#i want to be the muse just for once
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The inexplicable urge to burst into tears at 3pm cause you like someone.
#the urge#the voices#inexplicable#i hate longing#yearning#always the artist never the muse#i want to be the muse just for once#im just a girl#the feminine urge
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It’s hard to escape self doubt
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#turtle art tag#once again reiterating that I keep forgetting color exists#anyway this was fun! very quick drawing so plz ignore mistakes 😭#just wanted to mess around with colors and as always leo gets to be my muse#but yeah I like to think that Leo’s at his most real all alone#leo: I’m nothing without my brothers#also leo: *purposefully goes off on his own a lot*#I love him because by god does he contain a myriad of contradictions#he toes the line between selfish and selfless like it’s a dance
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"The Exhibit of Eorzea's Warrior of Light"
#i love these kinds of AUs and thought I'd finally try my hand at it#SHB is obviously my favourite because who doesn't want to run into the stranger who has once been them but also separate somehow#and not know about it of course... but you feel it. something is just a little strange.#the muse#Lia edits#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv ew#endwalker#midlander#gposers
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craters.
a comic about a love story between two girls who only have each other, and take a chance on it.
Buy “Soliloquy Down To Three”, an anthology of blood stained sapphic comics (including this one) here.
#cw: implications of suicide#comic#lesbian#sapphic#lgbt#original art#this is the last sapphic comic i have in my tank#for this anthology i mean#lord knows ill draw comics of women being in love until the day i die#but this closes out the set i planned for soliloquy down to three#and i couldnt be prouder#this came out exactly the way i wanted it to and im very happy about it#i dearly hope at least one of you felt a pang of emotion reading that last line#it was definitely a personal goal to make at least one tearjerker out of all of these#i love these two girls#their names are painter and muse#personally i think they jump and escape without a scratch#and then they live out the rest of their lives together peacefully#but thats just me#once again thank you for your support#and of course#thank you for reading#stillindigo art
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I think what I don't like about the Makoto cameo is that he incidentally and accidentally saves Kyoko's life through his luck.
He trips her and they both fall and Kyoko subsequently does not get her head smashed in by a shot put that Sakura has thrown like a baseball.
Because I know Makoto is being set up as the person who takes over Yui's spot in Kyoko's life. Who gets her to trust people again and emotions and etc.
So we have Makoto immediately saving Kyoko just like Yui literally just died saving Kyoko.
Except that Makoto. doesn't have a choice here. He does in THH, and he canonically makes that choice, and that parallel is important, that Makoto unintentionally sacrifices himself for Kyoko.
But that's the thing - both of these are unintentional.
In his cameo, Makoto saves Kyoko by accident.
In THH, Makoto intentionally saves Kyoko, but he's not aware that will put his own head on the executioner's block.
Yui walked directly into putting her life on the line for Kyoko full-stop, constantly, not looking back, until she died doing it.
That's not the same.
And the closest parallel we get to it isn't Makoto for Kyoko, it's Kyoko in DR3 saying that if she has to choose between herself and Makoto, she will choose keeping Makoto alive. Full-stop. And then sacrifices herself in that pursuit.
(She gets better because she found an antidote for poison, but she had no certainty that would work or that anyone would even notice she wasn't really dead. Bless Mikan, actually, because none of the others noticed. Kyoko out here literally teaching Makoto how to investigate, and boy has learned NOTHING.)
And this is not, like, anti-Naegiri or anything like that. Clearly, canon sees the appeal here.
But Makoto is not the Yui parallel that canon wants him to be as entirely as it wants him to be.
Kyoko is.
