#i started this on saturday the 20th and finished it today on the 22nd
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for @smutteedreams, who requested some Yamato smut for their own pleasure! I struggled a little with this and in turn it is all over the place I think, I do hope it is still alright the way it is. This is also for @revefantastique because she didn't request something herself and deserves some yams love.
Yamato x Reader
Explicit Smut, Minors DNI, vaginal sex, vaginal fingering, oral sex
2116 words.
Yamato really was a patient person, he could spend hours sitting at one wooden desk when he was trying to shape it, carve it, according to what he wanted. He could draw up detailed battle planes if he wanted, studying them for hours to make sure they worked exactly how he wanted them to work. He could wait without a complaint for you to get ready when you two were going out, watching you change outfits over and over again without a care in the world. Patience as a superpower, a gift that you wished you possessed.
But at the same time, when he wasn’t patient, when his superpower was stretched thin, he could snap. Once he did so he could be angry, rough, his hands ripping and scratching as if they belonged to an entirely different person. You liked the sweet, patient version of Yamato, you’d fallen for him like this in the first place. But sometimes, on special occasions, when you felt a special taste for it, you tried to bait out the other said of him. Make a tiger out of a housecat.
One time, when he has just returned from a three week mission that left you lonely and missing him, you decide to try to break him again once he is back. It is, in your mind, only fair, since he’s been gone so long. Obviously that is mainly Lord Sixth’s fault, who likes to send his best operative on long, important diplomatic missions, all of which are over your paygrade, but still, you need to let your pent up desires out on someone and that someone is your boyfriend.
You kiss him innocently once he is coming through the door, letting your hands fall to his sturdy jacket vest and opening it up for him. “Did your travels go well?” He talks about where he was, while you are busy undressing the outer layer for him, carefully making sure to touch over the point in his pants several times that you know his cock is under. Innocently enough, of course, just a tease.
Food is served on the table and you don’t cross your legs next to him, watching as his eyes fall between them to see your underwear, or the lack of them, beneath them. He gulps and it is not food related. You point out dirt on his pants and wipe it off, you bend over to pick something up right next to him, bearing your ass in his sight. Air pushes out of his nose and you know you’re doing something right.
“It’s hot today, isn’t it?” You say and touch over your shirt. “I think I should take a shower already, even if it is not bedtime yet.” His eyes are glued to you as you take your shirt off and show that you wear no bra underneath and despite it all, despite the desire gleaming in his eyes and the movement in his pants, he lets you go to the bathroom. You shower longer than necessary, leaving the door open just enough that he can hear your movements, to let his imagination run wild. When you get out he is there right next to the door and you know he’s been watching.
You press a kiss to his jaw, your hands on his shoulders, then you let them fall down over his upper body and “accidentally” touch his cock again - it is hard beneath his pants. When you look up he stares at you, eyes glaring as if there are no thoughts in his mind. You know he is close and you have to stop yourself from grinning. “Is everything alright?” you ask and try to look as innocently as you possibly can.
“Are you doing that on purpose?” he grumbles, teeth pressed tight together.
“Do what on purpose?” You blink at him over-dramatically.
His patience is stretched thin now, you know you’ve worked him up enough, almost at least. Just a little more. You throw your head back as if you don’t know what he is alluring to and then stretch your body so that your towel slips down just a little, exposing the upper part of your breast in the process. “I’m kind of tired, you too?”
“No.” His voice sounds far away, rough, angry even. And then he snaps.
Before you can say anything else you can feel the branches wrap up your legs and around your arms. Mokuton caging you in like a prey animal. You look up at him and see that his eyes are on fire, ready to eat you any second now. You try not to feel too smug about having gotten him exactly where you wanted him.
“Mokuton?” you ask and try to look confused, but he just makes a loud “shh” sound and a second later a vine runs into your mouth to shut you up permanently. You can feel the spit run down the side of your mouth, you can feel your arousal between your legs.
He moves you backwards, your towel is removed without him lifting an arm. He knows his abilities well enough to not blink when he plays you like a puppet. You gasp when you hit the couch behind you. The vines wrap themselves tighter around you, spreading your legs apart wide, tying your hands behind your back.
There is no room for you to move, no way for you to speak, all you can do is watch him walk over to you, lose his shirt on the way and tower over you. He’s so beautiful when he is confident, you would tell him if you could. You struggle a little against your confinement when he leans down to take a closer look at you. “I hope this is what you wanted” he growls and sounds like he is threatening you.
You can’t do much but grunt and pull at your restraints, as he slowly begins to love-bite your neck and shoulders, leaving little marks behind that he moves over with his tongue right after he is done. You whine at the feeling, desperate for more of it. In turn he lets vines run over and around your boobs, pinching the nipples in between them, all the while his hands are busy scratching your backs from your neck to your asscheeks.
Yamato has been rough with you before, you teased him after all to get him to this place, but he has never used his wood style before to punish you for it. You see the light in his eyes each time he sees the branches move over you, and recognise that he too is incredibly excited to try this out.
“What am I going to do next?”, he asks himself out loud, theatrically touching his cheek with his pointer finger. He looks at you as if he is waiting for a reply that you obviously can’t give him, then he smiles: “Oh, no offers? Well I guess then it is up to me.”
It almost seems too devoted when he drops to his knees between your legs, head diving down to kiss the length of your body, taking good care to especially appreciate the rounds you yourself can’t ever appreciate. You whine as loud as you can. Under normal circumstances you would beg him at this point to kiss further down where you’re already wet and waiting for him, but you can’t talk so it comes out as nothing but a pathetic sigh.
His eyebrow crooks up and he hesitates for a moment, letting you seep in your own desperation, listening to your desperate squealing for a moment longer, before finally making his tongue of good use between your legs. Your eyes flutter shut the moment he touches you, when his wetness mixes with yours and a half moan half whine leaves your mouth.
There is just something about the times Yamato is forceful, when he stands his ground to get what he wants. You don’t mind leading, you don’t mind when he is soft and careful and caring, it is the reason you’ve fallen in love with him in the first place. But on rare occasions like this, when the confidence he is so good at hiding comes out in full force, it is just something else.
That Yamato can touch every inch of your body without actually taking his mouth away from your lips, that he feels every movement of your through the wood and can intensify the stimulation at will, makes your head spin. The only thing you can still do is move your body closer into him, let his tongue access you easier. Your skin feels hot where he has you wrapped up.
You push your eyes open as the branch in your mouth pulls back, giving you the chance to breathe freely again. “Yamato..” you sigh as the first thing. His head is lifted up, kissing his way back up your tied up body to your lips. You lap at him when he is close enough, thirsty for the way his lips taste on yours. You moan into his mouth when his tongue is there to keep yours company, forcing you to follow his rhythm.
At the same time he pushes fingers inside of you, curling them to make you jerk at the touch. He is not gentle this time, not like he usually is and when his two fingers become three you let out a scream that he drowns out with his mouth. The overstimulation is overwhelming, you can barely open your eyes to look at him, everything is hot and spenning. He breathes against your lips. “So?” He says it as if to challenge you to come for him.
You bite him as you do, pulsing around his fingers as he continues stimulating you. Yamato watches you with wide eyes, even wider eyes than usual, and drinks your ecstatic face in. He pushes forward, you can see that he enjoys every one of your little squirms and movements. “Please..” you whine and then again. “Please… please..” That is too much for him.
Without a warning he pulls his fingers away and pulls himself up. His eyes are burning hot and you, still half in your orgasm, feel as if they are burning you up. “You’ve teased me enough”, he growls again as if that was what you were doing just now and pulls his pants down. His cock is beneath his joggers hard and impatient. He doesn’t have to look to find the condom package that you have stored away nearby, he’s gotten it out many times. A vine delivers it to him as if he is a god of nature.
A moment later he pushes into you, hard and far, from the very beginning. You let out a scream and the harshness, but when he stops to look at you, you give him a ever so small nod of approval. His first thrust hurt, yes, but it hurt in the exact right way. God of nature or not, Yamato would never hurt you on purpose, you know that.
He sighs with relief when he feels you all the way around him and then starts pushing, deep thrusts that fill you up completely. He is slow at first, enjoying each movement and driving you wild in the process. Surely, he must know what he is doing to you, you think and plead with him again to speed up. A light crosses his eyes.
“As you wish.” His voice is far away again now, as if he isn’t himself. He increases his pace, first steadily and then from one second to the next thrusts hard and fast into you, pulling your hips steadily into his body. You want to cry, pulling against the vines tying your hands together. You want to scratch him and kiss him and tell him he is wonderful, even now - especially now- but all you can do is throw praises at him, as he pushes himself towards his own end. His eyes are open and on you, only you and all of you, as if the fact that you are at his mercy is like a dream to him. He finishes with a roar, head falling back into his neck in relief.
“You’re so great,” you sigh, breaths still heavy in your chest as he collapses over you in exhaustion. His wood retreats into his body and you wrap your arms around his sweaty back. “I missed you so much, you know? I missed you so much. I just wanted you close.”
Yamato laughs into your shoulder and then lifts his head: “So you did do it on purpose, huh?”
#fanfiction things#nisi turns 30#yamato tenzo#yamato x reader#tenzo x reader#this is... number twenty it hink#i started this on saturday the 20th and finished it today on the 22nd#mostly because like.. idk smut doesnt go of my fingers anymore#maybe i just suck#either way#3 left now
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Eclipsed in Paris (Miraculous x Reader) Pt 7
10:13:27 am, Saturday, April 20th, Paris, France
Two days have passed since the introduction of Rogue to the French public, and in two days speculation has already arisen as to who is behind the mask. Alya's Ladyblog has imploded with new information, and super "villain" attacks appear to be a daily occurrence.
It's strange calling them villains. Yes, they are acting out with the powers given to them by moth-man, but their abilities are affected by negative emotions. If they are no longer sad or angry, jealous even, then their powers should theoretically disappear with the feelings.
Anyways, with a new superhero on the loose, Paris has started to question if Rogue is with their normal dynamic duo or simply offered a helping hand to deal with Prime Queen. Chloe's been doing better since the whole subway train gum scenario. Her jacket may never recover, nor will her pores, but mentally she seems unscarred by the experience. However, I can feel something bubbling just below the surface. She's going to act out soon, I can feel it; someone unfortunately will be hurt in some capacity because of her actions. Moving on, however...
So far, I've fought a ratings-obsessed reporter and an ice cream man-monster thing alongside Ladybug as well as Chat Noir. She's yet to ask about Bazoo and the Bat Miraculous, but I know she's curious. Chat's asked twice now. The first time was right after Prime Queen was defeated and I got out of it because he had little time left in his hero form. The second time, was when Andre the "sweethearts" ice cream maker was de-akumatized.
~ Flashback ~
"So, now that we have more time, mind telling me where you got your miraculous little bat?", Chat Noir inquired while trapping me in a corner. He clearly wasn't giving up this time and Ladybug had already run off to wherever she needed to be. "Only if you tell me how you got your's kitten" I replied in a teasing tone, leaning forward into the small gap between us, as my voice became lower. That apparently got him a bit hot under the collar because he began sputtering nonsense, his face glowing with the rosy flush before he turned around quickly, thus releasing me from the corner, leaving the building we were standing on, and heading off to likely detransform just out of sight to head home. Silly kitten can play the flirting game, but can't seem to take it when someone starts flirting back. Or at least, I think it was him flirting. He reminds me of what having a little brother would be like. Embarrassing them for the fun of it, so none of the "flirting" meant anything to me. Besides, he's a superhero with a secret identity he can't reveal to anyone. How would dating even work?
~ End of Flashback ~
I enjoy being a superhero, at least I think I do. It's almost cathartic. With everything going on, only having one song finished for the album and needing eleven more, the makeup launch in a few weeks, modeling for Agreste fashions soon, designing my own clothing line inspired by Paris, and auditions for movie roles in two months; which got added to my plate in the phone call I missed during the Prime Queen debacle, there is virtually no time to be a superhero, but when I'm Rogue, it's freeing. I'm a different person, like my personality when I'm Y/N Bougeouis is eclipsed by Rogue and when I detransform, Rogue is eclipsed by the idol personality. Rogue is idle when Y/N is in control and Y/N is idle when Rogue is present. No side is completely myself, and both have true aspects of my personality, but neither is one singularity.
12:56:12 pm, Monday, April 22nd, Paris, France
Going to school was getting old. Yes, it was exciting at first but the lustrous shine has faded. Now, I'd give anything to be back at the hotel or at work instead of in class, but I guess today isn't so bad. Marinette's dad is teaching the class today. Apparently, the baker who I met while exploring is her father so that actually explains a lot.
"I'll let you in on a little secret. I always add cream to the chocolate to make the ganache extra velvety. Then I let infuse for one minute." Marinette's father said while demonstrating his actions. I stood off to the side next to Kim and Max, while Chloe and Sabrina stood near the back. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see Chloe becoming agitated which is never a good sign. Then she opened up her mouth, " Urgh! Do they seriously think I'm going to get my hands dirty, cooking like some maid? If I want a croissant, I'd just make my butler get it for me." came her entitled decree to Sabrina. She really needs to be hit upside the head sometimes. The sweet, pink girl; I think her name's Rose gave Chloe a gentle reminder that Mr. Dupain-Chang wasn't making croissants and that may have pushed her over the edge I think. Maybe I'll listen in slightly while focusing my attention back on Mr. Dupain-Chang when he said, "It's all done with a flick of the wrist. But you mustn't go too fast or you might splash yourself!" That's when Chloe's real entitlement showed through as she made the comment, " And soil my Chenal pants? Who's he kidding?" Jeez Chloe, if you're going to act entitled at least pronounce the brand name correctly...
M. Dupain-Chang had just said, "Look at this lovely emulsion." when I heard dial tones just behind me and saw Chloe dialing someone on her phone. This isn't going to end well, whatever it is that she's doing. Then, Marinette was sent out of the room with the mixture to take it to the kitchen to chill for a while, and as she left I noticed Chloe's smirk getting wider. Almost cheshire like. Mr. Dupain-Chang in the meantime began showing us how to whip egg whites, until the fire alarm went off... Chloe, what did you do this time?
Mrs. Bustier was the first to speak, giving direction as she said, "Quietly, students. Single file line, please. Just keep moving." Chloe lead the group out of the classroom, high and mighty with her head held high. I'm afraid she doesn't realize how heavy the head that wears the crown is though.
Mr. Damocles had just finished claiming it was a false alarm saying, "So, some smart aleck had the bright idea of calling the fire department." which lead to a gasp from several students. "Somebody amongst us thought it would be funny to waste the fire captain's valuable time," he said while ignoring the protesting of the fire captain, " Hold on! I want the guilty party to apologize to you." What is Chloe's angle with this? Marinette and Alya were speaking off to the side, likely about Chloe if I could assume when Chloe's own hand went in the air.
"Mr. Damocles, sir?" she asked in a pseudo-innocent voice. Ah, shit here we go. In a saccharinely-sweet voice, Chloe said, " I saw a student leaving the classroom right before the alarm went off. It must have been her." So that's what she's doing. Apparently, Mr. Damocles bought it because he immediately said, " Really? Who was it?"
Her voice turning accusatory in nature, she called out, " Let's see if she'll come clean. What do you say, Marinette Dupain-Cheng?" causing another round of gasps to go throughout the room. A grimace came across my face as I made eye contact with Chloe which caused her smile to drop for a moment before it shifted to an indignant expression. Accidentally making eye contact with Adrien while tuning out Mr. Damocles, it appears the same thought crossed our minds, and Adrien spoke out.
"Urgh, wait. Excuse me, sir!" he called out as Marinette appeared to pant. "It couldn't possibly be Marinette. Why would she disrupt her own father's cooking class?" he reasoned. Alya joined in with, " And I know for a fact that Marinette didn't even have her phone on her when she went out of the classroom." trying to further prove Marinette's innocence. Once again, the fire captain tried to leave but after hearing the claims of secondary parties, Mr. Damocles stopped him from leaving by saying "Just one more second. We're very close to discovering the truth." Jeez, this is going to be a long day.
