed. They watched as the hero merely grit their teeth, shoving themself through another pull-up. It looked painful, and if the sweat slicking the hero’s brow was any indication, it was.

They waited for the hero to let themself drop from the bar and accept the villain was stronger. But they didn’t.

Three more pull-ups, and the villain stepped in.

“Hero,” they said slowly. “You’re about to tear the ligaments in your arms. You need to stop.”

The hero blew out a shuddering breath. Struggled for purchase, fighting gravity—and let themself drop.

The hero’s hands were bleeding, calluses torn open by the bar. The hero didn’t seem bothered when their own hands shook so much that their blood began to splatter on the gym floor.

For a moment, the villain could only stare at them.

Shit.

They didn’t know how to handle this. They knew the hero was dedicated. They knew the hero was strong, and perpetually trying to be stronger, but they hadn’t thought…

They hadn’t thought the hero would be so willing to tear apart their own body for success.

It was supposed to be fun, the villain thought. They felt a little sick as the hero pressed their palms together to soothe the bleeding, an action that was practiced and familiar. As if they had done this before.

The hero reached for something in their bag, smearing blood on the side, and pulled out a roll of blue electrical tape. The villain didn’t understand why, until the hero tore a strip off and made to wrap their hands with it.

The hero would be the death of them.

They crouched in front of the hero, plucking the electrical tape out of their hands.

“What are you doing with this?”

The hero blinked at the villain like they were the strange one in this situation.

“Wrapping my hands?”

The villain hissed in a breath.

“With electrical tape?”

The hero flushed slightly, looking down at their bloody hands. They looked close to tears.

“It…sticks to skin, really well. And it doesn’t move, either, when you move your hands or wherever else, even if you’re fighting. Plus, blood doesn’t make it come off, at least, not for a while.”

The villain blinked at them.”

“Blood doesn’t make it come off,” the villain repeated, processing. The hero nodded, reaching for the electrical tape. The villain settled it out of reach.

“Not if you wrap it right.”

Dimly, the villain realized that meant the hero had done this enough times to have it down to a science.

“And you couldn’t use a bandaid?” The villain asked incredulously. The hero shrugged a shoulder, then winced at the motion.

Yeah, the hero had absolutely blown out their arms.

“Bandaids move—“

The villain hushed them.

“Be quiet for a second.”

The hero, wisely, went quiet.

The villain rubbed a hand over their face, then studied the hero for a moment. They took one of the hero’s hands into their own, studying the damage.

“Why did you do this to yourself,” the villain murmured.

“What do you mean, why,” the hero snapped. “It’s my job.”

“Your job is to save people,” the villain corrected. “Not destroy yourself.”

“I’m not destroying myself—“

“You are.”

“Shut up—“

“Hero.”

“I need to be better,” the hero snapped. Their voice rang out across the gym, echoing into the rafters, and they both froze. After a moment, the hero spoke again, voice soft. “I need to be better.”

They said it like they needed the villain to understand. The villain wondered who they were really saying it to—the villain, or themself.

“Better than who?”

“Everyone.” It was hushed, like a secret.

The villain watched them, waiting.

The hero took a shaky breath

“My whole thing is being the best. I have always been the best. That’s the only reason I matter. If I’m not strong enough, then I am nothing, so I need. to be. better.”

The hero had started crying, very quietly, like they were afraid to take up too much space.

The villain was not equipped to handle gifted kid burnout.

“There’s more to you than just being a good athlete,” the villain said hesitantly, and the hero shook their head.

“No. There isn’t.”

“Hero.”

“Can you give me back my electrical tape?” They hiccuped to contain a sob.

“No,” the villain said firmly, and then the hero really was sobbing.

“You don’t understand—“

The villain didn’t. Not really. They had never been the kind of talented that the hero was.

They wondered now if maybe that was a blessing.

“I don’t,” the villain agreed. “But I do understand that you’ve saved half the city, and you give everything you have to give, and you always do your best.”

“But I-“

“No.” The villain stopped them. “You are doing your best.” They tipped the hero’s chin up until they met the villain’s eyes. “And it is enough.”

The hero froze, eyes darting over the villain’s face. They wondered if anyone had ever said that to the hero, if whatever mentor they had was giving them anything other than orders to be stronger. Be better. Be more.

The villain had some new targets to take care of, it would seem.

For now, though, they had to take care of hero.

“We’re going to go wrap your hands,” they said softly. “And then we’re going to take care of your arms, and you’re going to take a nap.”

The hero nodded, watching them like they were some kind of good, selfless person.

“And if I ever catch you using electrical tape again, so help me, I will put you six feet under.”

That startled a laugh out of the hero, and they let the villain guide them to their feet.

