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#i wonder why junhee
randomlifex · 4 months
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✧*ૂ༄How’s being in a relationship with…
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Go Kyungjun
When he sees you he KNOWS he wants you
And since he always gets what he wants be sure that, sooner or later, he’ll get to your heart
At the beginning he’s just always around you and you wonder why
He may tease you and go too far sometimes
But he’s just trying to understand how you work so he’ll find the right way to court you
He doesn’t give a shit in giving hints cuz he knows that when you want something you gotta go for it
He flirts A LOT and his flirting is EXPLICIT
When he’s sure you reciprocate his feelings he will go straight to the point and ask you to be his partner
Dating a bully sounds controversial but for you he got only the princess treatment
He barely says “I love you”
But shows it through gifts and even acts of service
Ties your shoes
Never lets you drive once
Dinner must be always on him
Great kisser:his kisses are passionate
His favourite spots must be your neck and collarbone
He hates to see you sad so he always finds out what’s the source and tries to make you feel better
But if the source is a person he’ll make them regret all their life decisions
He’s cold with everyone but you
He considers you his whole world and will take care of you everyday
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Kim Junhee
Probably he’s already your best friend or your school tutor
You fall first but he falls harder
He understands he has feelings for you in the most random moment ever, probably the two of you are studying together
At the beginning he hides everything,so you believe he sees you only as a friend, but don’t worry, his attention is fully on you
He buys you a necklace to confess his feelings when he’s sure you love him
Rarely says “I love you” but constantly shows it through his actions
Daily random kisses on forehead and cheeks
Cooks your breakfast
Spends hours helping you studying to make sure you get good grades
He’s the best at comforting you when you need it
He listens to you mumbling and crying
And gives you the best hugs
He takes you out for a date at least once a week
It happens to fight but the two of you talk through it and make it up
He’s got a lot of girls around but he reminds them he’s in a relationship
That’s why in class he always holds your hand and kisses you in front of everyone
Shares his lunch with you
Changes his lockscreen every time you take a new picture of yourself
He treats you like a queen
He knows that no one can replace you
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Jang Hyunho
At the beginning he loves you from afar
His eyes are always on you,that’s why he pops up anytime you need help
You don’t immediately understand his feelings because he’s extremely discreet, but you’re naturally lead to him
You become close and stay friends for a while
He acts cocky and often goes “be careful or you’ll fall for me”. The truth is that he’s already whipped and can’t wait for it to happen
Once he’s sure you love him, he brings you a rose and declares his feelings
His love is soft and healing
He cuddles you on the sofa
Brings you daily flowers and small gifts to see you happy
When you’re stressed he notices it immediately and holds your hand
His love language is quality time
He takes you to your favourite restaurant every week
He always has a jacket with him so when you’re cold he hands it to you
Always carries your bag
He hugs you while sleeping
And wakes you up with soft kisses
Definition of golden retriever boyfriend
You are his most prized possession
No one makes you feel loved and seen as much as he does
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Jin Dabum
Too shy to approach you but has a crush on you since first year
You eventually become friends after you stood up for him against his bullies
Now he has been following you around all day
Music is the thing you two have in common and spend hours talking about it
Share headphones and playlists as well
His crush turns into love when you help him during a breakdown caused by Kyungjun
But you fall for him later on
You give him the strength to bite back at Kyungjun anytime he bothers him
His love language is words of affirmation
He tells you that you are the love of his life 24/7
And that you are the prettiest person he has ever met
He tells everyone how amazing you are and how lucky he is to have you
When he listens to a song which makes him think about you he sends it to you
The gallery of his phone is full of dumb pictures of you
And he looks at them anytime he needs to feel better
He’s a loner but nothing makes him happier than spending his time with you
He takes you anywhere you want to go
He’s a little bit jealous
And sometimes he’s afraid to lose you
But you are his world and he will do anything to make you happy
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booskwan · 1 month
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targeted boycotts are as we know the most efficient and this isn’t me calling for a boycott, but to keep people informed below the cut are lists of kpop artists with affiliations to labels mentioned on zionistsinmusic on twitter
UMG (under an american umbrella label it owns or has joint shares in highup ent [kor releases only], yg ent [bp kor releases only], the black label [somi and taeyang's kor releases only]; under capitol music group it owns or has joint shares in sm ent; under republic it owns or has joing shares in big hit [txt kor releases only], jype [twice, skz, and itzy's kor releases only], under universal music japan it has u-cube a "joint venture with" cube ent, virgin music > republic records > used as an imprint for txt jp releases; through third party distribution umg is affiliated with yuehua ent) - 4minute, apink, ateez, beast, bigbang, blackpink, boys republic (actually managed by umg), btob, bts, dean, everglow, snsd, infinite, iu, iz*one, kep1er, lim youngwoong, loona (japan), miss a (since 2012), monsta x, nct 127, p1harmony, psy (since 2012), rainbow, stray kids, shinee, somi, stayc, super junior, t-ara, the rose, triples, tri.be, twice, txt, wonder girls, xikers, and zerobaseone
note: a lot of these have (south korea) next to the name, i don’t know if that means they only have a deal for that country because other artists like stray kids and lim youngwoong don’t have that specification
REPUBLIC (owned by umg) - itzy, nayeon, nmixx, stray kids, txt, tri.be, twice, vcha
SONY (owns columbia, wakeone, dreamcatcher company; distributes modhaus, chrome ent, kq ent, starship, top media, wakeone, wm ent) - riize, ive, ateez, bts, brown eyed girls, wjsn, crayon pop, dreamcatcher, everglow, exid, monsta x's i.m (astrisked, can't find why), kep1er, lim youngwoong, stayc, tfn/t1419, the rose, triples, wings, xikers, zerobaseone
COLUMBIA (owned by sony) - ateez, ive (usa), kep1er, p1harmony, stayc, triples, treasure (usa), xikers, zerobaseone
VIRGIN (owned by umg) - nct 127, shinee (japan)
WARNER (through warner records it owns or has shares in sm [aespa kor releases only]; included in their international labels is warner music korea which is an international copyright holder and distributor for brand new music [younite, ab6ix, as one, eluphant, miss s] and keystone ent [blank2y]) - aespa (outside of sk), b1a4, bigbang, cherry bullet, choi junhee/choi seoah/juniel (taiwan and japan), cn blue, day6, ft island, got7, iu, jyj, kep1er, loossemble, loona, p1harmony, sf9, twice
ATLANTIC (owned by warner) - got7, iu, kep1er, loossemble, p1harmony, sf9
as always if any of this information is incorrect or outdated, please feel free to correct me in a reblog or an ask and i'll update the information in this post. i'll try to keep up with any new companies that are brought up on the twitter account mentioned at the beginning of this post. i'm not here to call for a boycott of every artist mentioned here because i don't feel i am in the position to do so, but i'm not discouraging you from choosing to do so. in fact i encourage you to listen to these artists unofficially at the very least.
i'm not sure the extent to which these companies get revenue from these artists, i don't know if it's just streams or if other things like merch sales and youtube views contribute but quite a few of these artists' companies are being boycotted currently or in the near future anyway, so i would suggest you not buy any merch or watch youtube videos officially from them. this post has more info on downloading music, youtube videos (with subtitles), and the boycotts i mentioned so i hope you all will check that out too. tris @bandzboy has also been posting about and sharing twitter posts about zionism in music, especially in the kpop industry so i suggest you check out her blog as well
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Yuchan: I have so much energy, I want to run a marathon or commit a crime... Which should I do?
Junhee: Please don't get arrested.
Yuchan: No promises.
Byeongkwan: Why not do both? Get creative.
Yuchan: Wonderful suggestion, thank you.
Junhee: Please don't encourage him.
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slowlydiving · 3 years
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201231 Jun
Happy Birthday, Chan-ah 😎 I was happy to able to be with you back in those days 💕
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studioxlii · 3 years
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18 and Junhee pls!! Xx
"to be fully seen by somebody, then, be loved anyhow is a human offering that can border on miraculous."
proof read: kinda
warnings: none
note(s): the format might be garbage, im mobile.
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Love is a weird thing but so are the conditions that come with it; the limits that people decide need to be in place. You understood boundaries or not wanting to take too many steps before you knew the relationship would hold but some things never sat right with you. It took a few years but it wasn't until you overheard some of your project group talking that it finally hit you; most people you knew didn't want to date their best friends for two reasons.
1. It could ruin their friendship. This reason was obvious and of course you understood.
2. They'd seen way too much.
You remember hearing those words and your head lifting, confused and wondering what that could even mean. When you were in a relationship that would eventually progress, weren't they just going to see those things anyway? You never could let that thought go, not once you decided that would only make it better; it would make a relationship stronger. Well, in your eyes.
Dating was something that seemed to come easier to you before those thoughts started polluting your mind; no one seemed to understand or see you in a way you really wanted. The ideal person for you was someone who saw everything; the bad days, the good days and the maybe okay but not so great days. It was really starting to mess with you. By not wanting to date certain friends, were you restricting yourself from the relationship you really wanted?
Only one person, one friend, knew you better than you knew yourself, you were positive of that. Your best friend of nine years, Junhee, had probably been through almost every bad thing possible in life with you. You began recalling all the situations you'd been in with each other that were memorable; the things you wouldn't have faced with anyone else because you didn't want anyone else to see.
'Do you remember when you got your belly button pierced?'
And that's when it began.
The question came out of nowhere, breaking the silence of your apartment and leaving Junhee to look up from his book confused and blinking. 'Uh.. yes?' His response came out slow, hesitant like he was missing some weird in-between the lines meaning of the question.
Your head tilted, finally looking over at him. 'Do you remember the way you squeezed my hand to the point it was purple because it hurt so bad you nearly passed out?'
His features flushed at the ridiculous memory being forced back into his head. 'You mean the same day you had to cling to me, crying because your first tattoo felt like your leg was being seared off?'
You hated crying in front of people for any reason but you couldn't go alone; you'd never go alone for something like that. You just nodded in response before returning to your own book, continuing to read like you hadn't brought the subject up at all.
Your first date after you began recalling things and getting far too deep in what could only be sentimental thoughts went okay. A friend of your friend's, Sehyoon, who was an art major and knew of you but didn't know you; he'd never really integrated himself into the small friend circle on campus but Byeongkwan spoke highly of him.
He was sweet; a gentleman. Pretty much anything you could really ask for but you noticed little things; minute things that didn't even matter. You felt like you were being unreasonable or judgmental despite only picking out things that didn't match. Didn't match what, exactly?
He wasn't Junhee.
The realization had you suddenly shooting up from your seat, interrupting the poor male's answer to your question about his major and spilling out several apologies as you even fought to put money down for your own food. It took quite a few more 'I'm really sorry's before you were speeding out of the small restaurant; you'd make sure to call him later.
You found yourself in the only place that made sense: banging hard on the door of the RA for your building, hardly caring if you disturbed anyone else.
'What?' was the greeting you received from a very frustrated Donghun, wanting nothing more than to be left alone again. And yes, you called each other your friend.
'We have a really, really big problem.'
Being a mutual friend and despite not wanting to get involved in anyone's "drama", he spent two hours talking you out of it, down from it and against it, reminding you just why your newfound feelings for your best friend were a problem. He even reminded you of your comment, three years ago, about how you could never possibly like Junhee; how he remembered that and you didn't, you didn't care to ask.
You returned home a wreck, tired and wanting to burn your own emotions. Were you really uncovering some unconsciously buried feelings or did you just like the fact that he /saw/ you? He'd seen you nearly on your deathbed sick.
He'd seen you living in a depression nest for two weeks, barely able to get out a bed and eating nothing but honey buns and cereal.
He'd seen you grieve family members and pets; seen you walk into the rain and scream at the top of your lungs because of how lost in despair you'd been.
He'd seen you drunk and stupid; he'd seen you the night after a one night stand and hungover to the point you wanted to fight the sun.
He'd sat by you absolutely throwing your guts up.
He had seen every single side of you and you'd seen the same from him but it only started to stack further and further.
You knew his favorite songs because God forbid he only have one. You knew his favorite color, favorite food and his weird retirement plan that involved a tiny petting zoo of his own that he refused to just call a farm. Your pins for everything were each other's birthdates and he was the only other name on your bank account. Why?
Staring down at the menu you'd seen over a hundred times, you were sure, you couldn't decide on just what sounded good and part of you just wanted everything. Those moments staring at words that started to blur, you noticed Junhee hadn't touched his menu and kept shifting around, visibly uncomfortable for reasons you couldn't possible figure out.
'It's unlike you to not be going off about the food here.. or already having ordered your favorite drink that, I recall, you said you'd die without if you didn't have it every time you came here,' you began, closing the menu and setting it down with narrowed eyes, 'what's going on?'
'It's stupid. Just.. order and get some food, I'll probably just eat later. I'm not really hungry.'
That was a bold faced lie and you knew it, the concern growing. 'And, what's the oh-so-stupid reason, exactly?'
It took him a minute, shifting more and acting like a child who had gotten in trouble. 'I, uh.. I can't really..' he gestured around, lips pursed and growing even more upset by the second, you could tell by the way he was trying to stop himself from frowning. 'Can't really afford it.' You were college students, it wasn't the world's biggest secret if you couldn't afford something.
'Do you really think I'm just going to eat in front of you?' You snorted, avoiding any comment that would further his being upset over the situation, 'Don't worry about it and order, okay?'
Financial struggles were no quiet matter between the two of you and never had been since you started school. Junhee lived off campus in an apartment with two shitty roommates, a terrible part time job and parents that pretty much didn't care if he perished on the side of the street somewhere. You, on the other hand, which you didn't like bringing up, were doing fine but only because your parents dropped something of an 'allowance' into your account for foods and necessities.
You ignored his attempt to argue and told him if he didn't order something, you were going to do it for him; he shut up.
The next day, you took a trip to the bank.
You could feel eyes on you as you splayed across the couch, staring at the ceiling and contemplating life and all of it's annoyances. No question left you but even if you wanted to say something, you were cut off.
'So, are you going to tell me what's going on? For the past.. three weeks? You've been asking me all sorts of weird stuff,' Junhee inquired, frowning thoughtfully, 'Are you testing me or something? Trust me, yes, I remember every single second I've spent with you. I remember every word you've said, the names of every guy you've been with and the ones I'd like to fight. I remember every birthday and gift I've given you and the ones you've given me. Yes, I remember your favorite things and everything so, what's the deal?'
It sounded sentimental at first but then you noticed that all too familiar waiver in his voice and out of the corner of your eye, you noticed his hands fiddling with the chain bracelet that had adorned his wrist for five years; he wanted to cry. A crying Junhee was something no one ever wanted on your hands and you briefly recalled a phone call from a very panicked Byeongkwan because of just that but you were letting your thoughts get off topic.
'I think I'm in love with you.'
'If you don't want to be fri-'
You were both cut off as your head turned to finally look at him, soaking in the unreadable expression on his features when someone busted through the door; 'Look!'
Both of you looked towards your two friends that invited themselves into your door, one holding a new cat and the other looking just as pleased with the announcement but it gradually dropped. 'Shit, did we interrupt something?' Of course, you always knew when you finally and truly confessed to someone that it would be Byeongkwan who ruined the whole thing; you used it as an escape, though, reminding yourself of what the confession could do to your friendship.
'New minion, I see,' you chimed, sitting up and ignoring the question, both of them, as you rose to greet Donghun's new pet. You were ignorant to the looks shared between the three boys and you were happy about that.
Now, you just had to avoid it ever coming up again until it was forgotten.
Junhee, however, didn't want that to happen.
After about an hour of chitchatting and ignoring the gaze of your best friend, you excused yourself under the excuse of having a meetup for a class, despite it being your dorm, and managed to weasel your way out. There was really nowhere to go, no one to talk to and you surely didn't have any plans for the next week; you ended up at the café on campus. It was quiet and filled mostly with a few students doing work and the two members of staff behind the counter, one eventually joining you at the table. He didn't say anything, waited for you to stop your dramatic Disney scene and acknowledge him.
'Would you date me, Yu?'