I tuned out for a while until Kim nudged me bringing me back into the mess in front of us. I could hear my cousin just finished saying, "What?! I'm not so sure my father will react kindly to me or my cousin being punished without any proof!" pulling out her phone in a threatening manner. She just dragged me into this, didn't she? Apparently, it got to Mr. Damocles because he immediately soothed her with an "Oh, no! Please, don't disrupt the busy mayor." before clearing his throat and saying, "The whole school is punished except for the Miss Bourgeois's!" which sent a flurry of whispers through the crowd and Chloe walked over to me saying, "That's more like it."
The rest of the school began their unfair punishment. Where's the justice in punishing everyone for one person's actions? So, I was working to help clean as well much to Chloe's displeasure. Chloe was lounging around, rudely speaking to other students when they got close to her with their cleaning supplies. Apparently, Adrien finally got angry because he walked up to her, only to be smothered in a hug by Chloe who greeted him with a " Adrikins!"Now, Adrien and I are not close by any means, but I'm always impressed by how he manages to get the truth out of her one way or another. Once again listening in, I caught her saying to him, "Of course, it was me who called the fire department. So what?" Now I'm angry. God forbid she actually takes responsibility and cares about someone other than herself. Adrien scolded her saying, " And it doesn't bother you that everyone's being punished because of you?"
You can see no cogs turning in her head. Her venom spread as she replied with a, "No. Why would it? They all seem to enjoy getting dirty making cookies. How's it any different than getting dirty, cleaning floors? They should be thanking me if anything." Yes, we should all bow and thank the gracious Chloe who screwed us all into cleaning the entire school because she misused the number for a fire captain by having the fire alarm pulled for her. Disappointment radiated off of Adrien as I walked up to the two's conversation, as Adrien looked her dead in the eyes and asked, " Chloé, how long have you and I been friends?" Where's he going with this? Chloe pouted her lips slightly replying with a, " Since we were adorable little tots, Adrikins."
He sighed which she didn't seem to pick up on before telling her, "Well, I'm sorry Chloé, but I can't be friends with someone who treats other people like this. You've gotta be nice to people!" Okay, that's a little harsh, even with her actions. She's a bit emotionally stunted.
"N-Nice?" she responded clearly stunned and taking in his words. "N/N? Does he really expect me to?" she asked me. Adrien replied before I could saying, " Yes, nice. It's not that hard." before skulking off to Nino. "He's not the only one Chlo. I can't share or be on good terms with you until you show me you can be kind to other people." I said, before turning myself away from her, going to join Alix, Kim, and Max where they were cleaning to help out, leaving my cousin alone to process the words Adrien and I had said.
4:25:33 pm, Monday, April 22nd, Paris, France
The ride home was quiet, and albeit very awkward between Chloe and I. Sabrina had been told not to come over today and Chloe appeared on the brink of tears. She stormed off to her room and the butler Armand (Jean according to Chloe), went off to check on her. It seems he cheers her up often according to the other staff within the hotel. I returned to my room to change into different clothing, lounge clothing consisting of black yoga pants, a wine-colored hoodie, and white socks, no shoes for now. I opened my sketchbook and began working on clothing designs for the newest Serpentine line that's supposed to come out when my phone began buzzing. It's Dante's new number. I quickly shut my phone off without picking it up. Maybe one day he'll get the hint that I just don't want to know him. Yes, at one point there may have been affection, but there was no love.
Love... There's that word again.
Perhaps, this new line needs to be inspired by the allusions of love. Agape, eros, phileo, and storge. For Dante, I don't feel any of these currently, but for Chloe, I feel phileo. My hand began moving on the page before I knew it. Sketching out a dress, I shade it in a white-gold color, adding honeycomb patterns to the skirt in a slightly-yellow gold color. The top remained a solid white-gold with a semi-thick black line embellishing the waist, that had a small honey bee embroidered into it with gold thread. The design took two hours to fully flesh out, with accessories and all but when it was finished, it felt like Chloe. Chloe as a dress. One design down, however many are left to go, but this is where this design should go.
When I finally looked up from my design I realized I could hear music. Thumping music. I turned my phone on to see an invitation to a party being thrown by Chloe. Why is she throwing a party?
I changed quickly into an outfit that was a black blouse, my miraculous, white pants, and wine-colored boots. Making my way to the party, I noticed even Marinette and Alya had been invited. Now that's surprising. What was even more surprising was seeing Chloe and Marinette exchange cheek kisses as though they were friends at the prompting of Armand as well as... a yellow teddy bear? Wait... Is that Mr. Cuddly? Chloe's bear from when we were children? Anyways, it appears before I came down here she made up with Adrien which is good. When she noticed my presence she came over and offered me her cheek. Instead of kissing it, I pulled her into an unexpected hug. "We don't kiss cheeks in America Chlo, but I'm proud of you," I whispered to her before pulling back. She smiled softly before heading back to where Armand was likely for more advice. So, I joined the party, dancing with friends until Nino put on a slow dance song.
Chloe didn't look so happy being asked to dance by Kim, but she excepted anyways with a look at the yellow teddy. Somewhere inside, I felt a pang straight to my heart seeing Kim hold her close. Maybe it's because I've never had friends before... That must be it.
I joined up with a guy with blue hair whom I never met before, neither of us speaking a word but reaching an understanding that we wanted to dance with one another. He's cute, I guess. Actions are often louder than words, but personality is more important than looks. A bad personality can make the most handsome of boys ugly to one who once thought him attractive. Glancing at Chloe, I noticed her pulling away from Kim to storm over to Adrien and Marinette. My body language must have shown my concern because the boy I was dancing with pulled away, and sent me a soft smile, before gesturing for me to go after my cousin. "Thank you" I whispered to him before moving my way through the crowd.
Armand cut in when Chloe was protesting the Marinette-Adrien dance, saying " If I re-say, Mademoiselle, or to..." only to be interrupted by Chloe telling him to move, before exposing Mr. Cuddly to the entire school. Mortification passed over Chloe's face as Armand's squeakily voiced the bear saying, "Oh, please, Chloé, dear! You've been such a good little girl! Mr. Cuddly is so very proud..." Oh shit... Chloe tried to hide the bear from view, but then Kim began to tease her, " Is that your teddy bear, Chloé?" he inquired. Oh no, Kim... Why did you have to say that? I punched him in the arm after he finished speaking gaining a questioning look from him, only for him to be met with my eyes burning into his with my own personal disappointment directed at him. His eyes darkened at my look but it was too late. An uproar of laughter came from the entire party, embarrassing Chloe and then enraging her. She dragged him off into the kitchen, but the doors don't keep out the sound of her firing him.
Chloe snapped, " I've had it with your stupid teddy bear, your stupid advice, and you, Jean, whatever your stupid name is!" she spits with venom dripping off every word. Armand was devastated, trying to reason with her saying, "But, Mademoiselle, I was only trying to help." Chloe was seeing red because her next statement finalized his status, "There's no more Mademoiselle, no more help, no more anything! You are FIRED! Now get out!" she screamed before exiting the kitchen back to the party.
When Chloe returned to her party, that's when it got weird. Sabrina almost assaulted her with a hairbrush, she ran to hide behind Kim, and a teddy bear? Why was a teddy bear clinging to Sabrina's leg? Watching the bear, I saw it attach itself to Kim after he said rather "valiantly", "If you touch one hair on Chloé's head, you'll have to answer to me." Then, a glazed-over look appeared in Kim's eyes and his sudden strange body language tipped me off about an akumatized victim. Sabrina had a dazed look just before I slipped away to transform into Rogue just outside the kitchen window.
"Bazoo! Spread my wings!" I exclaimed feeling the leather take over the usual cotton of my clothing. I re-entered the party through the same window, surveying the scene, and saw Ladybug using her yoyo to toss my cousin into a ball pit. Has that always been there? Never mind, not important. What's important is the teddy bear.
As she spits out a ball out of her mouth, Chloe in her infinite stupidity asked, "About time, what took you so long?" to which she got no response. Turning my attention to Chat and Ladybug, it was time for "battle". Chat tripped up Kim with his baton sending the inebriated boy into the ball pit and the teddy went flying.
"That's a very slippery dance floor" Chat snickered to himself after the jock went flying. I retaliated lightly with a coy, "Or perhaps there were some mischievous interventions..." Ladybug had just managed to laso Despair Bear with her yoyo and yelled out to the frantic crowd, "Move aside. All of you!" before being tackled to the ground by the leather-clad cat man due to a chair suddenly flying through the air almost hitting her. That was a bit overkill but c'est la vie, when in Rome do as the Romans do. Turning in the direction of where the chair came from, I noticed Max had been the one to throw it. Is this bear seriously going to just mind-control my friends and Chloe's minions? I hope not...
A disembodied voice came from Max, "How about a little game..." before the voice of our dear akumatized villain shined through saying, "Of flying chairs." with an audible sneer in his tone of voice. It's clear where the akuma is so my powers are kinda useless.
Ladybug tied her yo-yo around Max's leg, only as soon as she did, Despair Bear left his leg. Despair Bear clung onto Alya next and the newest victim of the mind-controlling bear was forced to attack. She approached Ladybug and tries to attack her but I had managed to lock my arms around her and slammed her across the room, damage be damned. Hopefully, the magic ladybugs help with internal damage. Despair Bear was flung off by the force of the throw before claiming Ivan as his next victim, and Alya upon recovering from the toss was disoriented enough to ignore any lasting pain.
Just then, Chat Noir stopped Ivan from crushing the three of us with a coffee table. How strong is he if he can lift that coffee table? It's supposed to weigh almost 120 pounds. Wait where did the bear go?
A weird sensation came over my body as I realized Chat Noir had grabbed both Ladybug and my hands. "Uh, What are you doing?" she asked before realizing, "Uh, oh," I said as we both looked down to see the teddy bear wrapped around Chat's leg. "New plan?" I asked. "New plan," Ladybug replied. The butterfly symbol appeared in front of the teddy bear and when it finished listening to Hawkmoth, Despair Bear spoke, "Oh, pretty earrings and necklace" through Chat's body.
While Ladybug tried to reason with the controlled kitty cat, I tried to figure out a way out of his death grip. Hmm... If echo works to locate the akumatized object, the force from it should be able to send him back far enough even if I already know where it is. The problem is the floor to ceiling windows..."Everyone away from the windows," I cried out just before Chat in his daze said, "Cataclysm" I was about to us echo on my newfound friend when, Chloe stepped in to aid us? "Paws off, kitty!" she said as she sends his paws down into the couch, efficiently destroying it... This is a lot of property damage.
"Thanks Chloe," I said and Ladybug followed suit. Of course, however, Chloe being Chloe has to have the attention directed towards something she's done because she started bragging, and then complaining. You gotta love that girl sometimes.
"Hey, I was really nice, just then. Did you see? No?" Chloe exclaimed right before everyone else fainted out of shock. Was that from her actions or the fact that Ladybug and I were almost wiped out of existence? "You're all so lame. I bet Y/N wouldn't have fainted." Chloe said in an exasperated tone.
"Maybe you should use your lucky charm" I recommended to Ladybugbefore engaging Chat again with my boomerang which hit him in the head. "I think I might've just angered him more!" I yelled as Ladybug cried out for her "Lucky Charm". She got a fork. What are we supposed to do with a freaking fork?!?! "Rogue I need you to buy us some time!" she said, which I responded with a curt nod.
"ECHO" I screeched as the windows begun to shake before shattering letting glass fly everywhere and the controlled Chat Noir went flying back into the bar area from the power behind the scream. Still in control of Chat Noir, Despair Bear rubbed his head before uttering, "You little brats!" and forcing CHat t ochase us out and up the stairs to the rooftop.
"DO YOU HAVE A PLAN YET?!" I yelled behind me as I sent my boomerang to cut Chat off at the knees making him trip up the final stairs. "Okay, Rogue get Chloe on board with the plan." Ladybug directed. Jeez this isn't going to be easy.
Okay so it was pretty easy. Chloe was hiding behind an umbrella and was being attacked by the teddy bear still. She agreed pretty easily after Ladybug managed to attach the fork to Despair Bear. "Naughty, Naughty Ladybug and Rogue." he said as he forced the body of Chat Noir to fight Ladybug.
"Okay, Chloe so when she gives the signal, I need you to spin the umbrella so that the teddy unravels." I told her before joining the fight by once again sending the boomerang into Chat Noir's knees. Note to self apologize to him and his knee caps later. "Chloe, would you be so kind?" Ladybug said and Chloe immediately began spinning the umbrellacausing the body of the bear to unravel leaving nothing but the head and a tiny butler.
" Ladybug? Rogue? What are you doing?" Chat asked now completely free of Despair Bears arms. "Oh, nothing. Just saving your skin with the help of our new little sidekick." Ladybug replied before I made the comment, "Perhaps we'll replace you with her, kitten." which made him blanche before punching me lightly in the shoulder. "Why do my knees hurt so much?" he asked wincing at the pressure of standing. "I'll tell you later." I said quickly, flushing before turning to the tiny man.
A squeaking voice called out, "Give me your Miraculous! You haven't defeated me, yet!" iIght, Despair Bear still hasn't technically been defeated. "Watch your step Chat Noir" Ladybug said before I ended up picking him up bridal style and side stepping behind our villain to avoid Despair Bear's grip again. "This is humiliating..." Chat said while pouting at the position. "It's okay kitten, this is partially my fault anyways." I admitted before setting him down to which a confused expression came over his face, only to be replaced with one of determination.
" I've got this guy under control." Chat said as he picked up and effectively trapped Despair Bear in his hands as Ladybug broke the thread that the fork was attached to from the body of Mr. Cuddly and then deevilizing the butterfly setting everything back to normal.
Nudging Ladybug with my hip, I glanced over at Chloe. Ladybug apparently caught on to what I was indicating as we both moved to thank my dear cousin. "Thanks for helping us out there. That was really nice of you." Ladybug said to her. "Yeah, it really is a refreshing to have a helping hand." I added. " I know, wasn't it?" Chloe said with her chest puffed up with pride. This is gonna go to her head isn't it. Oh well...
Anyways, Chloe rehired her butler, us three miraculous holders had to run off to detransform, and Chloe had to make a phone call. I snuck back into my room to detransform through the window. To make sure no one would see I managed to get into the walk-in closet before Bazoo returned from the pendent extremely hungry. Heading down to the party area and back into the kitchen, I handed Bazoo several blackberries before realizing Chloe was up to something again. Only this time it required several booth like tables and Marinette's dad.
"Great job, kids. You've done some really good work." Mr. Dupain-Chang saidas he maneuvered around the room looking at everyone's macarons. I made lemon-lavender macarons with Kim and he seemed kinda more touchy during our prep time. Our hands kept brushing against each others while decorating, he put his hands over mine while mixing the batter, and he even wiped crumbs off my lips during our sampling time. I mean, I don't mind it but it was definitely a change since earlier today.
Dragging me off by our linked arms, Chloe and I ended up to the side of the group with Adrien.
"That was a great idea of inviting Marinette's dad!" Adrien commented. "He's right, and it was something that made up for not being able to finish the lesson at school." I added in while glancing down slightly at Chloe. She replied quickly saying, "I know. This way, no one can be mad at me for calling the fire department. I'm really nice now, did you notice, Adrikins? N/N? Even Ladybug said so! Didn't she, Jean-Pascal?" Ah yes, there's the Chloe I know.
"I'm proud of you, Chloé. I think you've proven that you're capable of making an effort to be nicer to everyone" Adrien told her. Here we are at full circle from this morning. "Aww, Adrikins! So we'll always be best friends, forever? Pinky swear?" she said with a glint in her eyes. Oh dear here we go. Adrien pinky swore with her before she left us behind while making judgemental comments about the other's macarons.
"She'll never change." Adrien said before turning to me. "No. No she won't, but she's capable of it when she decides she ready to, and we'lll just have to be there when she is." I replied leaning into his side beforemoving aside when I noticed Marinette. "Excuse me, Adrien" I said before walking off to find Kim, Alix, and Max. Watching from my corner I saw Adrien and Marinette interact. One day, they'll realize just how much they like each other, and I don't mean as "just a friend".