“Fine.”

The villain turned to them. “Okay?”

Are you going to be alright?

The hero seemed to understand.

“Okay,” the hero agreed.

Yes.

And so, it was.

#writing #writing community #snippet #angst #heroes and villains #ficlet #writblr #hero/villain #hero whumpee #exhaustion #overworked #villain caretaker #whump #kind of #in case you’re wondering. yes you CAN do this to yourself. it’s completely possible #essentially what happens is if you do a motion (a pull-up) more than your body is capable #it gets mad. this is different from training till failure. this is to failure and then beyond #so while you started using the correct muscle groups you those muscles get tired and despite the tired you don’t stop #so then your body switches to muscles it SHOULDNT BE USINF and then you fuck up your elbows (in the case of pull-ups)#and then you can’t straighten your arms for a week bc the ligaments and tendons and all the little movement parts want to keep it curled in #I’m not a doctor #I’m just a gifted kid who was an athlete who got burnt out and destroyed her body lmao #this is possibly maybe based on true events that occurred #anyways. I’m not a doctor but you can use electrical tape on wounds. yes it sticks. yes it stays. it’s honestly very useful.#electrical tape > bandaids #do not do anything listed here it is BAD. do not blow out your muscles it hurts. properly clean ur injuries. I beg you.#don’t get injured at all #thank you to my friend who went “pull-up’ competition and then watched me create this angst #love u besties. drink water. go to sleep. summon demons. ❤️ self care

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devilishdelights · 9 months

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daily 1 am touchstarved posts: i hope we get to kill them in their routes. one of them at least. or use our curse. just be a bit silly:)

#touchstarved game #like… leander for sure.#n like different versions. like i’m killing you because you hurt me #or if killing you because i have to despite not wanting to #i’m* not if #imagine some angsty shit like that w kuras. like he commits atrocities and goes unhinged #n he begs u to stop him but u don’t wanna :((#same can apply to mhin #imagine using ur curse on vere n ais if they’re not immune #sen the entire time however is going PLEASE KILL ME PLEASE. DO IT KILL ME

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triguuuun · 6 months

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OH MY GOD I NEVER POSTED MY COSPLAY PICS

YALL LOOK!!

I MADE THIS!!! I’m very proud of it :3

Also some Polaroids!

That’s all thank you ( ´ ▽ ` ).｡ｏ♡︎☮︎︎

#I definitely wasn’t super drunk and trying not to fall into the bath because I couldn’t stop laughing about posing the gun as my dick #but anyways #trigun cosplay #vash the stampede #vash cosplay #cosplay #vash #I had a lot of fun in this one #def didn’t go to a rave for like 4 hours in it #I’m still can’t feel one of my toes rippppppp #get good shoes and if not then take breaks please I beg u #shoutout to medical with the moleskins fr fr #I’m going to try and do a 98 knives cosplay next with a puffy cropped jacket and the creepy mask from the manga (•̀ᴗ•́)و

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thecodyagenda · 9 months

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ASSI RECOGNITION DAY

Hi everyone today, the 25th of August, is Australian South Sea Islander recognition day. From 1863 to 1904, over 62,000 South Sea Islanders were coerced through deception or kidnapping to work as slaves or poorly paid labourers in Australia, most notably in Queensland. Then in 1901 with the 'White Australia Policy' many Pacific Islanders were deported between 1904 and 1908.

Despite the government insisting that this is a "bittersweet" event that was simply a "fraught" part of Australia's history, Australia continues these racist traditions, refusing to acknowledge or recognise how they have harmed Pacific Islanders and furthermore Australians encourage tourism within the Pacific Islands, often to the detriment of the Pacific Islanders themselves.

Australians view ourselves traveling within Polynesia, Micronesia and, most notably, Melanesia as adventurers exploring the unknown, instead of calling it what it is, tourism that exploits the rest of Oceania and encourages the discrimination and ideals of colonisation.

Australian South Sea Islander Day is a day that not many Australians know about, in fact I hadn't known the day existed until a friend prompted me to search for it in June. Despite the impact of Pacific Islanders on Australia and Australia's history with Pacific Islanders, we teach little-to-nothing about this history in schools, we do not acknowledge our part in reinforcing racist ideas and we don't recognise days like ASSI recognition day that highlight important parts of our history.

So I am going to make a start by recognising this day and what it should mean to Australia. August 25th, ASSI Day and I have linked below many resources about our history that are worth reading whether you are Australian or not.

LINKS:

Sugar Slaves: Australian South Sea Islanders are descendants of the Pacific Islands Blackbird trade

Who Are The Australian South Sea Islanders?