Taken a bit off guard, he ended up snorting. 'I can't tell if this is a trap or you want the genuine answer,' he replied, crossing his arms atop the table, 'but, on the hand that it's serious.. probably. I mean, I definitely wouldn't turn you down. We've known each other for a few years, hang out on a regular basis.. get along and have a lot of similar interests. So, yeah.'
The answer made your lips draw into a deep frown and you tapped your fingers against the cup, soaking up every word. 'Even though we're friends? What if we broke up?'
A soft 'ah' came from him as he realized what was really going on and he shrugged, thinking it over for a minute or two. 'We're both adults and I don't believe either of us would do something so that the breakup would be something that could ruin our friendship. I understand it would be like.. friends then it being intimate then back to friends, but I think both of us are mature enough to deal with that and not let it bother us too much.' He spoke like he'd been through it several times and in reality, it had only been once, a small fling with a mutual friend but they still seemed pretty okay. 'Is this about Jun?'
'Does everyone know?' You groaned out, releasing the cup to lean back and rub your hands over your face in defeat, 'I.. I told him I think I love him then Kwan and Donghun showed up and I bailed because now I don't actually want to face him or admit to ever actually saying it. I do! I do love him! I don't.. I don't want to lose him, you know?'
You could see the way the latter looked at you, sympathetic and calculating what words wouldn't just stress you out further. 'Look.. I know you don't want to hear it from me or anyone else for that matter because you want to keep saying it'll ruin your friendship when in reality, you don't like the idea that you could hurt each other, I was the same way with Donghun, so I understand.. but, you should really see all this from an outsider's point of view. Junhee looks at you like you hung the moon and you look at him like he painted the stars; yes, it's been like that since I've met you and a reminder, it's been years. I don't know what took you so long to realize it or if you've just avoided it this whole time but anyone would have to be blind not to see it. Now,' he sighed deeply as he finished and straightened, 'I think you should probably go and talk to him about it considering you just confessed then ditched but it's your choice. I don't think you have anything to worry about.. for either of you. You're the most loyal person I know, so I have no doubt you'd ever hurt him in a way that would ruin you guys and he can barely swat at a fly or sit still through hearing thunder, you think he's going to do something? Regardless.. one of these days, soon, you'll have to face it and I really hope you don't go into it with the cliché reason of your friendship being ruined.'
The words sank in slow and you wanted nothing but to cry your eyes out because he was right; he always was and you hated it. It took a while for you to speak and he seemed okay with that, briefly leaving you to fill a couple orders before returning. 'I know you're leaving for break tomorrow.. tell him before then.' Those were his last words before he bid you good luck and a good night, heading back to his own dorm, most likely to call Donghun now that he'd projected just a little bit.
Irrationality was a word that would be in your character description box and the word stupid could very well be right next to it because when you got home, you packed your bag and decided to leave early, not bothering to let any of your friends know. You needed time and you were being selfish, so selfish to the point you thought maybe he'd just hate you when you got back.
Oh boy were you wrong.
Two days into being back home and confiding in your mother who promptly smacked you upside the back of the head, you found yourself sitting on the porch and moping, split between what to do. You suspected the boys were a bit angry with you when you noticed the ample amount of texts, voicemails, social messages and phone calls that had gone ignored; you caught a glimpse of the absolute book Yuchan took the time to send you, leaving you kind of scared to even open it. It didn't take long for the guilt to set in but you chose to wait until you were back on campus to deal with it.
Or at least, that was your plan.
'So, I know you've never been a fan of confrontation but.. you've never been the type to run away.'
The sudden voice startled you as you hadn't even noticed anyone pull up and of course, upon looking up, you were met with the face you were trying to avoid the most. Junhee stood at the end of the sidewalk looking pitiful and shifting his weight in a nervous manner. You didn't bother trying to speak, not knowing what to say but you did wait for the rant, the berating that you deserved; that wasn't who he was though.
He even stayed quiet for a minute or two, making his way closer to sit on the steps, looking up towards your figure. 'Did you mean it?'
You could have answered right away, poured your heart out and let out the tears you'd been holding in since the moment you left. Instead, you stayed quiet and pulled your knees closer to your chest, not trusting your own voice. He didn't relent though, reaching out to lightly nudge your knee.
'That's all I need to know.. did you mean it? If.. if you didn't I can just leave and we don't have to bother with it again.'
'And, if I did..?' Finally finding your voice, you looked over to him, chewing hard on your lower tier, nervous and kind of wanting to throw up.
You could see him thinking it over before a faint smile showed up. 'I'd most likely cry.. but I'm going to cry either way,' he began, shrugging his shoulders while moving up to sit next to you, 'I'd also tell you that I love you, too and I've been trying to tell you that for years now.'
The confession made your heart flutter, your skin burn and the butterflies being kept back burst in delight in your gut. 'Even.. after everything we've been through? Everything you've seen..?'
Junhee nodded. 'Mhm. I'd go through it all again and what do you mean? I've seen nothing but you.'
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xiaoxiongmaos · 3 years
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GIF Colouring Before & After
Tagged By: @limsejun & @gyukai (thank you both so much!)
(again, if anyone is wondering why you’re tagged from here, I’m the person behind @/gyunies, @/jeonginx, @/parksunghoons and one of the two at @/minchang!)
I don’t really have a set process for colouring? Usually I colour from scratch but recently, I’ve been using a base psd and working around it. I almost always end up with 20-30+ layers akskdfjfjk my main focus is trying to get the gif as close to their natural skin tones as possible and sometimes it’s done in a couple layers so there’s barely much of a difference (see: the Sejun & Hyeongjun gifs) and sometimes it takes a ton of time and layers... the ones I use no mater what are curves, selective colour, brightness & contrast and gradient maps! I also like to change the pinks to reds if they’re too strong; as done in the Jacob gif ^^ Overall, it takes me an hour to make a standard 4-gif set and maybe half an hour more if there’s text since I spend a lot of time colouring my gifs hehe
Tagging: @itshyuka @hwqll @jjunies @junhee @beomgyutie @yyeonjuns @wonstal @tuanzie @ddonghyun @go-saeng @kdongyoung @yawnjunie @hwiyyoung @rigged @umaio @haknew @yjunies @saltys @jayseung @jaeyooniverse @soobs @roshnis @seunglixes @ontracc @chrisbangs @skzes @likealwaysmp3 @hueningkais (as always, no pressure if you guys don’t want to and sorry for the bother if you’ve already done it!)
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star-lemonade · 3 years
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The Festival (3/3)
A.C.E Junhee x Reader CW: smut, cross dressing, pegging Rating: R Word count: 2.4 k
Monday morning came too fast. Your alarm yanked you into the world of the conscious with no regard for the time at which you had fallen asleep. You dragged yourself through your morning routine and almost fell asleep on the way to work. Thankfully this part of your day needed very little thinking, you just let the muscle memory carry you through it.
The first thing that needed some attention were your emails. You scanned the ​​subject lines for anything important. Your eyes were dry and stung, making it hard to concentrate. After reading the same email again for the three time you rubbed your eyes.
“Are you tired?”
You jerked at the sudden question. Had someone even come into your office? You did not remember hearing anything. Your eyes needed a moment to focus. Junhee smiled sweetly when he saw you looking. Today he wore glasses with a dark frame, a dark grey button up shirt and black pants. Please don’t let him dump me in that outfit!
“Ehm..yes. I didn’t sleep well.”
Junhee nodded and placed a mug on your desk, sliding it over.
“Good thing that I have this then.”
You giggled at his silly attempt at being smooth. He leaned down and kissed your cheek.
“When you have trouble sleeping again, call me, okay?”
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“Wow, the knee high socks,” you gasped at the sight. The grey skirt ended just above the socks only when Junhee moved you could see some skin above the socks. A nervous smile appeared on his face. You wondered why he had wanted to go out like this. Usually he prefered wearing his jeans and sweaters for your dates, so it was a bit of a shock to see him in his long haired wig and feminie clothes.
“Are they not good?”
Junhee looked at his legs. The skirt looked really nice with his legs and you were a bit envious.
“No, they look very good. Just -” You leaned closer and whispered “-very sexy.”
A blush crept up his face but he smiled with confidence.
As you walked along the river you could not shake the feeling that Junhee was up to something. He had a suspiciously big handbag with him today and you wondered what was inside. On the river bank was a cafe that you liked but rarely visited because it was unreasonably far away from your apartment just to get a coffee. For having a date however it was perfect.
After a busy week it felt nice to vent with Junhee and laugh away your sorrows.
As the sun began to set, Junhee seemed to be getting more nervous. He fidgeted with the zipper of his bag and combed through his hair. You walked in the direction of the subway not having talked about how the rest of the evening would be like. The date today had been pretty spontaneous. After the light snack you ate at the cafe, you did not feel like eating a big dinner. You reached the entrance to the subway and stopped.
“So, where off to next?”
“Hm?”
Junhee took a few more steps and only stopped when he heard your voice. What was on his mind and was it related to the bag?
“Can we go to your place?”
He said it as if it was a different question. You swallowed hard. Your face burnt and you felt hot all over.
“Sure.”
You had the feeling you knew where this was going. Probably to the bedroom.
Even though it was not Junhee’s first time in your apartment, he looked nervous. When you came back from the bathroom he still stood in your living room, fidgeting with the bag.
“What’s in the bag? You have been acting odd this evening.”
Junhee pressed his lips into a thin line. You had clearly just pointed out what he didn’t want you to see. He took a deep breath.
“I bought you something.”
He held out the bag but when you reached for it, he pulled it back.
“We don’t have to use it now, or ever if you don’t want to.”
“Junhee, what’s in the bag?”
Your tone was a bit sharper now and, reluctantly, he handed you the bag. Inside was a brown cardboard box. You guessed this was whatever Junhee feared to show you. The non descript box was not light but also not very heavy. You opened it and knew why Junhee was blushing and looking away. Inside the box was a dildo, still in a plastic wrapper, and a bunch of bands that you assumed were a harness.
“Wow.”
Before Junhee could say anything you took the dildo out and continued half joking: ”You really think you can take this?”
The toy had quite the girth and you actually wondered if it was not a bit oversized. There was no need for Junhee to show off how much he could take.
“I’ll be fine.”
He giggled at your raised eyebrow, before his smile made way for a more serious expression.
“We really don’t have to do this if you are uncomfortable.”
His hands rested on your arms. The concern in his eyes mixed with the hope that you would give a green light was heartwarming and adorable. How could you not fulfill your boyfriend’s fantasy of getting nailed while wearing typically feminine clothes.
“I really want to see you take this.”
The mood had been a bit too serious and you just had to crack a joke. Junhee smiled and pecked your lips. You let the box sink to the floor and wrapped your arms around his waist. The position was unfamiliar but felt like the right thing at the moment. You kissed him and his arms wrapped around your neck. The thin layer of lipstick added some unusual lubrication to the kiss but it would disappear if you just kissed long enough. Kissing Junhee for as long as possible was exactly what you wanted to do. It had started slow with you feeling your way into this evening, but it grew more intense. Junhee was such a caring person, so attractive that you wanted to devour him. Yes, that was how the kiss felt. An attempt to become even closer, to absorb something from the other. A moan was muffled by the kiss but you could not tell whose it was. Your head was spinning when you finally pulled back.
“You wanna take this to the bedroom?”
You sat down on your bed and looked expectantly at Junhee who was still standing. The lipstick he had worn had disappeared, but his lips were swollen and looked perfect for kissing. You patted your lap and waited for Junhee to get the hint.
He rested one knee on each side of your legs and lowered himself into your lap. You ran hands from knees up to the seam of his skirt, not yet sliding under it. His thighs were hard under your fingers, he was holding his weight off you. He kissed you and rested his arms on your shoulders. When you ran your fingers over the exposed skin between the skirt and the end of his high socks the kiss became more needy. You even heard Junhee whimper as you slid your fingertips just under the seam of the skirt. The sound went straight between your legs. You doubted that Junhee would be able to help you out after being pegged, but the images would sustain you in the nights he was not here. Ignoring the throbbing between your legs, you slid your hands up Junhee’s thighs and under his skirt. He gasped into your mouth and pulled back. His eyes were heavy lidded, pupils blown wide and lips shiny. You watched his face as your hands crept higher. His mouth hung open and his eyes fixed on you. The skin on the inside of his thighs was softer than the rest and your hands stayed there a bit longer. You avoided the noticeable bulge under the skirt and let your hands slide around cupping his firm backside. A shiver ran through Junhee’s body and you swallowed hard. The power you had in that moment tasted very sweet. You kneaded his ass and a breathy moan escaped his lips. It was hard to bear how hot Junhee was. You wanted to climb into his lap and ride him until you came. Instead stirred him to the bed into a lying position. The view of him in your bed with the skirt slightly pushed up his thighs and in the high socks was maddening. Like a dream you did not know you had.
“Can I use a glove when I finger you?”
There was not a good time to ask and you were a bit worried it would ruin the mood. Junhee’s eyes widened at “finger” and it took a moment before he registered the rest of your question.
“Yes, that’s okay.”
“Just get going already,” said his tone.
Junhee had come to your apartment prepared. The big bag also contained some lube and condoms. Red with Strawberry flavour, you noted. You took a surgical glove from your bathroom and returned to the bedroom.
Junhee helped you out of your pants and into the harness.
“Do you want to take something off?”
“No, just my underwear.”
He took his underwear off. You speculated that taking off clothes may break his fantasy in some way. However it may be, you did not need to know. He kneeled on the bed, face down and ass up. The skirt shielded him from being completely exposed. You pushed it up and ran a finger up and down between his cheeks. Junhee whimpered and shivered.
“Please.”
You did not let him wait for long. Pushing in one lubed finger was surprisingly easy and Junhee was getting really worked up now. His hands grabbed onto the sheets for dear life and his moans were only muffled by the sheets. Adding a second finger was also not a problem. You could almost taste how desperate he was trying not to thrust into your hand and fuck himself on your fingers.
The dildo looked huge but you trusted Junhee. You lubed it generously while he watched over his shoulder. Indeed the toy was not met with too much resistance. You pushed in very slowly, worried about your partner. He had his eyes closed and mouth hung open. It was not easy to tell if it was good or if it was hurting.
“Is everything okay?”
You ran a hand over his face.
“Yes, keep going.”
The first time pushing in all the way took the longest, but after that you could see how Junhee relaxed more with each in and out. He began pushing back, meeting your slow thrusts halfway.
“Faster, please!”
He sounded whiny and desparte. How could you say no? The movement was a bit unfamiliar and you could not do it very fast, but you did your best. Junhee’s breathy high pitched moans filled the room and you were sure that you had soaked through your underwear. He pleaded for you to not stop.
“Please.”
His voice was breathy and the word got stuck in his throat. He took your hand that was holding onto his hips and slid it over to his ass. You slowed because it looked like he wanted to say something.
“Can you slap here? Just a little. Please.”
You swallowed hard but nodded. You gave him a tentative slap. He gasped, clearly in pleasure.
“A bit harder,” he pressed out. His eyes were shut and his hand had a deathgrip on your sheets. A beautiful moan followed the next slap. You did not feel very confident doing it but Junhee seemed to enjoy it so much, it was hard not to do as he asked.
Over the next few thrusts you listen carefully to his noises and place a slightly harder slap at the right time. Junhee arched his back and buried his face in the sheets. His hips shuttered and you slowed. He raised his hand and you stopped moving. His breathing was fast and his face flushed. Strands of hair stuck to his shiny face.
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You let Junhee settle for a few moments as you cleaned the dildo in the bathroom. You hoped the image of him coming in your bed had engraved itself into your memory. It was too good not to be remembered. When you returned he looked like he was coherent again. He lay on his side, still glowing from his orgasm. You touched his cheek and kissed his forehead.
“How do you feel?”
A weak smile broke on his face. He looked like he was about to fall asleep.
“Very good and tired.”
You kissed his swollen lips and patted his damp hair.
“You want to take a shower? I can help if you need it.”