#musings#bandit liveblogs danganronpa#danganronpa#kyoko kirigiri#makoto naegi#yui samidare#kyoko learned from yui#and makoto reminded her of it#like makoto and yui have parallel character functions for kyoko#to an extent#but if you want a game character parallel to yui?#it's probably actually kaede#kaede 'i will protect everyone and sacrifice myself to try and take down the mastermind#and then sacrifice myself again to make sure everyone knows i was just trying to save everyone' akamatsu#who is voiced (in the dub anyway) by none other than kyoko kirigiri#a n y w a y#this is what happens when i finish a thing#y'all get a lot of meta at once#maybe you'll get a proper yui-kaede meta when i finish drv3 huh
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sometimes I just want to shut my brain and think about absolutely nothing
#no sleeping does not count#because even while sleeping my brain keeps playing whackass dreams#i just want to feel peace for once#like no thots in my head kinda peace#but oh well#musings#thoughts#midnight rambles#midnight musings#midnight thoughts#miya's envelopes#mine
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Currently thinking about how for nearly all Dreamling meetings, Hob's always the one watching Dream leave him.
In 1389, he watches Dream walk away from their table. In 1489, he again watches Dream leave while saying that he never told Hob his name. In 1589, he bitterly watches Dream leave with Shakespeare. We don't see the end of the 1689 meeting, but there's a pattern here, so. In the 1789 meeting, Hob again watches Dream leave and he literally never looks away from him- the scene ends with Hob still watching Dream leave after their confrontation with Constantine, he never turns his head from him. And then of course the 1889 meeting, which again...ENDS WITH HOB CHASING AFTER DREAM AND WATCHING HIM LEAVE IN THE RAIN
friends I am having thoughts
#The angst potential of Hob being so used to the one that's left behind#Always watching His Stranger leave#Which#Hob's happy to watch Dream walk anywhere if u know what I mean#But he's always the one being left in that pub for the next 100 years#Someone know what I'm trying to say I can't get to my point#I don't even think there's a point it's just a recurring detail I noticed#And the last shot of the 1789 meeting got me because it literally ends with Hob STILL watching Dream leave#Despite him walking in the opposite direction his head was STILL turned to watch Dream#the sandman#dream of the endless#hob gadling#dreamling#sandman#And it's not that I think hob wants to be the one that leaves Dream for once#It's just that by 1889 we can clearly see that Hob is evaluating their relationship and wanting more from it#Wanting to put clear terms down and see where they stand and he's OBVIOUSLY been musing a lot on their interactions#I just think it would add to how lost he might feel about where they stand with eachother when he's always being left alone
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World building for my Sabo Royal AU story because it's easier than writing angst, and my household is dealing with The Sick™ -
but here, have a little snippet because I made a joke and I wanted to share that XD
Some kingdoms didn’t have the capacity to maintain their roadways, and some kingdoms let them rot unless they were paths commonly traveled by nobility or the Empire. Oftentimes the maintenance of such farm roads and trade routes fell to the people who needed them the most.
Between Merchant maintained and Farmer maintained, you found you preferred the latter over the former. Merchants would often opt to set up informal checkpoints, and while the fees could be manageable, sometimes the enforcers were not. Farmer maintained roads were often of better quality, since farmers would simply walk their livestock over the roads.
Repeatedly.
This made for remarkably smooth and wide roadways. The only downside being that these paths often reeked. But the stench manure tended to be less headache than dealing with those who were full of it.
#I do not have a title name for this yet#but I want to add it to my rotation once Jan is over#and since it's all world-building rn it's just the easiest thing for me to write too#20 years of D&D - world building is fairly easy.#quin muses#one piece royal AU
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Rewatching Hercules and...hm.
It's definitely GOOD, I love the art style and all, but...maybe it's just because of this Disney Era, but I can see the Decline. It's very, very, very Paint-By-Numbers. From the colors to the script to the songs to the pacing to the tone.
It's impressive by a lot of standards, but it's definitely one of the weakest of the 90s era.
Danny DeVito's here now, though, so it's definitely taken an upswing.
#I think it feels like a movie that knows where it WANTS to go#and I think once it gets there it's strong#but GOSH this opening half hour is carried by the Muses#even my begrudging admission of James Woods's talent is picking up on ust how much he's kinda phoning it in#the days of young herc are just...so very Disney#it's not until they break out to the monster fights and the training and the MEG that the movie actually finds itself#but when he's doing his whole Disney Princess thing at the start it's kinda eh#contrast with Frozen and Tangled which have much much MUCH stronger opening acts#hercules
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"YOUR SKIN IS SO: SOFT..."