Australia Should Open The Door To Melanesians - Article

Australian Travelers In The South Seas

Difference Between Polynesia, Melanesia and Micronesia

Please note that I am a white australian. If you see anything that I have linked as outdated/incorrect or have anything else you'd like to add, feel free to add it in the reblogs or let me know!

#ASSI Recognition Day #Australia #Australian History #pacific islands #sidenote: for the love of all that is good pls stop bothering random people on the internet for information #even if someone posts something informational doesn’t mean they’re constantly available for questions #just bc someone is part of a marginalised group doesn’t #mean they want to talk about it to some random guy all the time like chill #I’m just some random white guy and I found all these articles AND MORE that weren’t really relevant but still interesting #pls learn how to research im begging #read an article from a trusted source and maybe it’ll fix u

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dyk3leepuppy · 4 months

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lee moods that start feeling like this

#the way i wanna be tickled fucking mercilessly is insanity #i’m crazy #i’m fucking insane .#and just for it to be so bad you can barely take it pleading and begging for it to stop #but the ler just coos at u like ‘aww that’s not the safeword <3’ FUCKING CHRIST #no i need my brain to shut off please.#and when i get into silent laughter for them to just tickle harder till i finally start wheezing back into laughter😭😭😭😭😭😭😭PLEASE #and then them calling u out on how much u love this #OR EVEN . teasing u abt how wet this would get u😭😭😭😭😭#me if fantasizing abt a million different tickle scenarios a day was illegal #her <3

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rb9 · 10 months

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i’m more than happy for max to equal sebs record with a win in zandvoort but pls for the love of god let charles win in monza

#i’m not emotionally ready to see sebs record get beaten #i also think it would be cute for charles to be the one that stops max beating sebs record #like i love a bit of sebcharl #pls i beg u #max verstappen #sebastian vettel #charles leclerc #maxy baby tag #charlie boy tag #sebby tag

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8rujaa · 8 months

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to anyone dealing with ptsd, has there been anything that has helped relieve some of the symptoms?

#im emotionally stuck due to the constant reliving of what happened #i get these weirdly intense flashbacks where i can remember the how the fabric of the couch looked like up close #and how they felt. and how everything looked. the way the colored lights hit the room a certain way #i think i did myself a disservice by thinking i was soooo in love that i didn’t want to forget any details lmao #now i can remember everything like a photograph and sometimes i find myself back in my old apartment and the fear floods my chest #and i can’t breathe and my stomach starts turning it’s terrible. i really felt like i was in hell #i stopped smoking ouid 3 weeks ago bc whenever these flashbacks would happen the high would make them HD and it would send me into a loop #but now i think weed was the thing keeping me above water… it’s been a rough 3 weeks. but before i start smoking again #i wanted to ask if anyone found something else that made it a little easier #it’s been months since our break up and i really want to move on. i’ve tried to meet other people but i’m terrified of men #and i find myself unable to connect with anyone…#i’ve been physically better which i am so grateful for because being unhealthy was my biggest reason i was so depressed #i’ve been doing therapy but i talk about the same thing with her every week. i’m tired of it #i think i’m still in disbelief that they did that to me. i never thought they’d be capable of hurting someone so badly.#i can’t get over the fact that he r***** me for months while i was disabled and pretended not to know what he was doing was bad #i realized he knew when he tried to make it look like i was crazy. that made me really sad. i think i was hoping he was clueless so #i could still believe he was a good person… or at least the man i fell in love with. i was willing to forgive him once he apologized…#when he tried to make it seem like i was going insane the blindfold came off and i saw him for who he really was #like no wonder i was so scared of u dude… no wonder i kept having panic attacks anytime we were together and i couldn’t sleep next to u #i’ve been afraid to admit that shit broke me as a person. i don’t think i’ll ever be the same. i can’t function.#plus knowing i stayed for her bc i was worried for her and didn’t want her to experience the same thing without someone there bc i realized #how good he was at gaslighting and lying. only to find out she was waiting for an excuse to get rid of me… she wanted me gone…#i went thru all that for nothing…#and i still don’t understand why each time i tried to leave for my own good- to get medical help and support they begged me to stay!!! why #brain vomit

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wanderingblindly · 8 months

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Checo saw that too many teams were under the cost cap and took it personally

#Please stop causing the small teams damage I’m begging u #THEY CANNOT AFFORD IT #singapore gp 2023 #japanese gp 2023 #f1 #formula 1

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seravphs · 10 months

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Toji is my least favorite character.. IM SORRY TUMBLR

I just don’t think that being attractive to others makes you not evil when you do bad things-

There’s definitely people out there that only like Toji because he’s hot and good for them tbh! I personally don’t think he’s a villain because it would be hypocritical of me.