Junhee left for the shower after a short cuddle. You lay down on the bed. Maybe I should get my vibrator. Your underwear was soaked and you felt uncomfortably horny. But what will Junhee think when he comes back and I’m here fucking myself with a vibrator? Ah well. Just as you took out the toy, Junhee came back. No matter how often you had seen him change in and out of feminine clothing, it always gave you whiplash. For some reason he had thought a sleeveless shirt was a good idea and you wanted to cry. He joined you on the bed and settled between your legs, kissing the inside of your thighs.
“You don’t have to… You’re tired.”
Your protest fell on deaf ears and Junhee pulled down your underwear.
“Give me that.”
He took the vibrator from your hand and you watched as he started to lick your cilt. He gave it a few kitten licks before sucking it into his mouth. Your hand tangled in his wet hair and you closed your eyes. You had been aroused for so long, your clit was oversensitive. Still you wanted nothing less than for Junhee to stop flicking his tongue. He used the vibrator as a dildo and slowly moved it in and out. You gasped and your back lifted off the bed. All the muscles in your body tensed and you forgot to breathe. Junhee hummed against your skin and the tension broke. You sank back into the sheets breathing heavy, heart hammering in your chest.
“I love you.”
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Classy - Park Junhee
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Summary: Junhee shocked everyone when he confessed to you during the last week of class, giving you his class ring as a sign of his affections for all to see. If only they knew the real meanings behind that gift.
Paring: Jock/Popular Junhee x F! Reader - College au
Warnings: Beer pong, drinking, unprotected sex, rough sex, dom/sub themes, ring kink, manhandling, oral (male receiving), face fucking, hair pulling, spanking, mention of marks, fingering, degradation, daddy kink, light slapping, bondage, light choking, slight breeding kink, overstimulation.
Word Count: 5,410
“Yes Y/N I’m serious, I want you to come play as my partner. No tricks or conditions I genuinely want you there.” Junhee had patiently spent the last ten minutes trying to convince you to play beer pong with him. Despite barely having ever had contact with him before. You had one class together and one project, but you worked on it in class with the rest of a group of five. Never had either of you reached out to the other as like a social hangout, especially when you came from two entirely different groups. Junhee was here on a sports scholarship, and while not being the star or his career choice there was no doubt that he was athletic and a favorite player on the team. He also was graduating in two months and moving onto a university to continue his studies in what he actually wanted to pursue for his future. You on the other hand still had a year of college left before you moved on to university, focusing your studies in the science department, but waiting to fully chose a major until university. Not sure if medical, forensics, or botany spoke to you yet, while he seemed so sure of where his life was going. Hence why you two had only passed in one general education class all this time, well before this party that your friends insisted on dragging you to before you had to cram for any finals.
“Sorry, I’m just really confused as to why you’d want me to play with you. I’ve never played before and we haven’t really talked, so I’m just surprised.” You admit causing Junhee to chuckle as he grabs your write and leads you off to the table where his friend  Donghun and his girlfriend were already waiting.
“Exactly! So you can learn something new and we’ll get a change to really know each other since we didn’t during that project.” The way he smiled at you and seemed to remember you so genuinely blew you away a little. You knew he was a kind person, you could always tell but there just simply wasn’t much reason for him to notice you at least to your knowledge, “It’ll be lots of fun I promise, and if you don’t enjoy it then we can always just have a conversation or something.”
You gave a small nod, giving in to his slightly pushy but in all considerate nature. You could give something new a try especially if the person introducing you to in was willing to let it go instead of forcing you to continue if you didn’t enjoy it. Not that you really had to worry about getting too drunk though, Junhee was good enough at this for the both of you and easily won. Wordlessly stepping aside to let another pair take over to just talk with you, incase you weren’t comfortable speaking up.
“So that wasn’t too bad was it?” His voice is playful as he takes a spot besides you in a quieter corner of the party, knowing you at least found yourself laughing a few times during the game. 
“No, I survived just fine thanks to you. Though I think one game a party is enough for me. I don’t really like getting drunk in places like this.” Your voice weakens with your admission as if ready for him to mock you for something that seemed so silly even though as a woman it was so normal.
“Yeah, it’s hard to know who’s here and if you can trust them, especially with all the things that happen. I won’t make you drink anymore if you don’t want though.” Junhee assured you before offering a change of subject after if you wanted it, placing your comfort as his priority even though you were just getting to know each other. An hour of just talking passed before you knew it and you almost....almost felt bad about stealing him away from the party. It was too easy to enjoy his presence though, too nice to have someone to talk to after being dragged someplace you didn’t want to be and then abandoned by your friends. 
“I’m going to be honest Y/N. I didn’t want to get to know you so we could be friends. I wanted to get to know you so that I could ask you out.” Junhee admits bluntly to you his admission stunning you for a moment before you collect your thoughts again.
“Really? So like a fling? Cause after graduation you’ll be onto bigger and better won’t you?” You wouldn’t think less of him for it, but he wasn’t going to be around much longer so you wanted to know what you would be getting into if you were to agree.
“I mean if that’s all it ends up being then yeah I guess a fling. Honestly though I’ve been looking for an excuse to come ask you all year, so if it works out to be more then I wouldn’t be opposed at all.” Junhee’s warm palm cupped your cheek, contrasting with the cool metal bands of the rings on his fingers as he gently tilts your head to look at him, “I’m not just asking so that I can play with your feelings though.”
Junhee’s been so genuine with you all evening that you can’t help but believe his words now too, especially when he leans in to press his lips against yours in the gentlest, most fragile of ways. As if he was afraid to scare you away, but also couldn’t hold back any longer. Only easing up when he feels you responding to his kiss, you two becoming lost in your little corner away from the chaos of the party. Until your phone buzzed anyways, your friend sending you an sos message and meaning you’d have to leave Junhee. Both of you cursing later that night upon realizing that in the daze from the kiss neither of you had given the other your number.
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Junhee was more than proactive about resolving that situation though as he waited by the entrance closest to where most of your classes were located the next morning, searching for any sign of you from his post. Weaving through groups of grumbling people to reach you when he finally spotted you.
“Y/N! Hey, I forgot to give you my number last night. I mean if you wanted it anyways. If not that’s fine and I’ll just let you get to class.” Junhee nervously rubs the back of his neck, not having thought of the possibility that you might have intentionally not exchanged numbers until he’d already practically stalked you at the entrance of the collage. 
You giggle a little at his anxious behavior, noticing the confidence he usually had fade away some, but the sound of your laughter does get him to relax some, “Have you been waiting here all morning for me?”
Junhee nods bashfully as his cheeks dust with a faint pink hue, something rather uncharacteristic for him, “Y-Yeah I skipped my morning coffee and came straight here cause I didn’t want to miss you.” 
“Well we can’t have that, you won’t survive morning classes without caffeine and well...neither will I for that matter. Come, I’ll give you my number over a cup of coffee before things get too crazy today. Besides you still have to sweettalk me into actually going on a date with you.” You tease him slightly already walking past to head to the cafe on campus a familiar first stop for you anyways, though it would be nice to have someone with you for a change.
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In almost the blink of an eye a month and a half had passed and with just two weeks left until Junhee graduated you knew you were falling too fast. Too fast to be able to let him go like you knew you probably would, but also too far gone to be able to give up what time you had left with him. He’d been the perfect gentleman with you though, taking things slow perhaps too slow even. His confident nature there, but yet he’d never try to fluster you sexually. Though you couldn’t deny that you’d felt more than just curiosity in that regard, especially when you went to his games. Watching the way he’d move and his muscles flex, or the way he’d lift his shirt to wipe the sweat off his face and shoot a smug look into the crowd in the direction he knew you were. That being the only peek into that side of him you’d get. You were curious about whether that gentleman who could be so sweet to you over dinner was the same man Junhee would be in bed with you and you were determined to find out. Though your chance came much sooner than you expected and sending your heart racing, body tensing under the familiar touch of his arms weaving around your waist from behind. It barely teasing as his fingers peaked under your shirt that had ridden up, warm against your skin but given away as the chilled metal of the rings he always wore sent shivers through you.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to startle you baby. Your roommate let me in when she was heading out.” Junhee’s brows furrow afraid he’s frightened you, placing a sweet peck against your neck as his thumbs brush against your skin trying to calm you again. Not realizing the real reason behind your tensing, “ I wanted to surprise you with dinner out tonight so you could relieve more of that stress from finals, but you’re already cooking.”
You place your own sweet kiss to his subtle pout, “You’re stressed from yours too, so it’s alright we can stay in tonight. Eating good food and relieving our stress in other ways.”
The way you purr out the words and smirk at him has his brow raising as he watches you, not used to you being like that. Not that he was one to complain, but he decided to play it off wondering what you’d do if he did, hands coming up to your shoulders and massaging gently, “That’s sweet of you baby, let’s do that tonight. Relax and recover from all that stress.”
You know his words are meant to tease slightly, but you don’t know if he’s trying to test you or not. You know that it suddenly makes you more impatient though, thinking over your next move as your hands slip over his on your skin, looking down and admiring how the red gem of his class ring glitters in the light, “You know you don’t have to hold back with me right? You’ve made this perfect, but you don’t have to be soft and sweet like that with me all the time. You won’t scare me away Junhee, it’s too late for that.” 
“It’s too late for that? What do you mean?” Junhee’s brows furrow as he shifts to look at your face, trying to get a read on you and understand what you mean. Leading you to take a shaky breath knowing you were possibly going to say something too soon, but hopefully it wasn’t something you shouldn’t say right now.
“I mean I love you Junhee. And maybe this will all be over in a few weeks, but I want every second I have with you to count. For it to be with you as a whole. Not for you to hold yourself back for my sake, because you never have to.” As the soft spoken words leave your lips, Junhee slips a hand up to cup your cheek and turn you to face him. Not answering with words right away, but instead capturing your lips in a searing kiss. 
“Are you sure that’s what you want? I can be a bit much.” Junhee chuckles, but there’s concern written on his face, especially in his eyes as they search your own for any sign of hesitation. Not that they find any there, you already sure of what you want from him. 
“I’m sure, I’ve thought about it and I know what I want. So why are you still holding back?” You murmur against his lips, only for him to chuckle at you again his eyes darkening as he backs you up to pin you against the counter. 
“Because I was trying to let you finish cooking, my baby was working hard and I wanted to appreciate that.” Junhee grips your jaw, squishing your cheeks slightly, “But if you’re so impatient then I guess I can take care of those needs for you baby. It’ll just be on my time table.” 
Junhee’s eyes flick down noticing movement and smirking as he notices you pressing your thighs together not as subtle as you thought you were. Not continuing though until you admit whether through words or actions that you want him to fuck you now, before anything else. You doing that by reaching back to turn of the stove and try to nudge Junhee away so you could lead him towards your bedroom in case your roommates decided to come home. Junhee quickly gripping your hips before you can get far though and pressing you against his form, kissing you heatedly, teeth flashing in to nip at your lips as he leads you back into your room and quickly slamming the door shut, your impatience rubbing off on him as he practically tosses you onto the bed. Growling low in his chest as he nips at your throat when you desperately try to claw his shirt off. Pulling back to take care of that for you.
“Tsk so desperate, it’s always the shy ones that are the filthiest little sluts. Isn’t that right?” Junhee gives a light slap to your cheek, the feel of his rings making you gasp even though there’s no real sting with it. Simply enough to pull you out of your daze at seeing his body and back to his words, “You won’t get anything without your words, come on be a good little slut and use them for me.”
You bat your lashes innocently at him as if you weren’t preparing to be a brat and see just what you could get out of him, “Why don’t you make me daddy? After all you haven’t given me any reason to be a good little slut for you, so why should I?” 
Junhee raises a brow watching the way your fingers trace over his belt buckle and he shakes his head with the click of his tongue pulling you up and practically ripping your shirt off. Smirking as your hands follow his movements while he undoes his belt, practically drooling as you anticipate the sight of him. Though he surprises you by stopping after he’s slipped his belt off, moving behind you to pull your wrists behind your back and secure them with his belt. The leather digging in just enough to sting, but not to actually hurt you a softer side of him peaking out for a moment as he kisses your temple.
“We’ll come up with a system later, but for now if it’s too much or you need be to stop just say so. Do you understand?” His words are soft against the shell of your ear, a nod not sufficient as he lightly slaps your thigh in warning, “Do you understand?”
“Yes, I understand daddy.” You vocalize, getting a hum of approval and one last kiss to your temple, before Junhee’s fingers weave into your hair and grip firmly as he moves in front of your again, free hand working the rest of his clothes off enough to free his cock. 
“Good, now let’s see if we we can’t teach that pretty little mouth of yours some manners hm?” Junhee raises a brow leading you down, grip lose enough to let you ease into taking his length, but firm enough to let you know he won’t let you tease him, “Come on baby, you can take it. Or is your mouth only good for talking back and begging to be fucked silly?” 
His words along with the shallow nudge of his hips is enough to encourage you to take him deeper, not letting up until you take all of him. Determined to prove yourself now that you were finally getting his cock like you wanted, reveling in the way his hips thrust forward with a low groan as a result. He didn’t let you have the control long though as his hand gripping your hair tightened to hold you in place, thrusting into your mouth with more vigor once he knew you could take it. The sight of you driving him crazy, the way your swollen lips looked around him, spit and tears glistening as they dirtied your face, but your eyes stayed locked on his unwavering through it all. Until he had to pull you off him before he lock control of himself and came down your throat, that not being what he had in mind today. You whine though, moving to take him into your mouth again as soon as his grip on your hair loosens, wanting to make him fall apart because of your actions. 
“Babe you gotta slow down.” Junhee moans out, head falling back feeling his resolve breaking as you don’t let up even hearing his words. Almost giving into what you wanted knowing part of him wanted it too, but pushing that down and taking control again wanting you to be the one that was falling apart right now, not the other way around. Pulling you off his cock again and up to kiss you, tugging your bottom lip in a harsher bite after. Your actions getting him riled up as he moves to get the rest of your clothes off, having to rip your bra with your hands bound to expose you. Licking his lips as he spots the way your arousal already has glistens in the light, fingers running through your slit to collect your wetness, bringing his fingers up to lick clean with a smirk.
“If only I could reward you right now, but you still haven’t learned your lesson have you?” Junhee teases your lips but stays just far enough to not give you quite what you want, your giggle in response only heating him up more. Him moving your body to his liking as he presses your face down and ass up for him, hands kneading your flesh greedily as the sight sends a spike of arousal through him, making his cock throb. His skin felt almost fire hot against yours, but his rings were still chilled from the air, sending a chill through your spine. Though that changed to a different feeling as his touch vanished only for his hand to crack down against your ass a second later, already letting you feel bruises form where the metal bands had hit. Junhee setting a pattern that way, not touching you until a sudden swat to your ass. Them varying in strength, but none too gently. Him showing some mercy and only delivering twenty knowing it wasn’t something you were likely used to feeling and seeing the blossoming marks, gently rubbing over your bruised flesh and leaning down to leave a few kisses in his wake, though what you couldn’t see was the hungry way in which he eyed the way you were dripping down your thighs, only further enticing him.
“Look how well my little slut can take a punishment. Almost seems like you enjoyed it too.” Junhee chuckles his fingers trailing up your thighs and collecting the mess you’d made before running his slicked fingers through your folds. Free hand gripping your ass to stop you from pressing back when you try the first time, “Tsk you aren’t already forgetting the lesson I just taught are you? What do you have to do if you want something slut?”
“I-I have to ask daddy for it like a good little slut.” You whine drawing your lip between your teeth, “Daddy please can I have your cock now? I already learned my lesson and can be good for you I just want you to fuck me already.”
Your little pouty huff makes Junhee laugh, teasing your entrance with the tips of his fingers, “Don’t get all huffy with me slut, you’ll get what you want in due time. Once I determine that you’ve earned it. Until then you’ll take what I give you like a good little fuck doll and you’ll thank me for it.”
You didn’t have even have time to bite back a smart remark before two of his fingers finally slid into you, still teasing as he slowly moved them deeper until his rings pressed against your entrance sending chills of pleasure through you and earning a moan despite his teasing. Glancing down between your legs to see the same red gemmed ring you’d been admiring earlier glittering against your core now, as his fingers slowly moved in and out of you. Drops of your arousal smearing over it and only creating more sparking spots as your pussy clenched trying to draw Junhee’s digits deeper.
