Nomad's Lament
I breathe in sun,
Now I breathe out ice.
And I wish I could be enjoying
The familiar aroma of pumpkin spice.
But I can't.
Because I'm numb
And I'm torn
Didn't ask
To be born,
And I'm cracking
My teeth
Between smokes.
But I'm stoked
For the scantily clad life
That awaits me
Because all this time,
I've only been trying
To
Escape
Me.
To break free
From this life
And this town
And its staunch crowd
That
Hates
Me.
My teachers
The stress
My parents
The mess
I held on
And I bent
And I broke.
But I meant
Every word I've written
Since the day you came.
Finding myself smitten
With each vowel in your name.
A-E-I-O
You are all I think about,
Even though I'm just
Queen of the concrete now.
Homeless, day one
Still feels like
A freedom run.
All alone, I am
Second
To
None.
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Hi! I read your Fae Tales series 8ish years ago, and I fell in love with Augus and Gwyn. I had the random urge to look you up again after nearly a decade, and I am THRILLED that you’re still writing about them! I’m currently re-reading the old stuff and it brings me such comfort, but I’m also excited to read your new work next! Much love from a long time fan. <3
Hi hi!
It's been 10 years of Game Theory like... today, or... in like 5 days. It's soon anyway. It will have been a decade and if I wasn't so um, me-ish, I would have done something special for it.
Instead I'm just putting up chapters like always.
I am finished with the canon, and I've nearly finished with writing them in general (The Nascent Diplomat is all that's left of Augus/Gwyn), but I'm enjoying the AUs of other characters, and I've been working on some other original stuff behind the scenes!
But I'll always love Fae Tales and Augus and Gwyn and the whole crew, it's led me into some of my favourite stories of all time, both to write and read, and it's also led me to the very best people. :D
I hope you enjoy the new work if you read it! :D :D And it's so so cool to 'hear' from you! *waves happily*
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When Roy woke up it was with his head on the cold tile of his bathroom. Funny as he wasn’t even on the floor of this bathroom when he finally passed out.
“What the fuck happened?” A rasp voice asked from the open door. Roy squinted up and saw his sister glaring down at him with a glass of water in her hand.
He groaned and slowly sat up. “Just a bit of fun, you know how it is, Ruth.” He rolled his shoulders wincing at the loud crack at the motion. He reached up for his sister to help him to his feet, but his efforts were slapped away.
“Don’t give me that bullshit, Roy, this was different,” She looked pissed, Roy realised. Not like the usual disappointment with a hint of fondness. “You know your limits and this was well past them.”
“It was a close win, some of the lads wanted to celebrate.” He shrugged and lifted himself to his feet. “Might’ve gone past my limits a bit,”
“A bit?!” She hissed, her eyes wide. “Roy, if I were not a trained medical professional, you would be dead!” She pulled a hand over her face.
“Why are you here?”
She stared silently at him. “You don’t remember?” Roy looked at her blankly. “You called me,” Her breath hitched. “Roy you were out of it, kept talking about how you’re nothing without football and-”
Roy cut her off with a snort.
“No. You do not get to do this. You didn’t hear yourself.”
“And what am I without football then, huh? It's all I’ve ever known-”
“My brother! You’re my brother no matter what.” Her eyes glistened. “Especially now,” She let out a deep sigh. “I’d hoped you would understand.”
“Especially now? What do you mean?” Roy looked her up and down taking notice of her fratled state. “If that fucker did something to you, I swear-”
“He didn’t do anything, relax.” She rolled her eyes at his antics. “Or well…”
“What?”
“This wasn’t how I wanted you to find out and it’s early, it can change,”
“What’s going on Ruth? Are you dying?”
She rolled her eyes and stood up shaking her head. “I’m pregnant you utter moron.” She swiped her hair away from her face. “‘Are you dying?’” She mocked. “Jeez.”
Roy stared at her with his jaw dropped. “You’re pregnant?”
“Yes,” she nodded.
Roy jumped up and pulled her into a tight hug. “If this is a joke I’ll kill you,” He tightened his arms around her. “And if it’s not, congratulations.”
She giggled into his chest. “Thanks. And definitely not a joke by how many times I’ve thrown up this morning.” She let go of him and took a step back. “You’re gonna be an uncle Roy,” she said, her voice serious. “So you have to stop this,” She waved her hand at him and the floor, where he woke up minutes ago. “Cause I can’t do this without you and,” She shut her eyes tightly. “I’m divorcing him.”
“Good for you,” Roy . “Overdue, but good for you. That wanker can rot in fucking hell for all I care.”She rolled her eyes. “Good to see you’re back.” She pointed a finger at him. “And don’t think this conversation is over 'cause it’s not. You need help Roy, help I can’t give you.” She turned and walked down the stairs leaving Roy in his cold bathroom.
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