6:45 pm, Tuesday, April 23rd, Paris, France
Between superhero work, my aunt's intended image for me, my schoolwork, and idol work it's a wonder I haven't had a full-blown mental breakdown yet. I've gotten closer to Alix, Kim, and Max from school but they don't really understand idol work. Chloe seems to think it's the greatest thing on earth, but I'd like one day to myself. Anyways, I just finished up in the recording studio for the day and decided to take the stairs instead of the elevator. Honestly, the stairwell has amazing acoustics so sometimes afterward I'll sit in the stairwell doing whatever I want.
Today I decided to use the stairwell just for some fun. I was kinda hoping to scare someone because it can be creepy at night. One of my favorite things to do back in New York was to sit on my fire escape and do "siren calls".
While I was singing, I heard a second voice. A masculine voice joined me with these "calls". The voice although mostly smooth, had certain moments of roughness like he'd been singing for a while and his voice was becoming tired. The voice continued to entrance me until I realized I had been walking back up the steps, closer to the voice, closer to whoever he was.
Then the singing stopped.
The concrete walls of the stairwell seemed to dim, time was running out both in the day and to meet this gifted singer who joined my vocal runs. I heard a door click shut shortly after.
Rushing further up the stairs I ended up back in the studio. No one was around. So I left. Hopefully, I can meet him one day. Clearly, today isn't that day.
Walking up the street to where the limo was parked I was in my own little world, or at least I was. I hit something warm. Oh, I ran into someone is a better explanation I suppose. It was the blue-haired boy from Chloe's party! "I'm so sorry, I wasn't looking where I was going." I apologized to him. "Hmm... It's alright" he replied, silently giggling to himself. "I'm Y/N, I think we've met before." I said offering him my hand. "I'm Luka, we danced together at your cousin's party," he replied with a soft smile.
"Well, Luka. How much do you know about music?"
#adrien agreste#alix#chat noir#female reader#kim#luka couffaine#marinette dupain cheng#miraculous ladybug#x reader#miraculousladybugxreader#miraculous lb
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Wolvden Blog - November 19-25, 2023
Kind of a low-key week this time around. But this time I'm writing as the pack shrinkage is happening, so perhaps that will be more exciting.
Sunday, November 19th
Sasha's and Beach's pups finally weaned (I kept forgetting to top off Sasha's hunger, so they can finally gain protection now) and began their training.
Monday, November 20th
The Coigreach story continued! I went the scouting path with Lorcan and had a full day getting that done when that part was reached.
Tuesday, November 21st
Aksina, the Total Eclipse-eyed pup I got from the bear, grew to Adolescence.
Wednesday, November 22nd
The first day of Spring! The pack began to hunt the largest prey they could find, per their voting.
Marla's Legacy also started her heat, and despite what I said last weekend, I decided to breed her that day. It lines up so her pups will be born when Sasha's and Beach's become adolescents.
I also completely rearranged the hunting teams on this day so that I'm leveling who I want to be leveling.
Thursday, November 23rd
Frostbites and Helena's pups weaned and became trainable. The pack has their paws full with so many pups!
On this day, the Scouts finally finished uncovering the Rainforest, so the pack started its journey to the north to uncover the rest of the map. As of today we're almost there!
Saturday, November 25th
Today. The Coigreach shop fully opened, so I've given Sasha her Changeling makeover (as pictured on the bottom of the story post I made last week), but now it's time for the pack shrinkage.
There are 13 pack members over the safe amount, so RNG 0-13...
The number is 1! Somewhat of a relief, somewhat of a "okay, my pack is going to get even bigger."
Which pack takes the cut? The main pack again. I have double-checked and yes, it is indeed possible for the RNG to roll 2 with my criteria. It just doesn't want to.
Who is it? 13, which is... Gemm. One of Sasha's siblings and the Finisher on the "Leader's Pups" hunting team.
He left on good terms, deciding it was time for him to move out and form a pack of his own, not tied to whatever is going on with Sasha.
The remainder of the pack takes their vote on where to hunt next season: it's easy-to-catch (90%+ preferred) prey!
In addition, the pack noticed that Sasha came back a bit... different. They first voted on whether to exile her (I based this vote on their August event preference - Merged/Kinfolk = she stays; Independant = she is exiled; no preference = random vote).
The pack voted to allow her to stay with 56 votes to 17.
She pled her case, that she is basically still Sasha, with all her memories, identity, and preferences. Still, some of the pack were very against her staying leader. They voted again. (Vote still based on August preference, but this time Merged/Kinfolk strongly felt=she remains leader vs all Independant=she steps down. Merged/Kinfolk weakly felt is random, as is no August preference.)
The pack voted to allow her to remain Leader with 50 votes to 23.
Some of the pack are unhappy with this result, but they accept that they are outnumbered. The pack structure remains the same.
Next Week Preview
The pack will expand! New adults: 2 (non-royal). New adolescents: 11. New pups: ??? (two litters scheduled).
Summer will come on Tuesday.
Sasha will be able to pair bond again. Her mate will either be Moonglow or a wolf with a complete Coigreach makeover. Still deciding.
Coigreach will end with the month on Thursday, and the Gifting Mini-event will begin with December on Friday.
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Here to finally announce a full week of streaming that’ll start next week! Yes, you thought my Halloween streaming plans were ambitious?? Well, get a load of this!!
Ruby Kiwi’s Holiday Stream Week Extravaganza!
This’ll take place during the full of week of December 20th to December 26th!!
Click the link below to learn more about what I’ll be streaming!
*Note: Any series I started, including Super Mario Land 2, Final Fantasy VI, Super Mario RPG, or any later new series I haven’t started yet will be put on hold once this week starts. When it’s over, I’ll be going back to these series (the only exception being Omori, depending on if I can get my hands on that game and depending on how long it takes to finish)
Sunday, December 20th: I’ll be holding a special Picross + Art Holiday stream! Just like all of the other Picross + Art streams, but every request will get a special Christmas twist to them, plus you’ll be listening to my Christmas playlist instead!
Monday, December 21st: Sonic Winter Adventures, a winter-themed ROM Hack of Sonic the Hedgehog for the SEGA Genesis! Featuring original levels, bosses, and more!
Tuesday, December 22nd: Super Mario World: Christmas Edition, as the namesake, is a Christmas-themed ROM Hack of Super Mario World for the Super Nintendo!
Wednesday, December 23rd: Holiday Hex, an original Christmas-themed story/ROM Hack of Earthbound also for the Super Nintendo!
Thursday, December 24th, Christmas Eve: Christmas NiGHTS into Dreams... DLC/Add-on for NiGHTS into Dreams... with an original Christmas-themed level, boss, and soundtrack! Will either play the Steam port or the Saturn original (the Saturn original has more stuff included in it, but you’ll find out if I’ll play one version or both versions on the day it comes out)
Friday, December 25th, Christmas: No streams today! Enjoy Christmas-- if I ever were to hold a stream that day, it’ll either be a Discord stream on my own Discord server, or it’ll be a Discord stream held by one of my friends on their own servers. Besides that, no stream on Twitch that day!! Merry Christmas!
Saturday, December 26th: Omori, this indie JRPG that took 6 years of development. If it’s free, I’ll check it out. If it ain’t, then just expect a Klown Korner dedicated to my Christmas and a Roblox Christmas stream.
#rubys stream announcements#yep!!! here are my new plans for the entirety of next week!!!#i hope you'll all be able to make it for any of these streams!! thatd b really poggersauce!!#if not pls spread the word!! if u want#this'll be in the queue for this whole current week until sunday#update: ok so as it turns out i dont have the money for omori#so yea just expect a roblox christmas stream that day
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Grant and the Paper Shortage
Part 4 of Welcome to the 5061st
In which Grant needs paper and Liebgott needs something else. (And maybe Grant wants something else too)
Tags: @gottapenny @itisjustmethistime @indigosandviolets @scarecrowmax
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June 19th, 1015
Liebgott was pulling on his boots as Grant stood just a couple feet away tucking in his shirt. The supply room was empty save for the two of them. Hardly anyone else ever wandered to this particular supply room as it was filled with mechanical bits and pieces for the ambulances and other vehicles, which made it the perfect meeting spot.
Grant tugged his jacket back on his he finished filling Liebgott in on his upcoming date with the new nurse on Saturday.
"And she`s got legs for miles Lieb," Grant let out a low whistle.
"Fuck. I cant find my belt. Why the fuck did you have to throw it?" Liebgott was kicking around boxes, searching for his belt, and looking deeply annoyed.
"Calm down, alright? It`s here somewhere. And besides weren't you listening? The legs Lieb! You should see them!"
"The fuck do I care for?"
"What`s your problem?"
"Nothin'." Liebgott huffed as he finally found his belt and looped it back on.
Grant laughed, "Jesus, you're not jealous are you Lieb? Thought we were just having some fun."
"Fuck you. I`m not jealous of shit." Liebgott started to leave before swinging back around to face Grant and adding, "And if this is what you call fun, I feel sorry for nurse whats-her-face." With that, Liebgott stormed out leaving a stunned Grant alone in the dark supply room.
June 19th, 1400
Grant wasn't sure what Liebgott`s problem was but he didn't have time right now to figure it out. (Besides it was Liebgott. He`d get over it, whatever it was.) He had been meaning to write to his mother for weeks now and he had just received yet another letter from her. He knew he better respond soon or she would start assuming the worst.
Unfortunately, he couldn't find any paper.
He tore through the entirety of the tent he shared with Sisk, Talbert, and Babe. No paper.
Casting one more look around the ransacked tent, he turned and headed out the door. The company clerk was bound to have some paper.
June 19th, 1405
Grant walked in to the front office area of the 5061st`s HQ, prepared to barter Luz for some paper (he had a Hershey bar he had been saving for just such an occasion). He was not prepared for Liebgott to be there, perched on the desk, trading friendly jabs with Luz.
Liebgott gave him one helluva death glare as he walked in.
Grant ignored him and directed his attention towards Luz.
"Hey, let me get some paper. Just a piece or two," Grant held out his hand in anticipation of Luz`s cooperation.
"No."
"The hell do you mean, no?"
"I mean no. N - O. I`m out of paper. I`ve been going nuts writing in the damn margins of the announcement sheet!"
"Dammit." Grant sighed and glanced towards Liebgott, "Don`t suppose you have any paper?"
"Nope."
June 20th, 1500
Grant had failed to find any paper the day before and had failed so far today as well. Nobody had paper. He had checked with everyone, even Winters himself.
Still nothing. It seemed the entire damn Army was out of paper. Typical.
Grant rubbed his eyes and headed back towards his tent, stopping in his tracks when he looked up and saw Liebgott perched on a crate outside of the tent across from Grant`s. Writing. On a stack of papers.
Son of a bitch.
"I thought you didn't have any paper?!"
Liebgott didn't even look up, "I don`t have any paper for you."
"Jesus, Liebgott. What`s your problem?"
"Nothin'. Just havin' some fun. That`s what we do, right?"
Liebgott winked as he got up and walked away, purposely bumping Grant`s shoulder as he left.
June 20th, 1530
Grant sat on his bunk, stewing. He was upset about not having any paper sure, but he was suddenly even more upset that Liebgott`s attitude wasn't going to blow over quite as quickly as Grant thought it would.
Grant knew he shouldn't be as bothered as he was by that. It was just Liebgott. He would come around eventually.
So why was he so annoyed that it was taking so long?
June 21st, 1900
What did a man have to do around here to get some paper?!
Do they not make paper in all of Korea?
Was the Army turning its paper supply into food rations? (Actually, that would explain a lot about the food... )
June 21st, 1915
Babe Heffron was Grant`s new personal hero. Babe`s family had sent him a package with some paper in it for letter writing and Babe had been kind enough to share. Although, apparently, Babe`s kid sister thought that Babe needed "pretty" paper for letter writing and had decorated the edges of the pages with flowers. A lot of flowers. Not that Grant minded at this point, he was just grateful he could finally write to his mom. And hell, his mom would probably get a kick out of the "pretty paper".
And now that one problem was solved, he could finally concentrate on his other problem.
Liebgott.
June 22nd, 0600
Liebgott hadn't talked to him in days. Grant tried to pretend like it didn't bother him. But it did. A lot.
"Hey! Grant! Yoo-hoo! You still with us? Should I call a doc?"
Grant blinked and looked over at Talbert, "What?"
Talbert gave him an irritated sigh, "For the fiftieth time, do you want to prep carrots or corn for lunch today?"
"Doesn't matter, does it? They taste the same."
Talbert frowned at him and raised an eyebrow, "Is the happy couple still quarreling?"
"Jesus Christ, Tab, we aren`t a couple!"
"Uh-huh. If that`s what you tell yourself."
"We sleep with other people! All the time!"
Talbert grinned, "Maybe you do but I`ve never seen Lieb messing around with anyone but a very handsome, cranky as hell, head cook."
June 23rd, 0300
Grant spent the entire night tossing and turning, trying to puzzle out his own feelings towards a certain ambulance driver. He finally gave up on sleep, rolled out of bed, and begged Babe for another piece of paper.
This one was bordered by vibrant red and orange flowers.
He thought about it for a long time before finally deciding on what to write.
Lieb,
If you want to do more than just have fun, I think I do too.
- Grant
Grant sneaked in to Liebgott`s tent and placed the note in the pocket of his jacket.
June 23rd, 1900
Grant returned to his tent at the end of the day, exhausted. He and Talbert had received a new shipment of supplies and spent damn near the whole day organizing them and tossing out what had already managed to rot (which was, unsurprisingly, a lot).
As he climbed up on to his bunk, he froze. Waiting for him was a stack of clean, non-flowered, paper. On top of the stack was a note.
Yeah, I do.
- Lieb
June 24th, 2030
Grant couldn't help but delight a little in the surprise on Liebgott`s face when he walked in to the tent.
The usual group of Liebgott, Roe, Spina, Sisk, Luz, and Tab had already started their traditional Saturday night poker game. Grant pulled up a chair and squished himself in at the already crowded table. Right next to Liebgott.
Liebgott smiled, "What, no date with Nurse Legs?"
Grant smirked and shook his head, "Nah. Deal me in, yeah?"
They shared a knowing look and suddenly Grant felt better than he had in days.
#chuck grant#joe liebgott#liebgrant#Welcome to the 5061st#band of brothers#band of brothers fanfiction#band of brothers fanfic#i wrote a thing
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I need to spend more time on tumblr I forgot how calming this was.