“Look at that greedy little pussy of yours, is this what it wants.” Junhee punctuates his words with a particularly hard thrust, curling his fingers against your sweet spot, “Want my fingers deep in the tight little cunt? Deeper than your fingers could ever get?”
“Yes daddy, want you to fuck me good with your fingers or your cock.” You mewl out eyes still fixated on his ring, knowing that every time you saw it now you’d end up thinking of this moment, especially as he picked up the pace. Knowing how good his fingers felt as he fucked you with them, letting himself open up this side of him to you like you’d been wanting for so long. You slicking them up enough that with each thrust of his fingers the rings started to press in as well, dragging against you to form delicious jolts of pleasure through you. Not that Junhee cared if you ruined his rings like that, not if it meant he saw you turning to putty beneath him, not even realizing how you squirmed in pleasure due to your fucked out state. Determined to bring you to fill you with as much pleasure as he possibly could before even fucking you. His free hand moving between your legs to rub roughly at your clit, losing his own patience as he leans down towards your ear, letting you feel his cock against your ass.
“You gonna fall apart for me baby? Go ahead baby, give into it. I know you want to. Show me how pretty you are when you cum.” Junhee softens slightly with his words, despite his rough actions still it proving to be all that was necessary to make the pleasure finally explode. Stars burring your vision as shock waves of pleasure and relief surged through you, slowly turning to a slightly good burn as Junhee’s fingers pressed on for just a moment longer to overstimulate you before slipping out gently to give you a moment of reprieve as his hands worked to undo his belt on your wrists. He gently rubs your wrists for a moment, helping bring back proper circulation before his hand grips your hip to help flip you onto your back, crawling over your form.
“I’m not done with you yet baby, you wanted me to hold nothing back so this is what you get....well when I’m in a good mood.” Junhee smirks and the thoughts that along with his words and the dark glint in his eyes conveys has you shuddering, wondering just what him being in a bad mood would entail. 
Junhee going to look through his pockets for a condom before you pull him back to you with a determined look in your eyes, “I’m on the pill and I said I didn’t want you to hold back, I meant anything when I said that. Unless you don’t want to cum in my sweet little pussy daddy?”
Junhee slaps your thigh hearing your coy attitude and little giggle, “Filthy fucking slut, do you actually know what you’re asking for? If I cum in this little cunt of yours I might just have to fuck you this good every day.” He rubs his tips through your folds teasingly, before finally pressing the head of his cock in, “You’d probably love that though wouldn’t you, dirty whore. You’d love for me to fuck load after load of cum into you whenever I wanted wouldn’t you? You’d beg me for that huh?”
"I-I would daddy, I'd need it so badly. I'd love every second of it just like I do now, cause I'm your dirty little slut." You mewl rolling your hips up only to stop when you feel Junhee's hand wrap around your neck, fingers slightly sticky with your essence still. He doesn't press down on your throat her, but his grip is firm enough to remind you of who was in charge right now and get you to stop your movements as you look back into his eyes.
"Then do it whore. Beg me." Junhee's lips quirk up again as he looks into your eyes seeing the brat in you take a backseat yet again to the submissive side, knowing that he was so close to giving you what you wanted and that all you had to do for it was give in that last little bit. 
“Daddy please, please fuck me. Use me to feel good, please. I want you to prove to me that no one can fuck me like you and for you to cum in me, to claim me like that please.” If not for the way his grip on your throat creeped higher until the pads of his fingers grasped your jaw and turned your face to look at him you might has squirmed beneath him more, but you were willing to contain yourself if it meant getting him to finally give into giving you what you both needed so badly in this moment.
“Alright baby, I’ll give you what you want. Just remember that you asked for this.” Junhee practically snarls at you, grip tightening just slightly, until you wonder if his rings will leave little bruises in their wake there as well. You only have a second to consider it though before your mind goes blank as he snaps his hips into yours full force. Not giving you more than a moment to adjust to the feeling of him inside you, before he’s pulling out again to set a pace without giving you a moment’s reprieve. The punishing thrusts of his good mood were mind numbing, blissing you out before you even had a moment to try and collect yourself. The one hand still secured around your throat as his free hand grips your hip, pulling you into each of his hard, quick thrusts. Soaking up your reactions and being sure to hit all the right spots after he found them.
“Look at you, already so fucked out and practically drooling over my cock and to think you seemed like such a sweet, innocent, little girl. Here you are though, falling apart all for daddy, hm?” Junhee’s words are teasing, picking up his pace as he brings your leg over his shoulder before letting his hand on your hip move between your legs to rub circles at your clit, feeling you clench and spasm around him, becoming more vocal, “ Oh? Does my little slut really like that? You like when I use you like a little fuck doll, moving you and fucking you however I please?”
“I-I do daddy, it’s what I wanted. What I needed from you. If you keep doing this I’m gonna cum.” Your whiny tone spurred Junhee on, stroking his ego and fueling his lust, determined to make you cum as many times as he could manage before he couldn’t hold back his own orgasm any longer. Though with how good you felt around him right now he wasn’t sure he’d be able to last too long today, though he was already planning ways to make up for it later on. 
“Then fucking do it. Cum all over daddy’s dick, let me feel what it’s like when that tight, little cunt makes a mess of my cock.” His words paired with a well angled thrust against your most sensitive spots had you tensing beneath him as your pleasure unraveled, spiraling you into your second orgasm for the evening before you had time to even register what was happening. Junhee’s continued thrusts making each wave of your release as euphoric as possible and even after not giving you much time to consider the slight burn of overstimulation as the knot in your stomach started to form and tighten yet again, “ I’m not filling up this little pussy until you cum for me again, you understand?”
You want to answer, but aren’t able to as his grip tightens just enough around your neck to restrict the airflow some, not fully cutting it off though. Your pussy only further tightening around his cock, something that gave away how much you enjoyed it and something he would have been more cocky about if he weren’t so far gone in his own pleasure. Junhee’s thighs starting to tense and quiver as he chases both of your impending highs, moaning much more than before at how vice like your cunt’s grip on him is.
“F-Filthy fucking whore, likes being choked. I wonder what else you little naughty girl. I can’t fucking wait to find out every little thing that sets you off baby, we’re gonna have so much fun. I promise you that. Right now I need you to cum one more time for daddy though.” Junhee’s voice cracks slightly as he pinches your clit, waiting to feel you cumming around him before he allows himself to cum as well, releasing thick streams of cum into you just like he’d promised to do.
Taking a moment to catch his breath before brushing the hair out of your face and kissing your forehead with a soft chuckle. Deciding that even though he’s going to be sweet once again he’ll tease you some as well, “Come on baby let’s get you showered before your roommates come back. I’ll clean up the kitchen and get us some food too. I think I relieved that stress of yours, but I don’t know that you’ll have your energy back for a bit.”
Walking down the hall during one of your longer breaks between classes to get your mid-day caffeine fix you saw Junhee waiting on your route for you much like he did the same way he did the day he got your number. 
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“Hey babe, I wanted to talk to you about something. You got a minute?” He asks smiling sweetly as if he hadn’t just been super blatant in public about you two despite it still being relatively on the downlow still. It flustering you slightly, but you found it sweet at the same time. 
“Sure, you wanna go someplace quieter?” You question taking the hand that he offered you although a little confused by his sudden need to talk about something, especially with the faint pink dusting his cheeks.
“It’s fine. I’m right where I want to be. I just wanted to tell you, I’ve been thinking a lot and I..........I love you too. Not just for these few short months either and I want to keep loving you.” Junhee’s blush deepens slightly as he holds out his class ring to you with a shy laugh, “So what do you say? Will you continue to be mine?”
You feel heat rising to your own cheeks looking at the very ring that had a special place the night you told him that you loved him for the first time, gently taking it into your hand, “You already know the answer to that, of course I will.”
Junhee beamed pulling you in for a soft kiss, before leading the way towards the cafe already knowing where you’d been heading as he announced to the whole campus that you were a couple and you were going to stay that way.
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wonho-ssi · 3 years
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All That Glitters
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Pairing: Yuchan x Fem Reader
Type: One shot, Hybrid AU
Warnings: Mentions of violence, prejudice/discrimination towards another race, swearing
Word count: 7.2k
『 She liked to think work was boring and a place for her to quietly lose her mind, but slowly a cute hybrid boy makes her change her mind 』
This was inspired by a prompt by @hybridfanfiction. Check them out!
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The day had seemed normal enough when she first woke up. There was birds chirping and there was sunlight pooling in through the cracks in her blinds. Nothing she had done that morning seemed to be out of the ordinary, nor did her commute to work; people had crossed roads as carelessly as normal and they also had the same lack of self awareness as normal.
Really, if you have asked her that morning if anything had seemed odd, she would have responded with a bark of laughter and walked away with a shake of her head and a mutter claiming you were crazy. 
However, as soon as she had stepped into the building, she found feel that something was off - more so than usual with an office building. 
Everyone was quiet, eyeing each other with suspicion and slight judgment, their lips pulled into eerily similar straight lines.  
Sitting down, the office chair squeaking under her weight, she swivelled around to face her desk mate: Changseok.
“Hey,” She whispered, though not really making any special effort to keep quiet, “what’s everyone acting so weird for?“ 
Changseok looked over at her, his brown eyes rolling in his skull to look at her blankly. Lips slowly forming a pout, he chewed on the inside of his cheek, shrugging. "Haven’t you heard?” He spoke cryptically and she had half a mind to give up there and then. The last thing she wanted to be doing so early in the morning was play 21 questions. 
“No,” came her blunt response and he leant in, as though he was going to tell her the secret of the century. His eyebrows furrowed, voice even quieter than before, making her strain to hear it.
“There’s a hybrid here now,” He stressed the noun and she blinked, completely blind sighted. However, it wasn’t because of the revelation of the person’s species, but rather his attitude towards them and the way he was saying ‘hybrid’ like it was something dirty. 
Closing her eyes for a few seconds to make sure she didn’t lose her temper, she exhaled - sound almost dulcet had it not been for the glare that pierced through him straight after. “Okay. Is that it?”
Changseok looked confused by her lack of reaction, repeating the word again, assuming that she hadn’t heard him. 
“I heard you the first time. I was just wondering why it was such a big deal,” he moved back to his own space and she thanked every god she could think of. “They’re a hybrid. So what?”
His frown deepened and she could sense how she was going to have to contain an eye roll. It was always nice to find out someone you worked with was a piece of shit. 
“It’s unnatural. They were made in labs so it’s not like they’re actually human,” she stayed silent, strong at him with an expression so cold that she almost wished he froze in front of her face. Upon her lack of a comment, he hurried to try and explain himself - not that he really cared to hear his opinion. “Don’t you think? They’re literally part animal, they’re freaks.”
With a lift of her eyebrows, she turned back to her work and shook her head. “Damn, I’ve always disliked you, but I guess now I have a concrete reason other than your simple idiocy. Never speak to me again.”
Changseok’s mouth opened (more than likely in a weak attempt to defend himself) however, she promptly ignored him and got up, shooting him one last withering look before walking away and to the ground floor of the building to the café.
While she was there, she decided that it would be nice to get to know this new coworker - there was always room in her life for being polite even if there wasn’t much of a chance for it with the people she was around. The intermingling scents of coffee and baked goods lightened her foul mood considerably, eyes grazing over the pastries before deciding that she didn’t want any today. 
Purchasing a cup of coffee and of sweetened tea, she headed back up and began to ask around for the coworker. Everyone she asked gave her an odd look: some of them because she was asking about someone new when she had never cared before, and others because they were a hybrid. Nonetheless, she found out their location and the fact that they were a male.
Eventually she did manage to find him, situated at the further end of the floor with his head down and a hunched back. It wasn’t hard to deduce why, feeling the lingering stares burning into her own back as she walked towards him. 
“Hi,” she greeted, feeling slightly bad when he jumped in surprise, “I’m (y/n). It’s nice to meet you,” pulling up a chair, his expression morphed almost comically. 
He was good looking, she was willing to admit wholeheartedly, with his wide, rounded eyes and softly pursed lips that was complimented nicely by his sharp nose and silky looking brown hair. She was sure that if he wasn’t a hybrid, most people would have the opposite of an aversion towards him. 
His swallow was thick, adam’s apple bobbing with the force of it, his slight body shaky and hands trembling - he seemed more like a newborn child than a fully grown adult. “I’m Yuchan,” he introduced finally, shocking her with how his voice had remained stable. “It’s nice to meet you too.”
The smile that spread across her lips was serenity in its truest form, a feeling of peace washed over her as she moved one sheathed cup towards him. 
“Do you prefer tea or coffee, Yuchan?” His name tasted foreign on her tongue, yet it was light and airy. She could find comfort in saying his name, it seemed. “I didn’t know which one, so you can pick whichever.”
“You didn’t have to,” he lamented, the slightest shade of pink tinged his cheeks a subtle rose.
“I wanted to,” Yuchan’s eyes flickered between the two cups before slowly reaching out to take the one labelled coffee, “good choice.”
“Thank you,” His smile was beautiful and she thought that the gentle simper was much more fitting for his countenance than timidness. “You really didn’t have to.”
She could have echoed her earlier words, told him that it didn’t matter, however, all she could think to do was watch him. It was entrancing really how graceful he was, every movement of his fluid and poised. If she had been ignorant, she would have asked why he was wasting his time in a shitty office job when he was much more talented in other things. 
Instead, she nodded and sipped her own tea before speaking again. “How are you settling in?” It must not have been easy, especially with the blatantly rude behaviour of the other staff as well as tensions across the country from the new laws. 
He shrugged, licking his slightly chapped lips. “I’m doing okay. It’s nice here.”
‘If it’s nice here, what’s horrible?’ She thought, almost looking at him funny. “Do you need any help with anything? I can help you with whatever.”
Yuchan shook his head, nails tapping against the cardboard sleeve around the coffee cup. “Junhee-hyung helped set me set up and taught me how to use everything.”
“You know the boss?” His expression quickly turned worried, more than likely thinking he overstepped a boundary, nonetheless she was faster to speak, “that’s good. It’s nice to have connections in places like this. Junhee is a nice man, I like him.”
His visage melted into one of a relief, chewing the inside of his cheek slowly. “Yeah, Hyung’s really nice and helpful. I’m happy I got a job with him as my boss.”
There was another silence that fell, this time a lot more comfortable than the first. Soft sounds of the clock ticking made her glance down at her watch, realising with great irritation that she needed to start doing work or face getting scolded by the supervisor. “I have to head back to my own desk now, but if you ever need anything, feel free to shout for me.”
Getting out of the seat and putting it away, he waved her off and she felt immediately more energised; enough so that anyone she caught who dared look at Yuchan with even a glimmer of disgust was shot down with a scowl and a silent dare to carry on further. 
Maybe having a new, less annoying coworker would finally make her feel excited to come to work. 
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The next day, she had decided that walking to work would be a lot less stressful and more cleansing to the soul. (It also meant that she wouldn’t have to pay the parking fee but that was only really a bonus.)Walking also meant that she could now head into her favourite bakery - one she hadn’t managed to go into a for a long while due to simply being busy and overrun with work. 
A gentle jingling from above her head signalled her entrance, the pretty cashier behind the till giving her a smile and a nod of acknowledgment. The familiar scent of honey and cinnamon was comforting, enveloping her in warmth and lightening the burden in her chest. Honestly, if she could afford to do something, she would have bought out everything in the quaint and idyllic shop. 
Browsing through the pastries put into baskets and the cakes hidden behind glass, she decided on buying a favourite that always held up to the test of time; chocolate chip cookies. Theirs were always soft and melted in the middle, with chocolate always lingering on the back of your palette for a long while after being consumed. Maybe she was being dramatic, but she considered it a slice of heaven amongst her life of abject sin. 
Thankfully, as they had just opened, there was an abundance of sweet treats and she took great pleasure in filling up a paper bag with 6 of them. However, just as she was about to pay, she remembered Yuchan and figured she may as well get him some too.
Grabbing another bag and three more cookies, she paid swiftly with an expression of gratitude before returning to her trek to the cursed building she was set to be in - which only took her around another 5 minutes.