JJK has brought up how children should be allowed to be children multiple times. Nanami says it. Gojo says it. It’s easy to put this into practice when it’s Itadori or Megumi. We know these boys. We love these boys. They’re good kids.

It’s a lot harder when it’s Toji, isn’t it?

He’s not a good kid. He’s not even a kid! We see him as a grown man terrorizing our beloved hs Gojo and Geto. The jokes have a tinge of reality to them - why is he thirty beefing with high schoolers 🤨?

But Toji was a kid once too, and if I ignore that, I would feel like I’m cherry-picking the themes of JJK to suit what’s most palatable to me, as if because Toji’s harder to sympathize with, he’s less deserving. You don’t start over as a blank slate once you become an adult. What Toji is at thirty is derived from what happened to him when he was younger. If I believe in what Gojo says, that we should preserve the youth of children, then isn’t it hypocritical of me to approach Toji from a one dimensional perspective? Didn’t the Toji that was being abused by the Zenin clan as a child deserve to be saved?

It’s undeniable that he’s a pretty shitty adult. But I can’t bring myself to singlemindedly despise him ☹️ I think he’s very tragic and he breaks my heart (to care about him because I’m a Gojo stan lol).

#I’m begging you guys to stop making me defend toji sjshdisgsiv #I hope that all made sense! I’m a Gojo stan through and through so toji’s not my favorite either lol #I can’t be that mad at him when Gojo got his get back though like we’re even now #(just kidding. I will think about Riko Amanai every day for the rest of my life)#everyone else moved on but I will never forget u Riko!#also you should take everything I say with a grain of salt because I read JJK for fun #I was really banging two brain cells together trying to formulate a response as to why I’m not a die hard toji anti lmao

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ju-ji · 5 months

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Ok not to keep harping on august but I think another problem is he just doesn’t know day at all, which isn’t ENTIRELY his fault bc of the whole day ghosting him for a year deal but like. He wanted to make day happy by throwing him a birthday party but not only did not even attempt to make space for mhok to be present in it at all like he told him to go home!!! If he knew anything about day he would understand how important mhok is to him and yes, EVEN THO day would never verbally admit to it bc he’s a brat (I love him with my whole heart) if he had more observation skills than a goldfish (nice last twilight reference) it would become abundantly clear to him how much day is relying on mhok. like the emotional intelligence is just not there. And when they go running? He takes day and literally leaves mhok in the dust without regard for either day or mhok’s feelings on the matter and he’s been doing that since the first time they met again after day started going blind! He literally physically takes day away from his caregiver and I guess he did ask mhok’s permission but GIRL day is right there why aren’t you asking HIM!!!!! He doesn’t know day and doesn’t only not try to know him but he barely even acknowledges him most of the time?? Talking to mhok like he’s not even there??? I’m trying so hard to understand this kid and his motives and it’s just NOT coming together in my head

#august baby I’m BEGGING u to stop talking about day like he’s not sitting right there hearing every word coming out of your mouth PLEASE #august have some emotional intelligence challenge FAILED #last twilight #god sorry about the parenthetical side notes can u tell I talk to myself #august hateposting

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knightforflowers · 2 months

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now that I have this blog and can share my Ethersea thoughts unrestrained I need to speak my truth and that is (almost) every single Florence + The Machine song is abt Devo la Main. Thank you for listening that’s all

#the state of my Devo playlist is so fucking dire rn #Mrs Welch I’m begging u to stop writing songs abt religion and rage it’s wrecking havoc on my blorbo autism #there’s also like ten vocaloid songs in there too but that’s another story #romeo’s notes

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bpdohwhatajoy · 1 day

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People use the word traumatize WAAAAAAY too liberally

#ryan.txt #as someone w ptsd… I’m begging u…….. stop it………..#mfs atp be like omg I saw a piece of grass this is so traumatizing #sigh sigh sigh I need you people to be fr #this is not directed at the whole debate about what is genuinely considered traumatizing btw #nor is it saying everything that traumatizes you needs to be major #but it’s the same like when ppl misuse shit like triggered #you don’t know what you’re saying!!!! stop it!!!!!

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twinknote · 9 months

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my room smells like cat pee and i’m deciding between ending it all and burning the house down. maybe both tbh

#one of the cats in this house just kinda pees. wherever. and it makes me actually want to die #they figured out she had a uti many years ago and it’s like. ok did it go away? is it still with us?#bc this needs to Stop #i don’t even let her in my room so idk why tf it smells in here. that’s why i’m fucking mad #my window has been open the whole time i’ve been gone too so. this is just cruel and unusual #someone kidnap me pls i’m begging u i can’t take it anymore #the smells of this house poison my soul every day and i’m losing my will to go on

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