I haven’t blogged since April it looks like so fuck...uuhhhh i used to make mini timelines on here and idek how to sum it all up but imma give it a shot for future me cause i always like to come back and read these - gonna go back in time a little to get the full covid picture but it ends with talking about the woods walk that lead to this video which brings me SO MUCH JOY
march 12th ~ last day i was at clinicals before it cancelled
april 1st - online class stuff officially starts happening it probably happened before this but this is when i made a record of it. started anatomy review n shit for big ass exam
april 5th - judging by my writing.. depression kicks in hard but also studying WAYYY too much every damn day
april 14th ~ big deal first job interview
april 17th ~ did the breakup thing, think that was the last time i wrote on here
april 29th - found out big ass certification test on may 20th is scheduled for TBD ~ also found out i got the job but awsjhcfksdjhk now certifcation is postponed for got knows when
may 1st - journal says “i got to see syd and i feel better”, dont think i realized how hard the breakup feels were hittin me cause i remember casually hanging out n then suddenly crying
may 13th - slept through last day of my fucking class like a goddamn depressed dummy
may 18 n 19 n 20 - miss kitty to the er, and then to her nuero appointment and they think brain tumor but cant afford MRI but prednisone instantly makes her better. all the scared feels of losing her and class being done and no certification exam in sight and just general awful nothingness floating through the void (still studying way too much everyday day)
seems like i saw kirk like every other weekend idk how to feel about that im the worst w clean breakups
may 21st ~ technically ive graduated but it feels like nothing. also idk if he did it this day or the next but kirk dropped off flowers and a card and a you did it! smiley face thing with a grad cap on that yells YOU DID IT whenever u touch it lol
may 26th ~ study sesh w shawna n jordan i know i did other study seshs w them too but idk when, and then home and parents had signs made on the lawn to congratulate me graduating, and then sydney got dropped off and we headed to rhode island
may 28th ~ very interesting/bad/idk wtf mushroom trip. adderall was still in my system and i dont think my body liked that mix and then i took xanax to try to calm down but theyre not pharm approved xanax so i just lost some time but syd took awesome care of me and we laughed about this weird juicy couture dress idk even though it was bad it was great cause i was with her. i do remember petting miss kitty and she had like overlapping colored outlines and looked very ethereal and it kept me calm while syd was outside. before the trip was great too i went to ocean state job lot and syd and i made a bonfire and ate donuts n delicious coffee milkshakes honestly it was all great
slept entire day after bad trip but then wokeup and immediately started studying again lmao
june 1st - called the people to try to get my test scheduled but that was a no go
june 4th - letter arrives can actually schedule test - schedule for 16th
STUDY STUDY DIE DIE DIE STUDY DIE STUDY DIE SHdkjceshkfchsdjc
june 16th - FUCKIN PASSED MY TEST
june 30th - mask fitting n stuff
july 1st - good hangs w syd im lucky to have her
july 5th - go to the fells for the first time in FUCKIN FOREVER cause syd and lucas were going n invited me and im so happy they did swimming felt so good omg
july 7th - first day o work
july 10th - officially scrubbed in again, feels good, but exhausting
july 21st - all nighter where connor tells me he never loved me but in the context of an actually really good heart to heart session (which weve been having a bunch of latelyp) im upset but also not at all, work is exhausting but ive started taking my antidepressants again (literally that morning lol) and i go for a woods walk n swim after, and a deer follows me in the forest and its magical and life is good
july 22nd - fuckin slept through work and thats never happened so been pushin myself a bit too hard
july 25th - yesterday, worked saturday w j so we’re the only tchs there and did 2 lap apps and a hemiarthroplasty and it was good but also a little discouraging idk if this career is for me
and that about brings it up to today. talking to kirk less which is good for both of us. connor and i having lots of heart to hearts n genuine friendship chats. glad thats come full circle. lucky to have syd in my life. just generally idk that bears repeating haha i love her and writing this is realized how many times i wanted to write “and then syd made everything better” - she was the first person i called after i passed my test and she started screaming for me cause she knows me and knows my past and how hard ive worked and idk just a lotta love there. im lucky. word end of things idk wtf is going on but does anybody really? hahahaha. this career is not for me and i know it deep down but ill finish orientation before i do anything. but as of right now even though lifes good it kinda feels bad cause almost everyday im sweating and shaking and in so much fucking pain for a 10 hour shift and then i come home and collapse. antidepressants are helping though. i havent been on them for the entirety of my program/job so i thought that the job just came w this sort of exhaustion. but now im remembering theres after work tired and then theres depression tired.
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Dear Diary...
This was a satire assignment for my AP class and I personally loved it.
TW for mentions of Suicide, Homophobia, Death and Radical Christianity.
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Thursday, Jun 11th, 2020
Hey there, diary. It’s been a while since I wrote in here. I’ve been going to therapy more and she told me to start writing in here a lot more. So, Here goes nothing..
Things with mom has gotten more complicated. She thinks that there is something wrong with me. I don’t think that kissing a girl and liking it is wrong. She has been forcing me to write out Bible passages and go to church with her on Sundays. It’s really suffocating. I hate all of this crap.
Dad leaving hasn’t helped much. I don’t have anyone to back me up. He understood me. I wish he was still around.
Mom is calling so, I’m gonna finish this entry here.
-Rebecca Free
Monday, Jun 15th, 2020
Hey there, diary. It’s been a few days since I was last here. Mom was at my throat for the incident that happened at school on Friday so I didn’t couldn’t find a good time to write. That incident was blown so far out of proportion.
So, I was on the bus with my girlfriend, Evelyn, and we were holding hands on the seat, talking quietly about our date on Saturday (I was so excited!!) and this stupid guy leaned over the seat to say something and saw us holding hands. He started shouting about how we were going to hell and how we were gross and it started to get blown so out of order that soon, everyone was yelling at us. We got off a stop early because it was horrible. Stupid Arizona. I hate this stupid state. But anyways, Mom freaked and I had to go to confession and confess a sin that shouldn’t have even been one. Screw this, I’m going to bed.
-Rebecca Free
Saturday, Jun 20th, 2020
Hey diary. Mom is finally letting me go to a summer camp this year! I leave to go on the last day of school. It’s a month long camp so I’m excited. Sure, it’s Bible Camp and it’s governmental funded by President Pence but I’m getting out of Arizona for a month and away for my mom! This is gonna be so much fun! Apparently, Evelyn is going too and this girl from school. I hope that this is going to be the best summer of my highschool career.
Mom has been laying off on the Bible passages and going to Sunday church. I like that I’m finally getting all this freedom. I’m so excited for this summer. Anyways, I’ve gotta go.
-Rebecca Free.
Monday, Jun 22nd, 2020
Hey diary… So, I looked up the summer camp that Mom is having me go to and I can’t find it. It was kinda weird but I guess it’s not the end of the world. Maybe they just haven’t advertised it online yet. I mean, Mom did say that the pastor only gave her a brochure. It’s whatever.
Evelyn seems a bit scared to go to this camp but I reassured her that nothing bad was going to happen. I’m going to be there to protect her. I would never let anything bad happen to her. This is gonna be a good summer. I swear.
-Rebecca Free
Friday, Jun 26th, 2020
Hey diary! Today is the day that we head to the summer camp. I was told that I shouldn’t bring a lot of clothes since they are giving us ‘camp clothes.’ I’m only bringing my books and my camera as well as you! I thought that writing at camp will be good for me!
Evelyn is traveling with her mom. I’m jealous. My mom put me on a bus with other kids heading to this camp. Everyone looks so scared and sad. I wonder why? Isn’t camp supposed to be exciting?
It’s cool though to meet other people like me! Almost everyone I’ve talked to are gay, bisexual, pansexual, etc! Maybe this is a camp for gays to meet and enjoy each others company? Well, I’m gonna go for now.
-Rebecca Free
Sunday, Jun 28th, 2020
They burned our stuff. I watched them burn my books and pictures, my camera. They gave me grey scrubs and burned my clothes. Why was I sent here? The only reason I have you is because I managed to hide it in the bushes when I changed. My roommate is Reuben. They want us to fall in love but we’re gay. Nothing makes sense. Why did my mom send me here?
I saw Evelyn for a few minutes this morning in the church… I hate church. They preached that being gay is a sin and that changing yourself from how God made you is a sin.
I hate this. I have to go to bed now, They have things tomorrow.
-Rebecca
Tuesday, Jun 30th, 2020
I want to go home. The shock chair has been a big favourite to the guards. I can’t stop shaking. Why are they doing this…? I caught a glimpse of Evelyn at dinner. We are being kept apart to ‘stop our sinful desires from growing.’ I hate this. I need Dad. Mom hates me. She sent me here because she hates me. She has to.
I watched a kid get whipped in the yard for claiming that their name was Felix and not Fiona. I was forced to watch because if I looked away, I was next. I hate this place.
-Rebecca
Thursday, July 2nd, 2020
I saw Evelyn last night. I was going out for a walk with Reuben (to just get out of the cabin) and i managed to bump into her with Matthew, her roommate. I cried and hugged her tighter than I ever did before. The boys kept watch as we quickly spoke. I told her that I would get her out of here. I promised her.
They said that if we fell in love with our roommates and confessed to never fall in love with the same sex ever again, we could leave. I know I could get out of here but I just can’t without Evelyn.
Friday, July 3rd, 2020
They killed her… I watched her fucking die! They demanded that she gives up her ‘sinful desires’ and her being so stubborn, she kept saying no, even when she couldn’t lift her head up! I watched her get shocked to death. How could this happen? I told her that we were getting out of here. I told her that I would protect her! How could this happen…
Sunday, July 26th, 2020
I’m going home. I confessed. I’m never going to love again.
Saturday, August 1st, 2020
It’s been a week. I can’t do this anymore. I’m sorry, Dad. I have to be with her. I’m so done…. Don’t miss me too much. Go to hell, Janet. I hope you realize what you did. You’re not my mother and you never will be.
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Ramadan Diary
Ramadan is a month of fasting, prayer, and self-reflection for the world’s two billion Muslims. The observance of Ramadan is one of the five pillars of Islam, a central tenet of the faith. The holy month itself commemorates the start of the recitation of the Qur’an to Mohammad, culminating in Laylat al-Qadr, the Night of Destiny, which celebrates the very first revelation.
The date for Ramadan varies from year to year, as the Islamic calendar is based on the movements of the moon, not the sun. This year, it began on the night of Sunday, May 5th, when the religious authorities glimpsed the thin crescent of a new moon.
I decided, after some encouragement from my students, to fast for all of Ramadan as a kind of personal challenge. This is a diary of my progress.
Monday, 6th May
Today was long, and hungry. I didn’t eat a morsel, nor drink a drop, all the livelong day. It wasn’t easy. I thought about food quite a lot. Bron, my roommate, is also fasting so we can do iftar together. An app tells me that the evening call to prayer, called maghrib, is at 19.27, but it began a small bit later — an agonizing two minutes — at about 19.29. Maryam, my other roommate, and raised Muslim, told me we have to wait until the prayer is finished, bless the food bismillah, and then eat. I broke the fast with some water and some dates, as is the custom, then devoured a chicken curry.
Tuesday, 7th May
Small bit easier today. Didn’t think of food so often. I was noticeably more tired though. I slept for an hour when I came home. Some strange reactions from some of the teachers to my fasting, but a lot of encouragement from fellow-fasters. Advice from other fasters includes waking at 3 or 4 AM for suhur, the pre-dawn meal, and easing into the iftar in the evenings with soup and salad. I decided against suhur, for reasons of laziness, so my fast is actually more extreme, having one meal, as opposed to two meals, per day. Broke the fast with some dates, a lot more water, and the last part of my chicken curry.
Wednesday, 8th May
Getting into the swing of things now, the hunger isn’t so obvious throughout the day, but much less energy. I’m in a very good mood, though. I’ve decided to make a fattoush salad, with the help of my Syrian friend Majd, who’s Christian and thinks I’m crazy for fasting. He also helped make lentil soup, another staple dish, with Bron, my roommate. So, this was a proper iftar: dates, soup, salad, and bread.
Thursday, 9th
Talked with the Biology teacher, who’s also fasting. He tells me that people ought to re-orient their mind towards other people during Ramadan, and that it’s not about feasting once the sun goes down. Look out, not in, essentially. More advice received: do not eat an even number of dates. Mohammad used to eat three. Broke the fast with (three) dates, and water. I made my own fattoush, which worked out very well. We also had leftover soup from yesterday, and I bought chicken tawouq, which I ate with bread.
Friday, 10th May
Today is International Day at school. The worst event for people fasting. There was food from every country on the planet. I had to borrow a tupperware container to bring the food home. Worse, today is Friday. The weekend is here. I have to go on a trip to Batroun for a bachelorette party with my friends leaving Beirut at about 5pm. Drink will certainly be taken. I can’t avoid it. Anyway, I’m not doing the fast for religious reasons, so once the sun goes down, I can eat, drink, and be merry. The hangover will be tough without a lot of water to compensate, though. We arrived in Batroun at 19:30 so I hopped out of the van, chugged some water, had a few dates, then started into the champagne. I managed to squeeze in a chicken burger in between the drinks.
Saturday, 11th May
The hangover wasn’t so bad, actually. In spite of this, I broke the fast for the first time — to drink a small bottle of water. As sins go, not so heinous. I was just so thirsty day after the night before. Religiously, you can break the fast if you’re pregnant, or menstruating, or sick. Maybe a hangover is a type of sickness? Anyway, spent the day on the beach, mostly under cover, and rested. Broke the fast back in Beirut with dates, some tuna fish, and pasta.
Sunday, 12th May
Apparently there’s an exemption on fasting if you’re traveling. I could’ve done with this on the road to Batroun! It also excuses my breach the day of my return to Beirut, I reckon. Broke the fast with dates, water, tawouq, bread, and pasta.
Monday, 13th May
People are always giving you advice when they hear that you’re fasting. Some of it contradictory. Bron was told not to drink so much water before eating at iftar. We decided to try it. Broke the fast with dates, no water, and chicken curry. Then copious amounts of water after. No obvious difference.
Tuesday, 14th May
Bron makes a strong point. Those who alter their body clocks by sleeping during the day and eating all night are cheating in a way. They’re just moving their day around, and sleeping through the hunger. It’s not a proper fast if you can’t feel the hunger. Broke the fast with chicken curry, round two, and lots of water.
Wednesday, 15th May
I feel hungrier today, not sure why. More advice with recommendations for iftar. The mindfulness coach thinks I ought to break the fast with some warm water, not cold, perhaps herbal tea, as this prepares the stomach better for eating, to be followed by three dates. He’s also of the opinion that people should be humble during Ramadan, no talking about their fast, no feasts at iftar, certainly no Instagram pictures. Broke the fast with a chicken burger from Smoked Bun, post-dates. Ridiculously nice.
Thursday, 16th May
I have a day off school today, for the funeral of Patriarch Sfeir, a Lebanese Maronite Cardinal. It was more difficult being home, actually. At work, even though I’m much more active and using more energy, at least I’m kept busy. Today, I caught myself watching cooking videos on YouTube. Broke the fast with (three) dates, and beef fajitas, but made with Lebanese bread.
Friday, 17th May
Broke the fast with a gorgeous mujaddara, a spicy mix of lentils, rice, and onions, made by a chef friend of Bron’s. Eaten with some of his delicious homemade bread, and some 961 Red Ale. Today is my good friend Enzo’s last night in Lebanon so drink will have to be taken again. What choice do I have?
Saturday, 18th May
Asma, Maryam’s friend from the UK whose working with a medical NGO in the Beqaa Valley, came for iftar. She’s a practising Muslim, so we had to lend her a Qur’an and find the Qibla, the direction of prayer. It was nice to get some more insight into the traditions. Apparently we can eat as soon as the call to prayer begins. We ate three dates, some ripe peach, and drank water, followed by mint tea. Dinner included pasta, fattoush, and more mujaddara. We also had ayran, a traditional kind of sour yoghurt drink. After dinner, we drank some Turkish coffee, then some Indian desi chai, made with ginger and milk. Finally, we had some traditional sweets, heloweyat. A proper iftar!
Sunday, 19th May
No hunger pangs at all today. I think my body has fully acclimatised to fasting. A small group of us went to see some childrens’ theatre in Tripoli, directed by a friend of ours and starring some kids from a Syrian refugee camp. It was really entertaining. The boys put on a production about a couple of swindlers selling dodgy seeds. The girls had a modern take on Cinderella. I could understand most of it, so I’m happy. We rushed back to Beirut for iftar. I decided to order a Ramadan Combo from Malik al-Tawouq: lentil soup, salad, and chicken tawouq platter, and a date cookie called ma’moul. Plus, a Miranda tamarind soft drink. The guy who delivered it was fasting and so forgot to take any money! We also ate some traditional Ramadan cheese sweets, heloweyat al-jibn, made with clotted cream called ashta, which we bought in Tripoli. They were spectacular. There’s a beautiful full moon tonight, which means: we’re half way through Ramadan! Ramadan Kareem!
Monday, 20th May
I genuinely don’t feel hungry during the day any more. Intellectually, I know I need to eat, but there are no hunger pangs. It’s not an obvious hunger. My sense of smell is more active, that’s about it. I decided to make chicken biryani today, which worked out really well. No big communal iftar today, as the final episode of Game of Thrones is available. Some things are more important.
Tuesday, 21st May
Bron invited two work friends over, a Syrian Muslim and a Jordanian Christian, and we also invited Dennis from downstairs. Bron made another batch of lentil soup, which was nicer even than the last one. She made fattoush as well. I contributed the remaining biryani. We had a huge variety of ice-creams with cones for dessert.