It was nice to see that even though Changseok was there, he made no move to speak her like normal. 'Good,’ she mused as he avoided eye contact, 'I guess he got the message.’ It was no loss on her end, in fact, she classified it as a win. 
There was a lot less under breath murmurs today, with people only glancing at Yuchan from the corner of their eyes instead of staring at him like a circus attraction. It wasn’t ideal, though it certainly was an improvement.
“Hi again,” she spoke softly, not wanting to scare him like yesterday.
Looking up from the computer screen, wide eyes met hers, softening into crescent moons. “Hi, how are you?”
“I’m good,” she held up the bag of cookies ad shook them with a pleased grin, “the bakery had my favourite cookies. I thought you would like some. They’re really good,” She put the bag beside his hand.
Thumb grazing over the paper bag, his hues roamed over the delicious looking cookies within and his smile widened considerably. “Thank you so much.”
“It’s alright, you don’t have to thank me,” she sat in the empty chair beside him, spinning on it gently by using her feet. “How is it going today? Everything’s okay?”
“Mhm. I haven’t had any issues, I actually just started on a new project,” he found conversation coming easily despite his nervousness. Who wouldn’t be nervous when a pretty girl with a notorious streak for being blunt was speaking to you?
“Really?” She questioned genuinely interested, “what’s it on?” The company they worked for mainly dealt with collaborating with fashion brands and shipping so anything new was always welcomed. 
“Well uh, Hyung asked me if I could help to design a website for one of our new shareholders,” He fiddled with the paper bag, the soft crinkling providing a background noise, “I’m not too sure about where to start if I’m honest.”
“Oh,” She leant closer to look at what he already had, the landing page currently being edited, “do you have a basic template?" 
"Not really, they only gave us a small brief to work from. They said 'make it look like h&m’, which is helpful,” The soft giggle that left her mouth made him pause, fingers stilling in their fidgeting. 
“Clients like that are the worst,” Nodding in agreement, he saw her mouth open to say something more before she also stilled. 
Her eyes closely followed a figure with red hair as she slowly got up, shoving the seat under the chair. “If Kihyun sees me here he’s going to grill me, I’ll see you later, Yuchan,” before he could even say bye, she was already up and running - leaving him alone with his cookies.
His mouth was left wide open, watching her rush away like a thief about to be caught. A few moments later, the head of red hair was in his vision, the man’s smiling face soon following as he greeted Yuchan.
“Morning,” Kihyun spoke, following his gaze and spotting her sitting down in her chair and then looking at his own out of place one. “She was just here, wasn’t she?”
Yuchan pursed his lips, not wanting to speak up in case she got into trouble; she was one of the only ones that made an effort to check up on him after all. Kihyun seemed to notice this and laughed, patting his thigh reassuringly. 
“It’s okay, she won’t get into trouble. I like her so I wouldn’t say anything, we just like to bicker,” Yuchan’s ears perked. He had noticed how people seemed to shrink away whenever she walked by, almost as if they were avoiding her gaze and he never quite understood why. She was always kind to him.
“Who is she?” He couldn’t help but ask, clamping his mouth shut a second later as he realised he might have overstepped a boundary. “Um I- i mean, I know her name but-”
“She’s one of the best IT techs we have. She likes to keep to herself and she’s got an attitude if you piss her off, and considering the assholes we work with, I don’t blame her. If you’re nice to her or joke with her, she’ll return it. You don’t have to worry about it, Yuchan, she seems fond of you,” He flushed upon hearing the pride, cheeks dusting the faintest shade of pink as he nodded and put up head down. 
Out of the corner of his eye, he could make out Kihyun shaking his head and grinning to himself at his bashfulness. Nonetheless, he didn’t notice it too much, lost in his own thoughts. She was fond of him? He mused, absentmindedly click on the screen. 
A small smile made its home on his face, plush lips stretching into a subtle upwards curve. 
Yuchan found he rather liked the idea of her liking him. 
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With every day that passed, he found himself looking forward to her daily check ins. Her smile was pretty and her aura was comforting, like a cup of warm coffee that warmed you from the inside out on cold, frigid days. 
He had been looking around the shops one day, spending his free time poking around instead of being cooped up in his room (and being scolded by his roommate as well as his mother likewise for being antisocial and a neet). The days were turning colder, frostier. With every breath he took he could see his own contribution to the looming clouds above. 
As he walked around, eagle eyed for anything that might have caught his interest (i.e anything shiny) he weaved through the aisles of the old antique shop he had wandered into. The store had the smell of old wood and of slight citrus, a scent that shouldn’t have gone together but it did so beautifully. 
Yuchan hadn’t really been looking to buy anything however, as soon as he has spotted something glinting dutifully under the golden lighting, he had to have a look. Pushing aside the objects in front of it, he grinned broadly to see a beautiful bejewelled keychain. 
It was in the shape of a bird: a peacock if he was recalling correctly. Azure and emerald gems decorated the body of the beard, the eyes of its feathers painstakingly done with brown and yellow. 
Of course he was a sucker for anything cute and sparkly, hence his lack of self restraint as he picked up the keychain, cradling it gently in his hands. It shone with every turn of the head, the black stones used for the bird’s eyes almost lifelike. Though at least he had on justification for this purchase; he was going to give it away. 
Which is where he was currently, sitting in his office chair with a bouncing leg as he bit his lip nervously. She hadn’t come to him all day and he was growing worried that she was getting bored of it - he really hoped that it wasn’t the case. 
Taking another glance over, he swallowed thickly and relaxed as he saw her hunched over her desk, typing furiously on her keyboard before pressing the enter button and glancing at her watch. The time seemed to make her happy as she immediately smiled to herself and shut off her computer, kicking up her bag and throwing it around her shoulders.
For a second he thought she was going to leave there and then, but they were soon proven wrong as she walked towards his direction, a bounce in her step. 
“Hi Yuchan,” she greeted and he returned her jovial simper with a small wave. “What are you doing now?" 
"I’m just finishing up the website. I just need to edit some banners and code and I’ve finished,” Her lips formed a soft 'o’ shape as she sat down beside him, stealing Kihyun’s chair once again. “What are you doing?" 
Her fingers picked at her shirt sleeve as she rocked from side to side on the office chair. "I finished all my work for today. I’m thinking of leaving early, I just need to go to Junhee-ssi and tell him.”
Yuchan’s nervousness immediately skyrocketed and fingers tapped on the table, drumming on it lightly but still loud enough so that it drew her attention. “You okay? You seem anxious, your website is amazing, I promise.”
Finding her reassurance cute, he forced himself to stop messing around with any of his body parts and smiled at her instead. “Thank you. I’m just thinking about something. I appreciate it, I appreciate you,” he added the last part only in his head as he was too much of a coward to actually say them outloud - though judging by her broad and bright smile, she seemed to understand the worldless implications just fine.
A comfortable silence fell over them both, his shoulders slumping as he finally felt comfortable to relax. She slipped her bag off her shoulders and placed it in front of her, rummaging through it before producing a brown paper bag. “I went to the bakery this morning. I saw they had some brownies today and I thought you would like them.”
“You don’t have to always get me something,” She waved off his concerns and he felt his heart flutter in his chest - his cheeks immediately tinging a subtle shade of rose despite himself. “I’m okay with just you." 
"Oh, you’re so adorable, Channie,” She spoke smoothly, like she hadn’t noticed that cute nickname leave her mouth and fluster him beyond belief, “I want to get them for you. Nothing more, nothing less.”
Glancing again at her watch, her lips pursed and she stood up. “I should get going now. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
His mouth opened, hand lifting up to stop her before he let it fall back down to his desk, internally groaning at his cowardice. Instead of getting up and giving the gift to her, he watched her disappear down the stairs, not to be seen until tomorrow.
'Damn it,’ he looked at his bag, deciding to do the next best thing - leave it on her desk. Opening up his bag, he took out the small wrapped box that he had painstakingly covered with sparkly gift wrap. A red glitter box was on top, his reflection staring back at him hundreds of times as he stared hard at it. 
Getting up, he clutched the box tightly in his hands and walked towards her desk, thankful that people had (mostly) given up on staring at him whenever he passed by. As he approached her workspace, Yuchan fell a glare burning into his skin, his saliva thick as he swallowed. He knew quite clearly that it was coming from her seatmate. 
Ignoring it to the best of his abilities, he opened the first drawer to her desk and placed it gently within, giving it a soft pat of reassurance before closing the drawer again. Hopefully she would see it when she came back. 
He straightened up, eyes meeting blank brown hues that seemed to see right into his soul, sending shivers down his spine. Barely managing a smile, he rushed away when he saw Changseok’s scowl deepen. He wasn’t going to stay where he wasn’t wanted. 
Despite this, his cheery mood couldn’t be dampened. He had accomplished his mission even with the few hiccups during the way and that was good enough for him. 
Work tomorrow suddenly didn’t seem so bad. 
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His leg was bouncing again today, though this time for a completely different reason than previously. Yuchan’s gaze was constantly on the door when it wasn’t focused on the screen in front of him. Right now, he couldn’t have cared less about working on a banner for another makeup company, his sole focus being on seeing her reaction to his gift. 
After what felt like an eternity, she finally appeared through the door and his heart felt like it was going to beat straight out of his sternum. Chewing nervously on his bottom lip, he was growing incredibly impatient - Yuchan had half a mind to go over there and open the drawer for her. 
However, his waiting finally paid off when she did open the door, the soft furrow of her brows and pursing of her lips making him bite back a hearty grin. The red bow was removed, placed delicately on the desk as she slid her finger under the folds, pulling the wrapping paper away without ripping it. Then finally, she opened the lid and looked in, pulling out the glittering keychain with the biggest smile he had ever seen on her face.
To a couple of minutes she did nothing more than sit there and admire the gift, her finger tips smoothing over the gems and across the beautiful design of it. That was all he could ask for - to see her smile because of him. Though, it did present another problem for him; he could already feel his crush on her growing tenfold. 
Turning back to his screen, he felt content. As long as she was happy, he was too. His pulse continued to race and thrum, his aura giddy and joy clear enough that even Kihyun gave him a sideways glance from his side. 
“Yuchan!” His heart lurched again in his throat and he sat up straight, watching her come over with her hands covering something in her hand. “You won’t believe what someone gave me, it’s so beautiful.”
She pulled up a chair, stealing it from the row in front without a care and sat down, moving her hand to show him the peacock he had grown very familiar to.
“That is pretty,” he commented, trying to keep his cheeks from turning red and exposing him, “it would look nice on your bag.”
“You think so?” She asked, inspecting it, “I think it’s too nice for that. I might put it with my keys instead.” Pulling her keys from her pocket, he watched her clip it to them, the gems continuing in their glittering. He swore they were shining more in her presence. “I wonder who it was. They didn’t leave a name and I highly doubt it was Changseok.”
'Not with the dirty look he gave me,’ Yuchan thought though did not verbalise, instead only smiling and nodding. “They must like you. It suits you a lot.”
“Oh hush,” she placed a light finger against his lips, “I got you coffee, but I left it at my desk. One second,” she rushed away and he covered his face with his hands, running a hand through his hair. 
The steaming drink was placed at his side, the chair squeaking as she sat back down. He could feel Kihyun’s amusement at his obvious predicament. 'Whatever,’ he huffed, 'let hyung laugh,’ and then he looked up at her again. 
Her features were bright and they were beautiful, accentuated even more by the elation of the gift. Yuchan took one more look at her visage and knew he was smitten: or in other words, he had completely fucked himself over.
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It became almost a tradition, every Thursday he would leave a gift in her top drawer that she would come to find on Friday and guess about. It was the highlight of his entire week and Yuchan couldn’t have cared less about the looks Changseok gave him every time he came to drop one off. 
She pushed open the door again, already excited for what she was going to get. The only thing she wasn’t fond of was the fact that she didn’t know who they were coming from and she couldn’t pay them back. 
Sitting down in her desk, she started up her computer and opened the drawer, overjoyed to see a small rectangular box covered in the same sparkly wrapping paper the others had come in. 
Pulling it out and closing the drawer with her knee, she was just about to unwrap it when she heard a voice speak beside her - one that she hadn’t heard for a while. 
“You know it’s him, right?” She blinked, not expecting to hear Changseok speaking to her after weeks of God given silence. 
“Pardon?”
“It’s him, that hybrid, he’s the only leaving you all this shit in your drawer,” He spat like he was disgusted to even think of it. Her blood boiled, anger swallowed down as she held the gift in her hands.
“What? Are you talking about Yuchan?" 
"Yes, that disgusting hybrid. He’s been leaving shit for you every thursday,” Her eyes narrowed, beyond giving a fuck about his opinion and of the proper professional conduct. 
“He’s better than you’ll ever be, you piece of shit. What are you doing mad about? The fact that people like Yuchan and not you? Maybe if you weren’t so unlikable, you would have friends too,” About to turn around, she felt her body jerk as he pulled her chair and scowled, obviously offended that she hadn’t given the time of the day. 
“What? You’re defending him? I always knew you were someone who fucked inbred shit like him,” Astounded by the words coming from his mouth, she fell silent for a moment before poison dropped from her words. 
“You’re the worst goddamn kind of person, the type who can’t face the fact that they’re a piece of shit. Yuchan is 1000 times more humane than you’ll ever be,” she stood up, glowering at him with danger setting fires in her eyes. “I told you never to speak to me and you open your mouth to talk shit? I shouldn’t have expected anything else.”
He stood up also, the entire office falling silence as they watched them both. Kihyun got up immediately, knowing it wasn’t going to end well - there had always been tension between them and it all seemed to be bubbling over in one terrible mess.
“Fuck you,” he hissed, “I bet you’ve sucked his dick and that’s why you’re so far up his ass,” she scoffed at his childish response, rolling her eyes.
Changseok seemed to not like that, his hand reaching towards her shoulder to try and coax a reaction from her, however she was faster. 
Within a second, he was clutching his nose, shock clear in his eyes as she clenched her fist, his head snapped back for a moment as the sin of wrath coloured her features. 
Kihyun rushed over, as Changseok moved forward, grabbing his hands as she grit her jaw, teeth grinding against each other with the force she was using to not punch him again.
“Changseok, you pathetic fuck,” she hissed and Kihyun held out his hand, trying to keep the damage at bay. She paid no attention to him, her stare enough to burn through his skin. “It’s so sad watching you show your true colours. Maybe one day someone other than your mother who will love you, though I highly doubt she does either.” She turned on her heel, grabbing her bag and slinging it over her shoulder, her actions reverberating off the walls in the near silent office. “I’m not coming back until he’s out of my fucking face.”
Those were the words that echoed loudly within the four walls, glances exchanged as people looked at each other in disbelief, the door shaking behind her as she slammed it shut.
Changseok shoved away Kihyun, storming towards the bathroom with both a bruised ego and face. 
And it was then that Yuchan finally felt his face burning, his eyes watery as he tried to wipe at his face as inconspicuously as he could. He wasn’t stupid, he had always noticed how Changseok didn’t like him, but he never would have thought he hated him to such an extent over something he had no control over. 
The screen in front of him blurred, the glances and whispers of everyone else making him feel like he was back at his first day, being judged and scrutinised for everything he did. 
Wanting nothing more than to curl up into a ball, he was thankful for Kihyun as he barked at everyone else to carry on working and to stop looking at him. A gentle hand found it’s way on his shoulder, squeezing it comfortingly. 
“I’m sorry, Yuchan. You don’t deserve that.”
He shook his head, blinking away the tears that threatened to fall. “I don’t want her to get into trouble. Especially not over me.”
Kihyun’s eyes were warm, filled with sympathy ss he shook his head. “Don’t worry about it. Changseok started it so he’ll get the most of the punishment. She’ll be okay,” he sniffled, comforted at the thought, “if you want to go home, that’s completely okay. I’ll tell Junhee for you.”
Thanking him quietly, he got up from his seat, swallowing down the bile that threatened to make it way up his throat, his mind weighed down by the thoughts racing through his head. Barely looking anyway apart from straight ahead, he raced out of the building and kept his head down, finally able to wipe his face in peace. At least in the streets of Seoul no one acknowledged each other, too busy caring about themselves to care about him.