Hello again Jared dftm community.
Am I the first person to draw Jared x Y/N art? Maybe. Probably...... But I offer you it anyways. Because I have horrible self-control.
I want him to explode.
Bonus vers with my S/I under the cut hehe
I'm deranged
#self-ship#dftm#don't feed the muse#muse arg#jared warrenheim#happy meat farms#once again I love the design by @just-some-normal-jessica#Lord forgive me I've fallen for a redditor/discord mod#He's so gross I want to explode him with my mind#heart emoji#This one goes out to all the Jared truthers out there#this place is not happy
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actually the worst writer feeling is not writer's block or no inspiration or just an exhaustion that you can't write through, it's when you have that itch to write but inspiration is juuuust out of reach like i can keep brushing my fingers against the corner of my next idea but i can't quite grab it
#sami rambles#i hate this so much#what happened to the me who was writing six different things at once in april i want her back#and yes i know i just finished writing 65k in 11 days but honestly that au wrote itself i was possessed by the pathetic spirit of beneddie#and elke's wonderful muse spirit#but idk its not even that i dont have ideas. i have five ideas i absolutely LOVE#but nothing is happening with those and i keep getting these little flickers of inspiration where i can see the rough shadow#of my next fav idea but the shadow skitters away whenever i shine a light on it#it's so irritating
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Ah, right, another thing that hit me this episode is just the parallels between Kyouka, Dazai, and Yosano. I'm sure this has been said before but hear me out...
With Kyouka and Yosano, it the way they grew to resent and hate their abilities and their own selves for what their abilities did to the people they loved or wanted to save, even though Kyouka's ability definitely was death-coded and Yosano's was life-coded. I mean, firstly, they found hope in the ADA which is just....*clenches fists* and secondly, it also tells me how the actual message of their stories isn't really "hey, this is only good for insert death/life" like they thought but more that it's what you do with that ability and how you see yourself and how maybe nothing and no one is really coded as evil or perhaps even if it is that doesn't mean it cannot be redeemed and just -
And with Dazai and Yosano, it's just the way they witnessed someone they loved die that finally broke them in their own ways. For Dazai it was Odasaku dying because the latter was grief-and-revenge stricken because of what the PM and Gide did. For Yosano it was how her soldier died because he was too traumatised by the war and what Mori did. Something about Oda and the soldier's deaths being from the way they saw life becoming cheapened, meaning that they saw their own lives as not really worth living...and how that managed to break something in Dazai and Yosano and propel them to get out of their situations....
Also. Just. Yosano and Kyouka finally saw the value in their lives and grew in a wonderfully positive direction. Dazai, you're doing AMAZING but you're still suicidal and so stupid...
#that last part was half a joke#anyway rip for those two older dudes saving mori's wards by literally dying#also its very funny to me that yosano bombed the place or tried to and dazai bombed chuuya's car#anyway once again i want to see mori break#but yeah obviously there are more parallels that many others have mentioned but this is what struck me the most#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd musings#character analysis#bsd s4 spoilers#bsd spoilers#bsd season 4#bsd yosano#bsd kyouka#bsd dazai#they are all just SOOOOO#spitting nonsense#okay that should be enough nonsense for the week XD
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hi i've noticed how incredibly difficult it is to write threads with people so i think the best approach might be to stick to one thread per person and go from there instead of juggling like 20 asks that are all single instances. if you want to thread with me please give this a like and i will slink over for discussion !
#* ✦ 𝐈. ❮ ooc ❯ ⸻ ❝#i was talking to the besties about this issue i face with falling short in character dynamic developments#because my approach so far has literally just been answering asks and prompts which is great but that takes away from the development#i do discuss in dms which does give substance but it would be amazing if i could stick to a thread with more than 4 notes for once#i might make a spreadsheet to help keep track since i like to sprinkle my responses to different people so everyone gets a fair share#but yes i am going to move away from prompts unless i feel like i can juggle some extra replies since i want to flesh out interactions#also by one person i mean like since i have multiple muses it would be great if you could pick one and just stay with that pls#until i get a break from my busy work life anyway#thank you for understanding !
