something thats been in my head for a long time abt vulnerability and comfort and echoes of the past

Wait, did Mike sleep in Will’s room in Lenora?

dr. dayurno, what are your thoughts on Kevin being called with nicknames and/or petnames?

10/10 would blush and be bewildered! i just think kevin isn't used to many kinds of affection and petnames are one of them. i have to say the loss of 'kevi' was almost unbearable to our troops and did great damage to our morale. it was a tough fight and we gave it our best but unfortunately they still took kevi from us. perhaps in another world we would've been better. sometimes the only pay off of having any faith is when it's tested again and again. every day.

but yeah he would find it weird at first but he would enjoy it. the problem i think is that it's hard coming up with a kevin ship that would actually Use petnames. we know now that andrew gave him kevi so that's one even if andrew would never use an actual petname, jeremy i can see it, jean... as much as we love our french endearments probably not. neil we might as well count on him calling kevin a slur instead. so really it's a battle between blondes. wouldn't i like to see how that turns out!

Things have been really bad for me lately and I've been rationing food and skipping meals for weeks and hiding it from my mom so she doesn't worry and it's triggering my eating disorder🤦🏻‍♀️ so poor it sets off my anorexia smdh

Hello! There was a great post, quite a while ago, with pics of David Collings standing in doorways in various films - was it yours? I can't find it now.

Ha, yes, it was me! It was one of the first posts I ever made on tumblr - there were two of them, I think. Unfortunately, it was not one I recovered after my accidental deletion of my original lost-spook tumblr.

But, yes - it was mine, and I'm sorry I can't produce it for you. Maybe someone else still has one or both of them lurking about in the back of their blog?

Thoughts about Echoes of Oblivion: I consider Eight to be cosmically insignificant. That he's just a blip in the giant lifeform that is the Force. It doesn't make him any less important than the next character, but he's not some grand savior or even anything next to say, the Hero of Tython. He doesn't even show up on Force radars half the time. This obviously clashes with a major portion of KOTFE/ET and after that keeps trying to make you somebody, but he is literally nobody. The fact that he matters so much to someone like Jadus who is a gigantic presence and galaxy-shaker delights the hell out of me, but it only makes him special to their relationship, not the rest of the world.

To that end, I think not even Arcann would remember him. Senya would still be angry; she deserves to be and they both made and accepted their choice with him as their murderer. He holds nothing against her if she wants him to suffer for the rest of his life. Given the tweaking of his role as Outlander however, I'm unsure of whether Arcann would hold the same grudge. He might, given this nobody killed his entire family-- but Eight barely spoke, and I think Arcann's vitriol is much more directed at an Outlander who... has a presence at all. Eight might have appeared as just an unknown soldier to him. But I suppose even he needed someone to hate, if he could never reach his father. It's hard for me to imagine him doing so for Eight however, as he did promise he'd defeat him in his stead.

Oddly enough, this time Vaylin had no objections compared to a LS playthrough which is very sad given she must have just wanted to be free of her life of pain and misery, so it made me sigh in relief a little. She deserved a bit of catharsis. It's ironic that the path most would assume would heal her made her more overcome with rage. As mentioned before, it's strange how she and Eight sometimes would silently see eye to eye like that. Maybe that's just how those mired in endless violence are.

I also don't think they needed him to be there for this one given a huge chunk of the vital Force-users there were like uh.... we hate this guy for killing us. Made it really awkward.

It's nice to think of Eight as one of those nameless phantoms in the back who show up just to get a good hit in for Valkorion though, and while I don't think he couldn't do such a thing, he's more of the whimsical surprise character who shows up mysteriously out of nowhere to wreak havoc while simultaneously being helpful and acting on his own agenda (Jadus sends his regards!).

It still got me though when Valkorion pulled him to the side alone and asked him if he really did kill his entire family without being controlled-- I was very curious about the point of lying about it, which I imagine would've been good for RP purposes, but Eight would never shirk the responsibility or the weight of his decisions-- his kills. Valkorion laughed and said he must have enjoyed it if he was so steadfast in his conviction, but Eight would never. Not that him or his family could understand, as they've only known emotions that lead to murder their entire lives. The curse of being empaths, I suppose.

Though I had to pick the apology button to Senya, he wouldn't do that either. He didn't do it then. He couldn't do it now, and she knew it was too late for feelings (it always is. at some point you give up on justifications. you accept this as who you are) and so she brushed past him saying his time would come, and Arcann saying he would suffer eventually.

Ironically, he'd never turn that on them had their situations been reversed. Not that the game had any neutral options for this expac, haha.

He probably wished he got to stay outside Satele's head with Theron. There's something symbolic about him finding the loneliest, coldest vistas of Valkorion's barren mind filled with darkness as comforting, like it's the only place in the galaxy where he could ever be. KOTFE/ET... really made it apparent how other people became his hell, when all they could see was a tool for their victory and a bloody knife to blame.

He was oddly happy when Valkorion didn't remember him. He was grateful. Thank the stars. I should wish to be forgotten.

Then the arc tied off with a cheeky nod waking up to the same Lana with a stim like the PC does first leaving carbonite, but it was more bittersweet than anything to once again jet off...somewhere with her knowing Eight's history with the one he deferred to this entire expac. He tiredly went "I don't care," when she asked him where to go next, just the two of them in a shuttle again. No further words were exchanged and we don't know where she picked, but that summarizes their relationship pretty well: being dragged off not even half-awake by Lana without asking lol. He's still her agent even now, huh?

...Though given the garbage fire and lots of dead people that resulted because of their disastrous power dynamic, I could very clearly hear the frantic holocall from Theron ringing 30 minutes later asking where the kriff she's taking him and to put him back right now.

saw some post epilogue extras spoilers. i hate being right.

Ahgogihgiahgahgahgahgjuhbagjhagijahiga

a couple of the nurses are friendly and will say gm and even remember my name major shoutout to them . but most kf the nurses literally will not look at housekeepers in the hallway and will get annoyed when we are just doinh our jobs like. Do you want us to just let the residents rooms get dirty. can you fuck off

(🗣)

*Leaves you a singular rock with googly eyes before phasing through the wall w/ your stolen socks*

-👻

...I love rocks! I will name him Rocko and now he's my best friend. Enjoy the socks, I suppose?

Okay minor spoilers for both hyrule warriors games!

I'm only not super surprised because the same thing happened in the original hyrule warriors but -

Why the

F U D G E

would I do that

Ancient Aliens may be my guitly pleasure, but sometimes, it gets too stupid to watch.

https://youtu.be/IkJ0rHFAayw

😳😏

*saunters over*

no electricity for a few hours, hopefully it comes back soon enough for the frozen and refrigerated food to not spoil 😭

me, a textbook agoraphobe: no, i’m not agoraphobic, my anxiety isn’t that bad, i just avoid leaving the house and being in uncomfortable situations where i can’t leave and might be humiliated!

Why does it hurt so bad to care about people?