The last thing he wanted to do was be the reason that she was fired, though he couldn’t say that the fact she defended him hadn’t left his chest feeling warm and fuzzy. It was just that his feeling of guilt was overpowering it.
He couldn’t imagine coming into work and not seeing her pretty face coming up to him with happiness and a genuine excitement for meeting him. Yuchan didn’t want to imagine it either; she hadn’t even opened the gift he had gotten her this time.
Then, as he was walking, he heard his name being called. First it was very failure, almost a figment of his imagination, before he heard it louder and clearer. 
“Yuchan, wait!” He looked over his shoulder to see one of his seniors running towards him; Yoongi, one of the quieter but well respected higher ups. Yuchan hadn’t really interacted with him before save for the occasional smiles as Kihyun bothered him. 
He paused in his walking, desperately hoping he didn’t look like shit. 
Yoongi rushed up to him, looking slightly out of breath but still coherent enough to talk. “I’m sorry for what happened Yuchan. You shouldn’t have had to hear all that shit coming out of his mouth ”
“It’s o-”
“It’s not,” Yoongi shook his head, “He’s going to get fired and even though (y/n) will get a strike for punching him, she won’t be let go. We should have sacked him a long time ago,” his heart felt a million times lighter hearing that, a smile breaking out on his face and stretching across his cheeks.
Yoongi patted his shoulder. “Keep up the good work. We understand if you want to take a couple of days off. Stay healthy, Yuchan.” Yoongi. walked away again with a dip of his head. 
Even though the feeling of guilt still lingered, he was so much more jovial, now walking home with a skip in his step rather than pulling his feet along behind him. 
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Her empty desk was slowly getting on his nerves. He knew in his heart of hearts that she would be coming back soon and that it just took a while for them to properly clean up all of Changseok’s belongings; he was still impatient. 
Yoongi had said she would be back and he had to believe that it would be soon. 
His headphones were over his ears, a half eaten sandwich in its wrapper on his desk. He didn’t have much of an appetite while at work anymore - subconsciously associating it with her and her presence. It didn’t feel right to eat if she wasn’t at least there or had said hi that day. 
Music played loudly in his ears, focused on completing the banner so he could go home and bury himself under the covers for a weekend. 
As he changed the colour of it, his attention was diverted by a box being set down between his arms. Wrapped in silvery paper and a glittering gold ribbon, it was incredibly reminiscent of his own packaging methods. 
Pulling the headphones around his neck, his breath hitched in his throat as the smile he had come to adore beamed down at him and bathed him in sunshine. He swallowed, words suddenly glued to the tip of his tongue. 
“Hi,” She spoke first, sitting down beside him, “how are you, Chan? Everything’s going good?”
He nodded, wishing he could have said something instead of becoming silent. 
“That’s good,” she mused, “He’s been fired so I’m back. I got a warning though, but that’s whatever." 
"I’m glad you’re back,” he finally vocalised and she grinned, “I missed you.”
A silence followed and he was worried he had overstepped a boundary, rushing to try and rectify it - only to be stopped by her soft giggle.
“You did? That’s cute,” she replied, her finger tapping on the box lightly, “thank you for the gifts by the way. They’re always so beautiful and I really enjoyed getting them.” Even though she only knew it was him because of Changseok opening his mouth, he couldn’t help but still be delighted and slightly embarrassed that he had been found out. 
Slowly, he reached out to slide his finger under the seals, copying her care and delicacy, before pulling the ribbon away and opening it up. Inside was a small rose charm, the rose tinted metal glittering brightly and with the sole purpose of catching his attention.  
“I know it’s not as pretty as everything you got me, but I hope you’ll like it more when you find out the second thing I got you,” he looked back inside the box, visibly confused when there was nothing there. “It’s a date. I was wondering if you would like to go on a date with me, Channie.”
He froze up immediately, eyes wide and turning into the size of golf balls as his mind screeched to a hold. Did she seriously just ask him out? The girl he had a crush on for months, asked him out?
If he wasn’t so gobsmacked he would have been mortified at his lack of response, her face dropping almost unnoticeably at his lack of reply. God, could he be anymore of a moron?
“Yes!” The exclamation came way too loudly and he cleared his throat, unable to meet her gaze ad he fiddled with the charm. “Um, yeah. I would really like that.”
“That’s great,” her hand was warm, resting on top of his as she squeezed his gently, “could I have your number then?" 
Fumbling with his phone, it almost slipped through his fingers as he handed it to her and he cursed himself for being such a mess. Thankfully, she seemed to find it endearing, sparkles lighting up her eyes as she saved his number in her phone and sent him a text. "Thank you, baby,” his cheeks flushed an even more vibrant crimson and he was sure he matched Kihyun’s hair by now. 
Even so, the last nail in his coffin had to be the gentle way her hands cupped his face, leaning closer so that her gentle and comforting scent invaded his senses. Her lips were soft against his cheek, the skin tingling even as she moved away - fingers brushing across the side of his face. 
He could only stare owlishly at her retreating figure, all thoughts disappearing. Yuchan could not believe that any of that had happened.
Then, like a bucket of cold water being thrown onto him, he heard Kihyun laughing from beside him, his foot landing on the side of his chair to spin him around. “I can’t believe you got her to ask you out. I never thought I’d see the day, you really are special if she likes you, Yuchan." 
Attempting to cover his face with his hands, Kihyun only continued to find amusement in his shyness, poking his side lightly before turning back to his work - still laughing. Nonetheless, Yuchan couldn’t have cared less. He had a date to worry about now.
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The flavour of coffee and sugar coated his tongue, sweetness spreading across his mouth as he took another sip of his drink in an to attempt to pass the time which seemed to be passing by both incredibly quick and irritatingly slow. 
15 minutes had gone by and he was beginning to think that she had stood him up. That thought alone hurt to have and he could feel his stomach twist the more he lingered on that idea. That was the last thing he wanted to believe - to even consider. She wasn’t the type of person to do that, was she?
Consumed by his own thoughts, he didn’t hear the bell to the shop open and a hurried figure walk in. Only when the chair beside him scraped against the floor and and apologetic face was in front of his visage, did he realise who he was staring at. 
"I’m so sorry, Channie. I got caught up with my roommate, she couldn’t figure out what to get her girlfriend and dragged me into helping her,``she huffed and he found the puff of her cheeks to be adorable, his eyes turning into gentle crescent moons ad he forgot about all the negative emotions had felt just moments ago. 
"It’s okay, it was only 15 minutes, I don’t mind,” He really didn’t mind, not even she was looking so pretty just for him, her countenance as beautiful as ever - if not slightly more so today. “You look really nice today.”
Her eyes roamed over his body, looking over the maroon jacket that he had coupled with a black turtleneck and then back up to his face. “You look extra cute today as well.”
Yuchan swore he was going to become permanently pink faced around her.
Now that she was here, time seemed to fly by, speeding past until she placed her hand over his and suggested they leave the café in favour of walking around the nearby botanical garden. And how could he disagree to walking with pretty flowers and a stunning woman beside him?
Her arm looped around his, content written across her features as she spoke about whatever. Then, she paused for a moment and looked up at him. “Yuchan, can I ask you a personal question?”
“Yeah, sure.”
“Are you a crow hybrid?” He was a little bewildered that she had figured it out; he was sure he had never given any indication towards his species. 
“Mhm. How did you find that out?”
“Well, for one you’re really intelligent and can pick out problems and solutions really quickly. And two, I noticed you really seem to like shiny things and collect them.- all the jewellery you wear is really bright, I think it’s cute,” His smile was broad, hiding his face in her shoulder as she ruffled his hair, smooth in the strands gently between her fingers. 
“Can I ask you a question?”
“Of course.”
“Why did you defend me and risk your job like that?” She stilled for a moment, but she carried on brushing her fingers through the silly black strands. 
“Because I don’t like him and his views. He’s a piece of shit that thinks he can say things like that and get away with it. I would have done it for anyone, but it annoyed me especially because he was saying it about you. You’re so sweet, Yuchannie and he refuses to acknowledge that,” Her voice was soothing and he found himself relaxing against her touch, “and besides. I got to punch him and keep my job, I think it’s a win win situation.”
He laughed, the sound full of mirth and of gratitude. “That’s nice to know,” He remarked teasingly and she pulled him down onto the bench with a finger against her smiling lips. 
Her fingers slipped into her coat pocket, rummaging around for something before she pulled out a small velvet box. The small thing was opened up and within there was a dainty half heart necklace, encrusted with red gems and a single pink one in the middle. 
Without giving him a chance to speak, she unclasped the necklace and gestured for him to lean down, placing it gently around his neck and patting the spot above his heart. She reached under her shirt and pulled out her own identical necklace, the other half of the heart.
“There,” she spoke as she tucked it back under her shirt, “now I can add you to my collection of pretty things." 
Oh god, he thought as he pressed a kiss to her cheek in an attempt to do something with himself, she’s going to make me fall so hard. 
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randomlifex · 4 months
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Love isn’t a timely feeling
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Jang Hyunho x fem!reader
Plot:when the world collapses on your shoulders you’re scared you won’t get up again. Luckily there’s someone there to hold you anytime your legs shake…but at what price?
Warnings:death, bad language, sad content
Please notice:for writing purposes I had to add a random character made by me:say hi to Bora
Read the sequel here:Invisible string
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Another alarm went off, another day trying to survive, but this time you were on your own since your best friend had been executed the night before. She wasn’t a mafia, you didn’t even understand how your classmates could vote for her since you had proved them that she was a citizen, however things went as they had to go.
You looked around, as Junhee had asked the night before, everyone was surely on their way to gather in the hall, but you didn’t move. You stayed still, sat in the bathroom where you spent the night hiding, or at least that was what you had pretended to do.
You didn’t care about living no more, without your friend it didn’t make sense, so if you died you would’ve been happy. You were still alive tho.
You rested your head against the wall, closing your eyes in hope to sleep a little more and let your mind rest, but someone knocked at the door of your cabin.
You sighed, opening it just to see Hyunho’s face:
“What’s up?” you asked, in a breath of sound
“We’re supposed to gather in the hall,haven’t you read Junhee’s text?” he talked softly
“I have, I’m just ignoring it. Please, leave” you closed the door again, but Hyunho blocked it with his hand
“You’ve got no time to give up” he said
“I’ve already given up. That’s why I’m here -you tried to close the door again, but the boy didn’t let you do so- now, I’ll ask you one more time:please,leave”
“You were close to Bora, weren’t you?”
“Do we have to talk about it? -holding back your tears had never been that hard- she wa-…she’s my best friend” you explained.
Hyunho sighed, kneeling down at your height:his left hand rested on your leg while the other gently caressed your cheek:
“She wouldn’t be happy to see you like this. Now you need to go through the game for her as well”. his voice was sweet and warm. It sounded like an embrace, but it didn’t help you feeling better in any way; otherwise you burst into tears.
Hyunho lead your head to his shoulder, while your hands grabbed his shirt. Your grip was desperate, you were using so much strength that your fingers turned red:
“I can’t do this without her. I can’t. I’m sorry, I’m sorry Bora”
“Why are you apologising? -the boy caressed your head- you’re still alive, you’re still on time to get up and live for the both of you” his words came out in a whisper. Why was he comforting you like that? You had never been friends in the first place; the two of you had barely talked before that moment. Was he so sweet? Or was he just trying to make more friends than enemies?
You wondered that through the whole chat you had in the bathroom, but, at the end of the day, he was able to help you feel better and get out of there. He was so sweet and so delicate that no one could’ve rejected his help; you didn’t remember the last time you felt so safe in someone’s presence. But there you were.
Without even realising how, you found yourself sticking to Hyunho all the time. Just like Bora, he became your rock.
If something was wrong, he was there to make it better.
If you were tired, he was there to cover your shoulders.
If you were scared, he was there to hold you.
If you were hurt, he was there to heal you.
It happened once:you were exploring the centre when you ended in its darkest dungeons; you had almost got lost for a moment, but you had found your way back to the hall. However, while doing so, you stumbled and ended up cutting your hand.
Once you had gotten back to your classmates you were a mess of pain and blood, but Hyunho was the first one running to you. He lead you to the infirmary, he took care of your wound and, then, of your mind as well.
You weren’t good at that game, it was draining you more and more everyday, but Hyunho was there all the time. You wondered how that could be possible since you knew you were a burden, but he seemed to not care; otherwise he was trying his best to make things easier for you.
“Are you okay now?” he asked, moving a strand of your hair behind your ear.
After having lunch you had a few quiet hours; so he took you to the rooftop with a bunch of blankets. Your head was resting on his lap, cheeks wet as you had another one of your stupid breakdowns, but there, with him, the world seemed to go silent.
“I’m doing better. I’m sorry” you said, closing your eyes
“You don’t have to apologise” he talked, caressing your back. His hand went up and down, drawing creases on your shirt. His touch was the only thing able to relax your nerves.
Rright there, in that moment, with the breeze on your face and his presence reassuring you, you really believed that you could’ve made it through it if he would’ve stayed by your side.
“But I should. You’ve been taking care of me all the time”
“This is what friends are made for” he said, wrapping your body in a blanket
“I own you a million favours” you turned around, meeting his eyes, but he shook his head:
“You don’t own me anything -he ruffled your hair- let’s get out of here safely”
“That’s a big goal” you joked
“We can do that, don’t worry” his smile was as sweet as always, but his voice was serious. You knew he meant it for real. Your heart flattered thinking about a future with him: could’ve that been possible? Would have you been friends? Or something more? The second option sounded good…you’d loved that.
Suddenly, a bunch of random thoughts came to your mind:you could picture him in his everyday life, by your side, having dates every week, exchanging cute gifts, wearing matching clothes, kissing and…your cheeks turned as red as tomatoes.
“Is everything okay?” Hyunho blinked confused at the sight, but you covered your face with the blanket:
“Yes. Nothing’s wrong. I was just thinking”
“About what?” he giggled
“About how my life would be after this game”
“Oh…- Hyunho stayed silent for a second, then he dropped the bomb- am I in it?” he asked, uncovering your face
“Oh…hum…of course”
“In what role?” he leaned closer with an annoying smirk on his lips. He knew what he was doing. You didn’t answer as you got paralysed. Luckily the boy let it be and just laughed, leaving a fast kiss on the tip of your nose.
You didn’t know what happened there, the only thing you were sure about was that, in that moment, your heart had started beating for Jang Hyunho…and you couldn’t do anything about it. You were already far too gone, which wasn’t good, not in a survival game, not after you were still recovering from Bora’s death.
You tried to get away with it, to forget about Hyunho and see him only as a friend again, but you couldn’t, nor he could. The two of you kept looking for one another all the time, naturally.
The first thing he asked himself in the morning was if you were still alive; the last one, during the night, was if you would’ve made it through it again. The more time went by, the more players died; so everyone was automatically more and more exposed, which sent Hyunho crazy. He knew time was getting shorter, and he knew he had something big to confess you,that was why, one night, he just went for it.
“Shall we hide here?” he asked, checking the door of a forgotten room
“We always split our ways at night, are you sure about that?” you demanded
“I don’t think you’re the mafia, and surely I’m not, so I don’t mind it” he smiled.
Hyunho collected a few blankets and snacks, then he locked the entrance
“I think we’re good” he talked, sitting next to you. Your eyes met his, shining at how pretty he was in the dim light. He smiled, caressing your check before sliding his body closer. Your breath got stuck in your throat, your heart started racing in your chest:he was too close, really too close for you to hold back any kind of reaction and look like a friend.
“I need to tell you something before it’s too late” Hyunho talked, holding your hand
“W-what is it?” you pretended you didn’t know, but the only thing you were unaware of was how to react once the truth would’ve been out. You indeed liked him, but you were too scared to lose him to forget about what was happening and rush into a love story.
Hyunho giggled, scratching the back of his neck:
“We both know -he paused, then, with a sigh, he dropped the bomb- I love you yn. I can’t do anything about it. I tried, because I know that a love story is the last thing we need now, but I can’t control my feelings. You’re always in my mind, the whole time, I don’t wanna lose you…and I don’t want it to happen without telling you the truth”
You didn’t know what to answer, you froze on the spot, holding his hand for dear life. What an awful situation!