Wednesday, 22nd May
I didn’t eat so much today. I think my stomach is getting smaller. Broke the fast with three dates, some of the leftover lentil soup, a Mexican bean and tuna fish mix, and some fried haloumi. Fried haloumi is my new favourite food. Also, had a little pot of yoghurt.
Thursday, 23rd May
The routine now is to break the fast with three dates, and follow this with warm tea, usually mint tea. This really helps the transition to eating. Today, I had a big plate of pasta, some fried haloumi, and a yoghurt.
Friday, 24th May
It’s 38° today. It’s so hot that the cold tap runs warm. It’s at times like these that you appreciate the true value of something as simple as a glass of water. Tonight we’re hosting iftar on our balcony. Maryam made a Palestinian vegetarian maqluba, meaning upside-down, which is made with layers of fried vegetables, potatoes, and rice, which is then flipped before serving, and topped with fried cashew nuts. It was delicious. I made fattoush for seven people, complete with fried pita bread, and it was my best one yet. I was relieved, as I was serving Arabic food to Arabs. My friend Shadi brought his fiancé all the way from Damascus. We eventually made our way to Mezyan in Hamra, where I was rewarded with a free drink for boldly asking for one. It’s Ramadan, after all, the season of good will.
Saturday, 25th May
Myself and my house mates, Maryam and Bron, went to the Beqaa Valley to meet with Asma, who had invited us to iftar with her boss, Doctor Fares, and his extended family. It was such an amazing evening. Typically Syrian. First, we sat around half-talking, half-watching Arab dramas, like Al-Hayba and Khamsa Wa Nos, while the family cooked. People were coming and going all the time. We then went for a short walk with the good doctor’s kids, who were adorable. His eldest daughter, Lamar, had very good English. Then we moved to the garden where we played cards, a version of Trumps. I managed to cheat a bit with help of the kids. Finally, as the sun went down, we ate in a big group in the garden, sitting on cushions around a selection of dishes. There was soup and salad, alongside three different meat dishes: chicken, lamb, and fish. The flavours were superb. The family were a lively bunch. At one point, Doctor Fares insisted on feeding us from his hand. I also discovered that they knew one of my colleagues in Eastwood. Lebanon is a very small place! We sang happy birthday to one his kids and topped it all off with cake. It was the best iftar experience so far.
Sunday, 26th May
Went to Souq al-Ahad, the Sunday market, with Bron. Such a crazy place. We bought some spices, some olives and maqdus (baby aubergine stuffed with chilies, and then pickled) from Aleppo, and salvaged an old backgammon board. It’s a great place to wander for a couple of hours. At one stage I was offered a taste of something, and when I said I was fasting he immediately said (in Arabic): “Me too, I’m Muslim. Are you Muslim? Are you Sunni or Shi’a?” I had to disappoint him by saying neither. It was at this point that he said, with utmost confidence: “It’s only a matter of time.” We broke the fast with a vegetable curry, alongside some maqdus and some Lebanese bread.
Monday, 27th May
I was a small bit busy with work tonight so I had three dates followed by a simple pasta with pesto rosso, onions, and tomato. Naturally, had some mint tea and gallons of water.
Tuesday, 28th May
Today, I had the least amount of food yet. I just had a simple pasta with spicy tomato sauce and cheddar cheese. I couldn’t even finish it. I think my stomach has shrunk over the course of Ramadan. I’m definitely losing weight.
Wednesday, 29th May
Today was a tough day. I was in a bad mood for some reason. I think it’s to do with not having enough energy. Usually, during the whole of Ramadan, my mood has been positive. I think I need to eat enough to maintain my energy levels. Tonight I made chicken vindaloo with egg noodles.
Thursday, 30th May
I had more energy today, back to my normal self. I broke the fast with the remainder of my chicken vindaloo. Also, the requisite number of dates and some mint tea.
Friday, 31st May
Another Friday is upon us. The last, in fact, of Ramadan. Tonight is a big night for Muslims around the world. No-one is quite sure exactly when Laylat al-Qadr is supposed to fall, but most believe it’s the 27th day of Ramadan, which is tonight. It’s also a Friday, so it’s a big deal. We had our last group iftar in the apartment. This time we had three Syrians with us, so we had plenty of help with the food. We had a rice and aubergine dish, a water melon and feta salad, a tabbouleh salad, and some fried haloumi. Later, I nipped downstairs to say goodbye to some friends, before moving to Strada 51, a local bar, and winding up in a swimming pool in a club at 4am. Your typical Laylat al-Qadr.
Saturday, 1st June
I had Arabic class with my friend Majd, from about 2pm. He spent half the day preparing a chicken and rice dish to break the fast with at 7.45. Bless him. I broke the fast with this and some delicious Ethiopian soup made by our friend Jodie, called shiro. It was spicy, and the perfect match for the chicken. I followed this with a few drinks with an Irish guy visiting Lebanon for a week.
Sunday, 2nd June
I broke the fast with three dates, some water, and pasta, alongside some fried haloumi. The end is nigh.
Monday, 3rd June
I had to work today, but I’ve been given the rest of the week off work to celebrate Eid al-Fitr, the Festival of Fast Breaking. Today might well be the last night of Ramadan, but we’ll have to wait for the religious authorities to check on the phase of the moon. It will end either tonight or tomorrow.
If Eid begins tomorrow, Muslims will gather for special prayers called Salat al-Eid, which is usually followed by a small breakfast, the first daytime meal in a month. Eid is usually celebrated by visiting relatives, where gifts are exchanged, and zakat is given to the poor. The kids will get a tidy sum of money. Unsurprisingly, food is very important. After a whole month of fasting, all sorts of delicacies will be eaten.
It’s official. Eid begins tonight. The fast is over. I broke the fast by going to Tariq al-Jadida, a busy part of the southern suburbs, with Bron. We then went to Dahieh, where we had some saj with jibneh and zataar, before walking through the market in Sabra and Shatilla. We ended up back in Tariq al-Jadida looking for heloweyat. We weren’t very successful, but we were given free street food: foul with lemon, and seasoned corn. Tomorrow, I’ll go for breakfast in the morning, and then hit the beach.
Epilogue
This month has been really amazing. I’ve learned so much about the traditions of Islam, I’ve met so many different people, I’ve tasted lots of new foods, and I’ve had some great experiences.
It was trying at times, but the effort was definitely worth it. Ramadan really focuses the mind, and makes you very thankful for what you have. It’s also helped me to think more about portion size and also about my own health. Lastly, it’s helped me bond with others who are fasting, and brought me closer to my Muslim friends and students. I can now say with pride that I made it through the full month of Ramadan.
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Post #9 - Metotrex-HATE
August 20th: Life’s funny sometimes. When it’s going easy, you cruise through and enjoy all the good times. It’s easy. It’s like playing a video game on speed run. On the flip side, when life’s difficult, time slows down to a fraction of normal. You drag through hour by hour, looking for when some positivity will come.
My past week has been so incredibly tough. I never felt like a cancer patient before, but as bad as it is to say, I certainly do now.
I wrote in my last blog that “Day 10 is when things pick up again volume wise and from them until the finish, I'll basically be on a drip 24/7 and constantly have to be monitored - totally different to these first five days.” My god I couldn’t have been more correct.
Day 10 of my treatment started about 3:30pm on August 9th and was a 24hour chemo drug called Metotrexate. I was on this drip for 24 hours and I had no idea what it was going to do or how it was going to leave me. I do now!
This drug finished around 3:30pm on Saturday August 10th with the aim of it to kill my immune system and blood cells and leave me a walking corpse...and no surprise, that’s exactly what it did.
Last week, starting from as soon as the Metotrexate finished I was so incredibly sick. It’s hard to explain, but I’d definitely take the flu over what I just experienced...and I’m still not through the woods yet. The first few days weren’t too bad, I was simply tired with no energy. I slept during the day and night. I had no motivation to get up, move or do anything. So I didn’t. I slept.
The next few days things started to get worse and worse. Picture this, one day you’re perfectly normal with normal temperatures and heart rates. The next day, your temperature soars above 40 degrees and your heart rate is constantly sitting dangerously between 125-140BPM. This second part was me for the next few days. The scariest moment was last Wednesday when Courtney was here. I was sitting in the seat next to my bed, just sitting. Doing nothing. The nurse comes into do my observations and I start to sweat and feel weak. My heart rate is sitting at 145BPM, temperature at 40.3. I feel like i’m going to pass out, I actually think I do. The nurse demands Courtney to press the emergency button and everybody comes rushing in. This is what was my first of three Medical Emergency Calls (Medcall) for the 48 hour period. It was scary. Fortunately, my resident haematology doctor Adam was working late for whatever reason and took charge of the Medcall. Once I’d ‘come to’ slightly, Adam asked if I could move to my bed. It legitimately wouldn’t have been any more than a metre if that but it seemed like he’d asked me to run three in cricket - something we all know is never going to happen! I got up and staggered across and fell onto bed and by then, an announcement was on the loudspeaker.
“Medcall Adult, Monash Medical Centre. Ward 44. Haematology”
Before I knew it, I had 25 people in the room and was getting hooked up to an ECG machine. It truly was scary for me. Courtney was a trooper though. She stood in the corner and watched what was unfolding. In a way, I think we were both settled at the fact my resident doctor Adam lead it from start to finish. If he wasn’t there, who knows how we’d both have been.
It happened again another two times - both 7am and 7pm the next day. These two were far less scary because I knew what to expect.
At this stage, it’s Thursday August 15 and I am at the lowest of low. My mouth, throat and stomach are ravaged with ulcers. Something I don’t think I was ever going to avoid! I’m not hungry. I can’t eat due to these ulcers and drinking is near impossible.
I’m in incredible pain, all over. I have no immune system or anything to fight infection - which I was obviously getting with all my fevers. The pain team came around to see me and suggested I went on both Ketamine and Oxycodone to help with the pain. I was in no state to argue, so that I did. Boy oh boy did these give me two days of hallucinations though! Spiders climbing across the walls, people surrounding me talking when I slept; it was such a throw around.
All whilst this is happening, my hair is starting to fall out. Something I knew would eventually occur but never expected it to actually happen. It was bad. I was pulling chunks of hair out of my hair and beard. It was surreal. Alas, mum came in to cut my hair and Courtney brought in my razor to give it a shave. Both were tough tasks feeling so unwell, but we got there in the end.
Saturday August 17th around 2:30pm is when I started to pick up a little bit. I was able to sit up out of bed and try and entertain a conversation. Everyday since then has gotten better and better, albeit incredibly slowly. That puts us at today. I’m up out of bed, sitting next to my window writing a blog - something that was a world away a week ago! Only mum, dad and Courtney would understand as they have been there everyday through my lowest.
How am I today? I’d be lying if I said I were great however I’m the best I have been in a fortnight. I still have mouth ulcers and still struggle to swallow tablets and drink water. I expect this to go over the next two days - there’s just one ulcer at the back of my throat that is giving me grief. As a result, I’ve been taking a routine mouthwash three times a day to numb my mouth. The Peter Mac mouthwash, a cocaine based liquid followed by a lignocaine gel. Between these three, I’m able to ‘clean’ my mouth, numb the ulcers and make it bearable to either eat yoghurt and take my tablets - but trust me, it is still incredible tough.
Today marks Day 20 of my 16 Day treatment and as soon as my white blood cells return to a normal count, I’ll be allowed to go home for a few days before I start my next round of treatment next week. Apparently the white blood cells need to be 1-1.5 and mine were at 0.3 yesterday and 0.5 today. Hopefully, just hopefully my bone marrow kicks into gear over the next day or two and I’ll be home towards the end of the week - that’s the goal anyway! I’ve been hooked up to a drip 24/7 for the past 11 days and quite frankly, I’m over having a buddy to take everywhere. I can’t change my shirt so I’ve had to wear the same shirt for three or four days in a row. For those that know me, should know I love being clean. So that’s killed me. It’s also made showering hard, but no impossible. It just depends on my mood. I’ve been here 38 days straight and it’s just starting to get to me. What I’d do for a few days at home is a killer.
I spoke to my Doctor Adam yesterday who advised September 22nd was in the realms of possible for me to get to the fundraiser those closest to me are organising. A day that I’m really looking forward to and I just hope I can make it. Details are below.
That’s about it from me for now, hopefully this explains why I’ve been M.I.A for so bloody long. I have left out a lot of other details and touched over the basic stuff...so just trust me when I say this Chemotherapy and cancer business certainly isn’t easy! Until next time,
Much love.
Juzz xx
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Trying To Figure Out The ESPN+ Debut Card
Joey
October 22nd, 2018
The UFC's debut on Fox is pretty well documented; a rushed on paper, disastrous in reality debut that probably set them up for this long up and down rollercoaster with way more downs than ups in the grand scheme of things. They moved a big money title fight off of a PPV in ONE California market to go to ANOTHER California market. They rolled with one fight, putting Bendo vs Clay Guida (a #1 contender fight) on basically a remote internet stream with the likes of Cub Swanson and Joey Beltran. The reality is that everything that could've gone wrong ultimately did go wrong for the UFC and some would say they never recovered.
On the other hand, the UFC's debut on FS1 was a total success. Despite being down to its third (fourth maybe?) option for a main event, the UFC's debut on FS1 featured just the right amount of big names, just the right amount of marquee fights and JUST the right amount of high profile performances to be a success on all metrics. It was a gate hit, a big hit with the ratings and helped launch careers for dudes who are still major marquee attractions today like Conor McGregor. In many ways, it revived the career of Chael Sonnen as well after getting finished two fights in a row. It took everything the UFC did WRONG for it's Fox debut and corrected it and granted, it also had the benefit of nearly two years worth of tinkering.
The UFC's debut on ESPN+ will probably not fall on either of those tiers. This is not going to get, I figure, the big UFC on Fox treatment. Similarly, it's probably not going to get the level of attention and care that the FS1 launch show got. Remember the UFC's not trying to establish a presence on a new network with a major event nor is it trying to launch a start up sports channel. In my estimation, the UFC and ESPN+ is a marriage of convenience on an platform that probably will greatly benefit from UFC content----but doesn't exactly need it. The UFC is giving ESPN's subscription service up to 30 shows a year which is absurd if you think about it. The UFC is going to give ESPN+ 30 nights of content and when you work out the math of how many weekends there are in a year crosschecked by how many shows the UFC is providing PLUS 12 PPVs? It sure feels like this is about quantity and not quality.
That in turn sets me up to the UFC's debut on FX. At the time, the long play was the UFC moving to FS1 when that was ready to go which is why the UFC agreed to basically give away shows on what was then Fuel. The short play was to just try and drown viewers at home with content on FX. Remember that for the time the UFC was on FX, there wasn't much in the way of consistent programming. There were test shows on different days/nights/hours to see what would stick and what wouldn't stick; shows on Wednesday, back to backs on Friday and Saturday and at least flirtations with events on Sunday. FX was the content home of the UFC but the quality was hit or miss, sometimes even feeling like that was the case by design. In fact let's just take a quick peek at the UFC's debut on FX from January 20th, 2012:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/UFC_on_FX:_Guillard_vs._Miller
Of the main card, only ONE fighter remains in the UFC; Jim Miller.
Four of the eight main card fighters were coming off a win in the UFC previously; Josh Neer, Mike Easton, Christian Morecraft and Duane Ludwig with just TWO of those guys
The ONLY fighter to fight for a title off of that show; Khabib Nurmagomedov in his UFC debut
Of the prelim slate; only two of the losers wound up fighting in the UFC again (Pat Schilling and Kamal Shalarus)
Not an impressive showing from the UFC. The UFC's first foray onto Fight Pass is equally disappointing although to their credit, the reason that card even wound up on Fight Pass was that Fox didn't want it and they had trouble shopping it around to other avenues to hold the event. That plus the incoming WWE Network led to UFC Fight Pass and a show that's...well:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/UFC_Fight_Night:_Saffiedine_vs._Lim
It's not AS bad I suppose. Kyung Ho Kang, Max Holloway, Hyun Gyu Lim, Mairbek Taisumov and ever Strasser Kichi all had good runs. Even Macho Bang gave us the first ever acknowledged fixed fight in the past like 5-10 years!