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the hollow nonviolence but nevertheless heavily palpable longing and empty vastness of daisuke's heart. post
#*･ﾟ⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT.#full sincerity i do not mean this in an edgy oooh my cute moeblob's darkness(tm) his hidden evil side way#because this is dark's loneliness too. this is dark's wanting TOO#but dark's is daisuke's is dark's is daisuke's and they're both#the epitome of leroux's erik's description + christine's waved away loneliness too#a heart that could hold the entire empire of the world but has to content itself with a cellar#a child who's never taken seriously or properly respected despite his stubborn independent streak#or even the canon quote itself- it's enormous but empty. completely vacant. dark. there's nothing but a black pillar (themselves)#and 'nothing to satisfy someone-' i knoooow dai looks the way he does but oh my gooooodh -drags my hands down my face-#he's restless he's restless it's not blood guts violence edgy that his emptiness brings him#it's the heart of a thief someone who STEALS which is also why i abstain from too much hunger metaphor#because they DON'T want to devour they don't want to chew and swallow they want to KEEP!!!#they want to shelter and house and have something anything someone anyone they want to take care of it#BUT THE CURSE!!!!#what they do eat of is their own sin and fall; the apple. the fairy tale candy. the fairy table feast. the pomegranate#and once daisuke starts there's NOTHING left for him except to become the devil even if he's the innocent cherub!!#HE CAN'T RESIST THOSE TEMPTATIONS he can't resist the demands of his desires compassionate or not!!!#anyways i got sidetracked but i just think muses who ever see daisuke's heart#is it gentle? yes. is it warm? no. but it's a chill that makes a shared fireplace or someone's touch and blood warmer#it's lonely it's heavy it's grandiose and noble there are rooms waiting for you to walk in and spread light#candlelight starlight azumano's mock-gaslit lanterns!!!#everybody looks up 2 a rebel but nobody knows how isolating it is not just for dark as sb who decided to betray#and was therefore cast out alone left to bear enormous immense burdens all by himself ostracized and wounded#but for daisuke too caught in the shadow of dark's wings#u kno? ok. thats all
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I hope we get a chance to try one of the desserts heretjeb like sorbet one sounded really yummy. I think Theseus would be the type to always get a nice dessert at the end of a date but also he runs the bill sooooooooo super high. Thankfully he's a gentleman (and his family is upper middle class) and so he pays 🙏🏾
#📜 muse's voice#👑 the once and future king (theseus)#Ough....... I really really wanted to try that curry 😭 even tho I understand why we didn't get any#Maybe I can ask if we can get some curry tomorrow. Or I'll just get it for myself
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honestly my happy ending for Lucy (said as someone who only finished fallout 3 and her lone wanderer died) is that they get to reclaim their 3 vaults and use their resources while leaving the doors open, and she keeps going on quests until she retires and has a bunch of animals, the marriage she wanted, and friends who keep visiting her, after they truly started unraveling what is left of Vault Tec, and you can pry that from my cold dead hands
#also I want for Lucy to every now and then go on her own sidemissions and you vaguely see her walk by in increasingly crazy#outfits or it turns out that some super mutant fell in love with her and also she had a casino in new vegas named after her or something#just Lucy doing her own weird things and then meeting with her recurring companions at a bar that another friend owns#(can we PLEASE use the fact that has clearly a black widow training with the fighting and the freaking gymnastics that means#she can basically combat and flip in air and also is a sniper? can we please address that. she has the muscle memory but hasn't fully#connected her 'hobbies' to situations in which she fighs for her life but once she does and she trains more? she'll use dart guns anyway.#BUT STILL. she CAN do it)#about lucy;#show: fallout#lucy thread;#muse: lucy
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