“I…don’t think we should have this conversation” you mumbled
“We should, because if anything happens I can’t let go without doing this”
“Doing what- “ you had no time to finish the sentence that Hyunho’s lips met yours.
Everything seems so strange for a second, but you were so attracted to him that you ended up going with the flow.
The boy’s hand rested on your cheek (you were now sure it was his favourite spot) as he leaned even closer. Your fingers interwove in his hair while your nostrils got filled with his scent:you didn’t know how to describe it, it was delicate and soft. So good. So calming. You had no idea how a person could affect both your body and mind in the way he did, but there you were. Love was indeed real…and was,indeed, not a timely feeling.
Hyunho was the first one letting go, but only because he was out of breath. His lips were pinky as they were now stained with your gloss:he looked so cute.
You giggled, checking the time on your phone:
“This round is almost finished…” you sighed. The boy nodded, lying down:
“Come” he said, his arms were wide open to welcome you, so you just rested your head on his shoulder
“I hope everything’s gonna be alright” you whispered
“It will be” he replied, placing a kiss on your forehead.
Hyunho was right, the next day both of you were completely fine…but things were meant to go downhill anyway.
More players got executed and even a few mafias died.
There were only three left:Jungwon, Dabum…and you.
However, you weren’t scared to die as your thoughts were focused on two things:stopping anyone who would’ve proposed to kill Hyunho; and don’t let him find out about your role. You didn’t want him to think you had been lying to him, especially if you wouldn’t have been able to protect him. Seeing him passing in such pain would’ve destroyed you.
You tried, and tried and tried…but sadly one of the worst scenarios turned into reality as Junhee and Yoonseo found out you were their rival.
The night they spilled the truth Hyunho immediately got pale. You could see he was holding back a whole breakdown:his eyes were shining, it didn’t matter if he was trying to hold his tears back, and his hands were shaking in anger.
“I can explain…” on the edge of tears, you turned to the boy who simply looked at you with a disgusted face
“I don’t wanna hear a single word coming from your fucking mouth” he replied, running away.
“Kim Junhee has voted for yn yln”
“Lee Yoonseo has voted for yn yln”
“Ji Dabum has voted for yn yln”
“Oh Jungwon has voted for yn yln”
You gave a look to your phone, then to your classmates, then you wiped your tears away and ran to Hyunho. You had thirty minutes left before dying and he was the only thing that mattered in that moment
“Hyunho!” you called him as soon as he had reached the rooftop:
“Go away! Fucking liar!” he yelled, but you ran to him, grabbing his arms
“Listen to me, please, I have no time left”
“I don’t wanna hear your bullshit” he tried to push you away, but you held onto him until the both of you fell to the ground.
The boy’s tears were wetting his shirt, while yours were pouring down your cheeks like the rain pours down from the clouds during a storm
“I’ve never lied to you Hyunho! I never did! I swear! Everything that happened between us was real!”
“You just fooled me! And you know that!” he growled, you had never seem him so desperate.
You shook your head, holding his hands:
“No,no I didn’t. Please, please Hyunho I can’t die knowing that you hate me. Please listen. I didn’t want to be a mafia, nor I tried to fool you in any way! Otherwise I’ve been doing my best to protect you! I loved you Hyunho, and I’m so happy that I could spend time with you. I’ll never forget how you made me feel and how you helped me through everything”
“Have you killed Bora?” he suddenly asked
“No! No I didn’t! I’ve never killed anyone, I swear on Bora’s soul! I would never be able to hurt my classmates, and you know that! Also…do you -you sobbed, coughing for a moment- do you remember when… when I got hurt exploring?” you demanded, Hyunho nodded
“That was the only time I lied. I-I didn’t hurt myself, I had a fight with another mafia. He was mad at me because I wasn’t helping”
“He? Who was that?” Hyunho grabbed your shoulders, dragging you closer
“I can’t tell you, but you know it. Just…just please don’t hate me…I’m begging you Hyunho”
The boy hugged you tightly. Your chin rested on his shoulder, while your hands grabbed the back of his shirt. Probably there were ten minutes left, but you didn’t have the strength to say goodbye to your loved one.
“I could never hate you yn. Never. Even if I tried -his face sank in your soft hair- I love you, I love you so much, and I know you didn’t want to do it. No one wanted” his eyes met yours while his fingers put a few strands of your hair behind your hear
“Get the other mafias out, okay?” you talked, choking on your own words. Hyunho sobbed, nodding.
“Have you… have you voted?” you then asked, caressing his face
“I haven’t yet…”
“Do it…there’s no time left. Vote for me”
The boy grabbed his phone
“Jang Hyunho has voted for yn yln”
“I’m…I’m so sorry” he cried, throwing the object away
“It’s okay. That’s how things were supposed to go. As long as you’re safe, I’m happy -you smiled through the tears, kissing his forehead- now go. Please, go”
Hyunho shook his head, holding onto you. His grip was firm on your arms. He was shaking like a leaf falling down from a tree.
“I can’t…”
“Please…”
“I can’t yn…”
“Please go, I don’t want you to see it -you gulped- I’m begging you”
“Fuck, it’s not fair -Hyunho swore, his jaw clenched- I love you. I’ll always do” he said again, placing one last kiss on your lips before running away.
You looked at him, meeting his teary eyes one last time; then, when midnight struck, your body took his last flight, becoming one with the sky.
“Yn yln has been executed. Yn yln was a mafia”
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Author’s notes:EVERYBODY DON’T COME AT ME!! I’m a sucker for the desolated lovers trope or whatever this is called, but I swear:on the next story my boy will finally get an happy ending!
Hope you enjoyed this story💕
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undercoverclover · 3 years
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Almost Late
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Pairing: Junhee x Reader
Warning: None
Genre: Spicy
Word Count: approx. 580
“You’re really trying to do this aren’t you?” I ask, looking at him. “Do what?” He smirks, leaning me down and kissing my lips. “You really think I don’t know what you’re doing?” I smile, pulling away. “Baby, I have no idea what you’re talking about.” He adds, moving back to my mouth. I wrap my arms around his neck, pressing into his body more and feeling his hands on my waist. I pull back reluctantly, “We’re gonna be late if we don’t go now, Junhee.”
“Leaving can wait just a little bit longer. We’re not running behind.” His grip tightens on my waist as he presses his lips against my shoulder. “This dress looks so beautiful on you.” I feel his fingertips run up and down my side, sending a shiver through me.
“Thank you, baby. You look handsome yourself.” I blush. His phone rings and it’s Donghun’s ringtone…”See, told you we need to leave.” I chuckle. 
He grabs the phone from his pocket and pouts, “Hello?” He answers.
“How much longer are you going to be? You’re late.” I hear on the other end of the phone.
“We are not. The reservation isn’t until 8.”
“Jun, it’s almost 8.” Donghun says grouchily. 
“Yeah, and we’re on our way. We’ll be there soon.” He hangs up and looks me over. “We’ll finish this later.” He smirks, taking my hand and leading me to the front door then the elevator.
Ten minutes later, we’re sitting at the table and had just ordered our food, “Cutting it close, weren’t you Jun.” Donghun says, crossing his arms and smirking. “He still technically made it.” Sehyoon chuckles. “Come on Sehyoon, let me have a little bit of fun.” He grumbles back to where Sehyoon puts his hands up jokingly in defeat.
“In fairness, I told him we needed to leave sooner.” I smile, squeezing his thigh under the table and seeing a red tint come across his cheeks. “Should’ve listened to her, Jun. They typically know what they’re talking about.” Chan smiles, grabbing his girlfriend’s hand. “Typically, huh?” I hear Lili say. “You know what I mean, babe.” He adds. ”Mhmm. I do.” She adds and he raises an eyebrow at her. She playfully smacks him and he chuckles, kissing the back of her hand.
“Sure, Chan. I’ll have to remember that bit of advice the next time you’re in trouble.” Jun jokes, causing us to laugh. Chan looks at Jun, almost saying something but keep his mouth shut, making me wonder what it would have been.
Our food arrives and we dig in, speaking very little as we eat.
An hour flying by, we say our goodbyes and Jun and I head to the car.
“Did you have a good time?” He asks, peeking at me as we walk.
“I did, did you?” I smile.
“Yes, but I’m definitely ready to get home.” He says, opening the car door for me and showing a hint of hesitation on his face.
“Oh? Why’s that?” I ask, as he sits in the driver’s seat of the car.
He turns and looks at me, smirks and leans in to kiss me deeply. I feel my body heat up and slide my tongue along his bottom lip then a little groan escapes his throat and his hand finds my thigh, squeezing gently. My hand tangles in his hair and I pull him slightly closer. Kissing me harder, I smile, feeling his hand roam up my thigh a few more inches. He pulls back, blushing and licking his lips ending in a smirk, “Because you look amazing in that dress, but I definitely can’t wait ‘til it hits the floor.”
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nishihiroto · 3 years
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CHOICE Tag!!
Rules: Answer the questions (if you want to skip one, feel free to do that too of course!). Tag 3 people (or more or less, you choose really). Tag your post with #CHOICE_tag so we can find each others’ posts! Have fun!!
Tagged by: @junhee-s thanks so much for tagging me becci!! i love that we both are team callin, more people need to appreciate that iconic bop ✨) tagging @jaehyukkies @jun-hee @wabisaba
thanks for creating this @byeonqkwan - so much fun!!! 
1. Introduce yourself. You choose how much and how little!
hey there it’s mare! i am a chaotic mulistan who ults a.c.e and loves them a very healthy totally normal amount. i like to make gifs and consume a lot of content. 
2. How and when did you become a CHOICE?
pretty recently, actually! right around when goblin came out. I think goblin came up on one of the spotify kpop playlists, and i loved it so i checked out the music video and loved it even more. then i clicked on the mv for under cover and well, the rest is history. 
3. What is your favourite part of being a CHOICE?
honestly everything, i just really love being apart of such a kind and fun fandom and getting to support a.c.e, who work super hard and deliver great music and content all the time. they’re really engaged with their fans and just care so much about a.c.e and choice. i love them so much okay!!!
4. What is your favourite A.C.E song? Do you prefer their title tracks or b-sides more?
Under cover holds a special place in my heart, but i really love all the title tracks as well as clover, slow dive, and baby tonight. a.c.e has never made a bad song, everything slaps. 
5. Who’s your bias? What do you like about them?
Donghun as we all know - I could really write an essay about why, but i’ll spare everyone. he’s just an absolute wonderful person who has gone through a lot to achieve his dreams and gives so much to us as fans and i think he deserves the whole world. plus he is SO talented and serves iconic looks at every turn. 
6. What is your favourite thing about A.C.E?
They have such a special bond that i think really sets them apart as a group. you can tell how much they care for and respect each other. they just work so well as a group and i really think it’s an important part of what makes them so special.  
7. Which concept has been your favourite? What kind of concept do you want them to try?
everything they’ve done has been very cool, but i really loved the concept of goblin and the aesthetic. i’m really excited for siren though, what we’ve seen has looked so cool!! but i would love to see them do a ot5 take me higher 2.0 - something bright and fun! 
8. Which A.C.E friendship is your favourite? Which one do you want to see more of?
honestly every pairing is really special i think  but some that i love to see together are sehyoon and byeongkwan, donghun and jun, and donghun and yuchan. especially donghun and yuchan - their oldest/maknae relationship is really special and you can tell how much they love and value each other. 
9. If you could tell A.C.E one thing, what would you tell them?
that we as a fandom see everything they’ve been doing for us and appreciate them so much!! and that i love their music and think they are so talented and wonderful. honestly though if i ever met them i might just cry. 
10. Which A.C.E member would die first in a horror movie?
so honestly i think yuchan would either die first or somehow miraculously be the last one alive without really doing anything to stay like, if that makes sense. but yea i could also absolutely see junhee dying first. 
11. Leave a small message for your fellow CHOICE!
you all rock and i can’t wait to cry collectively over this comeback 💫
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junquisite · 3 years
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Literature Department 3
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WORD COUNT : 1.4K
GENRE : Fluff
WARNING : There are handwritten Love letters involved - might give heartache
PARTS : 1  2  3  4
NOTE : I tried my best with the letters, i hope they have a slight old-ish vibe to them but please know they are set in the modern world so..
It took her three days to get to the next letter because of Junhee being sick. Moving to a big city, he had no one but her to look for him so she spent the past three days helping him recover. It was fun too since she had not much interest in her course but the guilt of missing the letters made her leave a sleeping Junhee at home the fourth day with a sticky note saying 'will be back in an hour.'
She rushed to the library and after the warning that it's closing soon, she almost ran to the regular book rack to find three letters waiting for her. And with a giddy feeling, she opened them.
 Dear K.Y.,
First of, I apologize for what you had to go through Because of your parents indifference towards your interests (and talents if I may say so myself, these letters proving my point) but If I could, I won't change a thing because who knew if we could have ever found solace in each others presence had you been in the same department. Maybe it’s all for the best? At Least we found each other.
Secondly, I hope you don't develop a too big crush on Professor Han. It hurts me to see you talk about another man like that.
But not more than seeing you with another one.
I know I said romanticism would take a long fair time but my heart didn't pay it no head and all It wanted was to steal a glimpse.
And I'm a man, but weak in front of my heart and so I gave in.
i saw you today. I don't know if it was the way you described yourself that gave you away or the information you gave was the clue. Whatever it was, it wasn't hard finding about you while not being a student.
But it was certainly flattering to see you smiling and writing the response to my letter then being engrossed in a book.
Kim Yoona-ssi, since I already know you now and you were kind enough to tell me your age and description as I asked, I would answer anything you ask of me.
But something tells me you want to keep it a mystery, and if that's true, I shall respect your decision and thank you for it and hope it wasn't because of your disinterest in me.
But I promise I shall not make you wait for years and I don't know if my arms are competent enough to provide you peace but all I hope is that they'll make you feel safe.
And if I may be so bold so as to say, a kiss you shall receive if that's what my lady wants.
Yours,
K.S.
P.S. - I turned 25 this year.
Dear Kim Yoona-ssi,
I was surprised to not see a letter but then again I didn't see you today so that might explain it. I hope whatever kept you away today won't do so again and you can spare a few minutes for me.
I shall confess my heart has attached itself to you, unknowingly to me, and it craves any attention from you whether they be your letters or your leaving silhouette.
All I hope is that your heart may be so open to Atleast consider me as someone.
With that thought in mind, maybe I can be so bold as to ask whether you already have someone in your heart or can I try to woo you?
With this note and a hope that I'll find one from your tomorrow, I end this letter.
Yours,
K.S.
 Dear Yoona-ssi,
I don't know till when shall I refer to you formally but my chivalry doesn't allow me to be informal to you yet.
Again I came here to find my own two letters but my companion told me not to lose hope, to wait a few more days considering you just might be busy.
So wait I shall.
For how long? Who knows. I waited 7 months before. 
But for you I can even wait 7 years.
Yours,
K.S.
P.S. - is it too soon to want to meet you?
 She felt her face was red when she was done reading the letters. There was so much she wanted to say and ask, staring from how he knew her? Who was he? But more importantly, ask herself, did she really want to know who he is?
"Oh? Kim Yoona-ssi?" She heard and turned around to see Professor Han.
"It's time to close." He said simply and she felt dread creeping up. She can't leave the stranger without any letter again!
"Professor can I just have 15 mins? Please?" She asked and he raised an eyebrow at her.
"Why?" 
She debated whether to say the truth or not but decided to go with it.
"I sort of kind of have a pen pal thing going on and I wasn't here for three days and the other person is already worried about me! I swear I won't take more then 15 mins!"
He sighed and signalled her to go in and she thanked him again and quickly pulled out her pen and paper.
20 Minutes later Seungwoo came back to see her packing up and she thanked him again before rushing out. He ran a hand through his hair and wondered how would Seungsik react when he'll find out that the one day he chose not to come to the library could have been the day he might have managed to talk to her.
Seungwoo picked out the letter from between the books and kept it in his pocket. A while later when he opened the door to his room, he saw Seungsik reading a book who looked up at him to say, "You're late. What took you so long?" 