The whole point of this insane history lesson is to try and pinpoint what the UFC's first card on ESPN+ will look like. We have a brief glimpse into what it might look like for ESPN; PVZ vs Rachael Ostovich is officially a go go, rumors of Wonderboy vs Lawler continue to float around and Romero vs Costa is apparently in the works for the same event. With four fights scheduled for the main card, everything else after that is pretty much just eye wash. We can tell they're going to go all out and with rumors of TJ vs Cejudo happening in January at whatever PPV that might be plus Colby vs Woodley, we can kind of see what their PPV outlook might be as well. With shows in Brazil and Korea planned for February, it sure seems like the UFC has some international draws they're going to be using elsewhere right?
Given I'm the mock guy here, I figure I'd mock up what I would do if I was planning my first ESPN+ card! We have no date and no locale but that's not gonna stop me! One thing of note before we lead into this deal is that the head of the UFC's international stuff whose name absolutely escapes me said recently that ESPN+ cards will still have main card and prelim slates because they air internationally. If you've ever watched a Fight Pass card you know that the international set up for those best resembles what you'd get from old school UFC events (4 fight main card with an endless assortment of prelims).
Ready when y'all are:
Main Event
Middleweight
Darren Till vs Anderson Silva
The immediate thought process is "I imagine the UFC promised ESPN+ a title fight of some kind!" but I'd imagine the title fights that fit the bill off the jump are booked up. We've got Cejudo vs Dillashaw in 2019, Rose is expected to be out a bit longer into 2019, Colby vs Woodley is going on PPV and so what remains is a quick turnaround at 125 lbs or an interim 185 lb title fight. Probably not happening either way. We KNOW Anderson Silva is coming back in January since he confirmed it recently. The UFC clearly has no problem rolling Anderson out onto Fight Pass since they twice were set to do so; once vs Bisping (which we got) and once vs Kelvin Gastelum (which got nixed). ESPN+ is bigger than Fight Pass by any conceivable metric imaginable so we're not out of the realm of possibility to think that he could fight on ESPN+. With Till likely back sooner than later and Anderson Silva confirming his own return date, why not? The general argument would be that nobody in the US knows who Till is and I get that but Anderson is still pretty popular no matter what metric you use (he was probably the rare "co-main that outdraws the main" when he helped Holly and GDR do 200K buys in Jan of last year) so why not? Darren Till is coming off his highest profile fight yet (in a loss but still) and if he's serious about 185 lbs then there's no more high profile fight than he vs Anderson Silva. It's a good way to get him back on the horse in a big way while giving ESPN+ a big high profile main event.
Co-Main Event
Featherweight
Cub Swanson vs Jeremy Stephens
Riding a three fight losing streak, I think we're officially into the "Now Cub Swanson gets really good again" territory. Similarly Jeremy Stephens saw all of his momentum come to a screeching halt vs Jose Aldo in a genuinely fun first round battle that saw both dudes get rocked. Two top 10 FWs on the wrong side of 30 and coming off a loss? Sounds like a totally fair match up to me. This IS a rematch from 2014 when Swanson seemed to be crawling ever so closely to title shot contention and Stephens was coming off wins over Darren Elkins and Rony Jason. Both fighters might not have improved much since then but we at least can assume Swanson has declined JUST enough to put this fight into a more reasonable territory for both guys. Winner stays relevant and loser has to make the choice between sticking around and switching weight classes I guess.
Strawweight
Mackenzie Dern vs JJ Aldrich
I'm still of the belief that there is an audience for Mackenzie Dern out there. It IS very concering that Mackenzie Dern went to the UFC Performance Institute in July or so to get cleared to resume her career at 115 lbs----and still hasn't emerged in any capacity yet. Dern is who she is; a natural athlete and tremendous fighter instinctually who has zero commitment to MMA. That doesn't matter since coasting as an elite athlete is what makes MMA what it is. JJ Aldrich is on a three fight winning streak, trains with Rose Namajunas and is one of those tough gritty grinder-y types who Dern should be able to run through if she cares.
Lightweight
Jim Miller vs Nik Lentz
I'm not 100% sold that Miller's last performance is a sign that he's "back" or whatever the case may be. I like Jim Miller though and coming off a win, he's got relevance in this division again. The man with arguably the toughest resume in LW history vs Nik Lentz coming off a devastating destructive KO of Gray Maynard feels like a fun enough fight, especially considering both guys are coming off finishes. This is the sort of fight you go "That hasn't happened yet?" and then scratch your head.
Prelims
Lightweight
Charles Oliveira vs David Teymur
If it's true that the UFC had the choice of an unbooked David Teymur vs bringing in a guy off a card and they chose the latter (James Vick) to face Justin Gaethje then I'm beginning to wonder if they're a touch confused as to what they have with Teymur. He came in hot as a tremendous kickbocking talent knocking dudes out but has slowed into a more methodical consistent paint by the numbers striker who utilizes fantastic footwork and range. That gets you wins (and Teymur has been fantastic vs guys like Drakkar Klose and Nik Lentz) but it can also cost you momentum in a 155 lb scene where finishes make you sparkle. Oliveira vs Teymur feels like a fun little striker vs grappler match up and both guys are on hot streaks. I would view this as similar to a mid card FS1 fight on a PPV card which makes it a perfectly fine "prelim headliner" (for international fans) for this card.
Welterweight
Diego Sanchez vs Peter Sobotta
I'll take "Fights that probably should've happened in like 2011" for 500. Peter Sobotta's UFC second UFC run is the world's biggest most absurd smoke and mirrors run in history. The only win who remains in the UFC is Ben Saunders although who knows how much longer Killa B will be actively competing for. The losses were borderline non-competitive blowouts vs Kyle Noke and Leon Edwards where Sobotta was stopped pretty much at the horn. Sanchez just won so he's going to continue fighting so you might as well use him I guess. Feel like this is a SAFE fight for both dudes.
Heavyweight
Stefan Struve vs Junior Albini
With the UFC apparently heading overseas in February, this fight might be better off elsewhere (Europe? Brazil?) but with Albini and Struve on losing skids and neither one looking too hot on the process, this feels like the perfect little "Okay so who wants to actually fight more?" type deal. Struve vs Arlovski would make sense to if you want to keep putting poor Andrei through such abuse.
Featherweight
Gabriel Benitez vs Rick Glenn
The man known as "Moggly" has probably been, at least for my money, the most surprising talent out of TUF LAM Season 1. The somewhat raw Benitez has faced the likes of Enrique Barzola, Andre Fili, Jason Knight and capable vets like Sam Sicilia and Clay Collard while somehow bringing back a winning record in the process. The logjam at 145 lbs suggests there's really no rush in ascending him but Benitez vs Rick Glenn sounds like a fair enough fight for both guys. Glenn is coming off a "win" vs Dennis Bermudez and is at the very least a capable competent mid tier featherweight who can outmuscle and outheart dudes. It's a pretty fair fight for Benitez all things considered.
Lightweight
Desmond Green vs Clay Guida
Poor Des Green. Maybe this was always destined to be his lot in life/the UFC but thus far he's the guy they task with giving tough fights to tough guys overseas who wind up missing weight on him. Coming off a game effort vs an overweight Mairbek Taisumov, Green deserves an easy touch. The problem is there really isn't a such thing as one unless yer dusting off the remains of some old fogey and I'm not about to do that to anybody. Instead give me Green vs Clay Guida who is still pretty damn solid despite coming off a loss to Charles Oliveira in a fight he just blindly rushed into a guillotine for.
Women's Strawweight
Livia Souza vs Angela Hill
Y'all cool with running this one back? The first fight was pretty good and I think Hill has officially solidified herself as a good strawweight who has some room to grow but is probably always going to linger in the lower half of the top 10/15. Souza is coming off a dominant easy win over Alex Chambers where she wasn't tested much/at all. This feels like a fair enough fight for both ladies and I'd imagine anybody who saw the first one won't get hurt with seeing a rematch.
Women's Bantamweight
Lucie Pudilova vs Gina Mazany
It feels like the UFC has about 12 women's bantamweights on their roster tops. Mazany and Pudilova are both coming off losses (of different quality of course), tend to stay active and the winner will find a spot.
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Producer Letter #14
Same old 80% translation, 20% paraphrase mix as usual. Hit the jump to read more!
To everyone supporting Idolish Seven,
This marks the first producer letter of 2018! We have just finished releasing Part 3 in the game, and episode 15 marks the end of our regular airing schedule for the TV anime. (TL Note: no fear, the anime's not over yet! more on this later)
The Idolish Seven Exhibit has been open for about half a year following our second anniversary, and the exhibit closed yesterday. We are very happy that we were able to tour various cities with everyone's help, and we thank everyone for your support!
There is currently an event going on at VR ZONE called "PRISM NIGHT", hi-resolution versions of our music* are available at SONY, and our idols will be acting as the advertising representatives for JR Tokai Tours's "OFF/Journey Campaign!"
We are happy that our talents are getting so much work, and we truly feel as if we've taken a step towards the future we envision for our project.
PRISM NIGHT
SONY Hi-res Audio
JR Tokai Tours
*TL Note: not sure if this encompasses the entire i7 discography but a side note, "hi-res audio" refers to .flac files aka God Tier Lossless A+++ Sound Quality, whereas most tracks available for digital download are in mp3 or m4a format, which are great but not fully lossless! I actually can't watch the video rn because I'm a fool and forgot my earbuds but I believe that is what's going on!
Today, we'd like to talk about the following topics...
【The Project as a Whole】
◆ Part 3
Thank you for walking alongside our idols all the way from April 27th, 2017 through Chapter 20!
We've received continuous support ever since we started releasing Part 3, and we are truly happy we were able to deliver all of Part 3 to everyone without fail.
Part 3 is a turning point within the work, as we've stated in previous producer letters, and the characters have undergone various changes as they confronted hardships and advanced forward within the story.
It took a long time to deliver all of Part 3, and we'd like to thank you for your patience from the bottom of our hearts. Although it took a long time, we've gleaned equal amounts of confidence and were able to present a lot of stories and carefully craft the songs as a result.
We hope to continue crafting this project with the utmost care, and we thank you for your continued support.
◆ The Anime
Looking back, we spent about a year working on the anime script with TROYCA. As for the anime series composition, the last episode of the anime’s regular broadcast aired yesterday with episode 15.
The image of Director Bessho declaring, "Let's do a good job on episode 15*, and make episodes 16 and 17 one episode!" still firmly remains in my memory. While I cannot go into great detail as some of you may not have watched episode 15 yet, we firmly believe that viewers will be able to enjoy episodes 16+17 precisely because of everything that has happened thus far and because of everything that we have built up through episode 15.
We hope you keep watching until the end!
Episode 16・17 will be broadcast during the following dates and times (JST):
TOKYO MX 2018/5/19 Saturday, 19:30～
KBS Kyoto 2018/5/22 Tuesday, 23:00～
Sun TV 2018/5/22 Tuesday, late night 1:30～
TV Aichi 2018/5/20 Sunday, scheduled for late night broadcast
TV Hokkaido 2018/5/19 Saturday, scheduled for late night broadcast
TVQ Kyushu Broadcast 2018/5/20 Sunday, late night 3:35～
BS11 2018/5/24 Thursday, late night 1:30～
※ In the case that any changes are made to the broadcasting schedule, please check the TV anime's official site or the official Twitter for the anime.
Volumes 1 and 2 of the Blu-ray/DVD are currently on sale as well!
◆ 1st LIVE 『Road To Infinity」
We announced this concert back in January of this year, and holding this concert is one of our many dreams regarding this project.
It has been in planning for two years now, and it is thanks to the anime production committee that we are able to have our idols take such a grand stage. Not just that, we are truly overjoyed that we have the opportunity to have all three groups (IDOLiSH7, TRIGGER, Re:vale) perform live together.
We have one more important announcement to make regarding the concert!
People who have cleared a certain requiremnet in-game will be given the opportunity to enter the lottery for concert tickets. We will be revealing more details on this soon.
The campaign start time, requirements, and specific website for this campaign can be found via "In-game Announcements" and we plan on releasing this soon. Please remember to log into your game, and we hope you look forward to it!
◆ Fan Thanksgiiving Event*
*TL Note: kanshasai for anyone used to the romaji form
We started holding these events back in 2017, and this time we'll be holding Volume 3 of "Kimi to Motto ×2 Ai wo Kataranai to!"
Additionally, we will be holding live viewing sessions for Vol. 3, and we hope to have tons of fans enjoying the event in real-time!
Live Viewing Ticket Reservation Time Period
April 7th, Saturday, 12：00 (JST) - April 22nd, Sunday, 23：59 (JST)
More details can be found here at the official site!
◆ Music
How is everyone enjoying the songs from the anime?
We've included tons of surprises so all fans, both new and old, can enjoy the anime!
We would be delighted if people became more interested in the world of Idolish Seven because of the songs that adorn the franchise!
Additionally, the BGM for each scene from the TV anime will be included in the OST, "SOUND OF RAiNBOW" (on sale April 25th, 2018)!
There are two comprehensive CDs filled with songs, so we hope you purchase it!
Furthermore, "Nanatsuiro REALiZE" by IDOLiSH7, the last unlockable song from Part 3 of the game story, will be on sale on June 20th, 2018.
We have also started on the "12 SONGS GIFT" series of birthday songs for each idol, and we thank everyone for the high praise it has received.
We hope everyone continues to enjoy this series as we show more sides to each idol, and we will be doing our best to ensure this.
◆ Music Videos
The full version of the music video MAPPA produced for us has been released, and we hope everyone watches it!
Additionally, TRIGGER's newest music video, "DIAMOND FUSION," will also be released soon.
We hope to continue to create more videos for everyone's enjoyment, so please look forward to it.
"Nanatsuiro REALiZE" marks the 7th installment in the Idolish Seven Music Video Animation Project. We hope to deliver more to everyone and try a different format from YouTube, so we hope everyone looks forward to it!
◆ Comicalization & Novelization
We will soon be finishing up the comicalization of "Banri Ikkuu!"
"Senko Fuma" and "Hyakusai Mukyuu" will also be released for a limited time only on Hakusensha Novels, and we also intend on comicalizing these parts as well.
We thank you for your continued support!
【About the Game】
We hope everyone is enjoying the game alongside the anime!
We have tons of new songs, events, and scouts prepared. The anime's finale will be airing soon, and we hope everyone will enjoy it!
【Future Game Adjustments & Additions】
◆ Events
As we mentioned in the previous Producer Letter, we are focusing up on making the game easier to understand. For example, clearing up which items are necessary for helping your idols grow and where to get them, what the requirements are for moving an idol to the Waiting Room, etc.
As we approach the two and a half year mark, we hope to make game functions and each type of event easier to understand, and improve upon each.
With regards to this topic, we will be giving more details through each subsequent update, in-game announcements, and the official twitter rather than here in this letter.
◆ Questions, Comments, or Concerns about the Game
In the case that you would like to express your opinion to the staff, please contact us through the official site.
Thank you for reading all the way through this letter!
I'm sure some of you may be thinking, "You didn't answer my question!!"
But in response to that, there's one thing we'd like to promise you:
We guarantee that we will deliver only the best to you!
Last but not least, we would like to thank all of our hardworking staff, and we hope to continue working with everyone.
Let's all watch the anime!
And let's all play Ainana!
TL Notes/comments:
I, too, would like to thank everyone for reading this far too! I am a day later than I would’ve liked for putting this out, so thank you for guys your patience.
As for other translation stuff, 9.5 will be posted later today and Chapter 10 is currently in the works! Now that Part 3 is over, I can finally catch up without fear of the next part dropping! Woohoo!!!!
As always, if you see any mistakes/mistranslations/etc, do not hesitate to drop me an ask! I don’t check tumblr chat messages as often, so if you’d like to bring something to my immediate attention, the best avenue to do that is via askbox!
Once more, thank you for reading!
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Whoa! A new baby? Several of my intuitive friends kept seeing a new baby around me in the Spring. Considering I’m fixed I told them “no way”. But my oldest son surprised us all yesterday with the announcement that he and his wife are expecting. Well, I just want it on record that I am ruling out names like Covid and Rona for first names... just sayin'.
So even out of all this mess comes a new life into this world. Even though we’re often knee deep in mud, conspiracy and yes sometimes even frustration and anger towards people, places, things and situations... life still marches on. Often it is to remind us that there is always good to consider, to look at and to be thankful for. So remember that during these times and keep the faith that as Granny Ruth always said, “and this too shall pass” tough times don’t last, strong people do.
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when prompted, enter 206.806.9965 followed by #
International Callers, click the link below for the International call in list for your country.
If you're using the Free Conference Call App, it automatically re-routes the best call In number for you. Please unblock your phone number if you wish to speak with Jimmy and or his guest host. Blocked, Restricted and Private Callers are not brought on air.
Fish Food
The Daily Bread To Feed The Fish
Tell The Fish: 365 Daily Inspirations & Affirmations
MAY 20th
"Today I will lend and now borrow, I will follow through. I will prevail. I will not second guess my intuition and proceed with the smallest and largest decisions with poise and articulation. I will press on.
From the Fish Box
"Hello. In March of this year I was hauling freight from southern Texas to Salt Lake City. I drove all day Friday the 19th and felt fine, but when I woke up Saturday and started driving something didn’t feel right with my left shoulder. By that afternoon the pain grew worse and eventually I finished the last few hundred miles with one arm. I found a lace to park and took some meds and went to bed. My shoulder was on FIRE!!! Could not sleep and could not move my arm at all without extreme pain. The next day I went to walk in care and they said it was a “frozen shoulder“ and could not do anything and didn’t give me anything for pain, and the pain was at a steady 8 and would flash to a 10 if you touched or moved my arm at all. When I went to bed that night I was desperate and wondering how am I going to get home! When I opened my eyes the next day I was scared to move, but I didn’t feel that red hot pain and I didn’t want do anything to change that wonderful feeling. So I sat up in bed and still didn’t feel that pain and my first thought was....what did my wife do? I knew instinctively it was divine but what? I found out later my wife had contacted Jimmy Mack and put me on the prayer chain. All I know is it worked. The pain was gone and I could function again. I was able to completely unload my truck into my rental car and drive home six hundred miles that day!!! Thanks so much for helping me!!!" - Dan L.
"Dan, thanks so much for writing that. We appreciate it so much because it not only encourages me and my team and my ethereal team, but it encourages others to have hope. Considering prior to that event I had never worked on you or met you, but that your wife put you on our nightly prayer list, well, that’s all you need to know about the power of prayer. Many Blessings." - Jimmy
Receive 24/7 Prayers from Jimmy
Nightly prayers include COVID-19. Each night we work on scrambling the frequency for everyone on the prayer list.
Your name will be added to a special VIP Prayer list where Jimmy will use his intelligent computer software, src4you which runs 24/7, to delete the negative and increase the strength of the positive creating a higher probability of favorable outcomes for you.
In addition, throughout the full 30-days, Jimmy will be dialing into your energetic signature each day upon rising and make certain that you are a clear yes, unclear to no and running forward before you start your day. He is doing the heavy lifting for you around 3am NY time while most of you are asleep in order to smooth out your way and increase your most favorable life outcomes.
The 30-day service is now being offered exclusively and you also have the option of selecting an ongoing subscription ($95/month) which is managed through PayPal only.
Upon written email request, for each new order we offer a one-time email analysis via the intelligent healing software that Jimmy uses on your behalf. Most clients have had amazing results and outcomes!
You can add yourself and those living in your immediate household and yes you can include pets! Merely include everyone’s names and Jimmy will add them to his daily prayers. *NOTE if the MDP Service was purchased via a special telesummit or radio show offer, prayers will be limited to BUYER ONLY - and will not include family members or pets.
You can run this monthly and stop at any time after the 30 days is up, you will have the opportunity to renew and update your list each month but are under no obligation. I believe you will experience magical transformations and make progress every day!
Sign Up for 30-Days - $99
Sessions at the Tampa Office
FRIDAY KODAWARI YOGA STUDIOS
*Last week for Friday phone appointments,
expected return to Kodawari is May 29th
I'm scheduling 15 and 30 minute appointments at Kodawari Yoga Studios from 10am-2pm EVERY FRIDAY.*IMPT! You must call Kodawari directly to schedule times and dates with them AND pay them directly at the front desk prior to your appointment
Call Kodawari's front desk directly to schedule
(813) 773-4017 and pay at the concierge desk PRIOR
to your appointment - 15 minutes 38$ or 30 minutes 68$.
UPCOMING DATES:
May 29
June 5, 12, 19, 26
3965 Henderson Blvd Suite C Tampa
(813) 773-4017
http://www.kodawariyoga.com/
Go deep sea "fishing" with Jimmy!
Level 1 is open to ANYONE at anytime!
To All Mastery Students: If you haven't taken the time to complete the course and book your Certification test with Jimmy - now is a great time!!
The Certificate of Mastery Program includes 2 best-selling ebooks and 2 clearing audios plus written & video instructions, AND one-on-one time with Jimmy ALL for about the cost of a single 1-hr session!
This online course is for anyone who is familiar with OR new to "fishing" and is ready to dive into the deep end & get results that are beyond the ordinary!
It includes The Tackle Box & The Dowser's Handbook ebooks PLUS 2 MP3s "Clearing Dark Energies" & "Increasing Your Intuition" to help clear, strengthen and prepare your energy field for optimal “fishing” results.
This is a work-at-your-own-pace curriculum that will TEACH & CLEAR you at the same time! In under 2wks you will be finished with the program and ready to fish on your own with greater results! Level II offers Practitioner Certification for those who qualify.
LEARN MORE HERE
**Can't See The Full Email? Click Here to View Online**
For those who aren't familiar, here's the list of the MyBeliefWorks™ audio library.
Find a topic that addresses your issue(s), click on the link to read more. We had a lot of help downloading & channeling these over the years & they keep getting better. Don't forget... you can share these with you immediate friends and family.
Abundance
Abuse
Addiction
Body Scan: Head to Toe
COVID-19
Daily GPS Reset
Dark Energies/Fears
Decision Making
Diet & Exercise
Education & Learning
Family & Relatives
The Gold Coin
Healing Physical Body
Healing Mental Stress
Holiday Stress
Increasing Intuition
IRS & Tax Time
Love & Romance
Money Mindset
Moving Forward
Pain Relief
Pet Healing
Sales & Success
Improving Sex
Improving Sleep
Traveling w/Ease
Work & Career
Weight Loss
Windfall
Youth & Vitality
TGIFunny
Share
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Jimmy Mack | Appointments
Skype: Jimmy.Mack55 Clearwater Florida USA
Book a 15 minute session
Book a 30 minute session
Book a 60 minute session
Transformational Healing of Body, Mind & Spirit, People, Places, Pets & Situations!
Download the My Liquid Fish® Starter Kit (*Updated May 2019)
Audio MP3 Downloads and books to improve your life!
Get Certified in My Liquid Fish® Change Made Simple®
Watch Free Videos on YouTube
Weekly Radio Show Archives
Shop for Supplements
http://www.jimmymackhealingshop.com
www.jimmymackhealing.com
Copyright ©1998-2020 All Rights Reserved
--------------------------------------------------
TGIW newsletter managed by:
Sandy Bidinger
Digital Marketing Specialist at SMBeConnected Solutions
www.smbeconnected.com
Stay connected!
Our mailing address is:
Clearwater Florida 33756 USA
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TGIWednesday and a new baby
TGIWednesday News
Whoa! A new baby? Several of my intuitive friends kept seeing a new baby around me in the Spring. Considering I’m fixed I told them “no way”. But my oldest son surprised us all yesterday with the announcement that he and his wife are expecting. Well, I just want it on record that I am ruling out names like Covid and Rona for first names... just sayin'.
So even out of all this mess comes a new life into this world. Even though we’re often knee deep in mud, conspiracy and yes sometimes even frustration and anger towards people, places, things and situations... life still marches on. Often it is to remind us that there is always good to consider, to look at and to be thankful for. So remember that during these times and keep the faith that as Granny Ruth always said, “and this too shall pass” tough times don’t last, strong people do.
TGIWednesday Download
~ CELEBRATING NEW BEGINNINGS~
I believe, think, know and feel that I can celebrate new beginnings in every area of my life. I am ready, willing and able to start fresh here and now and remain inspired. I know, when, where, how and why to stay still, tune in and listen to that still small voice within. I am asking for this in all languages and throughout all time lines and so it is.
LIVE Appearances - Free Healing
JOIN ME TOMORROW!
Thursday May 21st at 5pm EST
Soul Talk with Patty Malek
Register Here
Mon. June 22nd at 4pm EST - Straight Talk for the Soul w/ Cari Murphy - Register Here
Thurs. July 30th - Your Divine Uniqueness with host Moncef Akfir - Register Here
Monthly Zoom Event - MySwitchWorks
Next Live Zoom Event - Wednesday May 27th 7:30-8pm EST
Reinvigorating Your Work Life Switches Live Call
As we are now beginning to re-emerge from these strange times, for many it is going to require some focus on you and gathering up your inner strength and confidence to re-invigorate and/or re-invent your work/job/career. Will you stay at your current position? Will you change to a whole new field or career? What about setting up your passive income and a side hustle? Together we will shake the tree and watch the fruit fall on this call!!!
Submit your top 5 requests for clearings. For example:
Have spirit show me a new way to make money.
Show me & tell me how to take out the blocks preventing me from making progress.
Get me past my stuck energy.
Release my lack of motivation.
Help me get out of this sense of overwhelm!
You get the idea :)
Register Now - $22
ACCESS CALL REPLAYS HERE
Abundance Switches
Luck Switches
Love & Romance Switches
Youth & Vitality Switches
The Plandemic: Moving Forward
*If you've never heard Jimmy explain about switches, click over to this page and play this brief audio.
The Jimmy Mack Healing Radio Show
**NEW TIME** TUESDAY'S at 4pm EDT / 1pm PDT
CALL IN (206) 806-9965
https://www.freeconferencecall.com/wall/goldylocksproductions
Click Here for Previous Weeks' Show and a full archive of past guests & replays.
Yesterday'sShow - Special Guest Kimberly Marooney
Angel Readings and Intuitive Readings
May 26th at 4pm - Rev Debbie Dienstbier | Our resident trans medium communications with your loved ones in spirit. Visit her Facebook page
June 2nd at 4pm- Joanne Leo | Psychic
https://psychicjoanneleo.com/
June 9that 4pm - Ayla Murray | Psychic, Intuitive
https://www.facebook.com/harmonicperspective/
June 16th at 4pm - Mark Hernandez | Pet Healer, Intuitive
http://www.peopleandpetsenergetics.com/about-us/
June 23rd at 4pm - Gosia Lorenz Intuitive, Transformation clearings
http://www.gosialorenz.com/
June 30th at 4pm - Reverend Debbie Dienstbier
Our resident trans medium communications with your loved ones in spirit.
Visit her Facebook page
The Jimmy Mack Healing Show is LIVE on Tuesday's at 4pm EDT
If you want to Listen in only, go to this website:
https://www.freeconferencecall.com/wall/goldylocksproductions
OR
If you want to call in & ask a question CALL (206) 806-9965
No need to press #1, just dial in and you'll be in the queue.
If the Call in Number above doesn’t seem to work,
please use this back up Call in Number: (425) 535-9149
when prompted, enter 206.806.9965 followed by #
International Callers, click the link below for the International call in list for your country.
If you're using the Free Conference Call App, it automatically re-routes the best call In number for you. Please unblock your phone number if you wish to speak with Jimmy and or his guest host. Blocked, Restricted and Private Callers are not brought on air.
Fish Food
The Daily Bread To Feed The Fish
Tell The Fish: 365 Daily Inspirations & Affirmations
MAY 20th
"Today I will lend and now borrow, I will follow through. I will prevail. I will not second guess my intuition and proceed with the smallest and largest decisions with poise and articulation. I will press on.
From the Fish Box
"Hello. In March of this year I was hauling freight from southern Texas to Salt Lake City. I drove all day Friday the 19th and felt fine, but when I woke up Saturday and started driving something didn’t feel right with my left shoulder. By that afternoon the pain grew worse and eventually I finished the last few hundred miles with one arm. I found a lace to park and took some meds and went to bed. My shoulder was on FIRE!!! Could not sleep and could not move my arm at all without extreme pain. The next day I went to walk in care and they said it was a “frozen shoulder“ and could not do anything and didn’t give me anything for pain, and the pain was at a steady 8 and would flash to a 10 if you touched or moved my arm at all. When I went to bed that night I was desperate and wondering how am I going to get home! When I opened my eyes the next day I was scared to move, but I didn’t feel that red hot pain and I didn’t want do anything to change that wonderful feeling. So I sat up in bed and still didn’t feel that pain and my first thought was....what did my wife do? I knew instinctively it was divine but what? I found out later my wife had contacted Jimmy Mack and put me on the prayer chain. All I know is it worked. The pain was gone and I could function again. I was able to completely unload my truck into my rental car and drive home six hundred miles that day!!! Thanks so much for helping me!!!" - Dan L.
"Dan, thanks so much for writing that. We appreciate it so much because it not only encourages me and my team and my ethereal team, but it encourages others to have hope. Considering prior to that event I had never worked on you or met you, but that your wife put you on our nightly prayer list, well, that’s all you need to know about the power of prayer. Many Blessings." - Jimmy
Receive 24/7 Prayers from Jimmy
Nightly prayers include COVID-19. Each night we work on scrambling the frequency for everyone on the prayer list.
Your name will be added to a special VIP Prayer list where Jimmy will use his intelligent computer software, src4you which runs 24/7, to delete the negative and increase the strength of the positive creating a higher probability of favorable outcomes for you.
In addition, throughout the full 30-days, Jimmy will be dialing into your energetic signature each day upon rising and make certain that you are a clear yes, unclear to no and running forward before you start your day. He is doing the heavy lifting for you around 3am NY time while most of you are asleep in order to smooth out your way and increase your most favorable life outcomes.
The 30-day service is now being offered exclusively and you also have the option of selecting an ongoing subscription ($95/month) which is managed through PayPal only.
Upon written email request, for each new order we offer a one-time email analysis via the intelligent healing software that Jimmy uses on your behalf. Most clients have had amazing results and outcomes!
You can add yourself and those living in your immediate household and yes you can include pets! Merely include everyone’s names and Jimmy will add them to his daily prayers. *NOTE if the MDP Service was purchased via a special telesummit or radio show offer, prayers will be limited to BUYER ONLY - and will not include family members or pets.
You can run this monthly and stop at any time after the 30 days is up, you will have the opportunity to renew and update your list each month but are under no obligation. I believe you will experience magical transformations and make progress every day!
Sign Up for 30-Days - $99
Sessions at the Tampa Office
FRIDAY KODAWARI YOGA STUDIOS
*Last week for Friday phone appointments,
expected return to Kodawari is May 29th
I'm scheduling 15 and 30 minute appointments at Kodawari Yoga Studios from 10am-2pm EVERY FRIDAY.*IMPT! You must call Kodawari directly to schedule times and dates with them AND pay them directly at the front desk prior to your appointment
Call Kodawari's front desk directly to schedule
(813) 773-4017 and pay at the concierge desk PRIOR
to your appointment - 15 minutes 38$ or 30 minutes 68$.
UPCOMING DATES:
May 29
June 5, 12, 19, 26
3965 Henderson Blvd Suite C Tampa
(813) 773-4017
http://www.kodawariyoga.com/
Go deep sea "fishing" with Jimmy!
Level 1 is open to ANYONE at anytime!
To All Mastery Students: If you haven't taken the time to complete the course and book your Certification test with Jimmy - now is a great time!!
The Certificate of Mastery Program includes 2 best-selling ebooks and 2 clearing audios plus written & video instructions, AND one-on-one time with Jimmy ALL for about the cost of a single 1-hr session!
This online course is for anyone who is familiar with OR new to "fishing" and is ready to dive into the deep end & get results that are beyond the ordinary!