He picked out the letter from his pocket and put it on the table in front of him.
"She was about to write this. She asked me for 15 Minutes. I let her because I have been on the receiving end of your constant worry and assumptions about her for the past 3 days. I was tired."
Seungsik had already tuned him out in between his lecture. He was upset that he missed a chance to see her but was equally eager to read the letter.
 Dear K.S.,
This might be rushed since I just asked Professor Han for 15 Minutes and he actually agreed? I legit can't understand why students are scared of him. I'm pretty sure he's a soft puppy in real life. Don't tell him I said that since you're not a student and everything. You're not that old though so maybe a professor? Would this even work out?
Oh god sorry! 
I got..nervous there for a second and assumed things.
Don't worry I don't have a crush on Professor Han. Or anyone at the moment. But it sounds like someone is possessive and possibly jealous over seeing me with someone. It was probably Junhee, he's my childhood friend.
He was really sick, that's why I wasn't able to come for the past three days. But your worry is very charming.
The way you make things sound so enticing makes my heart flutter, I won't lie. And your arms I shall demand when I see you, and so will a kiss be demanded too and that I shall receive.
I won't say I don't want to know you per se. But can I just say I am scared? Not of you but how you will feel once you meet me as a person and not someone fancying you through paper and ink, what if i’m not what you expected?
Yes, fancying.
Maybe I am.
And I am not disinterested. I am curious.
Are you a professor? What was your first novel you ever read? What made you choose literature? When was the last time you dated someone? 
What did your heart say when you saw me?
Was I pretty?
My heart is too open to you that it might as well just beg you to claim me. And it doesn't even care now that I might be being too forward.
So please, I beg of you, woo me.
Informally I hope you'll call me from now on and especially when you'll meet me. As much as I love your chivalry, I would much prefer sweet nothings from you.
And I promise I won't make you wait for 7 years. 
Yours,
Kim Yoona
P.S. - Even I want to meet. So shall we? 
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star-lemonade · 3 years
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The Festival (1/3)
A.C.E Junhee x Reader
Cw: fluff, cross dressing
Rating: T (Series R)
Word count: 3.2 k
Junhee was one of the most attractive people you knew. He was good looking, yes, but that was not the main source of his attractiveness. Somehow he always left you with the impression that he cared about people and put others before himself. You never told anyone but it would be nice to have someone care about you. Taking care of him for a change would be nice too. He seemed like he could use someone being there for him. You sometimes spoke in the company kitchen, but you never met outside of work. Maybe, one day, you would ask him out. Maybe.
That day your business trip took you out to a city you had not been to before. It was only a few hours away by car but you never had a reason to come here. The conference would last for three days, Wednesday to Friday. On the first evening there were some unofficial meetings, but soon the parties moved from the hotel to the city. A historical festival was taking place in the city center. The crowd was a mixture of people wearing modern clothing and hanboks. A lot of the vendors were also dressed in historical clothing. The streets were illuminated by lamps that looked like lanterns with open fire at first glance. The moving orange and yellow bands gave the illusion of flames. Foods from the different booths filled the streets with mouthwatering smells.
You noticed that you had lost the rest of the conference people while exploring the festival. Your stomach began to rumble. It was time to eat something. The selection was a bit overwhelming so you entered the nearest food stand that had some tables. Even here the historical feel was present. The low tables stood on elevated platforms with the guests sitting on cushions on the platforms. You sat down at the only free table. The waitress wore a beautiful hanbok, but the stress of working at a festival was written in the lines of her young face.
You ordered something to drink and to eat. Your drink arrived fast and you were thankful for it. You were starving but the drink filled your stomach at least temporarily.
Your eyes followed that waitress as she served food to another table. Two women in hanboks sat there. They looked like they were related, maybe they were sisters? One wore blue, the other green.
When the waitress approached them, you could see the face of the sister in green in front view. She looked familiar, but you did not know from where you knew her. You looked away so as to not get caught staring. Your food came and the mystery woman was forgotten. Your basic needs had to be satisfied. It tasted better than it probably was. Junhee. Junhee! That was who the woman looked like. The thought came so suddenly you almost dropped your spoon. He had sisters, that much you knew but did they live here? It’s probably a coincidence.
You finished your meal and decided to move on. The air in the plastic tent was too thick and hot to have a clear thought.
You left the restaurant wondering if it was just your brain seeing Junhee everywhere. Yes that must be it. Lately he had been on your mind a lot. He was a bit clumsy, but there was something charming about that too. Oh man, I have a crush on Junhee, don’t I?
You heard your name from behind you. The woman in the green stood behind you.
“Can we talk?”
Without saying a word you walked away from the crowds of the festival. You felt the tension of the other person and did not dare to speak up. Around a corner a dark patch came into view. The banks of the river were emptier than the streets with its booths. You stopped at one of the benches overlooking the river.
“I guess I should explain.”
Junhee‘s voice was softer than usual. You were sure now that it was him(?).
“You don’t have to. It’s none of my business.”
Junhee seemed to think otherwise. He(?) pressed his(?) lips into a thin line, but did not say anything. Whatever question came to your mind, seemed inappropriate to ask, but the silence began to weigh you.
“That’s a nice hanbok. It looks good on you.”
It was true and Junhee smiled a little.
“Thank you.”
He(?) looked down at the gravel path that spanned the river bank down to the small pedestrian bridge.
“I like being a man.”
He paused, thinking. You did not dare to say anything. This was a very private moment and even sitting on this bench, so close to Junhee felt almost too intimate. He did not have to tell you anything. Junhee nodded more to himself.
“But going out like this. It feels good.”
You touched his arm.
“You really don’t have to explain yourself.”
“I should.”
He insisted.
“Why? If it makes you uncomfortable? Don’t worry I will not tell anyone.”
“Because ..”
He looked away. The river gurgled and a couple strolled by, talking about something. Junhee stood up. His fist clutching the fabric of the hanbok.
“Let’s meet again tomorrow.”
You simply nodded and Junhee took off into the night.
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You returned to the hotel tired and worried. The way Junhee had fled earlier did not leave your mind. You typed “Are you okay?” into your phone. I don’t want to bother him. The cursor whipped the message off the screen.
After a restless night your phone woke you up at 6:30 am the next morning. You had rolled from one side to the other but the unfamiliar bed had made it hard to sleep. Now It was time to meet some old business men. The shower helped to wake you up properly and the breakfast buffet in the hotel’s dining room looked better than expected. You filled your plate with everything that appealed to you in that moment and sat down at an empty table for two. None of the other conference goers were to be seen, so you could enjoy your meal. Your phone lay screen down on the table. How is Junhee doing? You picked it up and looked at the messaging app. Would it be good to text him?
“I hope I didn’t offend you yesterday. I’m sorry, if I did.”
It wasn’t the best thing one could say but needed to say it. You could not stand the thought of Junhee being hurt.
“I hope you are okay.”
Of course he did not reply right away. It was still early morning and he was probably sleeping. The next time you had a chance to look at your phone was during the “coffee and networking” break at 9:30 am.
“You didn’t. I’m okay. Let’s meet today. I have time around noon.”
It was not exactly the right thing to do but you excused yourself after the last talk of the morning session and left. The dinner would be more important, it would be okay if you missed the lunch buffet.
Junhee looked fantastic. He wore a brown leather jacket and his dark hair looked freshly cut. You were not sure which version of him looked more attractive, the one with the fake lashes or the one with the leather jacket.
The restaurant was empty. It was a bit too early for most people to eat. You basically had the place to yourselves. You chewed on your lip.
“I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable yesterday.”
It was literally the last thing you expected to hear. His shoulders were slumped. It made him look smaller than he actually was.
“You didn’t make me uncomfortable!”
Maybe it came out a bit too fast because Junhee did not look convinced. You wanted to say how much you liked him but how would that look? He may take that as just a thing you said to get out of this situation or worse. What if he thought you only said you liked him, now that you had seen him cross dressing. Was it okay that you had liked it so much?
“Really, it’s all good. It is all good between us right?”
Your tone got more uncertain towards the end. You did not have that much of a relationship with him yet, but you could not stand the thought of him avoiding you.
“You don’t find that weird?” He licked his lips. “That I like to wear women’s clothes?”
His shoulders were tense. What you were about to say next would determine how this thing would go.
“No. You are an amazing person no matter what you decide to wear.”
A blush crept onto his face.
A waitress appeared. You had completely forgotten that this was a restaurant. It had felt like it was only you and him.
When the waitress left with your order, Junhee leaned towards you.
“Can I ask you something?”
Something in his tone made you perk up. Usually this question preceded a not so usual question.
“Only if I can ask you something too.”
He nodded.
“Do you… hm .. is it possible that you.. like me?”
Your mind went blank. He looked at you from the other side of the table. The little beauty mark on his cheek was something that was easy to look at. Did he mean like as in like like? Your next answer could be game changing, for better or for worse.
“Yes, I like you a lot.”
Now you could just cross your fingers and hope that being honest was the right course of action. You did not want to look at him in fear that he would reject you.
The waitress was back with your drinks and it gave both of you a bit of time. Junhee’s whole face was red and it was cute.
“What question did you wanted to ask me?”
So he was just not going to address this? Okay. Okay. You felt your face burn but also did not have the courage to ask him how he felt about you.
“Did your ex know about you cross dressing? Does anyone know?”
It clearly was not the question he had expected, you could tell by the pause that followed. He looked at his drink.
“My ex knew but she didn’t like it much. She didn’t give me a hard time because either. It just wasn’t something we talked about much. My sisters know of course. My parents were a bit worried in the beginning, they are a little old fashioned.”
You nodded. Junhee had broken up with his then girlfriend a few months ago, as far as you had heard. You were not sure why you had asked that question.
“Do you want to go to the festival tonight with me? Like a girls night out?”
It kind of slipped your lips and you prayed he would not take it the wrong way. His brows shot up and looked down at his drink.
“Yes, I would love that.”
A breath you did not know you were holding released.
Your food came and the conversation shifted. You talk about the conference that you had not seen much of yet. There still hung this question between you. You had said you liked him but he had not said anything to address your confession.
He decided to accompany you back to the hotel and you secretly loved that. You walk side by side. The last few days had been a bit cold, but today the sun gave its best to make it seem like it was still summer. Your hands brushed and Junhee caught your hand. He slid his fingers between yours and just like that you held hands. You could not stop a big, stupid smile from break on your face. The streets were not familiar but Junhee seemed to know where you were going.
“This is not your home town, is it?”
“No but my sister lives here. I come to visit often.”
It felt nice to walk with him like this. Your steps had synchronized without you thinking about it. The hotel was not far now, you began to recognize the houses.
“You probably look very good in a dress.”
You could not look at him and your face burnt. Hopefully he did not take it the wrong way.
“You like it?”
The tone was neutral and you could not tell if he approved or not.
“Yes but you look good either way.”
Junhee stopped and you looked at him. A moment later you found yourself in a tight hug, pressed against Junhee’s upper body. You could feel his breath on your neck and tried to protect what little dignity you had left by not melting into his arms. It failed.
“Thank you.”
The words tickled your skin and Junhee pressed a kiss to your cheek as he pulled back. Your brain must have short circuited being in your crushes arms and your face being so close to his. You kissed him. It was more a short peck, really. You did not have time to apologize for your forwardness. Junhee was a good kisser. The way his lips moved against yours made your heart flutter. It ended too soon.
“I have to go.”
Your tone said ‘and I don’t want to’. Junhee nodded but his hands still held you close. How nice would it be to just stay like this?
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Technically there would be a dinner with the conference people that evening but the temptation to just skip it altogether was very big. Spending more time with your maybe, soon boyfriend was more appealing than spending the evening listening to the old men. They would only repeat the same stories they told at the afternoon networking session and the morning session. You texted Junhee but he insisted you stayed at least for a bit. His argument of ‘he would take some time to get ready anyways’ seemed like a plot to make you work. Reluctantly you joined one of the tables. You knew some of the men on this table. They were that type that would leave and find a seat at another table soon. Exactly what you wanted. They just had to see you were there, so no one could complain. You doubted that any of them really cared but there was a chance your supervisor would hear about you not being at the dinner through the grapevine.
The dinner was a buffet and you were first in line for food. You did not even remember afterwards what you had, because Junhee texted you with two outfits and asked which one you liked more. One was a grey skirt with a black shirt and a white scarf, the other outfits was a dress. Both would look fantastic, you were sure of that but there just was something about the first outfit that made you send ‘I love the first one’.
After an hour a window of opportunity opened and you left for your room. You changed into something more casual and left the hotel. Junhee would be waiting at the river. A thought struck you. Did he use another name when he was cross dressing?
You arrived at the river and turned right like the evening before. Junhee sat on the same bench, waiting.
“Good evening.”
It was a bit stiff but Junhee smiled at your greeting anyways. You hugged and when he pulled back you used the chance to ask about his name.
“Junhee is also a woman’s name. So just continue to call me that.”
You strolled through the narrow streets arm in arm with Junhee. Even before today you had been comfortable talking to him but now all inhibitions had disappeared. You two giggled and smiled the whole way to the other side of town. Some older people gave you stern looks but it did not phase you. Junhee was in an extraordinarily good mood. You suspected that his secret had weighed heavier on him than he had let on.
Junhee suggested going to his favorite restaurant in town and you agreed.
The place was away from the festival but not too far away. The waiter showed you to a table in a corner.
“At day time you can see the garden, from here it’s really beautiful!”
‘Really beautiful’ was also the person opposite you. The long wig hid Junhee’s sharp jawline and made his face a bit softer. The dark blouse hid his muscular arms and the fake lashes made his eyes shine.
You felt awkward not eating anything so you ordered something small to eat along with the drinks. Junhee devoured his food and when he caught you staring, an embarrassed smile appeared on his face.
“I didn’t have dinner yet.”
The light blush on his face was very cute and you found yourself smiling like an idiot.
Junhee finished the food and got ready for a toast. You raised your glass too and Junhee said: “To us!”
“To us!”
It was not your first glass so it seemed a bit silly but you smiled brightly anyways. The restaurant was full and the noise made it harder to hear. You moved your chair next to Junhee. In your head that had seemed very casual but in reality it was intimate. You were sitting in a corner now with the wall on one side and gorgeous Junhee on the other. The fake lashes really were the worst. Your heart fluttered and you looked away, face bruning.
Junhee took your hand and interlaced your fingers. The thin rings he wore looked good on him.
“Junhee?” You chewed on your lip. It seemed stupid to ask but you really did not want to there to be any misunderstandings.
“Hmm?”
“Is this a date?”
You met his eyes and he smiled, but it was paired with a nervous laugh.
“Would that be bad?”
Junhee furrowed his brows. You panicked thinking he may take that as you not wanting it to be a date.
“Oh. No! no. I just.. wasn’t sure... “
Say something.
“You know.. We kissed and I thought..”
You stopped at the look on Junhee‘s face. You were so close, it would have been easy to lean in a bit more and press your lips against his lips. His hand tightened and his fingers pressed into the back of your hand.
“It is a date.”
The lipstick had the perfect color, You almost could not tell that Junhee was wearing lipstick. Now, so up close you could see the little imperfections in the outline of his lips. You remembered how they felt on your lip and swallowed, your throat suddenly dry.
“Not here.”
The words broke the trance you had been in and you leaned back. He was right, the small town people may not be very happy with two women kissing, and even less so if they happened to notice that Junhee did not exactly fit their definition of 'woman’.
You held Junhee’s hand until your drinks were empty. It was pretty late and you still had to attend the conference tomorrow. Even Though you wanted to spend more time with Junhee, you had to go. The waiter came and Junhee lifted his handbag to look for his purse.
“I’m buying. It’s okay.”
Junhee let the small black handbag sink and smiled.
Arm in arm you walked back to the hotel. The night air cleared your head a bit but the giddy happiness remained.
Thanks for reading :)) see you in the next part.
A/n: this one was kinda tricky. Korean doesn't really have pronouns and especially no 'he' or 'she'. That's the main reason it doesn't get discussed in this fic. In gendered languages like english however it matters how you address people. Please respect people's pronouns.
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