It includes The Tackle Box & The Dowser's Handbook ebooks PLUS 2 MP3s "Clearing Dark Energies" & "Increasing Your Intuition" to help clear, strengthen and prepare your energy field for optimal “fishing” results.
This is a work-at-your-own-pace curriculum that will TEACH & CLEAR you at the same time! In under 2wks you will be finished with the program and ready to fish on your own with greater results! Level II offers Practitioner Certification for those who qualify.
LEARN MORE HERE
**Can't See The Full Email? Click Here to View Online**
For those who aren't familiar, here's the list of the MyBeliefWorks™ audio library.
Find a topic that addresses your issue(s), click on the link to read more. We had a lot of help downloading & channeling these over the years & they keep getting better. Don't forget... you can share these with you immediate friends and family.
Abundance
Abuse
Addiction
Body Scan: Head to Toe
COVID-19
Daily GPS Reset
Dark Energies/Fears
Decision Making
Diet & Exercise
Education & Learning
Family & Relatives
The Gold Coin
Healing Physical Body
Healing Mental Stress
Holiday Stress
Increasing Intuition
IRS & Tax Time
Love & Romance
Money Mindset
Moving Forward
Pain Relief
Pet Healing
Sales & Success
Improving Sex
Improving Sleep
Traveling w/Ease
Work & Career
Weight Loss
Windfall
Youth & Vitality
TGIFunny
Share
Tweet
Forward
Pinterest
Jimmy Mack | Appointments
Skype: Jimmy.Mack55 Clearwater Florida USA
Book a 15 minute session
Book a 30 minute session
Book a 60 minute session
Transformational Healing of Body, Mind & Spirit, People, Places, Pets & Situations!
Download the My Liquid Fish® Starter Kit (*Updated May 2019)
Audio MP3 Downloads and books to improve your life!
Get Certified in My Liquid Fish® Change Made Simple®
Watch Free Videos on YouTube
Weekly Radio Show Archives
Shop for Supplements
http://www.jimmymackhealingshop.com
www.jimmymackhealing.com
Copyright ©1998-2020 All Rights Reserved
--------------------------------------------------
TGIW newsletter managed by:
Sandy Bidinger
Digital Marketing Specialist at SMBeConnected Solutions
www.smbeconnected.com
Stay connected!
Our mailing address is:
Clearwater Florida 33756 USA
0 notes
Text
TGIWednesday and a new baby
TGIWednesday News
Whoa! A new baby? Several of my intuitive friends kept seeing a new baby around me in the Spring. Considering I’m fixed I told them “no way”. But my oldest son surprised us all yesterday with the announcement that he and his wife are expecting. Well, I just want it on record that I am ruling out names like Covid and Rona for first names... just sayin'.
So even out of all this mess comes a new life into this world. Even though we’re often knee deep in mud, conspiracy and yes sometimes even frustration and anger towards people, places, things and situations... life still marches on. Often it is to remind us that there is always good to consider, to look at and to be thankful for. So remember that during these times and keep the faith that as Granny Ruth always said, “and this too shall pass” tough times don’t last, strong people do.
TGIWednesday Download
~ CELEBRATING NEW BEGINNINGS~
I believe, think, know and feel that I can celebrate new beginnings in every area of my life. I am ready, willing and able to start fresh here and now and remain inspired. I know, when, where, how and why to stay still, tune in and listen to that still small voice within. I am asking for this in all languages and throughout all time lines and so it is.
LIVE Appearances - Free Healing
JOIN ME TOMORROW!
Thursday May 21st at 5pm EST
Soul Talk with Patty Malek
Register Here
Mon. June 22nd at 4pm EST - Straight Talk for the Soul w/ Cari Murphy - Register Here
Thurs. July 30th - Your Divine Uniqueness with host Moncef Akfir - Register Here
Monthly Zoom Event - MySwitchWorks
Next Live Zoom Event - Wednesday May 27th 7:30-8pm EST
Reinvigorating Your Work Life Switches Live Call
As we are now beginning to re-emerge from these strange times, for many it is going to require some focus on you and gathering up your inner strength and confidence to re-invigorate and/or re-invent your work/job/career. Will you stay at your current position? Will you change to a whole new field or career? What about setting up your passive income and a side hustle? Together we will shake the tree and watch the fruit fall on this call!!!
Submit your top 5 requests for clearings. For example:
Have spirit show me a new way to make money.
Show me & tell me how to take out the blocks preventing me from making progress.
Get me past my stuck energy.
Release my lack of motivation.
Help me get out of this sense of overwhelm!
You get the idea :)
Register Now - $22
ACCESS CALL REPLAYS HERE
Abundance Switches
Luck Switches
Love & Romance Switches
Youth & Vitality Switches
The Plandemic: Moving Forward
*If you've never heard Jimmy explain about switches, click over to this page and play this brief audio.
The Jimmy Mack Healing Radio Show
**NEW TIME** TUESDAY'S at 4pm EDT / 1pm PDT
CALL IN (206) 806-9965
https://www.freeconferencecall.com/wall/goldylocksproductions
Click Here for Previous Weeks' Show and a full archive of past guests & replays.
Yesterday'sShow - Special Guest Kimberly Marooney
Angel Readings and Intuitive Readings
May 26th at 4pm - Rev Debbie Dienstbier | Our resident trans medium communications with your loved ones in spirit. Visit her Facebook page
June 2nd at 4pm- Joanne Leo | Psychic
https://psychicjoanneleo.com/
June 9that 4pm - Ayla Murray | Psychic, Intuitive
https://www.facebook.com/harmonicperspective/
June 16th at 4pm - Mark Hernandez | Pet Healer, Intuitive
http://www.peopleandpetsenergetics.com/about-us/
June 23rd at 4pm - Gosia Lorenz Intuitive, Transformation clearings
http://www.gosialorenz.com/
June 30th at 4pm - Reverend Debbie Dienstbier
Our resident trans medium communications with your loved ones in spirit.
Visit her Facebook page
The Jimmy Mack Healing Show is LIVE on Tuesday's at 4pm EDT
If you want to Listen in only, go to this website:
https://www.freeconferencecall.com/wall/goldylocksproductions
OR
If you want to call in & ask a question CALL (206) 806-9965
No need to press #1, just dial in and you'll be in the queue.
If the Call in Number above doesn’t seem to work,
please use this back up Call in Number: (425) 535-9149
when prompted, enter 206.806.9965 followed by #
International Callers, click the link below for the International call in list for your country.
If you're using the Free Conference Call App, it automatically re-routes the best call In number for you. Please unblock your phone number if you wish to speak with Jimmy and or his guest host. Blocked, Restricted and Private Callers are not brought on air.
Fish Food
The Daily Bread To Feed The Fish
Tell The Fish: 365 Daily Inspirations & Affirmations
MAY 20th
"Today I will lend and now borrow, I will follow through. I will prevail. I will not second guess my intuition and proceed with the smallest and largest decisions with poise and articulation. I will press on.
From the Fish Box
"Hello. In March of this year I was hauling freight from southern Texas to Salt Lake City. I drove all day Friday the 19th and felt fine, but when I woke up Saturday and started driving something didn’t feel right with my left shoulder. By that afternoon the pain grew worse and eventually I finished the last few hundred miles with one arm. I found a lace to park and took some meds and went to bed. My shoulder was on FIRE!!! Could not sleep and could not move my arm at all without extreme pain. The next day I went to walk in care and they said it was a “frozen shoulder“ and could not do anything and didn’t give me anything for pain, and the pain was at a steady 8 and would flash to a 10 if you touched or moved my arm at all. When I went to bed that night I was desperate and wondering how am I going to get home! When I opened my eyes the next day I was scared to move, but I didn’t feel that red hot pain and I didn’t want do anything to change that wonderful feeling. So I sat up in bed and still didn’t feel that pain and my first thought was....what did my wife do? I knew instinctively it was divine but what? I found out later my wife had contacted Jimmy Mack and put me on the prayer chain. All I know is it worked. The pain was gone and I could function again. I was able to completely unload my truck into my rental car and drive home six hundred miles that day!!! Thanks so much for helping me!!!" - Dan L.
"Dan, thanks so much for writing that. We appreciate it so much because it not only encourages me and my team and my ethereal team, but it encourages others to have hope. Considering prior to that event I had never worked on you or met you, but that your wife put you on our nightly prayer list, well, that’s all you need to know about the power of prayer. Many Blessings." - Jimmy
Receive 24/7 Prayers from Jimmy
Nightly prayers include COVID-19. Each night we work on scrambling the frequency for everyone on the prayer list.
Your name will be added to a special VIP Prayer list where Jimmy will use his intelligent computer software, src4you which runs 24/7, to delete the negative and increase the strength of the positive creating a higher probability of favorable outcomes for you.
In addition, throughout the full 30-days, Jimmy will be dialing into your energetic signature each day upon rising and make certain that you are a clear yes, unclear to no and running forward before you start your day. He is doing the heavy lifting for you around 3am NY time while most of you are asleep in order to smooth out your way and increase your most favorable life outcomes.
The 30-day service is now being offered exclusively and you also have the option of selecting an ongoing subscription ($95/month) which is managed through PayPal only.
Upon written email request, for each new order we offer a one-time email analysis via the intelligent healing software that Jimmy uses on your behalf. Most clients have had amazing results and outcomes!
You can add yourself and those living in your immediate household and yes you can include pets! Merely include everyone’s names and Jimmy will add them to his daily prayers. *NOTE if the MDP Service was purchased via a special telesummit or radio show offer, prayers will be limited to BUYER ONLY - and will not include family members or pets.
You can run this monthly and stop at any time after the 30 days is up, you will have the opportunity to renew and update your list each month but are under no obligation. I believe you will experience magical transformations and make progress every day!
Sign Up for 30-Days - $99
Sessions at the Tampa Office
FRIDAY KODAWARI YOGA STUDIOS
*Last week for Friday phone appointments,
expected return to Kodawari is May 29th
I'm scheduling 15 and 30 minute appointments at Kodawari Yoga Studios from 10am-2pm EVERY FRIDAY.*IMPT! You must call Kodawari directly to schedule times and dates with them AND pay them directly at the front desk prior to your appointment
Call Kodawari's front desk directly to schedule
(813) 773-4017 and pay at the concierge desk PRIOR
to your appointment - 15 minutes 38$ or 30 minutes 68$.
UPCOMING DATES:
May 29
June 5, 12, 19, 26
3965 Henderson Blvd Suite C Tampa
(813) 773-4017
http://www.kodawariyoga.com/
Go deep sea "fishing" with Jimmy!
Level 1 is open to ANYONE at anytime!
To All Mastery Students: If you haven't taken the time to complete the course and book your Certification test with Jimmy - now is a great time!!
The Certificate of Mastery Program includes 2 best-selling ebooks and 2 clearing audios plus written & video instructions, AND one-on-one time with Jimmy ALL for about the cost of a single 1-hr session!
This online course is for anyone who is familiar with OR new to "fishing" and is ready to dive into the deep end & get results that are beyond the ordinary!
It includes The Tackle Box & The Dowser's Handbook ebooks PLUS 2 MP3s "Clearing Dark Energies" & "Increasing Your Intuition" to help clear, strengthen and prepare your energy field for optimal “fishing” results.
This is a work-at-your-own-pace curriculum that will TEACH & CLEAR you at the same time! In under 2wks you will be finished with the program and ready to fish on your own with greater results! Level II offers Practitioner Certification for those who qualify.
LEARN MORE HERE
**Can't See The Full Email? Click Here to View Online**
For those who aren't familiar, here's the list of the MyBeliefWorks™ audio library.
Find a topic that addresses your issue(s), click on the link to read more. We had a lot of help downloading & channeling these over the years & they keep getting better. Don't forget... you can share these with you immediate friends and family.
Abundance
Abuse
Addiction
Body Scan: Head to Toe
COVID-19
Daily GPS Reset
Dark Energies/Fears
Decision Making
Diet & Exercise
Education & Learning
Family & Relatives
The Gold Coin
Healing Physical Body
Healing Mental Stress
Holiday Stress
Increasing Intuition
IRS & Tax Time
Love & Romance
Money Mindset
Moving Forward
Pain Relief
Pet Healing
Sales & Success
Improving Sex
Improving Sleep
Traveling w/Ease
Work & Career
Weight Loss
Windfall
Youth & Vitality
TGIFunny
Share
Tweet
Forward
Pinterest
Jimmy Mack | Appointments
Skype: Jimmy.Mack55 Clearwater Florida USA
Book a 15 minute session
Book a 30 minute session
Book a 60 minute session
Transformational Healing of Body, Mind & Spirit, People, Places, Pets & Situations!
Download the My Liquid Fish® Starter Kit (*Updated May 2019)
Audio MP3 Downloads and books to improve your life!
Get Certified in My Liquid Fish® Change Made Simple®
Watch Free Videos on YouTube
Weekly Radio Show Archives
Shop for Supplements
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Joe’s Weather World: The start of winter (sort of) (MON-12/2)
Good Monday to you…this is going to be a good week and a pretty dry week ahead…meteorological winter has started and overall this is going to be a pretty decent and above average run of weather ahead. It won’t be mild every day…there will still be a couple of decent cold fronts ahead with a sharp drop in temperatures but the overall Pacific flow will be pretty quick…and whatever comes won’t last too long.
The overall pattern will be a dry one as well…at least through the 10th, maybe longer, but at some point there will be a storm later NEXT week I think…
Forecast:
Today: Sunny and cool with highs in the low>mid 40s
Tonight: Clear and chilly with lows close to 30°
Tomorrow: Milder with highs near 55°
Wednesday: Nice…mid 50s
Discussion:
Weather folks considered yesterday the start of winter. Everyone else considers the start of winter to be what the calendar says…which is a few weeks away…Saturday the 21st.
The reason we do this in the weather world is the start of winter varies from year to year…sometimes on the 20th…sometimes on the 21st…sometimes on the 22nd.
For meteorological winter…every winter starts hard and cold on the 1st of December…this is done for statistical reasons really. We consider winter to be from the 1st of December through the last day of February. Then spring from the 1st of March through the last of May…Summer from the 1st of June through the last of August and Fall from the 1st of September through the last of November.
So let’s review meteorological fall..
This fall the average temperature was 55.7°
We finished 37th in terms of the coldest fall temperatures…
Note the other years since 2000…and as recently as last year…2018…which was 7th coldest.
From a precipitation standpoint…69th wettest overall…which is actually pretty good considering how dry we were for most of October into the middle of November. We had 9.44″ of moisture (rain and melted snow).
We had 1.9″ of snow as well…that’s the 35th most.
So we’re closing the book on fall.
What about December…odds favor above average overall for many areas…
A lot of this warmth may be built up over the next 15 days or so…we’ll see what the back half of the month has in store…but at least for awhile snow lovers may have to put away the shovels.
Saw this yesterday from Montana…
Assuming no more new snow between now and midnight tonight, Great Falls will finish Meteorological Fall (Sept 1-Nov 30th) with 60.4" of snow. The next highest years are 1985 (29.1") and 1984 (26.8"). Normal snowfall during Meteorological Fall at Great Falls is 13.4". #mtwx
— NWS Great Falls (@NWSGreatFalls) November 30, 2019
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That’s pretty impressive…over 60″ of snow and it’s just December now.
Here is another one..
Sorry for the delay. The snowfall total we have from the Havre City-County Airport as of now for Sept 1 – Nov 30 is 36.3 inches. This is also a record for this period; the next highest years are 1958 (26.4 in.) and 1985 (22.0 in.). Thanks for the question! #MTwx
— NWS Great Falls (@NWSGreatFalls) December 1, 2019
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There is a lot of snow cover out there and parts of the northeast may get more overnight into tomorrow.
That’s it for today…with little to blog about this week…next blog is coming on Wednesday.
Our feature photo comes from Michael Edwards down towards Belton.
Joe
from FOX 4 Kansas City WDAF-TV | News, Weather, Sports https://fox4kc.com/2019/12/02/joes-weather-world-the-start-of-winter-sort-of-mon-12-2/
from Kansas City Happenings https://kansascityhappenings.wordpress.com/2019/12/02/joes-weather-world-the-start-of-winter-sort-of-mon-12-2/
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